06-19-2012, 11:40 PM
I remember some years ago listening to Joshiah say that you need to be specific in what you want, day dream about it constantly, with appropriate emotions etc and believe you can have it....well I made a list of the things I wanted and was extremely specific. I visualised it 24/7 and 4 years later I'm still visualising it and frustratingly I have parts of it, but not the whole. And it's moving in the direction I want sooooo slowly the frustration is beginning to kill the dream. It's not materialistic things either. It's 'quality of life' needs and desires.
I continue to attempt the manifestation because I always get this message in the back of my mind that I'm not ready yet, but a zillion signs that the manifestation is imminent.
I see that I'm being guided to not need these things. To lose the fear that I'll be unhappy or lonely if I don't have these things. To be happy and complete without them.
And I'm getting there slowly but surely. As I'm sure we all realise by now we're manifesting all the time but we don't always get what we want, when we want it, if it's not for our highest good.
I now realise that if I'd gotten what I wanted 4 years ago I would have been too insecure, fearful, egotistical and selfish to have held onto it for long.
In my case I would suggest my Higher Self is preventing my manifestation for my own good because I can't see the bigger picture! But it wants me to keep striving for the best and so gives me the signs as a stimulus package...keep the momentum up.
I would imagine that what you are struggling to manifest could be an important subject to meditate upon, the reasons you want these things in your life, why you don't have them, and how this is leading to spiritual growth.
I continue to attempt the manifestation because I always get this message in the back of my mind that I'm not ready yet, but a zillion signs that the manifestation is imminent.
I see that I'm being guided to not need these things. To lose the fear that I'll be unhappy or lonely if I don't have these things. To be happy and complete without them.
And I'm getting there slowly but surely. As I'm sure we all realise by now we're manifesting all the time but we don't always get what we want, when we want it, if it's not for our highest good.
I now realise that if I'd gotten what I wanted 4 years ago I would have been too insecure, fearful, egotistical and selfish to have held onto it for long.
In my case I would suggest my Higher Self is preventing my manifestation for my own good because I can't see the bigger picture! But it wants me to keep striving for the best and so gives me the signs as a stimulus package...keep the momentum up.
I would imagine that what you are struggling to manifest could be an important subject to meditate upon, the reasons you want these things in your life, why you don't have them, and how this is leading to spiritual growth.