09-13-2013, 07:43 AM
I landed on both sides of the fence, having been both of the natural side of the Law of One, and at one point becoming (possibly even helping to 'start') the group known as the Sons of Belial. As I understand it there was a misunderstanding that occurred from the start in that the original "Sons" were not entirely individuals consumed by materialism, but the very first entities which introduced this way were fully aware of the Choice and were impeached or requested on higher levels to play the role of that polarity in order to stimulate catalyst within Atlantis. The difficulty came when it was underestimated the allure of such a path and there was a very early schizm within the group which saw the original thoughts and members of the group being rejected as intending to be a balanced form of dynamic catalyst and instead the dominance of the individual will became the focus for those individuals seeking power. It appeared the pull of the negative polarity was too attractive for those beings which were still enthralled by the new physical experiences being had.
I was one of those original individuals who sought to act as catalyst. I was rejected and the stations within the group were usurped to empower those who sought to empower solely their own individual wills. This ultimately cost me my life in a strange turn of events in that my own sister had been mislead by those whom had cast me out and it was to one of her concoctions of poison that I fell from the flesh. This occurred before the war at the end times of Atlantis really broke out and may have even been one of the factors which causes the Sons of Belial to take on an extra edge of aggressiveness because with my death was the loss of the keys to the technology I had been working on in that life in order to provide our civilization with an unlimited supply of energy and interdimensional gateways. This technology was activated "prematurely" which is what ultimately resulted in the catastrophic events which, partly, are responsible for the destruction of Atlantis.
I was not the only one working on this technology, but its nature was as such that each of us who commited ourselves to its construction were given part of the pieces of its construction. This was so because we obtained the "designs" through what I might consider a "group channeling" in that we as a group agreed to all collectively act as vessels to receive divine technology. This was originally done in an agreement with the priesthood of Atlantis and the leaders of the "common" people in order to usher in a golden age. There were, clearly, miscalculations of the individuals as there were members of the priesthood whom were quickly imbedded within the corrupted Sons of Belial. The contact became sullied, and some of the members of the group reached out for and called in details to be added to the design which corrupted it from its original design in order to turn it in to a concentrated weapon.
At this point things become very mixed in my memory, as it appears I was aware of this, yet I continued work with my part of the design. I think I had a naive belief that my brothers would "come around" and let go of their power seeking when they realized that the potentials of the true technology would mean that they, and all of our people, would have unlimited abundance. However, I discovered over time that the draws of the ego were so stark in some individuals that they had become obsessive. I arranged my own "accidental" death by their hands, using my own inside connections. With me went the part of the technology that acted as a stabilizer to the power emissions. I was the one who held the key to balancing the energy outputs of the technology so as to prevent it from doing exactly what it ultimately did when activated without the stabilizing function, it overloaded and exploded.
I cannot tell you the guilt that I have in my being. Perhaps if I had stayed and completed my work there would not have been the destruction of Atlantis, but on the other hand, if I hadve completed the device I think we would have entered in to an even darker era whereby the technology would be used to control and dominate with even more concentrated power, perhaps even allowing this dominance to spread through to other dimensions and planets. I think it is, ultimately, better that the civilization of Atlantis was aborted and work over the next few millenia applied to understanding and balancing out the distortions of dominance and individual ego will. Perhaps the next time around we will be ready for that kind of technology.
I was one of those original individuals who sought to act as catalyst. I was rejected and the stations within the group were usurped to empower those who sought to empower solely their own individual wills. This ultimately cost me my life in a strange turn of events in that my own sister had been mislead by those whom had cast me out and it was to one of her concoctions of poison that I fell from the flesh. This occurred before the war at the end times of Atlantis really broke out and may have even been one of the factors which causes the Sons of Belial to take on an extra edge of aggressiveness because with my death was the loss of the keys to the technology I had been working on in that life in order to provide our civilization with an unlimited supply of energy and interdimensional gateways. This technology was activated "prematurely" which is what ultimately resulted in the catastrophic events which, partly, are responsible for the destruction of Atlantis.
I was not the only one working on this technology, but its nature was as such that each of us who commited ourselves to its construction were given part of the pieces of its construction. This was so because we obtained the "designs" through what I might consider a "group channeling" in that we as a group agreed to all collectively act as vessels to receive divine technology. This was originally done in an agreement with the priesthood of Atlantis and the leaders of the "common" people in order to usher in a golden age. There were, clearly, miscalculations of the individuals as there were members of the priesthood whom were quickly imbedded within the corrupted Sons of Belial. The contact became sullied, and some of the members of the group reached out for and called in details to be added to the design which corrupted it from its original design in order to turn it in to a concentrated weapon.
At this point things become very mixed in my memory, as it appears I was aware of this, yet I continued work with my part of the design. I think I had a naive belief that my brothers would "come around" and let go of their power seeking when they realized that the potentials of the true technology would mean that they, and all of our people, would have unlimited abundance. However, I discovered over time that the draws of the ego were so stark in some individuals that they had become obsessive. I arranged my own "accidental" death by their hands, using my own inside connections. With me went the part of the technology that acted as a stabilizer to the power emissions. I was the one who held the key to balancing the energy outputs of the technology so as to prevent it from doing exactly what it ultimately did when activated without the stabilizing function, it overloaded and exploded.
I cannot tell you the guilt that I have in my being. Perhaps if I had stayed and completed my work there would not have been the destruction of Atlantis, but on the other hand, if I hadve completed the device I think we would have entered in to an even darker era whereby the technology would be used to control and dominate with even more concentrated power, perhaps even allowing this dominance to spread through to other dimensions and planets. I think it is, ultimately, better that the civilization of Atlantis was aborted and work over the next few millenia applied to understanding and balancing out the distortions of dominance and individual ego will. Perhaps the next time around we will be ready for that kind of technology.