I keep dreaming of not graduating from high school!!

[Eddie]

For about three years now (or more) I have been having a dream with a recurring theme: I keep dreaming that I am in high school, with all the old friends and acquaintances (and enemies) that I used to have. I realize that I have been skipping classes, showing up late (or not at all), and I especially have skipped nearly every day of my math lessons, which was "first period" (first class of the day). I try to remember where my classes are located - that's how much I've skipped! I can barely think straight and I feel very disoriented and confused. I try to remember where my locker is and I wander the halls aimlessly trying to find it. Then I realize I can't even remember what my locker combination is!

I walk into my math class and I am very late. I don't understand a thing that the math teacher is talking about (and that was true in high school...me and math didn't jive well!). He starts telling me that if I don't get a LOT of work done, then I won't graduate. I feel my tasks are impossible.

I walk out of the class and wander the halls some more, and do some thinking about school. I feel high school is a waste of time and that I won't use any of my skills from the classes anyway. I already can read, write and do basic math, so why bother? I decide not to graduate from high school, but instead get a G.E.D. later. I wonder how I'll tell my mom about it - and how upset she'll be. But then I remember "I'm an adult and I can do what I want. She has no say in the matter."

These dreams always leave me with a very depressed, panicky, sick kind of feeling inside...like I'm lost, a failure....something of that nature.

Luv, Kristy

Remember, your are at Earth School here....your dreams are a gentle reminder from your "higher self" (i.e., your 6th-density self), that you still have some work to do on your life lessons. Do you have unfinished karmic business?