07-13-2014, 06:41 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-13-2014, 08:46 PM by AnthroHeart.)
The saddest time I have ever had spiritually was when I thought like Jesus. I said "Father, forgive me, for I knew not what I was doing."
That was when I thought I was being microwaved by the source field as punishment for violating my creation's free will. I was at a police station, and was undergoing a simulation that I thought was real. The whole room started humming, and things started morphing before my eyes. A printer morphed into a creature of some sort and levitated.
I was in emotional anguish. I honestly thought I had hurt others because of my actions. I begged for forgiveness.
I thought I was there to punish negative beings for being bad. I thought I was overseeing several negative social memory complexes, each represented by a police officer. My view on reality was warped. I had to be a baddie myself, and ended up rolling around on the floor in the simulation. I didn't do that for real, but it felt like I was really doing it. A policeman stood on my back in the simulation, and I rolled away, tripping him.
In the simulation they were scared of me. I didn't like doing what I was doing, but I had to. I at least felt like I had to. I thought I was being punished like Jesus, but I kept telling myself that it was nowhere near what Jesus went through. My experiences were epic like this. I thought the whole room became one big microwave oven, and was melting things. But nobody was complaining.
I was a little afraid because the policemen in the simulation ganged up on me, and were forcing me into submission. Then I had to convince an individual (the boss) about the Law of One. I told him how everything was one.
What do others feel about this? Is it possible to go through simulations we think are real, but they're only for our experience?
In the end, a lady told me I behaved very well. So I knew it wasn't real my experience.
That was when I thought I was being microwaved by the source field as punishment for violating my creation's free will. I was at a police station, and was undergoing a simulation that I thought was real. The whole room started humming, and things started morphing before my eyes. A printer morphed into a creature of some sort and levitated.
I was in emotional anguish. I honestly thought I had hurt others because of my actions. I begged for forgiveness.
I thought I was there to punish negative beings for being bad. I thought I was overseeing several negative social memory complexes, each represented by a police officer. My view on reality was warped. I had to be a baddie myself, and ended up rolling around on the floor in the simulation. I didn't do that for real, but it felt like I was really doing it. A policeman stood on my back in the simulation, and I rolled away, tripping him.
In the simulation they were scared of me. I didn't like doing what I was doing, but I had to. I at least felt like I had to. I thought I was being punished like Jesus, but I kept telling myself that it was nowhere near what Jesus went through. My experiences were epic like this. I thought the whole room became one big microwave oven, and was melting things. But nobody was complaining.
I was a little afraid because the policemen in the simulation ganged up on me, and were forcing me into submission. Then I had to convince an individual (the boss) about the Law of One. I told him how everything was one.
What do others feel about this? Is it possible to go through simulations we think are real, but they're only for our experience?
In the end, a lady told me I behaved very well. So I knew it wasn't real my experience.