12-28-2017, 08:57 AM
Now that's the catalyst of addiction being used to great effect right there
On a positive note anyways lol.
Acceptance must sink in deep, that's for sure. I find an awareness of allness and a singularity of similarity in all things. We are. I want to discover this again as I did before but this time without the dark foundation. I am aware now, I can't have such a discovery again, now, instead, the discovery is not a surprise. So, I find acceptance, and seek on. I might be crazy about it, but I continue on with caution then.
Have you ever spent 8 straight hours (with some breaks) creating something? Like, programming. It's like a meditation of logic and intuition with arithmetic and syntax, it takes you closer to a place more real than when you're just mindlessly doing something. Coming out of it, there is a sense of accomplishment and progress, even if none was made. The experience attained was enough.
Maybe, I'm addicted to creativity. I like the way you view things lol
On a positive note anyways lol.
Acceptance must sink in deep, that's for sure. I find an awareness of allness and a singularity of similarity in all things. We are. I want to discover this again as I did before but this time without the dark foundation. I am aware now, I can't have such a discovery again, now, instead, the discovery is not a surprise. So, I find acceptance, and seek on. I might be crazy about it, but I continue on with caution then.
Have you ever spent 8 straight hours (with some breaks) creating something? Like, programming. It's like a meditation of logic and intuition with arithmetic and syntax, it takes you closer to a place more real than when you're just mindlessly doing something. Coming out of it, there is a sense of accomplishment and progress, even if none was made. The experience attained was enough.
Maybe, I'm addicted to creativity. I like the way you view things lol