Having a hard time.

[Sagittarius]

When you truly get beyond anger or fear, joy is the result. And this joy takes good care of our sanity, and of our outbursts.

Knowing that you are lovable, and loving yourself, is also an important part of this. That's loving all of you, including imperfections and outbursts. As Sagittarius said, "Try not to act on the thoughts, let them come up acknowledge them and let them slide." Breathe through them, and watch them fade away. Expect this focus on your breath to work, what you think is true, is true.

But I disagree with Sagittaris also, because I think you should think about this, and why this are coming up now. This is our school.

Everything and everyone are teachers. Mistakes are our teachers. Instead of asking "How can I . . . ?" ask instead "What is the positive side of this concern (?) and what do I need to learn from it?"

I don't claim perfection, by far I don't. But laughing at myself, seems to calm me down. Joy again.


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Every will work out well in the end. If things aren't feeling good, then it's not the end yet.

By acting on thoughts I meant acting on negative thoughts, by acting on thoughts I guess I mean feeling the negativity of it, feeling the negative emotion from it. Because it is the sense of negativity, not the thoughts from which that springs which is the true "enemy" ( I do not mean that in a negatively felt energetic way so try not to feel the negative side of it )

It's all about the feel not the thoughts which lead you to the feels, because it is the feels that lead you to the thoughts. We are all on our own timeline and everyone will realize the truth when they do. This new limb, what I like to think of as the 6th limb we are gaining back is the transition into the 4th dimension.

There are growing pains, there is no need to feel negatively about them and let them suck your energy. We will all be all right, because guess what I'am all right.

So I agree with you fully. Except I don't believe our ego has any control over it at all.