I'm bringing this to the front again because I have finally learned the lesson, and I wanted to share it with others, who may go through the same thing at some time.
Not only did I have to accept the ability, but since it was on a sort of 'borderline' I actively encourage it now. When I tried to supress it I got very ill and I'm very happy with actively trying to use it. I'll say again, leaving it and 'accepting' the ability wasn't enough, I have to use it.
I have found though that even though this is my ability, other people have quite fantastic psychic abilities. One of my friends is very good with past lives, with a kind of metaphysical logic; and another one of them has a deep psychic ability to sense the archetypes a person is dealing with. The deep symbology of their lives at that time.
Also not to be put down are people's just abilities that relate more to the real world. Like humour, or intelligence.
Not only did I have to accept the ability, but since it was on a sort of 'borderline' I actively encourage it now. When I tried to supress it I got very ill and I'm very happy with actively trying to use it. I'll say again, leaving it and 'accepting' the ability wasn't enough, I have to use it.
I have found though that even though this is my ability, other people have quite fantastic psychic abilities. One of my friends is very good with past lives, with a kind of metaphysical logic; and another one of them has a deep psychic ability to sense the archetypes a person is dealing with. The deep symbology of their lives at that time.
Also not to be put down are people's just abilities that relate more to the real world. Like humour, or intelligence.