How are y'all doin these days

[sjel]

 :-/  :-/  :-/

express your emotions about the world

are you working through blockages? I sure am, orange ray especially.

how are you perceiving the energetic state of the world right now?

How do you FEEL, man, how do you FEEL, woman, human, spirit?

Where are you? Where is your mind?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

The world is scary, and complicated and confusing.

Its also pretty sexy though.  A real personality.  So much darkness with such a bright smile.

Its also very wavy, clouds wave, water waves, trees wave, people do the worm which is wavy, birds move in wavy ways, currents all grow wavy.  Fire is wavy.

Wave hi to the pretty blue woman!

I can't say I am working through blockages.  I inundate myself with intellectual hooplah that takes away from any real actual work.  So I'm trying a more religious approach, less thought more feel.  I am a very feely type, and its going okay.

I once more am trying to work on just enjoying the moment instead of judging it.  Its much easier for me to do that from a feely viewpoint than an intellectual one.

I think of it like this.  Try to be more like your pet.  My cat knows how to chill in the moment and just seem so content.  Or be like a tree, wave with the harsh wind.  Or a rock, and just sit in the moment, be a part of the picture of the moment, become one with it.

...I think the world is being nice to me cause I'm all chipper and bubbly lately.  Though that might be because of other reasons too, Just been thanking my guides more often and trying to be positive, to paint each day in a way that I can say, Thank You Universe For This Experience, It is as the beautiful imagery of art, experienced in the taste of reality.  It makes me, joyous, it makes me feel deeply content that such nice things exist even here and now in this loving moment of just expressing myself.

Also I'm not getting lost in my thoughts as much.

So I don't know the rest of the answers to your questions.  They're just...Right where they should be.

[earth_spirit]

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[MangusKhan]

I've been conflicted lately.

I love this world, truly, but it's like an apple full of worms. Then, I'm obliged to eat this rotting apple and give thanks for it. I kind of want to just leave it all behind. I know I can't though, there are still people who need me, crying out with tears in their eyes, "Please don't let me die". Beautiful people, naive and misguided people. I don't even know how to help them, or if they can even be helped. For some, I want nothing more than to sit back and watch them destroy themselves. I don't want to give them love any more than I want to give love to a hookworm or a malaria infestation. Worthless parasites.

My heart is broken. My throat is choked. I'm tired.

Peace be with you.

[sjel]

My heart is broken. My throat is choked. I'm tired.

I am so so so tired. Do not worry, we are tired with you. Tired. Tired of constant battle that is third density. Why not be continuously creative? I cannot find it.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm flat out the most depressed right now than I have ever been.

I realize now that my greatest dream is impossible. Well my only dream.

But not just that. My brain chemicals feel all whack. I'm sluggish, dizzy, nauseous.

But I don't feel sick at all. I still have energy.

Even my dog who I adore doesn't really cheer me up.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

I'm flat out the most depressed right now than I have ever been.

I realize now that my greatest dream is impossible. Well my only dream.

But not just that. My brain chemicals feel all whack. I'm sluggish, dizzy, nauseous.

But I don't feel sick at all. I still have energy.

Even my dog who I adore doesn't really cheer me up.

Definitely depression, but don't worry Gemini, you'll always be a good boy regardless of your body.
The machine of man, run by anthro software in mind.  Maybe in a way Gemini, your dream is already true, just not on a bodily level, but mentally.  Just a speculation that I hope cheers you up a bit.

I've been conflicted lately.

I love this world, truly, but it's like an apple full of worms. Then, I'm obliged to eat this rotting apple and give thanks for it. I kind of want to just leave it all behind. I know I can't though, there are still people who need me, crying out with tears in their eyes, "Please don't let me die". Beautiful people, naive and misguided people. I don't even know how to help them, or if they can even be helped. For some, I want nothing more than to sit back and watch them destroy themselves. I don't want to give them love any more than I want to give love to a hookworm or a malaria infestation. Worthless parasites.

My heart is broken. My throat is choked. I'm tired.

Peace be with you.

My old account, The_Tired_Philosopher was a homage to my hypothyroidism...  I am...Always tired.  Always, and a groggy tired like I just woke up, that fogginess of a drowsy mind.  Even when on levothyroxin, I was tired by depression.

I would suggest infringingly to zoom in on you and out of the big picture you are in.  Every picture has tons of pictures within it, it just depends on where, how closely, and how specifically you look at the picture.

Think optical illusion, its a perspective trick.

Don't perspective trick yourself, zoom in now and then and just focus on you alone.

The world isn't going anywhere, not for another 100+ years anyway.  Love yourself you juicy mango overlord O:

[MangusKhan]

The world isn't going anywhere, not for another 100+ years anyway.  Love yourself you juicy mango overlord O:

Incredible words from an incredible soul. Thanks brother, I realise now that I AM a juicy mango overlord.

Aside from this, you're right about "zooming in". Some meditation and hard exercise has me feeling back to my nature. I'd been obsessing lately over things which are just way, way beyond what my 3D brain can handle.

Peace everyone. Things always get better with a little willpower and a touch of faith.

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

The message you entered contained 24 images, while only 10 images per message are allowed. Please lower the image count in your message to meet the limit.

Oh hardyharhar 24 smilies and bandwiths. >D

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

Okay, lets try this by one picture at a time then...

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

Okay, nevermind.

[AnthroHeart]

I'm doing much better now that I'm beginning to rediscover my spirit guide.

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeLpPt1sNaA&spfreload=1

Link and URL and Video functions do not work as intended, could be made easier with a clearer pictographic interface and you could remove the 10 picture limit and go with bandwith size limit to prevent "can't do smiley face messageS".

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4DAIZM2sTc Now that we're on the topic, are we planning to, ever, fix the resolution errors with various zoom ratings on various browsers, for chrome some of the zoom ratios are quite ugly, not to mention that there seems to be no way to expand the write text section in the chat, there are a wide arrangement of similar small oversights due to lack of attention to detail and love of work at hand.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeLpPt1sNaA&spfreload=1

Link and URL and Video functions do not work as intended, could be made easier with a clearer pictographic interface and you could remove the 10 picture limit and go with bandwith size limit to prevent "can't do smiley face messageS".

Explain the problem in the meta forum, it'll be noticed faster o:

Also, -taps mic- 'testing'



Your youtube video is formatted with the [video=youtube]@urlhere[/video] tag.

I think the picture limit is both to avoid spammers pic bombing the servers, as well as bandwidth size.

Not sure but I'm not complaining, I hope you're doing okay~
I don't usually see you get upset o:

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]

Url, video urlvideo and what ever link forms there are should all work the same way when the Video url of a youtube video link is activated, some level of self aware forum optimization would be nice.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

I do believe such suggestions would be better fitted for the meta forum

I think many feature luxuries are overlooked in the mean time for the merger they have that volunteer IT steve guy working on

[Aki "Hkelukka" Greus]