Generation Gap

[Brittany]

Eh...this is kind of random. It's just that I've noticed I seem to be a lot younger than a lot of the wanderers who relate the most to me.

The other day I was talking to a guy at a psychic fair who couldn't seem to get over my age. "You are very, VERY young." he said, disbelieving. He seemed to think I was definitely "one of them" but was amazed at how young I am. (I am 24.)

It seems like the people I meet who are the most like me...there is just this huge age gap. It makes me feel somewhat out of place. Did I not get the memo and incarnate late or something?

It just drives me crazy wondering what me incarnate here, NOW. I seem to be right in the middle of everything, not quite falling into any of the usual "groups." An anomaly. I guess I should be used to that feeling by now. If anyone could do something totally weird and stick it to the system, it would be me.

I know in the end it doesn't really matter. Of all the zillions of wanderers here, I'm doubting any of us are here for exactly the same reason. I just can't get over the feeling that maybe I'm a straggler...one of those end pieces that don't follow the bell curve. Oh well. Someone has to fill the spot, right? I really shouldn't stress so much.

Any other 20-somethings here feeling the same way?

[Questioner]

Did you arrive late? You could also say that it took a while for the rest of the world to be ready for you.

If the Law of One material is true: then you're here now for just one reason. Because it's the best place and time for your own evolution, and for what you could offer to humanity.

[Peregrinus]

When I look at a younger person, I always treat them with the same respect I would treat an elder, because they just might be. Just because you are young in this incarnate illusion does not mean you are young at all. Guaranteed there are many wanderers incarnate here your illusory age and younger. A wanderer need not know that it is a wanderer, for the primary purpose is to be that as of a light bringer, meaning you are yet another candle bringing light here. Early or late, you have as much of a purpose to be here as any. Enjoy it!

[fairyfarmgirl]

I remember feeling this way, Ahktu when I used to work as a Intuitive Reader and Tarot Reader and Energy worker in my twenties before I lost my mind and wound up with a child to raise. No one took me seriously until I began to speak and then my abilities and integrity were apparent.

I have always felt I was too late and too early! Too late for the Hippie Movement (which would have given me a social group at least) and too early for the Crystals... Instead I am a solitary Indigo here to channel Light and Love to the Earth and work with Fairies, Emissaries of the Light and Angels... They are GREAT and Wonderous Beings of Light but not people! LOL... until I found this place I was in a lonely place...

So you are not alone in your angst even though I am not 24 I am nearly twice your age... I do understand what it is to be young and have a purpose and wisdom beyond the native population and be considered a child.... Extremely annoying from a human perspective--- Hilarious from a Spiritual Perspective.

fairyfarmgirl

[AnthroHeart]

I'm 32 so you're not much younger than I.

[Brittany]

Thanks for the replies. Maybe I'm supposed to be evidence that age doesn't matter, or something like that. A lot of times when I talk to older people they can't get over how "articulate I am." Like they're expecting me to be throwing around a bunch of slang and talking about my twitter account or something. I guess it's a good thing when you blow people's expectations.

[Lorna]

if you're 24 would that not make you arriving at the end of the second wave of wanderers? first wave being the souls who would create the hippie movement, very focussed on StO and born in the 50s, second wave of wanderers mid 1970s - mid 80s, third wave indigos following on fairly swiftly from the second wave

info from Q'uo here:
The indigo child is a third-generation wanderer, if you would wish to use the language or terminology with which this instrument has some familiarity.

The first generation of wanderers was made up of those such as this instrument, which responded to the call of Earth by coming from a higher density to move into incarnation and share the love and the light of the one infinite Creator with those of this planet in an attempt to shift the planetary energies more towards the light.

The second generation of wanderers was comprised of those who also were interested in helping planet Earth. However, this second generation of wanderers is characterized by more confidence than the first generation of wanderers, but also less of a dedication of service to others in that their chief motivation for coming into incarnation at this latter hour of your third density was to use the boot camp like atmosphere of planet Earth to do what they would consider “quick and dirty work” in adjusting the balance of their energies between love and wisdom. For some, this means emphasizing the heart and the opening [of] the heart. For others who already have their hearts opened, it means emphasizing wisdom and asking the open heart to receive that highest and best self’s wisdom which comes from guidance and informs loving compassion in such a way that there is equanimity to match the passion of your dedication to service.

The third generation of wanderers is made up of what this instrument and many others call the indigo children. There are many other terms for these children. However, in general, they are the first graduates in this harvest from the third density of planet Earth. These souls have moved through the gates into larger life. They have dropped their physical bodies and entered into a healing process with their guidance and with all of those forces which protect and nurture entities in the inner planes who are moving through the processes of death and rebirth. Further, they have moved through the steps of light and have passed their graduation test. These are fourth-density wanderers, whose first act, upon choosing what would please them the most to do next, was to return to their beloved home planet in order to assist not only the people of planet Earth, but also, and perhaps more principally, the planet itself....

Nov 16, 2006

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1116.aspx

[Peregrinus]

Where does this leave me then, born in '65? Of the types, I resemble the second gen the most.

[Lorna]

an early pioneer of the second wave of wanderers

i couldn't find the passage with the dates in them last night but broadly what i remember of it is that while wanderers have been incarnating obviously for a long time, these waves, large groups incarnating during a fairly small time period, came to effect specific change - the hippie movement and the environmental movement being the two most obvious

[thefool]

Where does this leave me then, born in '65?

You stay right where you are. I am with you my brother, born in '70. That is in this life time.

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Although age never really mattered to me. I was reading my grandfather's book when I was a kid. I was always discussing with the older folks. Now I talk to a child the same way as to a grown up. I don't see the difference until asked to notice.

The age you talk about is just the age of this incarnation. I feel really ancient in my origins...

[Questioner]

That puts me (b. '69) in the middle of the sandwich. Howdy neighbor! Got some ketchup?

[charlie2012]

I'm only 22, so i also fall into the same generation as you Ahktu. I've always been very social and live in a country where we party very hard and have had so much going on around me all the time that i haven't noticed what i really am. The only thing that has made me feel weird in this world is that no-one seems to feel the same empathy for others that i feel, and no-one in my generation really cares about anything "real" anymore. All they talk about is sports, tv, talking crap about others or bragging about themselves. I have always liked talking about what the meaning of life is and why our countries are run like they are, and people my age look weirdly at me when i mention such things. Luckily, i started meditating and getting the constant chatter out of my head and noticed what my higher self was trying to tell me. Now i know that love is all i want to give to this world!

Love&Light!

[Brittany]

I think this "second wave" thing resonates most with me. I feel like I came here to sort out some of my own stuff, then I'm supposed to take what I've learned back to my home planet and help them, because they seem to be having some problems.

charlie2012, I know what you think about our generation usually having no idea what we're talking about. Even as a child I would bring up spiritual things to my friends and they would stare at me like I'd sprouted extra limbs. They just didn't understand why "weird stuff" like that was so important to me. Fortunately, there seems to be an influx in the number of young people who are waking up to the big picture.

[Cyclops]

I'm 19 and I don't really know which category of wanderer I might be, I don't have an over abundance of compassion and never really had to urge to wake anyone that didn't want to do it themselves even prior to looking at the sessions for the first time. I did spend a lot of time studying the negative aspects before it brought me to the sessions. I now spend time contemplating the meanings of various concepts they offer as I go through them time and time again so I can get into the most undistorted view of the reading each time around, which I can use to relate to each experience here and now. Also I'm not really social at all and was always somewhat isolated. There is of coarse the view to me that by example the ones offering themselves care deeply to even reach out and connect with your willingness to seek and their willingness to meet you and offer their help, thus I care.

[Peregrinus]

an early pioneer of the second wave of wanderers

i couldn't find the passage with the dates in them last night but broadly what i remember of it is that while wanderers have been incarnating obviously for a long time, these waves, large groups incarnating during a fairly small time period, came to effect specific change - the hippie movement and the environmental movement being the two most obvious

Upon reflection, it makes more sense to me having been here a long time. I remember my last two incarnate deaths, the prior end being in ~1918 and the one before that in about ~1871. I am pretty sure I have been here much longer than that though. I can remember soldiering as a Roman, with memories of marching and of battle (nothing glamorous, just a foot soldier).

[BlatzAdict]

I don't really know which generation I am. Each past life regression I do I find a new life that I've lived. So far I know of 3. I was an egyptian scientist at 998 BC, I was a revolutionary during the communist takeover in Russia where I fled to the US when i found out how corrupt it was, and I was a warlord in ancient china.

ahktu my heart goes out to you. I'm 26 almost 27 and constantly around ppl 10 years older or more in my spiritual meet ups.

I consider myself an indigo, I started getting into spirituality at the age of 13 I would talk about astral traveling with my friends and they'd all make fun of me and say I could do fireballs. Which is funny I can manipulate fire now. anyway..
i don't think it's that wierd.
Personally what I think is wierd is the spiritual checklist of things to do in those social settings. Reiki, tarot, starseeds, etc etc. It can get a bit much like the names of all the different kinds of sub genres of punk rock.

Ummmm maybe a better analogy for you is.. don't let body age be a determining factor, and perhaps learning the lesson that discerning one's true age does not lie in their body age. but mental age.

People tend to be the very things they renounce. kinda like that CA senator that spoke and voted against gay rights, but recently was arrested for a DUI coming home from a gay bar. Anyway this is also my first post to this board. This seems to be a wonderful community full of love and compassion.

[Lavazza]

I'm 30 which I think is a good average of all of our users. Who knows if I'm a wanderer or if I am apart of the second wave- but one thing is for sure- I'm here for a reason. Happy to be awake during this interesting time for humanity.

[ayadew]

12402030 years.. 12402050 years.. who cares?

[fairyfarmgirl]

12402030 years.. 12402050 years.. who cares?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA! LOL

Thank you, that was very funny, Ayadew!

[Brittany]

I feel like I was in Japan at some point. I have such a THING about that culture...I can't even describe it. I'm in love with Japanese culture, even though I'm about as Irish as one can get. Not just anime and ninjas and all that, but everything about that way of life. It enthralls me. I want to go there soooooo bad! Then I feel sure this is my first life on the planet, too. I'm usually quite confused in this area...oh well.

I've heard from several people on this site and off that I seem like a "blue ray worker." I've looked it up on the internet, but none if it is extrememly clear to me. All that comes into my head is the Blue Man Group, that "I'm Blue" song and Blue Ray disc players. Apparently there's other people out there with my extreme sensitivity to well, just about everything, though, so at least I don't feel like such a white elephant anymore.

[thefool]

I feel like I was in Japan at some point. I have such a THING about that culture...I can't even describe it. I'm in love with Japanese culture, even though I'm about as Irish as one can get. Not just anime and ninjas and all that, but everything about that way of life. It enthralls me. I want to go there soooooo bad! Then I feel sure this is my first life on the planet, too. I'm usually quite confused in this area...oh well.

I've heard from several people on this site and off that I seem like a "blue ray worker." I've looked it up on the internet, but none if it is extrememly clear to me. All that comes into my head is the Blue Man Group, that "I'm Blue" song and Blue Ray disc players. Apparently there's other people out there with my extreme sensitivity to well, just about everything, though, so at least I don't feel like such a white elephant anymore.

Akhtu- Have you tried this site yet. They have some good information regrading the Blue Ray people.

http://www.shekinaspeaks.com/Blue_Ray.html

Also it is my understanding that several wanderers have been incarnating on Earth for a very long time. It only makes sense. Why would you make just one life time committment. That is too short in the big scheme of things. I personally have recollections for many life times in different cultures. Those have been independently confirmed my multiple psychics.

[Lorna]

my understanding of the waves of wanderers thing, and i could be completely misunderstanding it, is that the souls incarnating as part of those waves were not necessarily first time incarnates on earth. rather they incarnated as a mass within a specific time frame to effect specific changes - many and i'm sure most will have had other incarnations over millennia.

i fall very very obviously into the 2nd wave description, i know i have work to do on myself that is ongoing and i was also very into environmental causes for a number of years, specifically animal conservation and deforestation issues - and oh my word, i woudn't shut up about these causes, and my righteous attitude lol! i must have bored people silly!

anyway, i also have past life memories of being incarnate during the 1800s in Edinburgh and I have between life memories of assisting in Japan during the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombings. I also have fuzzy impressions of being in a preindustrial society.

don't know if this helps, but i tend to think you get as much past life information as you need to affirm your beliefs to help you move on to the next stage in your journey. if other people propose that you're a blue ray worker and if that doesn't feel right to you or make sense then put it aside. you'll discover your own answers and your own 'knowing' at exactly the right time for you

[fairyfarmgirl]

Follow your Heart. It will always speak to you the Truth.

fairyfarmgirl

[Brittany]

I really hope I make it into one of those 4th Density societies that just wear robes all the time. That would be AWESOME. I still feel like I should be wearing kimonos all over the place...

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thefool, I've looked at that site. I just have a hard time understanding what it means by "healing corrupted DNA." I hope it doesn't mean making genetically upgraded babies, because I absolutely do not want children. I can't even stand the thought of it, as cold as that may sound.

I totally identify with the super sensitive stuff. I feel like someone took a knob that controls my senses and turned it all the way up. Noises, smells, touchy feely things, they all are so intense for me. One thing I noticed was the continual reference to water, but I seem to identify more with fire than water. I was talking to a psychic the other day who kept saying "So what is it with you and water?" and I was like "Uhhh...I don't know?" I've always been very elemental in my mindset, loving and having a deep respect for each element, but fire has always seemed to resonate most with me. If you go by the Gregorian astrology calendar, I'm a Virgo, but if you go by the actual house the sun was in when I was born, I'm a Leo (earth and fire). I also understand the no one recognizing my spiritual gifts because they're not so blatantly obvious and me having to figure it out for myself. That certainly fits. Most of the stuff that goes on with me is extremely subtle. But mostly the DNA thing...what does that MEAN?

[Peregrinus]

I really hope I make it into one of those 4th Density societies that just wear robes all the time. That would be AWESOME. I still feel like I should be wearing kimonos all over the place...

Clothes are optional in 4D. Wear as you desire, or desire not to.

I just have a hard time understanding what it means by "healing corrupted DNA."

But mostly the DNA thing...what does that MEAN?

Two things. One, DNA in this density is being tampered with. Inoculations, pesticides, lead, aluminum, teflon, etc. all affect and corrupt our 3rd density DNA.

Secondly, ascension requires different DNA, fully activated 3D and integrated 4D DNA. These are being integrated for those that will be ready to ascend without going through the entire process, a fast track as it were. Children have been for some time been born with this upgrade already installed for the children being born are already 4D ready. None being born in the last 20 some years are here for further 3D work.

Any further questions sister?

[JoshC]

I'm pretty similar to Cyclops: 19, not super social, not very compassionate, I consider myself fairly smart (though without conceit) (and I miss obvious stuff sometimes lol)...

I think I'm either an as-yet ungraduated 3rd density member or a 5th or 6th density wanderer due to the fact that I don't feel much of any compassion or love. The lack of compassion makes me feel somewhat out of place too, I feel like I'm weird or something since I don't love my parents or my siblings. I know its for a different reason, but hey, at least we have something in common right? And I'm younger than you so there's some comfort maybe :p

Also, Peregrinus, could you elaborate on "None being born in the last 20 some years are here for further 3D work."?

[Peregrinus]

You are 4D ready brother, and as long as you do not take on any karma while here, you will be able to enjoy the elevator up when the time comes

[JoshC]

You are 4D ready brother, and as long as you do not take on any karma while here, you will be able to enjoy the elevator up when the time comes

Darn! Just when I stop caring I learn there's no need to fret anyways :p

[Peregrinus]

You are 4D ready brother, and as long as you do not take on any karma while here, you will be able to enjoy the elevator up when the time comes

Darn! Just when I stop caring I learn there's no need to fret anyways :p

This does not mean you should not use this time as the precious resource that it is. Even those of higher densities yearn to have experience here, for this plane is one in which distortion can be removed very quickly. Being here is an honor for me, one I am so very thankful for.

If you have a chance to do something, do it! Experience; enjoy every aspect of life; find The Creator in yourself, other selves, and in the moment.

"Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't." ~ Richard Bach

[thefool]

thefool, I've looked at that site. I just have a hard time understanding what it means by "healing corrupted DNA." I hope it doesn't mean making genetically upgraded babies, because I absolutely do not want children. I can't even stand the thought of it, as cold as that may sound.

I totally identify with the super sensitive stuff. I feel like someone took a knob that controls my senses and turned it all the way up. Noises, smells, touchy feely things, they all are so intense for me. One thing I noticed was the continual reference to water, but I seem to identify more with fire than water. I was talking to a psychic the other day who kept saying "So what is it with you and water?" and I was like "Uhhh...I don't know?" I've always been very elemental in my mindset, loving and having a deep respect for each element, but fire has always seemed to resonate most with me. If you go by the Gregorian astrology calendar, I'm a Virgo, but if you go by the actual house the sun was in when I was born, I'm a Leo (earth and fire). I also understand the no one recognizing my spiritual gifts because they're not so blatantly obvious and me having to figure it out for myself. That certainly fits. Most of the stuff that goes on with me is extremely subtle. But mostly the DNA thing...what does that MEAN?

Yea! I resonate more with fire myself. I am almost hypnotized by it. I can keep looking at the fire in the fireplace for the whole day...Actually I love water too, especially when water moves like rain drops, waves, flowing in small streams over rocks and making sounds etc...

Healing corrupted DNA refers to the theory some channels have been forwarding that our DNAs have been manipulated by the STS forces a long time ago. This was done to keep humans under control and never harvest and move forward. These channels talk about a potential of 12 strands of DNA while we now only have 2. The spiritual work results in increasing the dna upgrade to more strands and come with related body changes along with it. Body aches and pain , disturbed sleep patterns and changing behaviors and attitudes are some of the symptoms. If you want more information on the corrupted DNA then read the 'plaedians wisdom' by Barbara M and 'the Cassiopaean_Transcripts' by Knight-Jadczyk,_Laura. available on the web. Ra had also mentioned about the dna changes when earth was seeded but detailed questions were not asked for the follow-up.

Hey Ahktu! what is up with the childrens thing?