please help

[ayadew]

You may have read about my negative time/space experience. Basically, I got corded to a very powerful negative entity, 5th density likely.
It wants to kill me.

4th density entities can only lead you away from being a beacon of light, 5th density is much more wise and will use all power available to terminate you permanently if their 4th density slaves fail. This is how I've understood it anyway.

I can't sleep this night. When I close my eyes, negative feelings arise, so I keep myself busy in front of the computer. My whole stomach cramps up, a yellow/orange chakra domination, and I just want it all to end swiftly, by any means necessary. Any means. Have you felt completely hopelessness? Death being the only escape. It is completely irrational, as if brought from an outside source, which it likely is, and any positive thoughts I visualize become twisted and turned against me. I am away from my partner right now. I see her face, but it turns into a monster. Thus my light is fading and only my willpower sustains me. I feebly try to keep my little head together.
Can you imagine a fractal of endless despair? You think about one resolution of it, but it is part of a deeper despair, and thus you think about that, and on it goes that way until insanity. That is an attempt to describe this psychic attack. I don't want to describe too much due to it's power of self-suggestion.

I try to see the love in this moment, and realize that the power of separation is always and easily overridden by the integrating and true power of unity. It is my most difficult lesson ever in this incarnation. I see myself, after being in complete darkness, being born again into infinite love and light, for I know the polarity of darkness.

I ask for your helping intention in any way possible, or advise. I likely need guided/professional help with this. What can I do?

[colorado]

I have no experience in these types of things, so I'm not sure how much help I can be. The only advice I could give is to meditate. Meditate on the love you feel inside. This is a very helpful affirmation for me:

"In the stillness...I feel God's love"

Picture the words in your head as you meditate, and try to feel the love boiling over inside of you, because God is within you. If you feel God's love, you are feeling the love inside of you. Also, in meditation, try to imagine a white light shield surrounding your body. As you breath in and out, the light shield pulses with love. As you feel the love boiling over inside of you, imagine your heart feeding the pulses of love so as to make the shield that much stronger. You can also ask for help from your inner guidance/higher self.

I also suggest sending love to the physic greeter. Every time you feel the hopelessness, muster up as much love as you can, and send it to the entity. Send it love for showing you a path you do not wish to take. This greeting reinforces your choice of love. Try to think of these greetings as a blessing (I know this is difficult, but try anyway), for if you overcome this with love, it can be a great learning experience. This way, you are viewing the greeting in a balanced manner and have a lesser aversion to panic.

Finally, by all means please feel comfortable expressing your feelings to us through this board. If you need to vent, know you have a community of like minded individuals who just want to help. You are loved and you are not alone.

[ayadew]

Thank you colorado. You are most helpful.. your mantra is very powerful. I am calmer now.
If I can overcome this, I cannot see myself ever faulting again. I will love

[Lorna]

ayadew i'm sending you much love and light

know that you are loved and supported and that you will come through this experience, and please do continue to talk about this situation

having never faced a psychic attack of such magnitude before i don't have any advice but i do know that you are strong enough to overcome this - i strongly believe it would not be happening if you were not able to deal with it

[fairyfarmgirl]

I have faced this--- and mostly alone (physically) but I was surrounded by the Angels and Guardians and Helpers who sent me light/Love but it was up to me to make my choice... to live or die--- I chose to live. You can too!

Many STO lightworkers and wanderers are being faced with this... the STS days are numbered and they are trying their best to meet their goals... Your goal is to stay alive, intact energetically and all levels of Beingness--- and to strengthen your LOVE. IT is LOVE that is your only defense! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! You are LOVED and I send you LOVE, AYADEW! YOU ARE LOVE! Please refer to this thread to create a frequency accelerator and boundary for meditation/sleeping.

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=840


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I linked to these posts as they deal directly with the maintenance of the Energy System, balancing of the Chakras, and creating boundaries for and during spiritual work. These are a way.... not the only way by any means. I offered this information freely in order to hold open the door and assist others in their journey forth... It is my duty and honor to share all that I know in order to make the path easier for others. I wish you all well!

I can only speak of my own experiences with being negatively greeted in the past and the continuous healing I must do in the present to maintain my energy field and its integrity and the building of my personal merkabah system as well as the pineal gland activation and use as a personal energy shield and star gate portal. --fairyfarmgirl
http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...726&page=1
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http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=711
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http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=757
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http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthrea...714&page=3
The whole thread deals with healing the meridian system/body/mind/chakras and the bolstering of the energy system as a whole through blessing/intention/programming water. This method in itself will reset the mind matrix and upgrade the DNA so that more LIGHT/LOVE will be held and embodied in the body. It is the LIGHT/LOVE that effectively transmutes negativity and assists the mind/body/HEART in attracting more positive experiences. This process also influences the entire environment around the individual. As the Good one does simply goes on and on. --fairy

http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=759
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[Cyclops]

Did you read my thread about my negative visit? I had exactly the same deal... an endless headache with thoughts of wanting to kill and people in my head, and they we're to be manipulated and stuff like that..The basic thing the entity does is offer this insight of pure negativity, all thoughts perverted. Throughout my greeting it was making me also visualize vaguely and briefly a monster like king human entity which was me and an elite group of leaders in a background of pure light using symbology.

This was the same day when I had my first and only OBE innocently. Latwii wrote that when everything is going wrong an OBE can be the touching of home base or re energizing factor.

This can also mean they want your separation from you and the astral, so don't meditate while laying down. Two things this affects for me, or at least it seemed to affect.. They use magic to twist your thoughts which activate your emotions and other things, they try to block and substitute their own. I felt absolutely helpless during that time with the notions I would never love again, they also use the doubt of the material and experiences you had experienced. That they are somehow fake and that you really don't have a clue about your path or existence.. that all of this LOO is a made up lie. You can't consciously remove these strong entities because when you attempt thoughts or visualizations, they are redirected into hate.

Ask your higher self and all of the entities that ever surrounded you to stand by you.. you need to sleep.. before you sleep you ask this of all who know you who are with you because of the "Path that is".. and try to really sleep, you must sleep.

[Ali Quadir]

There is a sufi waiziva I would do in such a moment I don't know the spelling but that won't help much anyway "Djammu Naurr" If repeated and done right it will last about 2 seconds, it come out as one sound. You will form two sounds repeatedly with your mouth. And it creates a cyclic humm with a buzzing sensation. The meaning of the words are "I seek refuge in the divine" connecting you to the source. You don't need to do it all the time, but periodically and for a minute or so.

If you feel weak, get angry, it releases energy from your animal nature and once summoned convert it to laughter to affirm your choice to get through it. Laughter has a banishing side effect. It can make us feel empowered. And it reduces the stress levels allowing us to think clearer.

I will do some energy work also to assist. Good luck my brother.

[Cyclops]

I will do some energy work also to assist. Good luck my brother.

You and me both, lets all band and forgive this negativity ayadew is getting visited by.

Ra stated one is connected even when one is not close to an other self physically like in a circle. I'm sure we constitute a connected group here. Anyone who wishes of coarse please offer your love and light.

[JoshC]

I've never had a psychic greeting quite as intense as yours, but one time I had something similar. I was tripping fairly hard on mushrooms (alone) and something scared me, fight or flight, etc. Except it wasn't something I could either fight or fly from, so I was stuck in the place where I was physically, and subsequently mentally. I was there for an unknown amount of time, as things go on drugs, when I remembered/realized that sending love was all that I could do (I believe it was a greeting and not just my own fear that was overtaking me).

I guess my suggestion is the same as part of colorado's, love love love.

@Cyclops: Sorry to disagree/dissent/etc (and to be so blunt about it :-/), but I have nothing to forgive the entity for. I will, however, praying for ayadew for a bit and then some

Love/Light

[Brittany]

First I would like to say that this is a heavy issue. I’m not sure how helpful my humble words can be in a situation of this gravity, but I will try my best, as I know what you are feeling.

I have been in a near identical situation. When I was in high school I went through a very bad period. I saw horrible, terrible things in my head, as if someone was putting together an obscene slide show and flashing it through my mind. Every time I pictured the ones I loved, I started to see horrible things happening to them. I could visualize a flower and it would turn black and die. I couldn’t trust myself to be around any type of sharp object because I felt like I wouldn’t be able to keep myself from attacking others or myself with it. An unnatural darkness welled up within me and my behavior became increasingly psychotic. It was as if a huge, smothering hand was closing its grip tighter around me every day. I was very paranoid and thought I was demon possessed. I am not saying these things to try to scare you or to lament events that have happened in my life. I just think if you know you’re not alone in the experience it might bring you some comfort and strength.

What happened? Well, I got committed to a psychiatric hospital. As awful as the experience was, it kept me from killing myself. I was also fortunate enough to have someone there to hold my hand.

Obviously, I would want to avoid you ending up on a psych ward. Though it worked for the moment they are really not nice places for people like us. They have a name for spiritually enlightened people in those places: schizophrenic. Still, if you ever feel like there is a strong chance you might hurt yourself or someone else, I would advise you to at least be in a place where your actions can be supervised. There are things that happen in moments of dreadful impulse that we can seriously regret, and it’s better to have someone keeping an eye on you in these stages. Even if the person isn’t that close to you, it’s better than trying to wade through it alone. If you have anyone you can be with these feelings rise up, I would try with all my means to get to them.

Secondly, I would say that these things tend to pass. I’ve had similar “episodes” on and off for years, but if I can just hold my ground and make it through them there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. These things generally aren’t meant to go on for an endless amount of time. The whole point is to introduce one moment that is so intense, that exploits your weaknesses so well, that you simply crack under the pressure. These beings are hoping that the intense pressure being put on you will be enough to make you forget your long term goals, forget that you have help and guidance, forget why you came here, forget your will power and forget yourself. While you might have a general barrage of light fire coming at you at all times, this kind of thing is meant to be a high impact shot that will shock you to the point that you lose your mind for the briefest of seconds, because a second is all it takes. If you can just remember the infinite nature of the universe, it might help to dampen the impact.

Remember that you have help. You have guides that can help to protect and shield you. There are numerous light beings standing on call when they are needed- in dire times like this. Don’t be afraid to ask them for help. Q’uo has said this to me personally at one of Carla’s meditations. “You need to remember to ask for help.” and “Your guidance is closer to you than your breathing.” Often times I feel like I am simply meant to bear these things alone. I don’t want to bother others with my problems and feel inadequate in my inability to fend for myself. However, unconditional love bears unconditional support. When you are truly, purely loved, and you are, there is no shame in reaching out to other parts of the One to remind you what a grand piece of the One you are. It is good that you are asking us for help, too. If there is anything more I can do to help besides write these words, please let me know and I will gladly try to help.

Finally, a technique I have used that tends to help me, is I imagine what the absolute worst things that could happen would be. I have had the fear of negative space, so I imagined what if worst came to worst and got cut off from my body and had to incarnate in negative space. Would I still find it somewhere within myself to be at peace? Would I remember that no matter where I am, the Creator sees me? That all will be well? I think I could do that. Obviously I don’t want such an event to happen, but knowing that if it did I think I could still carry on without dissolving into complete sorrow and madness gives me the courage to face the possiblity.

And always, try to send love. Sending love to someone who is seeking to harm you can be very difficult, but if you can love your enemy with all your heart, there is such a purity of love that wells up within you that the light simply cannot be contained by any trap conceived by the darkness. Try considering this entity your brother and not your enemy. If anything, it will put you in a better state of mind to face these difficult times.

I will send love and light to you and pray that you can find that strength from the flame within to guide you forward.

-Lynn

[thefool]

You may have read about my negative time/space experience. Basically, I got corded to a very powerful negative entity, 5th density likely.
It wants to kill me.

4th density entities can only lead you away from being a beacon of light, 5th density is much more wise and will use all power available to terminate you permanently if their 4th density slaves fail. This is how I've understood it anyway.

I can't sleep this night. When I close my eyes, negative feelings arise, so I keep myself busy in front of the computer. My whole stomach cramps up, a yellow/orange chakra domination, and I just want it all to end swiftly, by any means necessary. Any means. Have you felt completely hopelessness? Death being the only escape. It is completely irrational, as if brought from an outside source, which it likely is, and any positive thoughts I visualize become twisted and turned against me. I am away from my partner right now. I see her face, but it turns into a monster. Thus my light is fading and only my willpower sustains me. I feebly try to keep my little head together.
Can you imagine a fractal of endless despair? You think about one resolution of it, but it is part of a deeper despair, and thus you think about that, and on it goes that way until insanity. That is an attempt to describe this psychic attack. I don't want to describe too much due to it's power of self-suggestion.

I try to see the love in this moment, and realize that the power of separation is always and easily overridden by the integrating and true power of unity. It is my most difficult lesson ever in this incarnation. I see myself, after being in complete darkness, being born again into infinite love and light, for I know the polarity of darkness.

I ask for your helping intention in any way possible, or advise. I likely need guided/professional help with this. What can I do?

Very quick, two things (the idea is to change focus from psychic attack to something else):

1- Start chanting any Mantra; this small OM, OOOOOOMMMMMM, OOOOOOOMMMMMM would do as well. Just chant loud and strong and lose yourself physically in it. Keep your complete focus on the mantra. Keep repeating. Just a simple repetition will help calm your heart beats and blood pressure down. It will also remove any thoughts from your mind and fill it with the peace of mantra. Do for minimum 30 minutes.

2-Bring any good memory. Listen to your favorite music, eat your favorite food, watch your favorite movie, watch your favorite album, think about great vacations you had or would like to have. Just anything that brings smile to you face. just lose your mind in something funny, positive and affirmative.

In my opinion there is no need to send love to this entity right now. You are in a despodent situation. Is is very low on emotional scale. To jump to love is a real big jump and not possible. You have to climb up the emtional scale one or a few steps at a time. The first major milestone improvement would be to get out of 'powerlessness' to 'anger'... Let's get to anger and then will talk again...

Ask for help from your guides and angels. They are standing ready to beat the crap out of this Ugly M*****F*****

[Peregrinus]

Do a banishing ritual and burn dragon's blood. This immediately clears whatever area you desire and removes the entity from your location. DRAGON's BLOOD. Any metaphysical shop you go to will have it, and they will know why you want it. They may not burn it there, or they may to help you. It depends on the shop owner, but some won't because it drives out the negative people as well (and even they buy things)...

Crystals:

Black tourmaline: This is a protective stone when you feel threatened at the survival level.
Hematite: This stone helps you to set protective boundaries when you feel as if others are intruding into your private space.
Black and snowflake obsidian help you to see what material things you no longer need for growth.
Smoky quartz, the lightest of the dark stones, helps to blend the energies of the first and seventh chakras.
Tiger's eye helps you to feel secure about physical existence.

The black obsidian and/ or tiger's eye are especially helpful to guard off psychic attacks. I have one at each the head and foot of my bed for protection when sleeping. Place under your root chakra when meditating.

Do yourself a favour and go get these things brother. If you can't afford, just find some black stones, but place them in your hand and see if they offer the correct energies. A stone with little power will remain cold. A powerful stone will warm very fast and seem to get almost hot.

I also agree with the above suggestions in changing your vibration. The best defence if you have none of the items I have listed above is to become love and to love the negative entity.

I send my love brother. You are strong, loved, and your body is safe.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm surprised you didn't mention burning white sage. Is that not as good as the dragon's blood? I've used sage for some time for clearing.

[Peregrinus]

Ah yes, I forgot about that. It is very good for keeping entities away, but dragon's blood will immediately remove an entity if they intend to or have gotten close, as is in this case. It is best to have both on hand.

I also forgot, this video ALWAYS increases my vibrational frequency (joy) and it is great to watch for a pick me up, no matter how many times one watches it. http://vimeo.com/1211060

[ayadew]

Hello friends. Thank you for your support! I love all of you.. I read all your posts with much gratitude

I survived this night, as I both shielded myself successfully and the entity was weakened in power due to your loving intention. A fine joint effort!
This is what I mean by positive polarity being integrating. Every small part empowers exponentially, and despite no super-wise entity can move a mountain a few happy but sincere amateurs of intention can. See it as a geometric structure.. in separateness you have 1 entity trying do do everything. In a big geometric structure of many entities there is much greater balance and power.

I could finally sleep.. my negative friend simply left me alone after a while, and I had a very good night's sleep. I found myself smiling when I awoke! It's good to be alive, and I am more humble towards life today.
It seems like a bad dream, but I refuse to let the implications of my experience end like that. I will from this day continue to shield myself and send loving intention to my negative friend. I look forward to a nice chat with him someday... but today it is of no use trying to beat a 5th density master with wisdom. It's good to have the omni-powerful love on your side. I wonder how the negative entities view love? Like some ignored artifact which weaklings use to defend themselves, and despite this can be dominated in the end? What a sad life he must have. My deepest compassion towards him.

It seemed like, when it was worst, that I could not muster any love and only try to distract myself as thefool suggests. OM is primordial and a prime logos in itself, it is pure vibrational intent and opens the blue chakra so you can freely communicate. I think I just want to have a 1 way transmission of compassion towards him though.
A while after the worst of the attack I cleared my mind completely with colorado's mantra "In the stillness...I feel God's love" worked very well, also picturing my body as an energy fortress which nothing could harm.

fairyfarmgirl: I will live, but if I'm going to I'll need some real super shielding! Your post is most helpful, and to stay alive is a great goal until the days where no negativity will haunt this place. I'll attempt to find proper and powerful stones which you mention Peregrinus. Crystals are fascinating, and have many different properties. Each geometric molecular structure they form has an extreme diversity in physical application, and also spiritual/emotional.
I have felt stones which become hot and vibrate with intense energy as they harmonize with my body, like they feel just right. I will find such.

ahktu: We seem to be alike in this. As I read your words there is understanding and compassion in me. I often forget that I have help.. I want to fend for myself and learn too, but I also forget that my angels have great respect for me and will allow me to do as I please in the end.
I've been on a psych ward before and it's quite a useless place. Our dear scientists believe all can be accounted for, and thus they create elaborate systems of theories which will in some way include all 8 billion minds. It's like fitting an elephant in a box of matches. Fitting infinity in finity...
Dalai Lama got the question once of how the human mind works. He though for a really long time, then said.. "I don't know!". That's true humbleness!

I stand stronger and my light is brighter. I send gratitude towards all of you and my negative friend.

[ayadew]

I imagine being one of the angels that is with me.. so much work, wisdom, power and sacrifice made just to protect this one little human. That is a humbling thought.
I will honor their wish and call upon them more often.

[thefool]

I am most glad to read your post this morning. I slept thinking about you and woke up with thoughts about you. It is good to see you coming back to normal vibrational self.

Please remember that no 5th density entity can do you harm unless you let them. Their greatest trick is to make you think you are weak and you are alone. You are neither weak and nor alone. You have the power of your higher-self from 6th density ready to be accessed faster than any thought. You have to ask for it. You are not alone either. Your guides, inner planes beings and several positively angels are just dangling their feats waiting for come to your help at your first call. You have to remember to call them. the psychic attack start with creating fear and fear creates separation with the higher self. The key is to use distration long enough to muster all your strength and call for help.

Sending love does not work as it is not possible (let's say very very hard) to send love from a low end of the 'emotional scale' to the high end. To send something you need to be in the 'vibrational vicinity' of that emotion. if you are no where near it will not work. You have to slowly work your way up the 'emotional scale'. Believe me even anger is an improvement from the 'helplessness'. The whole emotional scale looks like this-

• The emotional scale-
1. joy/knowledge/empowerment/freedom/love/appreciation
2. passion
3. enthusiasm/eagerness/happiness
4. positive expectations/belief
5. optimism
6. hopefulness
7. contentment
8. boredom
9. pessimism
10. frustration/irritation/impatience
11. overwhelmed
12. disappointed
13. doubt
14. worry
15. blame
16. discouragement
17. anger
18. revenge
19. hatred/rage
20. jealousy
21. insecurity/guilt/unworthiness
22. fear/grief/depression/despair/powerlessness

read the Abraham Hicks's 'power of the emotions' for more details... I hope this helps

[Ashim]

Hi ayadew,
glad to hear that the worst is over. This is a very important subject. Here I send you Love /Light and offer some help. I have experienced greetings of this nature several times in the past - they are not to be taken lightly. A cleansing of your home /flat / building is required.
I had followed Ra's advice and formed a "seal" of sea salt around the perimeter of my flat, these crystals being instructed to not allow any Negative entities to cross. However, partly due to convenience I have reverted to simply burning sage whilst blessing the house, again being careful to cover all the exterior walls, nooks, crannies etc. My intent is set during the cleansing - I may repeat the words "bless this house, in the name of our Infinite Creator shall no entity of negative polarity enter this abode", or similar. My understanding of this process is that the pure intent is made manifest through performance of the ritual.
A crystal grid in your home can also help to maintain a high frequency - not the sort of thing that negative entities really enjoy. It sounds like you are an attractive target to warrant this degree of attention from our 5th density friend, concluding that you must become both well versed and disciplined in various psychic shielding techniques. I could not have “survived” the greetings I have received from negative Entities in the past had it not been for the presence of the Christ within my heart. More I do not wish to say. Christ is the warm comforting blanket of loving knowingness.
It’s ok to ask for help when fighting these battles that are in every way as “real” as anything we experience here. This I have been told time after time. My message to you would be to fight these “intruders” with a Sword of Light. Just as the Negative Polarity has it’s own “pecking order” the Positive also has it’s hierarchy. I must focus intent to invoke the Entity to be of help. In my case it is the Christos Family along with the Angels.
The Christ has the power of the Violet Flame of Love, able to transmute fear and negativity into Love / Light. This is just one of the tools available for the lightworker.
The following meditation can be of great assistance when making a Calling:

In a standing position, or if seated with both soles flat on the ground and back straight. Close your eyes, Feel the white Infinite Light Energy flowing from above through the Crown Chakra down the spine to the Green Ray Center, the Heart Chakra. Now visualise the connection you have with Mother Gaia, the Energy rooting you to her crystalline heart . This Light flows upwards and meets also in the Heart Chakra. Now you are truly One, protected from both below and from above by the Love / Light centered in the your physical Body. At this time a request my be made for the Angel or Guide closest to you to enter your sphere of Light. You will feel the presence now. If you so desire you may ask a favour of your Angel / Guide, you have been granted this wish. Feel the healing Light illuminate your body, your Light sphere growing in size and magnitude. Your consciousness is indeed not limited in any way whatsoever, you are a limitless and radiant Being of pure Love / Light. Request that this connection be maintained, that you may always sense your true nature in respect to the Creator.

Please excuse the longer post, I justify on the grounds of importance for all forum members who share these experiences.

Love & Light

[fairyfarmgirl]

Ayadew:

It eases my mind that you have slept and are learning! I bathe you in Love and Light! There is a buffet of ways and means in which to address the healing that you are undertaking for yourSelf and all those around you! Ashim is quite right! You must cleanse your abode. The way in which Ashim outlines is a very very fine way in which to do this. Remember, dear Ayadew the blessing energy? This is the same principle only you are creating a vortex of positive energy that is programmed to be continually running--- But with all vortexes it must be maintained! At first it is advisable to do this twice daily--- upon waking and before going to bed to sleep at night. Be consistent with the process as well as the time. After a while (about 7 weeks or so) you will be able to maintain the vortex by intention and once a day do the process. After a year or so of practice you will begin to "see and/or feel and/or hear" when you need to do some vortex maintenance. This is an important piece of creating a frequency generator and boundary.

Bless your HEART.

Love--

fairyfarmgirl

[Turtle]

See what happens when you ask us on this forum for advice and help? We respond quickly, and seemingly most efficiently!

Remember the power and swiftness of our higher guides and angels.

If things get REALLY hard, try to remember you ALWAYS have a choice no matter what, and you can simply call on the help of our higher vibration angels/guardians, to fill your being with love and light. As long as your choice is sincere, they will send you that love, and you can relax knowing that they do not take even 1 second to respond, they are there almost before you can finish the thought!

Godspeed!

[AnthroHeart]

Ah yes, I forgot about that. It is very good for keeping entities away, but dragon's blood will immediately remove an entity if they intend to or have gotten close, as is in this case. It is best to have both on hand.

I also forgot, this video ALWAYS increases my vibrational frequency (joy) and it is great to watch for a pick me up, no matter how many times one watches it. http://vimeo.com/1211060

For me, this video about Smiling really works:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cbk980jV7Ao

[Ali Quadir]

So glad you're feeling better Ayadew. If I were you I'd try to figure out what caused this.

[xlsander]

much much love sent to you my brother!

[AppleSeed]

Hi! I've been away from this forum for a long time, it seems, being intensely immersed in 3D connections and work. I occasionally lurk here for the inspiration and good vibes found in this forum, but often find I don't have much to say.
This time I do want to send my love and support also in words.

My 2 cents worth is that time isn't all it's cranked up to be. In *my* universe these badthingies belong to the past. This thought, for me, is usually enough to send them packing, or at least clear a present-moment space large enough to work in. I, too, have really had to learn to ask for help. It always comes, sometimes in unexpected ways.

Be well...

[Brittany]

I would never say sending love to *anyone* is useless. Even if you send love to an entity and they choose to completely reject it, you are still increasing the love in your own heart and getting yourself in a better state of mind. In my opinion, it never hurts to keep love at the forefront when going through these types of trials. There is no such thing as a waste of love. Love is infinite, so I don't think we've got to worry about running out.

I am glad you are feeling better, Ayadew. Remember, you don't just have angels and invisible guides to help you. You can call on us any time.

Love ya!

[thefool]

I would never say sending love to *anyone* is useless.

Thanks for your response. It provides me an opportunity to further dig deeper on my statement. See there is a method to this madness/foolishness

I am a proponent of sending love when you can. But you can only send something that you have in the moment. If you are despondent and can not find any love in the moment then what are you going to send?- some more vibrations of despondency. In my opinion you have to be in the vicinity of the vibration of love to be able to send love. It is almost fashionable to send love now a days. But everyone seems to be sending it and no one seems to be receiving it. Because people sending think that they are sending love but they actually end up sending something else.

Also there is another reason for the approach....

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but I refuse to let the implications of my experience end like that. I will from this day continue to shield myself and send loving intention to my negative friend. I look forward to a nice chat with him someday... but today it is of no use trying to beat a 5th density master with wisdom. It's good to have the omni-powerful love on your side. I wonder how the negative entities view love? Like some ignored artifact which weaklings use to defend themselves, and despite this can be dominated in the end? What a sad life he must have. My deepest compassion towards him.

my dear friend ! I hope you are not harboring any illusions of trying to change this entity's mind by talking to him. You can not be in any other relationship with this entity but an aggressor and a victim. He being the aggressor and you being in 3D. A 5D entity is very wise and very smart. They know what they are doing. He has made up his mind and you can not change it. He has already made his choice long time ago and that was to serve as an STS being. So in my opinion just don't encourgae him in any way. Once you invite him IN on your own volition then he can play your mind like a drum. Your non-physical help might also be rendered ineffective...

That is another reason I proposed earlier to not send him anything including love. To keep you just on a separate path from him. This is how it goes- you send him love, he plays innocent and misguided. You feel pity on him, he wants your companionship, you play reformer. You invite him for a chat, he plants ideas into your head like a Trojan Horse and then you get the story...

[fairyfarmgirl]

I would never say sending love to *anyone* is useless.

Thanks for your response. It provides me an opportunity to further dig deeper on my statement. See there is a method to this madness/foolishness

I am a proponent of sending love when you can. But you can only send something that you have in the moment. If you are despondent and can not find any love in the moment then what are you going to send?- some more vibrations of despondency. In my opinion you have to be in the vicinity of the vibration of love to be able to send love. It is almost fashionable to send love now a days. But everyone seems to be sending it and no one seems to be receiving it. Because people sending think that they are sending love but they actually end up sending something else.

Also there is another reason for the approach....

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but I refuse to let the implications of my experience end like that. I will from this day continue to shield myself and send loving intention to my negative friend. I look forward to a nice chat with him someday... but today it is of no use trying to beat a 5th density master with wisdom. It's good to have the omni-powerful love on your side. I wonder how the negative entities view love? Like some ignored artifact which weaklings use to defend themselves, and despite this can be dominated in the end? What a sad life he must have. My deepest compassion towards him.

my dear friend ! I hope you are not harboring any illusions of trying to change this entity's mind by talking to him. You can not be in any other relationship with this entity but an aggressor and a victim. He being the aggressor and you being in 3D. A 5D entity is very wise and very smart. They know what they are doing. He has made up his mind and you can not change it. He has already made his choice long time ago and that was to serve as an STS being. So in my opinion just don't encourgae him in any way. Once you invite him IN on your own volition then he can play your mind like a drum. Your non-physical help might also be rendered ineffective...

That is another reason I proposed earlier to not send him anything including love. To keep you just on a separate path from him. This is how it goes- you send him love, he plays innocent and misguided. You feel pity on him, he wants your companionship, you play reformer. You invite him for a chat, he plants ideas into your head like a Trojan Horse and then you get the story...

Fool:

Thank you for your keen wisdom. What of cultivating and Sending Love to Self in this instance?

fairyfarmgirl

[Cyclops]

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. There is great humor in your attempt to be of polarized service to the opposite polarity. There is a natural difficulty in doing so since what you consider service is considered by this entity non-service. As you send this entity love and light and wish it well it loses its polarity and needs to regroup.

Ra: I am Ra. The proper role of the entity is in this density to experience all things desired, to then analyze, understand, and accept these experiences, distilling from them the love/light within them. Nothing shall be overcome. That which is not needed falls away.

In this endeavor the Orion group charges or attacks the Confederation armed with light. The result, a stand-off, as you would call it, both energies being somewhat depleted by this and needing to regroup; the negative depleted through failure to manipulate, the positive depleted through failure to accept that which is given.

Ra: I am Ra. At the level of time/space at which this takes place in the form of what you may call thought-war, the most accepting and loving energy would be to so love those who wished to manipulate that those entities were surrounded and engulfed, transformed by positive energies.

[thefool]

Fool:

Thank you for your keen wisdom. What of cultivating and Sending Love to Self in this instance?

fairyfarmgirl

If I understand your question correctly- You are saying that can we cultivate love (by raising our vibrations) and then send it to ourselves?

Technically yes. But practically I question the possibility. It is catch 22. You can not send high vibrations of Love from a low vibrational state. You need to raise your vibrations first. And if you can raise your vibrations so easily then really there is no problem/ no attack.

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Hi Cyclops !

I remember those quotes from the Law of One. And I have taken those into account. The first one is quite relevant here. Others talk about war between 4 + and 4 -.

If you remember all three were attacked but only Carla got affected due to the pre-incarnate physical distortions. Her mental defenses were not penetrated. And it happened over a period of time intermittently. So the group had the mental balance and Time to regroup and be in enough high vibrational state to send love. I am fine with that.

[Questioner]

Hi Ayadew, I am glad to see that you got immediate support of love, encouragement, and wisdom.

There are a couple of recent previous discussions that might inspire and help you - looks like you missed them first time around:
http://bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=792
http://bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=837

I think the most important point here is that there are many entities, forces, patterns, "principalities and powers" that are available to help with love. However, to respect our free will, they will not interfere unless we invite them to participate in our lives.

I've been inspired by Sal Rachele's article series on "Healing Original Cause," with its very detailed invocations and proclamations and meditations.

I decided to adapt that to my understanding of the Law of One and the other spiritual sources that inspire me.

Recently I have explored meditative focus and prayer along these lines... the exact words aren't as crucial as the overall meaning, and the invocation should be adapted for your own belief system. As always, please use whatever resonates with delight for you and set aside whatever is not a blessing for you right now by your own discernment.

For all spirits, entities, forces, powers,
who acknowledge and respect and agree that they live by
the lordship of the ocean of the infinite light and unconditional love of Christ,
the wisdom and peace of Buddha,
the balanced teaching and healings of Ra,
the renewal and blessing of divine unity offered the devotee to Shiva and Krishna,
the joyous playful self-definition demonstrated by Bashar,
the gentle flow of the Tao's infinite effortless grace,
and any and all facets of the One Infinite Creator that are totally compatible with the highest and best unity of divine grace that all of these demonstrate with total respect for free will,

I now request, invite, ask, welcome and receive your participation in my life, and in the life of all those who seek to honor a path of serving the One Creator through service to others.

I ask that any and all hooks, cords, implants, voices, images, temptations, roadblocks, or anything else not in accordance with my highest aspirations for good be released from my life, removed, taken away, discarded and not renewed.

I ask that any difficulties or challenges that overwhelm me be met with assistance from my higher self to have them not overtake me with more catalyst than I can learn from now with safety and comfort.
I ask that any contracts, plans or decisions made before or outside this incarnation, which are currently more than I can bear, be released or postponed until I can better handle them, as much as possible with respect for the free will of others and for my own spiritual evolution balanced with my physical integrity in this realm behind the veil.

I ask that any and all blessings of love, light, wisdom, compassion, grace, balance and all that fulfills my potential to experience and share the Creator's infinite peace and joy now fill my life, enlighten my thoughts, inspire my heart, direct my steps and guide my path.

Please arrange any and all aspects of my life, in time and space, in any density and dimension, in any and all ways that honor these requests, and that honor the intentions behind them that I am not even able to put into words.

Please use all those who are of the positive path of service in any way to which they are open for them to be channels of the healing grace and resolution of these painful circumstances.

For those spirits, forces, entities, tendencies or other aspects of the Creator that would oppose these requests: Thank you for offering me a reminder of a dark path I do not choose. Your work is done and it is time for you to leave.
I understand that you have shown me an alternative to my seeking the light of truth and love. I respectfully decline your offer.
You are free to leave and you may and should and must leave now, because I am not going to join your negative hierarchy and fear and destruction.
I have made my commitment and you have reminded me of it. Nothing further from you is necessary, helpful, or appropriate for my spiritual evolution or for yours.
I withdraw any support for your presence in my life.
I cancel any invitations I made, even inadvertently, for your arrival.
Now is the time for you to unhook, unplug, depart, and leave me to my own chosen path.
Thank you for your offered service. It is not welcome here. Goodbye.

The Creator chose to have a fragment of consciousness experience this life. I honor that decision and I am going to continue to fulfill it to the best of my ability. May all of Creation that honors this goal now protect, guide, comfort and love me now, I pray. Thank you for your help. I love you.

The Creator is my Shepherd. I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in upright paths for the sake of his infinite unity and loving light. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. You are with me, your Ra and their staff comforting me. You prepare a table for me in the presence of my enemies, anointing me with the comforting Holy Spirit of all truth. My cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy will follow me and find me all the days of my life.

Om namah Shiavah. Ain't this a hell of a good day this day of your day! Today is the day I laugh with the light of love! Let peace be the river that flows through my soul and cleanses me in all ways, for always.