01-05-2018, 08:48 PM
I know Ra gave some insights into wanderers, but what are some other tell-tale signs that you are a wandering?
I feel like i've been seeking my entire life, ever since i was young (maybe 10).
My journey started with my upbringing in Christianity. I've always felt that i wanted to serve God, but i always felt something wasnt right. The christian teachings always drove me nuts, because it didnt make much sense. At the same time, I was always interested in "The Universe" and astronomy. My seeking always branched out in 2 paths - 1 through logical means by way of science, and 1 by spiritual means through religion. I always told people i wanted to be a scientist or astronomer when i grew up.
At some point, i started researching Islam and felt that this made more sense than Christianity. I felt that Islam and Judaism were closest to the religion of God, and so i went with Islam - but i always felt odd about all the weird rules and regulations placed in the Quran. I was also at odds with the extremists that we see today and the way the muslims treated women.
Then, in 2012 i had a revelation - my first peak into the spiritual/metaphysical realm when i started reading NDE stories. I just had this hunger for more information - read Edgar Cayce, Dr Michael Newton's books, Delores Cannon.
It wasn't until this year in which i feel like i found the last piece of the puzzle - the LOO material.
I've always been somewhat benevolent, but i dont quite feel like a wanderer right now. Over the last 4-5 years, i've have pain killer addiction issues, and still do. I dont feel balanced at all, and i know i need to do something about it. My heart chakra use to be wide open, but i definitely feel like its blocked, because before i use to be a very social person but am somewhat of a hermit, right now. I know wanderers dont like having kids, but I do, so i'm not sure what that means.
So at this point, i dont know what to make of myself. Am I a wanderer? I have this constant hunger for more knowledge, but i have seemed to fallin into this trap.
I feel like i've been seeking my entire life, ever since i was young (maybe 10).
My journey started with my upbringing in Christianity. I've always felt that i wanted to serve God, but i always felt something wasnt right. The christian teachings always drove me nuts, because it didnt make much sense. At the same time, I was always interested in "The Universe" and astronomy. My seeking always branched out in 2 paths - 1 through logical means by way of science, and 1 by spiritual means through religion. I always told people i wanted to be a scientist or astronomer when i grew up.
At some point, i started researching Islam and felt that this made more sense than Christianity. I felt that Islam and Judaism were closest to the religion of God, and so i went with Islam - but i always felt odd about all the weird rules and regulations placed in the Quran. I was also at odds with the extremists that we see today and the way the muslims treated women.
Then, in 2012 i had a revelation - my first peak into the spiritual/metaphysical realm when i started reading NDE stories. I just had this hunger for more information - read Edgar Cayce, Dr Michael Newton's books, Delores Cannon.
It wasn't until this year in which i feel like i found the last piece of the puzzle - the LOO material.
I've always been somewhat benevolent, but i dont quite feel like a wanderer right now. Over the last 4-5 years, i've have pain killer addiction issues, and still do. I dont feel balanced at all, and i know i need to do something about it. My heart chakra use to be wide open, but i definitely feel like its blocked, because before i use to be a very social person but am somewhat of a hermit, right now. I know wanderers dont like having kids, but I do, so i'm not sure what that means.
So at this point, i dont know what to make of myself. Am I a wanderer? I have this constant hunger for more knowledge, but i have seemed to fallin into this trap.