So this is officially my first post! First of all I would like to thank each of you here on this forum for all that you have posted, It has helped me to find much comfort and understanding over the past few days.
Secondly, I guess I'll introduce myself. My name is Zach, my friends usually call me ZachBob or ZB. I turned 27 on February 24th. I work as a manager at a barbecue restaurant and I've worked in restaurants (mostly "high end" fast food type places, nothing that actually pays well) for the past 11 years with basically nothing to show for it monetarily. I have a girlfriend who i've been living with for about 3 and a half years, most of that time spent living with my parent's until a few months ago, now we have an apartment and a roommate.
So about a week ago, I stumbled upon "The Law of One" online and decided to read some. That night, I ended up staying up until at least 4am reading. That first night, it was really difficult for me to accept what I was reading to be true. It was like half of me already knew about everything I was reading and it didn't come to me as much of a surprise. The other half was still in a strong stage of denial and feared how society would react if I started spouting off a bunch of stuff about UFOs, ETs, Crystals, and pyramids and chose to be skeptical. I spent a couple hours the next day reading what skeptics of the internet had to say against the validity of the book and I came to the conclusion that it couldn't logically be disproven, to my standards at least, and I continued reading.
Over the next couple days I continued to read on at about 10 sessions a day. Over this time, it became increasingly easy for me to accept what I was reading to be true and every time I would read I would feel this rush of love fill me up, giving me energy like nothing I've ever felt before. When I woke up this past monday (the day of the vernal equinox) I felt like a new person, like when I woke up that day, It was the first time I had ever woken up. I felt such intense feelings of happiness and love like I haven't felt in a very long time, or ever. This feeling has continued to grow every day since then as I continue to learn/teach the ways of the Law of One. For as long as I can remember, I've been able to express my love to other selves unconditionally and to give forgiveness much more easily than most other people. I've been through some pretty dark times but I've always been able to find love and pull myself back up. I have the strong feeling that I am a wanderer but have constantly been reassessing that stance. I've had a huge desire over the past few days to spread the love that I'm feeling to everyone I know. I've been able to open up to my Parents, my cousin, a couple other friends, and my girlfriend. My girlfriend seems to think I'm going insane but the rest have received it well and have even shown interest in the case of my dad and my cousin. I'm almost completely in the dark when It comes to my chakras. I dont fully understand the concept but I'm under the impression that my green ray center has always been active and that I chose my parents knowing that their love would protect that and nurture it. I'm a little concerned about balancing my chakras because I'm having a hard time understanding the specifics of each one I guess.
At this point, I feel pretty amazing but I'm a bit confused and overwhelmed. I just want to make sure I continue on the correct path and I thought that maybe I would ask for the thoughts and the guidance of other selves.
One Love (I've said that for a long time without ever knowing the true meaning )
Secondly, I guess I'll introduce myself. My name is Zach, my friends usually call me ZachBob or ZB. I turned 27 on February 24th. I work as a manager at a barbecue restaurant and I've worked in restaurants (mostly "high end" fast food type places, nothing that actually pays well) for the past 11 years with basically nothing to show for it monetarily. I have a girlfriend who i've been living with for about 3 and a half years, most of that time spent living with my parent's until a few months ago, now we have an apartment and a roommate.
So about a week ago, I stumbled upon "The Law of One" online and decided to read some. That night, I ended up staying up until at least 4am reading. That first night, it was really difficult for me to accept what I was reading to be true. It was like half of me already knew about everything I was reading and it didn't come to me as much of a surprise. The other half was still in a strong stage of denial and feared how society would react if I started spouting off a bunch of stuff about UFOs, ETs, Crystals, and pyramids and chose to be skeptical. I spent a couple hours the next day reading what skeptics of the internet had to say against the validity of the book and I came to the conclusion that it couldn't logically be disproven, to my standards at least, and I continued reading.
Over the next couple days I continued to read on at about 10 sessions a day. Over this time, it became increasingly easy for me to accept what I was reading to be true and every time I would read I would feel this rush of love fill me up, giving me energy like nothing I've ever felt before. When I woke up this past monday (the day of the vernal equinox) I felt like a new person, like when I woke up that day, It was the first time I had ever woken up. I felt such intense feelings of happiness and love like I haven't felt in a very long time, or ever. This feeling has continued to grow every day since then as I continue to learn/teach the ways of the Law of One. For as long as I can remember, I've been able to express my love to other selves unconditionally and to give forgiveness much more easily than most other people. I've been through some pretty dark times but I've always been able to find love and pull myself back up. I have the strong feeling that I am a wanderer but have constantly been reassessing that stance. I've had a huge desire over the past few days to spread the love that I'm feeling to everyone I know. I've been able to open up to my Parents, my cousin, a couple other friends, and my girlfriend. My girlfriend seems to think I'm going insane but the rest have received it well and have even shown interest in the case of my dad and my cousin. I'm almost completely in the dark when It comes to my chakras. I dont fully understand the concept but I'm under the impression that my green ray center has always been active and that I chose my parents knowing that their love would protect that and nurture it. I'm a little concerned about balancing my chakras because I'm having a hard time understanding the specifics of each one I guess.
At this point, I feel pretty amazing but I'm a bit confused and overwhelmed. I just want to make sure I continue on the correct path and I thought that maybe I would ask for the thoughts and the guidance of other selves.
One Love (I've said that for a long time without ever knowing the true meaning )