02-12-2016, 05:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-12-2016, 06:23 PM by AnthroHeart.)
A few years ago, when I was under my schizophrenia, I was working with dark forces, using negative words to try to destroy the world, or at least corrupt it. I used words like "Choice is Paradox" meaning that nobody could any longer make a choice. And I said "Ra and Lucifer are One" meaning that Ra was forced into negative space by me, or so I thought. I had visions of how much Ra suffered because of me.
Does this mean that I'll be harvesting negative? I kept chanting words that would corrupt all positivity. I don't know how much damage I did with my carelessness.
Beyond that I imagined a black hole at the center of Earth that would destroy it. And that the sun grew so hot that it microwaved the Earth.
Carla almost got tricked into negative time/space. Would the same have happened to me?
I am scared that I might be.
Does this mean that I'll be harvesting negative? I kept chanting words that would corrupt all positivity. I don't know how much damage I did with my carelessness.
Beyond that I imagined a black hole at the center of Earth that would destroy it. And that the sun grew so hot that it microwaved the Earth.
Carla almost got tricked into negative time/space. Would the same have happened to me?
I am scared that I might be.