I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn quote was from March 11, 1978:
(Carla channeling)
[The first part of the tape is inaudible.]
Hatonn: [I am Hatonn.]… A story from the Buddhist… is known to this instrument, which emphasizes this truth. In the story, a wise old man is accused of fathering a child. And when the mother…
We are not denying in any way that each personality incarnates into the illusion with one primary, as Carla would say, program. This program is general and can be applied in various ways. If some ways are blocked, it may or may not be possible to fulfill the program as originally intended. However, it is a frequent thing that those who plan ahead find their plans… This is true, shall we say, of the soul in an infinite sense, as well as it is true that the personality is… The ultimate program for any individual… is completely achievable… For that goal is simple: it is to be aware of the original Thought, to be aware of Love. Whether the actions that are part of, shall we say, the karmic programming, are taking place as planned… the primary goal of expressing the original Thought is always… each individual is free the whole time. Many times it seems there are circumstances that are far less than…
In this session Hatonn began by speaking of our pre-incarnative program. They began by saying they are not denying how each personality incarnates into the illusion with one primary, as Carla would say, program, so this program is general and can be applied in various ways, but if some ways are blocked, it may or may not be possible to fulfill the program as originally intended, and it is often that those who plan ahead find their plans change, and this is true of the soul in an infinite sense, as well as it is true that the personality is, for the ultimate program for any individual is achievable because that goal is simple: it is to be aware of the original Thought of Love, for whether the actions that are part of the karmic programming, are taking place as planned, the primary goal of expressing the original Thought is always… each individual is free the whole time, so many times it seems there are circumstances that are far less than were planned. Hatonn continued by saying an important thing to understand about the interfacing between the ultimate program and realizing Love and the action program for one personality in one life experience is if the individual continually grounds themself in the original Thought, a condition is prepared for an interface between Love and proper action, so Hatonn has said to us many times to meditate, and do not doubt or cease in our desire to be of service, and as we meditate allow our desire to keep the vibration of our senses on the finer planes, for we have felt that we are in the wilderness, and yet it is in the wilderness that we must be alone, for we have the challenge of being aware of that which is paradise within ourself rather than being in the position of dwelling in paradise and attempting to remember the wilderness, for the experience of wilderness is important to the growth of what we would call our soul. On October 30, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the value of our being in the wilderness:
There is oftentimes the need for what you have called the desert experience, in order that the finest qualities of the being be enhanced and refined by the trials of the isolation and the testing of the resolve to exercise the will and the faith that are the rod and staff of the seeker. The conscious mind, in such instances, which asks for the assurance in an understandable manner that the self is not alone or that the experience has such and such a purpose, are oftentimes the crying in the wilderness which must be accepted, but if the initiation and the testing is to be successfully completed, must be endured rather than catered to, shall we say.
The process of the evolution of mind, body, and spirit within your illusion, your illusion having such great mystery, is one which is, as the progress is accelerated, oftentimes difficult in nature. But, as we are aware that those in this group have heard it said, happiness and contentment are not the goals. The enhancing of the quality of compassion and the offering of its fruits are more to the heart of the purpose, from our point of view. Thus, there is much of difficulty that must simply be endured, and must be allowed to work its unseen function over a period of what you would call time, in order that the deeper qualities of the being which will survive such storms and tempests might be reinforced, and, indeed, brought to the fore in order that the evolutionary progress of the seeker will find its greatest expression within the life pattern.
As the immortal soul plunges into a cycle of experience such as you have committed yourself to in this density, the darkness of not remembering the Creator’s Thought and all… All senses are stilled. Slowly the wisdom, kept like a seed within the soul, begins to put forth tiny sprouts and through many life experiences those sprouts are encouraged to grow. In many situations, where there is ease within a life experience, choices are not made on the part of the individual because in paradise the individual grows complacent and does not evaluate all things in the belief of the original Thought. Inconsistency, impurity of motive, causes an interruption in the vibratory pattern of growth. And that particular incarnation serves only as a resting point between other more beneficial incarnations.
Hatonn went on to say as the immortal soul plunges into a cycle of experience such as we have committed ourself to in this density, the darkness of not remembering the Creator’s Thought and all senses are stilled, and slowly the wisdom, kept like a seed within our soul, begins to put forth tiny sprouts and through many life experiences these sprouts are encouraged to grow, so in many situations, where there is ease within a life experience, choices are not made on the part of the individual because in paradise the individual grows complacent and does not evaluate all things in the belief of the original Thought because inconsistency causes an interruption in the vibratory pattern of growth, and the incarnation serves only as a resting point between other more beneficial incarnations. Then Hatonn said they do not ask us or any individual to rejoice in feelings of desolation, yet they say to us that with enough determination that wandering in the wilderness can one day bring the voice of God crying in the wilderness to make straight the way of the Creator, so when we are struggling to understand, the struggling may seem to go forever, but suddenly the rocky places are made smooth, and in our outer life it is possible and nothing might have happened to cause this breakthrough, for it is our inner Light that counts. On May 21, 1995, Q’uo described how our inner Light may be enhanced:
As the sands of the sea, as the stars in your sky, just so infinite are the shining spirits which are embodied within this creation who turn their glowing faces toward the Creator in praise and thanksgiving. At this time many, many of those not incarnate in physical vehicles flock within the inner planes of your globe. To those who ask for help they flock by the millions to offer their candle power to heighten the inner Light of those in need. Yours is third density. Ask for help and help will be given you. Reach out the hand and it will be full of invisible but real Love. You are loved, not because you have achieved but because you exist, a child of the infinite Creator. You are enfolded, snuggled, by invisible nurturing arms. Every cell of your body is perfect. Your truth is that all is perfect. There is no striving necessary, for all is well.
We speak to the one known as Carla also, for she has had many doubts lately as to the validity of her health in this incarnation. The Creator offers to those who wish to serve the wilderness. Those who serve will be forever seeking that which is. My friends, you know there is great joy in the seeking. There is joy in fellowship. And there is joy even when totally isolated from your friends. In fellowship seek out the joy of yourself and the Creator. Love is within you. Joy is within you. And the wilderness is within you. Step forward fearlessly. Paradise is also within you.
I would like at this time to open this meeting to questions.
Then Hatonn said this is why they say that we are free, and it is our thought and our understanding, so trust that understanding, and do not fear the wilderness, sorrow, or lack of understanding, for all of these things mean nothing, and only one thing matters: that we continually seek the original Thought since we cannot re-choose what is past, but we can choose this moment to become conscious of the moment, to see Love and to seek the Creator, for these are inner things, and they may never be brought into action on the dramatic plane because some paths are dramatic, and some are not, and this is true with all individuals, so those who have dramatic incarnations are those who have chosen a multitude of times, and those who do not are those also who have chosen, for there is no predetermining since there is only one choice, for the Creator is everywhere, within each choice. Now Hatonn said they speak to Carla also, for she has had many doubts as to the validity of her health in this incarnation, so the Creator offers to those who wish to serve the wilderness who will be forever seeking that which is, for we know there is great joy in the seeking and in fellowship, and there is joy even when we are isolated from our friends, so in fellowship we can seek out the joy of ourself and the Creator, for Love and joy and the wilderness are within us, so step forward fearlessly because paradise is also within us. On July 12, 1981, Hatonn said that we should seek the original Thought:
What a wonderful treasure room is locked within you. There is no limitation and no difficulty that can remove the key to that treasure room from your hand. Feel merry then, my friends, and with utmost gladness seek the original Thought, that fire that blew upon creation and formed the planets in their courses, the suns in all their brilliance, the galaxies in their splendor, and your tiny, delicate, island home, your Earth. You are inheritors of the splendor of creation. And as you channel that Love and that Light, you are co-creators with it. Be of good cheer. Understood or reviled, if your work is as it should be within your heart, there is nothing that can truly sway you to the quick, for you are covered in Light.
S: I would like to know about my dreams I have been having. Can you shed any light on them?… Is there anything I should be afraid of?
(Carla channeling)
Hatonn: I am aware of your question. You are one who is sensitive to the emanations of finer vibrations. This is not obvious to you in the waking state. However, in your, shall we say, immortal soul you are very advanced in study upon the inner planes and in other incarnations have spent most of your time in these states. In short, this is the essence of your experience. However, you are experiencing difficulty due to an incomplete, or shall we say,… of the proper methods for achieving these altered states. Therefore, when you are as consciousness moving into them, you are bypassing certain, shall we say, guardians and attempting to go directly into a more advanced vibration. It is somewhat akin to attempting to walk through the walls of a house rather than go through the door. In order to work on this, it would perhaps be helpful for you to, in a conscious state, after surrounding yourself with white Light and praying to the Creator for guidance, and then attempt to project through a carefully straight line.
We are not suggesting of projecting bodily consciousness, but only projecting the thought of a straight line. There are various colors and images which should gradually come to you. And it would perhaps be well to keep notes of what you see. In this way you may perhaps by, shall we say, self-hypnosis methods, recall consciously a piece, a door, shall we say, into higher vibrations.
Does this answer your question?
S: I’m not sure.
However, in the conscious, or semiconscious state you will have difficulty identifying as being guardian and your own guide. However, you will see them as images or colors. But when you are seeing these things, even faintly, you have indeed fastened into your own symbols for the reality within. You are not seeing the reality, you are seeing the symbolic representation, in simple translation of a more complex reality. However, to focus on a color or an image is the same in consciousness as to focus on your guide or the guardian of a plane. Therefore, as long as you are protected by prayer and visualization of white Light, and as long as you do not work in this endeavor for long periods of time and thereby become weary, this endeavor will be without danger to you. Among other things, it may give you more confidence in your ability to sense psychically that which cannot be expressed…
Then Hatonn said they are aware of our problem, and it is for this reason that they spoke to us of colors and images, for we are as most on Earth, not sensitive to visual counterparts of finer plane beings, so most of those upon our planet do not perceive spirit guides and ghosts, and if we were to fall into a state of sleep we would be able in our spiritual essence to speak to the proper guardians of each plane and to do all that is necessary to ensure proper passage for lessons. Haton went on to say that in the conscious, or semiconscious state, we will have difficulty identifying a being as our guardian or guide, so we will see them as images or colors, but when we are seeing these things we have fastened into our symbols for the reality within, we are seeing the symbolic representation in a simple translation of a more complex reality, so to focus on a color or an image is the same in consciousness as to focus on our guide or guardian of a plane, and as we are protected by prayer and visualization of white Light, and as long as we do not work in this endeavor for long periods of time, this endeavor will be without danger to us, and it may give us more confidence in our ability to sense psychically that which cannot be expressed…On January 15, 1989, Latwii spoke of the nature of our guardian:
Each portion of what you have spoken is in some degree correct. It is true for each within your illusion that the first guide or guardian is a portion of the self which has been called by many names, some of which are the “higher self,” the “oversoul,” or “that which overshadows the small self” within the incarnation. This is a portion of the self that is far more clearly a part of the creation and the Creator and which exists at what you would call a higher level of vibration, having, shall we say, the overview or the road map which describes the territory which shall be covered, but which does not guide to the point of overriding the free will of the entity, but with the cooperation of the entity within the incarnation plans before the incarnation the general nature of the journey which shall be experienced, and during the incarnation may, with the assistance of others, provide the entity within the incarnation the opportunities, the stimuli, shall we say, that will remind it of that which it has come to accomplish. Many times, there is the meeting with just the right person at just the right time or the presentation of the appropriate book or program on your television or on any system of instruction which leads the entity in a manner which will allow it to travel as it has wished to travel and to learn that which it has wished to learn.
The important thing to remember is that to call upon the name of the Creator is to orient oneself in a manner of protection. It is not particularly desirable for any individual to proceed faster than the pace that seems most promising. Therefore, it is not necessary that you set yourself the goal of overcoming this obstacle [inaudible]. However, we reassure all those who seek that there are no terrors of the deep, shall we say, that cannot be countered by constant repetition of that which is divine. In unity let there be no separation. While this is not a difficult concept, it is only when it is fused with determination and vigor, and shall we say, an emotional emphasis, that it achieves its proper function.
S asked: “The last dream that I had… And I was just trying to let it come over me so that I could understand it better. And then I heard a voice saying to get out of it. Was I in danger then? Should I continue to get out of it, or am I in danger if I dream? I’m afraid to let it come back over me. I feel that there is danger there. How am I to handle future instances in between my trying to open the door, instead of walking through the wall, as you say?” Now Hatonn said you were not in danger from outside influences at the time of which you speak, for the voice was the voice of your fear on a level of being which was not able to see the inner planes and felt the leaving… , for it is true that were a spirit to leave without any trace the physical body, death would occur, but the spirit would never do so because the answer to blackness is always Light, and it is asking a great deal of one who seeks to become conscious of behavior within a dream, so if in your dream you have requested that your guides move you to the proper orientation for permission of the guardians to enter the desired plane, and if you had asked this in the name of the Creator, the obstacle would have been removed, and your quest would have been successful, so as it was, you did very well to remove yourself from that state of fear. Hatonn continued by saying that the important thing to remember is that to call upon the name of the Creator is to orient oneself in a manner of protection, so it is not desirable for any individual to proceed faster than the pace that seems most promising, for it is not necessary that you set yourself the goal of overcoming this obstacle, but we reassure all those who seek that there are no terrors of the deep that cannot be countered by constant repetition of that which is divine, so in unity let there be no separation, and while this is not a difficult concept, it is only when it is fused with determination that it achieves its proper function. On January 2, 2016, Q’uo described how we need to focus on our spiritual journey in a way that avoids negative outside influences:
So, you see, this explains much of the situation in which you find yourself within cultures, religions, economic systems and nation-states which are formed around concepts which are not usually related to the spiritual journey. Even those paths that seem on the outside to have a religious context have, in many cases, allowed the outside influences of those who are not seeking the Creator or seeking to serve others as the Creator, to confuse and distract the purpose, even of a religious journey.
Does this help?
S: Yes. I guess I’m still a little leery about the whole situation, because, one, when I first know that the dream is coming on, I immediately ask for Light in the infinite Creator to be with me, and yet the effects of what the dream is, the environment that is around me even with my trying desperately to hang onto the light, is so… I feel like I’m being held over a pit. I don’t know how or what more I can do to reassure myself to get over it without the constant fight that I have. I have to do it. I mean, if I am already asking the infinite Creator and I’ve already pictured Light around me, and yet the dream is still there and I am still struggling so with the darkness, and the fear is still there, then that is why I’m [inaudible] when I wanted, when I asked [inaudible] to understand it.
I thought that was the last thing that I could reach for was to understand it [inaudible]. I felt that I had almost lost myself. So, even though your words are encouraging, I dread experiencing another dream like that just to prove that what you say is true. Because I feel like I’ve already done what you have said. Because that is how I do react to a frightening situation. I immediately call on the infinite Creator, because I know [inaudible]. So, although I am eager to move on from this and find about these other planes, and this is something that I would really like to do, only the process is so overwhelming. I’m not sure if I understand exactly… Okay, if I sat down consciously and tried to picture the line and the door and asked for guidance through it, then would that… If I do that tomorrow, could I be assured that I won’t have one of these dreams tomorrow night?
Hatonn: I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. As we earlier said, it is not desirable that you [inaudible]. It is desirable that you do seek as, shall I say, you are comfortable. We suggest that as this is [inaudible] as you call it, you arrange to study what we have said at length. The matter of fear is greatly limited to those who endure it and when the one who does not fear calls upon the Creator with intense emotion, it is a different experience from one who fears and seeks for a straw to hold onto. It is a matter of becoming what this instrument would call a magical personality. And this is indeed what you are [inaudible] learning to do within the strengthening framework of your personal daily life.
Instead of repeating ourselves, we will simply allow you to say what we would say. By all means, do not plunge into fear in order to rid yourself of fear. Instead, do what seems good and beautiful and true; you are aware that you can break this chain of events and continue to do so until you feel good about following that [inaudible]. It is a relatively unimportant part of your understanding. As we have said, you are extremely well developed in this area in an unlimited sense, and it is a matter of remembering rather than learning within this limited life experience that you are dealing with. Therefore, it is not [inaudible].
Is there another question?
S: Yes. When Carla, B, and I were being regressed, I always wondered what your thoughts were about our experience, or what we said our past life was on another planet, and what we are doing here. Just recently I’ve had a lot of doubts about my previous training and [inaudible] at least I thought I was being trained for service here.
Hatonn: I am with the instrument. I am aware of your question. It is a question that I cannot answer directly. We are supportive of all those who seek [inaudible]. We are supportive of those things which they do to attempt to understand their place in the creation, and their methods of following the path of the Creator. Each individual must put together their own puzzle. When the one known as Carla, and the one known as B, and the one known as S discovered a bit more of
[Side one of tape ends.]
(Carla channeling)
…in the light of the larger perspective and service to humanity.
It is important that you understand that each of you has had many, many more experiences than you have discovered and [inaudible] session many, many incarnations, some of which seemed to be not useful. As we said earlier, in each incarnation there is the possibility for the kind of dramatic service that puts one in the public eye as one who serves the Creator. And in many incarnations each individual does not choose that but chooses instead a path of less visibility and more inner work. This is according to the need of that incarnation, that particular moment in eternity, if you will. These incarnations are not clearly perceived and can be missed. An incarnation can be largely of work in the inner planes and partially of work in the public eye. It is dependent upon the desire of the individual. Again, we ask you to go back and study that we have said to you [inaudible] this evening.
What we have said this evening is not simple. It is an advanced message far harder and far less delightful than an introductory message. It is a message that we could only give to a dedicated seeker. We wish you much light in your pursuit of what you had to say.
Is there another question?
[Pause]
Perhaps you wish to cease at this time. It is, my friends, as though the creation were water. What will you do, my friends? Will you simply be a sponge and soak up the creation and squeeze it out unchanged, untouched? Or will you accept the water as does the earth, filtering, giving minerals, giving taste to the creation, the very essence of your creation, mixing [inaudible] so that life carves in you its channels and you give to life your [inaudible]. You are aware that pure water has no taste, [inaudible]. Do not fear becoming intimate in life as you [inaudible].
I leave you in all the love of the creation and all the light of the creation. I am your brother. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.
This morning I drove my Subaru, Stanley, to Bachman Subaru and asked them if they could fix the alternator on Stanley. They said that they thought that they could, so I attempted to get a rental car to drive home in from Enterprise Rental Car. I was told that a rental car would not be available until tomorrow at 10 am, so one of the shuttle drivers drove me home. When I got home I continued the watering of my flower gardens that I began last night.
This afternoon I continued watering of the flower gardens in the front of my home.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
August 12
The Universality Of Suffering
I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.
You have pain in your heart. Is that so remarkable? It is given to each to suffer pain and, through suffering, to learn and grow.
The Spirit of Love wishes most greatly to comfort and relieve the heart’s suffering and asks you to gaze about at each person with whom you come in contact. Open the windows of the heart and be vulnerable before the pain of each other person and so see the universality of suffering. Then turn your hearts to the great fruits of suffering: compassion and joy.
For do you not see entities, day after day, sacrificing their concerns for the needs of others: mothers and fathers for their children, friends for friends, and, in the heart which has grown sweet with compassion, stranger for stranger?
The spirit sees the whole without boundaries of geography or personality. You dwell in boundaries and limits. Yet by seeing the pain of another soul, so you may see that your lot is not unlucky. Then open yourself to the healing movement of the Spirit of Love within which answers the call of the pain of others. And join in that harmony of compassion that forms a net of Love about your beautiful planet amongst all people.
We leave you in the peace of true wholeness, both now and ever. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.
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