01-31-2021, 05:55 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-01-2021, 03:01 AM by Sacred Fool.)
(01-14-2021, 02:03 PM)Black Dragon Wrote: I know this is sort of off topic but...anyone know the concept/image of a big bully holding some kid by the wrists and beating him in the face with his own hands, mocking and chiding: "why are you hitting yourself! stop hitting yourself!"...sometimes feel that perfectly describes my relationship with the universe. Just had to get that off my chest. /rant off.
Okay, that's the bad news. What's the good news?
It seems to me that you've taken on the challenge of carrying into this lifetime highly charged energy, and every time you move this way or that, you get zapped by it. Is that your fault? The universe's fault? My fault? None of that matters, does it? What matters is that you develope the skill of (1) not getting zapped and (2) using the power in a purposeful manner.
Sound good so far?
How can you develope the skill? Here's the rub, kid, you cannot develope it.....by yourself. If you could, you wouldn't be so entirely flummoxed now, but you can't. Why not? It's not within your reach to learn those skills right now because your arms are too short, you can't reach the pedals nor see over the dashboard.....by which I mean to say, my guess is that the power you are heir to is simply not operated by physical nor emotional nor mental means. These forms of agency will not reach where you need to go.
For you to become operational in this area--to which you are being called--you need to learn to use your affinity with Spirit, you need to use your spiritual muscles to learn what that power is and how to use it in a wiser fashion that smacking yourself in the face.
Okay, so how do you do that? You make yourself available to be helped. This means you slowly relinquish a sense of self mastery and accept help from your spirit guides. It means you open yourself to your own higher influences. However you found your voice to tell me truth in the "that other" thread, you might start there. That is, summon your cogent strength, but then surrender to your guides, who have been waiting for you.
They cannot much help you physically nor emotionally nor mentally, but if you meet them in spirit and seek their help in order to serve, then maybe you can make a movie about it and post about it on this thread? (Sorry, I did that to try to make this post conform with the Guidelines.)
ADDENDUM
I thought I should add that if you find it difficult to surrender thuswise on your own, you might find it helpful to do so in meditation at sacred places, places where people go to call upon their spirit helpers for aid. The concentration of such helpers in a place can assist in the general process, and I have also found it useful in times past for absorbing general overcharged feelings causing distress. If you venture into non-Western temples and you observe the general customs of removing shoes and, in Sikh temples, for instance, covering your head with a hat or a cloth, I have found that the people there are very supportive of Westerners showing up to meditate and do their internal work. Such places in nature can be helpful as well.