Got diagnosed with Schizophrenia

[Cyan]

I got diagnosed some weeks ago as a high functioning schizophrenic.

I have high mental ability and wherewithal, the anxiety and tensions were diagnosed as Schizophrenia instead of depression or anxiety disorder. The medication is fairly easy, its an injection every 2 weeks or so and some therapy. I'm currently on social welfare and I'll be applying for disability pension, being 33 its fairly young to get such a heavy diagnosis but at least I'm not a adolescent so I have some ability to cope that wouldn't be there if I was younger.

That being said, its a hard situation and while the medication does indeed make me feel better and more social the only real benefit is being able to apply for disability pension and thats not much.

That's about it, felt like I owe you guys the information.

Our glorious leader maybe a nutterbutter, oh noes .

[Great Central Sun]

If you build up the heart chakra, that can help balance against overactive upper chakras like 3rd eye. A 3rd eye that is too open without balance causes mental illness. I too have Schizophrenia. But I am able to keep it in check focusing on Love. And then keeping that in balance with Light.

[hounsic]

All the best to you! Thank you for being so open, sometimes just sharing helps one feel better.

[breakingties]

No worries Cyan. The social memory complex/hive mind will take care of you further in your exploration

[Cyan]

On other news, all other suspected illnesses have proven to not exist and that is a relief if something, in other words I get a clean bill of health save for a bit of long term anxiety that I was trying to cure myself but never did get the action into balance and it chose another path to manifest.

That is good news.

[Cainite]

after I was hospitalized, they took me in a room everyday for two weeks and did things to me which I didn't remember cuz I was unconscious. and they wouldn't tell me what they were doing to me afterwards.

I also stopped taking the pills and the injections. cuz it was obvious that the doctors don't care about me at all and wanted me as a lab mouse who gives them money and makes them feel superior since they were the ''perfect and healthy'' a******* and I was broken.

I just don't think it's wise to trust them.

[Great Central Sun]

I would recommend checking out Agua's responses to my post:
https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=15456&pid=242166#pid242166

Lots of good advice about being present.