10-23-2021, 01:31 AM
(10-22-2021, 11:05 PM)Fool Wrote: Have you passed through such an experience my Sacred Fool friend?
Yes, many times. The fear of death and annihilation is anything but simple as it has been experienced over countless lifetimes. One's energy system becomes seasoned with it in various places so that experiencing the complete package of fear, distrust, pain, need for love, etc. is inescapable. In my view, it's best to assimilate it one piece at a time. So, what part of you is suffering now with these feelings? What exactly are the feelings? Enquire within. Search for your own inner experience which is happening within you even now as you read this text. Some part of you is loudly declaring its need for love. (Be very clear about this.) Try to find it and offer it your best version of love. Over time your versions of love will flower more beautifully and you will be able to offer deeper love to parts of you which suffer more deeply, but for now just work with what is calling to you at this time.
I understand that it is tempting to conceive of the game as one of linear accomplishment where one moves from initiation to initiation, from level to level of accomplishment. But consider a different model where, as you move to deeper levels of self love, the "levels" metamorphose in a non-linear fashion. If your goal is transformation, then consider that the path to the heart is not a function of linear accomplishment.
Actually, this is one of the confounding peculiarities of becoming capable of working with 4D light: Love and the need for love are hidden behind our "knowing." The mind informs you about the illusion while the search for love and the experience of the need for love lead you to a relationship with Divinity and 4D love & light. Knowing this stuff is superfluous; find it, find the places calling for love and find the places which offer love freely.
Then try to relax.