10-26-2012, 12:09 PM
I had a past-life regression the other night while meditating and I was shown an aspect of myself that I am very uncomfortable with. I know I have to find a way to reconcile myself with what I did in the life but I am finding it very difficult. I find it very painful both physically and psychologically to think about what I saw while I was meditating. For one thing I no longer wonder what it feels like to commit seppuku, as I feel a blade being plunged into and drawn across my abdomen every time I think about that life. I know that I was a feudal lord in Japan and that I was made to commit ritual suicide to rid my family of the shame I brought once the incredibly evil stuff I did came to light.
Does anyone have any tips on how I can learn to accept this part of myself?
Does anyone have any tips on how I can learn to accept this part of myself?