06-10-2020, 06:30 PM
I'm not talking about sex. This goes way beyond that.
I had plenty of sex with my last anthro higher density fox anthro being.
That was phenomenal.
Then I got a sign to let it go. Actually got two signs, but I only needed one.
Then someone put it on my mind to invite God to be a lover.
And I feel Him filling me, much stronger than when I was baptized to get his "holy spirit".
It is very soft and fulfilling. I have no wants except to be closer to Him.
And not the Christian God either. More a panentheism, where God is Creation and more.
It's a little intense, but it's also very restful.
Anyone else here have an intimate energetic relationship with God?
I was thinking that to walk with God I may have to walk alone without another human partner.
After my anthro lover, letting go, it seems I am just releasing pain.
I am not even tired. Since inviting God in, I feel rejuvinated.
I think we're in a simulation and God is this "programmed" point as close to perfection as possible.
An unmoveable energy that you can rely on, like a rock/anchor.
It can't hurt.
I had plenty of sex with my last anthro higher density fox anthro being.
That was phenomenal.
Then I got a sign to let it go. Actually got two signs, but I only needed one.
Then someone put it on my mind to invite God to be a lover.
And I feel Him filling me, much stronger than when I was baptized to get his "holy spirit".
It is very soft and fulfilling. I have no wants except to be closer to Him.
And not the Christian God either. More a panentheism, where God is Creation and more.
It's a little intense, but it's also very restful.
Anyone else here have an intimate energetic relationship with God?
I was thinking that to walk with God I may have to walk alone without another human partner.
After my anthro lover, letting go, it seems I am just releasing pain.
I am not even tired. Since inviting God in, I feel rejuvinated.
I think we're in a simulation and God is this "programmed" point as close to perfection as possible.
An unmoveable energy that you can rely on, like a rock/anchor.
It can't hurt.