2025-10-28

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling today comes from January 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and I am delighted to be able to be with you this evening. I do not often speak through this channel, and I am privileged to be able to share this meeting with you at this time. I wish only to share with you the image, my friends, of the center of all things. When there is that which spins, you may call it a top or a gyroscope, there is always a center which allows the whirling to continue to be balanced. As you are Light beings, the energy which spins you is called Love. The balance must come from the coordination of Light and the polarities of Love. Therefore, please think upon the virtues of the balanced gyroscope, which is always aware of the level and true path. And in your meditation seek always to know your own center.

I am very grateful to have had the chance to exercise this instrument for a short time. I will leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Oxal.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. You see, my friends, how good we are at being able to contact this instrument without blowing her circuits. We greet you in the Love and the Light and apologize for the delay, but we had a desire to initiate contact through the channel known as Jim and were persistent in our attempts. Therefore, we shall leave this instrument to again make our contact with the one known as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you once again in Love and Light. We are very pleased to have been able to make this contact. It is always a joy to be allowed to speak to your meditation group. We are always interested in joining our vibrations with those who seek to know what is the center of creation. We are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way, simple and foolish though it may be, we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight. We do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and who is filled with mystery. But, in our searching, we have found within the mystery clues and hints as to the central feature, shall we say, that composes all of creation. Of course, as you might suspect, Love is to be found within each instance and experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance.

We would refer each of you to your own library of experiences for analogies in this area for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?

In this session Latwii wanted to share the concept of the center of the creation being Love. They began by saying we are simple beings for such a mighty task, but in our way we would seek to share our understanding of the center of creation with you tonight, but we do not mean to say that we have a complete understanding of any part of creation, for what is creation but the Infinite Creator who is all and filled with mystery, but we have found within the mystery clues as to the central feature that composes all of creation, and it is the Love that is found within each experience that you might encounter in your lives, but we also have found that Love may manifest in an infinite number of ways, many of which are not apparent at first glance. Then Latwii said we would refer you to your library of experiences for analogies in this area, for have not each of you had an experience which seemed to be cloaked in mystery for the duration of the experience and even after the experience passed? Then Latwii said: “And as you ponder the situation, did you not uncover layer after layer of those lessons, those learnings, which revolved once again to the central theme of Love, to the acceptance of the lesson, whatever it might be and in that acceptance learning to Love the experience and all that it represented? But have you not also found that in many experiences which you have pondered long and solved to a degree, have you not also found that there remains still some measure of mystery?” On August 26, 1987, Hatonn described the nature of the theme of Love:

We speak one single basic message. And in each instrument, it has its own overtones and harmonies, so that as many as possible might hear some portion, some version, some idea of our great fundamental theme of Love and service and be inspired thereby to the wild and perilous belief that such a thing as Love does exist in the world. To the casual eye, such a belief may seem foolhardy. We encourage you in your foolhardiness. It is the path, well-trodden by pilgrims from the beginning of creation. It is the one path, call it what you will, which circles back to the Source of all that there is.

My friends, we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery, this incompleteness, will draw one forth into the next experience, into the next adventure, into the next learning. We would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking. Love, therefore, grows more fully by its residence, shall we say, in the same experience with mystery.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest that this mystery that remains, this incompleteness of the understanding, is that central feature that resides with Love within each experience, and this mystery will draw one forth into the next into the next adventure and into the next learning, and we would suggest that those things which can be known are valuable, for they teach wisdom, but we would also suggest that those things which remain a mystery are equally as valuable, for they teach seeking, and wisdom must always include seeking, so Love grows more fully by its residence in the same experience with mystery. On January 23, 1986, Hatonn said that our next learning may be difficult, but it always leads to the path of Love:

As one seeks the one original Thought, there is the danger that one may decide that one has found what they have been seeking, and we say to you that in an infinite journey there are pauses between learning experiences, but never the full stop where one may lie back, rest upon one’s laurels and say, “Now—now I understand. Now redemption is complete, and all that I seek I have,” for there is the next learning always.

We encourage you to comfort yourself when your journey is arduous and you need a place to rest. You have that within you and need only construct it in your mind. You may also with your mind and your will construct within your dwelling the tools for healing and for rebuilding the intensity of your faith that there is a path, that truth does exist, and that there is such a thing as Love and the will to seek that which your faith tells you is there.

We would at this time transfer our contact to the one known as L. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and again I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. My friends, it is interesting to we of Latwii that many of the events of your lives seem to revolve not around your own central axis of Love but rather around an avoidance of Love. We find this difficult to understand, both in how you are able to accomplish this and why you are willing to attempt it. My friends, it is necessary that the people of your planet realize that each, as an entity of energy, must revolve around that axis of Love, thus making it the central point of their lives. To avoid doing so, especially on a large scale—for many of your people to avoid doing so—can only have the effect of placing your entire planet out of balance, for how can a spinning top revolve around an axis outside its perimeter? It’s impossible, yet so many of your people continue to attempt this.

My friends, we have spoken many times, and on so many occasions as to make this subject, we are sure, a boring one to you, yet we must again reiterate the fact that your planet, its people, are out of balance. And if they do not choose consciously to return to their given axis, then a new axis will be found.

My friends, we sense at this time it would be best to transfer this contact. … I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am again with this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to be open to questions at this time, and as I scan you, I realize there are many questions which we might answer. However, we would prefer to let you pick among them yourselves. Therefore, we will wait for the spoken questions that you might have voice at this time, and we would be glad to share what information we have. Does anyone have a question at this time?

L: Latwii, it is my understanding that the instrument through whom we are channeling has a question she would like to ask.

I am Latwii. That is correct, however we do not feel that the information she seeks should be given through this instrument due to the fact that she would doubt the answer since she channeled it herself, and the question concerns channeling.  Therefore, it is not possible for us to channel through this instrument with any degree of accuracy that will be appreciated by this instrument on this particular question. We thank you for your thoughtfulness.

Is there another question at this time?

L: What can you tell us of contacting people who have physically died on this planet?

Latwii: Ah, but my brother, what do you want to know? We can tell you many things, the most pertinent of which is that it is, of course, possible, depending upon the desires of the departed, as you would euphemistically put it.

L: First, would it be possible for us to contact them through channeling and, second, would they be in a position to advise or counsel us? And to a degree beyond that of a normal living person?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. It is possible to contact one who wishes to speak with the appropriate medium. The channeling that you are aware of at this time is very efficient compared to the amount of tuning needed for the vibration of your own human worlds. The information you might seek through such a contact would not be any greater in wisdom than that of a normal living person. A person does not become wise by dying. A person becomes two things: one, a shell of the personality which he or she has left behind; that is what you are in contact with. This shell is somewhat informed but does not have the creative independence of the living being, for the living being that he or she truly is is moving onward and gradually further and further away from the density which he or she has left. Thus, the shell will grow weaker and weaker, until the thought form is no longer requested. It is in no case wise to take advice from the departed if you can consult your own wisdom instead, for you are undoubtedly more up-to-date in your information.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, on a different subject. Recently in discussing hypnotic regression the statement was made to me that in some instances it was possible to contact what was referred to as the higher self of an individual so as to ascertain information about current karmic debts, and whether they have been completed or not. Is it possible for us to use channeling to accomplish this?

Latwii: I am Latwii. It is perhaps more to the point to suggest that you use the powers of your own will and use what this instrument would call autohypnosis, thus depending upon yourself to seek understanding of your own relationships and circumstances. I would not recommend that channeling of this type be used, due to the fact that in personal uses it can become quite full of the ego needs of the individual channeling and is much better used in a group situation. Thus, if autohypnosis fails, it is best to seek qualified hypnotherapists.

Is there another question at this time?

C: It seems at times that some people are subjected to great physical or emotional suffering, seemingly more so than others, and I’ve always had trouble understanding whether some people undergo this by some design, or is it just a chance that it happened to them or is it caused by—do we bring it on to ourselves or … what I’m asking, is it part of a design or do we bring it on or is it just merely by chance that these people undergo this extreme suffering?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am with the instrument. Please pardon the delay, but this contact is growing somewhat weak. The universe is a grand design in which free will is the great cosmic circumstance. This is paradoxical but true. You yourself, in your higher or more conscious self, program certain lessons that you feel that you need. You then incarnate and forget. However, these lessons are programmed. It is not a rigid program. It is a program that is marvelously flexible so that if you, at first do not succeed in learning a lesson, you will be given more and more chances to learn the same lesson. Knowing this is a great aid to the seeker, for thus he or she becomes conscious of the process of learning and is able to take charge of it and use the experience as a teacher. The experiences are unequal because various people have chosen for themselves various lessons to learn. Some of them have, shall we say, bitten off quite a hunk. Others have decided to take R and R. That is the free will of those who have obtained the right to choose their own incarnations. Most, to be serious, are indeed attempting to learn lessons as quickly as they feel their higher self can absorb them. The lessons of this cycle have to deal with Love and its manifestations in a social sphere.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes, because I’m thinking of particular situations that just happened. That we program these things [inaudible] this situation [inaudible] how do you program [inaudible] I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.

I am Latwii. This contact is very weak, however we are able to keep it open somewhat. Each entity comes with lessons to learn. When those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it. The living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us. These lessons may be learned by many different kinds of losses, however, it seems to be a strong lesson for the particular entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain. When this is seen, when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned. Then the entity may move on.

The individual is responsible for that individual and for no other. It is the truth as we know it that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light. We ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love. There will be in this illusion pain, loss, limitation—other negative effects. This is an illusion; there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density. Be you then prepared to show love and understanding in your gains and in your losses.

C asked: “I can’t see the death of someone else can be programmed [inaudible] as used as a lesson. This person was married. There was the death of the father on the day of the marriage. Just this week, their child was killed. Surely, we don’t program other’s death, or do they program [inaudible] I don’t understand how deaths at key times could happen to one person.” Latwii began by saying each entity comes with lessons to learn, and when those lessons are through, that entity no longer needs the heavy cloak of the physical being and is freed from it, so the living one who experiences deaths has not programmed death, but has programmed the lessons that such events may teach us, and these lessons may be learned by different kinds of losses, but it seems to be a strong lesson for the entity of whom you speak that loss will be met with fortitude and an understanding of the loss as a gain, for when the joy of the situation is seen, this lesson will have been learned, and then the entity may move on. Latwii continued by saying the individual is responsible for itself and for no other, for it is the truth that no one can aid another except by being and witnessing that being as a channel for Love and Light, so we ask you not to stress in your mind the fine lines of intellectual rationalization of Love, for there will be in this illusion pain, loss, and other negative effects, so this is an illusion, and there will be unequalness because there is harmony rather than unison on this density, so be prepared to show Love and understanding in your gains and in your losses. On July 23, 1989, Q’uo spoke about how we can become a channel for Love and Light,

The entity begins the incarnation forgetful entirely of all its good reasons for choosing this parent, that sibling, this situation, that relationship. Rather than wasting the time of pondering these things, we might suggest that it is an act of faith to trust that whatever is happening at the moment is what should be happening at the moment, and the only important thing is that you approach the moment with the resonance of eternity within your consciousness so that the mundane and grimy world cannot touch the Light being that you are, nor can it touch your ability to act as a channel for Love and Light to those who suffer in one way or another.

You and your higher self, before the incarnation, have chosen what in most cases is a difficult incarnational pattern. The reason for this is that each entity to whom we speak has the capacity to graduate to the fourth density, to accept more Love and more Light, and to live in a denser Light within this illusion, each of you. Nevertheless, each of you came first to serve, and then only secondarily to work upon the personal consciousness. This is a situation such as your Red Cross might answer in case of peril on a large scale.

May we answer you further?

C: Well, I hate to keep straining the channel. I know she’s tired. Then all events occur in a harmonious blend. Is it designed that these two particular entities work together to learn and grow? Was this designed for them to be together?

I am Latwii. One moment; we must scan. Yes, my brother, in this instance it was agreed between the two in both cases that this would occur and that nurturing would take place in its time. We see you are still not understanding the agreement was reached before the father incarnated. Time is not the same in all dimensions.

We fear that we must close at this time. The sound of snoring is heard in the room, and we feel that we perhaps are not being scintillating enough, so we shall greet those named S and R with joy and welcome them to our meeting and leave you in the creation of the Creator, the creation of Love and Light. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai.

This morning I had an appointment with my new PCP, Dr. Alwan, who was helping me to find the cause for the pain and swelling in my left ankle because I have no idea what caused them. She ordered X-rays and gave me some pills to take for the next three weeks. Then I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought two flats of pansies. Then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription for Mupirocin and an ankle brace that Dr. Alwan recommended.

This afternoon I changed out the sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and the feeder in my neighbor’s yard across the street. Then I used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves in the front yard into the parking area in along the street.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 28

Seek In All Places

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Many times it comes to each to move forward into the areas which have not been thought fruitful for contemplation. All areas of the transitory illusion which you call life are fruitful for considering, for all things are shot through with the illumination of the divine.

Very often it is in just those things which seem least fruitful that you will find the most efficient and conformable means of moving forward into a greater enlightenment in your search for the Light beyond Light, the Love beyond Love, and the life beyond measure. Consider, therefore, and let nothing be beneath your notice. Rejoice in all circumstances of mind, body, and spirit.

May the peace that Jesus came to bring, the peace that indwells all things, be perceived by you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.