2023-03-04

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the 103 quote comes from Chapter Six and the concept of neuro drama—re-enacting the negative programming and freeing the brain’s energy:

Neuro-Drama—Re-enacting the Negative Programming and Freeing the Brain’s Energy

Once we have enough information about our negative programming, either from dreams or actual memories, there is one final technique that we used in brain self-control therapy to remove the blockage in our energy centers that was keeping our consciousness from circuiting into our frontal lobes. That is what Lingo called “neuro-drama”. This was a re-enactment of the time of the negative programming that was designed to eventually get our consciousness into the indigo-ray energy center after all blockages were remembered and removed. It was called neuro-drama because in Lingo’s model of the brain, and its processing of catalyst, each blockage was seen as causing some neuronal synapses in the brain to remain open and unable to allow our consciousness to circuit forward into the frontal lobes. Instead, our consciousness was being drained away by the open synapses.

The way that the neuro-drama functioned was that after we had discovered how a blockage was programmed into us when we were children, we would choose another student to play the role of the adult that had programmed us negatively and relive the time of programming. When we were children we did not know that we had the right to stand up for ourselves in such instances of anti-life programming, so we took it in and looked at ourselves through the lens of that programming for the rest of our lives. . .until we discovered its negative effects in our life and set about to reverse them. So during the neuro-drama, when the anti-life programming was being thrust upon us, now we stood up for ourselves and shouted, screamed, cried and said an emphatic “No” to the adult who had inflicted us with this programming because now we knew without a doubt that we did have the right to stand up for ourselves. After we had gone through three of four of these re-enactments it was then possible that our consciousness would be circuited into our frontal lobes and our indigo-ray energy center would become activated so that we experienced what felt like an orgasm in our brains. This happened for me as well as a number of other students over the years.

Now I believe in the context of the energy centers and pre-incarnative programming, the analogy that Lingo used of neurons in the brain having open synapses that drained away our consciousness because of anti-life programming when we were children might not have been factually accurate or complete in its description of where this programming came from. It is my current opinion that we all chose these blockages or anti-life programs to be part of our spiritual path that we would process in one way or another to achieve the same result of awakening the indigo-ray energy center. The adults that provided the negative programming were playing their roles in providing us with the challenges that we would eventually balance and move forward from when we became conscious of the evolutionary process and became Players on the Enhanced Gameboard of life. There are no real victims or bad guys in any of our pre-incarnative choices and how they play out within our incarnations. There are merely actors upon the stage of life, each playing their part, as each of us helps the other to realize the One within us all. In 57.33, Ra described another way in which this circuiting of consciousness into the frontal lobes may occur:

The seeker seeks the One. This One is to be sought, as we have said, by the balanced and self-accepting self, aware both of its apparent distortions and its total perfection. Resting in this balanced awareness, the entity then opens the self to the universe which it is. The light energy of all things may then be attracted by this intense seeking, and wherever the inner seeking meets the attracted cosmic prana, realization of the One takes place.

The purpose of clearing each energy center is to allow that meeting place to occur at the indigo-ray vibration, thus making contact with intelligent infinity and dissolving all illusions. Service-to-others is automatic at the released energy generated by this state of consciousness.

This morning I decided to finish transplanting the pansies into the second flower pot on the front porch. Then I took an errand run and discovered that the 60 mph winds yesterday had taken huge trees down on the roads so that I had to take four detours in just a mile. I am afraid that this is the situation all over Kentucky this morning, thousands of big, beautiful trees are gone in just a few hours. Once I made it into Middletown I stopped at the Rainbow Blossom Health Food Store to buy some Vitamin B Complex. Then I stopped at Paul’s Food Market to buy some food for myself. At noon I joined the Seattle Law of One Study Group for our monthly Q & A session. As usual the questions were very thoughtful and took me into areas of the Law of One that were fun to explore. Our next zoom meet will be on April 1st, the eighth anniversary of Carla’s passing into larger life, so we will be talking about Carla and her legacy then.

This afternoon I went outside and began a rather large cleanup of the yard after almost 8 hours of 60 mph winds yesterday afternoon and evening brought down lots of small and middle-sized tree limbs. The wind also brought down one of my Dogwood trees in the front yard. I was certainly sorry to see it go. I planted it there about 25 years ago. I gathered three garbage cans of small limbs and nearly completed the back yard. I should be able to finish up tomorrow.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 4

Comfort For Your Sorrow

I am the spirit of the living Christ and I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of love.

As you come to contemplation this morning, you come with sorrow in your heart.

See that sorrow. Acknowledge and bless it. Visualize it intensely. Every sorrow. Every sadness.

And as you gaze upon it, see the Comforter arrive. For by this loving attention to yourself you bid the Comforter to you, to minister and give care to your sorrow.

No seeking soul needs a justification for desiring comfort. The spirit of love comforts all who turn from sorrow to the beholding of sorrow, for as you are aware that you are sorrowful and as you then call us, so may love enter sorrow and make of it a beautiful thing, a little place in mind where tenderly you may wrap and tenderly put away the occasion for sorrow and distress, knowing that in the larger view you shall be comforted.

We leave you in peace and joy, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.