He Who Was Not

[Shin'Ar]

What you are saying seems to be in line with what I learned about about nourishments of the organism. As food, breath and impressions are broken down in to the system, there are conscious processes which must be done to further refine the raw energies, signified by an isotope of hydrogen. The first shock of consciousness is self-examination, which is consistent to me with how you say "evaluation" allows an experience to be "seated" in the mind, which also seems to be to be an interesting reference to information being processed from the Root to the Crown where the "Throne" is.

The second shock of consciousness is Ego-death, keeping in mind that there are many, many egos. I take the concept of death as being transformational, and a transmutation. This allows us to feed our consciousness directly. This feels to me that the concept of an "evaluation" or observation, is a raising of an experience to the height of ego, completely amplified, and then to allow it to once again drop way in to the unconscious pool of memory as a now "dead" ego, but if properly transmutated, also now has a new form as perhaps a guide, or elemental or creature which will now seek to assist you. In this way, we reveal demons for the fallen Angels they are, and with forgiveness, free them from themselves, and help return them to grace.

It's up to us to see the Universe of Light.

Such powerful wisdom, and yet, such a greater power to hold onto that last bit of darkness.