Ascension Symptoms

[Sagittarius]

Have you considered seeing a neurologist?

That hasn't happened before now and it's only been like this for 2 days.

This will go away though, if it didn't I would.

I have a party tonight to, planned to drink quite a bit. Should be fun.

[Charles]

The change I've thus far observed is irrational anger caused by slights received in the past:

Without reason, I'm furious and cursing out the "friend" who stole my fathers scarf from me about 2 or 3 weeks after my father died, when I was 14.

Without reason, I'm furious and cursing out the creep neighbor who removed my snow tires from the side of my home (where they were stored), and put them on his car. I was in my 30's, and he said: "prove it."

Without reason, I'm furious and cursing out imagined slights that never even happened, or criminals I read about in the newspaper.

And then finally, with reason, I realize that I'm working things out. These sudden moments of anger are what I need to rid myself of, so they are up and center and in my face. Laughter ensues.

Funny, but I have been sincerely betrayed, and seriously very badly injured in this lifetime, and those perpetrators were forgiven and understood long ago. It's the hurts never worked through (real and imagined) that are/were popping up for me.

I also notice that I'm not as hungry as I used to be. Eating less, and feeling full, has become normal. Loosing weight without even trying is amazing.

I like my food hot in the wintertime, so my delicious raw vegi salads aren't being made. (Very expensive to heat home in the winter. Out in the country, have my own heat tank to keep full, $thousands every winter for at least 5 years now. Sweatshirts and scarves in doors now, thermostat set low.) I stopped eating beef years ago, but I still like poultry, and I love my wintertime chicken soups.

[Parsons]

I also have been prone to bouts of irrational anger. I will be driving in traffic to or from work and think someone isn't driving fast enough or is passing me too quickly or cut me off slightly and become angry. Or I will be playing a competitive video game that I have been playing for a long time and become frustrated and start trying to 'correct' a team mate's playing style.

I thought I had moved past this behavior many months ago, yet it is rearing it's ugly head again. Immediately afterwards, I have no idea why I have such a strong reaction, then laugh it off and try to do a little 'karmic damage control' by verbally or mentally apologizing to the individual(s) and forgiving myself/them if they responded in anger as well. I also visualize myself and them as the Creator interacting with Itself.

[Richard]

I also have been prone to bouts of irrational anger. I will be driving in traffic to or from work and think someone isn't driving fast enough or is passing me too quickly or cut me off slightly and become angry. Or I will be playing a competitive video game that I have been playing for a long time and become frustrated and start trying to 'correct' a team mate's playing style.

I thought I had moved past this behavior many months ago, yet it is rearing it's ugly head again. Immediately afterwards, I have no idea why I have such a strong reaction, then laugh it off and try to do a little 'karmic damage control' by verbally or mentally apologizing to the individual(s) and forgiving myself/them if they responded in anger as well. I also visualize myself and them as the Creator interacting with Itself.

Don't be too hard on yourself Parsons. I don't think any of us can totally let go of anger or frustration and still function in life. I still get angry on the highways. Who wouldn't in certain situations? And sometimes, I totally blow my cool there. After I've settled down, I'll usually aknowledge to myself and whomever else cares..."well, that could have been handled better".

You're trying...no one can ask more.

[Plenum]

this isn't an Ascension sympton per se, but it something unusual that happened to me, and I didn't have a place to put it anywhere else.

so I had this 3 hour nap ...

and I had a dream ... and I figured out the dream meaning to my satisfaction after waking up.

but after I get up, I start noticing that my upper chest area (around pecs) and shoulders are quite sore and tight, as if I had been working out. In fact, its almost the exact same muscle sensation as if I had been working out.

I haven't done anything physically strenuous in the last couple of days. It doesn't seem related to my dream at all.

after about half an hour, the sensations (slightly unpleasant) eased off, and things returned to normal.

just an unexpected and weird occurence that's all.

[GentleReckoning]

All plant life glows for me like I'm on shrooms now.

On drugs, I can channel information that makes people of lower vibrations gtfo.

Oh another symptom might be that I'm slowly designing plans to save the world. Depending on my vibration, the plans will completely change as well which makes solidifying anything very difficult.

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Oh, I think I'm being taught how to teleport!

[Parsons]

Something did happen... I'm pretty sure the Choice has been made. It really seems like we passed some threshold.

We are those of Q’uo, and are aware of your query, my brother. From the preceding answer, you may perhaps guess that we shall inform you that there is a very easy way to judge as to how close you are to fourth density. You are in fourth density, my friends. You are in third-density bodies and so are not able to see the incredibly beautiful infant fourth-density Earth that interpenetrates third density at this time.
However, far below the level of conscious awareness, you are more and more aware of your power, your truth, and your beauty. The thinning of the veil has been occurring for some time, as these energies interpenetrate more and more. At this time there is virtually nothing of third-density energy left. There is just enough energy left for a few more of your years in which entities can make the choices that will place them in a position to be able to graduate from third density to the density of love that is your fourth density.

[Horuseus]

I've had a constant Electrical Tingling Sensation this past week. Can really feel it in my right arm and hand the most.

Those 'Cold Shivers' you get when Energy surges down your spine and all around has also become a prominent theme as of late.

[AnthroHeart]

I no longer feel solely responsible for ascending the world.
It's all larger than me, if there really is an ascension.
Don't know, can't say.
I just know that now I'm ok.

[BlatzAdict]

I've had a constant Electrical Tingling Sensation this past week. Can really feel it in my right arm and hand the most.

Those 'Cold Shivers' you get when Energy surges down your spine and all around has also become a prominent theme as of late.

i believe the shivers are the result of the body not yet used to the influx of energy. Allow your body to relax more as you take the energy in and you will spazz less.

[AnthroHeart]

Tremendous Love in spite of outrageous catalyst (and a mild chest cold).

[xise]

I've had a constant Electrical Tingling Sensation this past week. Can really feel it in my right arm and hand the most.

Those 'Cold Shivers' you get when Energy surges down your spine and all around has also become a prominent theme as of late.

I've been getting this. Along with that warp core reactor type bass energy feeling in the head and root. I also got a cold shiver yesterday after an intense amount of energy in my head last night.

Going to sleep in a quiet room requires me to use meditation techniques now because my head is always going thrummm thrummm thrummm now lol. Stupid Operation Lightbody!!

[Marc]

I've had a constant Electrical Tingling Sensation this past week. Can really feel it in my right arm and hand the most.

Those 'Cold Shivers' you get when Energy surges down your spine and all around has also become a prominent theme as of late.

I've been having those shivers all the time, especially when I get excited vibrationally. I never knew other people had them.

In meditation tonight when clearing my chakras, my heart center had this crazy energy that was like very intense physically but was not painful. I wasn't really sure what to do with the extra energy though...

[Spaced]

In meditation tonight when clearing my chakras, my heart center had this crazy energy that was like very intense physically but was not painful. I wasn't really sure what to do with the extra energy though...

Send it out to the Earth and her children, that's what I usually do

[BrownEye]

You can also send that energy into any not so healthy chakras in your system. Of course that could speed up external catalyst if not paying attention LoL!

[Marc]

You can also send that energy into any not so healthy chakras in your system. Of course that could speed up external catalyst if not paying attention LoL!

Interesting. I'll try that next time, although I'm slightly wary of poking any boils of mine in my evolution. Lol I've always had these symptoms of my spirit and I never ever knew what they meant. I feel like a n00b sometimes.

[AnthroHeart]

I was so obsessed with removing distortions for years and did my best, and thought I was helping Ra to remove some of their distortions as well. This accelerated my spiritual movement so much that I could barely handle it, and became easily controlled by the negative, even though I thought I was positive. So I am quite happy with my distortions. I don't try anymore to remove them. I don't want to spiritually progress, or risk de-evolving any more than a natural pace.

[Aaron]

I was so obsessed with removing distortions for years and did my best, and thought I was helping Ra to remove some of their distortions as well. This accelerated my spiritual movement so much that I could barely handle it, and became easily controlled by the negative, even though I thought I was positive. So I am quite happy with my distortions. I don't try anymore to remove them. I don't want to spiritually progress, or risk de-evolving any more than a natural pace.

You can't take steps backward on the spiral of evolution. All that you experience, the Creator experiences, gaining in experience. You as an entity will learn from your experience as you go through transformations (life and death for example), no matter what this experience may be.

Q'uo and other higher density positive entities have said that the best way we can be of service to them is by meditating and also by allowing them to be of service to us. Oftentimes, they can't be of service to us because our free will is not allowing it.

Regarding Ra specifically and helping Ra remove distortions, this quote might be illuminating:

64.6 Questioner: Could you describe or tell me of rituals or techniques used by Ra in seeking in the direction of service?

Ra: I am Ra. To speak of that which sixth-density social memory complexes labor within in order to advance is at best misprision of plain communication for much is lost in transmission of concept from density to density, and the discussion of sixth density is inevitably distorted greatly.

However, we shall attempt to speak to your query for it is an helpful one in that it allows us to express once again the total unity of creation. We seek the Creator upon a level of shared experience to which you are not privy and rather than surrounding ourselves in light we have become light. Our understanding is that there is no other material except light. Our rituals, as you may call them, are an infinitely subtle continuation of the balancing processes which you are now beginning to experience.

We seek now without polarity. Thus we do not invoke any power from without, for our search has become internalized as we become light/love and love/light. These are the balances we seek, the balances between compassion and wisdom which more and more allow our understanding of experience to be informed that we may come closer to the unity with the One Creator which we so joyfully seek.

Your rituals at your level of progress contain the concept of polarization and this is most central at your particular space/time.

We may answer further if you have specific queries.

[Sagittarius]

Have you considered seeing a neurologist?

That hasn't happened before now and it's only been like this for 2 days.

This will go away though, if it didn't I would.

I have a party tonight to, planned to drink quite a bit. Should be fun.

Turns out my ears where choc a bloc full of wax. Got it cleaned out by the doctor with a syringe and the difference is amazing, head feels so clear it was like taking out a pair of earphones.

[GentleReckoning]

Had a stuffy nose yesterday. Today I am enjoying a most intense headache.

[AnthroHeart]

I was unusually afraid last night when I headed to bed. Sleeping alone again I guess.
But I'm not seeking a relationship.
Had a neat dream I was riding a lion.

[xise]

I was unusually afraid last night when I headed to bed. Sleeping alone again I guess.
But I'm not seeking a relationship.
Had a neat dream I was riding a lion.

I've always thought it would be awesome to ride a lion. Also it's super symbolic. How was the experience!

[AnthroHeart]

The lion wasn't really running. It was more that I could sit on top of it, and we held equal respect for one another. It was a calm rather than an energized experience. There was a crowd of people I was riding in front of. How is it super symbolic?

A friend of mine loves Bolt from the movie by the same name. My experience of riding the lion was probably akin to my friend talking to Bolt. It was that special. And I know how much I used to love Bolt, how much my friend loves him now.

Though there was a degree of excitement akin to if you met your favorite character.

[xise]

The lion wasn't really running. It was more that I could sit on top of it, and we held equal respect for one another. It was a calm rather than an energized experience. There was a crowd of people I was riding in front of. How is it super symbolic?

A friend of mine loves Bolt from the movie by the same name. My experience of riding the lion was probably akin to my friend talking to Bolt. It was that special. And I know how much I used to love Bolt, how much my friend loves him now.

Though there was a degree of excitement akin to if you met your favorite character.

Awesome.

Your dream reminded me of this:

[AnthroHeart]

Awesome xise. I've prayed for strength from God.
I have felt so weak in the past few days, particularly when I'm going to bed.
In that dream I was strong, and felt compassion for the lion as well.
I may have had a little pride though, not sure.
Many thanks to my guides for giving me that dream.

[BlatzAdict]

Have you considered seeing a neurologist?

That hasn't happened before now and it's only been like this for 2 days.

This will go away though, if it didn't I would.

I have a party tonight to, planned to drink quite a bit. Should be fun.

Turns out my ears where choc a bloc full of wax. Got it cleaned out by the doctor with a syringe and the difference is amazing, head feels so clear it was like taking out a pair of earphones.

lol ew i knew it too.. i knew someone had a big chunk of wax in their ears

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So I read this today:

January 20, 2013
Here we are again then! Hello my friends. Straight to the point … Someone wrote in to ask something regarding ‘A COURSE IN MIRACLES’ where there is mention of ‘The Teachers of Teachers’ and wondered if this was you as you say you are the Overseers of the Overseers. Are you the afore mentioned?

Welcome to all. We would advise that we are not.

Oh well … That’s that then. Thanks. Bye! Would you care to elaborate … as it isn’t all that clear who you are. You just say the Overseers of the Overseers … any more info you would care to share at all?

We sincerely desire to lift your vibration. We deeply KNOW that this shall be done through the knowledge that each one of you holds within yourselves. We indeed overlook/oversee ALL that is put forth regarding matters in … not just your world … but many.

So are you saying you are like a High Council and what you say goes?

In the realms in which we reside there is not the same agenda as is applied in your Earthly terms of ‘ruling the roost.’ In that … decisions made are a general consensus for the overall benefit of mankind … in this instance.

I am picking up a little difficulty in you trying to express what you wish to say.

This is correct dear friend. From where we ‘stand’ … with all respect for where you ‘stand’ … there is a vast difference in vibrational energies of understanding. Therefore it is sometimes difficult to portray to you how things are for us … regarding matters for you. We have expressed so many times before that words are often inadequate to portray that which we wish to share with you … and much of this has to do with the difference in vibration … which also interferes with the difference in understanding.

At this moment I am getting a visual of being in the presence ‘somewhere’ of “LIGHT BEINGS” … for want of a better word and I am presuming this is you. I see myself just there and nothing being said … just a FEELING of KNOWING … No words needed.

And this is the very reason why so much is misconstrued. Much of which we say is taken on board and for this we are grateful. Yet much ‘goes to seed’ because of the resonance in which any one given soul resides within themselves.

This is a bit odd. For I can FEEL your presence so strongly today and it’s sort of interfering with words because of the said ‘FEELING’.

Yet this is our exact desire dearest soul. We ask that now … within your BEINGS to FEEL our presence. We have asked you let go of hope and replace it with the KNOWING. In the same way we ask now that you FEEL us … WITH YOU … because WE ARE. And through this FEELING you will ‘GET ‘the ‘KNOWING’.

Ok. Yet many write in wishing they had the contact with you that I have. They talk to you in their minds and long to be heard by you and for you to reply. So I would imagine that those people that are reading this now would say … ‘but we have been trying and you don’t listen!’
And we would reply in fullness of our being … ‘we do hear and we do listen.’ The fact that you do not ‘receive’ our reply is not an easy matter to describe. Some are more susceptible to being on the receiving end. Shall we say their ‘wiring’ is more finally tuned for this purpose at this stage?

And some would say ‘That’s not fair!’

And some would accept the different positions of many souls and the roles that they play at this time. We say to you in all fairness … that in your future days each one that so chooses shall be able to communicate with those of a Higher vibration. Yet one must appreciate also that it is up to the individual to keep on track in their mission to uplift themselves and all … in order to be able to do so.

Please be aware we are not stating that one MUST. It is not for us to dictate to another what they MUST do. We merely offer guidance to show you the easiest way home. Some choose the more difficult path and it is certainly not our position to interfere. However … dearest souls … we desire you to KNOW of the rewards of walking home. You … all of you that have volunteered to be here to see this through ... HAD to be the strongest of the strong … and many times you feel so weak.

YOU ARE NOT.

You have placed yourselves in a situation that has at times almost drained your very life force from you. You have so courageously chosen to be of a vibration that continually tries to drag you under … and sometimes you feel you have lost the will to pull yourselves out of the mud and up onto safer territory. This which you have chosen to do … FOR THE SAKE OF MANKIND shall not go unrewarded. We do not mean that one does it for the rewards … not in that sense. We mean that the FEELING of the GREATEST LOVE WITHIN THE SELF shall be returned to you a thousand fold for ALL the effort you have put into this enormously complicated …. yet DIVINE PLAN.

When it is complete and you find yourselves in this position of KNOWING the TRUTH of it all and why you volunteered … the very fact that you were part of it and gave of your all to it … will be reward in itself.

Take a few deep breaths at this point now dear friends … take a pause now from reading our words and breathe deeply for a few moments ... And in those moments KNOW … that this so called ‘uphill struggle’ … is no such thing . It is that which you committed to a long time ago in order to lift this planet of YOURS into its rightful position once again.

Yet … even though you say ‘The Change’ has taken place … it still … more often than not … for me anyway … can FEEL like an ongoing battle to stay cheery. When it shouldn’t have to be a struggle … it should be of great ease shouldn’t it … by now?

You say this is how it is for you. Yet are you not struggling Blossom with lower energies that are presented to you in the form of other souls displaying their ego as a male peacock would?

Oh indeed. Nicely put. I cannot remember a time when so many people have pushed my buttons … and I thought I was supposed to have become a more understanding BEING since the said ‘Change’ … yet I find myself so short fused with quite a lot of people and at times wonder where the ‘understanding patient Blossom’ disappeared to … and indeed when she shall return !

Yet we would interpret this quite differently. Can you not therefore establish quite clearly those that are not of the same vibration as you?

That’s what I am saying … and yet instead of being able to simply send them Golden Rays to assist them to get to a Higher frequency … that I felt I used to do … I find myself … once alone … verbalising very distinctly that which I Truly think which I could not possibly say to their face. It is so unlike me … yet happening a lot. I am not happy with me for behaving so … as I say … where has my ‘understanding’ gone?

The reason not only you … yet many … are being triggered so ... is because the degree of vibration is so much more obvious to the soul that it can strike a frequency of such discord … This is leading on into a ‘segregation of souls’.

Yet for a long time now my best mate and I have a laugh about how few friends we choose to have in our circle for this very reason … so this isn’t necessarily news is it?

It is new in its ‘discerning process’. For it has now become so much more obvious.

Yet you know … one can FEEL a bit ‘up themselves’ if you’ll excuse the expression … because sometimes it can FEEL a bit ‘snobby’ … maybe that’s not the right word … yet it just doesn’t always FEEL right that one doesn’t want to spend time with certain people because we are not on the same wave length . Shouldn’t I be more tolerant? You see? That in itself sounds so like I think I am ‘holier than thou’ … and that FEELS wrong.

What one would do well to understand is that ‘The Change’ is now working its magic …oh so very subtly behind the scenes. The disturbances that it is causing to the soul self can be disturbing indeed! That is why it must be so gradual and subtle … See how this is affecting you? … Imagine if it was a MIGHTY CHANGE IN ONE BLAST … it would set many of you into a place of such confusion that one could ‘lose their marbles altogether’… as you would say in your world.

This FEELING of ‘difference’ … this point of ‘difference’ … shall settle. Did not your dear friend White Cloud speak of a shift taking place as a jar of sand being shaken up** … It takes time for it all to settle again … each grain in a new place with a new perspective ... a new outlook … settling next to a different grain of sand from that which it was used to?

Yes … I remember that one well. I find it so helpful.

We remind you of this because we KNOW how helpful! The sand is settling … the water is still a little murky … yet settling it is.

And as usual … once it has settled … it won’t’ be very long before another one!!

WARRIORS OF LIGHT …

SOULS OF THE LIGHT…

DEEP WITHIN YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE …

YOU KNOW WHY YOU ARE HERE …

THAT IS WHY YOU CARRY ON.

Allow that KNOWING to see you through. We are aware by the energy LIGHTFLOW how much of a strain this can be for you at times.

YET KNOW THIS

THE DAY WILL COME WHEN AS ONE YOU WILL FEEL THE KNOWING.

For what you KNOW now … even though you think you don’t … will be KNOWN on a level that will be apparent and transparent. Imagine now that FEELING … Keep imagining that FEELING when all around your globe the heart beat is in rhythm with the beat of your Mother Earth and you literally FEEL that heart as ONE heart.

It shall be a synchronistic natural happening and the Wave of Love that shall be sent out and FELT will measurably change the vibration and lift everything into another shift!

YOU KNOW THAT ALL YOU DESIRE IS AT YOUR FINGERTIPS.

YOU KNOW THIS.
ALL THAT YOU DESIRE IS JUST A BREATH AWAY.

Yes and we keep on keeping on. It seems the best thing to do! For me I find it so comforting to know that there are so many that FEEL the same as I do. Some do, some don’t. It matters not … Yet I have to say that KNOWING that I am not alone in all of this … KNOWING that others struggle with it all as I do sometimes … gives me the encouragement to carry on … because if they can … I can. WE ARE WARRIORS OF LIGHT INDEED. I AM SO VERY PROUD TO BE PART OF THIS BROTHER/SISTERHOOD OF LOVE. Let’s face it folks … we ‘aint doing bad considering the task we undertook.

KNOW our Light and Love strength is pouring down upon you. We do all we can to uplift even though much is incognito at this time … for this is the way it must be … for now.

Remain in your Light dearest friends … allow it to shine within you … filling you with a FEELING of upliftment and DIVINE LOVE.

WE LOVE YOU.

And we Love you. In Love and thanks. xxx

** This is the excerpt that White Cloud spoke of regarding shifts . Taken from Walking in the Light and The Love.

When a change is taking place it is necessary for this turmoil and the stirring up of all things so that the shift can take place. If you can imagine sand on the bottom of the jug, if this whirlwind did not take place the sand would stay the same. All the grains of sand would remain next to the same grain of sand that it has been next to for a long time. With this stirring up it makes the sand rise. If you look into the jug for a while it is cloudy and murky
and not attractive to the eye at all. When the whirlpool begins to slow down because it has reached its peak, then how differently all the little grains of sand settle. They settle next to a different grain of sand. My friends, do you not see that all this sand has always been part of the same group in the same jug? Now because of the change required, when it is settled it is still part of the same group, except that it has somebody new to talk to so life isn’t so boring looking out of the same piece of glass!

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And i Learned that.. I too am also blowing up at people for stupid reasons. I'm unable to keep my mouth shut and it's like i just say what is on my mind where most of the time i would suppress it for fear of what the other person might think or how i might make them feel

[Aaron]

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[AnthroHeart]

Blatz, what it says about "YOU KNOW THAT ALL YOU DESIRE IS AT YOUR FINGERTIPS." I've learned first hand isn't true. It's still your higher self that drives what gets created or manifest. Even when I wanted something and worked my butt off to get it, it sometimes still doesn't manifest. Because it's not time for me to experience that. We have all eternity to experience our desires. Not just this life.

And it's possible that some of our desires could have been fulfilled in a past life, and we're just reliving the desire.

[GentleReckoning]

Blatz, what it says about "YOU KNOW THAT ALL YOU DESIRE IS AT YOUR FINGERTIPS." I've learned first hand isn't true. It's still your higher self that drives what gets created or manifest. Even when I wanted something and worked my butt off to get it, it sometimes still doesn't manifest. Because it's not time for me to experience that. We have all eternity to experience our desires. Not just this life.

And it's possible that some of our desires could have been fulfilled in a past life, and we're just reliving the desire.

We're not getting what we want. We're getting what we need. It's necessary for many of us to undergo a great many lessons to get to where we desire to be at to help others.

Sometimes during this process, we are even led with a carrot, only to learn later that the carrot was never there in the first place. Simply trust that the process is much greater than any of it's component parts and enjoy the ride!

<3

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you GR. I guess I could say I've gotten what I needed and was led by the carrot that I thought was there. Part of me was intending negative things, which I needed to experience myself, in order to stay in balance. I trust the process is greater than I am. Thanks for your feedback.