I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 15, 1984:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure to speak through this instrument once again and to be with each of you. This instrument was reluctant to begin, however each other instrument was more reluctant than she, desiring in common to hear our words through this instrument. Therefore, although this instrument is somewhat fatigued, we find the instrument most receptive, and we are grateful for the opportunity to share our thoughts with you, for you are our beloved friends, and there is no greater pleasure than in your companionship. From you we have learned so much. We thank you and bless you and offer, as always, to be with each of you, for the Confederation wishes to be of service even as we find ourselves served in the doing of this humble service.

In this session Hatonn spoke about healing. They began by saying we find in Carla’s mind a phrase which she heard this day. It is from your holy and concerns the teacher you know as Jesus. It was said of Him in this writing, “He can save others; Himself he cannot save.” This is a greatly misunderstood portion of the writing which surrounds a greatly distorted telling of this teacher’s life and work. We shall explore it with you with your permission. When you consider what this particular teacher did for others, whether you wish to consider the story as myth or as history, you will find that He, indeed, saved; the dead man became alive; the blind man saw; the troubled woman was healed of heartsickness and learned to love. The essence of a life of service is that there is about the person who lives such a life that which heals. It may be physical healing, emotional healing, it may be healing upon levels which are difficult for most of your people to recognize. But nevertheless, on a planetary level, healing of inner or auric spheres, healing of earth energy—there are as many kinds of healing as there are those who offer their lives in service to others.

When the most rigorously unselfish person begins to heal, that person comes up against one of the great paradoxes of life of service to others, and that is this, my friends: beyond a certain point, giving to others robs the self. Therefore, a life of perfect service to others removes the self. That is what occurred to the teacher known to you as Jesus. This teacher literally could not save Himself, for perfect compassion had expressed itself in His incarnation. And in perfect compassion lies the decision to lay down the life for others. Each of you is at this time living a life of imperfect compassion by the standards set by the one known as Jesus. No matter how beatific and angelic your thoughts, how pure your motives, there is an instinctual sense of the preservation of the self. We wish you to accept this as a balanced and unquestionably necessary frame of mind as you pursue your path of service. If you give all, if you lay down your life continuously, you become literally too fine to withstand this illusion, and therefore you offer yourself as sacrifice for many.

Hatonn began by saying we find in the instrument’s mind a phrase which she heard today, and it is from your Bible and concerns the teacher, Jesus, for it was said of Him in this writing, “He can save others; Himself he cannot save,” so this is a misunderstood portion of the writing which surrounds the distorted telling of this teacher’s life, and we shall explore it with you, for when you consider what this teacher did for others, whether you wish to consider the story as myth or as history, for you will find that He saved, that the dead man became alive; the blind man saw; the troubled woman was healed of heartsickness and learned to Love, yet the essence of a life of service is that there is about the person, who lives such a life, that which heals, and it may be physical healing, emotional healing, a healing upon levels which are difficult for most of your people to recognize, but on a planetary level, healing of inner or auric spheres, healing of Earth energy—there are as many kinds of healing as there are those who offer their lives in service to others. Hatonn went on to say when the most unselfish person begins to heal, that person comes up against one of the great paradoxes of life of service to others, and that is beyond a certain point, giving to others robs the self, for a life of perfect service to others removes the self, and that is what occurred to the teacher Jesus, so this teacher could not save Himself, for perfect compassion had expressed itself in His incarnation, and in perfect compassion lies the decision to lay down the life for others, so each of you is living a life of imperfect compassion by the standards set by Jesus, yet no matter how angelic your thoughts, how pure your motives, there is an instinctual sense of the preservation of the self, and we ask you to accept this as a balanced frame of mind as you pursue your path of service, for if you give all and lay down your life continuously, you become too fine to withstand this illusion, and offer yourself as sacrifice for many. On August 12, 1984, Oxal described the nature of perfect compassion:

Let us look at perfect compassion. Let us look at a perfectly smoothly running, perfectly timed universe. Perfect compassion, which we call Love, for want of a better word, is power. It is power that has been so disciplined, guided, and considered that all things work together in harmony. That which powers the universe is not understood. That which powers the universe is Love. Wisdom is the vibration which Love uses. It is the material the artist uses to create experience for those who are conscious. Therefore, as you wish to learn the one original Thought, so you wish to learn all that there is. Wisdom is the refining of Love into its shapes, designs, its nuances and its shadows.

[Sound of cats snarling.]

(Carla channeling)

Pardon our delay, but the instrument was laughing. We wish to assure you that in no way do we suggest the kind of enlightened self-interest, as this instrument would call it, that causes one to become separate and apart from others, judgmental, or in any way a stumbling block. Indeed, one can come very close to complete service to others and still remain within this illusion. But if all others are the Creator, are not you the Creator also, and is not the heart of your work your own worth? Therefore, we ask each of you not to lose that center of joy, happiness, peace, the gifts of the spirit of Light which are given to you in meditation and are your birthright.

Let us dwell now upon this joy, for we would wish that you would feel more fully that which you wish to give. We wish to take you with us into etherean heights in which colors dazzle and light sings with joy. Your spirits are as beautiful as gems, and they are all worthy to be lifted up into the Light, the all-pervading, limitless Light that makes all one. Where can you go that Light is not when you are in meditation and you have asked to see that which is? Nowhere, my friends, is there a lack of any kind. Nowhere is there darkness or shadow. Let your hearts rest upon the gentle current of the ocean of Love. Let your weariness fade away as you bask in the one original Thought. Yes, you must come back, and yes, your memory will be imperfect, and your expression will not accurately reflect the totality of your understanding. The illusion is too often too heavy for you to be able to remember. And so, you must go back and yet again back, and if you cannot remember, again. Persist and the word is a knowledge that has no words, a joy that has no bounds, and an expression that is limitless.

Hatonn went on to say we wish to assure you that in no way do we suggest the kind of enlightened self-interest that causes one to become separate from others, judgmental, or in any way a stumbling block, so one can come close to complete service to others and still remain within this illusion, but if all others are the Creator, and you are also the Creator, for this is the heart of your work and your worth, so we ask each of you not to lose that center of joy and peace, the gifts of the spirit of Light which are given to you in meditation and are your birthright. Then Hatonn said let us dwell upon this joy, for we wish that you feel more fully that which you wish to give, and we wish to take you with us into etherean heights in which colors dazzle, and Light sings with joy, so your spirits are as beautiful as gems, and they are worthy to be lifted up into the infinite limitless Light that makes all one, so: “Where can you go that Light is not when you are in meditation and you have asked to see that which is?” Now Hatonn said nowhere is there a lack of any kind, or darkness, or shadow, so let your hearts rest upon the gentle current of the ocean of Love, and let your weariness fade away as you bask in the one original Thought, for you must come back, and your memory will be imperfect, and your expression will not reflect the totality of your understanding since the illusion is often too heavy for you to be able to remember, for you must go back, so persist and the word is a knowledge that has no words, a joy that has no bounds, and an expression that is limitless. On November 21, 1982, Latwii described the one original Thought of Love:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines Light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

We know that each of you recognizes this state of mind and has been in it. We know that each of you wishes to serve to the utmost. And so, we wish this evening to ask that you balance the grasping of the worth of the self and its life in Love as against the giving of that life in Love to others. An unbalanced giving is martyrdom, an unbalanced worth of the self severely limits your potential for progress upon the positive path that each of you seeks to travel. Grasp you then the balancing pole. Fix firmly in your mind the sense of the illusion through which you may laugh and cry and still know the illusion. Then, looking neither forward or backward, step out and lift your own heart. That which is your service will be known to you day by day. What is your service this day? What has been your manifestation? It is worthwhile to spend some time in the asking of these two questions at the ending of each of your days? But whatever the answer, however far you may have been unbalanced between self-worth and giving, the morning will bring more Light, more Love, and a new opportunity to find that perfect balance that you may give and give, and give again, dancing, balanced on your center of Love so that all comes through you, and a bit remains with you, just enough for today. There is no hoarding of the self possible, indeed, if you hoard your worth and your giving, you shall diminish yourself. If you give all and keep no yeast to leaven new dough, tomorrow shall be difficult.

We celebrate the return to this group of two members and cannot express our happiness. We celebrate also the reuniting in meditation at this time of the one known as M as he is now sitting in meditation. Though geographically apart, there is unity and strength in your bonds. Let us ride together, my friends, in the ship we have fashioned of speech, and dreams, and Love. Let us comfort each other in Love, and let us rejoice in the unity of our identity. We are the one infinite Creator. All that you see about you—shape, delineation of all kinds, all that meets your eye is the Creator. What is your service today? There is a whole creation, the possibilities have no end, and your beauty is perfection. We leave you with the promise of our return whenever you would wish it. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai.

Hatonn continued by saying we know that each of you recognizes this state of mind and has been in it, and we know that each of you wishes to serve to the utmost, so we to ask that you balance the grasping of the worth of the self and its life in Love as against the giving of that life in Love to others, for an unbalanced giving is martyrdom, and an unbalanced worth of the self limits your potential for progress upon the positive path that each of you seeks to travel, so grasp the balancing pole, and firmly fix in your mind the sense of the illusion through which you may laugh and cry and still know the illusion, yet looking neither forward or backward, step out and lift your heart, for that which is your service will be known to you day by day, so: “What is your service this day? What has been your manifestation?” Then Hatonn said it is worthwhile to spend time in asking these two questions at the ending of each day, but whatever the answer, however far you may have been unbalanced between self-worth and giving, the morning will bring more Light, more Love, and a new opportunity to find that perfect balance that you may give and give again, balanced on your center of Love, so that all comes through you, and a bit remains with you, just enough for today, but there is no hoarding of the self possible, for if you hoard your worth and your giving, you shall diminish yourself, but if you give all and keep no yeast to leaven new dough, tomorrow shall be difficult. Hatonn continued by saying we celebrate the return to this group of two members and cannot express our happiness, and we celebrate also the reuniting in meditation at this time of the one known as M as he is now sitting in meditation, for though geographically apart, there is unity and strength in your bonds, so let us ride together in the ship we have fashioned of speech, dreams, and Love, and let us comfort each other in Love, and let us rejoice in the unity of our identity, for we are the one infinite Creator, so all that you see about you: shape, delineation of all kinds, all that meets your eye is the Creator, for there is a whole creation, so the possibilities have no end, and your beauty is perfection. What is your service today? On April 26, 1992, Q’uo described how we can know what our service is:

As you become aware or informed by wisdom, it may be that your service becomes more effective, but until one has the pure heartfelt desire to serve and to offer oneself in service at each opportunity available, wisdom is useless. The desire to serve is that which begins the process in a manner which is, in the overall sense, most effective. That your service may or may not be effective according to your estimation from what you call “hindsight” is relatively unimportant. The important factor is that the desire is generated to serve. This desire is that which you have incarnated to find and to nourish as the seedling which later becomes the great oak.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are filled with great joy to once again be able to address this group. This instrument is becoming familiarized with the process of conditioning once again and finds it somewhat amusing, that his jaws should be moving without conscious intent of digesting food. The food we present is of another nature, and we join this group in the seeking for that food, the seeking of the One in laughter and in joy. As always, it is our joy to attempt to answer those queries which you have brought with you. If each would search the pockets and see if the list has been remembered, we shall begin with the first query.

Carla: I forgot my list. Could you address the subject of harvestable second-density animals, and the possibility of their living to third density, and how many of them do, and how many of them come back to be with their owners?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. May we say it is good to hear your voice once again in the spoken form, though may we also say we have heard you from the inner speaking as well. To address your query, we shall suggest that the creatures upon your planet who enjoy existence with you and are called by you the second density, have progressed through a cycle of what you would call time that is in comparison to your own cycle most immense. Your cycle is but an inch compared to the miles these creatures have traveled. To gain the consciousness of self is an arduous process, for we all come from the One, yet in the beginning stages of that coming and becoming, the gaining of individualization is a very slow process.

Therefore, when such an entity becomes what you would call harvestable, the prospect of one that you would call a pet returning to those you call masters is a prospect which seems but a small effort to make in the repayment of the gaining of harvestability. Such an entity may feel that the doors which have been opened by the master shall await, and it shall remain and through added devotion serve the master once again in a manner which increases the harvestability, and shall as an incidental effect increase its placement within the next density when it chooses to go through that door. Many such second-density creatures travel through that door as soon as it is open, for one of the great characteristics of the second-density creature is that of curiosity, and open doors are seldom ignored.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: If a second-density entity that was harvestable had been a cat, and if it chose to return to the master once more before going through that door, would it necessarily choose to be a cat?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The form which is chosen is usually the form which is desired by the master. This desire is formed by habit. It is not usual for a master who loves birds, shall we say, to suddenly switch that allegiance and desire a crocodile.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that’s a great relief. I’ll check the cats out and leave the crocodiles and kangaroos and whatnot to others. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. I have a several month backlog. Unfortunately, I didn’t bring my list either. I guess as it should be, a lot of these questions were eventually answered by myself. What I was wanting to ask you about this evening is perceiving an eye looking back at one during meditation or sometimes casually and quickly just as one closes one’s eyes to relax for a moment, or, you know, have a cup of tea before the kids get home. And I’ve experienced this twice, seeing two separate eyes, one looking similar to mine, and one looking totally different and not having a totally human characteristic that we have here. Can you make any comment on this at all?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There are, of course, many possible explanations. We do not rule out astral beeping tones …

[Laughter]

…but shall suggest that is not the case. The subconscious mind of each entity which seeks the truth contains many forms and symbols which have meaning to the entity which the entity may not be familiar with consciously. Yet, when the form or symbol presents itself in a moment which is unexpected, there arise within the entity many connotations, inspirations, and suggestions in holographic form, shall we say, that present yet one more piece to the puzzle, the puzzle of what is truth and who, in truth, am I, the seeker. As you seek these forms and others, and experience various phenomena, you will most often be puzzled. The message will not be clear at once, and, indeed, may never be clear to your incarnation, yet each time the conscious mind shall be enticed by that which is mysterious.

This is the nature of the seeking. Always there are guides, signposts, surprises and that which is in general mysterious, in order that the seeker might travel further and in some sense gain an insight into the nature of its own being and the creation through which it moves.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, I think I’ll need to digest that a little bit, thank you. And I’d also like to thank you for your patience, and it’s very nice to hear you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you as well, my sister. It is a joy to hear your voice and to feel your presence and join with your being. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Would you care to comment on the association either between the eye within the pyramid on the dollar bill and what S experienced or the eyes on the chair when the thing that the figure is sitting on in the Tarot card—I can’t remember whether it’s the Priestess … no, I can’t remember which one it is. It’s either number three or number four I think …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once more with this instrument. What a motley crew we have this evening. Forgetting lists, turning the tape recorder around, and forgetting the number of the card. We shall attempt response to your query amidst such difficulties …

[Laughter]

…These symbols of which we spoke in the previous response may have a personal or general connotations. As a race of beings, your people have had and shared common experiences. The eye which peers upon the pyramid, and is found upon your dollar bill, as you call it, is symbolic of that which is also called by many the third eye, that eye which resides at the brow chakra and represents the seeing of another reality. You exist within an illusion, an illusion which seems separate, one portion from another; the night and the day, the male and the female, the right and the left, the good and the bad, and so forth. With two eyes of polarity do you see but dimly within your illusion. With the so-called third eye, which is single in its sight, does one seek to see the unity of all creation. This eye is found and has been recorded within many disciplines, from those cards called Tarot, and various lodges such as Masonic, and even appears in distorted form upon your currency. This same eye has a general meaning to your people and may also have specific meanings to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That’s what I call a general answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, I don’t want to hog, but I did have another question. A friend of mine asked me recently about the possibility that the desire of one person in a mated couple was enough to make appropriate the actions of both. In this case it was having to do with the decision to possibly have a child. My feeling at the time was that mutual agreement in all things, whether having a child or any other portion of the relationship needed to be the basis of the action. That was my opinion. Since then I’ve thought about it, and wondered about the placement of intuition. In a mated couple it’s always true that one is more intuitive than the other, and in a service-to-others couple, it’s very possible that the most intuitive person would feel that something is correct, and it would serve both well to agree to it even if both did not fully understand. So, I wanted to ask whether one person’s heartfelt belief that something was so was enough for two to agree and make it so?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This is a most interesting query, for it appears quite complex, and, indeed, may be such unless one is able to distill the heart of Love from each complexity and therein find the simplicity of Love which is to serve. We may suggest that as foundation to our reply it be stated that there are no mistakes, a phrase which has found frequent utterance in this dwelling, yet let us reaffirm its truth. As you move through this illusion, you cannot err, for each movement serves and each movement teaches. The question then which the seeker must ask is, “How do I wish to serve, and what do I wish to learn?”

Of course, the answers to these queries have, in part, been programmed before the incarnation. Yet throughout the incarnation free will may alter any answer. It may be that the great desire of one for a particular action is reason enough for the action to be taken, especially if the other wishes to serve in its own way by granting that request. It may also be that difficulties shall arise when the one which lacked the great desire to begin with, but found a desire to serve later, finds some regret in the future. Yet, is this not also an opportunity to once again find Love and to serve and to learn? You see we cannot give you an answer which is clear-cut, for each has lessons and services that are unique, and when joined with another are doubly unique, and there are no mistakes. The questions we suggest the seeker then ask are as we have stated. What lessons are desired? And what services are desired? Let the decisions emanate from those answers resting upon the foundation of knowledge that there are no mistakes possible, and that love is always available.

Carla asked: “In a mated couple it’s always true that one is more intuitive than the other, and in a service-to-others couple, it’s very possible that the most intuitive person would feel that something is correct, and it would serve both well to agree to it even if both did not fully understand. So, I wanted to ask whether one person’s heartfelt belief that something was so was enough for two to agree and make it so?” Latwii replied this is an interesting query, for it appears complex, and it may be such unless one is able to distill the heart of Love from each complexity and find the simplicity of Love which is to serve, and we suggest that as foundation to our reply it be stated that there are no mistakes, a phrase which has been spoken in this dwelling, yet let us reaffirm its truth, for as you move through this illusion, you cannot err, for each movement teaches, so the question which the seeker must ask is, “How do I wish to serve, and what do I wish to learn?” Latwii continued by saying the answers to these queries have been programmed before the incarnation, yet throughout the incarnation free will may alter any answer, so it may be that the desire of one for a particular action is reason enough for the action to be taken, especially if the other wishes to serve in its own way by granting that request, and it may also be that difficulties shall arise when the one which lacked the great desire to begin with, but they found a desire to serve later finds some regret in the future, yet this an opportunity to find Love, and to serve, and to learn, but you see we cannot give you an answer which is clear-cut, for each has lessons and services that are unique, and when joined with another are doubly unique, and there are no mistakes, so the questions we suggest the seeker ask are as we have stated: “ What lessons are desired? And what services are desired?” Now Latwii said let the decisions emanate from those answers resting upon the foundation of knowledge that there are no mistakes, and that Love is always available. On April 26, 1992, Q’uo described the desire to serve as the best way to decide how to make our choices:

Indeed, this is so, for it is the intention to serve that is the heart of all service. It is said that the uninformed desire to serve is, at its heart, foolish in nature, for it is not informed by what you would call wisdom, for wisdom is a lesson that is learned in a higher density after the lesson of compassion and Love has been accomplished. It is necessary that the foundation of service be placed upon Love, with wisdom refining it at a later time, in order that that quality which is strongest and most important in the seeking and serving of the Creator be emphasized and placed in its proper place.

As you become aware or informed by wisdom, it may be that your service becomes more effective, but until one has the pure heartfelt desire to serve and to offer oneself in service at each opportunity available, wisdom is useless. The desire to serve is that which begins the process in a manner which is, in the overall sense, most effective. That your service may or may not be effective according to your estimation from what you call “hindsight” is relatively unimportant. The important factor is that the desire is generated to serve. This desire is that which you have incarnated to find and to nourish as the seedling which later becomes the great oak.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, darn it. I understand that you can’t have a clear-cut answer, that each situation is unique. I gather that’s why there is no clear-cut answer. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. My sister, not only is that correct, but each situation is also always changing. May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, for being allowed to confuse you further and for getting away with it and appearing wise in the doing. May we attempt another query?

S: Yes, Latwii, since I’m the friend, I was wondering if the decision were made not to attempt to have a child, because I feel that there is one out there, I feel that, you know, there’s just one hanging around me all the time, and if I decide to not have a child, what will happen to that individual? I mean, I’m kinda worried about him just hanging around me the rest of my life. You know, will he go on and see if he can find another mother. You know, what will happen to him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister.

Carla: She didn’t let you get away with it.

Latwii: Ah, but we have another chance. The unemployment lines for the unborn are quite long. Ah, but we assure you, my sister, that should you decide not to provide entry within this illusion for that entity which you feel awaits, that this entity shall find a suitable entry within another loving couple. For this is the way of entry within your illusion. Most prospective parents, as you would call them, are not aware of the young being seeking entry before entry has been made. As you approach the end of your cycle of being within this third density, and as entities such as yourself become more aware of how the illusion operates, more and more shall find the awareness of such beings surrounding them, and shall be able to establish a communication in the way of sensing emotions and transferring emotion and shall ease the entry process in so doing. This feeling that you have is the beginning of that process, which may or may not continue according to mutual decision.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: I wonder why it doesn’t hang around R, or is he just ignoring it? Or does the kid feel it has better luck with me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The feeling that you have concerning the entity that is, as you say, hanging around, is a feeling which is most perceivable by the, shall we say, female of your species, for it is the receptivity of that polarity which draws unto it such beings. It would take a greater effort on the part of the male polarity to perceive such an entity. The male would, indeed, have to reach for that perception, and desire it as well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, Latwii, I think you summed that up pretty much, and I really want to thank you because I really needed this information to help me with my decision. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, just to finish up that train of thought. What you’re saying suggests to me that unlike lots of previous centuries and lots of old information, the children that are attempting to incarnate now have balanced karma, in other words, they can go to another mother or father because they do not have any more karma. They only wish to either do planetary work or to start fourth-density work, in other words, we’re dealing with a much different kind of child these days, and the balanced karma—at least it would seem in your answer—would almost have to be balanced karma in order for the child to simply go and seek another opportunity instead of, say, hanging around and waiting for C1 or C2 to be old enough to be married so that they could still get into the same family. Is that enough of a question or should I start over?

I am Latwii, and am aware of that which you have called a question, and assure you that it is enough. We deal here with terms which have nebulous meanings, those terms being “balanced karma.” This term suggests a lack of certain distortion or perhaps even a lack of karma which would then free the choices. We feel we tread on shaky definitive ground when using these terms and would suggest that the concept which you wish to convey might more lucidly be conveyed by stating that such entities as now wish to enter your illusion do not have a balanced karma, but have a shared karma with a great number of your peoples so that many choices present themselves. Should one not be appropriate, then others, perhaps, can be utilized instead. For you see, at the end of your cycle of being within this third density, there is the possibility of experience presented to those who have polarized to a sufficient degree to become harvestable within what is a very short period of what you call time. The polarization necessary to be harvestable carries with it many, many shared experiences so that many now upon your planet have many shared or similar experiences, and therefore may provide more of the same, each to the other. May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla asked: “What you’re saying suggests to me that unlike lots of previous centuries and lots of old information, the children that are attempting to incarnate now have balanced karma, in other words, they can go to another mother or father because they do not have any more karma. They only wish to either do planetary work or to start fourth-density work, in other words, we’re dealing with a much different kind of child these days, and the balanced karma—at least it would seem in your answer—would almost have to be balanced karma in order for the child to simply go and seek another opportunity instead of, say, hanging around and waiting for C1 or C2 to be old enough to be married so that they could still get into the same family. Is that enough of a question or should I start over?” Latwii replied by saying we deal here with terms which have unclear meanings, those terms being “balanced karma,” and these terms suggest a lack of distortion or a lack of karma which would then free the choices, so we feel we tread on shaky ground when using these terms and would suggest that the concept which you wish to share might more clearly be shared by stating that such entities as now wish to enter your illusion do not have a balanced karma, but they have a shared karma with a great number of your people, so that many choices present themselves, but should one not be appropriate, then others can be utilized instead, for you see, at the end of your cycle of being within this third density, there is the possibility of experience presented to those who have polarized to a sufficient degree to become harvestable within what is a short period of time, for the polarization necessary to be harvestable carries with it many shared experiences, so that many upon your planet have many shared experiences, yet they may provide more of the same, each to the other. On October 10, 2004, Q’uo described the nature of balanced karma:

We may say that this is a situation in which both come to the relationship untrammeled by previous karma. There is balanced karma within this relationship. Each is completely free to Love and serve the other without regard for previous lessons, previous incarnations, or previous hopes and fears. You may come to the situation knowing that you are fresh and new and hopeful with each other.

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii, and we thank you for your query and apologize for the seeming complexity of the response.

Carla: I’ll read it.

Latwii: Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have exhausted the queries for the evening, and though it is not usual for an early ending, perhaps it is the long space of time between our speaking to this group that makes this evening seem so short. We thank each of you for asking that we join you, and wecpresent our humble service to you. We rejoice with you in your seeking. We humbly praise the one Creator with you, and we remind you that we are with you upon request, and would delight in joining your meditations at any time, as you call it. As always, we now shall take our leave of this group in word only, for we are always one with you. We are those of Latwii, and we leave you in Love and Light as we join you in Love and Light. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “This spiritual Presence and Power, this Christ, which takes over the functions of life for us, is invisible, but none the less real for all Its invisibility. It takes over the functions of the body, so that it becomes unnecessary to take thought for bodily activities. The Spirit within the Christ, performeth that which is given us or our body to do. Gradually, as the Christ lives our life, the awareness of a physical body or of bodily activities as such is eliminated. Were it necessary to take thought to direct the circulation of the blood or the digestive tract, we would then be living by human means rather than by every word that proceeded out of the mouth of God. No, the functioning of the body, without any concrete knowledge of the operation of a blood stream or digestive system is direct evidence of Christ in action.

Health is of God, and in that recognition, there is not my health or your health. If we accept this literally, we shall see miracles happen. Good is not personal, whether it is health or wealth. Health is really a quality and an activity of God, the essence and substance of God. To speak of “my” health and “your” health would indicate that there are degrees of health, good health and bad health. In the spiritual way of life this cannot be; it is an utter impossibility: there is only one health, and that is God.

With God as health—and God “is the health of my countenance”—health is infinite, not because it is our health, but because it is God’s health. Once we learn to give up the sense of personal possession as indicated by the words “I,” “me,” “mine,” we begin to find the real meaning of spiritual living—universal, impersonal, harmonious living. God expresses Its harmony through our being. Every phase of harmony, whether it is goodness or good health, is a quality, an activity, and a law of God. When we recognize God as the essence f all good, we become instruments for the experience of a universal sense of good.”

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Good Will where I donated some clothes. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself and seven flats of pansied. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Hagan Dasz vanilla ice cream.

This afternoon I went outside and got the garden hose out of the basement and hooked up to the outdoor faucet. Then I hooked the sprayer onto the hose and took it over to the fishpond. Then I used the hose and sprayer to clean the filters in the schemer. Then I decided to pump out a foot of the water to improve the water clarity. Then I refilled the pond with water and put two cups of AquaSafe in the water to neutralize the chlorine. Then I rolled the hose into circles in front of the faucet. Then I planted pansies in the two pots on my front porch and covered them with netting to keep the deer from eating them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 8

Communication To Your Soul

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

How words distort, disguise, and conceal the true meaning of the thoughts they mean to express! The Spirit works not through symbology or any outward form but, as it were, from the conceptual foundations resulting not in lofty argument and clever persuasion but a sudden sense of justice, balance or compassion; a heightened reality of consciousness.

Thus, think yourself most fortunate if those things of the intellect which yield the gifts of Spirit come to you. But consider yourselves equally fortunate if they do not, as long as in your inward path, as you toil onward, you call always to that companion which is your soul’s health, that greater reality may be given, concept by concept.

We are with you always. We wish you peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

This morning I did the Morning Offering, and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 30, 1983:

[This was the last meeting of the regular Sunday night meditation group before Don, Jim and Carla moved away from Louisville.]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument, and we greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We would like to take this opportunity to exercise this instrument for a few minutes. Many of you have mixed emotions about the departure of the ones known as Carla and Jim. You have learned to depend upon them, but, my friends, you need not fear change. It is all about you all the time, and you face it daily, and change offers the opportunity for growth always. One can take advantage of the opportunities, or one can carelessly let them go by. It has always been a joy to join this group, and as you know, we are always ready to join your group at any time.

Many of you have been enjoying the beauty of the trees and the weather. My friends, nature always offers you the opportunity for growth. Its stillness, its silence, its grandeur, its beauty, offers magnificent opportunities for praise, and praise, my friends, is growth. Gratitude is growth, and it is difficult to watch the change of the seasons without recognizing the infinite Creator, and as the one known as Carla has indicated, change and growth has taken place in this group in the last year or so. You are more tolerant people and more understanding as a result of your meditations. The setbacks that occur from time to time, or what you call setbacks, are not really setbacks, but they are opportunities for reevaluating and learning from the so-called setbacks. Never be discouraged, my friends, because the power, and the peace, and the joy of the universe always surround you. Indeed, one is never alone.

We are grateful to this instrument, for having had the opportunity to speak through her, and we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator and offer the opportunity for someone else to channel.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. On your planet all life is accompanied by change. The cells in your body are replaced. You change from day to day. From the day you are born till the day you die each day you are different. Nature changes. Never wish for things to stay the same. See the various phases of nature. Do not wish for things to stay the same, for you are asking for yesterday. Today and tomorrow belongs [inaudible]. Think of change as life.

I am Hatonn. I leave this instrument.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again through this instrument in Love and Light. We ask you to picture the stark and barren beauty of a ravine in the winter. Even the snow cannot cling to its steep sides now. There are striations of brown and white with the gallant stark skeletons of trees clinging to the hillsides. We ask you to picture a meadow. It is the first soft breath of June, the lazy drone of bumblebees, the silent flicker of butterflies, the sweet smell of the meadow and a gentle wind driving soft clouds through a blue sky. We ask you to consider the pitted craters of moons which you have never seen, of asteroids that have only come to you in imagination and pictures, naked against the zero of absolute space. We ask you to see, to pull back until you can see, to enlarge your perspective until it becomes clear to you that all three vistas are the one infinite Creator. They are different expressions, but they are created out of precisely the same building blocks, that is, they are made of Light, and they have been created because of a great force and principle, one great original Thought. That thought is Love.

Do you find yourself grasping in a difficult situation, listening to useless advice and wondering where inspiration and true affection have fled? Gaze upon the ravine, gaze beneath the gnarled tree trunks to the roots which stretch quietly, quietly, gathering in winter the force which will propel new growth, new love, new beauty, new service to the infinite Creator. In the summer every being shall breathe; it shall remove from your atmosphere that which you do not need and give to you oxygen; it shall be of service in the most practical way, and further, it shall be of service by its very beauty. Do you find yourself in a pleasant time standing with the wind drifting past your cheek, listening to the lazy drum of insects? We speak to you of an illusion. Insects sting, flowers have thorns, and you shall die. Things are never remotely contracted and compacted into the shape that they seem to hold before your eyes. That which is pleasant gapes with the prevision of ashes and earth. That which seems to be already dead holds within it the transformation of birth. And in the absolute zero of what you call outer space, in the mercilessly pitted craters of foreign moons, lies the beating heart of that which has never been separated from the original Thought of the one infinite Creator. Each particle of the universe is part of the Creator. Some portions of the universe have become individualized; a great deal of it has remained Love. The resounding echo of the creation is Love … Love … Love …

In this session Hatonn wanted to relate the changes of the seasons to our seeking of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying we ask you to picture the barren beauty of a ravine in the winter where even the snow cannot cling to its steep sides,  and there are parallel marks of brown and white with the skeletons of trees clinging to the hillsides, so we ask you to picture a meadow in the first breath of June, the silent flicker of butterflies, the sweet smell of the meadow, and a gentle wind driving soft clouds through a blue sky, and we ask you to consider the pitted craters of moons which you have never seen, of asteroids that have only come to you in imagination, and picture the zero of absolute space, so we ask you to pull back  and enlarge your perspective until it becomes clear to you that all three vistas are the one infinite Creator, for they are different expressions, but they are created out of the same building blocks of Light, and they have been created because of the one great original Thought of Love. Hatonn continued by saying gaze upon the ravine and beneath the gnarled tree trunks to the roots which stretch gathering in winter the force which will propel new growth, new Love, and new service to the infinite Creator, and in summer every being shall breathe and remove from your atmosphere that which you do not need and give to you oxygen, for it shall be of service in the most practical way, and it shall be of service by its beauty, so we speak to you of an illusion where insects sting; flowers have thorns; and your body shall die, for that which seems to be dead holds within it the transformation of birth, and in the absolute zero of outer space lies the beating heart of that which has never been separated from the original Thought of the one infinite Creator, and each particle of the universe is part of the Creator, yet some portions of the universe have become individualized, but a great deal of it has remained Love, so the resounding echo of the creation is Love. On August 31, 1986, Latwii spoke of the original Thought of Love:

Each seeker of truth has discovered in one way or another that that which may be seen as the stream of consciousness is without beginning and without end, and it moves in many ways throughout all of the one infinite creation, for the one creation is held in its place by that one Thought of Love, given birth ageless eons ago by the one Creator, that the one Creator might through the movement of various portions of Its own Love come to know Itself in ways not available to It without such division of Itself into the infinite portions and expressions of Love that move throughout this creation in order that each portion may come to know itself by gaining the experience of evolution in an unique fashion that will, at its culmination, bring the harvest of experience to the one Creator, that all may again know the heart of being as Love and may continue the process of movement, and growth, and seeking, and gaining the experience that will reveal each portion of the Creator to each portion of the Creator as the one Creator.

We have spoken this evening through this instrument among other things in an effort to offer to you our thanks for this instrument’s availing herself to us. We say farewell through this voice, for you know that each instrument has its own tone, its own melody, and each melody is sweet. Each speaking of ours is basically the same. The changes are due to the needs of those in the circle and the personality, the experiences and the vocabulary of the channel. Thus, each of you has something you need to offer if you wish to pursue the path of being a vocal channel. Whether this be your desire, or whether you wish to learn the truth, the one basic tool for education is meditation. In meditation, you move beyond constancy and beyond change, beyond sea, and land, and planet, beyond stars and galaxies and any idea of limitation. You move within yourself. In meditation you become a listener and you listen within for a cosmos that is completely within yourself. We encourage each to follow the dictates of that seeking for truth. But before you move, meditate. You know your own path. But in most cases, you must spend some of your time in remembering it.

Hatonn went on to say farewell through Carla, for you know that each instrument has its own tone, its own melody, and each melody is sweet, so each speaking of ours is the same, but the changes are due to the needs of those in the circle and the experiences and the vocabulary of the channel, and each of you has something you need to offer if you wish to pursue the path of being a vocal channel whether this is your desire, or whether you wish to learn the truth, and the one basic tool for education is meditation, for in meditation you move beyond change, beyond your planet, beyond stars, galaxies, and any idea of limitation, for you move within yourself because in meditation you become a listener, and you listen within for a cosmos that is within yourself, so we encourage each to follow the dictates of that seeking for truth, but before you move, meditate, for you know your path, but you must spend some of your time in remembering it. On January 26, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the value of seeking the truth:

We would suggest that, as you look at the illusion which is your experience at this time in third density, that you attempt to activate and balance all energy centers and the attributes with which they allow you to deal with the solution; that you see with clear eyes and honest seeking for truth that you give wholeheartedly your unconditional Love to the Creator in all beings; that you work tirelessly within your illusion to bring these principles to those you Love; that you communicate with each entity that you have a connection with to work together for this goal, and that you give praise and thanksgiving for the very life you experience within whatever kind of illusion presents itself to you in your daily round of activities. Taken together, these energy centers and expressions of your abilities and desires can form a kind of magical transformation; first upon a metaphysical level of your own being and of the illusion about you, and then may move in a doubled sense each time you are able to share with another these efforts, concerns, dreams, and so forth.

We would close through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Extending some of the ideas which I have discussed, but showing them in a different way, I would like to tell you how to appreciate the scene. Most people start with the total scene. But if it is the beach, start with a grain of sand; see the beauty in that grain. And all of eternity is in the grain, and all of eternity is outside of the grain. Then extend your eyes to the footprints in the sand going somewhere, going nowhere. Then watch the lapping of the water obliterate the footprints. Then, see the people coming from the beach houses.

The variation of the people makes the scenery beautiful. The beach houses themselves are interesting. If you start with a grain of sand, the whole scene will be seen through eyes that can see little or much. If you had started with the total scene, you would not realize it, but you would really be confused because there was too much. The same is true of Love. It starts with the gentle gaze, a mother looking at her child, two people liking what they see. Extend Love to the touching of hands, to a true dedication that is unsaid but nevertheless meaningful. Carry this Love out to the very end, and you will see the true meaning of Love. But if you just try to start at the end, you will never get all the variations of the theme. Start out simple, and then take in things that are complicated, but you will never lose your way because everything is in a grain of sand and a gentle gaze.

I am Hatonn. I leave this instrument.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once more in Love and Light. We would stay only a few more minutes with your group at this time and would speak a few more words. Our friends, we wish to thank you for allowing us this opportunity to share your love, to be with you. We wish to thank you also, my friends, for allowing us the opportunity to serve the one infinite Creator, to grow in the creation, to experience yet one more facet of the Creator. How much more Love can be given than this, my friends, to allow one to serve and to serve at the same time? We thank each instrument for their service, their willingness to serve the infinite Creator. We ask each to look within, to see the Love in each, to share that Love is so beautiful, my friends, and we thank you, for the Love within this group is beautiful, and has gained strength over the years. The service has been great and has touched many. The Light grows ever stronger and fills us with much joy and happiness. Our brothers and sisters, we would leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Peace be with you.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. As always, it is a great joy to be able to speak with your group. We rejoice at the opportunity to attempt to answer those queries which you have brought with you this evening. May we begin, then, with the first query?

Carla: What’s the nature of the energy stored in meditation?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find here a most interesting query, for this energy of which you speak is an energy which has not yet yielded to the measure of any instrument upon your planet, yet many, many of your people are quite aware of its presence.

The nature of this energy is similar to that force which you call gravity, if one would look at that force as the inward seeking of each portion of creation for that which resides within each portion. The seeking which each entity brings to the meditative state is likened unto an energy, is likened unto that which we have called gravity. When an entity in meditation seeks in some fashion to know truth, to know the one Creator, to know the self, to seek a solution to a difficult situation, seeks illumination, this seeking, then, creates the force or the energy which becomes apparent to the entity in some fashion which is understandable to that entity. Some may feel this energy as a lightening of the head, as a tingling of the body, as flashing colors before the inner eye, as a floating within free space, or as any other sensation that finds a path from the unconscious into the conscious being. The energy, then, is released from the deeper portions of the unconscious mind by means of the entity’s conscious seeking. This seeking opens a passageway or a channel through which that energy passes.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I’ll have to read that. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

K: Then, I am assuming that this energy is multiplied many times in a group such as ours. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is quite correct, for in a group such as this one which has been most careful to tune each entity so that the group may seek in an unified fashion, then the energy becomes greatly multiplied so that each portion of energy which each entity contributes is felt in a cumulative fashion by each entity within the group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, it’s certainly not a very important question as I see it, but I’m curious. A couple of weeks ago I read Ruth Montgomery’s book, Threshold to Tomorrow, and I’m just curious to know if that book is being read widely?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are not usually asked to give book reviews, and this is somewhat outside of our boundaries, shall we say, of ability. But we may make a comment upon such collections of work, and that is to say that each entity which is, shall we say, in a resonant type of harmony due to the seeking of that entity will be able to read those sources of information which are available to it. That is to say, such books will receive the recognition that they attract, and each entity shall attract those books and sources which are most helpful to them at each point in its seeking.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

K: So, it’s sort of like the adage, “When the student is ready, the master appears.” Is that sort of what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct, my sister. The student is constantly readying itself for an endless procession of lessons and teachers and, indeed, students of their own.

May we reply further, my sister?

K: Well, no. The thing that caused me to ask that question is Jason Winters—whose story is told in the book—says he healed himself by drinking this herbal tea which was made up of three herbs. And I read in the paper yesterday, or the day before, that some of the cancer clinics now are experimenting with herbs from China to heal cancer, and I was just curious about whether the story of Jason Winters caused this to come about. You needn’t bother to answer that question, Latwii. It’s just one of my ramblings. It just seemed maybe it was just too much to be coincidental. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We shall comment by suggesting that many entities suffering from that disease which you may describe as cancer are healed in various manners. Each may then claim that the particular means of healing is the secret to the disease and its cure. And yet, many may discover that one particular method does not work and another does. In truth, it may be the case that all such discoveries for this cure have in common an unknown factor, and it is this unknown factor that has produced the cure.

If you will examine many of these techniques of curing that are called cancer you will discover a general tendency or attitude that is contained within most of these techniques. That attitude has many of the attributes of that which you may call forgiveness or acceptance. When an entity is able to express the Love of the Creator which it receives daily to each entity whom it meets, and is able to feel that same Love within its own being for itself as well, then it is often the case that the entity sees the creation about it, and, indeed, itself through new eyes. The eyes of Love, acceptance, and forgiveness are the eyes which heal. That known as cancer as has been discussed by those known as Ra, which is a disease which is the result of an inability to forgive, is a disease which grows from angers which have not found their balance in Love.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That’s fine, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: Latwii, I had an interesting experience that started about two months ago. One morning these syllables which I did not know were even a word kept going through my mind all morning, and no matter what I was doing this particular set of syllables would go through my mind. And I could not understand. As far as I was concerned, I didn’t even know whether it was an English word. And so, I tried to look it up in the dictionary, but I’m not a very good speller and I couldn’t find it. So, then I called a friend of mine, who is good, and she tried to look it up and she couldn’t find it either. The word was “reciprocity.” And to my knowledge I’d never heard this word in my life.

And she said, “I think it’s a legal term, call the reference room at the library.” So, I called them, and they said it meant “reciprocate.” Well, I couldn’t understand why that word would go through my mind all morning because I understood the meaning of reciprocate. And lo and behold, last week I went to the library and found—I was going to give a talk for my Sunday school class—about a forty-five-minute talk—and I found this amazing book called The Invisible World, by Pat Robertson, and one whole chapter was called “The Law of Reciprocity.” And I really felt I was drawn, and that gave so much meaning to my Sunday school lesson, this chapter on the Law of Reciprocity. Could you explain why that happened?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are happy to attempt such explanation, but are unsure if we shall be able to completely elaborate upon this experience, for it is an experience which continues within your being, and we tread carefully when the potential for infringing upon free will is present.

To begin. It is only within your illusion that time seems sequential. In fact, all those lessons you seek, and all your experiences that you shall gather within your incarnation, exist simultaneously. As you continue your process of seeking you will, from time to time, draw from those portions of your experience which you may call the future. These portions will enrich what you call the present. In most instances the seeker is not consciously aware of the process of, shall we say, borrowing, from the future to enhance the present. In some cases, the seeker will become aware of some unusual phenomenon which has seemingly intruded into the present moment.

In your case, this particular intrusion took the form of the repetitive hearing of the word and syllables of this word within your mind. That you should later in your reference then be drawn to a book and then a lesson which would utilize this word is a natural outgrowth of this particular phenomenon. That you should become aware of its initiation, shall we say, into your consciousness in such a fashion as that which was your case is the portion which is somewhat unusual in your normal frame of reference.

You will from time to time, when your seeking is particularly intense, open those passageways into what may be called your deeper or unconscious mind which has access to that which you call the future. In such instances phenomena of this nature are more likely to occur than when your seeking has not been amplified by a greater desire.

May we respond further, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That was very helpful.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and as it appears that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall take our leave of this group. We once again wish to thank each within this circle of seeking for requesting our presence. It is the greatest of honors to join with you in the seeking of the one Creator which resides within each portion of the creation. We of Latwii feel it a great privilege to be able to speak with those who seek the truth, yet we would remind each that we are but your brothers and sisters, also pilgrims upon that same path of seeking. We are delighted to share our opinions with you, but would remind each that they are mere opinions, quite fallible, and are intended only as signposts and suggestions. The truth which you seek is already with you. Your seeking within your own being will produce those true treasures. Our words are but inspiration to encourage your own seeking. We are those of Latwii and we leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Huff and Puff to blow all of few remaining leaves on all sides of her home into four small piles and put them into three garbage cans. Then I took the garbage cans to the end of my driveway for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

Later this morning I joined Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group for our first Saturday of the month Q & A session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “How do sexual energy transfers work?” “How does the process of dying occur?” “How can I read Carla’s Autobiography?” “How is the crux ansanta related to the pyramid shape?” “Are wanderers of both sexes?” and “Why do we need teachers on our spiritual journey?” I had a great time giving my opinions in response to these questions and many more since I always enjoy speaking about the Law of One in one way or another. Our next session will be focused on Carla’s Autobiography.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In this work we are at that place in consciousness where the Christ must be experienced. For years we have talked and heard about the beauty of the Christ, the power of the Christ, and the healing influence of the Christ—that Spirit of the Lord within us. Many of us also have been blessed through some other person’s attainment of this Spirit of God. Now the time has come when we should no longer depend upon talk or upon the illumination of some other person. We must have the experience for ourselves, so that we can be in this world but not of it, walk up and down this world and yet not be a part of it, walk in and out of the discords and inharmonies, as well as the pleasures and harmonies of this world, and through it all maintain our spiritual integrity. We love all sense of having to do something, or having to know something, or having to understand something. There is a relaxing of personal responsibility, and we rest in stillness and in quietness in the realization that where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. Let us be beholders, watching God at work in Its universe, recognizing a transcendental Being as It performs Its work through our consciousness.

Some people have had an experience of God, but no outer transformation resulted. They have merely lived in the memory of it because they did not know what it meant, how it had been attained, or how to maintain it. However, a student who has devoted their life to the study of spiritual wisdom and the practice of meditation finds that when the God-experience does come, they are not bewildered, because they understand its meaning. Although they accept it with joy as an evidence of grace, they know that it has been attainted by the expenditure of much time and effort. Therefore, they do not live in outworn memories, because as receptivity increases through continued meditation, the God-experience will become more frequent, until the day comes when it can be attained at will.”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 7

The Prayer Of The Holy Spirit

I am of the body and blood of Christ, the principle of His Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Divine Presence and Love.

As you sit in seeking this morning, know that we, too, have our prayers. The Spirit prays that humankind may use the great resources of our wealth and sharing.

We move only where the attraction of hope, faith, and seeking call us and, in those lives who accept us, we may share our vision, sound our compassion, and express the nature of the mind of Christ. We know this source of information is valued among your people. Yet so often we are not called and the Love of Jesus Christ must be done without, the knowledge of compassion, redemption, and salvation overlooked in the hurly burly of petitionary prayer.

My children, when you pray, always include the request that the spirit may come upon you, that your outlook may be broadened and deepened, and that your expression of Love and compassion may be made more complete. We are always ready, always available, and nearer to you than your own breathing.

Call for the Spirit of Love. Seek and then listen. And into your heart may come that grace and peace which we hope for you and in which we leave you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from October 23, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. We, as always, thank you for allowing us to join with you in your camaraderie, your singing and your sharing of the Love amongst one another. It pleases us greatly, my friends, to become one with you in your seeking of the Creator. We have often in the past spoken of your seeking. My brothers, my sisters, we, at the risk of becoming extremely boring on this subject, would like once again to stress the wideness of your paths. There are those who in their seeking reach out for an object to hold to, relinquishing all else that they may come in contact, hoping to bring into perspective an illusion, my friends, that is extremely difficult to be brought into a perspective. The spiritual path that is sought is one of many turnings and should not, my friends, be limited.

This instrument is experiencing some difficulty, and we would at this time like to transfer the contact, perhaps later returning to this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn and greet you once again through this instrument in the Light. We continue, once again thanking each for the privilege of being allowed to share our thoughts with you. The one thing from which all else has been removed in spiritual writings has often been referred to or compared with a precious gem, a pearl of great price, or a jewel. The crystalline quality of that which you seek is, indeed, one with the gem, but the nature of that crystalline goal which you have set for yourselves and for which you have given all is mutable, moveable, and infinitely changeable, far more than the qualities of water, which may be steam or rain or ice or sewage. The one certainty in your variable path is that it will change, because what you have chosen as the pearl of great price is something called the truth or Love, or as we would perhaps most accurately describe it, the one original Thought or Logos that is the manifested Creator. It does you little good to seek the unmanifested Creator because you are the unmanifested Creator, and if you realize that, you have manifested that which is unmanifest. Therefore, what you are seeking is the first manifestation, and you are using this great tool in order to progress.

However, the quality of truth is such that as you approach its boundary, it will recede from you, constantly giving you more to look for, to understand, to use, to experience, and to finally again use up, so that you once again reach the boundary point where you feel you have discovered at least some part of the nature of Love. Each discovery of Love should be celebrated as the wonderful event which it truly is. We are not discouraging you from shouting with gladness when you make a breakthrough, when the difficult place becomes easier, when the nature of life becomes clearer—by all means, raise your hands, your hearts, and your voices, and give praise because the Creator has just learned more about Itself. But then, as if you had climbed some mist-covered peak and finally emerged from the cloud line to see a wonderful vista, you finish clapping your hands, you gather your gear and you lower yourself once again into the low ground of common third-density human experience, for that which you seek does not exist simply as a moment in which you have seen truth. It exists eternally upon the next mountain that you wish to climb and within you in the lowest of places.

In this session Hatonn is speaking about our journey of seeking the truth of Love. They began by saying the one thing from which all else has been removed in spiritual writings has often been compared to a pearl of great price, so the crystalline quality of that which you seek is one with the gem, but the nature of that crystalline goal which you have set for yourselves, and for which you have given all is infinitely changeable, far more than the qualities of water, which may be steam, or rain, or ice, or sewage, and the one certainty in your variable path is that it will change because what you have chosen as the pearl of great price is Love, or as we would describe it, the one original Thought, or Logos, that is the manifested Creator, but it does you little good to seek the unmanifested Creator because you are the unmanifested Creator, and if you realize that, you have manifested that which is unmanifest, so what you are seeking is the first manifestation, and you are using this great tool in order to progress. Hatonn went on to say the quality of truth is such that as you approach its boundary, it will recede from you, constantly giving you more to experience and to use up, so you again reach the boundary point where you feel you have discovered some part of the nature of Love, for each discovery of Love should be celebrated as the wonderful event which it truly is, but we are not discouraging you from shouting with gladness when you make a breakthrough, and the nature of life becomes clearer, so raise your hearts and your voices, and give praise because the Creator has learned more about Itself, but then, as if you had climbed some mist-covered peak and finally emerged from the cloud line to see a wonderful vista, you gather your gear, and you lower yourself once again into the low ground of common third-density human experience, for that which you seek does not exist simply as a moment in which you have seen truth, but it exists eternally upon the next mountain that you wish to climb and within you in the lowest of places. On January 6, 1991, Q’uo spoke of the nature of Love:

When the experience of the one infinite Creator has been collected, reaped, and gathered, blessed, thanked, and honored, then a portion of the self is aware, in a way that it cannot express in words, of the nature of Love, of the Creator, and of the self. Then, this immediate, ineffable experience, which is not learning, but the result of learning, may be broken, opened, as infinite as it is, and offered as Love within the illusion, to the illusion itself, to those one meets within the illusion, and to the self.

What the paths are for is to deliver the relativistic self over to the worshipful and open and faithful heart. When that state has been achieved, even momentarily, by the seeking entity, the experience of unity with the infinite Creator is had, and stored, and remembered. It is at that point that all paths become one, just as all manifestations of Christed consciousness tell different stories, but in their essence are all one.

We are not saying that you deserve to be of a certain nature, that you are worthy, that you have earned the nature of manifested Love. You have done nothing to earn this. It is your birthright. It is within you; most have forgotten it. Therefore, a great portion of your seeking and the touchstone of your ascent upon every mountain of truth is recognition, for each truth will be recognized rather than learned. You know already all of truth, for you are truth; you embody the Creator; you manifest the very nature of love, and you change constantly.

Hatonn went on to say we are not saying that you deserve to be of a certain nature, that you are worthy, that you have earned the nature of manifested Love, and you have done nothing to earn this, for it is your birthright, so it is within you, but most have forgotten it, and a portion of your seeking and the touchstone of your ascent upon every mountain of truth is recognition, for each truth will be recognized rather than learned, yet you know all of truth, for you are truth, so you embody the Creator, and you manifest the very nature of Love, and you change constantly. On August 21, 1983, Latwii said that we are the Creator:

In truth, my sister, there is little understanding for any manifestation of beingness or of action within your illusion. Understanding, indeed, is quite seldom found in your illusion, for as we previously spoke, there is a great bar upon the clear seeing. This is necessary that the experiences which you learn within this illusion might be hard-won, and being hard-won might then carry more weight within the total beingness which is your birthright and which is the one Creator.

We would at this time transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. These changes, my friends, are always with you, will always be with you. There will be times in your existence in the third density when the changes will seem to be happening so quickly. You stutter; you blink; and it seems as though you cannot take them all in at once. When an entity attempts to refine their seeking, the recognition of these phases, the growth of the Creator within, will be more readily accepted. Be joyful, my friends. Each of you is bright with the Light and Love of the Creator. It shows more brightly and warms us as we join with you. Those brothers and sisters you meet each day are also warm, even those who may not as yet recognize that in their physical existence, but they recognize it in their hearts. Each has much to share. Do not be afraid, my brothers and sisters, that your Light will not seem to make any difference, for it does. Be happy, my friends. Rejoice as each path widens and grows, as each of you reach out to more experiencing of the creation and more growth. We rejoice with you, my friends, it is a great blessing, one which will reach many. The path grows broader as each of days progresses. Think, my friends, how very joyful.

We would leave you now rejoicing in that Love and Light of the Creator. Adonai, my friends, vasu borragus. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are overjoyed once again to be able to be with your group and to offer our service in an attempt to answer those queries which are upon your minds, and which point the way in your seeking at this point. May we begin with the first query?

Carla: [Inaudible] I may as well take a shot while thinking about him. I have a personal situation in which there is a person who very much desires to cause separation between him and me. It is the first time in my life that I have had an active and long-standing relationship with someone who wants to be an enemy. I have never made an enemy of this man. At this point this man wishes to take a sum of money from my associate for no reason except his own greed. I would prefer to calmly, rationally, and without anger continue going about retrieving the money involved until that job is done.

It has occurred to me, partly by suggestion, but partly by my own thinking, that it is in many ways a dangerous situation for a person attempting work such as we do to have a physical negative pull on one, and might well be worth the entire five thousand “samolians” simply to remove the negative pull. It is difficult for me to weigh this set of circumstances. I have my grief; I think I have conquered my desire to be right and my desire of revenge. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel confident that should your thinking continue as it has, that you will, indeed, discover a larger and larger portion of the picture in which you find yourself a painted portion. But it is our joy to make comments as well. In this case, as in all cases, we see the one Creator in various portions or distortions. This entity of which you speak is the one Creator with a unique point of view in order that it might learn certain lessons, well or poorly. The same might be said of you. The situation which binds you together is that catalyst which offers both of you an opportunity to learn the basic lesson of Love in some way, well or perfect, consciously or unconsciously. It is necessary within your third-density illusion that such lessons be learned with a forgetting, for if either of you remembered completely and wholeheartedly with total clarity your true nature as the one Creator, then you would not have the same opportunity to learn Love. The intensity would not be present, the variety would be reduced, the purity would not be present. Thus, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties. To truly learn Love, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties, and then to untangle the difficulties so that when each is followed to its source, the source is seen as the one Creator residing in all things.

Carla asked: “I have never made an enemy of this man. At this point this man wishes to take a sum of money from my associate for no reason except his own greed. I would prefer to calmly, rationally, and without anger continue going about retrieving the money involved until that job is done. It has occurred to me, partly by suggestion, but partly by my own thinking, that it is in many ways a dangerous situation for a person attempting work such as we do to have a physical negative pull on one, and might well be worth the entire five thousand “samolians” simply to remove the negative pull. It is difficult for me to weigh this set of circumstances. I have my grief; I think I have conquered my desire to be right and my desire for revenge. Could you comment?” Latwii began by saying we feel confident that should your thinking continue as it has, that you will discover a larger portion of the picture in which you find yourself, but in this case we see the one Creator in various distortions, for this entity is the one Creator with a unique point of view in order that it might learn certain lessons, well or poorly, and the same might be said of you, for the situation which binds you together is catalyst which offers both of you an opportunity to learn the basic lesson of Love in some way consciously or unconsciously, and it is necessary within your third-density illusion that such lessons be learned with a forgetting, for if either of you remembered your true nature as the one Creator, then you would not have the same opportunity to learn Love, for the intensity would not be present; the variety would be reduced; and the purity would not be present, but to learn Love, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties, and then to untangle the difficulties so that when each is followed to its source, the source is seen as the one Creator residing in all things. On September 7, 2003, Q’uo spoke what it is like to learn Love:

The stuff of your density is Love. The overriding lesson of your density is Love. And yet, it is not a romantic love; it is not the love of brothers; it is not any love that you can imagine or speak of or wrap your words around and contain. It is that Love which is the infinite Word. It is that Love which is the one infinite Creator. It is that Love that destroys and creates equally, generously, and eternally. The concepts of Love and Wisdom seem separate, yet they are simply two shadows within illusion. That truth which lies beyond all illusion is the infinite Love of the one Creator. Consequently, when you are attempting to learn Love without end, sacrificing, giving, crucifying the self for others to the extreme of the myths of humankind for describing unconditional Love, this is but one aspect of Love.

[The telephone rings.]

We shall pause.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we shall continue, my friends. Indeed, both of you in this situation have received a call, each from the other, and each hears what each is prepared to hear. The message may not be clear, some parts may not be delivered. Yet each will have a point of view and may hold that point of view quite firmly, and they shall act upon it and shall have the opportunity to expand upon it, and to that entity which is able to expand the point of view to the greatest degree falls the greatest degree of responsibility for sharing the treasures of the expanded point of view. Those treasures, my sister, as you know, are always the greater acceptance and Love of the one Creator. You may consider such a situation as a great opportunity and a great responsibility, for each act of service to the one Creator bears a price. If there are great fruits to be reaped, a great harvest, shall we say, available to the expanded point of view, then there is also the responsibility to manifest that Love in the greatest possible degree. We do not say there is danger in such a situation, but there is great responsibility.

Hatonn saidboth of you have received a call, each from the other, and each hears what each is prepared to hear, but the message may not be clear, for some parts may not be delivered, yet each will have a point of view and may hold that point of view firmly, and they shall act upon it and shall have the opportunity to expand upon it, so to that entity which is able to expand the point of view to the greatest degree falls the greatest degree of responsibility for sharing the treasures of the expanded point of view, and those treasures are the greater acceptance and Love of the one Creator, and you may consider such a situation as a responsibility, for each act of service to the one Creator bears a price, so if there is a great harvest available to the expanded point of view, then there is also the responsibility to manifest that Love in the greatest possible degree, and we do not say there is danger in such a situation, but there is great responsibility. On October 13, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the value of the expanded point of view:

The one known as Nikola was desirous of being of service to the population of this planet by giving them an example of a means by which their own mental abilities could be harnessed in a conscious fashion to be able to have an effect upon other portions of the One Creation in which the entity had its beingness. This mind projector was, therefore a kind of training aid that would allow entities to expand the abilities of their mental capacities to move into the spiritual realms and be able to fashion visual images of an inspirational nature that could inspire entities on a larger scale to have an expanded point of view that would see the world about them as more than simply a three dimensional expression of the mundane nature of third-density experience.

Thus, the mental configurations were meant to be of what you may call an artistic level of expression of the unity of creation reflected in a kind of four-dimensional metaphor that allowed each entity viewing such an expression to expand its own level of consciousness and ability to apprehend the depth of not only the artistic creation, but of the nature of reality in general, thus moving beyond the three dimensions of your planetary sphere and seeing the existence of the fourth dimension of Love and understanding that is, and was at that time, beginning to have its effect upon this planetary influence.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, as always. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I don’t think there are any more questions. Would you like to give a dissertation on any subject whatsoever? Except money market certificates.

I am Latwii, and we are honored to participate in whatever manner we may with this group. Each within this group is most dear to our hearts and our memory. We could speak at length upon any particular subject. As you know, we are often fond of doing just that. The concept of a money market certificate is quite intriguing to us at this particular moment, for upon your planet it is an interesting phenomenon that wealth is measured in such a way. We find it an appropriate means in some ways of representing the third-density illusion which seems most practical and externalized. Most will not consider that a thing is real unless it can be seen, felt, and made to work. That wealth and that which is of value would be similarly treated is, indeed, a product of your illusion, for what is wealth, and how often is that question asked? Each in this group measures wealth in an unique fashion, yet those with this group might measure it somewhat more similarly than might many others upon your planet, for the very question of wealth and its nature leads to the deeper questions concerning the meaning of life and how it shall be lived, what preceded it and what shall follow it.

When these questions are asked, wealth often takes on another appearance, and for those who seek the, as it has been called, the pearl of great price, the nature of the one original Thought which resides within each being, wealth indeed appears quite limitless, incapable of being confined within any kind of certificate, yet available to all for the seeking, a seeking without greed. To seek without greed that which is of value so that one might be wealthy is a quite paradoxical seeking for one upon your planet to make. Usually, to seek wealth is to seek it for the self, to amass it that it might work for the one seeking it. Yet, to seek the pearl of great price if it is to be sought most efficiently is a seeking which requires that one continually give away the wealth to others who ask for whatever one may give, for these others are none other but the one Creator, are none other but the self. And the one who seeks the one Creator begins to know the desire to serve the one Creator with every fiber of its being, every thought of the mind, every drop of devotional Love of the heart, and they will give whatever they have to that one Creator, and this shall return to the seeker, for who is the seeker but the one who asks as well and the one Creator who dwells in all. Yes, my friends, your money market certificates rise and fall in their value as the supply and demand continually shifts as the waves upon the sea, and that of true wealth lies deep and still at the bottom of the ocean of your being and at the bottom of the ocean within each, and though on the surface of your illusion you move with the winds of change, deep within your being you are unchanging, you are the One. Thus, when E. F. Hutton speaks, take note as you will, but remember where the balance of wisdom lies and where the key of Love is placed.

Then Latwii said the concept of a money market certificate is intriguing to us, for upon your planet it is an interesting phenomenon that wealth is measured in such a way, and we find it an appropriate means of representing the third-density illusion which seems most practical, but most will not consider that a thing is real unless it can be made to work, so that wealth would be similarly treated is a product of your illusion, so each in this group measures wealth in an unique fashion, yet those with this group might measure it more similarly than might others upon your planet, for the question of wealth and its nature leads to the deeper questions concerning the meaning of life, and how it shall be lived and what shall follow it. Latwii continued by saying when these questions are asked, wealth takes on another appearance, and for those who seek the pearl of great price, the nature of the one original Thought which resides within each being is where wealth appears limitless, yet it is available to all for the seeking without greed, for to seek without greed that which is of value so that one might be wealthy is a paradoxical seeking , and to seek wealth is to seek it for the self, yet to seek the pearl of great price is a seeking which requires that one continually give away the wealth to others who ask for whatever one may give, for these others are the one Creator and the self, and the one who seeks the one Creator begins to know the desire to serve the one Creator with every fiber of its being, and they will give whatever they have to that one Creator, and this shall return to the seeker, for who is the seeker but the one who asks as well and the one Creator who dwells in all, so your money market certificates rise and fall in their value as the supply and demand continually shifts as the waves upon the sea, and that of true wealth lies deep and still at the bottom of the ocean of each being, and though on the surface of your illusion you move with the winds of change, deep within your being you are unchanging, for you are the One, so when E. F. Hutton speaks, take note as you will, but remember where the balance of wisdom lies, and where the key of Love is placed. On February 24, 1974, Hatonn described the nature of true wealth:

Only very few understand true wealth. We are attempting to give you true wealth and true security. The wealth that we are attempting to give you cannot be taken from you. Even though you may leave your physical body in death, it is a wealth that can be carried with you. It is a security that encompasses all of the Creation, for in this knowledge and in this wealth, you are once more in total harmony with all that exists. And, therefore, you are in possession of all that exists, and this is the ultimate wealth.

We thank you, my friends, for the great honor and opportunity of speaking with you upon this most interesting of teachings. And we shall leave you now, only in a manner of speaking, for we are with you always. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Today, the attitude of the person of the world is similar to that of the pagans of nineteen centuries ago. They view with amazement and distrust anyone who deliberately chooses to devote their time and money to the development of their spiritual nature rather than to the pursuit of pleasure, fame, and fortune—the gods of this world. Such a choice, in the eyes of the materialist, parallels the sacrifice of the Christian martyrs; but to a person who has even glimpsed the nature of the spiritual path, and more especially, to one who has experienced the Christ, what is gained more than compensates for that which has been given up.

In this life it is all highlands and lowlands—all mountains and valleys. Some days we look out on the world from the top of a pretty little hill, and all the world is gentle and kind; but before we know it, we have slid down into the valley, There are other days when we are way up on top of the highest mountain only to find ourselves the following day giving way to discouragement and despair. These periods have no particular significance and are of no real importance; they are part of the rhythmic cycle of human life. The valley experiences are but a preparation for the mountain experience. There is always a valley between two mountains; one cannot ascend the next mountain without first passing through the valley lying between. In biblical terms, no one can find their life until they lose it. It is in the valley that they cast off the burden of the human self with its desires, wants, and wishes. Thus unencumbered, they are free to climb the next higher mountain. As the journey continues, the mountain experiences will be of longer duration, and the valley experiences shorter. This will go on year after year, until a point of transition is reached when heights remain their permanent dwelling place.

Today can be that day of transition for us. If we remember this day as the time when we made the decision to forget “those things which are behind, and to reach for these things which are before, to press  toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus,” a year from now we all have to admit that a transformation of our life is in progress. The human sense of life will never again touch us so deeply: we shall never again be able to hate or to love quite so intensely as before; we shall neither grieve nor rejoice with the same intensity of human emotion. The depth of our vision will continue to bring forth greater and greater spiritual Light, wisdom, and guidance, so that every day will be a day of deeper discernment, a day of greater living in the atmosphere of God than the preceding day, This work will serve as a foundation on which we may build the temple of our body and home, the temple of our individual experience—a temple not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.”

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s front yard and put the three piles of leaves that I blew into place yesterday with Huff and Puff into nine garbage cans, and then I put the garbage cans at the end of my driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 6

Rest In Change

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Change is a constant in nature and a necessity in God’s plan for the development of His people. As the seasons change, the eyes of your hearts do not perhaps notice nature’s economy in dealing with constant change. Perhaps it has not been seen that change can be graceful and beautiful.

The creation of the Father rests in change and is always at peace. Therefore, there is not more displacement than is necessary, not more travail than required. And though the Earth may heave with frost or fall into dust with drought, yet still it does not thrash about in fear.

Know that the seasons of the soul are sometimes short and sometimes very long. There is a constant movement or process of change, sometimes slow and sometimes quick. Instead of agitation and worry it is possible to meet these changes fearlessly, gracefully and peacefully, resting in change, trusting in the goodness of the Father’s plan.

May each so rest, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 16, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. As always, my friends, it is, indeed, a great joy for us to share with you, and we are greatly pleased to be with you this evening, for in this time of change we are honored that you would still wish us to be with you, and the service each of you would perform is dear to our hearts. We are overjoyed that you would still allow us the service of attempting to help in what small way we may in your search for the original Thought, in your seeking of the many paths to the Creator. The path of that search may be an arduous one, and yet, my friends, do not forget the moments such as this that make of that path a joyous one. In your oneness with your brothers and sisters you see the Creator.

There are many times each of you may feel set apart from many of your brothers and sisters upon your planet’s surface. But this is not so. Each must follow their heart to the Creator, and each must learn to allow their brother or sister that choice, that freedom to follow their own way, for each path does, indeed, eventually lead to one point, and no matter how one gets there, the end will be the same. Just as each of you have chosen, maybe for a short while, to be a part of this group in its seeking, there are many other groups who seek in their own way. These are no less right than your way. Each must find in their heart the place that will touch them as each of you have been touched. Remember, my friends, there is no right and no wrong, only experience in the creation.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. My friends, you are embarking on a journey, a quest for continuance of the path you have chosen these past years. You face what to some seem like the loss of the heart, the force that brought and held you together. My friends, each and every one is vital, each is part of the whole, and that which has been learned is yours no matter if those things you have become accustomed to change, each has the knowledge each has gained. Each, if they so choose, may continue to share in these intimate groups their Love. We and our other brothers and sisters of the Confederation will always be at your call if so desired by you, to be with you at times like these when vocal channeling is desired, are with you at any time you call us. We have been honored for so long to be able to speak to this group through your years. Though many have come and gone from it, it is still very much our honor to continue.

My friends, each of you here has made great strides, and each here has much further to go. Often it will seem that you struggle to reach the top of the mountain only to find a higher mountain beyond. My friends, as one mountain is climbed, so may another. Each of you has become aware of the Love and the Light that surrounds you, that is you. Each has been able to find the warmth within that allows you to be one with your fellows, to share their joys, their sorrows.

We must pause for a moment. I am Hatonn. The instrument is experiencing some difficulty due to the beverage he had previously consumed, but we feel now that we may continue. My friends, call us when you need; call when you want to share. We wish to be of service in whatever way we can. I am Hatonn. We would now take our leave. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great honor to join you this evening. We blend with you now our Love and our Light in the mutual seeking of truth. It is again our privilege to provide our humble service of attempting to answer your queries. We rejoice in that service, and ask now if there might be a query with which we might begin?

S: Yes, Latwii, I have a couple of questions, one being the subject that was being discussed before the meeting started concerning the aspect of Jesus Christ as the Savior, according to the Bible, the only way to get to God. Would you comment on this?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister, and it would be our joy and privilege to comment on this concept which has been much discussed and misunderstood by many peoples since the one known as Jehoshua walked on your planet. This entity was born a man as each upon your planet is born, and through many years of pure and sincere seeking was able to blend His vibrations with those of the one Creator which are available to each entity, but which are in some fashion distorted so that experience may be gained. The one known as Jehoshua or Jesus was able in His life pattern to remove the distortions to such an extent that He was able to experience that type of consciousness which may be called Christed, christened, pure. This enabled Him to speak with authority when He said, “I and my Father are one. No one comes unto the Father unless he comes by me.” These are the words which are often misunderstood, for many upon your planet feel their meaning is simply that one must just believe in the one known as Jesus the Christ and that known as salvation will be his.

This is what might be likened unto the child’s perception of truth. It cannot be said to be untrue, but it cannot be said to be the complete truth, for within those words lie much which is still covered to the simpler perception. The simple believing in an entity, no matter what the entity’s purity, is not sufficient to gain for the one so believing that known as salvation, salvation itself being much misunderstood. Our humble definition of such a term might be that grade necessary for what you call the harvest, a polarity of service which is sufficient to enable the entity to be graduated, for this entity now understands in a conscious manner, or perhaps yet still in an unconscious manner, the need to serve and to evolve in mind, body, and spirit. And it is this evolution, this process of seeking and the fruit yielded therefrom, that is, the service to others, which enables an entity to gain that broadly described as salvation.

S asked: “I have a couple of questions, one being the subject that was being discussed before the meeting started concerning the aspect of Jesus Christ as the Savior, according to the Bible, the only way to get to God. Would you comment on this?” Latwii began by saying it would be our privilege to comment on this concept which has been much discussed and misunderstood by many people since Jesus walked on your planet, so He was born  on your planet, and through many years of pure seeking was able to blend His vibrations with those of the one Creator which are available to each entity, but which are in some fashion distorted so that experience may be gained, and Jesus was able in His life pattern to remove the distortions to such an extent that He was able to experience that type of consciousness which may be called Christed, and this enabled Him to speak with authority when He said, “I and my Father are one. No one comes unto the Father unless he comes by me,” so, these are the words which are often misunderstood, for many upon your planet feel their meaning is simply that one must just believe in Jesus the Christ and that salvation will be theirs. Latwii went on to say this is what might be likened unto the child’s perception of truth, for it cannot be said to be untrue, but it cannot be said to be the complete truth, for within those words lie much which is still the simpler perception because the simple believing in an entity, no matter what the entity’s purity, is not sufficient to gain for the one so believing that known as salvation, salvation itself being much misunderstood, so our definition of such a term might be that grade necessary for the harvest, a polarity of service which is sufficient to enable the entity to be graduated, for this entity now understands in a conscious manner, or perhaps yet still in an unconscious manner, the need to serve and to evolve in mind, body, and spirit, and it is this process of seeking and the fruit of service to others which enables an entity to gain that broadly described as salvation. On May 10, 1981, Hatonn spoke of the nature of salvation:

We have spoken also this evening of service. A great part of the peace that is true peace is service to others. Moment by moment you have unending opportunities to view your situations as opportunities to be of service, to sow a seed of calm, of Love, of kindness. Again, many times you may be counted as a fool, but my friends, it is the fools of this world who shall be in salvation. Only a fool can Love without judging. Only a foolish person can desire to serve those who are unlovable, and can pray for those who are unattractive and cold in their misery.

Be fools, then. And join a joyful host of such fools, for those who Love will always be such. It is to be remembered that those ways of judging among your people are greatly various. It is to be remembered that it is impossible to judge, but through the grace of the inner Light and Love available to you, it is possible, indeed, to Love.

If one shall come unto the Father, the one infinite Creator, by the path followed by the one known as Jesus of Nazareth, then such an entity shall in the life pattern demonstrate the desire to seek the truth and the service to others that is of such a nature that the so-called salvation is imminent, the graduation draws nigh and the harvest shall be completed. It is not by mere belief in another entity—though faith, indeed, in the seeking of the truth is necessary—that an entity shall come unto the Father. The one Creator, the Father, resides within each entity. Each must go within the self in the life pattern and find the deepest truth available therein; and when that truth is found, manifest that truth in the experience of each day. Then the salvation shall be available by the efforts of the seeker following the same path the one known as Jesus of Nazareth followed.

Latwii continued by saying if one shall come unto the one infinite Creator, by the path followed by Jesus of Nazareth, then such an entity shall in the life pattern demonstrate the desire to seek the truth and the service to others that is of such a nature that graduation draws nigh, and the harvest shall be completed, but it is not by belief in another entity—though faith in the seeking of truth is necessary—that an entity shall come unto the Creator, for the Father resides within each entity, and each must go within the self in the life pattern and find the deepest truth available therein; and when that truth is found, manifest that truth in the experience of each day, so then salvation shall be available by the efforts of the seeker following the same path Jesus of Nazareth followed. In 73.13, Ra spoke about Jesus of Nazareth:

Questioner: What was the orientation with respect to this type of communication for the one known as Jesus of Nazareth?

I am Ra. You may have read some of this entity’s workings. It offered itself as teacher to those mind/body/spirit complexes which gathered to hear, and even then spoke as through a veil so as to leave room for those not wishing to hear. When this entity was asked to heal, it oft times did so, always ending the working with two admonitions: firstly, that the entity healed had been healed by its faith, that is, its ability to allow and accept changes through the violet ray into the gateway of intelligent energy; secondly, saying always, “Tell no one.” These are the workings which attempt a maximal quality of free will while maintaining fidelity to the positive purity of the working.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii, not on that subject. I do have another question that I hope you might be able to put a little insight into. It seems that during the week I have all different kinds of questions, and then on Sunday nights they all disappear. Either that, or the questions cannot be put into words. Why is that? Can you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may comment by suggesting that for the sincere seeker it is often the case that the well-framed question will provide the answer in a process of conscious and unconscious contemplation and meditation which occurs within the seeker’s being. That is to say, when you perceive a query arising within your mind, it is a natural process for the self to continue with the query in many forms so that the same basic question is re-formed many times within the mind of the seeker. As the question is thus re-formed, or mulled over, as you would say, there arises within the seeker potential answers, shall we say. The purity with which the question is asked, with which the truth is sought, is a force which reaches down into what you would call the subconscious mind and attracts those pieces of information which have what you might call an electromagnetic configuration that is similar to the query, and thus is drawn to that query.

Often such answers are recognized in the conscious mind, and it is known that the query has for the moment been answered. Often such answers will remain in the unconscious mind, yet radiate a certain sort of surety so that the entity no longer seeks with such determination an answer which it somehow feels has been achieved.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii, that’s very sufficient. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we feel that the queries for the evening, though small in number, covered those areas of concern. It is always our joy to speak with your group, whether for a long or for a short period as you would measure time. My friends, that which you call time is an illusion, and when we join in the seeking of truth that seeking is timeless and is brilliant and vivid on the walls of creation as the rainbow across the sky after the rains have fallen. We are with you at your request and are most happy to be able to join with you at any time in your private meditations or in your group meditations such as this evening.

We join with our brothers and sisters of Hatonn in wishing you well as you undertake a new portion of your seeking as a group. We assure you that we shall be with you and shall lend our assistance whenever possible whenever requested. We join in your great seeking, and we rejoice in your great seeking. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and I am now with this instrument. We would, if we may, join with you as you send healing to those in need.

[C channels a vocalized melody, very quietly and with gentle intensity, from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In the life of every seeker after God there comes a time when they feel the Presence and become aware, in one way or another, of an actual transcendental Presence and Power. Then they will have done with reading books about the God-experience or with hearing people talk about it. We do not know in what form that experience will come to us. To each one it comes in a different way, but this much is certain: When it comes, and the Spirit of the Lord is a realized Presence, “there is liberty”—a liberty and a freedom from the thoughts and things of this world, its fears, doubts, cares, and problems. The very moment that the Spirit of the Lord touches a person, they are transformed. They begin to understand the meaning of rebirth or of being “born again.” They sense a difference within themselves, and they know that they are not the same person they were yesterday or last week. The degree of the transformation may not at once be apparent in the visible realm, but, bit by bit, it becomes evident to the outer world. 

Sometimes in the very beginning it may become evident in negative appearances. Loss often precedes gain: “they that findeth their life shall lose it: and they that loseth their life for my sake, shall find it.” The present sense of life must be sacrificed that the spiritual sense of life may be gained. Before the full and complete realization of this new life has taken place, the breaking up of the old forms may appear as a problem of some sort, either economic, emotional, or physical. There is the sense of losing something, giving up or sacrificing something. Actually, this is not true. Once the Spirit of the Lord has really touched a person, they are not disturbed or affected by outer appearances, because they recognize them as part of a transitional experience.

The early Christian martyrs who turned from the pagan gods to the one God did not think in terms of a human sense of life. The persecution they were forced to endure was as nothing in comparison with the fulfillment of their spiritual mission. To the onlooker, it did not make sense that righteous men should be stoned, thrown to the lions, or burned at the stake. From the human point of view this never will make sense; but when the Spirit of the Lord has touched one, they understand that in reality nothing is being given up, lost, or sacrificed. It is martyrdom only to those who do not understand. To the spiritually illumined it is the fulfilment of their spiritual destiny and experience, and that which is gained more than compensates for that which the world considers lost.”

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some birdseed and some cat food. My next stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway Gas Station where I put air in all of Stanley’s tires, and I filled his gas tank. When I got home I went back over to my neighbor’s yard across the street and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in her  front yard into three piles, and I plan to put them into garbage cans tomorrow afternoo.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 5

We Wait To Serve

I am the Spirit of the living Christ. I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of divine Love.

I greet you in life complete, in experience understood, in sorrow accepted and transformed, in joy, praise, and thanksgiving eternal.

I greet you in a consciousness that enriches, enlivens, and transforms experience.

We are principles of that consciousness; advocates and encouragers of those who seek to know Christ.

We are the gift of God poured out upon a thirsty people as the inward dew of quietness and strength, the inward food gained in contemplation and prayer.

We wait to comfort. We wait to transform. We wait for the call of those who seek Christ in this and every day.

And we wait and serve as we hope that you may wait and serve—in peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session are from October 2, 1983:

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We wish to take this opportunity to exercise this instrument briefly because it has been a long time since we have had the opportunity. Many changes have occurred in the group since we had the opportunity of exercising this instrument, and we would like to say the changes have been toward growth. We rejoice greatly in the opportunity that we have of being with you tonight, and since this instrument is a bit rusty, we shall wait or transfer to someone else. I leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator and transfer the contact.

(T channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. It is a pleasure to speak to your group and to be invited to join with you. We of the Confederation have sat with your group numerous times throughout the past. We have had the opportunity to speak to you through numerous channels such as these present tonight, yet it is always a very welcome experience for us, for this is our main source of communication with the people upon your planet at the present time. We are in your skies, and we have been seen often, yet this is an irrelevant factor, for what we offer is not our presence but our knowledge and our experience. We are not an infinite source of information. We, too, journey through our life experience for the purpose of learning, and we have found through our experiences we have come to a point in time, as you would call it, where we must share with others that which we have learned in order to continue our own progression, for service of a spiritual nature shall always be—correction—service of a spiritual nature shall always take shape in this manner. That which you receive you shall share in order to receive more. It is as in a circle, all things must go around and around, or shall we say, even a spiral, increasing in its magnitude yet flowing in a pattern which continually swirls from one to the other and unites all.

We of the Confederation share with you our Love and our experience and this is all. There may be a time in the future of your planet where we shall be able to work with you hand in hand. But for now, our service to you is these simple words, and your service to us is inviting us to share with you that which we have to speak. We of the Confederation Love deeply this opportunity to work with you, and we thank you for your presence; we thank you for your patience. It gives us great pleasure to have people upon your planet who are willing to accept our words and speak them without fear, for as those present who have had the opportunity to channel can attest to, there is a great deal of ridicule that accompanies such as this. In the days past this group was exposed to a greater number of people, and in that time, it was very difficult, for the energy was so great for the channels and the people attending the meetings to keep from sharing what they had learned with all those that they met. It is wise to keep to yourself that which you receive until you understand how to properly utilize the gift of knowledge that we share with you. The greatest way to serve your people is through your actions, not your words.

I shall transfer this communication. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and speak now through this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. May we take this opportunity to express our appreciation for this group’s willingness to hear our greeting, for it is not of ourselves that we speak. We speak of Love and Light. We are messengers of a Creator that is infinite, and expresses Itself through that which cannot be imagined but which is known to all in one distortion or another as Love, this Love that is so tremendous and so vivifying that it has enlivened the universe and created it from Light. Why are you all one, my friends? Why do we insist upon proclaiming your unity? You are all one thing; you are Light, a manifestation of one original Thought. That Thought is Love. This cannot be understood, but we are so grateful to be able to proclaim the Love and the Light, the infinite Creator. There cannot be too many times or too many ways to speak of that which is when all that is illusion is subtracted and all that is distorted has become Light.

We shall continue now with that which we were discussing. It is impossible, perhaps, for you to know the magnitude of the work that you create by your offering of your being seated in this circle with like-minded people. You make an offering that would, indeed, stagger you by its magnitude. For you, as you multiply your wills together and send your desire towards the stars asking for truth and seeking a Light, you are such a source of planetary healing that we are aware as you might be aware of lights as you came into an airport and gazed at the city about you. Perhaps it would be a small airport, and the sources of light would be few. Perhaps it would be large city, and you would see many, many lights. As we gaze upon your planetary energy web, what we see are the Lights that have been lit at this time. This particular time, being the Sabbath for many of the people which inhabit this portion of your sphere, has many Lights. Many of those Lights are strongly colored, tending towards the less pure seeking, being very brilliant but, therefore, being murky in coloration due to the lack of seeking for the truth and the certainty that the truth has been found and can be contained, that the Creator has been caged and explained. Fewer, but brighter, are groups such as yours who meet to offer in silence consciousness and dedication to seeking in the faith that truth is a possibility, a marvelous, reached for possibility. This quality of seeking Lights up your sky and radiates, for you wish to know how you may serve that truth.

In this sessions Hatonn spoke of how we all are seeking the Light of the Creator. They began by saying we take this opportunity to express our appreciation for this group’s willingness to hear our greeting, for it is not of ourselves that we speak, so we speak of Love and Light because we are messengers of a Creator that is infinite and expresses Itself through that which cannot be imagined, but which is known to all in one distortion or another as Love that is so tremendous that it has enlivened the universe and created it from Light, and you are all unity and Light, a manifestation of one original Thought of Love, so this cannot be understood, but we are grateful to be able to proclaim the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and there cannot be too many times or ways to speak of that which is when all that is illusion is subtracted, and all that is distorted has become Light. Then Hatonn said it is impossible for you to know the magnitude of the work that you create by offering of your being seated in this circle with like-minded people, and you make an offering that would stagger you by its magnitude, for as you multiply your wills together and send your desire towards the stars asking for truth and seeking the Light, you are a source of planetary healing that we are aware as you might be aware of lights as you came into an airport and gazed at the city about you, so perhaps it would be a small airport, and the sources of light would be few, or perhaps it would be large city, and you would see many lights, for as we gaze upon your planetary energy web, what we see are the Lights that have been lit at this time, and this time, being the Sabbath for many of the people which inhabit this portion of your sphere, has many Lights, so many of those Lights are strongly colored, tending towards the less pure seeking, being very brilliant but being murky in coloration due to the lack of seeking for the truth and the certainty that the truth has been found and can be contained, that the Creator has been caged and explained, and fewer, but brighter, are groups such as yours who meet to offer in silence consciousness and dedication to seeking in faith that truth is a possibility,  for this quality of seeking Lights up your sky and radiates, for you wish to know how you may serve that truth. On February 6, 2016, Q’uo spoke about the value of seeking the Light of the Creator:

It is our great privilege this afternoon to greet each of you, for we have been called to your group by your seeking, each of you as an individual entity and together, as a group of entities, all seeking the Light of the Creator to shine upon the path upon which you walk, to bring more clarity to that path, while understanding as much as can be had in your density of experience, for there is so little that is clearly known there, and yet Love reigns supreme, and Light leads the way, and unity is the foundation upon which you stand.

We say to you, know that you are, as you seek, the precious ones of the Creator. You choose yourselves much as in your holy works you read of the chosen people. This chosen nature is quite valid; however, you choose yourselves. You choose to become responsible for seeking, for manifesting, for giving, and for seeking again. You choose a voyage. In your culture, which is rare and precious is placed, as treasure always is, in a secret trove where no one may steal or corrupt that which is precious. So, we ask you to consider the hushed, silent portion of your consciousness that is involved more or less in seeking. It is not the function of the seeker to show the treasure of that seeking to all, but rather to allow any fruits that may have come from the seeking to manifest in a natural way.

Therefore, we never suggest that you proselytize or attempt to sway opinion, for, indeed, you are only exposing that within you which is most precious, and which you need to nurture, protect and value. But as you value and nurture these desires to seek, as you meditate and seek the silence within, as the power of the original Thought brings Love into your life, you will find that you are manifesting to others qualities which will aid those about you. You may allow this to occur and, indeed, encourage it, for this is a natural fruit of seeking. However, the seeking itself, that inner journey, we encourage you to protect as if it were a baby, for it is a baby that you carry within yourself. Nurture it with meditation and you encourage it to grow in wisdom, and you discipline it by the regularity with which you examine it with thoughts and your being. And in the end, in secret, you find a fierce joy, a delight that you share with an invisible and infinite source. This joy is the heart of the presence of the original Thought that will through a long and varied journey express to you many opportunities through which you may see the face of the Creator in yourself, in circumstances, and in your co-creators, those about you. The more of that joy that you experience inwardly, the more resilient shall be the radiance of your being.

Hatonn continued by saying know that you are the precious ones of the Creator, for you choose yourselves much as in your Bible you read of the chosen people, and this chosen nature is valid, but you choose to become responsible for seeking, for giving and for seeking again, and you choose a voyage, for in your culture a treasure is placed in a secret trove where no one may steal that which is precious, so we ask you to consider the silent portion of your consciousness that is involved in seeking, but it is not the function of the seeker to show the treasure of that seeking to all, but to allow any fruits that may have come from the seeking to manifest in a natural way. Then Hatonn said we never suggest that you attempt to sway opinion, for you are only exposing that within you which is precious, and which you need to value, but as you meditate and seek the silence within, the power of the original Thought brings Love into your life, and you will find that you are manifesting qualities which will aid those about you, and you may allow this to occur and encourage it, for this is a natural fruit of seeking, but we encourage you to protect your seeking itself as if it were a baby, for it is a baby that you carry within yourself, so nurture it with meditation and encourage it to grow in wisdom, and discipline it by the regularity with which you examine it with thoughts and your being, for in the end, in secret, you find a joy that you share with an invisible and infinite source, so this this joy is the heart of the presence of the original Thought that will express opportunities through which you may see the face of the Creator in yourself and in your co-Creators about you, for the more of that joy that you experience inwardly, the more resilient shall be the radiance of your being. On June 6, 1982, Hatonn described the value of making contact with an invisible source:

Manifestations of Love are far more successfully accomplished when contact is remembered with an infinite source of that which supplies all manifestations. You within the illusion will run completely out of the supply of what you call Love, patience, kindness. It would be unnatural were it any other way. The Creator within you is a fountainhead of Love, for this is the very thought which created all that is in manifestation.

Find your first contact with this consciousness, and you will find a new level to seek in meditation. From this level, my friends, you may go on to do many things. You may seek to lose the self in an ocean of infinite Love, so that you cease being the person with a heart and a mind and become one with the Creator.

Now, we gaze upon you, thank and bless you; a place of light made of people; one of hundreds which seek the Confederation for inspiration this evening. How Light your planet seem as you gather together and join in an infinite proclamation of consciousness, for what is consciousness? That which you are before you think is the Creator. The original Thought is not a thought as you understand thought, for your mentations are pale indeed. It is a power; you call it Love. Treasure yourselves aright, value that which you are doing, and know that as you go forth you shall stumble and fall many times by your own estimation, and many other times you shall consider that you have done well. We suggest that you not keep score. Many is the time that you shall score incorrectly. Only continue to seek and above all to nurture that inward thrust towards truth. We can only encourage, not truly teach. You are your own teachers, for all that you wish is within you. We bathe in the Light of this group, and thank you that you have been so gracious as to have allowed us to speak our humble words. How little we have to offer you compared to what you have to offer us. You hearten us, for it is not difficult for us to seek; our illusion is far less dense. For you, my friends, the challenges are so many. How we encourage you. We shall be with you at any time that you may wish us.

Hatonn went on to say we gaze upon you, thank and bless you in a place of Light made of people, one of hundreds which seek the Confederation for inspiration this evening, and how Light your planet seems as you join in an infinite proclamation of consciousness, for it is that which you are before you think is the Creator, but the original Thought is not a thought as you understand thought, for your thoughts are pale, for it is a power called Love to treasure yourselves and value that which you are doing, and know that as you go forth you shall stumble and fall many times, and many other times you shall consider that you have done well, so we suggest that you not keep score, for many is the time that you shall score incorrectly, so only continue to seek and nurture that inward path towards truth, but we can only encourage, not teach, for you are your own teachers, for all that you wish is within you, so we bathe in the Light of this group, and we thank you for being so gracious as to have allowed us to speak our humble words, yet how little we have to offer you compared to what you have to offer us, and you hearten us, for it is not difficult for us to seek since our illusion is less dense, and the challenges for you are many, so we encourage you, and we shall be with you at any time that you may ask us. On September 27, 1979, Latwii described the nature of the original Thought:

The original Thought of the Creator is that experience to be sought. This Thought is being carried out all over the creation. Consciousness develops, anyway. And this is the Thought of the Creator. It is also the original Thought of the Creator. Since we are at this time at the Earth as we will be at all times or have at all times, density—shall we say ferocity of experience—is a function of that portion of consciousness, that, shall we say, amalgamates form, a sector of experience in what you call your reality. It is a physical planet. There are many, many planets that are not in your reality.

We leave you now in that Love and Light of the infinite Creator of which we have spoken. We leave you in joy, and in truth we do not leave you at all for we are singularly one with you. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends, adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be able to join with your group this evening, and we thank each present for seeking our vibration. As always, it is an honor to attempt to answer those queries which each brings for the inspiration of the seeking. May we then begin and ask for the first query?

Carla: I have a question. I had a brief vision late last night or early this morning, just as I was drifting off to sleep. And I thought that the person that I envisioned, that I saw, was the archangel Michael. He put his sword away, and he was rubbing his hands together, and he said, “I love it when a plan comes together.” That’s all I saw. I found out today that it’s the feast of the archangel Michael and all the angels, and I wondered if people who were sensitive like I am to various influences have experiences like that due to the amount of prayer from churches like the Catholic church that concentrate on saints a lot more than the Protestant ones do, or if it was just an odd experience?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might say that each supposition which you have made is in some degree a portion of the explanation for this particular vision. We may comment by suggesting that your particular bias in the direction of the observation of certain days for certain saints, as you call them, plays a large role in this situation. Also, your nature of being sensitive to impression is greatly responsible for the general nature of the vision’s appearance. Also, to be considered is the information registered in your subconscious mind from a previous conversation of a similar nature which was incorporated in a somewhat humorous manner in this vision. Thus, from many sources within your own being are drawn the resources which composed this particular vision. For the vision’s meaning we may suggest contemplation and meditation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The bias which I follow is that each of us has a Comforter, another word for the Holy Spirit, and the action of this force, whatever it is called, I don’t think you have to be Christian to have an awareness of the force itself, it sustains you one way or another. Could you comment on my guess that whereas I tend to get very articulate messages from this force, nevertheless the mechanism basically works for everybody. It’s just that in some people’s lives the working of this force, or this source of information, this comfort, might be dreams, might be coincidence, or many other ways in which the Comforter, or the Holy Spirit, or whatever you could call it, the higher self, might work. But it’s one, no matter what your bias, the force itself that occurs is one very substantial force which is the true one. Would you comment on that or is that clear enough?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We believe that we have the gist clear enough to be able to respond in this matter. Indeed, there is a force which protects and guides each entity as it seeks its source, for all entities are part of this one force. You are additionally correct in your supposition that there is what many on your planet have called a Comforter which lends assistance in a more specific manner than the all-encompassing force of the one Creator. An entity serving as a Comforter responds to the seeker’s special call at those instances within the incarnation which may be described as sacred, shall we say. In such moments the seeker’s intense desire for the revelation of truth in the incarnation is such that the Comforter is that which is called, and that which responds by the feeding of a certain kind of spiritual food, a certain manna, as you would call it, which enters first the unconscious realms of the mind complex, and then, shall we say, rises so that in some way the entity perceives this assistance. The entity perceives in whatever manner the entity is able to perceive according to the system of beliefs which it has constructed during its incarnation. Thus, each entity perceives in a slightly variant and unique fashion.

There are also other presences which lend assistance to the seeker. These are frequently referred to as guides of one nature or another. Each seeker has at least three such guides: one of a positive or radiant or male nature; one of the magnetic, receptive or female nature; and one which you would describe as androgynous, being of a more balanced nature. Each seeker may also from time to time be assisted by other angelic, shall we say, presences and beings according to the needs, the desires and the seeking of the seeker. Each such assistance is perceived in whatever manner has meaning to the seeker.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, it’s fascinating, but I think I should let other people have a chance to ask questions. So, for now I’ll let it rest. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We must apologize, my sister, for we must ask for the repetition of the query, for this instrument was not fully functioning during this reversing of this tape recorder device.

Questioner: What is Matira’s relationship to me, and what can you tell me about her?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In this instance we may speak in general terms only to give the specific information requested would be to infringe upon the free will of the seeker. The entity of which you speak is one which has a relationship to you similar to those beings of which we have just spoken, though it is not one of the specifically mentioned types of relationship. This entity seeks to be of service by providing the type of assistance which it feels most appropriate to your particular needs as they arise in your own process of seeking. We look upon this relationship as one which is most beneficial for the continued growth of the point of view, for the entity’s service in general is that which expands the point of view.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, when and if this little group should disband, can we contact Hatonn or someone else through Matira?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The Confederation of Planets is available in the vocalized channeling format to any group which seeks in a pure manner, which is to say, the philosophy of the Confederation concerns the evolution of entities upon your planet, and we are what you would call philosophers who have a desire to share our opinions and learning with the understanding that they are opinions and quite fallible. We cannot prove our existence, our message, your past, your present, or your future journey in any way. Our service is most ephemeral, and it is meant as an inspiration along the way. Any group which uses the tuning devices that have been shared within this group, and has the desire to seek as purely as possible, and which is familiar with the vocal channeling contact may seek and receive information from the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, for that is our purpose at this time, to share that which we have come to know as our truth with those upon your planet which seek that sharing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: No, could you run that by me one more time, real fast, because I don’t quite … Her question was could she contact Hatonn through Matira, and you just said Hatonn enjoyed speaking vocally. Would that mean that Hatonn wished to speak only through vocal channels? In other words, straight to a person and not through a guide on the inner plane. Is that what you intended to say, and just didn’t come right out and say? I didn’t hear it, if you said it.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Our response was intended in the general sense. That is, that communications of a inspirational or philosophical nature could be received by any group through any type of instrument if that group sought with the requisite purity and desire and tuning mechanisms that have been utilized within this particular group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’m still trying to figure out if you said that Hatonn could be contacted through Matira or whether you said … I guess what you’re really trying to do is take the emphasis off what the name of contact is and put the emphasis on the nature of the message. Am I right? Take the emphasis off the messenger, and put the emphasis on the content of the message?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is in part correct, for we wish always to emphasize the nature of the message, for the nature of the message is very simple. We are all one, and we all seek that unity. Whether that seeking finds manifestation in a contact such as this contact, a contact through a guide, or through personal inspiration through those books and resources which the seeker peruses, or through any other means is not important The message of unity, the seeking of Love and Light in that unity, is the important—we correct this instrument—is the type of contact and experience which is that which we wish to emphasize. The means of the messages being transmitted is less important.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that’s very helpful. Thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, sort of along this same line. This has happened to me for a long time. I guess it happens to everybody, but some thought will come to me seemingly out of nowhere. I don’t know where it comes from. I haven’t read it, or I haven’t heard it to my knowledge, but very shortly, maybe within a week or two, I will hear this on the radio, or I’ll pick up a book and find the same thought in it. Now my question is, is there an atmosphere of these thoughts, and are all of us picking up these thoughts at about the same time? Where do these thoughts come from?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is most difficult to describe in your words the source, shall we say, in specific terms, of such thoughts. One means of such description might include the concept of pools of thought which surround or are available to each entity at all times. From time to time, as you would call it, the entity dips into one pool, and then another, and may dip into many simultaneously. These pools are available throughout all of what you call time, and are, indeed, timeless so that what might appear at one of your times to be separate from another of your times might in the nature of your being be one time or experience.

Thus, when you first thought the original concept, and then seemingly later experienced its further ramifications, you were dipping into one particular pool of thought in one experience during two of what you call time periods. These pools of thought are drawn to you by your desires, by your seeking, just as the iron filings are drawn to the magnet. That which is called for is received. This is, shall we say, a law: that which you desire will be drawn unto you. As you continue your journey of seeking, you will discover that there are streams or pools of thought which serve as resources for your further contemplation. These are what you have frequently called sources of food for thought. These pools rise within your subconscious mind and become available to you through many types of experiences. The intuitive insight, the dream, whether in sleeping or daydreaming, the mental contemplation, the meditation, all are means of perceiving such pools of thought.

K asked: “This has happened to me for a long time. I guess it happens to everybody, but some thought will come to me seemingly out of nowhere. I don’t know where it comes from. I haven’t read it, or I haven’t heard it to my knowledge, but very shortly, maybe within a week or two, I will hear this on the radio, or I’ll pick up a book and find the same thought in it. Now my question is, is there an atmosphere of these thoughts, and are all of us picking up these thoughts at about the same time? Where do these thoughts come from?” Latwii replied by saying it is difficult to describe the source of such thoughts, but one means of such description might include the concept of pools of thought which are available to each entity at all times, and from time to time the entity dips into one pool, and then another and may dip into many simultaneously, and these pools are available throughout all of time and are timeless, so that what might appear at one of your times to be separate from another of your times might be one time or experience. Latwii continued by saying when you first thought the original concept and then later experienced its further ramifications, you were dipping into one pool of thought in one experience during two time periods, and these pools of thought are drawn to you by your seeking, just as the iron filings are drawn to the magnet, for that which is called for is received, so this is a law: that which you desire will be drawn unto you, and as you continue your journey of seeking you will discover that there are streams of thought which serve as resources for your further contemplation, and these are what you have called sources of food for thought, for these pools rise within your subconscious mind and become available to you through many types of experiences: the intuitive insight, the dream, whether in sleeping or daydreaming, the mental contemplation, the meditation, all are means of perceiving such pools of thought. On May 10, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the value of daydreaming to aid our spiritual journey:

How blessed it feels to kick off the shoes of the workaday world, to tuck a metaphorical piece of grass between the teeth and gaze into the metaphorical open sky for daydreaming. How very, very good it feels to unwind and relax, to let one’s mind drift. My children, it is not only pleasant—it is life itself to that entity which dwells within, which is learning the true lessons and doing the true work of the incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s what I thought, but it helps to have you expound on it. That was very good, thank you. Now, I’d like to ask a question about some dreams I’ve had, and wondered if they were sort of archetypes. This past summer I’ve been trying to discipline myself to remember my dreams, whereas before I’d been a little careless, shall we say. I’ve been off, and now I’m on. But I’ve dreamed numerous times about a bird or a baby that’s about to be born. One dream, I was holding an egg in my hand, and whatever it was, a chicken or duck or whatever it was, literally broke open the egg, and I could see the yellow wing, holding it in hand and it was a very exciting thing, to have that egg hatch right in my hand. And of course I wake up before the thing comes out. I just get to see that yellow wing, but it’s about birth and all about me. It seems I’m trying to get ready for this new birth that’s about to come about, and things are not quite ready, and I’m just working myself to death to try to get everything just right for this baby that’s about to be born. It’s not my baby; it’s just a baby that’s about to be born. Now what can you say? Is that an archetypical dream or is this just my silly dreams?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We look upon this experience as one which, indeed, reaches those roots of mind which you have come to know as archetypical. Each entity which seeks the truth of its being and of the creation in a conscious manner will frequently experience such dreaming as you have described. Those experiences of a new birth may be looked upon as representative of the archetypes of transformation, for each moment provides infinite opportunity for the seeker to transform some portion of its being by finding the Love, the Light, the unity within the moment, no matter how that moment might camouflage such truth with seeming discord and distress.

As the seeker continues these minor transformations there are, shall we say, various octaves or levels of transformation which then become available, much as a threshold which requires a certain degree of strength to surpass, and when that strength is gathered then a great change in perception and being is apparent. The viewing of the birth of the egg, that which is encased, and which is freeing itself from the encasement, is quite frequently of a personal nature so that the seeker experiencing the dream is seeing a symbol of its own birth or the birth of some portion of its being and thinking. In other cases, the entity is perceiving the tides of being of its race or kind and is, shall we say, tuning into a greater process of transformation of which it is a smaller part. In most instances both such situations pertain, for as one entity is transformed, all in some degree are transformed, and as all are transformed, each is transformed, for in truth, all are one.

K asked: “I’d like to ask a question about some dreams I’ve had, and wondered if they were sort of archetypes.” Latwii replied we look upon this experience as one which reaches those roots of mind which you have come to know as archetypical, for each entity which seeks the truth of its being and of the creation in a conscious manner will experience dreaming as you have described, and those experiences of a new birth may be looked upon as representative of the archetypes of transformation, for each moment provides infinite opportunity for the seeker to transform some portion of its being by finding the Love, the Light, the unity within the moment, no matter how that moment might camouflage such truth with seeming discord and distress. Latwii went on to say as the seeker continues these transformations there are levels of transformation which become available, much as a threshold which requires a certain degree of strength to surpass, and when that strength is gathered then a change in perception and being is apparent, and the viewing of the birth of the egg, that which is encased, and which is freeing itself from the encasement, is frequently of a personal nature, so that the seeker experiencing the dream is seeing a symbol the birth of some portion of its being and thinking, but in other cases, the entity is perceiving the tides of being of its kind and is tuning into a greater process of transformation of which it is a smaller part, so in most instances both such situations pertain, for as one entity is transformed, all in some degree are transformed, and as all are transformed, each is transformed, for in truth, all are one. On September 5, 2004, Q’uo described the process of transformation:

There are gates through which one must pass in order to become more deeply and truly aware of the essence of self and of the increasing revelation of the Creator within. And there are lions that guard the gates to the temple that is your inner self. And occasionally you will be challenged. This is part of the process of transformation. It is a necessity for entities who are moving through transformation to have markers for these changes. And so, when there is an initiation, so called, these initiations will have a certain form, and symbols will come to you such as the hawks and the eagles of which you were speaking earlier. The symbols may be beast, or bird, or plant, or words, street signs, or chance-heard snatches of conversation that simply connect into your process synchronistically. It is impossible to know ahead of time what these markers of transformation will be. But when they come to you, note them and realize that you are on the right track. These processes are moving forward, and no matter how dislocated you may feel in these movements that sometimes are swift, yet your feet are on the right track and you are moving well, and with honor and dignity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that was very good. Another dream that has—I’ve become a great believer in dreams even though I used to make fun of my grandmother for believing in dreams. I’ve been converted. Another dream I’m assuming is along the same nature which I’m assuming is an archetype. This has occurred again and again throughout my lifetime, periodically. Somebody is about to be buried, and here we’re all about to bury this person, and this person just begins to move around in the casket, and, you know, here we are with a live corpse on our hands. I used to wake up literally scared to death with that dream. That dream doesn’t frighten me anymore, but I dreamed that just recently. Now, I’m assuming that’s an archetype also. Is that true?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may preface our response by suggesting that the conscious seeker would have great difficulty in finding any dream which did not tap some archetypical portion of its deeper mind. To respond now more specifically to your query, we might suggest that this particular type of dream is most useful to that conscious seeker which many upon your planet have called the adept, for in times most ancient upon your planet, there were those initiates who sought to increase their seeking by going through that experience which may be likened to the burying of the self while alive, and the experience of the death of perception to the physical world and the resurrection of the perception to a greater or divine plan for an entity within its incarnation.

Many upon your planet at this time seek such experiences within what you have called sensory deprivation chambers. The experience of self with self at such a time is most profound, and at some point each seeker must make what you would call the peace, or sense of grasp, or wholeness with the concept you call death, for the seeker to know that the death is a great transformation but not the end of its beingness, at some point within each seeker’s journey. The dreaming experience which you have described is a portion of that learning and may be considered most valuable when it is carried to its completion within the dreaming state, for this experience will allow the seeker to expand its point of view concerning that experience called death.

K asked: “Somebody is about to be buried, and here we’re all about to bury this person, and this person just begins to move around in the casket, and, you know, here we are with a live corpse on our hands. I used to wake up literally scared to death with that dream. That dream doesn’t frighten me anymore, but I dreamed that just recently. Now, I’m assuming that’s an archetype also. Is that true?” Latwii said we may preface our response by suggesting that the conscious seeker would have difficulty in finding any dream which did not tap some archetypical portion of its deeper mind, and to respond now more specifically to your query, we suggest that this type of dream is useful to the adept, for in ancient times upon your planet, there were those initiates who sought to increase their seeking by going through that experience which may be likened to the burying of the self while alive, and the experience of the death of perception to the physical world and the resurrection of the perception to a greater or divine plan for an entity within its incarnation. Now Latwii said many upon your planet at this time seek such experiences within sensory deprivation chambers, for the experience of self with self at such a time is profound, and at some point each seeker must make peace with the concept you call death, for the seeker to know that death is a great transformation but not the end of its beingness, at some point within each seeker’s journey, so the dreaming experience which you have described is a portion of that learning and may be considered valuable when it is carried to its completion within the dreaming state, for this experience will allow the seeker to expand its point of view concerning that experience called death. On November 7, 1982, Latwii described difference ways that we can look at the process of death:

Some fear the death only because it is a great mystery, and the unknown often causes entities to find fear within themselves. Some fear the death because they have not yet learned to live, and have not yet learned what they came to live for, and are aware that the death shall come surely and perhaps they shall not be ready. Some gladly accept their own physical departure from your illusion, for its catalyst weighs heavily upon their shoulders, and they yearn only for rest. Some welcome the death because they seek another adventure and feel certain that death shall bring it. For each within your illusion there is some response to life and to death. Each is unique.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s very good. Thank you very much, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

T: Yes, I’d like to go back to the thoughts on the thought pools that you mentioned earlier, and are these thought pools entity, non-entity or liaison entity or none of the above?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We hope that we do not confuse by suggesting that all of the above are correct, and in addition there are as many forms to such pools of thought as can be imagined by entities, for each entity, as we have noted, will draw unto it those thoughts which it desires, and will form them in such and such a manner. If a great number of entities form certain thoughts in a similar manner such as with what you have called the service of worship within various of your churches, then certain thoughts may take the form of angels, of archangels, rituals, processions, and so forth. These forms of thought, then, may be called upon by such entities, and there may be sustenance or a nourishment gained from the calling.

May we answer you further, my brother?

T: No, thank you. That is excellent.

I am Latwii, and we thank you for your service, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Just while we’re talking about pools of thought, I was thinking about tidepools. You divorced these pools of thought from the notion of time, and suggested that we really are living a simultaneous existence, we are living in an eternal present. We simply don’t see it that way because of the illusion. But I was wondering if there were tides that pulled at those pools of thought so that as K first asked, many people might feel the surge of the tide and therefore feel the—have a tendency to seek for that thought or to reach into that thought at the same apparent time, the tides being impersonal events. Could you comment?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is, as you have surmised, a very large subject, and there is little likelihood that any supposition would be totally incorrect concerning its nature. There are, as you have supposed, certain tides of energy or vibrations of Light and Love which surge in rhythm and become available to the planet as a whole, so that each upon the surface of your planet, if seeking that type of vibration, may become aware of it in a conscious fashion while unaware of it if not seeking it, yet and nevertheless be moved by it in some degree.

There are those vibratory levels of energy influx which are constantly being made available to your planet and its people and are being made available in a fashion which slowly increases in the strength or frequency. Thus, tides of thought or energy do periodically surround your planet. These great oceans, shall we say, of thought energy are of a general nature as in comparison with those we were previously speaking of which were more of the individual group or racial origin.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that was fascinating. Thank you. I would like to know if you would please check the instrument to find out if he is too fatigued to go on.

I am Latwii, and we appreciate your conscientiousness in this regard. We find the instrument is available for two or three more queries and would welcome them at this time.

Carla: Would a quick retuning be in order?

I am Latwii, and we suggest the continuing as has occurred, with no present need for retuning. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Yes. We seek to do more than we are able to accomplish at this time. We like to know how we gain more energy to do more.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. You may observe that experience of fatigue and consider that as you are seeking to do more, as you call it, you are continually expanding your capacity to do more in the service of the one Creator. As you continually expand this capacity, you will notice that there is the residual effect of fatigue. As you continually expand your capacity, you may experience what you call continual fatigue, for this is a constant process and this process is not always consciously apparent to your perception. Thus, you may feel you have not moved in your ability to do more service, yet if you could take the larger view, that view, looking upon the incarnation from beyond the incarnation, you would see great progress.

Indeed, it is not a portion of this illusion to give a clear perception of one’s progress. The seeking within this illusion is done within what one might call a great darkness and forgetting, even to the clearest seeking eye. As you desire to seek and serve and to enlarge your capacity to do both, thus shall you do both, for as the filing is drawn to the magnet, thus is that which you desire drawn to your desires and your being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Just one more, Latwii, right along this same line. I guess all of us would like to go out and feel that we are really serving, but that doesn’t seem to be the way things work out all the time. But during my meditation, or as things work out during the day, I feel the urge as I send caring, healing, peaceful thoughts to family and friends, or just around the planet. Is this serving the Creator or is this a type of service, even though this person does not know that I am sending healing thought? Is this a type of service?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, my sister, there is no action which is not service. Most actions by your people are of a service nature that is unconscious. Most present this evening seek to serve in a conscious manner, and to serve as efficiently as possible. Many do so in just the manner you have spoken, for, indeed, all creation is one being, and as you send a thought of healing, of Love, of Light, of support, of comfort, of caring to any other being upon your planet, all receive such and are able to partake of it if so desired. For in those realms which are the foundation of your illusion, in the metaphysical realms, a thought is indeed a thing which is seen, which is felt, which is used. It is such a foundation which supports your present material illusion, and not your material illusion which supports the metaphysical realms.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that makes sense. Thanks a lot.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have exhausted the queries and this instrument at approximately the same time. We are grateful to each for seeking our humble service. We remind each present that our words are but fallible opinion. Take those which have meaning and use them as you will. Leave those which have no meaning. We are most honored and overjoyed at each opportunity to speak to this group. We are with each upon request in your meditations, and would be honored to join our vibrations with yours then. We shall leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Meditation is the art of divine appreciation through which we learn rightly to appraise people and their achievements, and the universe. Our appreciation of the outer forms is increased because meditation gives us an understanding of the divine Love which produced the form. When we understand the mind and the soul that have produced any form of good, we can better appreciate the good itself. To know the author of a book makes the book more meaningful; to know the composer of a piece of music makes the music more enjoyable. If we could only know God, if we could only taste or touch one drop of God, creation would appear in all its wonder and glory. Meditation develops the insight which carries us from the object to its creative principle, and then, with this new insight, the world is revealed as it really is.

Through meditation, a new dimension of life will unfold. No longer will we be limited to time or space, to height, width, or depth, because instantly the mind will leap from the three-dimensional form to the fourth dimension, which is its origin, cause, and source. In this higher dimension, we are not dependent on things which do appear, whether it is person, place, or thing: we do not love them too much, hate them, or fear them because if we look through them, we perceive, in every instance, that the source is God.

When we hear the words “I will never leave you nor forsake you,” let us remember the little ivory figure. The love, the artistry, the skill, and the devotion of the artist can never be removed from that figure. So it is with us. That which formed us will never leave us nor forsake us. Its essence is our very being.

Meditation on God’s handiwork is one way of bringing the Soul-faculties into active expression and of understanding the higher wisdom. We must learn to look not only at sunsets, gardens, or any beautiful appearance, but to look beyond them and catch a glimpse of that which brought them into expression. Then we shall always have permanent forms of beauty and permanent forms of harmony because we shall have that perfect divine Essence which is ever forming Itself anew. If we try to see perfection in the form, we lose it. Material sense sees the form and enjoys it; spiritual sense sees the underlying substance and reality of the form. The form then is always perfect, complete, and whole.

The object of our work is to elevate ourselves to that divine apprehension where we see God appearing in all of God’s glory—not in people’s glory, but God’s glory as the glory of people—showing forth the infinite perfection of God’s handiwork. We are lifted into a state of divine illumination in which we behold God’s world already perfect and complete, God manifesting Itself in all Its glory. The heavens declare the glory of God,” and the Earth showeth forth God’s handiwork. And now “my meditation of God is sweet, and I am glad in the Lord.”

This afternoon I enjoyed co-hosting the Law of One European Study Group. This session we studied Ra Session #63. After I read the session and shared some thoughts about it, we began the question-and-answer portion of our gathering. Some of the question that I was asked were: “Are space kids the same as wanderers?”  “Can the heat of anger affect Earth?” “Can ordinary people suffer psychic attacks?” “Where do graduates of Earth’s third density go after their bodies die?” and “What is the purpose of the healing and review that we go through after this incarnation is over?” Once again, I truly enjoyed answering any questions that related to the Law of One, and I am developing closer ties to the seekers that have questions for me. I also enjoy the presence of all of the seekers whether they have questions for me or not.

After the session was over, I went back across the street to my neighbor’s back yard and used my chain saw on the dead branches that were too big to break yesterday. I was able to fill three garbage cans with these limbs and a few leaves as well. Then I put the garbage cans at the end of my driveway for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 4

Comfort For Your Sorrow

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of Love.

As you come to contemplation this morning, you come with sorrow in your heart.

See that sorrow. Acknowledge and bless it. Visualize it intensely. Every sorrow. Every sadness.

And as you gaze upon it, see the Comforter arrive. For by this loving attention to yourself you bid the Comforter to you, to minister and give care to your sorrow.

No seeking soul needs a justification for desiring comfort. The Spirit of Love comforts all who turn from sorrow to the beholding of sorrow, for as you are aware that you are sorrowful, and as you then call us, so may Love enter sorrow and make of it a beautiful thing, a little place in mind where tenderly you may wrap and tenderly put away the occasion for sorrow and distress, knowing that in the larger view you shall be comforted.

We leave you in peace and joy, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from September 18, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would ask your patience this evening, my friends, for it has been a long while since we have had the privilege of speaking through this instrument, and we need a few moments to tune in to her vibrations, so to speak, and to make her more comfortable with ours once again.

We are, as always, my friends, extremely pleased to be called among your gatherings. There are those groups among your people who are more and more seeking the humble message we have to share, and in any gathering, whether large or small, the opportunity to share our most humble words is appreciated. We have been long seeking those who in their willingness to serve others would allow us to impart what amount of wisdom we have, and the service you impart is great, for in sharing with one, my friends, do you not share with all your brothers and sisters? In some infinitesimal way there will always be a link between you and each of your brothers and sisters. This link, my friends, is not always consciously felt but is still there. One act of service does not only touch one, it touches all; it touches your planet. In each wholehearted loving service you impart, you are, indeed, further on  your planet onward into the fourth density. There are times when this realization is forgotten or misplaced, but the service still goes onward, goes forward, is projected into an ever-enlarging sphere as does a pebble thrown into a pond creates ever larger circles.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. A great linkage exists between you and all that exists, and you are taking part in what you may call the drama of each existence that has ever been, is now occurring, or will ever be. This is a difficult truth to evaluate, and we would guess it is even more difficult to evaluate its importance. There is a longing in each of you for a dramatic happenstance, a change within the consciousness which will say to you, “I am still making progress.” However, this drama which we discuss with you is divided into two great acts. One portion of it is a drama of those asleep. The sleepwalkers randomly bump into each other, and into the furniture of the stage, they fall into the spotlights, crash into the orchestra pit, and cause the audience some amusement. There is a moment in each actor’s life sometime after they have determined that they are within a drama when the actor decides to write the play. They will choose their character and they will write their own lines.

This is the division, the great before and after which yawns away into eternity back to the beginning of your creation, and towards its end, once you have the opportunity to make what may be a dramatic choice. For many of you it may well not be dramatic then, for you will have already made the choice in a previous incarnation, and this entire incarnation will be that action which rediscovers the choice and then sets about refining that choice. Therefore, you will not see the drama that others about you luxuriate in. Let us look within your holy work. This instrument has thought much about the parable of the sheep that was lost. There were one hundred sheep. Ninety-nine sheep know where they were. They had chosen to come home. In an undramatic way they munched, and thought, and moved around within a restricted space. But one sheep had wandered off. The entire attention of the shepherd went out to the sheep that was lost. Tossing the fate of the ninety-nine to the winds, he went after the single lost sheep. And so it is that when one which has never before chosen decides to choose, the creation resounds with joy. Another has made the choice. Back at the sheepfold where most of you are, the rejoicing is done. You are now one of those who will rejoice when the lost sheep are found. But the changes in your own thinking will occur, little by little by little. You will learn how to use the tools of mind, body and spirit by a process of refining that is agelessly slow and painstakingly careful, and many times you will see your gains as losses and your losses as gains, and will spend much time involved in incorrect biases about yourself.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about our connection to all of the creation. They began by saying a great linkage exists between you and all that exists, and you are taking part in the drama of each existence that has ever been which is now occurring, or will ever be, so this is a difficult truth to evaluate, and we would guess it is even more difficult to evaluate its importance, for there is a longing in each of you for a dramatic change within the consciousness which will say to you, “I am still making progress,” but this drama which we discuss with you is divided into two great acts, so one portion of it is a drama of those asleep, and the sleepwalkers randomly bump into each other, and into the furniture of the stage, they fall into the spotlights, crash into the orchestra pit, and cause the audience some amusement, yet there is a moment in each actor’s life sometime after they have determined that they are within a drama when the actor decides to write the play, so they will choose their character, and they will write their own lines. Hatonn went on to say this is the division, the great before and after which yawns away into eternity back to the beginning of your creation, and towards its end, once you have the opportunity to make what may be a dramatic choice, for many of you it may not be dramatic, for you will have already made the choice in a previous incarnation, and this incarnation will be that action which rediscovers the choice and then sets about refining that choice, but you will not see the drama that others about you luxuriate in, so let us look within your holy work, and Carla has thought much about the parable of the sheep that was lost, so there were one hundred sheep, and ninety-nine sheep know where they were, for they had chosen to come home, and they munched, and thought, and moved around within a restricted space, but one sheep had wandered off, so the entire attention of the shepherd went out to the sheep that was lost, and tossing the fate of the ninety-nine to the winds, he went after the single lost sheep, and so it is when one which has never before chosen decides to choose, the creation resounds with joy, for another has made the choice, so back at the sheepfold where most of you are, the rejoicing is done because you are now one of those who will rejoice when the lost sheep are found, but the changes in your thinking will occur, little by little, and you will learn how to use the tools of mind, body, and spirit by a process of refining that is slow and careful, and many times you will see your gains as losses and your losses as gains and will spend much time involved in incorrect biases about yourself. On June 17, 2005, Q’uo described how we can use the process of refining our spiritual journey:

We would give you one word and that is, “Remember.” Whenever you have doubts as to the benefits of this process of refining the self in the fire of experience, ask yourself to remember, and that will bring back to you the entire flood of knowledge of self and of all through which you have been. We hope that you can begin to respect the suffering that you have endured for what it is: a service to your own seeking.

Much of this can be averted by reminding yourself constantly that you must not expect drama in your spiritual existence. The joy of experiencing Love will come to you if you seek it, but it will also leave you. You will manifest great understanding and radiate the Love and Light that you have spent so many hours seeking in silence, and then other times you will not. Were you able to penetrate the illusion from one end to the other, it would be doubtful that you would have chosen this illusion, for it would not be doing the service it is intended to do. It would not be causing you to learn to refine upon your choice. You may look back and think about that sheep, that foolish, seemingly unimportant sheep that got all the attention, and you may wish that you might even get lost so that you may rejoice to be found. But we say to you, you have better things to do. Try to think of yourself as royalty. What would occur if you had been born a prince or a princess destined one day to rule and lead a people? Your life would be much restricted compared to others. You would behave in a more regular fashion. You would bow to many responsibilities. You would sometimes question the honor of royalty, and even though in some ways your position might seem to others to be admirable, you yourself might wish for freedom, freedom to do what you will.

And so you are, my friends, each of you. You have accepted a crown. The crown sits upon your head, and it weighs you down. You are already rescued. You have already chosen to Love. There is no chasm to bridge, there is no great drama. Honor and responsibility are yours, and your advances, though they seem small, are greater, though they are more hard-won. Never kid yourself that the choice was the hard part, for in most cases the choice is made in a burst of the joy that the first understanding of Love and Light gives off. The refining of that Love and that Light, the manifestation of service to the one infinite Creator, is a task that is full of joy but could not be more demanding or more continuously puzzling. And here you are, my friends, with your part in the drama. You are still upon the stage; you have stopped falling into the orchestra. You are many times writing your own lines, and perhaps part of you has even made it into the audience where you observe yourself and give yourself reviews. You would be hard upon yourself, harder than others, but you find comradeship along the way, and always and ever that stage, so firm beneath your feet, so solid beneath the illusion. That stage, my friends, is a kingdom that you have never left and that you will never leave. You dwell within the kingdom of Love; you dwell with the Creator always. Lift up your heads and feel your crown grow lighter as the great sunlight of the Creator strengthens your will and undergirds your faith.

Hatonn went on to say much of this can be avoided by reminding yourself that you must not expect drama in your spiritual existence since the joy of experiencing Love will come to you if you seek it, but it will also leave you, and you will manifest understanding and radiate the Love and Light that you have spent hours seeking in silence, and then other times you will not, for if you able to penetrate the illusion from one end to the other, it would be doubtful that you would have chosen this illusion, for it would not be doing the service it is intended to do, but it would not be causing you to learn to refine your choice, so you may look back and think about that sheep that got all the attention, and you may wish that you might get lost so that you may rejoice to be found, but we say you have better things to do, yet try to think of yourself as royalty, for if you had been born a prince or a princess destined to rule a people your life would be restricted compared to others, and you would behave in a regular fashion, and you would bow to many responsibilities, but you would sometimes question the honor of royalty, and even though in some ways your position might seem to others to be admirable, you might wish for freedom to do what you will. Now Hatonn said you have accepted a crown that sits upon your head, and it weighs you down, but you are already rescued, for you have chosen to Love, but your advances, though they seem small, are greater, though they are more hard-won, so never kid yourself that the choice was the hard part, for in most cases the choice is made in a burst of the joy that the first understanding of Love and Light gives off, and the refining of that Love and Light, the manifestation of service to the one infinite Creator, is a task that is full of joy but could not be more demanding, and here you are with your part in the drama, and you are still upon the stage, and you are writing your own lines, so part of you has even made it into the audience where you observe yourself and give yourself reviews, yet you would be hard upon yourself, but you find comradeship along the way, and always and ever that stage, so firm beneath your feet, so solid beneath the illusion, for that stage is a kingdom that you will never leave, for you dwell within the kingdom of Love and with the Creator always, so lift up your heads and feel your crown grow lighter as the great sunlight of the Creator strengthens your will and undergirds your faith. On December 28, 1980, Amira described the kingdom of Love:

I greet you, my children, in the name of my Father. I lift up my heart to you for are you not of my Father? This little one through whom I speak calls herself by my name. My children, it is not necessary, for I am and you are of my Father. I ask you to husband the creation in which you walk your ways this day, and to wait the precious gift of your love as it walks toward the kingdom of Love. And shall you not go where you have sought to go? Yea, you shall; I am with you as my Father is with you; as I am called, I speak. For as there is no time, I am always and you with me are part of that which is always. Thank you, my children, for thinking of me and requesting my vibration. Yours are as pleasing to me as the sweetest flowers, for are you not my Father? Peace to you, my children.

We would like to close through the instrument known as C, and would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. The steps that each takes in this illusion may seem for you to apply too heavy, but with the continuation along your chosen path comes patience. The one path found as patience finds peace and knowledge, but things move slowly, but they move, they grow. Not that we may see, but they do. You may at times have pause to look over your shoulder and realize that without your conscious knowledge you have moved. You have passed a point which you will never pass again. My friends, find your patience, and open your eyes and continue. Each will know their own pace. Each one’s pace is theirs, and you will find that you will move.

I am Hatonn. It is indeed a privilege to be allowed to speak our humble words to you. Each of you will take them as each needs. We hope that we may be of service to you. We are always at your call. I am Hatonn. We leave you now in the peace and the Love of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are again privileged to be able to join your group in the seeking of truth. We thank you for the service of asking for our presence and for your patience in assessing our humble service at this time. We would then ask if we may begin with the first query?

S: I have a question, Latwii. A few weeks ago, Hatonn talked on reaching a point in the seeking when you no longer seek. This has been coming back in the past couple of weeks and is in my thoughts constantly. Could you just expound on the subject a little bit?

I am Latwii, and we shall be most happy to attempt clarification of this point, which may at first seem quite contradictory and confusing to those who have long sought the nature of truth, shall we say. The seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution. Though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious. To use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self, and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking. At some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs. This is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being. The one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator. As this process becomes more apparent and becomes that which is experienced more and more within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks.

This is more than semantics, my friends. To seek is to suggest that the one who seeks spends the efforts looking for that which it is not, yet wishes to become. To know that the self is that which is sought, is the one Creator, is to de-emphasize the seeking and to be that which was previously sought. In this transformation the entity looks upon a new creation. The entity looks upon itself as it surveys that which it is and which formerly would have been seen as that in which it existed. In this transformation there is a greater responsibility assumed by the one which formerly focused its efforts upon seeking. Now this entity, our former sturdy seeker, is that which it sought, and shoulders the responsibility of being all that is. This is not an event which is lightly undertaken, and is most properly placed within that realm of what you may consider the advanced nature of being.

S asked: “A few weeks ago, Hatonn talked on reaching a point in the seeking when you no longer seek. This has been coming back in the past couple of weeks and is in my thoughts constantly. Could you just expound on the subject a little bit?” Latwii replied the seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution, and though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious, so to use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking, for at some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs, and this is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being, so the one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator, and as this process becomes more apparent and is experienced within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks. Latwii concluded by saying to seek is to suggest that the one who seeks spends the efforts looking for that which it is not, yet wishes to become, but to know that the self is that which is sought, is the one Creator, is to de-emphasize the seeking and to be that which was previously sought, for in this transformation the entity looks upon a new creation, and the entity looks upon itself as it surveys that which it is, and which formerly would have been seen as that in which it existed, but in this transformation there is a greater responsibility assumed by the one which formerly focused its efforts upon seeking, for now this entity, our former sturdy seeker, is that which it sought, and shoulders the responsibility of being all that is, yet this is not an event which is lightly undertaken and is placed within that realm of the advanced nature of being. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

The most effective tool in working towards transformation is the self-conscious living of life. We are not talking about those who mull endlessly over every detail of their life and thought throughout each day, but rather we are talking about the most effective way to work towards transformation. The most effective resource is one’s own ability to observe oneself without affecting what is being observed.

The one known as Jim spoke of being aware that in transformation it was important not to judge. And this is the kind of objectivity about which we are speaking. It is, indeed, important, indeed central, to refrain from judgment as one goes through the collecting of information about the self that is necessary in order for the self to be offered up and thus become empty enough to have the space in which to transform.

It is ironic, is it not, that in the search for truth the answers lie not in discovering that which can be known, but in discovering that the secrets to the mystery of transformation lie in unknowing and faith. Faith is the most powerful force in the universe, it being another name for realized or positively realized Love. You live in a universe made of Love. The original Thought was a Thought of unconditional Love. As you transform, the core of your transformation is an awareness that has not been there before about the nature of your central or deepest self as being part of Love itself or the creative principle, which is the one great original Thought of unconditional Love.

As you become full of new information that brings you to a place of transformation, you suddenly discover that you are no longer full. You discover that this very fullness and sense of new life tips you into the corresponding and balancing awareness of oneself as knowing nothing. It is a devastating portion of transformation, this realization that nothing is known, and that nothing can be known within the illusions of the Earth world. Yet as one moves through that which has been called the Purgative Way, one becomes aware that one is utterly empty. And there is a kind of purity in that emptiness that is powerful. You become the Holy Grail which you seek because you are that cup which is now empty or that hand outstretched which has nothing in it, ready to receive that which is new, that which comes from the great original Thought to transform you as a creature so that you have become that which is new.

Then that cycle begins again, where you start from a new place in the spiral of evolution. It is if it were, in a flattened spiral, the same place you have been before in this incarnation. Yet, because it is an upward spiral, you are always moving to that place you were before with a new mind, so that you meet that repeating theme or those repeating themes of your incarnation from a new place of observation and experience.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you, my sister. May we attempt another query?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we rejoice with those sounds which surround your evening, and we rejoice that we have been able to join with you this evening. Though we have not expended great effort, each effort is treasured, and we thank you for your service which you provide by requesting our humble presence. As you seek and as you are, we are one with you. We travel that same path. We are your brothers and sisters, and together we are the one Creator. We are with you at your request in your meditations, in your thoughts, and in those moments when companionship is desired. We take our leave now of this group, though in truth we remain with you. We are those of Latwii, and leave you now in love and light. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In the light of such perception, every individual is recognized as an expression of the infinite divine Being pouring Itself into manifestation. Criticism and condemnation are transformed into a deep love for this universe and its people. With this transformation will come compassion for those who know not their true identity, for those whom we have considered the evil men and women of the world.

Only in the degree that we understand the nature of God can we understand the nature of individual being. In thinking of ourselves, as well as of others, we must catch some glimpses inwardly of the nature and activity of God, the creative Principle, which brought us forth into expression. God has incarnated Itself as the very mind, soul, substance, and life of our being—even the substance of our body. The Word has become flesh as individual you and me.

Meditation must always have God as its subject and God as its object because subject and object are one, not two. It should carry us from our three-dimensional life, the visible, to the Invisible, which is known as the fourth dimension. Those who live in a three-dimensional world live only in the world of height, width, and depth; in other words, they live in a world of form, completely separated from the essence of that which appears outwardly as the form. In the fourth dimension in which God is the cause, substance, and the reality of life, all effect whether appearing as thing or person is revealed as but the showing forth of the infinite Being, God.

All individual being, all individual form whether animal, vegetable, or mineral, is the invisible God, pouring Itself into expression embodying Its infinite qualities, nature, and character. All of this Earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof: God appearing as a universe and as people. All of it is immortal; all of it is eternal; all of it is ours. “Son, all that I have is thine,” and “I am ever with thee.” “I and my Father are one.” How can we be separated from God? “Thou seest me, thou seest the Father that sent me.” Can the love of the artist ever be separated and apart from that which it has created? We see the ivory figure; we see the state of consciousness that evolved it. How can the greatness or grandeur of the invisible life force of nature ever be separate from its form? We see the plant. We see the divine life force which formed it—they are one, inseparable, and indivisible. In the fourth-dimensional world, cause and effect, subject and object are one.

Gradually we go deeper and deeper until we find ourselves centered in God. We are not thinking any more: thoughts are being thought for us. Ideas are being crystallized through us. Impartations of the Soul become apparent to our awareness. Then we find God revealing Itself, uttering the Word, which is quick, and sharp, and more powerful than a two-edged sword: the Word of God which separates the Red Sea when necessary, which produces the cloud by day and the pilar of fire by night—the miracles in our experience. This meditation is a revelation of the Infinite Invisible declaring Itself within our own being.”

This afternoon I went across the street again into my neighbor’s back yard and put all of the small tree limbs there into three garbage cans, and then I took them over to the end of my driveway. Then I went into my living room and used a long grabber to put another long Arrowhead vine up to the hook on my 10 ft. ceiling. I also put two smaller vines about halfway up to the ceiling.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 3

Toward Wholeness Of Perception

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in Love. I greet you, as I greeted you yesterday and as I shall greet each seeker always, in wholeness and in the entirety of peace.

For though the effect of the sweet peace of the Holy Spirit is often galvanizing, the catalyst itself is that end to which all seekers pray. For that which transforms is that which holds a higher truth and a higher reality; that which is, in an entire sense, more nearly whole.

Therefore, as the mind of the seeker becomes more and more able to hear the voice of the Spirit, the fundamental perception of the seeker shall progressively become more nearly whole.

We leave you in the fullness of peace and Love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from August 28, 1983:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. My friends, for you and your people it seems that you spend a great deal of your time with your back turned, pretending to separate yourselves from the others around you, listening but with deaf ear to needs of others. So many stay tuned out to the very planet on which they live. Like a huge television, channels are changed. If you can slow down for moments at a time and look around and see your brother and your sister, reach out with yourself for even the briefest moment, feel Love within them and within yourself.  You may take another step, and you would see those others as part of the one which each seeks. My friends, as beings seeking to grow and be one, the Love in you that is you grows only when you allow it to be shared. Take time. Be part of your world, and turn towards your fellows, share.

I am Hatonn, and would, if we may, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you now through this instrument. Again we are grateful and bow to the winds of desire which have called us to speak with you this evening. That which we say can only act as catalyst for you, my friends, and we diligently warn you against assuming that we know the truth. We are fallible beings. We are, however, beings with a point of view which you are calling for at this time, a point of view that goes beyond the limitations which seem to be so densely set about each of you, limitations of the many demands and requirements of your physical bodies, the maintenance of them in this particular culture which you enjoy, and the great mazes and hedges which have grown in your own minds which, in addition to enabling you to function in this illusion, cause you to be unable to penetrate in many cases that very illusion that causes you to suffer.

And so, we would ask you to follow us in mind as we bring you to another place. For when we speak of time, we must first bring you away from time, so we would bring you through all imaginable densities and experiences, planets, suns, and galaxies until you have found the wide open, vast, and limitless zero that is at the core of timelessness and of your own being, and see within that timelessness all, an unmoving, timeless, infinite, black all. You are the Creator, and you are all. There is no time; there is no experience; and you reach within yourself in infinity to make the shattering decision to create, to watch, and to learn. And gathering yourself, you fling that infinite allness into infinite directions, and you create the one Thought, the one Energy which molds the darkness. Suns appear, brilliant, lucid, infinitely caring and full of the Creator, full of the one original Thought. And they in turn gather themselves and fling those energies and recklessly hurl the round reaches of their magnetism. And suns spawn planets and spin in families, and the families spin to become galactic families.

There is now light and darkness and each of the suns decides and chooses more and more what shall be the nature of this creation. How shall Love be expressed and experienced? Oh, what infinite amounts of thought and care have gone into what so many have called random chance. And you, a small portion of a sun which is a small portion of the Logos, how many experiences have you passed through to choose this one, how many colors, how many wonders, how many miracles, how many joys and sorrows and infinities have you passed to choose this experience? You are not here by error or chance. You chose this as being of great beauty and tremendous correctness. This confusing, dismaying, unsettling illusion is of your particular choice. How you cherished it before you came! How careful you were, and how satisfied you were before you began this expression of the Creator within the illusion of your Earth walk.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak of the concept of time. They began by saying we would ask you to follow us in mind as we bring you to another place, for when we speak of time, we must first bring you away from time, so we would bring you through all imaginable densities and experiences, planets, suns, and galaxies until you have found the wide open, and limitless zero that is at the core of timelessness and of your own being, and see within that timelessness a timeless, infinite, and black all, for you are the Creator, and you are all, so there is no time or experience, and you reach within yourself in infinity to make the decision to learn, and  you fling that infinite allness into infinite directions, and you create the one Thought which molds the darkness, so suns appear brilliant and full of the one original Thought of the Creator, and they gather themselves and fling those energies into the round reaches of their magnetism, and suns spawn planets and spin in families, and the families spin to become galactic families. Hatonn went on to say there is now Light and darkness, and each of the suns chooses more of what shall be the nature of this creation, and how Love shall be experienced, and: “What infinite amounts of thought have gone into random chance, and you, a small portion of a sun which is a small portion of the Logos, how many experiences have you passed through to choose this one, and how many colors, how many wonders, how many miracles, how many joys and sorrows and infinities have you passed to choose this experience?” Hatonn said you are not here by chance, for you chose this as being of great beauty, but this confusing illusion is of your choice, and you cherished it before you came here, and you were careful before you began this expression of the Creator within the illusion of your Earth walk. On August 4, 2009, Q’uo described the nature of timelessness:

That moment of cessation, when the breath is expelled, and there is no immediate need to take another breath, is a vacation from being physical. It is an entry into timelessness, infinity, and eternity. It is not complete, in that the heart remains beating, and the pulse is flowing through the body. But when it occurs, whether naturally or through yogic exercise, it is an opportunity for the experience of timeless. There is a tremendous peace and release when it is unnecessary to breathe in or breathe out, and even if it occurs for an instant, it is a precious and helpful resource to the serious seeker to experience that cessation of the breath. As much as breathing is a glory, for life is in the breath, yet also there is a splendor in the consciousness that is suspended between breaths.

And now you are in time. Now the die is cast, and you have appeared. You have made your choice. It is yours to enjoy. Many and many are the ways it is possible not to enjoy that experience that you now have, for the illusion is harsh and relentless and is designed to fool you completely. It is the great confidence game designed to convince you that you are a creature measured by birth and death, that those things that the culture defines at this time to be desirable are your desires, that those values that are held in fashion at this time shall be yours, and that all that you experience as difficult must be quickly blocked out and erased so that you may be distracted from such unhappiness, and find that happiness that is your birthright.

So often, to find happiness without leaving the illusion is to choose either solitude or the imprinting of your desires over the incarnations of those about you. You have forgotten much. You have forgotten the joy that you felt at being able to work with those with whom you have chosen to work. Why have you forgotten this, my friends? We will tell you, it is simple. You are caught in time. It is well to back away and realize that you have designed an often uncomfortable and frequently unhappy existence in order that you may rejoice, and we mean, my friends, rejoice with all your heart at discomfort and pain. It is the same discomfort and pain that you feel when you put your muscles to a new task, a task that has never before been completed or even tried. The pain is good, and when you achieve that which you could not beforehand do, how pleased you are at the progress you have consciously decided to make.

Hatonn continued by saying, and now you are in time, so the die is cast, and you have appeared, for you have made your choice which is yours to enjoy, but many are the ways it is possible not to enjoy that experience that you now have, for the illusion is harsh and designed to fool you, so it is the great confidence game designed to convince you that you are a creature measured by birth and death, that those things that the culture defines at this time to be desirable are your desires, that those values that are held in fashion at this time shall be yours, and that all you experience as difficult must be erased, so that you may be distracted from such unhappiness and find that happiness that is your birthright. Now Hatonn said to find happiness without leaving the illusion is to choose either solitude or the imprinting of your desires over the incarnations of those about you, and you have forgotten the joy that you felt at being able to work with those with whom you have chosen to work, and you have forgotten this since you are caught in time, so it is well to realize that you have designed an uncomfortable existence in order that you may rejoice with all your heart at discomfort, for it is the same discomfort that you feel when you put your muscles to a new task that has never been completed, yet the pain is good, and when you achieve that which you could not beforehand do, how pleased you are at the progress you have consciously decided to make. On February 26, 1989, Latwii said that we all are the Creator:

See yourself, my children, as candles, lit, vibrant and moved by the wind of spiritual guidance. And in each meditation, seek to listen to that wind which contains that still, small voice, as your Holy Scripture puts it, within which lies all those things we cannot say, all those memories which are your birthright and which, when you hear them again, you shall recognize. And this brings us to the question of this evening, that being a request to comment upon a statement received in meditation by one known as R, that “the soul is the essence of remembrance.” Let us move first to ground that of which we would speak in the earth of metaphysical structure as we see it. Each of you is a portion of the infinite One, which has been sent forth by the infinite One as Its free choice to learn about Itself.

This is the nature of your incarnation. You are in your own way an athlete, each of you. The most helpful training is meditation, but the painful exercises are usually those involving those about you because that is when you finish practicing and you begin the race. That is when you offer yourself as manifestation. You might say, “Look, I have new spiritual muscles I have exercised, and now I shall pit myself against my own record and shall attempt to use those muscles even better or for the first time,” and you manifest that which was not before within you, that which is not of time. For can Love be of time, my friends? Time erodes beauty, and Love is so often of beauty. But have you noticed that Love so often endures? That is the riddle, my friends. That which is true Love is not of beauty but of essence. And in so many ways you begin to cherish the essence of each other, and you watch yourself be uncomfortable and in pain because you simply are not like any other creator. You are co-Creator, and you are unique, and there is not another like you, and you will not be comfortable because you will not find a twin. You will not find one who agrees with all, who does all, who is all, amenable forever. And had you the fortune to find such a twin you would become dissatisfied because perfection is boring. You were not placed by your own wisdom in this density to be bored.

Yes, my friends, spend time. Spend it as if it were the most precious kind of legal tender. Spend it as if it were money on which there were at least three zeroes. Every minute of your time that you consciously spend and give because you are manifesting the Creator is worth far more than that which people have made out of their mind can ever be worth. And when you are dry, and you are confused as Carla is this evening, and you are uncomfortable and in pain, when you are bared, go back and exercise in meditation by opening the door that leads outside of time, outside of races, streets, avenues, towns, names, places, situations, leads out of all particulars into the great source of love. We wish each athlete a good season, and a personal best that you may ever strive to improve. We wish that you may love one another, and know one another as the Creator. More and other than that we cannot wish, for there is, to our knowledge, no other thing that is true.

Hatonn said this is the nature of your incarnation, so you are an athlete, and the most helpful training is meditation, but the painful exercises are usually those involving those about you because that is when you finish practicing, and you begin the race, for that is when you offer yourself as a manifestation, so you might say, “Look, I have new spiritual muscles I have exercised, and now I shall pit myself against my own record and shall attempt to use those muscles even better or for the first time,” and you manifest that which was not before within you, for can Love be of time since time erodes beauty, and Love is so often of beauty, but Love so often endures, and that is the riddle, for that which is true Love is not of beauty but of essence, and in many ways you begin to cherish the essence of each other, and you watch yourself be uncomfortable and in pain because you are not like any other Creator since you are a co-Creator, and you are unique, and you will not be comfortable because you will not find a twin, one who agrees with all, and is agreeable forever, so if you have the fortune to find a twin you would become dissatisfied because perfection is boring, for you were not placed by your own Wisdom in this density to be bored. Hatonn concluded by saying spend time as if it were the most precious kind of legal tender, as if it were money on which there were at least three zeroes, and every minute of your time that you spend because you are manifesting the Creator is worth more than that which people have made out of their mind can ever be worth, and when you are confused as Carla is this evening, and you are uncomfortable and in pain, go back and exercise in meditation by opening the door that leads outside of time,  and it leads into the Source of Love, so we wish each athlete a personal best that you may strive to improve, and we wish that you may Love one another, and know one another as the Creator, for there is no other thing that is true. On December 17, 2000, Q’uo said that we are one with the Source of Love:

Thus, though one may seem to be lost from the many, the journey of being lost is that which, in itself, holds great potential. For the ability to move with faith and to power this faith with the will to seek the truth is that which aids any entity in its journey of seeking. Many there are who move in a fashion which seems to reflect this being lost, and yet we know there is a day in which all shall be found. There is within each heart that which may be seen as a beacon, a homing device which ever brings one nearer to the Source of the self, to the Source of Love. And in each daily round of activities the opportunities are presented to the entity to avail itself of its desire to seek the One. Though the period of being lost may be what you would call extensive, always is the higher self offering to the incarnated self the opportunity to find the way home. There are many hints upon the trail, shall we say, and each entity shall eventually find each step on the journey to be complete.

We leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are most grateful that you have called us and so very hopeful that we have been able to find the words that may aid you in your thinking at this time. We are always available by mental request. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is our special privilege to join you this evening. We are always filled with joy at the opportunity to blend our vibrations with yours, and to attempt to be of some small service by answering those queries which you have brought with you. May we begin then with the first query?

C: Yes. During this last week I’ve been getting up extremely early. And one morning I was up early enough, I had a few minutes, and I sort of laid back down to close my eyes to rest for a few extra seconds, and when I did, it seems that I left my body, for I was suddenly looking upon a scene that was very brilliantly colored and was not like the fuzziness that’s sometimes in dreams, but was exact in shapes, and it didn’t seem to be any place on this planet. And I wasn’t trying at all to get out of my body at this time. I believe I was out of body because when it occurred, shortly after it occurred, B woke up, and when he did it just suddenly ended, and I was left feeling very weak and dizzy. I would, if you could tell me, like to know if, indeed, I did leave my body, and if so why did it occur when I was making no attempt to do so?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The event of which you speak is a vivid example of those occurrences which occur from time to time within the life experience of the one who seeks the truth of the nature of its being, much like the dream which also is not consciously sought, as you would describe. So, such experience will occasionally become available to an entity at a time which may seem somewhat unusual in the perception of that entity. Yet, my brother, if you will examine the nature of such occurrences even within your own experience, you will discover that it takes but an instant for great portions of, shall we say, a truer reality to be made known to the entity who seeks such.

The experience of which you speak is one which contains elements of what you have described as an out-of-body experience, yet there are many such experiences that fall under this general heading. The salient feature of such an experience is not necessarily whether it occurred, either in or out of this or that body, yet is the vividness of the experience, and its impact upon your perception. Such experiences have many purposes, as many as there are entities who have such experiences. In general, we may suggest that this experience occurred at a time which you were ripe for it to occur in that you were seeking the nature, in a deeper sense, of your own being and of the illusion which you inhabit. When an entity experiences certain difficulties within an illusion, it is often helpful for that entity to touch home base, shall we say, and be re-energized by the truer nature of that reality, and that that energizing might strengthen those channels from the conscious to the unconscious mind and allow further experience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Any experience that I’ve had of this nature seems to occur in the same place within the house in which I live. Even the same positioning in the spot. Is there some energy built up in the spot which aids these occurrences?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. This is indeed so, my brother, and it is so for each experience and each place in which it occurs for each entity at all times. To clarify, let us suggest that your mind, your body, and less perceptibly but even more profoundly, your spirit are palettes with colors which you paint according to your perception of any experience. This then allows, through the repeated nature of experiences for each entity, to design, shall we say, certain rituals of experience and perception that allow further such experiences and perceptions. For example, in the place in which this meditation is now occurring many such meditations have occurred, and each entity present as well as others not now present have colored this place with those vibratory colors from the palette of mind, body, and spirit that allow for this experience to be repeated with greater and greater ease. If you experience an emotion, thought, or enabling force in any place in a repeated manner, then that place is, shall we say, tuned by the repetitions of previous experiences, and allows further experiences along similar lines.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes, you may. As it occurs, it happened at the meditation last week. I’ve gotten into the habit of coming in and taking a certain spot for the meditation. Last week I knew I was tired, but I could not achieve a comfortable state in that spot. Something other than weariness seemed to be with me and kept me in extreme discomfort …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. And now we speak of those anomalies which accompany the general description which we gave in our previous response. There are often those instances in which an entity will add a new ingredient to the ritualized situation which will allow yet another result, shall we say, to occur. When, for example, an entity has concerns of a certain nature rambling about in the mind, shall we say, which may also find expression in the resonance of the body to the concerns of the mind, then the entity, as in your case, brings a new ingredient into the ritual or recipe and the cake, shall we say, to continue our analogy, therefore has a different texture, flavor and configuration. The concerns which were with you on the evening of which you speak are those which would have been with you whatever seat you would have taken, yet were somewhat ameliorated by the familiar surroundings and completing of the larger portion of the ritual of joining the group in a certain position with a certain desire and frame of mind. Yet the new ingredient was enough different that your comfort was reduced noticeably.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: It seems that now I have lost all desire to resume occupancy of that position and am currently feeling extremely strong energy at this moment in this spot. Can you comment on what is occurring at this time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may suggest that when the rider is thrown from the horse, the rider may blame the horse or may consider another grip upon the rein, or the saddle, or the frame of mind. And when another grip has been found, the rider may enjoy success upon the horse from which it was thrown, and may also enjoy a similar success upon yet another horse, for it is the rider which determines the success and not the horse.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I promise I’ll only ask one, and it’s probably a stupid one, but it has been rattling round in my mind for a couple of days. Jim and I were talking about the mated relationship, and all the red-ray activity, and I said that I thought I was probably too rigid in my thinking of other mated relationships. When I really thought about how active my own libido is, and how often I am sexually aroused by total strangers, and I never think about it, because I’ve found through dating and through mated relationships that I am more comfortable with one man than several, so it never really occurred to me to question. But Jim’s response was, “Well, whatever all that red-ray stuff is about, I want to have catalyst, and to progress in my evolution, and I’m greedy, and so I choose the mated relationship consciously because I know that that is the most efficient way available to progress.”

And I guess I really want more of a comment than an answer to a question. I just wonder what the possibility might be that we may have the wrong slant on it. For instance, I have been praying for an acquaintance who had a mate have an affair with another woman, and she grieved terribly, and was ready to leave the couple because of it. I don’t know anything about this person except that it is a friend of a friend of mine, so I just had been praying, sort of, in the dark but I know her pain was very keen. There isn’t a reason for the pain, if you analyze it, and there certainly isn’t a reason to quit the relationship, and yet this kind of thing goes on all the time, and people seem to want to force each other sometimes into mated relationships, and I feel definitely that that’s wrong. I don’t know. Could you comment on the whole thing, the red ray thing? Surely everyone has the same constant bombardment that I do. I surely can’t be more highly sexed than the rest of the world.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We love your stupid questions, my sister, and take great joy in attempting some form of response which may be of service. To begin, the red-ray, as this group has come to call it, energy center is that which serves an entity by providing a very simple service. The service is similar to the service which the magnet is provided with the iron filing. It is necessary for entities within your illusion to feel an attraction for one another within certain groupings, shall we say. The male and female grouping is most helpful for the reproduction of the species, and for beginning of that relationship which shall potentially for the length of the incarnation, and through the excellence of honesty, and in the mirroring effect of honesty provide both entities with continuous opportunities for polarizing in the sense of service to others, in most cases, and shall allow the opportunities for love to be learned.

It has been found through many, many experiments within various third-density illusions that the journey to adepthood is best accomplished by those entities of the mated relationship, for in such a relationship the universe in wholeness is made available to each as each refines the red-ray energy which began the relationship. The key ingredient in this journey is the honesty of the sharing of self with other self, for it is necessary in your illusion that perception be as clear as possible in order for catalyst to be utilized as efficiently as possible. You live within an illusion in which perception is most difficult upon a level of clarity which speeds your evolution. It is, therefore, necessary that the highest degree of clarity be sought and be utilized by each entity. If the relationships were, for example, of a serial nature it would be much more difficult for trust to build the foundation of honesty, for it takes what you call time for that trust to develop.

Carla asked: “Could you comment on the whole thing, the red ray thing? Surely everyone has the same constant bombardment that I do. I surely can’t be more highly sexed than the rest of the world.” Latwii began by saying we Love your stupid questions and take joy in attempting some form of response which may be of service, so the red-ray energy center is that which serves an entity by providing a service that is similar to the service which the magnet provides with the iron filing, for it is necessary for entities within your illusion to feel an attraction for one another within certain groupings, and the male and female grouping is helpful for the reproduction of the species, and for beginning of that relationship which shall be for the length of the incarnation, and through the excellence of honesty, and in the mirroring effect of honesty, provide both entities with continuous opportunities for polarizing in the sense of service to others and shall allow the opportunities for Love to be learned. Latwii went on to say it has been found through experiments within third-density illusions that the journey to adepthood is best accomplished by those entities of the mated relationship, for in such a relationship the universe in wholeness is made available to each as each refines the red-ray energy which began the relationship, for the key ingredient in this journey is the honesty of the sharing of self with other self, and it is necessary in your illusion that the perception be as clear as possible in order for catalyst to be utilized as efficiently as possible because you live within an illusion in which perception is difficult upon a level of clarity which speeds your evolution, so it is necessary that the highest degree of clarity be sought and utilized by each entity, but if the relationships were of a serial nature it would be much more difficult for trust to build the foundation of honesty, for it takes time for that trust to develop. On February 18, 1996, Q’uo described the nature of our red-ray energy center:

When entities wish to think about what you have called red ray it is natural that the consideration tends towards that of identifying red-ray energy with sexual energy. And certainly, sexual energy is a manifestation of red-ray energy, just as the functions of the parasympathetic nervous system are functions of red-ray energy. As you have suspected there is a scope, a range of ways that the pure base chakra energy may be distorted, and the sexual expression is only one of those ways.

Perhaps the most skillful expression of strong red-ray energy is the allowing of the self to rejoice in the feeling of health and life, to feel the vivid energy of the blood moving through the physical body, of the organs doing their balanced working, and of the nervous system opening and relaxing and turning towards the light of the physical world or that world of entities in which the expression of light, perhaps the lamp in the window or the smile that lights up the face, can express, for the red ray is in its pure form the energy that created all things, moving in its first expression into the individual splinter of the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator that is each of you.

Certainly the expression of red-ray energy in sexual activity is an appropriate and helpful expenditure of this valuable energy, and the transfer of energy which can be exchanged in the sexual act does create what this instrument would call the Holy Eucharist of this energy, that expression of unified praise and thanksgiving that in uniting two bodies unites also the adoration of the one infinite Creator and becomes a hymn of praise. And yet, as this instrument has suspected for some time, because of its own experiences at receiving such energy from others, it is entirely possible and natural, and certainly helpful, when entities which have good polarity meet to allow the free exchange of red-ray energy.

The experiences that each entity shares with each other in this relationship develop that trust foundation with the tool of clear perception and honesty. Then each experience which the couple shares may be refined and utilized by higher and higher, shall we say, energy centers, culminating in the birth of the adept, the one who is able through conscious effort to penetrate the illusion, and to see and be the unity of all things. This is a difficult journey, a journey which requires great dedication, and a single pointedness of mind and purpose. It is that type of discipline which the mated relationship strengthens as the difficulties are seen as catalysts and are refined and worked with until they become the gems of experience, and further add to the stable foundation upon which the two journey together.

Latwii continued by saying the experiences that each entity shares with each other in this relationship develop that trust foundation with the tool of clear perception, and each experience which the couple shares may be utilized by higher energy centers, culminating in the birth of the adept, the one who is able through conscious effort to penetrate the illusion, and to see and be the unity of all things, but this is a difficult journey, a journey which requires dedication and a single pointedness of mind and purpose, for it is that type of discipline which the mated relationship strengthens as the difficulties are seen as catalysts and are refined and worked with until they become the gems of experience, and they further add to the stable foundation upon which the two journey together. On July 19, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the mated relationship:

Each entity within a mated relationship brings, shall we say, the baggage, the lessons which await the learning, the lessons which have been processed to some degree, and the lessons which have been ignored or refused. As the couple proceeds in the mated relationship, each shall find that there is the necessity of focusing upon certain lessons that are individual in nature and are shared in nature. Each shall find that it becomes a portion of the other’s incarnational pattern, and must in some way process that other self’s experience in order to find the harmonious or agreed-upon balance in the relationship in each area awaiting the learning.

If one entity in a mated relationship has chosen previous to the relationship to engage in any action which resists a certain lesson, that entity shall find at some point within the life pattern that the opportunity for learning that lesson shall again present itself in a form which is easier to distinguish, that is to say, which may cause somewhat more difficulty if the entity still presents the resistance to the lesson. If this is the case, then the entity’s mate shall find that there is a further ramification to the relationship that shall also affect it in a manner which is consonant with the overall design or purpose of the mated relationship.

Therefore, each entity brings into the relationship those areas which each shall find the necessity of focusing upon. It would seem at first glance that there could be the possibility of unfairness or an injustice in such a situation, for those areas left undone by either entity would then present both entities with the increased need to focus the attention and to process the catalyst in these areas. We would suggest that in truth there is no injustice or unfairness, for when the mated relationship is entered into, this is a function of pre-incarnative choices that have set forth the possibility of a relationship which would offer certain opportunities or challenges to each entity within the relationship. The fact that there are certain areas within each entity’s life pattern that may have been less well learned or processed is simply a portion of the overall nature of the relationship and those opportunities that the relationship has presented to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Only to pursue the last part of the question, and that just had to with jealousy and my realization that it’s almost impossible to avoid it. For instance, I am sexually mated to the instrument that you’re using. If I wished to give him a present by finding him a red ray sexual partner that was younger and prettier and different, and if he wished to give me a present and found me a younger and prettier man, whatever would appeal to me, I’m not trying to be specific, in neither case I think would either one of us, as clear and honest as we always have been with each other, get off without experiencing jealously, nor probably would the other person even take the other person up on the offer because of the feeling of, what would you say to that new person in your life afterwards; what would be the point? And yet, it’s really a candy store out there. It’s really just fun and pleasant. For some reason it isn’t actually that way. I guess that’s really what I’m after is—it really looks, at least in this culture, to be just like a little candy store with all kinds of pretty girls for the men, and pretty men for the girls, but take any candy out of the jar, and it gets sticky, it gets difficult, and the only non-difficult relationship really does seem to be the one with trust as you’ve been describing. And that seems to be full of joy as well as difficult. Is the reason for the candy store thing, is that strictly cultural or is it intended so that we’ll have a choice?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. All experience is available for the entity’s choosing, that in each choice some progress might be made in the evolution of mind, body, or spirit. There are, in the case which you have mentioned, many possibilities for basic choices to be, shall we say, to be distorted towards certain biases. For example, in a culture in which the red-ray sexual activity is both repressed and displayed, shall we say, for sale, there may be a confusion within the minds of many entities who have not consciously recognized the purpose which the red-ray sexual activity plays within the life experience. Therefore, many entities within your culture seek to enjoy a certain flavor, shall we say, of the experience, yet avoid certain other flavors of the experience. Many may focus upon the basic attraction nature, and seek no further. Others may progress some distance further upon that path, and find the difficulty which offers catalyst yet not desire to utilize that catalyst, choosing instead the sweeter experience of finding another candy to taste.

In a culture which has not promoted, shall we say, a unified view of the red-ray sexual experience, one may expect to see a great variation in the culture’s population as the population enters the candy store and attempts to choose what candy it might taste, and what then it shall do with the other candies. Shall the candy be refined, and be transmuted into a nourishment for mind, body, and spirit or shall it, shall we say, provide the cavity for the teeth, which then is a catalyst of quite another nature, yet with lessons quite profound to the entity who has not yet discovered the purpose of the red-ray sexual activity, or the mated relationship, or the nature of its own being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I never did get it straight about whether one could ever completely rid oneself of jealousy. But I think I’ll save it for another day, for I think that everyone is getting tired. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we observe a lull in the query process which promises some length. Therefore, we would take our leave of this group and this instrument, rejoicing in the opportunity to be with each in this group, and thanking each for seeking our vibration. We are with you upon your request at any time which you request our presence. We are known to you as those of Latwii, and we leave you now in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “All that appears is the form and activity of that which is invisible. The visible is but the appearing in form of that which caused it and gave it life and beauty. Because the form is inseparable and indivisible from its source, even the form is eternal. To recognize and understand the source of the outer symbols of creation is to love and enjoy them more keenly. The activity of nature is not something separate and apart from the plant. The invisible life of the plant takes form as its color, grace, and beauty.

In like manner, the soul, the mind, and the skill of an artist coalesce in a piece of stone or ivory to form a work of art in which the qualities of the artist are inseparable from the figure created. On the table before us is a tiny ivory representation of the Buddha. Let us try to visualize the artist seated before the piece of ivory, which he has painstakingly selected for its beauty and purity of color. Can you imagine how lovingly he fondled this inert mass as its ultimate form began to take shape in his mind? Can you see beyond the man, himself, and discern the beauty of soul, the purity of mind, the divine intelligence which guided and gave skill to his fingers? Remember, he was not merely carving the figure of a man: the Buddha represents enlightenment, a state of divine consciousness, that which the Occident calls the Spirit of God in humanity, the Christ, or spiritual Son. In the artist’s mind is the desire to share with others his conception of this Spirit of God in humanity. Understanding the sculptor’s love for his work arouses in us a deeper appreciation of the subject and the artistry expressed in this figure.

Just as the artist has poured himself out as this little figure or as nature has poured itself out as a beautiful flower; so do we not only delight in beautiful sunsets, towering mountains, or starry skies; but seeing them, we see beyond them to the love, the skill, and the integrity of the Invisible, manifest as God’s handiwork. The ceaseless activity of divine Love guarantees the continuity of this magnificent creation called humanity and the universe.

Meditation on the activity of God appearing as natural phenomena or as any other form of beauty will teach us to look through humanity to its divine origin taking no cognizance of failures or successes. God has expressed Itself, Its own qualities, as every man, woman, and child. All the forces of the Invisible unite to form the visible expression of intelligence, life, love, and joy. This is not discernible through a cursory observation of a person, any more than is the invisible cause of a plant or work of art perceptible to the senses. Only by looking through the appearance to the Invisible is Its essence discerned.”

This morning I changed out the green sheets and pillow cases on my bed and replaced them with the blue sheets and pillow cases. Then I put the green sheets and pillow cases through the laundry cycle. Then I ironed the blue flat sheet and pillow cases and put them on their shelf in my bathroom.

Then I ran some errands with my first stop being at PPG Paint Store and bought a quart of white paint. My second stop was at PNC Bank where I deposited my bi-annual royalty check for audio books in my savings account. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription and a pint of Haagen Dasz ice cream.

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard again and put the small tree limbs in her side and back yard into one garbage can, and then I took it back across the street and put it at the end of my driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 2

Lift To The Light

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in divine Love.

Has your consciousness failed you this day? Have you awakened feeling as though your candle were nearly burnt out and only a breath of fuel kept you aflame? Have you felt the hard press of cold winds, either literally or in the sense of harsh language and cruel deeds done about you and to you?

In these sometimes sober days, when winter is slowly releasing its grip upon the icy earth and spring is a force still far too attenuated to observe, the life may seem suspended; the heart weary; the spirit sore.

Lift your aching heart to the Light now and feel the courage, the humor, the strength, and the joy of surrender to Love. You do not have to accept the reality which your body and your senses provide you, for your reality is locked in the full consciousness of Love that is the heart of yourself and your gateway to that greater self which is the infinite and divine One in whose name Jesus the Christ comes to give good news to a weary world.

Lift up your hearts and be joyful. We leave you in Love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session comes from August 21, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most pleased to have been called to speak through this instrument without the answering of questions for the moment and hope that we may serve you. We greet and bless each and surround each with Love, for surely this circle is beautiful in its clarity of seeking and the Light that emanates from that seeking, and that identity which you have forged as a group which gives you a life beyond yourself which is that of the Light Source which is of great planetary aid.

We cannot ever express too much the importance of the dedication of each to the mutual seeking of truth, the discriminating gaze upon all materials which may aid the seeker and the sincere desire to be kindly affectioned one to another. For as you love one another, so shall you be illuminated, so shall your group be illuminated, and so shall your sphere be illuminated. The nature of seeking develops within the seeker that which is far beyond the individual and the personal in its nature. You may, indeed, find portions of your being becoming impersonal in that you gaze at the particular and personal circumstances which engage your attention within the illusion you enjoy, and draw from that illusory experience impersonal and general conclusions which may seem to the casual observer to have little to do with the circumstances. We find the great majority of your people still waiting for an awakening. We are not concerned with those who do not wish to awaken. We have not come here to serve by persuasion but only by request. We do not wish to persuade the sleeper to awaken, the sluggish to become adroit, the negative to become positive. We wish only to lay before you a vision, a view, an ideal, if you would, which is our experience of the creation and the Creator at this time which makes for us the life that we choose to lead, and the illusion that we choose to experience. This we share with you in the awareness that as others have done for us when we were as you, so now may we serve as those who speak of those concepts which you may wish to consider which form the construction of the philosophy and practical ethic by which we have our being choose our actions. And so, we continue, my friends.

We give you a view of joyful and merry universe resounding with the hearty and never-ending laughter of the Creator that Loves to experience Itself and to learn about Itself from Itself, a Creator that is doing just that through us and through each of you. Therefore, we bring to you a framework in which you may see your illusion as a unified experience in which those things you term good, those things you term bad, and those things which you term neutral are all blessed by one Light. That Light is the Light of the Creator creating, experiencing, and learning about Itself. When you open your eyes, you are opening the eyes of the Creator. No less judgment can you make about yourself, for consciousness is one, and you are conscious. You are also unique due to your experiences which by the role of free will many times over has made you the being that is of the Creator, of the version which is you. As you look out of your eyes, the eyes that you meet are those of the Creator. It is sometimes difficult to penetrate the illusion that the eyes into which you look are those of the malcontent, the murderer, the rapist, the evil man, the anyone who does not meet with the standards you have set up for yourselves in order to make an order of the illusion. However, all of these people are the Creator, and not a splinter of the Creator, for that is the manifestation, but the Creator in wholeness, for that is the root of the conscious mind. Therefore, you cannot say, “This is a splinter, this is a portion, this is a spark of the Creator, and the Light has been greatly distorted in this part of the creation,” without causing a distortion in your understanding. You must see that each is the Creator, totally and wholly and without hindrance of any kind. The remainder is a manifested illusion.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak about the Light that is our Source. They began by saying we cannot express the importance of the dedication of each to the mutual seeking of truth, for as you love one another, so shall you be illuminated, so shall your group be illuminated, and so shall your sphere be illuminated, so the nature of seeking develops within the seeker that which is beyond the individual and personal in its nature, and you may find portions of your being becoming impersonal in that you gaze at the personal circumstances which engage your attention within the illusion and draw from that illusory experience impersonal and general conclusions which may seem to the observer to have little to do with the circumstances, yet we find the majority of your people waiting for an awakening, but we are not concerned with those who do not wish to awaken, for we have not come here to serve by persuasion but only by request, and we do not wish to persuade the sleeper to awaken, but we wish to lay before you a vision which is our experience of the creation and the Creator at this time which makes for us the life that we choose to lead, and the illusion that we choose to experience, so we share with you in the awareness that as others have done for us when we were as you, so now may we serve as those who speak of those concepts which you may wish to consider which form the construction of the philosophy by which we have our being to choose our actions. Latwii went on to say we give you a view of a joyful universe resounding with the hearty laughter of the Creator that Loves to experience Itself and to learn about Itself from Itself, a Creator that is doing just that through us and through each of you, so we bring you a framework in which you may see your illusion as a unified experience in which those things you term good, those things you term bad, and those things which you term neutral are all blessed by one Light, and that Light is the Light of the Creator creating, experiencing, and learning about Itself, and when you open your eyes, you are opening the eyes of the Creator, so no less judgment can you make about yourself, for consciousness is one, and you are conscious, but you are also unique due to your experiences which by the role of free will has made you the being that is of the Creator, and as you look out of your eyes, the eyes that you meet are those of the Creator, yet it is difficult to penetrate the illusion that the eyes into which you look are those of the murderer, the evil man, or anyone who does not meet the standards you have set up for yourselves to make order out of the illusion, yet all people are the Creator in wholeness, for that is the root of the conscious mind, so you cannot say, “This is a splinter; this is a portion; this is a spark of the Creator; and the Light has been distorted in this part of the creation,” without causing a distortion in your understanding, for you must see that each is the Creator. On February 16, 1986, Latwii said that each of us is the Creator:

We suggest to you, my friends, that it might be helpful if one can perhaps, only briefly at first, adopt a somewhat different attitude as one looks at the, shall we call it, metaphysical import or nature of one’s daily life. When you experience the disharmonious relationship, the angry word, the cold and shriveled silence, that what you have is not so much the missed opportunity as a renewed opportunity for that which seems lost. Within your illusion it is not apparent in even the least degree that each is the Creator, and that Love binds all as one. Yet if you can within the heart of your being draw upon that realization and look upon each situation in which you find yourself with that point of view or attitude, you will see unfolding before you the limitless opportunities to discover Love, harmony, peace, and joy where there seems to be none or very little of these ideals which each shares.

We began by speaking with you of the Light which you generate as a group. This is an appropriate concept to consider in each relationship which you enjoy. If you have faith in another being that each of you manifests in each other at this moment, you will then be able to vibrate in harmony with each entity, even as the entity seems to be straying from the Light which you prize and which you jealously guard. We ask that you perform two processes when you engage in relationship with another being. Firstly, you must realize that you are the Creator. The center of your being is whole, and you do not need anything, neither emotion, nor material, nor any other manifestation from another, for you are perfect as you are. The release which this will give to you in your somewhat less than ideal condition will be substantial, for if you do not need anything, then you are free to listen, and to discover what you may do to be of service to another, and to work in harmony with another as you are now working in harmony in order that this instrument may be used as a channel, and have the energy to transmit this message. To continue this first process through to the logical conclusion will cost you a bit of time, perhaps no more than a second or two, and preferably, in order to cause the momentary centering process to be minimal, a daily period of meditation in order that the center is always on view.

We offer these thoughts to you that you may consider and take that which is good, leaving, of course, those things which we have said badly or wrongly in your estimation. You must know we have only opinion to offer. We could speak in grand terms and pretty language and perhaps even through this instrument using this method tend to set up a method of convincing you that we were sure and invincible in our truth and our prophecy. But why would we wish to do that, my friends? We have not worked through the densities that we have accomplished in order to influence people. We have come to our present experience because, in part, others gave us things to consider, visions to see, ideals to dream when we were in situations that did not seem ideal or seemed unbalanced, tame, boring and quiet. You see, my friends, those who have a settled existence wish to be gypsies, and those who are troubled wish to be peaceful. That is the balancing self, and each shall experience the other extreme again and again until the desires are seen for what they are, that is, a portion of the great balance of experience that is available for those upon the positive path, as it has often been called. We wish you the joy of that positive path, and assure you with our thought that as you wish to be Light beings, so you are. It is not a [inaudible] for most to keep the vision the self as Creator, and other self as Creator dancing forever within the mind, but you may grow closer and closer to that ideal and of the seeking, for the truth of our statements will inevitably bring you closer and closer to this very realization, for in the end, this realization is all that there is: we are one; we are the Creator; we are love manifested as light.

Latwii went on to say we began by speaking with you of the Light which you generate as a group, and this is an appropriate concept to consider in each relationship which you enjoy, and if you have faith in another being that each of you manifests in each other at this moment, you will then be able to vibrate in harmony with each entity, even as the entity seems to be straying from the Light which you prize, so we ask that you perform two processes when you engage in relationship with another being, and first you must realize that you are the Creator, for the center of your being is whole, and you do not need any manifestation from another, for you are perfect as you are, and the release which this will give you in your less than ideal condition will be substantial, for if you do not need anything, then you are free to listen, and to discover what you may do to be of service to another, and to work in harmony with another as you are now working in harmony in order that Carla may be used as a channel and have the energy to transmit this message, but to continue this first process through to the logical conclusion will cost you a daily meditation in order that the center is always on view. Now Latwii said we offer these thoughts to you that you may take those things which we have said wrongly, for you know we have only opinion to offer, for we have come to our present experience because others gave us ideals to dream when we were in situations that did not seem ideal, for those who have a settled existence wish to be gypsies, and those who are troubled wish to be peaceful, so that is the balancing self, and each shall experience the other extreme until the desires are seen as a portion of the balance of experience that is available for those upon the positive path, and we wish you the joy of that positive path and assure you with our thought that as you wish to be Light beings, so you are, but it is not a [inaudible] for most to keep the vision the self as Creator, and other self as Creator dancing forever within the mind, but you may grow to that ideal and of the seeking, for the truth of our statements will inevitably bring you closer to this realization, for in the end, this realization is all that there is: we are one; we are the Creator; we are Love manifested as Light. On February 2, 1987, Q’uo said that daily meditation was the way that we can find our path to service to others:

Rest in this nourishing flow of experience, and when it feels appropriate move once again into your third-density illusion. Feel the quiet and peace of the meditative state moving with you and ever available as a resource within as one moves in this daily round of activities that brings the challenges, the catalyst, the opportunity to use that which one knows in the heart, the opportunities to Love where it does not seem that Love would go, to bring Light to those who move in darkness, to become as a beacon, one who gives the Love and Light of the one Creator to all those about one. In such situations, many are the doubts, shadows, and fears that will fall by the wayside as one continues to seek the inspiration of the one Creator in daily meditation. We would remind each that all that lies before you, you have placed there for a purpose that is of a service-to-others orientation.

The second process is the free and willing giving of the attention to the Creator which is manifested to you. This is where your reactions will sometimes seem to be unresponsive to a situation. You may seem detached or happy when sadness was expected, as you listen and gather the harvest of harmony with another and celebrate that unity by seeing in a greater perspective the ebb and flow of an entity’s life as it moves in perfect freedom. Regardless of whether you are understood or misunderstood, the valuable Light generated by seeing the Creator and coming into harmony with the Creator in your dealings with others is still the same. The only way in which that Light can be multiplied is if the one whom you listened to gives the same honor to you in return. Ah, then the Light is tremendous. In no case can your light be taken from you, for you have within you all of creation, all the Light, all the world. You are unity. To say you are a part of the Creator is confusing. To say you are the Creator is confusing. You see, my friends, language is a poor thing, and we are poor at using it as you well know, but the joy that is a portion of the release felt by the vision of the Creator lovingly at work in dealing with self is immeasurable.

Then Latwii said the second process is the giving of attention to the Creator which is manifested to you, and this is where your reactions will seem to be unresponsive to a situation, so you may seem happy when sadness was expected as you gather the harvest of harmony with another and celebrate that unity by seeing in a greater perspective the ebb and flow of an entity’s life as it moves in perfect freedom, but regardless of whether you are understood or misunderstood, the Light generated by coming into harmony with the Creator in your dealings with others is still the same, and the only way in which that Light can be multiplied is if the one whom you listened to gives the same honor to you in return, for then the Light is tremendous, yet in no case can your Light be taken from you, for you have within you all of creation, all the Light, and you are unity, and to say you are a part of the Creator is confusing because you are the Creator, for language is a poor thing, and we are poor at using it as you well know, but the joy that is a portion of the release felt by the vision of the Creator lovingly at work in dealing with self is immeasurable. On October 19, 2020, Q’uo said that we are part of the Creator:

This ability to finally focus your attention becomes your great tool of inspiration and evolution, as you are more and more able to reach that focus in meditation, and then carry with you the bounty of the open heart that you have reached in meditation with you when you come out of meditation. This allows you to see with a clarified vision that you inhabit an illusion with different portions of the One Creator who are also seeking to know more firmly and fully, how they also are the same as you, your other self, the One Creator. This is the journey of the third-density illusion, and this is the great joy that awaits you as you continue to improve your focus in a single-pointed fashion, and become able to resonate in harmony with the Creator in all things, in all people, in all times, because you have done that within yourself.

Carla was not expecting this contact, and we have had a good time using this instrument, and staying very serious, and giving you all kinds of good advice, and hopefully you will remember not to care anything about our opinion but only your own opinion. We thank you for allowing us to share our thoughts with you outside of the question-and-answer format, but there was a calling for this information such as it is. We would like to exercise those channels which may wish to avail themselves of this opportunity before we attempt to answer any queries. Therefore, we would at this time with a sweeping bow, as Carla would say, leave this instrument in order that we may exercise others. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my dear friends, once again in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. As usual, we have had to nearly knock over this instrument, and we apologize for the delay, but this was her request, and we are happy to oblige. We are, as we have stated, so happy to join you and share in the Love and Love and Light that is present here this evening. It is our sincere hope that we have brought a small amount of Light and Love into the Love and Light that is in much abundance here this evening. We are honored that you have invited us here this evening, and, as always, we are grateful for the opportunity to share those moments that we find so enjoyable in this group. We shall leave this instrument and attempt to make ourselves known to another. We leave you momentarily. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and am again with this instrument. We find that the three instruments we have not spoken through this evening are requesting that a little more experience be given them before the grand Latwii debut occurs, and we concur. We are grateful that we have had the chance to work with each and are pleased with the contact that we were able to initiate. We must admit we are not the easiest contact for some to tune into as we are a narrow band compared to, for instance, Hatonn or Laitos, those which each is familiar with in the usual course of meditation.

We, therefore, wish to assure that the next time that you see your friend lying beneath the felled tree, even though the friend thinks that you are lazy when you say how lucky you are to get all that catalyst, you must bear up and retain your own opinions of the nature of the creation. However, we suggest that you not be that extreme, or you may not be able to share your perceptions with anyone except trained psychological personnel. In merriness and joy, we leave you in order that we may answer a question or two through the instrument known as Jim. You know that we leave you in Love and in Light, for what choice do we have, my friends? If we left you in apples and sausages, it would still be Love and Light. All else is an illusion, a beautiful rhythmic tapestry of color and rhythm to which you put the pattern. May your patterns be beautiful. We are those of Latwii. We give you adonai as lecturers, and yield to the question-and-answer format. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, once again in Love and Light or apples and sausages. We are pleased to once again find ourselves in our customary role of attempting to answer those queries which are important to you this evening. May we then begin with the first query?

K: Well, as usual, it seems my role to start the questions, and by the way, apples and sausages fit together. I was very interested in what Latwii said about seeing everyone as a part of the Creator, and intellectually I think I can buy that. I certainly can see the Creator in the rose and the tree, etc., etc. But I’m going through a real hard time right now. My husband has always been lazy in mind and in body, and I had not been aware of how lazy until his retirement. And I’m just having a hard time with time in seeing the Creator in him right this minute. And if you’ve got any pointers for me. Now I know you’re not going to solve my problem for me, but if you’ve got any hints as how I can see the Creator in what I perceive as laziness, would you comment on that?

I am Latwi and am aware of your query, my sister, and shall, indeed, attempt a comment. As we look upon your planet and the people that inhabit it, we see many variations of perception and behavior. We see the illusion which bars clear seeing from each eye, and we see somewhat the purpose for the bar. For each entity to look deeply at each other entity is necessary in order that a truer nature of being be discovered. The experience which results from the true seeking, the arduous seeking, is experience of great value, for it is hard won, and much difficulty has been overcome. As you look at this entity of which you speak, and see that which you describe as laziness, you see that which is not a prominent portion of your own being as you now manifest your beingness. You see that which has little, shall we say, good press amongst your peoples and certainly that which is seldom attributed …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. To continue, my sister. That aspect which you call laziness is, indeed, a manifestation of the one Creator, for there is a great portion of the one infinite Creator which is not manifest, which has not moved into the creation, which seeks not action, accomplishes no work, and simply exists in the fullness of its being. In your illusion, when such beingness is exhibited it is seldom understood even by those which exhibit its nature. In truth, my sister, there is little understanding for any manifestation of beingness or of action within your illusion. Understanding, indeed, is quite seldom found in your illusion, for as we previously spoke, there is a great bar upon the clear seeing. This is necessary that the experiences which you learn within this illusion might be hard-won, and being hard-won might then carry more weight within the total beingness which is your birthright and which is the one Creator. Therefore, as you look at the entity of which you spoke, you see not a portion of the Creator. You see the one Creator manifesting a portion of Itself which plays a part in the great lessons of balance which are so important within your illusion. You do not see so you may see. You do not understand, so you may understand.

K asked: “My husband has always been lazy in mind and in body, and I had not been aware of how lazy until his retirement. And I’m just having a hard time with time in seeing the Creator in him right this minute. And if you’ve got any pointers for me. Now I know you’re not going to solve my problem for me, but if you’ve got any hints as how I can see the Creator in what I perceive as laziness, would you comment on that?” Latwii began by saying that aspect which you call laziness is a manifestation of the one Creator, for there is a great portion of the one infinite Creator which is not manifest, which seeks not action, accomplishes no work, and simply exists in the fullness of its being, and in your illusion, so when such beingness is exhibited it is seldom understood by those which exhibit its nature, for there is little understanding for any manifestation of beingness or of action within your illusion since understanding is seldom found in your illusion, for as we said  there is a bar upon the clear seeing, and this is necessary that the experiences which you learn within this illusion might be hard-won, and being hard-won might then carry more weight within the total beingness which is your birthright and which is the one Creator, for as you look at the entity of which you spoke, you see not a portion of the Creator, but you see the one Creator manifesting a portion of Itself which plays a part in the lessons of balance which are important within your illusion, and you do not see so you may see, and you do not understand, so you may understand. On January 11, 1998, Q’uo spoke of our nature as being the one Creator:

Our choice would be thus, for it is within this confusion that one can learn a great deal more than is possible to learn in a more harmonious environment. Indeed, this is the reason that this third-density illusion is such an intense place for growth and such a valued experience for each spirit which seeks incarnation here. The learning that is possible when there is mystery and darkness all about carries far more weight in the total beingness of an entity than does the learning which is inevitable and obvious in the harmonious realms of existence. We also recommended, my brother, that when these opportunities are present for feeling atonement and the presence of the one Creator in all His or Her perfection, that one enjoy and luxuriate in them, for they are the frosting on the cake. However, as we spoke earlier, the meat of this incarnation is to find Love and Light in the confusion of the daily round of existence. To find those gems of inspiration embedded in the muck and mire of everyday experience is far more valuable.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. I understand it academically or intellectually, and will work on it emotionally. Thanks a lot, Latwii.

M: Latwii. I would like to discuss this a little further because I would be a person who, if you wanted to be judgmental, would be called lazy. But really you should say they lack energy. And the truth of the matter, anybody would rather move than sit, if they had energy. So, instead of having sympathy for a lack of energy in a person, isn’t lazy a judgmental term?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. It may not only be said to be a, as you said, term of judgment, but might also be somewhat inaccurate. It might be the case that the entity does not suffer from a lack of energy, but it has chosen for some reason not to express the energy and has chosen not to move into activity for the nature of its lessons require that type of inactivity that might be viewed by some as laziness, and the lessons available in such an environment might include the entity accepting the judgment of others as being lazy and learning to love and accept those who seem not to love and accept the entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think you’ve clarified it for me.

Carla: I’d like to ask a question. I’m still pondering a little bit because in the Ra material we’ve learned over and over again that when you see something in another person, it is the person acting as a mirror for you, and the longer you’ve been with that person, the clearer the mirror. Now, I see no way in which I can possibly view K as lazy or lacking energy or any other way you want to describe. My guess is that hers is a perfectly accurate term, meaning that there is energy available, but the guy who chooses not to use it, he’s still asleep, right? I understand that this is a lesson, but how is this acting as a mirror for her? How is her nature mirrored by such a diametric opposite?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The great Law of Free Will prohibits a specific explication upon this point, for, indeed, it is true that each entity is a mirror for each other and points the way to the lessons which need the learning and the balance. For an entity to look upon another and see that which does not seem acceptable is a part of the process of learning to accept either in the self or in an other self that which seems unacceptable. It may be that the entity unable to accept certain behavior has that behavior within the self and needs, therefore, to accept it both in the self and in another self. To others who know both entities, it may seem that only one exhibits the behavior which is not acceptable. Many are the distortions in perception, especially within those entities which seek the balance. It may also be that the entity which cannot accept a certain behavior is merely refining the acceptance of another entity, and is using a certain behavior to trigger full acceptance.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you. That was fine—good.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. We are always pleased to be of some service, however small. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. I realize it’s getting late, so feel free to make your answer brief. I have a very complex question which I have been sitting here all night trying to formulate into words. So, I will just ask you to please sift through them, and do what you can do. What I’m looking for is insight. I’m experiencing difficulty with discipline. I have trouble meditating on a daily basis. I meditate easily and enjoyably when I’m with a group, but it’s very difficult for me to discipline myself to go in the bedroom by myself, you know, at a given time on a daily basis and meditate. That’s half of the question or problem. The other deals along the same lines, discipline or will power. In this instance I’m talking about things like smoking, overeating, lack of exercise, drinking too much. I know these are catalysts, and I need to meditate to work these things out. But if you can give me any information or insight into any, well, like I said, sift through the words, and is there anything you can tell me at all?

I am Latwii, and amaware of your query, my sister. We have completed our sifting, and view that which we may. Now we believe we may begin. The topic of discipline is one which deserves a great deal of attention, and we feel we shall not do it justice in our response but shall make an attempt, for the discipline of the personality is the great work of all densities. It begins within that illusion which you now inhabit. To focus the attention of the mind is to control, to use a poor term, a great power, a creative force of infinite potential. That this force begins in what seems as chaos in undifferentiated focus is fitting, for its eventual goal is to be single-pointed, and to lead the seeker on that path which has been called straight and narrow.

But before such can occur, much exploration must precede that fine focusing. It is necessary for each seeker to shine the Light of consciousness in all directions in order that the one Creator which each seeker is might know what resources surround it, what potentials wait, what choices can be made. This is a time within your illusion of the gathering of motivation, shall we say, of the development of the will and the faith to exercise that will as choices in the seeking continue to be made, and as these choices become more and more finely focused and tuned to that straight and narrow path. You will do what you do and choose as you choose for as long as is necessary for your will to finally move in a certain direction. You shall not move until the time is right, until you have gathered about your being the desire to move in a certain direction. To move before that time is to move unwisely, for you have not yet gathered the desire to propel the movement and to maintain the motion.

S asked: “I’m experiencing difficulty with discipline. I have trouble meditating on a daily basis. I meditate easily and enjoyably when I’m with a group, but it’s very difficult for me to discipline myself to go in the bedroom by myself, you know, at a given time on a daily basis and meditate. That’s half of the question or problem. The other deals along the same lines, discipline or will power. In this instance I’m talking about things like smoking, overeating, lack of exercise, drinking too much. I know these are catalysts, and I need to meditate to work these things out. But if you can give me any information or insight into any, well, like I said, sift through the words, and is there anything you can tell me at all?” Latwii began by saying we have completed our sifting, and now we believe we may begin, so the topic of discipline is one which deserves a great deal of attention, and we feel we shall not do it justice in our response but shall make an attempt, for the discipline of the personality is the great work of all densities, and it begins within that illusion which you now inhabit, so to focus the attention of the mind is to control a creative force of infinite potential, and that this force begins in what seems as chaos in undifferentiated focus is fitting, for its eventual goal is to be single-pointed, and to lead the seeker on that path which has been called straight and narrow. Latwii went on to say before such can occur much exploration must precede that fine focusing, and it is necessary for each seeker to shine the Light of consciousness in all directions in order that the one Creator which each seeker is might know what resources surround it and what choices can be made, so this is a time within your illusion of the gathering of the development of the will and the faith to exercise that will as choices in the seeking continue to be made, and as these choices become more and more finely focused and tuned to that straight and narrow path you will do what you do and choose as you choose for as long as is necessary for your will to finally move in a certain direction, but you shall not move until the time is right, for to move before that time is to move unwisely, for you have not yet gathered the desire to propel the movement and to maintain the motion. On July 15, 1984, Latwii described the path which is called straight and narrow:

The journey which each seeker is upon is one which has been described as straight and narrow, yet it is one which is traveled over many a rocky path, a journey which has many twists and turns, a journey across which blow harsh winds and down upon which shines a searing sun. There is the need of each seeker to accomplish that which may be called the crystallization of the being, the balancing of all distortion, the purifying of the desire to serve others and to seek Love.

This is an easy statement to make, yet it is a difficult journey and task to undertake. Yet, as Love is found in each portion of the being the path is made straighter, another rock is removed, and another step is taken, yet at each moment each seeker has some access to this portion of its being, yet upon what might be called the unconscious level. It is this unconscious connection with the one Creator that rejoices in each cell of being that supports the seeker as it consciously moves in what it sees as darkness. Yet, as Love and Light are found, the darkness is illumined, and the connection becomes more and more conscious, so the seeker is able to heal the self more and more effectively with the Love and Light that it has found by its own efforts.

When you feel the need to move and when the need is true, you shall move, you shall choose. For you direct your movement from portions of your being not totally conscious. You shall do that which is appropriate, for there is nothing else you can do. In an universe of unity, you see, there is no mistake and each action or inaction seeks the true balance, and each has a purpose. To know that purpose is not always possible, but to seek that purpose within your illusion is always possible. Therefore, my sister, do not be overly concerned for what you call your lack of discipline, for it is not truly a lack, but a skill which is constantly being gained, and when it is finally manifest in a way which seems to your discrimination to truly be discipline, then the skill will have been refined to such a point through long effort that it will be the fruit of your labor. Yet the fruit is not the only measure of that labor or that skill.

Then Latwii said when you feel the need to move, and when the need is true, you shall move, for you direct your movement from portions of your being not totally conscious, and you shall do that which is appropriate, for there is nothing else you can do because in a universe of unity there is no mistake, and each action or inaction seeks the true balance, for each has a purpose, so to know that purpose is not always possible, but to seek that purpose within your illusion is always possible, so do not be concerned for what you call your lack of discipline, for it is not truly a lack but a skill which is constantly being gained, and when it is finally manifested in a way which seems to your discrimination to truly be a discipline, then the skill will have been refined to such a point through long effort that it will be the fruit of your labor. On May 3, 1987, Q’uo spoke of that which is appropriate for us to do:

We would agree that the line is quite fine which separates that desire which has a certain outcome from that desire which seeks only that which is appropriate. We recommend that desire be harnessed in a fashion which provides the seeker with the opportunity to offer the self completely and without hesitation to that which is appropriate rather than designating that which the seeker feels might be appropriate or helpful. Thus, the desire does not have a goal or idol, shall we say, fashioned, of the mind of the seeker.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No. I knew there was a method to my madness. I was just having trouble grasping onto it. Thank you, you’ve been exquisitely helpful.

Latwii: I am Latwii, and we are pleased, my sister, to have been of service. Is there another query at this time?

M: If no one has one, I would like you to tell me whether this is old age or some pattern I have. When I was young, I could focus ninety-five percent of my brain on anything in a large or small circle that I chose to focus on so that I would have photographic memory recorded in my brain. And now I’m doing good to focus fifty percent on anything, probably twenty-five percent, and I really don’t care. Now what is that change? Is it old age or is it a different attitude?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The pendulum, shall we say, has begun its movement in yet another direction within your conscious being, and that which was now seeks its balance, for there is value in what is called the perfect or photographic memory, and there is value in a diffusion of attention which allows the mind to be fed from another source, that is, the unconscious mind. Therefore, the process which you now experience is a balancing process which attempts to feed your conscious mind in a way which it previously was not fed, therefore enlarging your perception in a way which is not consciously known.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I understand then that my attitude is different, not necessarily old age. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and would in general agree with your summary, but would add that that portion of the incarnation called old age is also an attitude in many respects.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you. That was very helpful.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, right along that same line, Latwii, and I’m not sure whether I can put this into words. Well, I’m sort of like S now, pondering for words. My daughter made a statement to me today. Well, we got into a big philosophical conversation, and I made a statement that we as westerners, and particularly as Americans until the Vietnam war, did not stop long enough to say, “Who am I, and what am I here for, and where am I going,” that we were just so busy. And she said, “Well, mother, you were busy all the time.” And I said, “Yes, that’s true, but now my busyness has very little importance, it seems. I’m just using up energy that’s there, and needs to be used, and what I do has no great importance. There is something inside me that’s much deeper that’s going on. And that’s what I’m really aware of and working on.” Now I know that’s said badly, and probably makes absolutely no sense to anybody else. But is that the evolutionary process that goes on in all of us?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The process of which you speak is a process which is in some form or another a generalized process of your people. The process is to begin with that which seems significant and to enlarge the point of view so that greater significances are seen, and that which once was important is placed within a larger framework. The process may be described as the process of acceptance. Each entity is as the one who plays the game you call cards, poker for example. The hands are dealt. Each card seems significant. The hands are played. Each hand seems significant. The game then seems significant, and each card formerly played loses some significance. Another hand is dealt, another hand and another. Game after game after game is played. Some victories and some losses are recorded. The entity becomes, shall we say, an old hand at playing this game. The significance of each game grows less. Wisdom accrues and the entity looks with wizened eye at each card, each hand, each game, and the significance grows less. The entity becomes aware that more exists than one card, one hand, one game, and the entity’s view enlarges until eventually and hopefully the entity is able to accept all cards dealt, all cards played by self and other self, and is able to look beyond the game and see a greater significance.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s very good, Latwii. Thank you very much.

Carla: Well, let me follow up on that because it seems to me that what you inferred, well, that what K inferred was that when she worked as a psychologist, her work was important, and that now that she’s not working as a psychologist, and is not of obvious service to other people, that her work is not important, and what you inferred in answer was that her work with patients and her work now is all the same, it’s a hand of cards. The outer work … you’re minimizing the actual importance, in other words, it’s difficult to lead an important life, is what you’re saying. The real importance is in getting the overall picture. Is that correct? Is that a correct inference from what you said?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is basically correct. It will seem to the beginning poker player that an ace is more important than a deuce. It will seem that two or three of either are more important than one of either. Yet it is not the specific card or specific work that an entity does which is important. It is the acceptance of that card and that work, and the learning of that lesson which is important. The nature of the process is the important thing, shall we say, and not the means by which the nature is accomplished.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No.

M: Well, if you’re not exhausted, I have one more question about cards, now that you brought it up. Over a period of fifty years of playing cards, I have noticed that the good cards in playing bridge run either north-south or east-west, and they’ll run that way for a long time. Now, what is the phenomenon that makes the cards run good and north-south or east-west for a long period of time? They eventually may change, but if I have a choice of sitting, I’ll sit where the cards are running well, and I tend to win that way. Now what is that phenomenon?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Within all games, shall we say, within all patterns of your illusion there are movements of the energies which are not often understood by the players within the games. This is so because each of us within any illusion exists within an ordered universe, a universe of unity. The energies which express in any pattern or illusion, therefore, are a function of the nature of the game, shall we say. To give an analogy, one may look at a body which you call an ocean. The game which is played by the wind, the sun, and the earth with the water has a pattern. The waves crest, the currents flow, because those elements which play the game of ocean form thus and so. In a smaller scale, a game which you may describe as a form of cards has no less the force of such energies within its plane. Those entities which partake in the game are much like the sun, the wind, the earth, and the water. There are certain attractions, certain expelling or repulsions. There are added unto these energies the conscious and unconscious desires and force of will which affect the flow, shall we say, as they are shuffled, dealt, played, shuffled, dealt and played. The energies in motion are not visible to most eyes, yet act as surely as do sun, wind, water and earth.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, that’s very helpful, thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii, and I thank you, my sister. We find energy available for one more query of average length, shall we say, for this instrument has nearly played its hand.

Carla: Okay, I’m curious about something that happened to me, has happened to me before, happened to me today. I was in church, and shortly after the beginning of the service I lost track of time and consciousness, and when I became aware of my surroundings again, several minutes had passed, two or three, I’m not sure. I had this time almost no memory of the content of what had occurred while I was gone. I awoke with a tremendous feeling of praise, praise, joy, joy, almost just a rhythmic, it was almost indescribable, but that was the basic feeling, “Praise the Lord.” And I felt closer to Christ than I—I knew that was my closest moment to Christ in some few days or weeks. My pardon to all those in the group who are not Christian. Don’t let me give you a hard time, but I am so. I’m very curious whether it’s safe, metaphysically safe, physically safe for me to wink out like that and come back, and if it’s not safe, what I can do to protect myself from losing consciousness, and if it is safe, what I can do to remember the content long enough to be able to write about it, because I know people that read my Christian writing would be very interested in the experience, provided I could remember it.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that we shall only be able to scratch the surface of this subject but shall attempt response. May we first suggest that to bring back the fruits or pearls of the experience may not be the goal or even a portion of the experience. When this is appropriate it will occur of its own course or movement. The experience has as its general nature a movement from the conscious to the unconscious mind for the purpose of experiencing a deeper portion of your own being in relation to the one which is called by your people Jesus, and which serves as a model for your own being. This movement is triggered by the rituals which are a portion of what you call your church worship, and by a conscious and unconscious desire upon your part to be fed in the magical sense by these rituals. That you are unaware of the nature of this happening coincides with your lack of knowledge concerning the means by which you function as instrument in the contact with those of Ra.

We may suggest some form of protection be used in such a situation, which would mean that in your future worship in group church environment that you give some form of praise and thanksgiving as you build the shield of light about your being. We cannot speak in more specific terms in this particular response, for we are aware that there are some portions of this experience which are most valuable for discovery upon your own effort and cannot make those discoveries for you.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I’m just grateful you didn’t tell me that I had to hold the hand of the person next to me because she’s a soprano and she wouldn’t understand. You know, you’re really very helpful to everybody. Thank you very much for your services.

I am Latwii, and am most grateful to be able to be of whatever service is possible, and thank each in this group for the service which each provides us by allowing us to speak and by weighing our words with careful discrimination.

K: I thank you also, Latwii, and I’m going to work on that business of laziness, and I think I’ll unravel some of it. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and I am filled with the joy of the thanksgiving which this group generates at present. We must at this time take our leave of this group, for we have somewhat fatigued this instrument, and shall be with each upon the request in your meditations. We leave you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We leave you in your own Love and Light, for it is in great abundance, and in truth we do not leave you, for we are one. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “If our meditation has been gentle and serene, bringing us into such a realization of our God-being, that our eyes are opened to spiritual reality, we shall behold the great mystery: the mist disperses; the curtain is withdrawn; and we find ourselves in the presence of God. There is no more mental or spiritual darkness. The presence of God announces Itself, reminding us:

I am ever with you. I was with you when you began your search, but the mist before your eyes so dimmed your vision that you could not see Me. You were so cluttered up with materialistic concepts that your awareness was dulled. The mist could not be dispelled until those things which caused the mist had been removed. Then, and then only, could you find Me, hear My voice, and feel My Presence.

In whatever state or stage of consciousness the seeker, whether priest or neophyte, finds themself, there is a Way for them—a Way which will lead them ultimately to the very presence of God. This Way may be completely unique to the individual, or it may take one of the established forms of religious worship, such as journeying from the outer courtyard to the very Holy of Holies in the Hebrew temple; placing a flower before a statue of the Buddha, making a pilgrimage to Mecca; bathing in the sacred Ganges; pondering the enigmatic koan; or kneeling in the cathedral in holy communion, drinking the symbolic wine, and eating the sacred bread.

Whatever symbology is used, it is dead and fruitless until the inner meaning of the form is discerned. Meditation such as this in which we have just engaged clothes the symbol with life and reality. The act of sacrifice, purification, and devotion must be performed by each and every aspirant, not as a ceremony demanded by some outer rule, but as the dictate of the heart. Only when the heart has yielded, and the Soul has paid homage to God can we come into the Presence”

This afternoon I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and gathered the small tree limbs around her yard and put them into two garbage cans, and then I put the garbage cans at the end of my driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 1

The Year Of Jubilee

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

We greet you in your divinity, knowing that you cannot see it and find it hard to believe that it exists. We greet you as children of the Father, heirs to all that Love may bring, sons and daughters of eternity.

We greet you who are trying to unstop your ears and peel the veil of illusion from your eyes and urge you instead to enter into your own heart and, there, clean the house of the Lord and make ready your own self, trusting in the sweetness and perfection of the creation of the Father, which is your self, that you may be worthy to receive the gifts of the Spirit.

It is for each to decide when the year of Jubilee shall come; when the acceptable time of rejoicing shall be declared. The potential lies in each and every day. May you turn within in peace and, cleansing yourself diligently and persistently, prepare yourself ceaselessly to be channels of Love. For such voices, hearts, and hands as yourself are the presence of Love in your world.

We leave you in the peace which does not deny responsibility and in the comfort of Love which does not deny responsibility, in the hard and creative Love and joy of divine consciousness, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii, and Nona channelings are from August 14, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We have been blending with your group for some time, and we thank you for the great privilege of being able to speak through this instrument, and to share our humble thoughts with you. We would speak with you this lovely evening about that which you may call discipline. Many and many are the sources and the messages which you may read or hear which are of an inspirational nature which express to you the perfection, the unity of the present moment. And many are the blissful moments that you may gain from taking in such beautiful and consoling thoughts. So far from being sarcastic are we that we would suggest that you make a practice of availing yourself of this idealism, this beauty, this vision of perfection, and unity on a daily basis, not only through meditation but insofar as you find it helpful through inspirational works. However, if you do seek truly, you will find that inspiration carries with it a mandate for action, and it is that action which takes a discipline of the inner self. Such disciplines are not much understood in your culture. The discipline of the mind, the character, the personality, is hardly recognized unless it bears substantial and obvious fruit in the social life, and is, therefore, not much valued by that cultural web in which you find yourself experiencing the illusion at this time. However, without the discipline to take responsibility for what knowledge you have gained, you will find yourself on a treadmill, and you will in the end be disillusioned, if you will excuse the pun, and you will consider that all the inspirational writings and speeches that you have heard are foolish and that there is no use in them.

When we speak to you of Love and Light and peace, we do not expect to do anything more than to inspire you to begin or to intensify your own efforts at seeking, that probing the unknown which holds within it the treasure which you call the truth. And as you seek you will find on your own a subjectively interwoven series of apparent truths. If you do not claim them as you discover them, they will escape you, and you will have to discover them again and again and again. If you claim that which you know and begin the unending attempt to manifest within your being that which you have learned, then you shall proceed, and the penetration of the illusion which hides from you the true nature of Love will be accelerated accordingly. My friends, it is so easy to think that the feast, the Love, and the unity that you experience in moments of inspiration will be a natural fruit of your attempting to manifest these qualities through your being. However, this is far from the truth. When you choose to seek the truth, you embark upon a very personal journey, and one which will differ from person to person because of the unique nature of each being. Therefore, the first fruit of seeking may well be dissension, and the peace that you find will only be found at the end of a process of communication that may be very painful. When you seek the truth, you are acting as a creation inspired by an ideal. You move according to the winds of your own particular needs and energies, and those closest to you, if they are also seeking, shall also be in motion.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of discipline. They began by saying we would speak with you this evening about discipline, and many are the sources and the messages which you may read or hear which are of an inspirational nature which express to you the unity of the present moment, and many are the blissful moments that you may gain from taking in such consoling thoughts, so we suggest that you make a practice of availing yourself of this vision of perfection and unity on a daily basis, not only through meditation but through inspirational works, but if you seek truly, you will find that inspiration carries with it a mandate for action, and it is that action which takes a discipline of the inner self, but such disciplines are not understood in your culture, for the discipline of the mind and the personality is hardly recognized unless it bears substantial fruit in the social life, so it is not valued by that culture in which you find yourself experiencing the illusion at this time, yet without the discipline to take responsibility for what knowledge you have gained, you will find yourself on a treadmill, and you will in the end be disillusioned, and you will consider that all the inspirational writings that you have heard are foolish, and there is no use in them. Hatonn continued by saying when we speak to you of Love, and Light, and peace, we do not expect to do anything more than inspire you to intensify your efforts at seeking, that probing the unknown which holds within it the treasure which you call the truth, and as you seek you will find a series of apparent truths, but if you do not claim them as you discover them, they will escape you, and you will have to discover them again, so if you claim that which you know and begin to manifest within your being that which you have learned, then you shall proceed, and the penetration of the illusion which hides from you the true nature of Love will be accelerated accordingly, so it is easy to think that the Love and unity that you experience in moments of inspiration will be a natural fruit of your attempting to manifest these qualities through your being, but this is not the truth, for when you choose to seek the truth, you embark upon a personal journey, and one which will differ from person to person because of the unique nature of each being, so the first fruit of seeking may be dissension, and the peace that you find will only be found at the end of a process of communication that may be very painful, for when you seek the truth, you are acting as a creation inspired by an ideal, and you move according to the winds of your particular needs, and those closest to you, if they are also seeking, shall also be in motion. On January 7, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the discipline of the mind and the personality:

To accept a limitation is to fight not against it, and it is humankind’s nature to fight, to see any limitation, or lack of freedom, as a fault, and to move body, and soul, and mind, and spirit, in will and faith that the condition experienced—which may be difficult at the present moment—by the activities of good attitude, proper care of the body, and proper discipline of the mind and personality, may become more and more able to be themselves.

When one is doing that which one does out of a sense of duty, one is not accepting one’s limitations, for the limitations of which we would speak are not only those physical limitations which may occur, but also mental, emotional, and spiritual limitations, which are just as valid, though unseen. To accept the self as it is is to accept the limitation.

Perhaps you may look with dismay upon this first fruit of seeking, and yet we say to you it is entirely necessary within third density to use the illusion in order to open communication to the level of spiritual verbalizations. If you have a disagreement, count yourself blessed, for you may then use your manifested seeking to turn towards another self openly and fearlessly. Without seeking and grasping the principles of the discipline of the self, it is almost impossible to communicate clearly and with a minimum of bias. The chance to do so is precious indeed, and because success is so hard won it is worth a great deal. We come among you only as brothers and sisters and do not wish to add to your burdens, but we do challenge you to retain that fine sense of the ideal, that great seeking for the one original Thought, while gazing with a clear and careful eye upon each situation that seems to be quite out of keeping with all the effort and all the love you have given to that situation.

Do not let your heart falter because there are great difficulties, minor disagreements, or poor feelings. Know that your third density is doing what you planned for it to do, and now is your chance to use it wisely. When you were a child, did your parent see fit to discipline you? How much wiser is your higher self which offers you disciplines. You are not weak to be patient or poor in heart to strive for cheerfulness. You are not failing your brother or your sister when you step back from a confrontation that would leave a brother on one side and a sister upon another, and strive to reestablish by clear communication through dissension the final understanding that you are one being. If you have compassion, then you must seek discipline. We shall at this time show some discipline by refraining from exercising the other instruments within this domicile, for they have come to listen and to be refreshed. Take refreshment from all that you can. Drink deep in the glory and the beauty that is around you, but do not feel betrayed by apparent disharmony. Isn’t it just like you, each of you, seekers all, to plan for yourself some hard times, some rough knocks, so that you might more clearly express your grasp of the truth and your penetration of all apparent separation.

Hatonn went on to say perhaps you may look with dismay upon this first fruit of seeking, yet we say to you it is necessary within third density to use the illusion in order to open communication to the level of spiritual verbalization, so if you have a disagreement, count yourself blessed, for you may then use your seeking to turn towards another self openly and fearlessly, for without seeking and grasping the principles of the discipline of the self, it is almost impossible to communicate clearly and with a minimum of bias, so the chance to do so is precious, and because success is so hard won it is worth a great deal, so we come among you as brothers and sisters and do not wish to add to your burdens, but we do challenge you to retain that fine sense of the ideal, that great seeking for the one original Thought, while gazing with a clear and careful eye upon each situation that seems to be out of keeping with all the effort and all the Love you have given to that situation. Then Hatonn said do not let your heart falter because there are great difficulties or poor feelings, and know that your third density is doing what you planned for it to do, and now is your chance to use it wisely, so how much wiser is your higher self which offers you disciplines, for you are not failing your brother or your sister when you step back from a confrontation that would leave a brother on one side and a sister upon another, and strive to reestablish by clear communication through dissension the final understanding that you are one being, for if you have compassion, then you must seek discipline, so we shall show some discipline by refraining from exercising the other instruments within this domicile, for they have come to listen and to be refreshed, yet take refreshment from all that you can, and drink deep the beauty that is around you, but do not feel betrayed by apparent disharmony, but isn’t it just like you, each of you, seekers all, to plan for yourself some hard times, some rough knocks, so that you might more clearly express your grasp of the truth and your penetration of all apparent separation. On July 16, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value to us of clear communication:

It is well if one becomes familiar with what one feels in any particular situation, so that one may have the deepest truth from which to offer the communication. It is also quite necessary that there be a certain level of trust developed between those who would seek clear communication, for the clarity of communication may reveal, in the same clear light, some indications or messages that may make one uncomfortable, and it is well that each in the relationship trust that there is no harm, shall we say, intended, that each is searching in virgin or new territory within the self and may be as perplexed as the other at what is found there.

It is well to enter into communication with the desire and the intention to speak that which is felt and that which is true for the self with the attitude that it is not the final answer, and that it might become a stepping stone toward that which is desired, if the clear communication has uncovered that which, though not desired, is truly the case at that moment. Thus, the trust is the foundation stone between the two who seek clear communication. And upon that foundation stone of trust may be added the speaking of that which is truly felt as a portion of the communication that shall continue to reveal a balance and a harmony that can be found when the communication has been clear enough for long enough that the, shall we say, whole picture begins to be seen beyond the boundaries of what is felt and thought by the self, by each self.

We give this instrument a vision it does not understand. This instrument sees the hammer descending upon the anvil and the rock breaking. We attempt to say to this instrument that that which is not tempered will break. Go through the fire of experience willingly, my friends, and be tempered a bit at a time, that with experience you may bend and learn and become stronger, and serve more and more that great ideal that you so cherish. On the surface the spiritual path seems poetic and dramatic and will attract many who will become weak-hearted. Know, my friends, the spiritual path is for those who are tough and wish to become tougher. Perfect compassion involves an unbelievable personal discipline, for how in this great illusion can you naturally believe that all others are one with you? We of Hatonn are one with you. This we know. We offer our vibration to you during meditation. You need but mentally request it. We thank each of you for the opportunity of joining a circle of light that expands until the universe rings, for in joining as a group, you join light with light and the resulting energy is monumental, and that which you would not believe. But we say to you, you aid the planet and you aid us as we learn in our service to the One. We commend, as always, meditation on a daily basis, and so leave. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai vasu. We leave you in the love and the light of the One Who is All.

Hatonn continued by saying Carla sees the hammer descending upon the anvil and the rock breaking, so we attempt to say to her that which is not tempered will break, so go through the fire of experience willingly, and be tempered a bit at a time, that with experience you may bend, and learn, and become stronger, and serve more that great ideal that you cherish, and on the surface the spiritual path seems dramatic and will attract many who will become weak-hearted, but know the spiritual path is for those who are tough and wish to become tougher, so perfect compassion involves a personal discipline, for we of Hatonn are one with you, and we offer our vibration to you during meditation, and you need but request it, so we thank each of you for the opportunity of joining a circle of Light that expands until the universe rings, for in joining as a group, you join Light with Light and the resulting energy is monumental, but we say to you, you aid the planet, and you aid us as we learn in our service to the One, and we suggest meditation on a daily basis. On February 10, 2024, Q’uo described the nature of our spiritual path:

We do agree with you that joy and laughter are true guideposts along the way, the way that can become difficult because that is the way learning occurs through processing catalysts that create the pain of change. And yet, when one has created the change, one is a new being moving forward on the spiritual path. However, it is sometimes quite tedious, and repetitive, and difficult, as you have noted, to complete this, one time after another and another.

Thus, the sense of humor, the sense of proportion, of seeing the path as that which contains paradox, contains riddles, contains puzzles to make one smile, the synchronicities the coincidences that remind one that it is not only a spiritual path of purity, and purity of intention, but it is a path that one may laugh, relax, have a good time and be full of that which you have called joy, for the laughter and the joy are also fuel for the spiritual path. If one wishes to travel in a dedicated fashion, as you have mentioned, it is possible to move forward in that way. And yet, if one adds the joy, and the laughter, it speeds the path, for it opens the heart even more, so that more Love can be given, or laughter can be had, or joy can be shared.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our special pleasure and privilege to greet each of you this evening. We thank you, as always, for requesting our presence. We come as humble messengers of Love and Light and of the unity of the creation of the one Creator. We hope that our service of attempting to answer your queries will provide you with some small amount of aid and food for thought. We remind each that our words are but our opinions, most fallible, yet offered with a great desire to be of service. May we then ask for the first query?

Carla: Dr. B has an electrical machine, and she’s unwilling to use it on me until she gets a reading. Can I ask you about it, or do I need to ask Ra?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query and desire, my sister. The machine of which you speak is of potential aid if used with the proper mental attitude. This attitude is most necessary for it is the, shall we say, force or enabler which you will use to form the channel through which the healing energies will be able to move. More than this we cannot say without infringement. The attitude is of your construction of necessity in order for it be most efficacious.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Is there any setting on the machine which would be harmful, or should I ask Ra? This is information she specifically asked for.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There are certain settings, as you call them, which may prove less than helpful. There is a certain intuitive grasp which is necessary for the one known as B that can be used to determined these settings. We cannot speak as to the specific setting, for it is not within the nature of this type of contact to be able to transmit information of such specificity.

Carla: Okay, then all I have to ask Ra is just a very specific question about settings. Good. One more little question. After the one thing she did with me, I experienced a good deal of pain in the general area of my kidneys which was outside the general area of back spasms which I’ve had an unrelated problem with. I suspected quite strongly that what had happened was I had released too many toxins into my body, and I had failed to drink enough water. Could you confirm that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may say that this assumption has a large degree of correctness. There is also the shaping, shall we say, of the proper mental attitude of which we spoke previously which would aid in the use of this instrument. This again we recommend as a topic for your pondering and meditation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you. I appreciate your going right up against the Law of Free Will with the information I wanted.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, for your seeking and your understanding. Is there another query at this time?

A1: Yes, Latwii. I’ve got a situation which has been occurring for the past three or four weeks. And, well, I’ll be explaining it to you, but I’d like to have some reasons of why it might be happening, if you can help. What it is, is during the Friday night meditations after the tuning, I can hear the first words of, “I am Hatonn,” and then a few seconds later I hear, “I am Hatonn, and we now leave you,” then I hear, “I am Latwii, and we greet you,” and then I hear, “I am Latwii and we leave you.” And the whole meditation appears to take about five minutes. And once we have sent Love and Light, I have this problem of using—from the elbow down—my arms. It takes about ten minutes to regenerate the hands. The first week I kind of let it go by, and the second week I thought I might just be exhausted and sleeping through it, but with this many occurrences I’m beginning to question whether or not something else might be going on. And I’ve it given it thought, and I can’t come up with anything, so I’m asking now. Can you help?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may be of some small aid in this area by suggesting that each who joins a circle of seeking such as this circle will take from the information given that which has meaning to the entity. Each will hear in some fashion that is most helpful to that entity’s journey of seeking the truth, no matter what is spoken and generally available. In your particular case, the turn of your mind and seeking of recent times, as you call it, desires that nourishment which is of a most unique and personal nature. Therefore, it is the case that you seem not to hear the words, yet upon a deeper level receive the sustenance, and are not consciously aware of the information verbally transmitted. This is your pattern of seeking at this time. The process entails a somewhat deeper level of meditation which may have as an aftereffect the numbing or the making inoperable of certain portions of the physical vehicle.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A1: One more thing. I don’t think I am, but I just want to make sure that I’m not causing any negative action within the group, or also, you know, a reverse effect of hindering anyone else’s growth by not being fully conscious during the meditation.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To aid a group such as this one in the shared seeking, it is most fundamentally necessary for each entity to seek as purely as possible. The method of seeking is of lesser importance. Therefore, if each comes to the circle of seeking with a desire which is as pure as possible, and comes with a mind that is as open as possible, and a heart which accepts each other self, then the fundamental requirements for aiding in the shared seeking are met. It is, of course, helpful to remain in a non-trance state in such a circle, for the proper protection for that special type of seeking is not provided in such a circle.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A1: Latwii, thank you, you’ve helped a lot. Now I don’t have any more questions.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, for your service. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I’d like to check up on A1. I was wondering if the problem with the lower arms could be mechanical. I’ve got some of the same problems that she does with the arthritis, and I’ve found that propping up my elbows has helped my comfort after the sessions quite a bit. Do you think that it is this same syndrome of arthritis in the joints and lessened circulation and nerve function that may be the aftereffects of being in one position for too long.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. These are helpful suggestions, and we may concur in our estimation of their correctness. The joints which have poor circulation and which must withstand motionless periods for some time, are more susceptible to the numbing effect and difficulty in use after the motionless period is ended. The one known as A1 may experiment with different …

[Side one of tape ends.]

Carla: [Inaudible]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument once again. Our puns are often unnoticed, and we appreciate the notice. We will now resume with asking for the next query.

Questioner: What can we do to help A2 during this crisis that she’s in now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. As those entities about you move through their incarnations, there will be those times in which it seems as though great difficulties threaten their being and the continuance of the incarnation in a stable fashion. To be of the greatest aid to any entity which is undergoing that which is seen as difficult or traumatic, it is first most helpful to look at what might be described as the overview, that is, to see the entity being presented with an opportunity for greatly accelerated growth. It may not be understood in the smallest degree just how the growth will occur, yet in a universe of unity, there is nothing but opportunity for the realization and expression of that unity by each entity.

Therefore, if you can, begin your efforts with this view and you will note a greater ease in the attempt to aid an other self which seeks assistance. Then if you can, radiate or communicate to this other self your vision of the perfection of the opportunity, and the assurance that all not only will be well, but all is at this moment well. Then you and the other self stand upon the bedrock of truth as well as it can be understood in this illusion which seems so difficult and threatening from time to time.

If then you can refine further your efforts of service by seeking in your own meditative state that which might be most helpful to the entity, and share this assistance with Love and acceptance of the entity, the situation, and without a dedication to any particular outcome, then you will have given a gift which is most helpful in that it is given freely, with love and with concern.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, you’ve been very helpful.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and though we feel there are still several queries forming themselves, we feel that it is the appropriate time to take our leave of this group, and perhaps have the honor of attempting these queries when they are more firmly formed. We thank each in this group for seeking our humble service. We are with each in meditation upon request and are most honored to be able to blend our vibrations at any time our presence is requested. We leave you now, my friends, in the all-encompassing Love, and the clear shining Light of the one infinite Creator which resides in each portion of your being and within all creation. We rejoice with you in the truth of our unity. Our blessings and peace be with you. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. We greet you in love and in light, and for several requests we offer the sounds through this instrument of a healing nature.

[Carla channels a beautiful vocal melody without words from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from: “The material concepts of health and of wealth are but two among many erroneous concepts which must be sacrificed. Let us begin where we are at this moment in consciousness. In our innermost minds and hearts, we, ourselves, know what we are entertaining of a mortal, material, limited, or finite nature, whether it be of wealth, health, friends, family, social position, power, or fame. We give up our human concepts to accept in exchange a higher spiritual sense of being; we sacrifice the worthless to receive that which is divinely real. Those who have sought God for their own purpose have missed the way: God can be attained only by a complete surrender of every desire, except the desire to bask in God’s Love and grace. In this meditation we begin to make the sacrifice:

I surrender; I surrender every material obstacle, every mortal and human obstacle, everything that stands between me and God. In Thy Presence is fullness of life. I surrender every desire that I have ever had. I surrender every desire but one: all that I seek is Thee. Let me be in Thy Presence. Thy grace is sufficient for me—not Thy grace and health or wealth, but Thy grace alone. I surrender the desire for person, place, thing, circumstance, or condition—even my hope of heaven. I surrender every desire for recognition, for reward, for gratitude, for love, for understanding. I am satisfied with Thy grace. If only I can sit here and hold Thy hand, I will never ask even for tomorrow’s breakfast; I will fast the rest of my days. Just let me hold Thy hand, and I shall never hunger; I shall never thirst. Only let me hold Thy hand; let me be in Thy Presence.”

This afternoon I was honored to host the second public channeling session of the new year. It was great to see so many friends, both new and old. There were eleven attendees and four instruments. We began our session with our round robin by going around the circle in a clockwise fashion, so each person could share whatever recent experiences of a spiritual nature that were most meaningful to them. This created connections of our open hearts with each other that Q’uo could use to channel answers to any questions that were asked of them. Some of the questions were: “Could you explain he underlying metaphysical mechanisms by which a sensitive seeker perceives energy signatures and whether this ability can be consciously refined?” “Is it possible to learn to attune to and perceive the unique vibratory signature of those of Q’uo without being a conscious channel?” “Could you explain the metaphysical mechanics of telepathy in third density, and whether what we experience as empathy is in fact a form of telepathic connection.” “If my path of service to others wears me out, what can I do about it?” “How do I live with the second density creatures that live off of eating each other, and how do I respond to the wars in third density that take so many lives?” and “Was Jesus actually a human being?”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 28

Seeing Shadows

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus Christ.

A shadow of sadness lies at the edge of the illusory consciousness of many pilgrims who have not the grace either to forgive or to forget the trials of the past. This shadow is a habit of mind inimicable to the consciousness of Love, for in love there is the freedom of the peaceful consistency of wholeness with no shadow or variation of any kind.

Yet blame not your eyes, your mind, or your heart for perceiving shadows in past, present, and future. But when perceiving those shadows, know that by definition they are an illusion to be governed and balanced by the consciousness of Love.

We leave you in the peace of wholeness, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii, and Nona channelings come from July 31, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We thank you, my friends, for letting us be part of your gathering, to share your vibrations of Love which so strongly fill this place this evening. My friends, it has, indeed, been a beautiful day. It has been a time of rejoicing, for there are, indeed, multitudes of your people who now seek peace, and desire to see that peace surrounding your planet bringing more and more into a oneness with the Creator. This expression of the Love of the Creator has grown, and we sincerely hope will continue to grow, for as your planet continually nears the harvest, this expression verbally and by thought will more and more increase your planet’s vibratory level. My friends, we are so pleased and so happy to see this. It fills us with joy to see the oneness of your people expanding, for throughout the world there are groups such as yours who sit in meditation attempting to share this Love further and further. There can be no greater service than this. As each strives to serve the Creator, each will, indeed, grow in that Love.

We would like to transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We shall continue.

We are aware that all may not seem to be full of peace, and joy, and Love among your people. Indeed, the quality most desired from third density is its opacity. It is not intended that you be able to see through the illusion readily. We find in Carla’s mind the image of young men who play “King of the Mountain,” and a game which this instrument calls “Chicken,” and who run after anything in a skirt. We ask that you look at your countries, your national culture units. Those especially which concern you as you dwell within the reaches of your United States are that country and that which you call Russia. And as you look, you find these countries behaving as young men, each one daring the other, and playing chicken, and chasing any country in a skirt, so to speak. This is immature behavior developed by societal units which have not reached the age of Wisdom, and which wield power. We are aware that this part of the illusion seems to declare a grave and malign influence that would deny not only Love in its surface and shallow sense and all the good expressions that from it flow, such as peace and joy, but that which is at the root of Love, that being the original Thought of the Creator. Yet that original Thought feeds the illusion with its acceptance of biased consciousness while remaining without that illusion. That which Love is possesses the qualities which formulate your language’s improbable attempt to describe singularity—that is Light, power and compassion.

That which will occur among your people, and which is known among many as the harvest is not a function of an incarnational experience wherein certain factors seem to be ineuphonius. That harvest is a function of many unique portions of the Creator who have been conscious, and who have been learning for many thousands of your years. The free will of each of those portions of consciousness shall draw a picture that is to come, and it shall draw it in a state of being that is outside your immediate illusion. It is as if we were to say that all that you see, measure, feel and touch has no value. This is not so, but it surely must seem as if this is what we are saying. Can governments rise and fall? Can people think, and err, and sleep, and yet the harvest occur? Seemingly, this cannot be. And yet that which you and that which many are who shall be harvested in time/space in your, what you call, future shall be due to the rhythm and pulse of a portion of Love which is intelligent and which has specifically and carefully detailed the circumstances which will surround this opportunity. Thus, we say to you, there is far more peace, and there are many more groups such as this one. We are overjoyed at the progress being made. There will be a harvest. That there will be any harvested at all is our joy.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share their thoughts about how peace may be achieved on Earth as the fourth density approaches. They began by saying we are aware that all may not seem to be full of peace, joy, and Love among your people, for the quality most desired from third density is its being opaque since it is not intended that you be able to see through the illusion, so we find in Carla’s mind the image of young men who play “King of the Mountain,” and a game which this instrument calls “Chicken,” and who run after anything in a skirt, so we ask that you look at the countries which concern you such as Russia, and you find these countries behaving as young men, each one daring the other, and playing chicken, and chasing any country in a skirt, for this is immature behavior developed by societal units which have not reached the age of Wisdom and which wield power, so we are aware that this part of the illusion seems to declare a negative influence that would deny not only Love in its shallow sense, and all the good expressions that flow from it, such as peace and joy, but that which is at the root of Love which is the original Thought of the Creator, yet that original Thought feeds the illusion with its acceptance of biased consciousness while remaining beyond that illusion, and that which Love is possesses the qualities which create your language’s attempt to describe the unity of Light, power, and compassion. Then Hatonn said that harvest is not a function of an incarnational experience wherein certain factors seem to be confusing, and that harvest is a function of many unique portions of the Creator who have been conscious, and who have been learning for many thousands of your years, and the free will of each of those portions of consciousness shall draw a picture in a state of being that is outside your immediate illusion, and it is as if we were to say that all that you see and feel have no value, but this is not so, yet it must seem as if this is what we are saying, and: “Can governments rise and fall? Can people think, and err, and sleep, and yet the harvest occur?” Hatonn said this cannot be, yet you and many who shall be harvested in time/space in your future shall be due to the rhythm and pulse of a portion of Love which is intelligent and which has carefully detailed the circumstances which will surround this opportunity, so we say there is far more peace, and there are many more groups such as this one, and we are overjoyed at the progress being made, for there will be a harvest, and this is our joy. On March 25, 2001, Q’uo said that the harvest is now for many individuals and unpredictable most of the rest of the people on this planet:

We would suggest that the harvest is now, that many who go through the doors of what you call death are able to harvest themselves in the service-to-others polarity predominantly. Some few in the service-to-self polarity are also achieving harvest, and as the choices that each entity within this illusion makes are made towards sharing of the Love and the Light of the one Creator, so is the harvest of each and all made more possible. The dates, shall we say, are relatively unimportant at this time, for the future is mazed to all eyes, and the choices of the people of this planetary influence are the primary force, shall we say, that determines any potential dates for harvest. The future is flexible, so that it is possible in one great turning of the mass mind to the Light that a harvest date could be at any particular point in time. Though this is not probable, it is ever possible that all may see the Light within themselves and other selves as well and move the compass of the needle to the service-to-others polarity in one fine moment of inspiration.

We ask you to consider all the works of your hands, minds, and your hearts, all the things which you may have built up for yourselves, all your appetites and your means of satisfying them, and we ask you to consider which of those things feeds that portion of yourself which is aligned most closely with the one original Thought, with Love. The world about may do what it will. It cannot touch the work that you do mining, as it were, for a gold within yourselves. In meditation, in silence within lies information for those who wish information, inspiration for those who wish that, hope, [inaudible], faith. All these are derivative of Love, and feed back into Love, and the key to your own progress towards your own harvest is first in your dedication to learning what the truth may be within you, and secondly to your decision to allow that Love to radiate to those about you, not by what you do but by what you are. We would very much like to use other channels within this group as we have not had a chance to exercise any of them for a period of your time. Therefore, we shall offer one thought and then move on to another channel. That one thought is all-important. We ask that you consider our words as you would consider the words of a friend or a neighbor. We have existed in consciousness coherently for some of what you would call time longer than you, and perhaps there are some viewpoints worth sharing. We hope so. That is why we are here. We hope that one or two may find our words useful. We have an equally strong hope that no one accepts our words or any words as infallible. The truth lies within you, and all must be brought before that great and mighty court. We would at this time transfer this contact. We thank this instrument. I am Hatonn.

Hatonn continued by saying we ask you to consider all the works of your hands, minds, and your hearts, all the things which you may have built up for yourselves, all your appetites and your means of satisfying them, and we ask you to consider which of those things feeds that portion of yourself which is aligned most closely with the one original Thought of Love, so the world about may do what it will, but it cannot touch the work that you do mining for gold within yourselves, for in meditation lies information for those who wish inspiration  and faith, and all these come from Love and feed back into Love, and the key to your progress towards your harvest is first in your dedication to learning what the truth may be within you, and secondly to your decision to allow that Love to radiate to those about you, not by what you do but by what you are, so we would like to use other channels within this group as we have not had a chance to exercise any of them for a long time, and we shall offer one thought and then move on to another channel, and we ask that you consider our words as you would consider the words of a friend or a neighbor, for we have existed in consciousness for some time longer than you, and perhaps there are some viewpoints worth sharing since that is why we are here, so we hope that one or two may find our words useful, and we have an equally strong hope that no one accepts our words or any words as infallible, for the truth lies within you, and all must be brought before that great and mighty court. On April 14, 2007, Q’uo said that the truth lies within us:

The truth lies within you. It is a creature without words. It speaks in silence. It gives information that is far richer and more powerful than any words. It is to that entity who finds their way to the silence that speaks that realization will come. To us it matters not how that entity forms itself up or follows ways to tune itself in order to seek the truth. The fundamental matter of importance is to reach the heart of the self where the silence speaks.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. There was some initial difficulty establishing contact with this instrument, and as we have not been together for some time, we wish to speak but briefly through this instrument. We wish to ask you to remember that while you meditate within this group that there are those who, though not physically present, are with you at this time adding their energies to yours, for this group stretches far and has touched many. We have, indeed, been privileged to have been allowed the chance to speak to and through so many through your years. It has, indeed, been an opportunity for us to continue our growth as we attempt to serve as we may.

I am Hatonn, and would at this time like to transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. We would close this evening by saying a very few words through this instrument. My friends, as you wish for peace, you can extend peace by being peaceful, and you bring joy by being joyful. And you extend Love by loving. And one learns to be peaceful and joyful and loving by exercising the will, by choosing to be peaceful. It’s this simple, my friends. So, when you pray for peace on your planet, we would ask that you remember there is one way for you to bring about that peace. So, we leave this challenge with you, and may we repeat it has been a joy to be with you. We have missed your presence in meditation. And we leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our privilege once again to be called to your group in order that we might attempt to answer those queries which are with you. May we repeat the words of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and suggest that our words be viewed as those of a friend, for we are in no way infallible but wish only to serve as we are asked. May we then ask if we might begin with the first query?

M: I have a question I’d like for you to give me a little information on. We’ve had two epidemics, one of herpes and the other of AIDS, and I was wondering if it could be brought on—not that I would have anything against homosexuality, because I guess they’re born that way—if they had a contact or two, but one man in the paper that had AIDS said that that he had had thirty-five contacts during a week. And that does almost seem ridiculous. And have these diseases been brought on as a warning?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Though we may look at any such disease in general terms and give a description which may be satisfactory concerning its nature and purpose, we must preface this general description with the suggestion that each entity which experiences such a, as you call it, disease, has an unique configuration or lesson to learn within the general pattern. With that disclaimer we may suggest that the widespread profusion, shall we say, of these types of diseases of the sexual nature and function have, for those entities experiencing them, the general purpose of creating a bias towards the mated relationship, for it is the time of what you have called the harvest, yet few there are capable of being so harvested.

The catalyst, therefore, which aids in this evolution is by the choice of all on the subconscious level increased. One most efficient way for evolution to occur is through the mirroring process which the mated relationship provides the entity seeking adepthood as the purifying communication and honest observation describes in ever clearer terms the nature of the lessons to be learned. Each entity then is offered a greater and greater opportunity to accelerate the evolutionary process in the short time that remains upon your planet. When this opportunity is not fully utilized, then comes the reminder. When certain entities have not utilized the opportunities which they chose before the incarnation to utilize, then they, in their subconscious beings, provide themselves with the symbolic reminder of that opportunity’s need to be noticed. Therefore, you will find upon your planet today, and especially this country within which you reside, the increasing experience of physical dysfunction related to the sexual energy transfers when made indiscriminately.

M asked: “We’ve had two epidemics, one of herpes and the other of AIDS, and I was wondering if it could be brought on—not that I would have anything against homosexuality, because I guess they’re born that way—if they had a contact or two, but one man in the paper that had AIDS said that that he had had thirty-five contacts during a week. And that does almost seem ridiculous. And have these diseases been brought on as a warning?” Latwii replied by saying though we may look at any such disease in general terms and give a description which may be satisfactory concerning its nature and purpose, we must preface this general description with the suggestion that each entity which experiences such a disease has an unique lesson to learn within the general pattern, so with that disclaimer we may suggest that the widespread experience of these types of diseases of the sexual nature have, for those entities experiencing them, the purpose of creating a bias towards the mated relationship, for it is the time of what you have called the harvest, yet few there are capable of being so harvested. Latwii continued by saying the catalyst which aids in this evolution is by the choice of all on the subconscious level increased, and one efficient way for evolution to occur is through the mirroring process which the mated relationship provides the entity seeking adepthood as the purifying communication and honest observation describes in clear terms the nature of the lessons to be learned, and each entity is offered an opportunity to accelerate the evolutionary process in the short time that remains upon your planet, so when this opportunity is not fully utilized, then comes the reminder, for when certain entities have not utilized the opportunities which they chose before the incarnation, then they, in their subconscious beings, provide themselves with the symbolic reminder of that opportunity’s need to be noticed, so you will find upon your planet today, and especially this country within which you reside, the increasing experience of physical dysfunction related to the sexual energy transfers when made indiscriminately. On November 25, 1990, Q’uo described the mirroring process:

We find that it is helpful both to accept every entity that one meets as being whole and complete in the basic sense of being a portion of the one Creator which seeks to know Itself. That there may be apparent disharmonies within an entity’s thinking or behavior may become a means by which a relationship is established with this entity in order that both entities may learn of a balanced path. It is such relationships that allow entities to work upon that catalyst which is the life’s pattern and purpose, for as each partakes in the mirroring process it is as though each helps the other much as would the sculptor, in chiseling away that which is not desired, so that that which is the ideal becomes more clearly formed in each entity’s life pattern.

However, we must add that the most important ingredient in this relationship and process of mirroring is the acceptance each of the other so that there is no need for change to occur for the entity to be accepted. When this level of trust has been established the foundation work has been accomplished and the structure of the relationship then may be built upon this firm foundation, and when there are difficulties that arise within the relationship, as most assuredly they will as a part of the playing out of catalyst, it is well for each to remind the other that the foundation of the relationship is acceptance, that is, not conditional, and which is all-embracing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: I wasn’t exactly sure whether you felt that these diseases were brought on by not using good judgment, or whether they were supposed to be helpful to the people.

I am Latwii, and shall attempt clarification. These diseases are reminders of an helpful nature potentially which serve to, shall we say, focus the attention of the entity who has not used catalyst for experience well in the thinking processes. Therefore, the catalyst is then given to the body where it might be noticed where it was ignored by the mind. This is to aid the evolutionary process.

May we answer you further?

M: No, I think that was very helpful.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, for your query. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I just have a small one. Ra said that the foundation ray, the red-ray energy center, is almost never blocked because it’s the foundation. Are these diseases largely due to orange-ray blockage, in terms of energy centers?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The blockage is again unique for each entity, yet there are certain general characteristics which may be described. Some experience the combination of orange and blue-ray blockage, these centers focusing respectively upon the relationship of self with an other self and the clear communication with that other self. Others will include the green-ray energy center, and the need to unblock the compassion for acceptance circuitry. …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue. The orange-ray energy center is that which is often combined in such diseases with the green-ray energy center as the entity needs to open the circuitry which leads to compassion, and is utilizing, or wishes to utilize, one other self in that effort. There may also be instances in which the yellow-ray energy center is blocked in conjunction with any of the aforementioned centers as it deals with the acceptance of all other selves with which the entity has common exchange, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Just to clarify. So you’re saying that the orange-ray blockage which is basically fear of possession, fear of being possessed, or desire to be possessed, or desire to possess, is usually overlaid by also a lack of clear communication or also a lack of compassion, that it shows up in the genital area which seems like if it were orange and blue it would show up in a different part of the body. I was confused by that. Is that correct, is what I’m saying? Is that a clarification of what you said, fear of possession, etc., overlaid by lack of compassion, or inability to speak clearly, or no desire to speak clearly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Your restatement of our observation is reasonably accurate. There is for each entity a simple series of attitudes in relation to Love which need the learning within this illusion. Each energy center has its part to play in the refinement of this learning. The diseases spoken of this evening offer themselves as catalyst when certain avenues of opportunity have been ignored. Therefore, one may look at each energy center and the balance of each with each and find an unique configuration for each entity, though your description is in broad terms reasonably accurate.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’m just curious about one thing. The description which you’ve given of the things that are blocked and the disease that occurs seems to be a disease that occurs to positively-oriented people. The negative polarity would be using sexuality in a completely different way? Is that correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This statement would be correct for those of the negative path who are consciously following that path with a great degree of purity. Many upon that path are unaware of the required purity and therefore experience similar manifestations of this disease as do those upon the positive path.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, Latwii, a totally different thought. I want to make a statement about a dream I had, and then get an opinion. Recently I was dreaming. It was sort of haphazard dreaming and didn’t have very much content after I woke up it seemed, but in the midst of this dreaming, I was aware of the plant in my living room having lost a leaf or two. When I went to bed the leaves had not fallen, but in the midst of this dream I became aware that the leaves have fallen off of the plant, but it isn’t clear in the dream that they are my plants, I’m just aware that some leaves have fallen off of somebody’s plants. And then I go on with this sort of haphazard dreaming. When I woke up it was as if I walked directly to one of my potted plants in my bedroom, and lo and behold, there were two leaves that had fallen from that plant, and it looked just like the leaves I had seen while I was asleep. Now this is my question. Was my subconscious mind aware of what happened or is this sort of an indication of the unity of all things? Would you make a comment about that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may comment by agreeing with both suppositions; that, indeed, the sub- or unconscious mind has knowledge of all that which it is one with, which of course is all things. We may further suggest that there are occasionally instances of such a communication from the subconscious mind to the conscious mind for the purpose of reminding the entity that it has great resources at its disposal.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes, I’d like to push that just one little bit further. Then, that being the case, then it’s possible that my subconscious mind or the unconscious mind could pick up something, well, say, something that happened across the other side of the world as far as that goes. It would be possible, I think this is what I’m trying to say, then it would be possible for the subconscious mind to pick up something anywhere? Is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is indeed possible for such to occur, and, indeed, this is not as unusual a situation as one may think, for often such insights, shall we say, occur to an entity yet in a form which is not easily recognizable. So, the conscious mind then is constantly privy to a multitude of signals, most of which are filtered out by the focus of the attention. Therefore, to most precisely become aware of another portion of the self seemingly hidden from the conscious mind requires a fastidiousness in the focus of attention which you may liken to your tuning process that is used before each of these meditations.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you very much, but I have another question. It’s on a different subject. I read a book recently about the Masters of Shasta supposedly who have met people from time to time in the astral body. And supposedly this mountain has been a very important place to those who are capable, shall we say, or desirous of spiritual experience. Would you comment on that, the Masters of Mount Shasta?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is often the case that certain areas or portions of a planet are so situated that the web of, shall we say, Love/Light or prana which surrounds your planet may find an easy entrance point. The location of which you speak, and many others as well, is such a point. To be considered as well in this particular situation is the additional fact that many of your people who seek the one Creator, having become aware of this point, then also invest this point with the power and purity of their cumulative seeking, thereby enhancing the possibility of such contacts you have described briefly. Therefore, we have two equally important factors which permit the, shall we say, experience that is not ordinary upon your planet, that is, the physical location at an energy nexus or vortex and the investment of that place by the seeking of, shall we say, the pilgrims.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: So, you’re saying that even if the seeker increased the power on Mt. Shasta, it was not only a point where the contact could be made, but the seekers themselves enhanced the power. Is that what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct. May we answer you further?

K: No, thank you. That’s very good, thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes. On that very thing. We’ve read so much about the gurus of the Himalayan mountains, and especially in Tibet. And I’m assuming that the mountains were—because of their height and all—were a good place to make spiritual contact, but I’m assuming the seekers have increased the power in the Himalayan mountains so that it is a very spiritual place. Is that true, also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct. The thought that a place is of a certain nature need not be initially correct in order for the place to become of that nature when such thoughts continue to manifest in such and such a manner. To summarize, remember that each thought is a thing which exists in what you may call time/space, and may be brought into your coordinate system, shall we say, by the continued thinking of that thought.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Then some of these gurus really have lived to be more than four or five hundred years old because of the power that has been generated in these mountains? Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Only indirectly, my sister, is this statement true. The power of such an area aids the evolutionary progress of the seeker, yet it is the faith and will of the seeker that is the most important ingredient in, shall we say, achieving the goal. When the Love and the Light of the one Creator has been contacted, shall we say, by the adept, and when the adept consciously becomes aware of its unity with all creation, then such phenomena as the living for what seems to be an extraordinary length of years becomes a side effect of that contact with unity by the adept in such a place.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s very good. That makes sense. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Does the instrument have enough energy to answer one more question?

I am Latwii, and am aware of this query, my sister. We find this instrument is able to be utilized for another query or two. Is there another query at this time?

K: I’d like for somebody else to ask a question if they like. If not, I have one more question. I was in the bookstore the other day and I read a part of a book by Ruth Montgomery. The title of the book is: The Threshold of Tomorrow. And she’s talking about the numerous walk-ins on the planet today, and she’s even bold enough to mention the names. In her first book, Strangers Among Us, she withheld the information, but in this book she’s very bold to mention the names of people we know who are walk-ins, and they are here for the express purpose of helping the planet through the crises. Would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We can only make a general response, for it is not our desire to speak to the specific validity, shall we say, of any living entity’s efforts, for we do not wish to be the judge, that is, for those who read such information. The phenomenon of what has been described as the walk-in entity is a phenomenon which is occurring upon your planet but is, shall we say, much rarer in its manifestations than is imagined by many who write upon and consider such possibilities. It is a situation which is most rare, for the third-density being which agrees to leave this illusion and allow its physical vehicle to be inhabited by another density’s entity is one which willingly forgoes the opportunities of continuing its incarnation and does progress in some manner, yet will find its progression for the, shall we say, short run, greatly ended. There are a few who would push to partake in such an exchange for that reason unless there was a greater service which could be provided by so partaking.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we find that the energies are dwindling within this instrument, and therefore we shall take our leave of this instrument and this group. We leave you, my friends, rejoicing in the unity which we share. Remember that we are with you in your meditations at your request and rejoice in being able to blend our vibrations with yours. We are known to you as those of Latwii, and we leave you now in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. We greet you in Love and Light. We are having difficulty maintaining contact with this instrument. We have been called to send healing vibrations to the one known as M. We request of those who call that the call be repeated so that ye may establish contact with this instrument. We shall pause.

[Pause]

We thank you and after we finish with our sounds, we shall leave you in Love and Light.

[Carla channels a vocal melody from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Never look upon the discords and inharmonies of your life as if they represented a lack of understanding or a lack of demonstration. Regard these unfortuitous circumstances as opportunities which will be dissolved when they no longer serve their purpose as spurs to your spiritual unfoldment.

Have courage to look at every person and circumstance that you consider harmful or destructive. In the silence, face the situation fearlessly; face the condition or the person, and you will discover that it is an image of your own thought; and, therefore, there is no cause, jurisdiction, or law to support it. Recognize God as the Soul of every person and God as the activity in every situation.

Fear not what mortal thought can think or do since mortal thought is self-destructive. Fear not the thoughts or deeds of man whose breath is in his nostrils. You are the temple of God, and God is in Its holy temple now. You are the temple of the living God; your body is the temple of the living God; your life, your soul, your mind is the abiding place of truth, and if you abide in this truth and let this truth abide in you, no evil will come nigh your dwelling place. Fear not; rest in faith and confidence in the kingdom of God.

I will never leave thee nor forsake thee. Why all this struggle? I am in the very midst of thee, closer than breathing, nearer than hands and feet. Why struggle as if you had to seek for Me and search for Me? Why struggle as if you had to hold on to Me? I will never leave you; I am with you always.

I will give you water. I will give it to you; so do not struggle for it; don not strive—just be still. Let Me feed you. Do not try to live by bread, at least not by bread alone; live by every word, every promise of Scripture which is fulfilled in you As I was with Moses, so I will be with you. Believe only, and I will give you of the hidden manna which is invisible to the world, incompatible with common sense and incomprehensible to human understanding, hidden in the depths of your own being. I have meat the world knows not of. If you ask Me, I will give you water. Leave your dependence and faith in people, circumstances, and conditions. Deep down within you there is a meat that the world knows not of; there are hidden springs of water and hidden manna: all this is embedded and embodied within your own being.

Your heavenly Father knoweth that you have need of these things; it is His good pleasure to give them to you—not to make your struggle and strive for them but to give them to you, through grace. Whenever an appearance of discord looms upon your horizon relax, rest, be at peace in the assurance of My presence within you.

Listen to Me, the still small voice at the center of your being. I will never leave you. I will never forsake you. Even in the valley of the shadow of death, I will be with you. You will never know death; you will never die. I give you living waters that spring up into life everlasting. If you listen for My still voice, if you rest in the everlasting arms, if you relax in Me, if you let My every word feed you and be your bread of life and your staff, you will never die. My Spirit is with you; My presence goes before you; I go to prepare a place for you.

Stop fearing; stop doubting. Rest in My bosom; rest in My arms; rest I My Love and be at peace. Trust the I at the center of your being. Believe that I can do these things. Believe that there is a Presence at the center of your being whose only function is to bless, to be a benediction, and to be the instrument of My grace. Trust Me; believe only in Me; fear not.”

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop at Bachman’s Subaru to pick up Stanley. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply when I bought some bird seed. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be refilled and bought some Haagen Dazs vanilla ice cream.

This afternoon I vacuumed the first floor of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 27

Springtime Within

I am of that principle which is called the Spirit of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Your season of winter yields, more and more, to the gracious influence of your coming springtime. Each seed within the ground has rested in divine confidence within the deep darkness, under the soil which is its food, drinking in that moisture which it now needs to grow.

And so, the human heart, whatever the outer season, may feel that each new seedling of the progress of hope and faith gasps for water and finds no true food. And then where is the springtime of the heart?

Jesus the Christ spoke of food and drink unknown to man in his earthly garb of flesh. And thus, we ask each heart that seeks to bloom in ever-new springtime to seek always that precious food and drink which nourishes the spiritual seedlings of growth within each, to be undismayed and, rather, to turn to that insubstantial and invisible source of spiritual food which is the work of will and faith.

All who turn shall be fed. May you seek springtime within, for the Spirit must bate Its comfort until the heart within turns and asks. May you hunger no more. May your hearts be full of the peace of communion, now and ever. We leave you in this peace. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.