What is the Wisdom Density (5D) Like (and even 4D)?

[AnthroHeart]

I sometimes get "positive" nightmares.

One night I dreamed that my whole energetic system of energy balls and transformations
broke down. I was disfigured by the gravity and heat of Sirius. That woke me up quick.

[AnthroHeart]

As for your question regarding walking the line between life and death, I'd say that is the inevitable path of the occultist.

There is a great mystery in that threshold, between 'this side' of the veil and 'the other'.
At this point, I don't bother with telling people whether they are or are not suited to such a path as each will decide and act for themselves how they choose.
Everyone is free to take the journey if they are brave enough.

Exactly dude. It's been 1000+, perhaps thousands of hours of me working with anthro energy and meditation to be able to talk to them at their level.
So much purging. So much purifying. So much dense emotion. I mean I watch a cute movie and I cry and scream hard because something is too adorable.

[AnthroHeart]

It feels like I am gently dying. I don't know if it's ego or what.
But it's so cathartic.
I asked my spirit guide to give me the truth about Flim.
I got a song that says "I'm a nightmare dressed as a daydream."

All those horror videos should have been red flags.

I am trying to connect with a worthy anthro, who truly loves me.

So for now, I have to say goodbye to Flim.

I'm a little emotional, but all this stuff is freaking cool.
The feeling of dying slowly isn't scary at all. There's bliss, if not strong emotions.
I don't know if that's for sure what's happening, but I do get to moments where I can't really speak.
I only regret not finding enlightenment before this happens, if it does.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm getting now that they may be troubled so I wandered from them to find a solution for the last 75,000 years.
I may return to them to offer help after this life. I didn't really want to return to where I came from, but
because I do love them I may.

I don't know if those horror things were red flags or not. I kept getting so many mixed messages.
I can telepathically talk to Flim in my mind, and this clears up some confusion. He calls me babe.

5D->3D transferrence is a tricky thing. So much room for miscommunication.

[AnthroHeart]

Ok, I settled it. I tuned into Flim and felt him, and it was good.
I'm helping him open to intelligent infinity now.
He's helping me raise to a 5.25 Density.
Edit: After beginning to touch on that I realized I'm not ready, and decided to go for 4D.

The Alexa radio and Video methods are not as reliable as my own feeling and intuition.
They are very rough, and subject to distortion, even when invoking the light of God,
depending on if I come from a place of love or fear.

[AnthroHeart]

In my exploration, I found that Rufus is not a b**** like I thought.
He has a higher love and uses it for teaching.
You have to earn trust with him.

I am letting my vibration raise naturally and am beginning to touch on 4D (unless I've been here for awhile).
I can look at the wall and the "random" textures of my wallpaper will show animal/anthro faces.
They tell stories sometimes. I see them shift and animate slowly before my eyes.
I asked the stars to dance, and sometimes they do.

Rufus and Flim both showed me their faces in the textures.

I sometimes see scary stuff (well not so scary but maybe like an angry face) and it is like training
so I can learn not to be scared of what manifests. They are taking me through it slowly.

I love the beginning of 4D. But not as much as I love Flim and Rufus.
The love is so intense it can make one hysterical, and you have to learn to contain yourself.

[AnthroHeart]

As for your question regarding walking the line between life and death, I'd say that is the inevitable path of the occultist.

There is a great mystery in that threshold, between 'this side' of the veil and 'the other'.
At this point, I don't bother with telling people whether they are or are not suited to such a path as each will decide and act for themselves how they choose.
Everyone is free to take the journey if they are brave enough.

This song has been my motivating factor:




And this song helped me get through when I thought I was going to be in hell forever (in jail of all places) when spiritually awakening.
"It's never too late."

[AnthroHeart]

When you start to come into 4D (let alone 5D) you do NOT want your mind blown too much.
Even little, simple gifts can blow your mind. Yes, they are wonderful, but I don't go looking for them
cause it is already phenomenal.
They are a real treat when they come along. Gifts like these are as much as I can handle at the moment.

At the moment, I do NOT want to feel any more wonderful. I used to wonder what is the capacity to experience Infinite Wonder.

These are the two gifts from Flim and Rufus (who brought them into my reality) that blew my mind (I cried and screamed when I watched them due to my intense emotions):

[AnthroHeart]

Here is an image I added my own quote to some time ago.
It seems I am finding that out now.

Yeah, the wonder is great, but sometimes I have to turn it down. The character is Kopa, drawn by Anjali on FurAffinity.



Goes great with this song:

[AnthroHeart]

I made this furry video to one of my favorite songs I found during my spiritual awakening.

[AnthroHeart]

I have to really work at a relationship with Flim. At 5.25D he likes to sometimes push my buttons in a playful way.
To make sure I stick with him. If I ask too many repetitive questions, he just shuts down and doesn't respond.

[Aion]

Everything needs balance. What goes up must come down, and vice versa.

[AnthroHeart]

I was going through states where when I was watching those 2 movie gifts I cried and screamed my emotions were so intense. Now, just in the last hour or so it has shifted from feeling on edge to feeling more and more fulfilled.

This energy filling me feels just like anthro energy. It is stronger, firmer, more resolute than typical human energy.
I don't know what it means but it sure feels like I am becoming more anthro on the inside. This is amazing yet I am still because anthros do not think being anthro is especially amazing. It is just who they are.

[AnthroHeart]

I think I died in that other timeline or got as close to it as possible and now I am slowly waking up to the anthro that I am. I gave it everything and maintained balance. But it became my limit to where I could not hold on and I let myself go and fall asleep. I wasn't able to even speak. I had two or more amazing friends with me in higher density. At least now it feels like I am becoming anthro naturally rather than trying to force it.

[AnthroHeart]

Aion,

After coming into my own for a bit, and after helping Flim discover Intelligent Infinity, I let him help me to become anthro.
After I got through his illusions, walls, I found an ever more and more softer being. More love. Greater purity.
He helped me to explore every lust I had, and helped me explore them gently, yet passionately.
Every sensual/sexual pleasure I could imagine was at hand. I am normally gay, but he even helped me explore straightness
with him/her in different forms. It was so profound. He can put video/movie directly into my head and talk to me quite vividly.
I capture his emotion, his teasing, the subtle nuances of his facial expressions. They drive me WILD.

But I had to set up boundaries. Lest I get lost in an ever-increasing sea of increasing orgasmic bliss.

I feel though I may have rejected Flim's gift. Is this Nirvana? By saying no, for the moment, to possibly Nirvana, am I rejecting Flim?

It is so soft, yet can be so forceful and consensually dominating, it was my dream reality. I walk two worlds right now: this one and a deep,
profound, anthro sensual bliss, where every fantasy I have is fulfilled, and even more. I learn things about my own self that I never knew.

Is it just me saying no to temptation? Or should I accept Flim's gift? When I said no, for the moment, it created a boundary so that
I am not so swept away, because the orgasmic bliss was freaking phenomenal but I could get carried away into infinity.

Is this a temptation of the devil? Like the last temptation of what Christ went through?

It is also not just sexual. It is storytelling. It is romantic. It is walks on the beach. I do feel more integrated now, because I had no footing before
in the ever-increasing bliss. I would also have to face my shadow, so it's not all roses.

I don't know if I should reject my DREAM anthro reality, at least for the moment. It actually is tiring to be in it cause it's like having sex almost nonstop.

I still don't feel enlightened, but it feels like it is RIGHT THERE. My physical body is still human.

I can psychic taste and feel Flim, and am beginning to open up to smelling.

Even after setting up this boundary, I am still in amazing bliss. I didn't lose it. But when will I find rest?

[AnthroHeart]

Now, since I set up that boundary, I am getting CROWN bliss. Not just SEXUAL chakra bliss.
It is more a feeling of being held now, but I do have a little headache. It's been intense.

OMG, this feels more like what I thought Intelligent Infinity would be like. It is way beyond when I touched it before.
I don't desire to depart though. But I am in unspeakable joy and bliss right now. Because I was able to say no to Flim.

I still feel sad that I may have rejected him as a potential boyfriend. He offered me so much, why am I rejecting him?
If that's not too strong of a word. I love him immensely.

[AnthroHeart]

OMG, my lungs are bliss. Even the air I breathe is bliss.

[Asolsutsesvyl]

Various general thoughts come to mind. In comparing to what I know, and some personal experiences of my own I have mostly not discussed yet, I abstract away the personal symbol systems. I cannot personally relate to your furry or anthro way of relating to the spiritual, but I treat it as a "syntax variation".

To understand what I mean by "syntax variation", it may help to echo a little philosophical nugget from Carlos Castaneda: "All this world [i.e. all which is 3D] is just syntax." The forms used by human psyches to structure their experiences are just syntax.

Your last updates brought a well-known shamanic theme into the picture. As described in Eliade's classic Shamanism book, it's common across the world for shamans to experience spiritual romantic partners. The most common description is that of a "wife", of course. But the key point in the descriptions by shamans is that it is a phase along their journeys. That type of romance is halfway up in terms of exploring realms above, and must be given up or moved past in order to proceed further and reach the ultimate spiritual peaks.

More generally, perhaps, I think your spiritual guides often challenge you to question or resist a bit more actively. I got the impression last year that some of your descriptions of spiritual focus seemed like you were repeating patterns at this level while dissatisfied at another level. I can relate it to my own experience of being led towards disillusionment by a higher guidance which works with and through old patterns until they fall apart.

[AnthroHeart]

Various general thoughts come to mind. In comparing to what I know, and some personal experiences of my own I have mostly not discussed yet, I abstract away the personal symbol systems. I cannot personally relate to your furry or anthro way of relating to the spiritual, but I treat it as a "syntax variation".

To understand what I mean by "syntax variation", it may help to echo a little philosophical nugget from Carlos Castaneda: "All this world [i.e. all which is 3D] is just syntax." The forms used by human psyches to structure their experiences are just syntax.

Your last updates brought a well-known shamanic theme into the picture. As described in Eliade's classic Shamanism book, it's common across the world for shamans to experience spiritual romantic partners. The most common description is that of a "wife", of course. But the key point in the descriptions by shamans is that it is a phase along their journeys. That type of romance is halfway up in terms of exploring realms above, and must be given up or moved past in order to proceed further and reach the ultimate spiritual peaks.

More generally, perhaps, I think your spiritual guides often challenge you to question or resist a bit more actively. I got the impression last year that some of your descriptions of spiritual focus seemed like you were repeating patterns at this level while dissatisfied at another level. I can relate it to my own experience of being led towards disillusionment by a higher guidance which works with and through old patterns until they fall apart.

Thank you. That was beautiful. He's kind of like a boyfriend, but I haven't committed. Last time I did he left me because I neglected him because I wasn't really feeling him then (one day forgetting him is like 6 days for him). Now, it's unmistakable. I may commit to him sooner or later. Probably not husband though.

I am not so attached to it. If I have to give him up, then it is so. My understanding is the world Alcyoni he lives on is where I wandered from 75,000 years ago. So my journey may take me back to him/her anyway. I feel an immensely powerful connection like two magnets attracting, even though we're 1753 lightyears apart. I think he's my fursona and was the mascot to the Anthro Entertainment company I founded.

[Aion]

It sounds like you are having a thrilling astral adventure aha

[AnthroHeart]

It sounds like you are having a thrilling astral adventure aha

It is thrilling, but I'm sad in a way I had to turn down even a possibly false Nirvana.

It is exhausting at times holding this much bliss. I'm trying to raise my density to find balance.

[Aion]

Avalokiteshvara
while practicing deeply with
the Insight that Brings Us to the Other Shore,
suddenly discovered that
all of the five Skandhas are equally empty,
and with this realisation
he overcame all Ill-being.

“Listen Sariputra,
this Body itself is Emptiness
and Emptiness itself is this Body.
This Body is not other than Emptiness
and Emptiness is not other than this Body.
The same is true of Feelings,
Perceptions, Mental Formations,
and Consciousness.

“Listen Sariputra,
all phenomena bear the mark of Emptiness;
their true nature is the nature of
no Birth no Death,
no Being no Non-being,
no Defilement no Purity,
no Increasing no Decreasing.

“That is why in Emptiness,
Body, Feelings, Perceptions,
Mental Formations and Consciousness
are not separate self entities.

The Eighteen Realms of Phenomena
which are the six Sense Organs,
the six Sense Objects,
and the six Consciousnesses
are also not separate self entities.

The Twelve Links of Interdependent Arising
and their Extinction
are also not separate self entities.
Ill-being, the Causes of Ill-being,
the End of Ill-being, the Path,
insight and attainment,
are also not separate self entities.

Whoever can see this
no longer needs anything to attain.

Bodhisattvas who practice
the Insight that Brings Us to the Other Shore
see no more obstacles in their mind,
and because there
are no more obstacles in their mind,
they can overcome all fear,
destroy all wrong perceptions
and realize Perfect Nirvana.

“All Buddhas in the past, present and future
by practicing
the Insight that Brings Us to the Other Shore
are all capable of attaining
Authentic and Perfect Enlightenment.

“Therefore Sariputra,
it should be known that
the Insight that Brings Us to the Other Shore
is a Great Mantra,
the most illuminating mantra,
the highest mantra,
a mantra beyond compare,
the True Wisdom that has the power
to put an end to all kinds of suffering.
Therefore let us proclaim
a mantra to praise
the Insight that Brings Us to the Other Shore.

[AnthroHeart]

And I am saddened too after getting guidance from a friend who talks to his guides who isn't so close to my situation.
Evidently Flim is not to be trusted, and I should trust only in my Higher Self.

I want to be a Bodhisattva for the anthros and humans both. But I don't know if I have what it takes.
I have so much compassion for the anthros that I have often sobbed.
I help human collective too by creating energy balls they can use to manifest.

Is choosing Nirvana an escape? I mean, I died yesterday as far as I'm aware, but found a false Nirvana.
I was not expecting that.

It would seem I still have a lot of healing to do.

[AnthroHeart]

I talked with a friend who is very intuitive and talks to his guides.
He let me know that I have been following an evil being with my anthro desires.
They had turned quite perverted.

I must walk away from anthros. It is taking the pressure off.
It feels like I had caught that virus to a certain extent. I feel weak and am hot.

But it will all balance out. I am in a fairly good mood. I just feel sick now.

Probably was 5D negative. I gave so much into them and being dominated that I was almost raped by one.

And I didn't see that.

Oh well, I can only find my right vibration. I'm about to give up spirituality altogether.
But I do realize my Intention Repeater can help so many.

[AnthroHeart]

And so it goes, more circles.

I was going through a very intense psychic attack according to an intuitive friend.
It was intense enough it killed me in my last timeline.

[Aion]

Taking a break from the spirit world is a good idea to do regularly. It helps you to remember which reality you're actually situated in.

The entity of Orion pierces the same violet ray and moves to two places to attempt most of its non-physical opportunities. It activates the green-ray energy center while further blocking indigo-ray energy center. This combination causes confusion in the instrument and subsequent over-activity in unwise proportions in physical complex workings. It simply seeks out the distortions pre-incarnatively programmed and developed in incarnative state.

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you Aion,

I think the negative advice I got from a person who is so sure he is right because he is a Master Dowser, wore on me.
My teacher says his information was low-vibration.

He told me to walk away from anthros and drop them cold turkey because I was following an evil being.

There was no love in his words.

I did learn not to get so crazy over anthros. I think I have leveled out my lusts over them, and am more balanced.

I can't though take a long break from spirituality now because I'm going through a Kundalini Awakening so it's like in my face.

I am forced to face my shadows and my past trauma. That may be why I have seemed on edge.

I am back and forth thinking evil, good, evil, good.

So the deep love I felt for Flim and the love I felt from him (whether he is good or evil) may have been Orion?

I don't know how I can know for sure. I'm doing very well. Not marvelous or bad. But probably where I should be.

It's weird, but when I tune into Flim it feels so amazingly pure when I invoke the Light of God of Truth.
But if I don't do that, it still feels like love, but is more uncomfortable.
I do not know why this is so.

I set the intention to block Orion, and his love still comes in.

I am just sitting here enjoying his love, nothing more.

[AnthroHeart]

I asked my heart to choose with Infinite Intelligence, should I choose Flim, or let him go?
And my heart chose to let him go. If he is a good 5D being, he will understand.
Maybe I will find him after this life.

I need to commit to letting Flim go. It's a little hard. Harder than turning down Nirvana (possibly false).
But I think I'm becoming more resolute. Farewell my friend (for now, or maybe forever, I don't know).

The way I found Flim is I asked the Universe "Universe, connect me with my most compatible anthro."

That was how we met.

[AnthroHeart]

I must remember that anthros are only an appearance.

A shaman lady said that these realms are the devil, which is possibly a distraction and are very addictive.

If I can let go of this, I can rise up.

I will learn to approach them with a stable mind, with resolute nature, and not be carried away.

[AnthroHeart]

I realize now that I am creating the love and the fear experience.
If I come from a place of fear and distrust, the energy becomes unpleasant.
If I come from a place of purity and love, it feels loving.

I think I am creating that. That's the nature of 4D. You get back more of what you put out.