List of balances

[Glow]

I decided today I would start a list of things I need to still find balances for. A few are so emotionally charged it may take several balancing thoughts to free myself from them.

I've thought several times about contacting other selves here to see if they might see a balance for me.
Or at least inspire with words that might help me find the balance myself later in meditation.

Instead it might be interesting to open a thread where we could all post what we are struggling to balance.

Since I am writing this I of course am going blank on what I need balanced at the moment. lol
I will be back but at least the thread is here.

[AnthroHeart]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

[Minyatur]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

[AnthroHeart]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

It's a natural part of me. I imagine touching their heart a lot and it warms mine.
I just thought it was unnatural for your visions to be what you think about most. They are usually random.

[Glow]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

It's a natural part of me. I imagine touching their heart a lot and it warms mine.
I just thought it was unnatural for your visions to be what you think about most. They are usually random.

Do you think part of it is because you don't identify with most inhabitants of earth?

You long for those you could relate to better?

As for expecting visions to not be what you think about most I find myself I get tripped up thinking about transient things that I frequently consider through out the day. I think it's just one more barrier to push through.

I guess we have to understand it to balance it.

[AnthroHeart]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

It's a natural part of me. I imagine touching their heart a lot and it warms mine.
I just thought it was unnatural for your visions to be what you think about most. They are usually random.

Do you think part of it is because you don't identify with most inhabitants of earth?

You long for those you could relate to better?

As for expecting visions to not be what you think about most I find myself I get tripped up thinking about transient things that I frequently consider through out the day. I think it's just one more barrier to push through.

I guess we have to understand it to balance it.

I love these discussions.
Yeah I long pretty strongly. I've been in tears before because I'm not where I want to be, and with whom I want to be.

I don't identify with large crowds, but I used to tune into the whole world and send my love to it.

I don't know if it's healthy to believe that our fantasies are really happening somewhere else.

[Jade]

You know what I think is healthy? Thinking thoughts that bring us joy.

[AnthroHeart]

You know what I think is healthy? Thinking thoughts that bring us joy.

Thank you. I do think thoughts of joy. I don't think you could have put it any simpler.

[Glow]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

It's a natural part of me. I imagine touching their heart a lot and it warms mine.
I just thought it was unnatural for your visions to be what you think about most. They are usually random.

Do you think part of it is because you don't identify with most inhabitants of earth?

You long for those you could relate to better?

As for expecting visions to not be what you think about most I find myself I get tripped up thinking about transient things that I frequently consider through out the day. I think it's just one more barrier to push through.

I guess we have to understand it to balance it.

I love these discussions.
Yeah I long pretty strongly. I've been in tears before because I'm not where I want to be, and with whom I want to be.

I don't identify with large crowds, but I used to tune into the whole world and send my love to it.

I don't know if it's healthy to believe that our fantasies are really happening somewhere else.

I think knowing what drives it can help you balance it. So it's the feeling of isolation from others like you and immersion with those who feel distinctly unlike you but they are the group! You the outsider.

Is that the feeling?

Ps if it is I have a simular feeling. I need to find balance for it too.

[AnthroHeart]

Let's just say when I used to work, and I parked in the parking lot (3000 employees), I suddenly became tired as I picked up on everyone's tiredness.

I don't like sporting events either because too much energy focused on one thing I pick that up too.