11-27-2009, 04:06 AM
Goodmorning Lynette
Watched the videos, your mother is so sweet, and u2
Today i'm visiting an old lady that has helped me a lot when i had a psychosis from breaking with the meditationguru that brainwashed me. The thing is, her daughter put me in contact with him, she also left ( he was truying to start a sect) but she never could admit this putting the "blame" on me somehow saying "but you became sooooo ill". I never could talk about it with her and i think she has feelings of guilt having recommended him.
Also somehow perhaps her mother helped me out since she feels some guilt, but she is indeed an earthly angel who has helped many pple. Thing is, she and her daughter reject everything spiritual and astrological of course. Now she is also ill and hints that her end might be near. I can see the energies in her trasnsits but one can never tell if death will be the outcome, the hard aspects btw the planets reflect a difficult time thoug.
I actually played a tape for her once from a reading i had where the medi
um had contact with my deceased mother, grandmother and grandfather telling exact details from my and their lives...she did not comment on it...just listened...i would be so happy if she opened up to this reality before her time has come to go...
I had some very strong synchronicities with Jesus, the crown of thorns, falling trees and crucifiction during my contact with the guru...if i ever tell my story, should it be in another thread?
Love back to you both
Watched the videos, your mother is so sweet, and u2
Today i'm visiting an old lady that has helped me a lot when i had a psychosis from breaking with the meditationguru that brainwashed me. The thing is, her daughter put me in contact with him, she also left ( he was truying to start a sect) but she never could admit this putting the "blame" on me somehow saying "but you became sooooo ill". I never could talk about it with her and i think she has feelings of guilt having recommended him.
Also somehow perhaps her mother helped me out since she feels some guilt, but she is indeed an earthly angel who has helped many pple. Thing is, she and her daughter reject everything spiritual and astrological of course. Now she is also ill and hints that her end might be near. I can see the energies in her trasnsits but one can never tell if death will be the outcome, the hard aspects btw the planets reflect a difficult time thoug.
I actually played a tape for her once from a reading i had where the medi
um had contact with my deceased mother, grandmother and grandfather telling exact details from my and their lives...she did not comment on it...just listened...i would be so happy if she opened up to this reality before her time has come to go...
I had some very strong synchronicities with Jesus, the crown of thorns, falling trees and crucifiction during my contact with the guru...if i ever tell my story, should it be in another thread?
Love back to you both