03-22-2017, 07:41 PM
Hope is an idea of the mind. You seem to be as I was, lost inside your ideas in your mind.
The danger here is that those ideas of reality actually create your perceptions of reality.
I would bet money (and I'm not a gambler) that your guides have not laughed once at seeing their friend and lover they've devoted themselves to guiding and helping on such grotesque misery that their very presence is perceived by you as taunting.
I swear for them, they are not laughing. They are working severely hard to keep you from hurting yourself, doing anything rash, and are doing all they can to deflect catalyst from you, if even temporarily to give you breathing space. But they can't stop what you came here to experience, that being accelerated catalyst.
The sideways faces, are you aware of the optical illusion of two sideways faces next to each other forming one face?
Are you sure these thoughts you have aren't deep metaphors to some attempt to help you perceive unity in duality and thus separation? Are the faces truly laughing and looking sideways, or are they half of the picture? Is that invisible half the positive side crying?
What really is Sjel? Don't answer that, don't think about it. In fact as a person who walked through hell, I highly recommend you not think about it beyond accepting that it is. In Hell, your defenses are your greatest weaknesses. That beautiful mind you have, its made to be twisted in hell, where thoughts grind you up and emotions squeeze you dry.
Meditate towards silence of mind, stillness of emotion. Don't grasp on to thoughts, be as a rock and don't roll with them. Don't get stuck in emotion, be as a tree with wind, let it blow through and over you.
Every thought has a beginning, present, and end. Emotions follow this pattern. Hell takes this pattern and makes a feedback loop of beginning>present>beginning>present until you're lost in a whirlwind and cacophony of your own thoughts and emotions.
You're not wrong in them but they may not be right for you.
Sjel, won't you just talk to us? What is it in life that has brought you to this moment in hell? How did you get here? And is it too late to turn back and retrace your steps to a better fork in the road to make a better option?
Hell is a roadblock. You try to walk through it but you get lost in the darkness and it takes extended effort to find your way out. Like a nightmare that won't end until you've finish the story it has to tell.
You don't need to finish that story, you can put it down and take with you what you've already experienced. You You don't need to experience hell if you don't want to.
But if you do...I will help you as greatly as I possibly can to help you move through its story it has to share with you as quickly as possible.
Hell doesn't intend to murder, it intends to teach through the most brutal methods a soul can handle without just dissipating into dissolution to escape it all.
You're not alone Sjel. There are wanderers exploring the hellish sides of humanity too.
We need each other...
The danger here is that those ideas of reality actually create your perceptions of reality.
I would bet money (and I'm not a gambler) that your guides have not laughed once at seeing their friend and lover they've devoted themselves to guiding and helping on such grotesque misery that their very presence is perceived by you as taunting.
I swear for them, they are not laughing. They are working severely hard to keep you from hurting yourself, doing anything rash, and are doing all they can to deflect catalyst from you, if even temporarily to give you breathing space. But they can't stop what you came here to experience, that being accelerated catalyst.
The sideways faces, are you aware of the optical illusion of two sideways faces next to each other forming one face?
Are you sure these thoughts you have aren't deep metaphors to some attempt to help you perceive unity in duality and thus separation? Are the faces truly laughing and looking sideways, or are they half of the picture? Is that invisible half the positive side crying?
What really is Sjel? Don't answer that, don't think about it. In fact as a person who walked through hell, I highly recommend you not think about it beyond accepting that it is. In Hell, your defenses are your greatest weaknesses. That beautiful mind you have, its made to be twisted in hell, where thoughts grind you up and emotions squeeze you dry.
Meditate towards silence of mind, stillness of emotion. Don't grasp on to thoughts, be as a rock and don't roll with them. Don't get stuck in emotion, be as a tree with wind, let it blow through and over you.
Every thought has a beginning, present, and end. Emotions follow this pattern. Hell takes this pattern and makes a feedback loop of beginning>present>beginning>present until you're lost in a whirlwind and cacophony of your own thoughts and emotions.
You're not wrong in them but they may not be right for you.
Sjel, won't you just talk to us? What is it in life that has brought you to this moment in hell? How did you get here? And is it too late to turn back and retrace your steps to a better fork in the road to make a better option?
Hell is a roadblock. You try to walk through it but you get lost in the darkness and it takes extended effort to find your way out. Like a nightmare that won't end until you've finish the story it has to tell.
You don't need to finish that story, you can put it down and take with you what you've already experienced. You You don't need to experience hell if you don't want to.
But if you do...I will help you as greatly as I possibly can to help you move through its story it has to share with you as quickly as possible.
Hell doesn't intend to murder, it intends to teach through the most brutal methods a soul can handle without just dissipating into dissolution to escape it all.
You're not alone Sjel. There are wanderers exploring the hellish sides of humanity too.
We need each other...