04-20-2010, 01:55 PM
This has been a subject we have discussed back and forth, but I feel it needs further and specific investigation.
I cannot find any specific Confederation quote on this now, but it has been discussed.
So what is "progressing too fast"? In my case, I have especially noticed it in my entheogen-induced experience, blowing my energy body to smithereens and my red ray is nowhere near it's stability as it were half a year ago (reality sometimes seems like a dark illusion and a lie) . I have a human brain, taking infinity and stuffing it inside there messes things up, I promise you. Especially if you see only negative aspects of infinity.
This may be a part of progressing too fast - seeing that which you are not ready for, which was not really intended for a human.
It may also be when you claim to know things you do not. In my case, thinking for myself that I understood the world due to knowing the Law of One. A free card out of jail, so to speak. This backfired upon me, and I saw my whole certainty being obliterated, taking me back to that which is fundamental to me. Perhaps it could be likened to being 'tried' if I could exist on that level of light. I could obviously not, so I went back to where I should be.
The Law of One-material has certainly induced a rapid spiritual growth in me. But it has been too much. I have not read spiritual material for many months now, and I will not for quite some time. I must find myself first.
What is your experience..
I cannot find any specific Confederation quote on this now, but it has been discussed.
So what is "progressing too fast"? In my case, I have especially noticed it in my entheogen-induced experience, blowing my energy body to smithereens and my red ray is nowhere near it's stability as it were half a year ago (reality sometimes seems like a dark illusion and a lie) . I have a human brain, taking infinity and stuffing it inside there messes things up, I promise you. Especially if you see only negative aspects of infinity.
This may be a part of progressing too fast - seeing that which you are not ready for, which was not really intended for a human.
It may also be when you claim to know things you do not. In my case, thinking for myself that I understood the world due to knowing the Law of One. A free card out of jail, so to speak. This backfired upon me, and I saw my whole certainty being obliterated, taking me back to that which is fundamental to me. Perhaps it could be likened to being 'tried' if I could exist on that level of light. I could obviously not, so I went back to where I should be.
The Law of One-material has certainly induced a rapid spiritual growth in me. But it has been too much. I have not read spiritual material for many months now, and I will not for quite some time. I must find myself first.
What is your experience..