Realizing connections/ pre-birth agreements

[Ankh]

Before I read The Ra Material I always sensed that some of us were meant to be together on Earth.  I knew instinctively that some of my friends were "special", that my second wife was the same way and I was always trying to "sense" my parents' and I's arrangement.  I always questioned why my father took the Baptist tales hook, line, and sinker and never regarded my "views" in any way as possible?  It's funny but I try to see connections and how I can learn from different experiences in life.  

In a way I'm rather sad that at mid-life we aren't able to lower the veil of forgetting and really let life unfold in a wonderful knowledgeable way.  Perhaps Carla and Jim's Living the LofO 101 book will help me out.

I can go crazy thinking about what sort of agreements I might have made with some of my closest ones in this incarnation. I usually joke about it saying that I was probably drunk in the intergalactic bar och checked almost all the boxes of catalyst when agreeing to come here. Anyways, I do have some semi-guesses, but that is what they are. Just guesses. They could be right, or they could be wrong. I'll find out when I pass into the larger life. But what does get easier is to understand what these relationships want to teach me. What I wanted to learn myself when signing up for this. And of course, having Ra to talk about it, even if it is almost always about Don, Carla and Jim, is also very, very helpful, imho.