05-16-2011, 01:01 PM
I know how you feel zack. You are changing the world all the time by simply existing here on Earth and being yourself. STO is all about acceptance: if you accept the world around you as it is, then it will start changing.
@3DM: that orange ray hermit quote applied to me for most of my life and while I was less sociable than most I'm not autistic, I don't have aspergers, I genuinely preferred being alone and thinking or daydreaming over interacting with others, before.
@kycahi: I made the choice of STO while still being stuck in that no-yellow period of my life, I did things which I thought were STO but often turned out to be unhelpful to anyone/me, damaging to my growth, or even STS. So its not that you can't make the choice with a blocked chakra, you're just not going to manifest that desire as well as you could otherwise, but with a genuine desire to be STO you'll find the way eventually.
@3DM: that orange ray hermit quote applied to me for most of my life and while I was less sociable than most I'm not autistic, I don't have aspergers, I genuinely preferred being alone and thinking or daydreaming over interacting with others, before.
@kycahi: I made the choice of STO while still being stuck in that no-yellow period of my life, I did things which I thought were STO but often turned out to be unhelpful to anyone/me, damaging to my growth, or even STS. So its not that you can't make the choice with a blocked chakra, you're just not going to manifest that desire as well as you could otherwise, but with a genuine desire to be STO you'll find the way eventually.