Newly awakened and feel so clear yet so hazy, so found and yet so lost.

[Ellybelly]

Elly I know what your talking about exactly with the brain rushes. I don't have them much anymore but got them regularly a few years ago. For me they where a wake up call to start me on my journey.

I sometimes get them now but no where nearly as intense as before. They are triggered by things usually certain thought chains and usually stimulated by sound/smell. Like sometimes I will suddenly smell something pleasurable and then boom brain tingles that run through my body.

I get them while driving and listening to music the most. I remember one 2 years ago almost made me crash into the car infront of me hehe. The best one I had was during intercourse however, it's like the brain explosion met with my orgasm and multiplied throughout my body.

Haha. That's funny. Yes they kinda helped me on my journey too, they would happen to me at random times too ( more often after i just wake up) and make my heart beat like crazy. But I think one of the main reasons I had them was so when I read the LOO and I read the explanation on there I would then take the material seriously. Which I did.