03-09-2019, 11:28 PM
(03-07-2019, 01:58 AM)redchartreuse Wrote: Yeah there was a time where I was all open to talking to my guides and all that... what happened was just a bunch of conflicting thoughts jumbling around in my head. One telling me to turn left. Another telling me to turn right. Eventually, after being "guided" into a highly destructive relationship, I performed a ritual to banish them all.Plot twist: those things you thought were "your guides" you were speaking to creating a mess of chaos in your mind and guiding you towards self destruction? Yeah... those aren't your guides. They were simply identifying themselves as that to gain your trust. Therein is why channeling is dangerous. That small still voice that is your Higher Self, your Oversoul, the Monad, whatever you feel like calling it... that is your guide. Really, I don't listen to anything that shows up in my brain that, upon me probing and pestering for identification, doesn't acknowledge that it is my Higher Self, here in Love and Light and gratefulness to help since I have asked. Especially since right now I am still working "alone". And that is because of exactly what you describe! I fear that communication could be usurped and used to steer me off course.
I have since undone the banishment, but I am still very skeptical of any guidance from anything that is not my Higher Self. I guess... it speaks to me often enough as that "still, small voice" however I still think it would be cool to have more of an open back-and-forth communication with it.
Perhaps, from its perspective, it often does not matter whether I turn left or right... and silence is its way of communicating that.
If you feel skeptical, it is for good reason. Channeling is not for everyone. That does not mean you will not receive great wisdom from your Higher Self, and indeed, you've found a bit of wisdom already–it often does not matter, and silence is its way of acknowledging that.
Quote:Well we were talking about this quite a bit in another thread, and I wondered the same as you. However, I was swayed to the opinion that we are not to hold ourselves to the same standard as Ra, since we're not sixth density beings walking among humanity as those who would be as gods, or claiming to have been such in the past.I mean... yes, and also no? I am of the mind that right now, through this vessel, I am a third density human being, and as such a tool placed here clearly it is to be used in a 3D fashion, which being a vessel appropriate for interactions with other 3D vessels, and encroaching on their spheres and space is to be expected and perhaps encouraged for optimal service.
But I am of the soul that, through an energetic link to the Cloud, with enough memories of what I am that, I kinda am just a little teeeny tiny itty bitty bit of a sixth density being walking among humanity. I am not a god, I don't want to be a god, and to be fair even if every ounce of veil was sundered and the true fullness of my soul shone through this vessel and somehow didn't shatter it in the process, with the reality bending consciousness and knowledge of hundreds of lives at my disposal, I still don't think I'd feel like I was a god. The problem is other people, y'know, no one has total control over how other's distortions result in them being perceived. So it's much MUCH safer to work through as thick of a veil as possible, providing the opportunity for polarity catalysing via radiation rather than direct action. Just be a great person, accept opportunities to help as they pop up, and let that very thing which would have people hailing you as a god be the thing which polarizes them for service to others. If people don't look at you and go "well of course you can do these great things, you are a superior being!" but instead look and say, "someone just like me is doing this and it is challenging my perspective I'm going to start doing these things more often!" then badaboom badabing change for the better.
So no, we're not being held to "the same standards" but maybe from another perspective, we also are, and our very existence is us holding ourselves to those standards. Remember that it's entirely possible that some of us are of Ra (I don't personally think I am but I would not be shocked SOME people on this forum either now or past are!) doing the work to karamically make up for the distortions created in the past right now. So realize that what you are now is your higher density self holding you to the standards required to do safe effective work on Earth and don't be afraid to take action!
One of the final offers provided to service yourself, since of course equal opportunity to catalyse in the other direction must be offered, is a quiet killer. It sure trips me up. It's sloth. It's laziness. And even better if you convince yourself to be lazy telling yourself it's for everyone else's own good, because what if you helped them and it went wrong! Silly humans, if they don't want your help or love they'll reject it and it stings but you will learn to get over the distortion of ego wounding rejection with some thickening of your metaphorical skin. It amuses me how much that still manages to trip my human side up. I remind myself constantly to get over myself. It's a work in progress. I love myself and I do great stuff, but I'm also my own first stumbling block. So you're zen as f***. So you're able to withstand grief like a champ and aid others through trying times. Don't think the offers of the other side won't still sneak into your brain, disguising themselves as messages from the light.
Now that said I don't think we should be trying to wake people up before their time. I'm saying help people where they're at! Don't let a fear of misguided help prevent you from doing that. But when it comes to this spiritual awakening stuff, let it radiate off of you in the form of love and example and answer questions as they form from the seeds you plant.