08-16-2017, 09:55 PM
(08-11-2017, 12:11 PM)Fuse Wrote: Then, the spell or meditation or whatever you call it must be energized. To open the gateway, I have personally found it necessary to focus loving and worshipful thoughts at the Creator, which seems to result in a resonant reverberation of vastly more powerful Love back into my multidimensional self. (I suspect that this might be a necessary step for STO positives, given that we go through the heart chakra to get there. We of the Light radiate, rather than magnetically pull, as does STS, so it makes sense that we'd have to send something out to initiate the flow of usable energy, rather than demand it.) In my case, one of my gifts is that I can feel energy strongly, and I can definitely tell when the channel opens. It's an intense feeling. But even if you feel nothing, you should proceed in trust that it's there once you've made your connection to Source through radiated Love.
I used to feel everything, and I know what feeling you are referring to, but yeah that's the feeling I can no longer tap into or access.. for 3 years now.
(08-11-2017, 12:11 PM)Fuse Wrote: The final step is to take action, or move forward in light of the new reality you just created.Man, I'm glad I joined this forum. I really believed in quantum jumping and parallel realities and being able to create our own realities etc before I made everything about me "wrong & delusional". So it's good to re-access these ideas again that I felt so strongly about beforehand.
(08-11-2017, 12:11 PM)Fuse Wrote: You referenced the "alien love bite" lady, which makes me think you heard the same interview I did! This interviewee on a show I was listening to answered a question at one point about someone who had tried to take a demon into herself on behalf of someone else, and she had gone on and on about how brave and dangerous that is. I thought of you immediately, not because I think you're demon infested necessarily, but because it's likely that the nature of the unprotected effort you made to take his darkness into yourself was successful on some level. If that is true, realizing it is actually great news, because it will be very easy to clear. Just...you know...WM101. Cancel any agreements you made.
This past week I've been researching negative entities and spirit attachments and stuff, because I just want to explore all possibilities and cover the whole ground. I really don't want to though, but I also don't want to leave any stones unturned, as this just widens the infinite-perspectives for me and allows me to draw upon more solutions, tools and answers if I find the need to.
I re-found the interviews that I listened to about the Alien Love Bite thing and started taking more notes about things, just want the expanded awareness and resources.
Paranormal Interference In Love
I'm now gathering together a list of affirmations, rituals, and selection of words to invoke the cancellations of agreements and contracts. I have ironically done this many times in the past but not finished any of them (nor had any belief in them while doing them because of the self-doubt and not wanting to delve into crazy). Like, I felt compelled to collect the data but not do the ritual. Although I've done cord cutting and some weird other rituals to try and re-neg on whatever I "took on" by crusifying myself to protect another, but yeah, this has been a subtle calling for a while, and even if it does something on a sub-conscious/placebo level of "completion-work" so that I can step back into a world that I want to create.. who knows.. but any 'intention tool' should help move things along hehe. I do feel a little bit nuts delving into this area though but once it's done, it's done and I can get that curiousity and inner-calling out of my system.
(08-11-2017, 12:11 PM)Fuse Wrote: One other thought on a separate topic, and hopefully others will share their experiences, is that as the energies have been really ramping up, I have experienced times over the last couple months where I had some weird (mild but annoying) pains, usually around chakra locations, and stretches of fatigue.
OMG this past week, has been very different than normal which is why I haven't responded to any of the forum posts. Not just distracted by this research but feeling strongly these energies. I found a blog post that I resonate with about the eclipses:
PORTALS OPEN TRIGGERING THIRD EYE ACTIVATION
I've been sick and feeling heavy-negative triggered reactions, psychic attacks and so on. Then a calmness where I can't even experience that feeling anymore. When I'm in it - I can't get out of it, and then it shifts and it's gone. It's very weird. I hope it's to do with the energies lol.