10-06-2013, 06:42 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-06-2013, 07:00 PM by AnthroHeart.)
I take it that many of us on this board follow the Ra teachings.
I tried listening to God once, and he gave me bad advice.
So it's hard for me to trust God.
But what if we're wrong in that we're all Creator, or we're all God. And in the afterlife we meet God, who is as judgmental as the biblical God. And he is angry because we did not follow Jesus.
I have meditated on Ra, and it hasn't gotten me very far. Neither has God. I remember telling God with tears in my eyes that I loved him so much. But I don't want to be on God's wrong side if it's like that. If there's an eternity to spend without God, I don't want to be God's enemy.
But if Ra is correct, I'd really be limiting my life by going the Christian route. I wouldn't thus be able to believe in a Logos, and that one day I will be a star. The Archetypes would have no meaning.
I want to trust Ra, and I had made up my mind that the first one I will call out to when I pass over will either be my guide, or will be Ra. But in not calling out to God first, am I upsetting him.
I know there's mystical Christianity which Carla follows. She reads the bible I imagine since it was used in a lot of the Ra rituals. Ra allows us to use our beliefs to follow the Law of One.
What if God minds that I call him the One Infinite Creator, because it's not his Christian name? As you can see, I am a confused wanderer. But the Law of One is more exciting to me than Christianity. I attended a Christian funeral on Thursday which made me question it all.
I tried listening to God once, and he gave me bad advice.
So it's hard for me to trust God.
But what if we're wrong in that we're all Creator, or we're all God. And in the afterlife we meet God, who is as judgmental as the biblical God. And he is angry because we did not follow Jesus.
I have meditated on Ra, and it hasn't gotten me very far. Neither has God. I remember telling God with tears in my eyes that I loved him so much. But I don't want to be on God's wrong side if it's like that. If there's an eternity to spend without God, I don't want to be God's enemy.
But if Ra is correct, I'd really be limiting my life by going the Christian route. I wouldn't thus be able to believe in a Logos, and that one day I will be a star. The Archetypes would have no meaning.
I want to trust Ra, and I had made up my mind that the first one I will call out to when I pass over will either be my guide, or will be Ra. But in not calling out to God first, am I upsetting him.
I know there's mystical Christianity which Carla follows. She reads the bible I imagine since it was used in a lot of the Ra rituals. Ra allows us to use our beliefs to follow the Law of One.
What if God minds that I call him the One Infinite Creator, because it's not his Christian name? As you can see, I am a confused wanderer. But the Law of One is more exciting to me than Christianity. I attended a Christian funeral on Thursday which made me question it all.