Ascension Symptoms please help

[Richard]

yea one is not believing all these earth changes are going to take place because we haven't seen any signs of mass arrests or any signs the dark cabal is ending.
at the same time i believe i will ascend and join the confederation as that's my highest wish.

so yes you are correct there is a division. one foot is in the door and the other is this isn't going to start happening until i see some proof

Blatz,

I think that seperation of beliefs is far more common that you might think. Sometimes I just throw my hands in the air after reading first this channel and that channel..and think all of them are full of crap. Then I read another that touches me to my core.

I don't know whats gonna happen. If anything. I just try to let it all go and just live for now.

You know what, Blatz?..."Now" isn't a bad place at all. Anything imaginable can happen now.

Richard