09-04-2012, 06:26 PM
I don't believe I was tired of 3D till I found the Ra material, and discovered my wanderer status (I assume so). Before this, I had nudges that maybe I didn't fit in right. Certainly I didn't have appreciation from the parents. It wasn't until I had the knowledge that I had the desire to progress. 4D is still a mystery to me, and it's funny that I seek out what I do not know. I have to hope that Ra's words have a level of truth to them.