I am not that scary!

[Joyful Soul]

Hello Wonderful Souls,

As to introduce myself… here is a brief overview of my quirkinesses and spiritual adventures.

Ok, let’s start from the beginning. I was born on Monday 18th of January at 2:32 pm…. just kidding

I was quite an unusual child. I would spend most of my time with adults as I claimed that they could teach me more than children my own age. Since then I am perfectly happy to speak with people my own age. As a matter of fact, I speak with people of all ages

As a dyslexic child, I found learning using the standard methods to be ineffective for me. This was a blessing in disguise as I was forced to divide my own methods for doing most of the things at school. This also resulted in me learning a very valuable lesson early on… not to follow blindly others, be open to the possibility that other options are also available and most of all to be true to myself.

Since I was about 10 I was seriously preoccupied with the idea of finding the truth. I wasn’t happy with the concept that the reality around me was everything that existed. I just knew deep inside me that if that was the case, life wouldn’t be worth living. This preoccupation with finding the truth has been an on-going quest for me.

I had a pretty normal childhood and didn’t exhibit any unusual psychic abilities at that time. However, I did spend a lot of time visualising complex geometrical shapes that I would rotate in my head for personal amusement.

After I finished school, I decided to leave my family and moved abroad. I moved to England where I ended up living for more than 20 years.

Since then I’ve undergone major spiritual growth, bringing many changes into my life. For many years I wasn’t even aware of what was happening, instead, I just felt strong desire to do certain things or things/people or events would just happen in my life in the most auspicious times. 

However, I would say that it all started 10 years ago when I got into tai chi and qigong, which eventually led me to do further energy work and realising that I was clairsentient. A few years into doing tai chi I moved countries, from England to America, and later on to New Zealand. I lived in Arizona, Sedona and while in New Zealand I travelled a lot. Both of these places are considered to be very special when it comes to triggering the spiritual awakening. However, even as I lived in these places I still was to some degree unaware of the deeper reasons why I was truly there. I felt mostly guided to spend a lot of time in nature and contemplated a lot. In 2010 I returned to England and quickly became a personal development coach and motivational speaker and by the year 2012, I experienced huge emotional and physical challenges, questioning my purpose in life and reality around me. Soon after that, I was guided to set up an environmental charity like no other. Since then I’ve developed further clairsentient as well as some clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities.

I would say that the last 4 years have been the most spiritually enlightening as now I am fully aware of the guidance I receive on a daily basis and I ask for help and support in my further growth. I receive regular activations, cherish working with my guides and have a lot of fun working with energies.

For the last year, I’ve been activated and introduced to new areas, and especially enjoy reconnecting with our lovely nature elementals.

Since I started my spiritual journey I’ve had many metaphysical experiences, which can’t be explained by any logical means. And, I am pretty sure that if shared with the majority of people, would result in them calling me a mental case, which is perfectly fine with me…. it’s wonderful to see all possibilities unfolding

I am a very creative, artistic person and find working with light languages (spoken & written), healing arts or experiencing energies (via ’the dance of love’ or other methods) to bring me enormous joy.

So, here it is… I am not that scary after all

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[AnthroHeart]

Would you say your clairaudient ability was developed with practice?

Nice to meet you.

[Joyful Soul]

Hi IndigoGeminiWolf,

Thank you for your post and being so welcoming.

We all have our main specific psychic abilities, plus the additional ones which are less developed.

If you practice the main abilities they become stronger but even if you didn't practice them you would still be able to perform them to a certain degree.

The other observation of mine is that you benefit more by investing time into your main abilities rather than madly striving on being able to do the other ones. The reason for that is that you don't insist/resist what you don't have but instead, you do/bring to your attention what you find easy and enjoyable to do. Over time as your main abilities are much stronger, you automatically pick up some of the other abilities as well.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Louisabell]

Greetings Joyful Soul! It was a delight to read about your journey, it being full of exciting experiences thus far. Welcome!  

I am a very creative, artistic person and find working with light languages (spoken & written), healing arts or experiencing energies (via ’the dance of love’ or other methods) to bring me enormous joy.

I'd be interested to know what is meant by 'light languages' and 'dance of love'? It sounds wonderful.

[Joyful Soul]

Dear Louisabell,

Thank you for your lovely comment, interest and being so welcoming.

If you want to know more about languages of light or hear me speaking them, please feel free to visit my YouTube channel. Here's a link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC69Ov-h...g/featured I've recorded a series of lullabies and other transmissions that you can listen to.

As to the dance of love, it's a merge of your energy with energies of another person or other form of consciousness (like nature elementals for example). All you need to do it to merge energetically with whom you want to do the dance, drop your awareness down to your heart and just surrender. What you will discover is a beautiful natural flow of perfect ebbing, twisting and merging which doesn't require effort or any mental activity. It's a pure act of unconditional love... where giving and receiving feel like the blessing and there is no desire to control anything.

I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Louisabell]

Dear Louisabell,

Thank you for your lovely comment, interest and being so welcoming.

If you want to know more about languages of light or hear me speaking them, please feel free to visit my YouTube channel. Here's a link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC69Ov-h...g/featured I've recorded a series of lullabies and other transmissions that you can listen to.

As to the dance of love, it's a merge of your energy with energies of another person or other form of consciousness (like nature elementals for example). All you need to do it to merge energetically with whom you want to do the dance, drop your awareness down to your heart and just surrender. What you will discover is a beautiful natural flow of perfect ebbing, twisting and merging which doesn't require effort or any mental activity. It's a pure act of unconditional love... where giving and receiving feel like the blessing and there is no desire to control anything.  

I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

Thank you for sharing. The videos on your channel are beautiful and magical!

[AnthroHeart]

Hi IndigoGeminiWolf,

Thank you for your post and being so welcoming.

We all have our main specific psychic abilities, plus the additional ones which are less developed.

If you practice the main abilities they become stronger but even if you didn't practice them you would still be able to perform them to a certain degree.

The other observation of mine is that you benefit more by investing time into your main abilities rather than madly striving on being able to do the other ones. The reason for that is that you don't insist/resist what you don't have but instead, you do/bring to your attention what you find easy and enjoyable to do. Over time as your main abilities are much stronger, you automatically pick up some of the other abilities as well.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

Thank you. Clairsentient is my strongest as I feel energy. Sometimes that's stronger than my sense of touch. But it's been weaker lately.
Sometimes I just know things too. Like it's Claircognizant.

I just subscribed to your YouTube channel. Thanks for sharing it.

I also get smells and tastes sometimes too. At least a few times a week.

[Joyful Soul]

Hi IndigoGeminiWolf,

Yes, I know what you mean by dealing very strong energetic experiences

Do you practice so-called sensory overlaps?
What you can do is to look at an image of a flower (let's say) on your computer screen and not only feel its energy but also smell it remotely. As a result of this fun activity, you will start experiencing also other multi-sensory overlaps.

If you do it on a regular basis over time you will achieve so-called Paradise Effect, meaning you will be blending energies of everything around you and processing them through all of your senses at once. When I first started doing this activity going for walks was such a treat.

If you want to try something new, it's worth your time.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[AnthroHeart]

I am looking at a picture of a gardenia flower. I don't know what they smell like.

But I get dense energy around my nose, and I get a slightly bitter taste as I imagine a flower might taste like.
Though it's so subtle that I can't say if it's really bitter or not.

I would love that Paradise Effect. Something I definitely want to stick with.
So tasting is my 2nd strongest psychic sense. I don't really see things clearly. I get images
that are vivid, but they usually aren't like remote viewed or anything.
Unless you count that I'm viewing a higher dimension. Then whatever you imagine happens.

[Joyful Soul]

Hi IndigoGeminiWolf,

Thank you for sharing this wonderful flower with us.

Here are my observations:
energy - this flower has a wonderful energy signature. It's mid-speed energy that goes in a circular fashion. It mostly activates crown and solar plexus chakras. It has very calming, relaxing effect and the sensation that evokes in your heart chakra is of bliss.
scent - the flower itself has a wonderful quite strong sweet scent, the leaves don't smell much.
taste - yes, I taste bitterness when chewing flower but mostly mashy, grassy taste with a bit of aftertaste when eating leaves.

You said in your post that you imagined how it smelt and tasted. This is not exactly how I do it. I don't imagine any of these things. Instead, I go to my heart and summon the frequencies of that plant to come to me and wait, and as a result of that, I get to feel the scent and taste as if the plant was right in front of me or in my mouth.

As a matter of fact, I often used to do lotus meditation and every time I did that I could smell a lovely, gentle scent of lotus flower both inside and outside my body.

I hope this helps. Keep up the good work.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul.

[Diana]

Welcome to the forum Joyful Soul. I like your story.  

I'm curious what environmental charity you started.

[AnthroHeart]

Yes, I smelled a sweet scent just barely before but wasn't sure if that was just imagination.
I smelled the sweet scent a couple of more times with a strength of like 2/10.

So have you ever been able to taste the best tasting drink in the Universe?
I think I've tuned into that and got a savory flavor.

This is really fun. I can practice this while going for oneness.

I don't notice the energy spiraling. It just comes at me and pushes on my energy centers.
I'm not that open because I'm on psych meds, but I'm still able to get some slight senses.
I think with work I will be able to really open up.
I identify with wolves and dogs and sense of smell is important to me.

Thank you so much for introducing yourself and sharing your experiences.

[sunnysideup]

Welcome to the forum, Joyful Soul, and thank you for sharing your story.

[Joyful Soul]

Dear IndigoGeminiWolf,

It's my pleasure and delight to be of service to others.

As to you being able to smell the flower, that's excellent news.

From my own experience, I know that trying too hard impedes our ability to achieve what we desire.
The longer I am involved with energy work the clearer it is to me that there is no effort involved in any of it. If you feel that you are working hard, then you are right... you are working hard but you are not really doing any energy work at the same time. So, just enjoy it... have fun.

As to you not noticing external/spatial energies. Most clairsentient people can't do that as well. So, just be easy on yourself. Like with smell and taste, this can be developed over time.

Can you see energies around you (with your eyes open)? Usually, people who can do that also feel the energy going through them and can sense them from afar.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Joyful Soul]

Hi Sunnysideup,

Thank you for your warm welcome.

I absolutely love your profile picture. I find it so so amusing

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Joyful Soul]

Dear Diana,

Thank you for your kind words and warm welcome.

I am the founder of an environmental charity based in the UK. You can visit our site by clicking on this link: www.ourgreenerfuture.org

I appreciate your interest in helping the environment and charitable work

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[AnthroHeart]

Dear IndigoGeminiWolf,

It's my pleasure and delight to be of service to others.

As to you being able to smell the flower, that's excellent news.

From my own experience, I know that trying too hard impedes our ability to achieve what we desire.
The longer I am involved with energy work the clearer it is to me that there is no effort involved in any of it. If you feel that you are working hard, then you are right... you are working hard but you are not really doing any energy work at the same time. So, just enjoy it... have fun.

As to you not noticing external/spatial energies. Most clairsentient people can't do that as well. So, just be easy on yourself. Like with smell and taste, this can be developed over time.

Can you see energies around you (with your eyes open)? Usually, people who can do that also feel the energy going through them and can sense them from afar.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

I don't see energies. But I do see reality shift and move out of the corner of my eye at times. Like the curtains will sometimes appear to move though there's no draft, out of the corner of my eye.
I'm going to see about joining a psychic development group that is local to here.

[Surfboard]

Welcome and nice story

Can you read my energy?

[Joyful Soul]

Hi Surfboard,

Thank you for welcoming me to this site.

Yes, I can read energies of anyone or anything I want.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Joyful Soul]

Hi IndigoGeminiWolf,

Seeing energies with a peripheral vision is a very good start. There are a number of things you could do to train your vision, but saying that if I remember correctly your main ability is clairsentience.

From my personal experience, I know that it's easier and more enjoyable to concentrate on honing your main ability than madly striving to be able to perform the less developed ones.
If you focus on what you naturally love doing and brings you joy you tell yourself that you are capable of doing psychic stuff. It empowers you and consequently results in you automatically picking up other abilities along the way.

If you do decide to attend a local psychic development group, let me know how you getting on.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[xise]

Since I started my spiritual journey I’ve had many metaphysical experiences, which can’t be explained by any logical means. And, I am pretty sure that if shared with the majority of people, would result in them calling me a mental case, which is perfectly fine with me…. it’s wonderful to see all possibilities unfolding

When I read this above part of your post, I couldn't help but be reminded of a Ra passage that is related to your post and also related to concepts I am currently contemplating this week - about how this path brings us closer to the unity and oneness that binds all things, but paradoxically 'seems' to distance us from those who chose to identify with their egoic/illusory/separate selves and perspectives:

80.10 Questioner: Now, the fifteenth archetype, which is the Matrix of the Spirit, has been called the Devil. Can you tell me why that is so?

Ra: I am Ra. We do not wish to be facile in such a central query, but we may note that the nature of the spirit is so infinitely subtle that the fructifying influence of light upon the great darkness of the spirit is very often not as apparent as the darkness itself. The progress chosen by many adepts becomes a confused path as each adept attempts to use the Catalyst of the Spirit. Few there are which are successful in grasping the light of the sun. By far, the majority of adepts remain groping in the moonlight and, as we have said, this light can deceive as well as uncover hidden mystery. Therefore, the melody, shall we say, of this matrix often seems to be of a negative and evil, as you would call it, nature.

It is also to be noted that an adept is one which has freed itself more and more from the constraints of the thoughts, opinions, and bonds of other-selves. Whether this is done for service to others or service to self, it is a necessary part of the awakening of the adept. This freedom is seen by those not free as what you would call evil or black. The magic is recognized; the nature is often not.

80.11 Questioner: Could I say, then, that implicit in the process of becoming adept is the possible partial polarization towards service to self because simply the adept becomes disassociated with many of his kind or like in the particular density which he inhabits?

Ra: I am Ra. This is likely to occur. The apparent happening is disassociation whether the truth is service to self and thus true disassociation from other-selves or service to others and thus true association with the heart of all other-selves and disassociation only from the illusory husks which prevent the adept from correctly perceiving the self and other-self as one.

80.12 Questioner: Then you say that this effect of disassociation on the service-to-others adept is a stumbling block or slowing process in reaching that goal which he aspires to? Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. This disassociation from the miasma of illusion and misrepresentation of each and every distortion is a quite necessary portion of an adept’s path. It may be seen by others to be unfortunate.

Thank you for the synchronicity. And welcome to the forums

xise

[Joyful Soul]

Dear Xise,

Thank you for your message and welcoming me to the site.
I am glad to hear that my post acted as a catalyst in your internal work.

Yes, I have the same observation. The deeper I go into spirituality (not necessarily via experiencing metaphysical events as such) by discovering who I truly am, the more I notice the distance between myself and Maya / illusory reality around me. We are still at the stage that about 95% of people are blind to their benevolent infinite and immortal nature. Hence, we see them in a completely different light to how they perceive themselves. This creates distance as we have less and less in common in physical reality, but paradoxically more and more connection on a spiritual level (even if they are not aware of it).

As to this part of Ra's comment:
"The progress chosen by many adepts becomes a confused path as each adept attempts to use the Catalyst of the Spirit. Few there are which are successful in grasping the light of the sun. By far, the majority of adepts remain groping in the moonlight and, as we have said, this light can deceive as well as uncover hidden mystery. Therefore, the melody, shall we say, of this matrix often seems to be of a negative and evil, as you would call it, nature."

This reminds me something I could and can see all the time. Many people who start developing psychic abilities and experience metaphysical events, if not fully grounded, benevolent in nature and having a full understanding of polarity, are likely to perceive many of the catalysts as devilish events. I know of quite a few people who created for themselves realities in which they are possessed and touted by demons. This puts them in the path of constant fighting which in turn further reinforces their polarity of good vs. bad through their fears and resistance.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[Highrculling]

Good to have you here, coach.

[Joyful Soul]

Hi Highrculling,

Hahahaha it's a teach/learn, learn/teach experience.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[JJCarsonian]

Hello Wonderful Souls,

As to introduce myself… here is a brief overview of my quirkinesses and spiritual adventures.

Ok, let’s start from the beginning. I was born on Monday 18th of January at 2:32 pm…. just kidding

I was quite an unusual child. I would spend most of my time with adults as I claimed that they could teach me more than children my own age. Since then I am perfectly happy to speak with people my own age. As a matter of fact, I speak with people of all ages

As a dyslexic child, I found learning using the standard methods to be ineffective for me. This was a blessing in disguise as I was forced to divide my own methods for doing most of the things at school. This also resulted in me learning a very valuable lesson early on… not to follow blindly others, be open to the possibility that other options are also available and most of all to be true to myself.

Since I was about 10 I was seriously preoccupied with the idea of finding the truth. I wasn’t happy with the concept that the reality around me was everything that existed. I just knew deep inside me that if that was the case, life wouldn’t be worth living. This preoccupation with finding the truth has been an on-going quest for me.

I had a pretty normal childhood and didn’t exhibit any unusual psychic abilities at that time. However, I did spend a lot of time visualising complex geometrical shapes that I would rotate in my head for personal amusement.

After I finished school, I decided to leave my family and moved abroad. I moved to England where I ended up living for more than 20 years.

Since then I’ve undergone major spiritual growth, bringing many changes into my life. For many years I wasn’t even aware of what was happening, instead, I just felt strong desire to do certain things or things/people or events would just happen in my life in the most auspicious times. 

However, I would say that it all started 10 years ago when I got into tai chi and qigong, which eventually led me to do further energy work and realising that I was clairsentient. A few years into doing tai chi I moved countries, from England to America, and later on to New Zealand. I lived in Arizona, Sedona and while in New Zealand I travelled a lot. Both of these places are considered to be very special when it comes to triggering the spiritual awakening. However, even as I lived in these places I still was to some degree unaware of the deeper reasons why I was truly there. I felt mostly guided to spend a lot of time in nature and contemplated a lot. In 2010 I returned to England and quickly became a personal development coach and motivational speaker and by the year 2012, I experienced huge emotional and physical challenges, questioning my purpose in life and reality around me.  Soon after that, I was guided to set up an environmental charity like no other. Since then I’ve developed further clairsentient as well as some clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities.

I would say that the last 4 years have been the most spiritually enlightening as now I am fully aware of the guidance I receive on a daily basis and I ask for help and support in my further growth. I receive regular activations, cherish working with my guides and have a lot of fun working with energies.

For the last year, I’ve been activated and introduced to new areas, and especially enjoy reconnecting with our lovely nature elementals.

Since I started my spiritual journey I’ve had many metaphysical experiences, which can’t be explained by any logical means. And, I am pretty sure that if shared with the majority of people, would result in them calling me a mental case, which is perfectly fine with me…. it’s wonderful to see all possibilities unfolding

I am a very creative, artistic person and find working with light languages (spoken & written), healing arts or experiencing energies (via ’the dance of love’ or other methods) to bring me enormous joy.

So, here it is… I am not that scary after all

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

NIce to meet you. I think many people here have been diagnosed with "mental disorders", so i'm sure psychiatrists and scientists just dont understand it, yet. What are some of your experiences?

[Joyful Soul]

Hi John,

Thank you for your welcoming message.

What I meant by my comment was that the vast majority of people are not accustomed to hearing about, experiencing themselves and understanding metaphysical events. This is partially due to their belief that these things simply can't happen (a made-up thing) and secondly not wanting to deal with it out of fear (programming via ghost movies, religion etc). Hence, if someone tells them about a metaphysical event they are not very open or accepting of such a thing and might even consider that person to make it up or be mentally unstable.

As to what I've experienced so far, well, it's not something I would discuss on a general forum. If we got to chat one day and felt like sharing our experiences that would a completely different thing.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[JJCarsonian]

Hi John,

Thank you for your welcoming message.

What I meant by my comment was that the vast majority of people are not accustomed to hearing about, experiencing themselves and understanding metaphysical events. This is partially due to their belief that these things simply can't happen (a made-up thing) and secondly not wanting to deal with it out of fear (programming via ghost movies, religion etc). Hence, if someone tells them about a metaphysical event they are not very open or accepting of such a thing and might even consider that person to make it up or be mentally unstable.

As to what I've experienced so far, well, it's not something I would discuss on a general forum. If we got to chat one day and felt like sharing our experiences that would a completely different thing.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

Yep, i completely agree that mainstream has really sucked the life out of Spiritual topics. I work with alot of 'ordinary' folks - one time i mentioned that the universal language is telepathy... He looked at me like i was crazy.. I asked him "Well, you're Christian, right? You believe in the soul, don't you? How do you suppose Angels talk to you?"

Ive learned a long time ago not to discount anything.

Do yo read the Law of One material?

[Joyful Soul]

Hi John,

Light languages are not only perceived via telepathy but also act as a healing tool. I use it very often with great results. But, yes... you got it spot on, many people don't consider it as a viable option. This is perfectly fine, clearly, they are not on that consciousness level as yet. The time will come that they open up to this opportunity.

Yes, I read quite a few channelling sessions with Ra including all the sessions about Tarot. Lately, I've devoted quite a bit of my time to this topic and I am fascinated by it. It truly has changed my perspective on so many things and most of all finally I get to see the BIG picture and how everything fits together.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

[JJCarsonian]

Hi John,

Light languages are not only perceived via telepathy but also act as a healing tool. I use it very often with great results. But, yes... you got it spot on, many people don't consider it as a viable option. This is perfectly fine, clearly, they are not on that consciousness level as yet. The time will come that they open up to this opportunity.

Yes, I read quite a few channelling sessions with Ra including all the sessions about Tarot. Lately, I've devoted quite a bit of my time to this topic and I am fascinated by it. It truly has changed my perspective on so many things and most of all finally I get to see the BIG picture and how everything fits together.

With love and light,
Joyful Soul

are you referring to telepathy as light languages? Thats an interesting perspective but very true.

The Ra material was the last piece of the puzzle to my search.. Now i guess, i need to put it to use. i've been delaying for so long.

[Dekalb_Blues]

~
After some hyper-shamanic extra-profound metaphysical scanning, the only truly scary thing I can sense about you, Joyful Soul, 
is your chosen personal icon's faint resonance with this :


But of course modern science has revealed that homo sapiens has descended from racoonus schemingus and not the apes
(as the misguided Darwin surmised), so naturally any deeper psychic analysis of any particular human being will reveal 
infrastructural remnants of this previous phase of his or her ancestral corporate existence. Of course Ra makes only slight
reference to this phenomenon, as mankind is still unable to handle this level of objective truth concerning its origins. Nor does 
Ra even mention the fact that we are evolving physico-spiritually towards the ultimate state of being giant fire-breathing clair-
voyant axolotls. You'd be surprised how many otherwise spiritually-advanced people reject this kind of austere cosmic truth
even in this enlightened age. O well, that's the decadent blinkered infidel thought of anthropocentrism run riot for you.


Your future self transcends time to salute you as it X-rays your deepest inner secrets just for the lulz (and
right before accidentally setting your hair on fire) whilst it laughs snarkily
https://medium.com/quarkmagazine/are-axo...b35c9649a5

By the way, you might appreciate where Shara Nova (as finely evolved an ex-racoon as she can be) is coming from -- she quite 
openly channels her Higher Self in her performances, and it is a joyful soul indeed. Here, the first song is a powerful paean to 
its incarnadine body situated mortally in timespace amongst an as-yet fragmented collective evolving superorganismically toward 
what Ra terms the "social memory complex":



This is my hand
This is my wrist
This is my arm
This is my fist
Like a twisted vine wraps around, entwining

This is my face
This is my mouth
This is my eye
This is my brow
Like lilac wine pouring out to you, for you

This is my shape
This is my form
This is my age
This is my frame

This is my mind
This is my voice
This is my heart, heart, heart
This is my choice

This is my thigh
This is my sex
This is my hip
This is my breast

This is my shadow
This is my hate
This is my like
My doubt

My bloom
My flame
My joy
My aim

To light
  To light
    To light

This is my shape
This is my form
This is my age
This is my frame

This is my mind
This is my voice
This is my heart, heart, heart
This is my choice

This is my time
This is my breath
This is my right
This is my left

This is my shadow
This is my hate
This is my like
My doubt

My bloom
My flame
My joy
My aim

To light
  To light
    To light




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