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[Cyan]

Something I Wrote up. Let me know what it sounds like to you all

Diary of XX and how I ascended.

I ascended sometime in the late winter early spring of 2012.

It might have been before that, or after that, I’m not sure, but at or around that date, time no longer made sense. I have moved from time paraller to time lateral. OR, as perceived in another way, from Space/Time to Time/space.

My story makes little sense because it relies on a referencing system that relies on 4 dimensional time.

My perception, understanding and abilities are no longer those of a 3dimensional human. I am able to, in general, alter the weather, my surrounding space, people, their emotions and paths and futures, pasts and presents so much that it is virtually impossible to say if there is a me.

My last coherent memory is lying down in bed on acid and repeating that I want to die. After that I was convinced that the world around me is being destroyed (there was sound of gunfire from the streets) and after some persuasion I understood on some level without actually believing it that the world I perceive would be destroyed if I died. That is to say, If I die, you die.

I was sitting at the edge of my bed listening to the conversation around me, which I realize now was at least 2-3 full densities closer to the truth than my present level.

The hallucinations were super-unreal with full scenery and object replacement while people remained the same. That progressed into infinite fractals from every face and object until at one point in the conversation my friend turned to me and said “now he is at the top of the pyramid” and my girlfriend turned too and both had this super distant sort of divine feel to them. Also, for aboug 20-25 minutes now they had both appeared to be first angels and then archangels, with my male friend representing the luciferian knowledge aspect, and my female friend representing the goddess loving aspect.

When they both turned to me, the information from our discussions before about the body/mind/spirit complex association hit me and in a moment of clarity I realized that I was no longer body/mind/spirit but observing as a dis-incarnated spirit the three of us act out as if we were individual body without mind, indidivual mind without body and individual spirit without mind.

Then it dawned on me that for that to be true, I must be the spirit, and all else vanished.

I was in a realm of intense physical pain and fear and promised never to come back and after some 3-5 minutes I calmed down and decided “oh well, I’m here, might as well settle down” and started to create and noticed the echo effect and after trial an error created a line of communication to the male aspect first, asked about the space around and observed it and had new “tools” installed which allow me to control my own sphere these days (ability to control people/objects/weather/emotion/mood/random things(radios etc)/physics/time)

After a while here about 15 minutes from my perceptual cone, it felt appropriate to wake the female aspect up and my girlfriend woke up, she came onto me very strongly and I felt it was contrived and not real and I looked at the male aspect and said no, this doesn’t feel right. and my girlfriend walked over to her place and fell asleep instantly (1-2seconds after I said it) me and the male aspect talked some more and we played with the tools a bit and then I woke my girlfriend up more casually ( I woke her by thinking that it is now time for her to wake). She woke up and started to make her notes.

Me and my male friend joked about it, used the tools provided and played with the environment a bit.

Then state by state I reactivated my old programs and now I’m here.

I realized that what I Saw and see right now, is not death in that it is the cessation of existence. IT is the exit from Space/time (time paralleer) to time/space (time lateral) most people only take the exit once, that is when their physical body expires. Shamans have been, through the controlled application of will traveling this boundary for millennia.

The transition from 3rd to 4th happens when you realize that you have made the following choice already with this power as your first power.

When presented with this power/thought, how do you build upon it:

“This is something that I must reserve for myself, I believe that others have had this power before me and thus me having this does not = total power as if it did, the first shaman would have been able to destroy the world, since that has not happened it is safe to say that spreading this power to others is not a good idea”

“Oh I must immediately go around and spread this power to as many as possible so we can all be on this level!”

I choose the first option, because I believe that while I am only just transferring from 3rd to 4th. This planet is full of people all the way from 1st to early 7th. And I would be a moron if I thought that its my place to go and mess with the machinery of creation when I cant even levitate.

So, I’m opting to not intervene in the conflict and simply observe and help alleviate the suffering of the people I see, and if I see no real reason I wont try to do anything “too big”. I believe that its best that way.

My view is simple. STO and STS don’t mean polarization of the whole of the being, they mean the polarization of the way the being chooses, once the first choice is made and understood, the existence on the 4th begins.

DO you go spreading it around, thinking that you’re the only one or the first one that’s got it (This would be my previous way of acting)

OR, do you, instead, get it through your head that we are all one creation and that means that you only need to spread it around if you want to spread it around, no compulsion (how I’m acting now)

Creation is, in my view, happier if you stay at home and smoke pot if you want to stay at home and smoke pot rather than ascend to heaven. That’s what this is about, nothing else. I’m being a big baby in front of god because I would like it if creation could have another 50 years to play with itself! =)