06-27-2020, 01:39 AM
(06-25-2020, 09:16 PM)ricdaw Wrote:my greatest fear is that once i have opened my heart chakra i will be so blinded by all the love that i will completely forget about myself and go down the road of martyrdom. i don't want want obviously ....i want the wisdom to know to take care of myself and others without being a doormat. i have read that most in the beginning of fourth density are blind to wisdom and instead centered on universal love.... i wouldn't want to end up like that.it might work there but in this world we need both wisdom and love to properly function...(06-24-2020, 06:05 AM)dexter101 Wrote: i cant do it. i cant love everyone equally. i mean i might be able to respect everyone as a creator but love them? no thanks. i have had to go trough a lot of abuse in my life and no way in hell would i ever do that. why would i?
why is it that we always have to chose between two extremes in this world? the world is not just black and white there are a multitude of colors !
Sometimes, it just happens.
Mid-legal career, at age 37, I stumbled upon a metaphysical book in a bookstore and was stunned, head spinning, by a random paragraph of text. I bought the book. Over the next weeks and months, my heart exploded in my chest and became this giant dinner-plate-sized thrumming hot pad. I felt drugged. I was in love, with everything. With everyone. My western, scientific brain-centered self changed. My center moved down from my head to my heart.
700 books later, and I was a new person. I thought that I had changed, but in actuality "as within, so without" so that from my perspective everyone else had changed. Synchronicity became common. Manifestation easy.
I wait for the callings to come, to see where a kind word, a tarot reading or healing reiki hands will do some good. I listen with my heart to the unspoken longings of others and hope I can find the words to bring solace.
I live secure in the knowledge that we are immortal beings choosing to incarnate here in the Earth Life School. I look for my lessons. I help others with theirs, if they ask.
And when life gets dreary, the rains too long, I remember how I was, years ago, reading that first metaphysical book on a park bench under clear blue sunny skies, and I feel again an echo of that thrumming heart. We are god's children. We live in a safe and loving universe. And I cry.