02-10-2012, 05:06 AM
Dear friends this just happened to me.
The experience was so profound I decided to share.
About 10 minutes ago I was sitting on the LOO (not the LOO ha) reading my guitar magazine. I was feeling 'happy with myself' and started to fantasize about owning a beutiful new Musicman 'Reflex'.
The guitar looked stunning and I wanted it.
Prior to going to the toilet I had 'ticked off' my wife for forgetting the house key when she goes over the office. It really 'ticks me off' when I'm working and keep being annoyed by petty intrusions on my flow of consciousness.
Anyway during my toilet fantasy the door bell rang.
I called out "scheisse" - I was livid!
She had forgotton the key again.
I cleaned up and ran to the door and opened it only to be confronted by a stranger.
It was a younger girl, maybe 16 or so.
We do tend to get a few visits from people wanting money for various reasons, it annoys the others in the building.
I was angry and told her:
"Sorry I have no time, good day"
My tone was stern and authoritive. She left.
Suddenly I was hit by a huge thought form.
Oh my god did I feel awful.
It's about -5° outside and here is this girl collecting for her traveling zoo.
I remebered her, she had been here before.
I almost broke out in tears, scrambled to find some change and ran out after her.
I apologised for my rudeness and thanked her for what she was doing.
Now I'm in tears typing this.
Oh my god, thank you.
The experience was so profound I decided to share.
About 10 minutes ago I was sitting on the LOO (not the LOO ha) reading my guitar magazine. I was feeling 'happy with myself' and started to fantasize about owning a beutiful new Musicman 'Reflex'.
The guitar looked stunning and I wanted it.
Prior to going to the toilet I had 'ticked off' my wife for forgetting the house key when she goes over the office. It really 'ticks me off' when I'm working and keep being annoyed by petty intrusions on my flow of consciousness.
Anyway during my toilet fantasy the door bell rang.
I called out "scheisse" - I was livid!
She had forgotton the key again.
I cleaned up and ran to the door and opened it only to be confronted by a stranger.
It was a younger girl, maybe 16 or so.
We do tend to get a few visits from people wanting money for various reasons, it annoys the others in the building.
I was angry and told her:
"Sorry I have no time, good day"
My tone was stern and authoritive. She left.
Suddenly I was hit by a huge thought form.
Oh my god did I feel awful.
It's about -5° outside and here is this girl collecting for her traveling zoo.
I remebered her, she had been here before.
I almost broke out in tears, scrambled to find some change and ran out after her.
I apologised for my rudeness and thanked her for what she was doing.
Now I'm in tears typing this.
Oh my god, thank you.