I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 67.2:
“Questioner: Can you describe what you call the psychic attack component and tell me why it is strong at this particular time?
Ra: I am Ra. We shall elect not to retrace previously given information but, rather, elect to note that the psychic attack upon this instrument is at a constant level as long as it continues in this particular service.
Variations towards the distortion of intensity of attack occur due to the opportunities presented by the entity in any weakness. At this particular nexus the entity has been dealing with the distortion which you call pain for some time, as you call this measurement, and this has a cumulatively weakening effect upon physical energy levels. This creates a particularly favorable target of opportunity, and the entity of which we have previously spoken has taken this opportunity to attempt to be of service in its own way.
It is fortunate for the ongoing vitality of this contact that the instrument is a strong-willed entity with little tendency towards the distortion called among your peoples, hysteria, since the dizzying effects of this attack have been constant and at times disruptive for several of your diurnal periods.
However, this particular entity is adapting well to the situation without undue distortions towards fear. Thus the psychic attack is not successful but does have some draining influence upon the instrument.”
At the beginning of each session Don would ask Ra what Carla’s condition was. In this session Ra mentioned that Carla was experiencing a strong psychic attack component, or psychic greetings as we came to call them. Psychic greetings could only be offered by our negative friend in ways that were already available targets of opportunity. In Carla’s case her weakened physical body was the most frequently utilized opportunity for intensification of the limitations and pain that her arthritic condition presented. After a long period of experiencing pain her body was open to even more greetings in the form of further pain and limitation. In 67.21, Ra and Don were looking on the positive side of our experiencing continuous psychic greetings:
Questioner: Then we experience in this seeming difficulty the, what I would call, effect of the wisdom of the First Distortion, and for that reason must fully accept the wisdom of that which we experience. This is my personal view. Is it congruent with Ra’s?
Ra: I am Ra. In our view we would perhaps go further in expressing appreciation of this opportunity. This is an intensive opportunity in that it is quite markèd in its effects, both actual and potential, and as it affects the instrument’s distortions towards pain and other difficulties, such as the dizziness, it enables the instrument to continuously choose to serve others and to serve the Creator.
Similarly it offers a continual opportunity for each in the group to express support under more distorted, or difficult, circumstances of the other-self experiencing the brunt, shall we say, of this attack, thus being able to demonstrate the love and light of the Infinite Creator; and, furthermore, choosing working by working to continue to serve as messengers for this information which we attempt to offer and to serve the Creator thereby.
Thus the opportunities are quite noticeable as well as the distortions caused by this circumstance.
In this instance there was also a dizzying component to the greeting. Ra mentioned that it was a good thing that Carla had a strong will and wished to serve the Creator no matter what the obstacles were because without such a strong will it would be easy for the normal person to give in to hysteria. Carla’s fearlessness, her sense of humor, and her faith gave her the tools to deal with these psychic greetings which were consistently presented to her for as long as the Ra contact lasted. Fortunately most seekers of truth will never have to deal with such greetings. In 57.1, Ra gave an example of how Carla’s sense of humor was helpful in dealing with psychic greetings:
Questioner: Could you first give me an indication of the instrument’s condition, please?
Ra: I am Ra. This instrument is under a most severe psychic attack. This instrument is bearing up well due to replenished vital energies and a distortion towards a sense of proportion which your peoples call a sense of humor.
This attack is potentially disruptive to this contact for a brief period of your space/time.
In 53.1, Ra spoke about how Carla’s will was not just conscious in nature but also subconsciously focused on reserving all of her energy to have sessions with those of Ra:
In answer to the second query, we may say that the physical complex difficulties prior to contact with our social memory complex are due to the action of the subconscious will of the instrument. This will is extremely strong and requires the mind/body/spirit complex to reserve all available physical and vital energies for the contact. Thus the discomforts are experienced due to the dramatic distortion towards physical weakness while this energy is diverted. The entity is, it may be noted, also under psychic attack, and this intensifies pre-existing conditions and is responsible for the cramping and the dizziness as well as mind-complex distortions.
In 39.1, Ra said that Carla’s purity of desire to serve also was an important factor in our being able to have sessions with Ra:
Questioner: The instrument was wondering if her fragile feeling was the result of the chemical ingestion of about six weeks ago?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. This instrument is now undergoing the most intensive period of physical-complex debilitation/distortion due to the doubling effects of the two ingestions. This instrument may expect this extremity to proceed for a period of fifteen to twenty of your diurnal cycles. The weakness distortions will then begin to lift, however, not as rapidly as we first thought due to this instrument’s ongoing weakness distortions.
This instrument is very fortunate in having a support group which impresses upon it the caution necessary as regards these sessions at this time. This instrument is capable of almost instantaneously clearing the mental/emotional complex and the spiritual complex for the purity this working requires, but this instrument’s distortion towards fidelity to service does not function to its best use of judgment regarding the weakness distortions of the physical complex. Thus we appreciate your assistance at space/times such as that in your most recent decision-making not to have a working. This was the appropriate decision, and the guidance given this instrument was helpful.
This morning I went outside and decided to blow the leaves in the back yard into the area around the back of the garage and then use my big mower to crunch them into leaf dust. There are lots less leaves left on the trees, and I may be able to handle what is left on the trees to putting into garbage cans for yard waste to take away. We shall see.
This afternoon I got more gas for my mower as it ran out just as I was finishing the leaf crunching this morning. Then I stopped by the Anchorage City Clerk’s office to get a couple of Anchorage calendars for next year. I also got my speed walk in plus a bath and cleaning and feeding the kitty cats upstairs earlier than usual as we have a channeling circle this evening that begins at 5 pm.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
December 1
The Bloom And Fruit Of Peace
I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love.
Peace is much sought after among your people. Yet as you gaze out upon a barren winter landscape you may not see the great peace which is engendered by all those plants as they dream within the seeds and roots of their being, creating by will and thought and the grace of Jesus Christ those formations and changes which in time shall bring forth bloom and fruit.
The human idea of peace is rest without thought. Yet the inner man seeks a different peace and must listen to the voices of the natural world and the inner signal of creation and inner change. This is the peace that is spiritual and frequently it feels not at all like peace but rather like strife. For change and growth are painful, and there may be long periods when there is no evidence of bloom or fruit.
May the peace of Jesus the Christ be your hope and your inner reality, that you may grow more and more into the kingdom of heaven. We leave you in the peace that truly passes all human understanding, now and ever. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.