The presence- Being aware of YOU

[Experience You]

During my everyday life, i have this awareness with me, it hardly shuts off,
i really have to resist well being to get that to happen.

When some catalyst happens, i feel emotion, any emotion, but i am constantly aware of ME all the time.

When i feel love, i am ware, wen i feel annoyed, i am ware, when i feel fear, i am aware.

It usually dissolves negative emotions as well. Not always and when it does not i am glad all the same because i can experience me in a different way.

I feel like ME.

ME you know ?


Non judgmental, unconditional awareness, Love, Creation and Stillness.

That is why I AM here and always will be, Everything always will BE.

Thanks for reading this.

E

[Ali Quadir]

Namaste

[Experience You]

Namaste !

It is interesting as i decompartmentalize myself, being ever so more present, how reality looks/feels completely different !

Every action i do, every word, every thought, every banal thing , like taking a bath, and or watching tv , walking with the dog and talking with your friend.

They have a different vibe, an oneness, like something coalescing.

It is fascinating !

I love it !! So fun !

And when i encounter something i have not integrated yet it becomes exciting to see how it will go !
Someone providing catalyst to myself, is an wonderful experience if i have awareness.
I also provide catalysts to myself. I am very clever ;D
it is an imperfection that is just as good as it is.
I am in no rush to "finish" because i will never get there per see.
I will always be here, this personality me will always exist and i will remember, experience him/me for all eternity, with all that i be.
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I AM
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Anyone know that experience ? Of awareness and unconditional love ?
Of being aware of more and more of you everyday ?
Like a building flow of a river, everyday doubling it seams !

[Aaron]

Hi, Experience You! Things you've said here like "I feel like ME." and "I will always be here, this personality me will always exist and i will remember, experience him/me for all eternity, with all that i be." remind me of an experience I had a few months ago. You might be interested in the post I made in one of oguz's threads about it:

http://bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=1128

My higher self just gave my conscious mind a peek at the state of awareness of unity and unconditional love that you're slowly revealing to yourself. I completely understand where you're coming from with all this. And I know what you mean when you speak of this physical body and its/your personality existing at the same "time" as your higher density awareness. (your posts in the STS bias thread)

[@ndy]

Aaron - thank you so so much for posting that thread! I love it I will defiantly revisit it tomorrow when I have more time.

The bit,
Ra: There is a larger percentile group of those who have a fairly well defined, shall we say, symptomology indicating to them that they are not of this, shall we say, “insanity.”

Made me laugh out loud for a long time!

Experience You, hello - I think I understand what you mean

My dreams at the moment are amazing, every night I get more tastes of the rest of me.
I had the most amazing lucid dream of being just a thought moving in space, large enough to embrace galaxy’s or small enough to visit and talk to them.

Same time, I love being here - I see lessons every day, I can analyze how I react and feel energy.

I had a dream moths ago I missed the harvest; it was before I'd even herd of the term harvest.
I only remembered last night as I was writing up another dream, and skimmed back in my book.
I'd gone of to find more people to tell them that the change was happening 'now' and missed it because I'd forgotten something.... but It was all good, I was utterly content and happy to remain with the ones behind. I guess my message to me is that this harvest means nothing when we realise exist in infinity.

[Ali Quadir]

Anyone know that experience ? Of awareness and unconditional love ?
Of being aware of more and more of you everyday ?
Like a building flow of a river, everyday doubling it seams !

Yes, and it's a joy to read your words because of this... You express that feeling well.

We are nothing if we're not lovers of life. Like we are babies again, every discovery is a joy. Every thing is new, fascinating, tantalizing. Did you see the moon?

[Questioner]

The bit,
Ra: There is a larger percentile group of those who have a fairly well defined, shall we say, symptomology indicating to them that they are not of this, shall we say, “insanity.”

I don't remember reading that. Love it! That should probably go in the "humorous moments" thread too.

The unity feelings... have they been with you all your life? Or is this something new, recently?

[Experience You]

Hey everybody

Yes it is "recent". At least to such a degree.

[Shemaya]

Anyone know that experience ? Of awareness and unconditional love ?
Of being aware of more and more of you everyday ?
Like a building flow of a river, everyday doubling it seams !

Yes, and it's a joy to read your words because of this... You express that feeling well.

We are nothing if we're not lovers of life. Like we are babies again, every discovery is a joy. Every thing is new, fascinating, tantalizing. Did you see the moon?

I saw the moon, and I love how Ali's words reflect Experience's post, just like the silver and white reflection of the moon. Beautiful!

[Ali Quadir]

We are all reflections of the central sun.

[Experience You]

Every time you see something you don't want, bless it, every time you feel awful bless it, every time you see the face of fear and misunderstanding bless it.

Creation is separation, there is no creation without it.
From "nothing" or infinity, Awareness knows itself as awareness in complete unity and this would be all there was had it not focused itself in another reflection of "I am", this is how the hall of infinite mirrors starts and is the base of negativity and the base of positivity.

Positivity sees itself in the hall of mirrors and accepts it in it's return to pure "I am"
Negativity goes the other way since apparently everything is diversity and it's the base of the movement, it goes trough that to the connection it sees as "I am "

But once you are " I am " you again see all your infinite reflections...

And the circle is complete.

And from the " I am " to awareness as itself, as pure awareness of being.

So bless the separation, without it, what you call you would not exist. There would be no experience besides awareness as itself.

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My path is the path of integration and love, but i would not have it without first being disintegrated and compartmentalized.

Amen

Love

E J

[Lorna]

Every time you see something you don't want, bless it, every time you feel awful bless it, every time you see the face of fear and misunderstanding bless it.

Thank you for this post - an important reminder i needed to hear right now x

[Joseph326]

Beautiful!

[Brittany]

I think I know what you are talking about here. At times I am able to completely step back and observe myself objectively, and think "hey, that's me!" I can split off into different people and talk to myself. It's like having a good friend that never has to leave.

[JoshC]

I know exactly what you're talking about friend Every time I consistently meditate for a couple days, I become aware of myself as a sort of primary/background feeling/aware of my own consciousness. It's hard to put into words, but even when I speak, I'm aware of myself (I can tell that as of the moment I'm writing this I'm not feeling what I'm trying to describe). It's sort of like multitasking since I'm constantly aware of me and who I am, but also engaging with others in daily life. Good stuff, I think I'll go meditate

Namasté

[Eno]

Namaste !

It is interesting as i decompartmentalize myself, being ever so more present, how reality looks/feels completely different !

Every action i do, every word, every thought, every banal thing , like taking a bath, and or watching tv , walking with the dog and talking with your friend.

They have a different vibe, an oneness, like something coalescing.

It is fascinating !

I love it !! So fun !

And when i encounter something i have not integrated yet it becomes exciting to see how it will go !
Someone providing catalyst to myself, is an wonderful experience if i have awareness.
I also provide catalysts to myself. I am very clever ;D
it is an imperfection that is just as good as it is.
I am in no rush to "finish" because i will never get there per see.
I will always be here, this personality me will always exist and i will remember, experience him/me for all eternity, with all that i be.
----
I AM
----
Anyone know that experience ? Of awareness and unconditional love ?
Of being aware of more and more of you everyday ?
Like a building flow of a river, everyday doubling it seams !

Im glad your enjoying it as much as me! everything is so bright and wonderful if you only are aware of it.