Everything Happens for a Reason/ My awakening

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speaking straightly to the topic of this very thread, I would like to share with you, my friends, a very important occurrence in my life and want to here your opinions on that.
I am 26 years old now and it was at this age that I found out that my mother married my father when I was 4 years old, meaning that I have a different biological father. probably the most shocking news in my life at this time!
How it happened was relevant, and happened for a reason.
Up to this moment, I was feeling contempt for my father because of his abuse of alcohol, violence towards my mother, and severe education towards my younger brother and me, and all the violent quarrels in the family.
This year I was in Tampa, Florida interning in hospitality management, away from my parents, and away from my wife whom I missed so much. So one day, while talking with my wife on skype, she finally revealed the biggest ever secret to me about having a biological father. My wife then said that she new that for a year and she could not keep it a secret any longer from me, thinking that my mother will tell me that personally which actually I learned she was not even ready and thinking to divulge it to me.
After days of pondering and contemplation, I realized that me being alone in USA, away from my parents, I could not have gotten it better from anyone else than my wife whom I love with all my heart. I reacted with maturity.
I realized I was full of prejudices in evaluating the stumbling relationships in my family. I learned that my current father loved me much at my 4 years and tried to offer me everything and still loves much. I eventually realized my mother's character and personality which did much to stir the violence in our family.
Now, it has been over 1 year since I learned the truth and I am calm and easy and ready to meet my parents again and say them that I love them notwithstanding the past and all the pains they have caused me.

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So, there was a reason for me being alone in USA, and having my wife, the person I love the most in my life telling me a shocking news about my two "fathers".

Radu, Your understanding is immense and I'm glad you see the painful lessons this life has to teach are ultimatly a tremendous blessing!! If everyone could take a step back(as your seperation acts for you) and see the trials from a seperate perspective, the worl would be a brighter place. But not everyone is capable now of seeing things this way!! Thank you for sharing brother

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I've never had a chance to really go deep or share my full experiance (a few weeks down the road I began channeling/contacting in my own mind who I believe to be our Logos Yahwea)

I believe that Yahweh was a Guardian of this planet once, and a member of Confederation, like Ra. Gee, I really need to look this info up again. Too many synchronicities now... Anyway, I just read your story. Thank you for sharing and welcome to the forum. I have a question - how do you know it was Ra?

I'm really glad you asked this question because iit will allow me to elaborate on my recently expanded understandings of my "contact". I now understand That "Ra" is not just any sixth density being. Ra is a Fractal being of the Archetype of Life/evolution of spirit... in other words, Ra is a small piece of one of the original distortions of infinity and in fact probably shows up in some form to EVERY race and civilization strewn across the cosmos. So in this density and this current paradigm The archetype of Spiritual progression(The original idea of the one infinite creator expeiencing itself through fractal beings and these induvidual sparks of the one infinite creators journey back to the source) appears to us in inthe form of the sixth density being Ra. What this means to me is that in my experience I Tapped into intelligent infinity, in order to spark my spiritual progress in this final incarnation I tapped directly into this Arcetype and downloaded the exact understandings needed to complete this cycle. So I knew it was "Ra" in sense that Ra is a distortion of the original idea of spiritual evolution! I also believe yahwea to be a guardian still, much like I believe there to be direct fractal beings of the archetypes to be incarnate on the planet at this time. The LOO refers to these beings as Guardians of the harvest and I understand these beings to be from beyond this octave of densities... sooooo That's. My understanding