I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 93.20:

Questioner: I was just wondering if the transparency of the garment on the third card indicates the semi-permeable nature of the veil between conscious and subconscious?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a thoughtful perception and cannot be said to be incorrect. However, the intended suggestion, in general, is an echo of our earlier suggestion that the nature of catalyst is that of the unconscious; that is, outward catalyst comes through the veil.

All that you perceive seems to be consciously perceived. This is not the correct supposition. All that you perceive is perceived as catalyst unconsciously. By the, shall we say, time that the mind begins its appreciation of catalyst, that catalyst has been filtered through the veil, and in some cases much is veiled in the most apparently clear perception.”

The feminine-looking figure in Card Number 3, The Catalyst of the Mind, is wearing a garment over her upper body that seems to be transparent. Don asks Ra if that transparency signifies the semi-permeable nature of the veil between the conscious and subconscious mind. Ra says that Don’s statement is not incorrect, but what was intended by that transparent garment was the fact that all catalyst comes through the veil from the subconscious or unconscious mind. As we go through our daily round of activities it seems very clear to us that the catalyst that comes to us is noticed by our conscious mind with no intermediary to filter or alter it. But Ra says that our catalyst actually comes from our unconscious mind. Even when we think that we perceive these unconscious images and messages clearly, there still could be much connected to these perceptions that has not consciously been perceived. Our pre-incarnative choices are embedded in our unconscious minds, and, along with our hoped-for responses, form a kind of lens through which we see and interpret the catalyst first unconsciously and then consciously. In 60.3, Ra described Carla’s pre-incarnative choices that concerned how she wished to be of service to the Creator and how she interpreted them in her life:

There is some small amount of work which the instrument may do concerning its pre-incarnative decisions regarding service to the Infinite Creator in this experience. However, the decision to open, without reservation, to the offering of self when service is perceived is such a fundamental choice that it is not open to significant alteration, nor would we wish to interfere with the balancing process which is taking place with this particular entity.

The wisdom and compassion being so balanced by this recapitulation of fourth density is helpful to this particular mind/body/spirit complex. It is not an entity much given to quibbling with the purity with which it carries out that which it feels it is best to do. We may say this due to the instrument’s knowledge of itself, which is clear upon this point. However, this very discussion may give rise to a slightly less fully unstopped dedication to service in any one working so that the service may be continued over a greater period of your space/time.

The more that we have come to know ourselves, and the more aware we are of the nature of the spiritual journey, the more likely we are to see the larger picture of the meaning of the catalyst that comes to us through the veil of forgetting. This process is a lot like dream interpretation but in the waking state. Much of our experience is symbolic and has larger connotations that we are aware of by observing the catalyst that transmits a message to us. In both dreams and in the waking state, the unconscious mind is sending us messages through what happens to us and how we interpret what happens to us. In 94.11, Ra explains how our unconscious minds bias catalyst that we consciously perceive:

Questioner: I have drawn a small diagram in which I simply show an arrow which represents catalyst penetrating a line at right angles to the arrow, which is the veil, and then depositing in one of two repositories: one which I would call on the right-hand path, one on the left-hand path. And I have labeled these two repositories for the catalytic action as it’s filtered through the veil “the Experience.” Would this be a very rough analogy of the way the catalyst is filtered through the veil to become experience?

Ra: I am Ra. Again, you are partially correct. The deeper biases of a mind/body/spirit complex pilot the catalyst around the many isles of positivity and negativity as expressed in the archipelago of the deeper mind. However, the analogy is incorrect in that it does not take into account the further polarization which most certainly is available to the conscious mind after it has perceived the partially polarized catalyst from the deeper mind.

This morning I took Dan D. Lion to the vet to have an enema to relieve his constipation. As that took nearly two hours I came back home and took Chloe outside so she could explore some of the outdoors which she has seldom experienced this year. I was hoping that it might be fun for her and energize her very low level of activity since the three-day experience at the vet’s to have IV injections of fluids into her veins. She has never enjoyed going to the vet, and being outdoors yesterday seemed like fun for her. Today, however, she simply chose to sit and move around very little. While she was sitting I got most of the flowers in the front yard watered.

This afternoon I picked Dan D. up at the vet and when we got back home he and I went for another walk around the yard which allowed him to hang out here and there in his favorite places. Then I took him inside and did my speed walk. When I got back I used my big mower to mow the grass and then my backpack blower to blow clean all walkways, the front porch, the back deck, and the parking area in front of the house. Then I completed the watering of the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

June 25

Bless Your Brokenness

I am of the energy of the full consciousness of divine love and I greet you in the blessed name of Jesus the Christ.

As you see yourself moving into the world of business and matters, objects and circumstances, you may well see yourself to be inadequate to or broken by all of these worldly things. See and bless this brokenness.

I say “bless” because to be broken is the blessing of the fruit that is to be eaten; of the loaf that is to be shared; of the limited, inadequate thing which may become not only enough but much more than enough.

Open your inner being to the consciousness of love which the spirit of Jesus the Christ offers. Bless and give thanks for your limitations and then open the heart to the action of the consciousness of infinite love and you shall see how all has been created perfectly.

We leave you in the peace and the love of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.