Depression and Accepting or Resisting Futility

[tadeus]

Futility does not always lead to depression. In my case it did, because it leads to a feeling of powerlessness and defeat, which is depressing for obvious reasons.

Yes - futility is a good reason to get in a depression.
So the next step is to analyze why there is futility.

I see at least more and more futility, but understanding the Law of One and the work of Orion, gives me the understanding for the reasons of it.
This leads to the question "Why can i see and feel this futility ?"
and "Why i am here ?"