I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from June 18, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. As the calm of the evening settles like fine golden dust about your domicile, we blend our beings with you, and our thoughts, and above all, our blessing of Love. We are most grateful that we have been called upon at this time. Our brothers and sisters of Laitos will be working with the one known as N by conditioning the instrument. However, we felt that it was time that we initiated contact with this instrument. Also, as our vibrations are not unlike those of Laitos, the transition should not be difficult to make.

As distant thunder signals the onset of storm and lightning, so those seekers present have heard the harbingers of growth and seeking. Who knows what the lightning holds, my friends? That it shall strike is certain. That it shall strike in the correct place is also extremely probable, for each of you has a plan, my friends, just as each soul of sufficient advancement to choose incarnations does. And according to that plan, a kind of magnetic field is set up which will attract those gifts which you desire, those experiences which are needed and the disciplines which are necessary to achieve your course.

At this time, we would like to attempt contact with the one known as N, for this entity has heard the thunder, and its only doubt is as to where the lightning shall strike, and what gift shall be opened to this instrument. We ask that this instrument put all such thoughts aside and trust in the plan that this instrument has created in concert with the infinite Creator and with those ministering angels which have been attracted by this instrument’s needs. Without further ado, we now transfer contact to the one known as N.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the path of Love and Light, Light and Love of the one infinite Creator. There are many considerations for those on the path. If one is to follow, one must leave. There are ways of proceeding which are rather tortuous. One can only do as they feel they should do. It is difficult to outline any specific path as that might impose restrictions on free will. There is a Light at the end of the tunnel, for all must proceed eventually toward that Light. If one should desire, direction may be obtained. It is a gift, but one should learn to relax and enjoy it. [Sound of birds are heard.] It is like the birds singing—it can be beautiful, but you do not focus your attention at this time.

[Long pause.]

N: I don’t think I can bring back the focus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We are most pleased and happy that we have made such good contact with so little difficulty with the one known as N. We hope that this entity will allow us to speak through him in the future.

To continue. The sound of the bird may be very beautiful, the night sky full of dramatic clouds, the trees may sleep in majestic splendor, and the sounds of wind and rain may be before the thunder. All these things are available to the one whose ears are open and whose eyes seek. The situation you face, my friends, is that you are in not a straight tunnel, but a maze, a [inaudible], one tunnel leading to another and then to another, some passages small, some passages large and no rhyme or reason, no man-made logic to the largeness and the smallness that would indicate that either the larger or the small path should be the one for you. Yet the Light at the end is always and ever the same.

The path is different for each entity. Each of you is at a different point walking within the cave, and most of you cannot see the Light. Therefore, you are motivated only by the blind and fervent desire to seek the truth, to find the Light, to know the Love of the one infinite Creator and to share, therefore, in that one great original Thought. Even within the tunnel, each entity is free; free to listen or not listen, free to be moved by signs and wonders or to be unmoved by what seem to be irrelevant details. To become sensitized to the seeming coincidences that occur within your daily lives is most helpful, for to the seeker whose ears and eyes are opened, many, many small details of the day speak. Connections are made within which cannot be explained except by saying, “This feels correct.”

In this session Hatonn spoke of the path of the spiritual seeker. They began by saying the sound of the bird may be beautiful, the night sky full of dramatic clouds, the trees may sleep in majestic splendor, and the sounds of wind and rain may be before the thunder, for all these things are available to the one whose ears are open and whose eyes seek, so the situation you face is that you are in a maze with one tunnel leading to another with some passages small, some passages large, and no rhyme or reason to the largeness and the smallness that would indicate that either the large or the small path should be the one for you, yet the Light at the end is always and ever the same. Then Hatonn said the path is different for each entity, and each of you is at a different point walking within the cave, and most of you cannot see the Light, so you are motivated only by the fervent desire to seek the truth, to find the Light, to know the Love of the one infinite Creator and to share in that one great original Thought, but even within the tunnel, each entity is free to listen or not listen, free to be moved by signs and wonders or to be unmoved by what seem to be irrelevant details, or to become sensitized to the seeming coincidences that occur within your daily lives is most helpful, for to the seeker whose ears and eyes are opened small details of the day speak, and connections are made within which cannot be explained except by saying, “This feels correct.” On September 16, 2001, Q’uo spoke of how we may know the Love of the Creator:

Each of you is the other, and when this truth can be seen, and known, and felt, and experienced, and lived in the daily round of activities more and more fully upon your planet, then will the difficulties that you experience at this time and for so long in the history and culture of every country be eased, and then will you be more fully able to channel that Love and that Light in your everyday activities and to heal the wounds that have long festered in the population of all countries and all hearts. Then will it be more possible to know the Love of the Creator and to see it expressed about one. Know that you are joined by those of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator upon a daily basis, and when you do meditate, or think upon these things, a simple request is all that is necessary for various entities from this Confederation of Planets to join you in your meditations, in your thoughts, in your Love and in your healing.

Many there are who wish to help you, and yet the greatest help is within yourself. As you meditate each day, you cannot help but begin to feel and fathom the extraordinary depth of consciousness that lies within you. You may come back from meditation like a traveler from a long voyage who has lost his luggage, or you may come back burdened with gifts, and yet in both cases you have been in the Light. Whatever your consciousness of that Light, your seeking of that Light has brought you there. Many are the people upon your sphere who do not choose to observe their environments. We speak to those who wish to observe their environments, themselves and thought itself. Trust, therefore, in your intention and in your seeking, in the bone-deep wisdom that knows not in any intellectual way whence its ideas come.

Trust as well your powers of discrimination, for as there are many who wish to aid you, so are there many entities who would wish to desensitize the sensitive soul by furnishing that soul with information which is not correct. This is why we have so often requested that tuning be done, the tuning of entities that join into unity. As we work in this teaching class, we work with a very small group, a group which is rich in friendship and companionship, and the tuning is harmonious and unified. You do not play the same note, but you play the euphonious chord. Therefore, we speak with relative ease. The service of those who channel vocally as these instruments have done is simply the extension of personal harmony into what you may call community with others.

Hatonn went on to say many there are who wish to help you, yet the greatest help is within yourself, so as you meditate each day you cannot help but begin to feel the great depth of consciousness that lies within you, and you may come back from meditation like a traveler from a long voyage who has lost their luggage, or you may come back with gifts, and in both cases you have been in the Light, yet whatever your consciousness of that Light, your seeking of that Light has brought you there, but many people upon your sphere do not choose to observe their environments, but we speak to those who wish to observe their environments, themselves, and thought itself, so trust in your intention, in your seeking, and in the deep wisdom that knows not in any intellectual way whence its ideas come. Now Hatonn said trust your powers of discrimination, for there are many who wish to aid you, so are there many entities who would wish to desensitize the sensitive soul by furnishing that soul with information which is not correct, so this is why we have requested that tuning be done, so that entities may join in unity, for as we work in this teaching class, we work with a small group which is rich in friendship, and the tuning is unified, but you do not play the same note, but you play the pleasing chord, so we speak with ease, for the service of those who channel vocally, as these instruments have done, is the extension of personal harmony into what you may call community with others. On February 8, 1988, Hatonn spoke of the value of tuning before channeling any source:

I am Hatonn, and, indeed, we deem it an honor to be present as each instrument continues with the inner tuning in preparation for contact with us and with any that should be contacted in a session such as this. We commend you for your continued refining of the tuning process, and we can only suggest to each instrument, whether new or experienced, that this tuning be accomplished with as great a degree of fastidiousness as one is capable of providing, for this tuning is the factor which allows for the construction of the actual channel, the receiving antenna, shall we say. Its polishing, its tightening, its sensitivity, enhancing that will allow for the greatest degree of both freedom of transmission and accuracy of transmission. Thus, to ask again if one is tuned and ready to serve as an instrument is well.

The intensity of the group of three is far, far greater than the intensity of one, for you are unified, and each of you has his will turned unblinkingly towards the face of the Creator who moves across the deep. You are co-Creator with the One who has been called the Ancient of Days, and you shall create your days and nights, your incarnation. We wish you the joy of this adventure and urge you both to take very seriously the choices you must make in order to become more positively polarized, and to take with utmost lightness and delicacy the carrying forth of these experiences. The use of discrimination, the use of humor, the use of the larger point of view, shall all aid the seeker and act as a kind of self-encouragement as you do seek in your part of the tunnel, in your walk towards the Light at the end, towards the Love that surrounds all, towards the life that is all creation.

Hatonn went on to say the intensity of the group of three is far greater than the intensity of one, for you are unified, and each of you has their will turned towards the face of the Creator who moves across the deep, for you are co-Creator with the One who has been called the Ancient of Days, and you shall create your days and nights, your incarnation, so we wish you the joy of this adventure and urge you to take seriously the choices you must make in order to become more positively polarized, and to take with lightness the carrying forth of these experiences, for the use of humor and the larger point of view shall aid the seeker and act as a kind of self-encouragement in your walk towards the Light and the Love that surrounds all, towards the life that is all creation. On May 7, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we may obtain the larger point of view:

Thus, as these limiting definitions are discarded, there is the need to forgive or to redeem the self which has held these limiting points of view, limiting only as the hero has felt the necessity to move beyond them. For each new point of view or definition of the self will serve the hero for a certain portion of its experience, until it is ready to move beyond this point of view as well. At that time, that point of view will become a hindrance to further progress until a larger point of view is found and the smaller point of view is discarded. This is a simplistic means of describing the process of redemption or redefining of the self.

This process is much aided when the hero entity has other forces or sources of inspiration that are seen as greater than the self to call upon for the sustenance that they provide. However, as the hero continues upon this journey, it begins to identify itself with these forces to such an extent that at some point this journey is seen to be completely interior. The hero is beginning here to see that the self is all—and all is the self—and all are one.

This is a long process, and yet, as the various stages or cycles of this process are traveled, the hero begins to identify the self with a larger and larger point of view until the realization of unity with all is accomplished, at which point the illusion has provided the means by which the hero has been able to transcend the illusion, for however brief a time. And as the hero has been able to transcend the illusion, it then begins to reflect the nature of the illusion more and more faithfully within the life pattern.

Again, we thank the one known as N, and assure this entity that at any time this entity wishes we will be available to aid in deepening meditations. Meanwhile, our Love to each of you. We leave you in Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai. We fly with the evening wind. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We are happy to have been called once again to this group. We fly in on the same wind that our brothers and sisters of Hatonn flew out on, and we hope that we may be of service by attempting to answer a query or two. May we ask if there may be such a query by which we may begin?

Carla: Well, I have a question, but it’s transient, but maybe it’ll help N be brave. The last two times that L/Leema has come through me, I have had an absolute undeniable desire to sit upright. And I wondered why this was, since with my neck injury, it would normally be most logical for me to be more nearly prone.

I am Latwii. My sister, those of L/Leema have the ability and the desire to focus their service and their energies in the attempt to answer queries in a fashion which is more specific and at the same time more broad than our own efforts are usually. This intensification of the conditioning and overall effect of the contact upon your physical vehicle is more easily absorbed as you are more vertical in your posture of the spine. If you were to engage in this service with those of L/Leema in the reclining position, there would be somewhat more of a chance, shall we say, that you might enter the trance levels or those levels preceding the trance, thus those of L/Leema have encouraged you in subtle ways, shall we say, to assume the more erect posture.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: I thought I couldn’t go into trance as long as I was holding hands with someone. Is that not so?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister. But those of L/Leema are quite conscientious in their efforts to take every precaution that there shall be no misuse of any instrument which they have the honor and the opportunity of utilizing. Thus, they are aware of your tendency toward trance and are further aware of the holding of hands to avoid this state, yet seek the added reassurance of the more vertical posture to avoid that trance state.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Would it be to my interest or edification to try to find out more about my trance state or is it better just to let it be?

I am Latwii, and we are not sure, my sister, if we have grasped the gist of your query. We are aware that the occurrence of the trance state within your experience has been shrouded in great mystery, and we assume that you would at this time query concerning lifting that shroud so that there might be a recognition of the steps or procedures that have been internalized in your case and those steps retraced in order that you might consciously understand the phenomenon that you have experienced. Are we correct, my sister?

Carla: Yes, I wish to know only if it would be helpful to pursue that knowledge. And, if so, how?

I am Latwii. We feel that we have the gist of your query at this time, and are examining it for the situation in respect to the Law of Confusion, for we do not wish to speak where words are not appropriate.

Carla: Well, let me help me/you out, then. It’s my hunch that I’m a lot better off not asking any questions about it. Can you confirm that?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we feel that your supposition is one which is appropriate at this time, for the condition of trance is a condition which was carefully guarded and used at a previous time, as you call it, and is a condition which is not so recommended at this time.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, as always. Is there another query?

N: Yes, Latwii. We were discussing earlier the fact that many children have been deluded by other people, and against their free will, and I was particularly wondering if this sort of query situation could be utilized to locate any specific entities that have their free will deluded, so to speak, such as this A that disappeared in this area a couple of years ago?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. In most instances we would suggest that this type of a query and direction for group energies is a service to those who have been led away and astray. There are some groups that are well-prepared, shall we say, to undertake this endeavor. This group, however, utilizing the instruments at its disposal, and with the contact being of the non-trance variety, would find it most difficult to provide this service, for there must be a great effort put forth in a specific manner and these instruments as they are currently being used would not be able to transmit the information which we could with some effort provide. Ours is a service which is basically philosophical in character, hoping as we do that we may provide some information for each entity’s journey of seeking and development of the point of view.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, yes. You said that was a service that you could provide but not for these instruments, and that you prefer a trance state. Would it not also be a service to others, or should we say, what direction would you suggest so that we might utilize this as a service to others?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, as each entity and each group has the certain talents and skills, we find that in general the service of which you speak is not one which would be possible through this type of contact or utilizing these instruments.

May we answer further?

N: Well, I was just wondering if you could suggest what type of contact or what direction one might take in order to perhaps try to fulfill this service to others?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we would suggest that one would need to find an entity that was quite gifted in the ability to achieve the level of trance necessary for such specific service, and one would have to find this entity also willing to undertake such service and to be knowledgeable enough concerning this service to utilize the proper tuning and challenging techniques with which you are familiar.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much. I was wondering in my particular case, is there any way to amplify the seeming induction of thought phrases, or thoughts, or words in an incident such as myself? I seem to have such difficulty in pulling each word through the purple maze.

Latwii: My brother, we find that you have proceeded quite rapidly in this endeavor. The vocal channeling is a service which is not always so quickly learned, and we commend your rapid progress and could suggest that you rest your concerns and continue as you are. We can further suggest that the continual refining of this skill is a blend of two characteristics which seem to be mutually exclusive, that is, the increasing of the desire to serve in this manner and the achieving of greater and greater levels of relaxation and opening of the mind in order that concepts may be transmitted without the interference of analysis. To seek strongly such a service and to relax into the level of the, shall we say, out on the limb fool is that recommendation which blends the seeming opposite tendencies or characteristics which allow refinement of your vocal channeling skill.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: I was just wondering if the “out on a limb” came from Shirley MacLaine?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are once again with this instrument. Is there another query?

N: I have for a while wondered, but never really wanted to ask, but now I think that many considerations refer to the Light of Christ, and I’m sure that this exists, but what was the phrase used in those who were aware, say with Tutankhamen or the groups that Ra visited, was there such a phrase as—was it the Light of the Creator rather than the Light of Christ, or just what type of, shall we say, phraseology was considered appropriate prior to 2000 years ago?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that throughout the history of the many cultures of your planet there have been many words and phrases used to describe this state of awareness. There have been many entities such as the one known as Jesus of Nazareth who attained the awareness that is known to your peoples—some portion of them, that is—as the Christ, or Christed, or Christened consciousness. This term or others like it have been in use for a great portion of time preceding the one known as Jesus as Nazareth. There have been so many ways of describing this state of awareness that we could not list them all nor begin to list them accurately, for in the many languages which describe this state there have been many, many attempts to phrase words which would be succinct and illuminating.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: There was a man in Homestead, Florida, who built a sort of house or castle out of coral, and as we discussed earlier, he would have huge blocks of stones, weighing five tons or so put on a truck overnight. This was before mobile cranes were available for this sort of thing. The only thing that he would say to anyone if they asked him is that he learned the secrets of the pyramids. This man was a Lithuanian who could not speak very good English, so there was a communication barrier. He could not drive, and so forth, and yet he built a very unique edifice using this supposed secret of the pyramids. Was a portion of this secret the ability to lift huge weights or to transmute their location? And if so, could others take such a direction?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find in this instance that the information regarding this particular entity has been, shall we say, somewhat distorted in the telling and retelling, and the entity himself was not completely, shall we say, clear and open in his communication of the means by which he did that which he did. We cannot discern the complete story, for there has been a good deal of distortion, and we apologize for being unable to provide the answer for which you seek.

May we attempt another query, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Perhaps Carla has something.

Carla: Yeah, I have a question that kind of disturbs me. The instant that N asked where A was, the following words flashed into my mind, that she was north of the Ohio River in Indiana, and she was dead. I immediately asked who the person was that gave me this thought, didn’t get anything, challenged the entity. The entity successfully answered the challenge. I again asked the entity’s name, and it simply went away. I don’t know whether that was Confederation or whether it only seemed to answer the challenge or what. I also wonder if I’m dangerously near trance just because we’ve been talking about it.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We find that the entity of which you speak was one which has no Confederation affiliation and was desirous of giving information which would pique the curiosity and perhaps cause your instrument to be utilized in a manner which would be deleterious to your safety and health.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Are you saying that any time I went into trance for any reason it would cost me the same as it cost to do a Ra session?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not mean to be facetious, my sister, but the cost would be far greater. The cost is that of which you are aware.

May we answer further?

Carla: Is there an intensification of the amount of vital energy it takes out of me, trance after trance?

I am Latwii. My sister, we find that you are still seeking that of which we speak. The use of the trance state would have those deleterious effects of which you have been aware for some time. We speak not of the normal wear and tear of any individual trance session but of the more dire results.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yeah. Let me refine that down a little bit. Would you confirm that any inner plane teacher for whom I went into trance would take a much severer toll on me? And I’m not just speaking of the removal of my mind by a spirit complex if I got hooked up with a negative entity—I know that part. What I’m interested in is just still mechanics, but I noticed during the Ra contact that as much as it took out of me, it did not take as much out of me to do a Ra session as it did when I went into trance for T and let E come through, those two times. That was extreme physical fatigue and pain, and they were very short sessions compared to the Ra sessions. It was a much worse toll on me and I’m wondering if that would be true of any non-Confederation, or really just any contact besides that of Ra which I undoubtedly made agreements with before this incarnation?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. You are in large part correct. The greater toll which a contact in the trance state for the purposes stated would take could somewhat be offset by the more appropriate use of your instrument compared to its use in the two time periods of which you speak. The greater problem, however, is not the greater toll which such trance work would take but is the proper protection being provided, for your work has drawn the attention of those negative entities who are quite willing and able to cause difficulties at any opportunity. Thus, the protection must be most exquisitely prepared and is at this time not available.

May we answer further, my sister.

Carla: When you refer to my work, are you referring to my being or to my fruits?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we refer to whatever fruit might come from the work in trance. May we answer further?

Carla: Then my being by itself does not attract the negative entities. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, any entity who seeks along the path of positivity and service to others will find that its efforts attract the negative attention the purer the efforts become, for such efforts are as a Light and such Light is as a power, for it may transform others by its being and presence. Thus, those of negative polarity seek to control such power. And if such control cannot be gained, in some instances, then the Light is put out, if possible.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: If I had never made contact with Ra, and I was simply trying to be the best person I know how to be, to attain sainthood in this incarnation, would I have attracted the same negative entity, or is it the works themselves that attract the big guns?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. If the case which you hypothesize had been your experience, you would have attracted the minions of such negative entities who would provide as they provide to all such seekers the tests and the temptations that each seeker must discern and put behind.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument has quickly grown fatigued due to its concern that it is somewhat over its head in this particular session. Thus, we shall relinquish our use of this instrument for this evening, and we thank each for inviting our presence. We remind each that our words are but our humble opinions and we have no absolute truth to share. Use your saltshaker quite liberally, my friends. We are those of Latwii, and we leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Mind forms its own conditions of matter, body, and form. Mind does not create; mind forms. Creation is already complete—spiritual, eternal, and perfect—but our mind, depending on its conditioning, forms and interprets our human experience on this place. If our mind is completely free of the judgment of good and evil, the Spirit forms its own image and likeness through the mind as happy harmonious, and successful living. If mind is conditioned by judgments of good and evil, mind is not a clear transparency, and in proportion to its conditioning will experiences of good and evil take place in our lives.

Mind, when free of theories, superstitions, beliefs, and false concerns, governs material form harmoniously and eternally. If we had no false concepts of anything in this world, that is, no judgment whether anything is good or evil, we could soon discover that our mind would bring all forms to us—forms wondrous in their intricacy, beauty, and abundance. Only as we ourselves let the judgment of good or evil, healthy or unhealthy, operate, does the mind present those forms to us for our acceptance.

When the mind receives the Light of spiritual wisdom, the appearance conforms more nearly to mind’s pure form. Soul governs Its spiritual activity and form, so mind, when it is free of hypnotism, that is, the belief of good and evil receives the full Light of Soul.

Mind, imbued with spiritual truth, is a law of renewal, regeneration, restoration, and resurrection. Your mind and mine, imbued with Truth, is the mind of those who come to us and of those embraced in our consciousness. Your mind and my mind imbued with Truth is the mind of individual being.

Anyone who has ever been the means of a spiritual healing knows that this is true, and their individual mind, as it is imbued with Truth becomes a law of renewal, regeneration, or reformation expressing as physical, mental, moral, or financial healing to those who come to them.

As troubled people bring their problems to us, if we are able to see the person or condition as neither good nor evil, sick nor well, rich nor poor, that is, see them without judgment, we then no longer have a carnal mind, but are in full possession of the mind which was in Christ Jesus—a mind which recognizes only one power, and unconditioned mind—and it dispels the illusions of sense. We do not have to get rid of or overcome the carnal mind; we do not have to destroy it: we only have to understand that our mind is a perfect instrument for the Soul, and this it becomes as we fill our mind with spiritual truth and grace.

When we are faced with a problem at any level, we must first remember that the substance of the visible universe is unconditioned mind which is the instrument of pure, immortal Being, Essence, Substance, and Reality, and its formations are also unconditioned because they are mind itself appearing as infinite form.”

I went on an errand run this morning with my first stop at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy five more Snapdragons, another tray of Dianthus, a tray of Dahlias, and     . My next stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at the Speedway Gas Station where I filled all of Stanley’s tires with 32 psi of air. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought a birthday card for a friend of mine.

When I got home, I transplanted the 5 Snapdragons in the last five small clay tile pipes in the clay tile pyramid in the back yard. Then I transplanted the tray of Dianthus in the area at the end of the driveway.

This afternoon I drove over to the Providence Care Home in New Albany, IN. to visit Connie. I showed her some pictures and videos on my cell phone of flowers in my yard and videos of my kitten, MJ. Then I read her some quotes from Carla’s Autobiography. Then we had our regular meditation of about 10 minutes. Then I gave her a hug, told her I loved her, and that I would see her again next month.

When I got home I transplanted the Dahlias in the Ruins Mound between the garage and the back of my home. Then I planted the Orange Marigolds in the Ruins Mound. Then I planted the Yellow Marigolds in the Ruins Mound. Then I watered all of the flowers with fertilized water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 18

The Inward House Of Prayer

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that living Love.

If you seek to do the Father’s will this day, be not satisfied with actions which leave a residue within the mind and spirit of anxiety, restlessness, and fatigue. For if these things are felt, then mundane concerns have not been sacrificed in order that the Spirit may be dead to Earth and made alive to the moving will of the Creator.

If goodly and Godly effort has fatigued you, turn to the inward house of prayer and offer up the self with all of the opinions and requirements of the world in which you live.

And await the refreshment that the Spirit gives to those who pray. For it is the soul refreshed in Spirit which faces all earthly tasks without a sense of labor and all mundane toils without the expectation of fatigue.

Be only satisfied in prayer when the state of mind that is within you is that the world is alive and filled with joy, as the Spirit moves and recreates all that there is to become more and more the image and manifestation of Love.

We leave you in the inward peace which is the hallmark of the consciousness of Love amidst any circumstance. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema and Latwii channelings for this session come from June 16, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator whom we all serve with our gifts in one way or another. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening, and we both thank you for your call that we may attempt to be of service to you and assure you that we shall attempt further to be somewhat less wordy than in our discourse previous. We are in the process of adjusting to this instrument. It will be necessary for this instrument to move, so we shall pause.

[Pause]

I am L/Leema and am again with this instrument. This is a much better position. So that we may refrain from straining this instrument’s neck region, it was necessary to encourage the instrument to become more erect in its posture.

When we speak to you of gifts, know that we speak not as your holy book known as the Bible speaks, for the gifts therein mentioned are far too categorized and narrow. Spiritual gifts abound, and there are a variety of spiritual gifts for each entity who seeks to know the truth. The entry into the very gateway of Love opens to the seeker a veritable Christmas, shall we say, of gifts. And as the seeker walks a sometimes weary road, the gifts multiply if they are recognized and used, and gradually disappear if the opportunity is not accepted.

Before we speak of gifts themselves, let us speak of the nature of phenomena. We ask you to consider that you are not your body, nor are you those things which your body does. Who you are is barely  connected to the body, the life of the body, and the labor and acts of one who is within your third-density illusion. The actual nature of each entity is one with the one great original Thought, which many have called Love, some have called Logos, and others have called any number of names intending to refer to the Godhead or Creator. In this state of consciousness, gifts are available in infinity of supply, yet are unavailable due the fact that there is not an individual with free will which has separated its consciousness from the Creator enough to become a co-Creator. So, when we address you, we are not addressing entities who shall be known as spiritual due to their works and the apparent display of gifts. We address you as portions of the Creator. Your natures are unchangeable and have been unchanged for an eternity. As you find these words, you are already ancient, ancient in thought, in understanding, and in wisdom.

The concern of the group this evening is not only the nature of gifts, but what methods may be used in order to gain or regain knowledge and use of these gifts. We feel that it is important that we have prefaced this question with the information that the phenomenons about which you ask are not conducive or detrimental to spiritual growth. They are neutral ground against which the biases of your personality will form attitudes towards those gifts. Those attitudes are the most interesting, thought-provoking, informative and important portion of your seeking after phenomena. All things can be holy, and all things can be mundane. Those who approach gifts which are considered spiritual—whether they are in fact spiritual or not—with the desire to serve others are polarizing in a positive direction. This is important, and the knowledge that this is important is informative.

In this session L/Leema spoke about gifts and phenomena. They began by saying before we speak of gifts, let us speak of the nature of phenomena, so we ask you to consider that you are not your body, nor are you those things which your body does, and who you are is barely  connected to the life of the body, and the labor and acts of one who is within your third-density illusion, for the actual nature of each entity is one with the one great original Thought, called Love or Logos, and others have called the Godhead or Creator, so in this state of consciousness gifts are available in infinity of supply, yet are unavailable due the fact that there is not an individual with free will which has separated its consciousness from the Creator enough to become a co-Creator, so when we address you, we are not addressing entities who shall be known as spiritual due to their works and gifts, but we address you as portions of the Creator since your natures have been unchanged for an eternity, and as you find these words, you are already ancient in thought and in wisdom. Then L/Leema said the concern of the group this evening is not only the nature of gifts, but what methods may be used in order to gain or regain knowledge and use of these gifts, and we feel that it is important that we have prefaced this question with the information that the phenomena about which you ask are not helpful or harmful to spiritual growth, for they are neutral ground against which the biases of your personality will form attitudes towards those gifts, so those attitudes are informative and important portions of your seeking after phenomena, yet all things can be holy, and all things can be mundane, for those who approach gifts which are considered spiritual—whether they are spiritual or not—with the desire to serve others are polarizing in a positive direction, so this is important and informative.

When we speak to you of gifts, know that we speak not as your holy book known as the Bible speaks, for the gifts therein mentioned are far too categorized and narrow. Spiritual gifts abound, and there are a variety of spiritual gifts for each entity who seeks to know the truth. The entry into the very gateway of love opens to the seeker a veritable Christmas, shall we say, of gifts. And as the seeker walks a sometimes weary road, the gifts multiply if they are recognized and used, and gradually disappear if the opportunity is not accepted. On November 19, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our greatest of gifts:

When one considers what one is to do with one’s gifts, we would encourage each seeker to contemplate first the greatest gift, that gift of consciousness. There are duties and responsibilities that go hand in hand with the awakening of awareness of one’s spiritual identity. One responsibility is to remember who you are, and what you are. For it is that essence that you came primarily to offer as your service. As each comprehends these words, each is fulfilling her major, primary service. For the primary service is to share sacrificially the essential vibrations of self with the planet that you call Earth in order that the planetary consciousness may be lightened at this critical time, metaphysically speaking, in Earth’s history. So no matter what occurs within the outer world, as the one known as C observed, no matter whether one devolops a new physics or works and retires, the primary service is performed as you breathe in and out, and as you are most deeply and truly yourself.

It has often been wondered why some are given gifts, seemingly at random, why the large majority who enjoy experience upon third density seem to be either without spiritual gifts or only vaguely aware of the various hypersensitivities that constitute the general concept of the spiritual gift. By this we mean that a hypersensitivity of the ear would produce clairaudience or clear hearing; hypersensitivity of vision producing clear vision or clairvoyance and so forth. Why are some given the gift of seeing that which others cannot, yet that which has substance in the sub-vibration of your inner planes? To understand the answer to this, one may simply gaze at the round upon round of incarnational experiences, the end product of which is each of you. In previous incarnational experiences, some have studied with great earnestness and sincerity and in a future lifetime then have continued that study, either consciously or subconsciously choosing the same area until eventually the entity arrives within the illusion at the beginning of an incarnational experience with a gift. It is a gift that has been earned, my friends, not in one incarnation, but in many. It is the equivalent of one who studies the piano, not in one incarnation but in three. By the third incarnation the human hand guides itself to the keyboard and euphonious harmony ensues therefrom. The singer is a singer, a dancer a dancer of eternity. To each, gifts are given.

We can think of no simpler way to state this simple answer. When a gifted person says to one who is not gifted in the same way, “Why do you not study harder, for this gift is your birthright?” the questioning entity is neglecting to realize that there was no study involved for him or her. It was a gift. The gift may have been refined, indeed, not have been refined by the experiences of the present incarnation; that is the nature of the illusion, and it is seldom wasted. Catalyst is used. That which is not needed is burned, that which is deemed appropriate is harvested and the process goes on. To expect to learn a gift within one lifetime is as unreasonable as to expect one who has not danced in previous lifetimes to go through childhood, partaking the lessons of the dance, and then to blossom into a ballerina of the first caliber. It is possible to learn the steps; it is possible to work upon balance, grace, poise, and discipline of these things are what a dancer needs. What is not possible to learn in one lifetime is the heart and the soul of the dancer, for the heart and soul of the dancer dances to the one Creator, rejoices, and grieves with the one Creator by the movement of arms, torso, and legs. The one with the gift of music, be it singing or playing, may feel that the gift has been simply training and a little talent. But the one with the true gift found Love in the song, creativity, Light and fire in the generation of song. Can these things be taught, my friends? We think not.

L/Leema  went on to say it has often been wondered why some are given gifts, seemingly at random, why the majority who enjoy experience upon third density seem to be either without spiritual gifts or only vaguely aware of the various hypersensitivities that constitute the general concept of the spiritual gift, and by this we mean that a hypersensitivity of the ear would produce clear hearing; hypersensitivity of vision producing clear vision and so forth so: “Why are some given the gift of seeing that which others cannot, yet that which has substance in the sub-vibration of your inner planes?” L/Leema said to understand the answer to this, one may gaze at the round of incarnational experiences, the end product of which is each of you, for in previous incarnations some have studied with sincerity, and in a future lifetime then have continued that study, either consciously or subconsciously choosing the same area until the entity arrives within the illusion at the beginning of an incarnational experience with a gift that has been earned, not in one incarnation, but in many, for it is the equivalent of one who studies the piano, not in one incarnation but in three, and by the third incarnation the human hand guides itself to the keyboard and harmony comes forth, and the singer is a singer, a dancer a dancer of eternity, and to each, gifts are given. Then L/Leema said we can think of no simpler way to state this answer, for when a gifted person says to one who is not gifted in the same way, “Why do you not study harder, for this gift is your birthright?” the questioning entity is neglecting to realize that there was no study involved for him or her, for it was a gift, and the gift may have been refined, indeed or not have been refined by the experiences of the present incarnation since that is the nature of the illusion, and it is seldom wasted, for catalyst is used, and that which is not needed is burned, that which is deemed appropriate is harvested, and the process goes on, but to expect to learn a gift within one lifetime is as unreasonable as to expect one who has not danced in previous lifetimes to go through childhood, partaking the lessons of the dance, and then to blossom into a ballerina of the first caliber, so it is possible to learn the steps; it is possible to work upon balance, grace, poise, and discipline of these things are what a dancer needs, but what is not possible to learn in one lifetime is the heart and the soul of the dancer, for the heart and soul of the dancer dances to the one Creator, rejoices, and grieves with the one Creator by the movement of arms, torso, and legs, yet the one with the gift of music, be it singing or playing, may feel that the gift has been training and a little talent, but the one with the true gift found Love in the song, creativity, Light and fire in the generation of song, so: “Can these things be taught, my friends?” L/Leema said we think not. On February 26, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of the true gift:

As you attempt to be of service to others there will be the opportunities that you will note. You will, without hesitation, seek these opportunities and offer that which is in you and with you and which can come through you, offering that as the bread cast upon the water without the dedication to any particular outcome, for that which is freely given is the true gift. To worry overmuch about forming the fruit of such a gift then tends to distort that gift in some manner.

We move on to our final thought, and we hope one which one may be helpful in realigning each entity’s perception of that which is truly gift. The true gifts are often unremarkable. Seldom does the dramatic incarnational experience involve spiritual gifts, for this is not a third-density world upon which spiritual gifts are greatly appreciated. These gifts are manifestations of Love. They seem humble. They are the gifts of unselfishness, of willingness, of enthusiasm, of patience, of courage under distress, of the reached-out hand. These are the gifts which are spiritual, and they are the birthright of all of you. Each entity has this birthright. Yes, it is true; you have all knowledge; you have all the answers; these too are your birthright. But how many incarnations shall you go through in order to refine each and every phenomenological gift? And as [inaudible] when the treasure, the true gift is a cheerful and willing heart, and the mind which is single in its devotion to seeking the truth, to aiding others, and to finding the one infinite Creator in each and every glance, each and every moment, each and every situation.

As you pursue these true gifts we ask you to refrain from judgment whenever possible. And when it is necessary to judge yourself because of your biases, we ask that you forgive yourself each and every time. One attitude and one attitude only shall open to you the gates of the spiritual kingdom, and that is the attitude of openness and vulnerability to the Creator. A deck of cards, a set of numbers, designs in the sky, specters and visions in the orb of glass, are interesting for the moment, but as you face the larger perspective, you must at some point choose to turn your face to the Creator, knowing not, but hoping, understanding not, but believing in things unseen. Be clever among people, my friends, but be innocent before the Creator, for as children, you shall learn much from the Creator.

L/Leema continued by saying we move on to our final thought, and we hope one which one may be helpful in realigning each entity’s perception of that which is truly a gift, so the true gifts are often unremarkable, for seldom does the incarnational experience involve spiritual gifts, for this is not a third-density world upon which spiritual gifts are greatly appreciated, for these gifts are manifestations of Love, and they are the gifts of unselfishness, of enthusiasm, of courage under distress, of gifts which are spiritual, and they are the birthright of all of you, for each entity has this birthright, and you have all knowledge as this too is your birthright, but: “How many incarnations shall you go through in order to refine each and every phenomenological gift?” L/Leema said and as [inaudible] when the true gift is a cheerful and willing heart, and the mind which is single in its devotion to seeking the truth, to aiding others, and to finding the one infinite Creator in each glance, moment, and situation, so we move to our final thought, and we hope one which may be helpful in realigning each entity’s perception of that which is truly a gift, for true gifts are often unremarkable, and seldom does the dramatic incarnational experience involve spiritual gifts, for this is not a third-density world upon which spiritual gifts are appreciated, yet these gifts are manifestations of Love, for they are the gifts of enthusiasm and patience, gifts which are spiritual, and they are the birthright of all of you, for each entity has this birthright, and you have all the answers, but: “How many incarnations shall you go through in order to refine each and every gift? “Now L/Leema said as you pursue these true gifts we ask you to refrain from judgment whenever possible, and when it is necessary to judge yourself because of your biases, we ask that you forgive yourself each time, so one attitude only shall open to you the gates of the spiritual kingdom, and that is the attitude of vulnerability to the Creator, so a deck of cards, a set of numbers, and designs in the sky are interesting for the moment, but as you face the larger perspective, you must turn your face to the Creator understanding not, but believing in things unseen, so be clever among people, but be innocent before the Creator, for as children, you shall learn much from the Creator, and as the true gift is a cheerful heart, and the mind which is single in its devotion to seeking the truth, to aiding others, and to finding the one infinite Creator in each glance, each moment, and each situation. On April 14, 2021, Q’uo described the nature of a true gift:

We understand that from your perspective within the third density that continuing in such metaphorical darkness might seem as an extension of a form of punishment or imprisonment, but we encourage you to consider the point of view from outside of your veil of forgetting in which experience within the third density is a true gift that may have a great and enduring benefit for the individual on their own spiritual journey.

I am L/Leema. We are again most humbly grateful to be allowed to be of service in whatever small way we can. We ask you to discard any word, or phrase, or sentence, or thought which we have said amiss, or which does not fill a need for you, for we are fallible and humble, and what we say to you is our opinion. We too search, and we too find. We leave you, glorying in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. May the gifts you seek and the gifts you receive lighten the road upon which you live, and glorify the Creator you seek so diligently. Above all, may you have lightness of heart in your endeavor, and find laughter and joy amongst the cobblestones, the hills and the valleys, the darkness and the noontimes of your search. Adonai. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most happy to be with you again, and we with you have enjoyed the dissertation by our brothers and sisters of L/Leema. We would attempt to offer a similar service, perhaps with more queries. May we begin then with the first query for the evening?

L: I’ll jump in. First of all, Latwii, was I being contacted by L/Leema at the beginning of this session?

I am Latwii. My brother, as we scan the time period of which you speak, we find that there was an attempt to condition your instrument by the brothers and sisters of L/Leema, for you have had your initial experience with these entities, and it was their desire that you should also experience the conditioning which you were made aware of in order that your instrument might be able at some point to serve in the transmission of their thoughts.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. In L/Leema’s introductory comments, unless I misunderstood, they referred to themselves as “we both.” Is this correct, and if so, could you explain it?

I am Latwii, and we feel that we may explain this comment by suggesting that there are more than two entities within the social memory complex known to you as L/Leema. In that opening comment, these entities meant to both thank you and assure you. If you look at this transcript when it is complete, you may find the grammatical sense in that reply.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you. I was somewhat… It piqued my interest without… obviously looking deeper than there was depth. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. May we have another query?

T: Yes. I have a question. L/Leema said that one of the most important things we can do is to have an open heart and be open to the Creator. Well, if, indeed, everyone is the Creator, and if Love of the Creator and an open heart are the most important things, then isn’t one of the… I guess I’m looking for an everyday concrete way to work on myself. And it seems to me that if indeed everyone is the Creator, and Love is the most important thing, then the place to start is with Love of the self because when you Love yourself, you are indeed Loving the Creator which encompasses everything. Could you please comment on that for me?

I am Latwii, and we shall attempt, my brother, to comment upon this most central query in the life of the seeker. Indeed, if it be true that all is One, and that one is the one Creator, then you have truly spoken when you have suggested that one may begin with Love of the self. In truth, my brother, one may begin at any point, for all points are one. The choice of perspective is that choice which each seeker must arrive at by whatever means has value to the seeker. You may begin at any chosen point, but when you begin at an individualized portion of that one Creator, you first begin with you, for that is all the limited consciousness within your illusion encompasses.

As you begin your life upon this plane you form the idea of the self first. You then take that self upon many journeys. That self thinks many thoughts about everything that is placed before it, and if that self can feel the security and wholeness of its own being, indeed, if it can Love itself, then this Love may expand as do the rings of a pond when a stone is thrown within it, and these rings of Love then may encompass all that the self touches, and all that the self becomes aware of. It would seem that this would be the most efficacious means of knowing Love and seeking the one Creator that is in all, yet for many the path is more circuitous, for one or another many selves are given the added opportunity, shall we say—burden, perhaps you will say—of finding difficulties within the self which do not seem Lovable. These difficulties or opportunities are for the purpose of enhancing some aspect of Love which the entity before the incarnation felt it lacked capability in expressing.

T asked: “And it seems to me that if indeed everyone is the Creator, and Love is the most important thing, then the place to start is with Love of the self because when you Love yourself, you are indeed Loving the Creator which encompasses everything. Could you please comment on that for me?” Latwii replied by saying if it be true that all is One, and that one is the one Creator, then you have truly spoken when you have suggested that one may begin with Love of the self, and one may begin at any point, for all points are one, and the choice of perspective is that choice which each seeker must arrive at by whatever means has value to the seeker, for you may begin at any point, but when you begin at an individualized portion of that one Creator, you first begin with you, for that is all the limited consciousness within your illusion encompasses. Now Latwii said as you begin your life upon this plane you form the idea of the self first, and you take that self upon many journeys, so that self thinks many thoughts about everything that is placed before it, and if that self can can Love itself, then this Love may expand as do the rings of a pond when a stone is thrown within it, and these rings of Love then may encompass all that the self touches, and all that the self becomes aware of, so it would seem that this would be the most helpful means of knowing Love and seeking the one Creator that is in all, yet for many the path is more circuitous, for many selves are given the added opportunity of finding difficulties within the self which do not seem Lovable, so these difficulties are for the purpose of enhancing some aspect of Love which the entity before the incarnation felt it lacked capability in expressing. On December 26, 1982, Latwii spoke of some aspect of Love that is within us:

As always, my sister, the lesson to be learned is some aspect of Love and acceptance. It may be, however, that the Love to be learned may have an aspect of wisdom connected to it. That is, how best to Love such an entity. It may be that to Love such an entity in the most helpful way to that entity would be not the simple acceptance of every portion without comment, but the gentle directing of Love in a manner which would attempt some form of sharing the self as an instructive technique so that the entity might know that as you accept it, you also have responses that are somewhat disturbing that you wish to share so that the entity might know that it is being perceived in such and such a manner by yourself as you Love to the best of your ability.

Thus, many entities begin their search and seeking for Love and unity partially within and partially without the self. The journey of seeking this Love may for some be more efficacious when the Love is expressed for another being, perhaps for a place, perhaps for an art, perhaps a thought, perhaps a project, and so forth. Then when an entity sees itself reflected in that other self, thought, art, or thing, it becomes more able to appreciate and to love self. Thus, it matters not so much where one begins as it matters that one begins to seek Love and to find unity with all things. For these basic, what you would call, truths that permeate your entire illusion and all previous and future illusions are similarly built upon the unity of all things and the Love which motivates the experience of things, places, universes and entities within them.

Now Latwii said many entities begin their seeking for Love and unity partially within and partially without the self, and the journey of seeking this Love may be more helpful when the Love is expressed for another being, for a place, or a project, and when an entity sees itself reflected in that other self or thing, it becomes more able to appreciate and to Love its self, but it matters not so much where one begins as it matters that one begins to seek Love and to find unity with all things, for these basic truths that permeate your illusion and all previous and future illusions are similarly built upon the unity of all things and the Love which motivates the experience of things, universes, and entities within them. On November 23, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the unity of all things:

Know that all you experience is the Creator. See in each face that greets your own the Creator. Seek in each experience the source of Light and Love that forms experience. Seek beyond the illusion of separation that which binds all that you experience. Look, in other words, my brother, beyond the outer appearance of the illusion which surrounds you, for it is in its own way that which teaches you that the source of all creation and experience within it is the one Creator which moves by the power of Its Love, and reveals by the power of Its Light the unity of all things.

May we answer further, my brother?

T:  Well, I find many things in what was just said that I can apply to myself personally. I’m just wondering, do you have anything—I don’t know if maybe this is not even within the realm of possibility. Do you have anything of a more personal nature, any suggestions for me, I guess I’m saying?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we may make many suggestions for many entities, and yet each shall choose that which has meaning. If we may be most general, we may suggest that each entity you meet, and each situation that comes before you be seen as the Creator. Frame the entity or the situation and label it the Creator, and if you fall short in your perception and appreciation of any entity or situation and are unable to feel it as the Creator, unable to Love it as the Creator, then use that falling short as your daily meditation, as your meditation for that day, so that whatever keeps you from Loving and seeing the Creator in all might then be smoothed, and your journey made more efficient, shall we say.

May we answer further, my brother?

T: No, that’s wonderful. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: I’d kind of like to follow up on that because I’m also seeking intensely at this point. But the conclusion that I’d come to was that what I needed to seek was the Creator Itself, and to stop seeking Love of myself or Love of others. And I wondered if you could comment on the efficacy of that path?

I am Latwii, and we shall, my sister, attempt to comment upon your observation which is most perceptive in its heart. As the seeker continues upon its journey seeking one portion of truth, and then another portion, and then seeking these various portions in one place or another, and then in one way or another the entity finds a harvest in each place and in each manner of seeking. The entity in its seeking, then, gathers an awareness of Love in an expanding and dynamic nature and begins to feel its connection with all that surrounds it. This connection begins to grow and to expand, and eventually the entity begins to replace the seeking of Love and the seeking of the Creator with that which we may describe as being Love and being the Creator. The conscious effort to do gives over to, shall we say, more automatic effort to be that which was previously sought.

May we answer further, my sister.

Carla: I thank you for that general answer, and I don’t know if you can answer this specific query or not, but I’m going to be juice-fasting soon, and the doctor that was overseeing this fast was concerned that I would not get enough nutrients, and it came to me as I was contemplating this that what I should do is see if I could arrange for daily holy communion…

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Anyway, my thought was as I started on this path in order to provide a plentiful supply of nutrients, which is hard to do on a juice fast so I understand that it would be very efficacious for me to take holy communion every day if I could arrange it because that metaphysical food is high in value. Could you comment in general on this thinking, given that the person in general happens to be a Christian?

I am Latwii and am aware in general of your query, my sister. We find that the preparations which you anticipate for this fast have been carefully considered, and should because of this careful consideration and forceful application of the will, shall we say, be nutritious and supportive to the not only physical but mental and emotional bodies which derive their nourishment from the food which goes into the mouth, and more especially in your case the food which proceeds from the mouth.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: I’ll have to read that. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

N: Yes, I have a query in that those answers previously derived—I would wonder if we can focus our considerations for all being the Creator in some direct method when it is difficult to accept, shall we say, the transgressions of others. Can we just think it, and it’s there? Or how can we convince ourselves?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that this is a general query which is specific in application, therefore most difficult to answer specifically, for each entity will find that there are a variety of ways that are useful in, as you have put it, convincing oneself that the Creator is all about one. You must, my brother, make your own choice in this regard. We could give this or that technique, yet no technique would be efficacious without the will and the faith that such technique would be efficacious. You may apply any particular technique. That of importance is the intention of the technique, not so much the technique. If you will also include in this technique the meditation upon your discoveries, you shall then take that which is learned by technique and mechanical application of the technique and seek it within your being, that it might become a functioning part of your perception. Look you first, my brother, to the intention. The technique is basically unimportant.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, in reference to the meditation, when we meditate, many seem to have answers apparent, to those entities that do meditate, although some of us don’t seem to have, shall we say, directness of the meditation, or answers, or however you wish to phrase it. Is there any method of meditation that is better than others, or do we just have to wait until we are totally oriented?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, it is not possible to know the true fruits of any entity’s meditative efforts. Many speak that which they wish to have occur. Yet, what has occurred? None know, perhaps even the entity itself does not know. Again, we revert, shall we say, to our previous response and may suggest that any means of meditation which has value to you will work for you if your desire is pure and strong. If you seek with all your being one facet or another of the Creator, if you seek with all your being the meaning of some experience within your life, you shall find that, for as it has been written it is truly stated that “As you seek you shall find,” for if all is one, when one portion seeks, it can only seek another portion of yourself. And you, my brother, shall find you, for you have nothing else to find.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: There is a course called the Silva mind control which teaches that we are all healers if we desire to heal. Can this readily occur as stated?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that it is possible for anything to occur, but we find that it is sometimes not probable. We shall attempt clarification. All entities, being the one Creator, contain at some level of being, the ability to do, and to be all that may be done, and all that can be experienced. Yet within each incarnation there is, shall we say, a plan or a program which each entity wishes to complete in order to balance, shall we say, certain deficiencies or develop certain areas that are seen to need attention within the overall being.

Let us say, for example, that an entity has in a number of previous incarnations been a quite good healer, has had the need to provide this service, and has done so, and before its current incarnation decided that there were other lessons to learn and services to offer, and there was no need to, shall we say, pack the provisions for healing, for upon this journey there were other provisions more of importance. Let us say that this entity within its current incarnation decides through one means or another, of reading information, listening to others, that it shall pursue the path of the healer. It may with great difficulty be able to call upon those energies which are within its abilities and develop some potential for healing. Yet this development would be difficult and in some cases, perhaps, take the center stage away from those areas which the entity decided before the incarnation that it wished to focus upon. Thus, it is necessary for the seeker to seek the heart of its purpose or plan for its incarnation and not shop about overlong for one skill, and another, and another. It is most helpful, therefore, for each seeker to truly know the self, to become aware of those attributes which the self has provided for its learning and its service, to guard and use these attributes well. Each will have a slightly variant selection of such attributes.

N asked: “There is a course called the Silva mind control which teaches that we are all healers if we desire to heal. Can this readily occur as stated?” Latwii began by saying it is possible for anything to occur, but we find that it is sometimes not probable, for all entities, being the one Creator, contain at some level of being the ability to do, and to be all that can be experienced, yet within each incarnation there is a plan which each entity wishes to complete in order to develop certain areas that are seen to need attention within the overall being. Now Latwii said that an entity has, in a number of previous incarnations, been a healer, and before its current incarnation decided that there were other lessons to learn and services to offer, and there was no need to pack the provisions for healing, for upon this journey there were other provisions more of importance, so let us say that this entity within its current incarnation decides that it shall pursue the path of the healer, and it may be able to call upon those energies which are within its abilities and develop some potential for healing, yet this development would be difficult and in some cases take the center stage away from those areas which the entity decided before the incarnation that it wished to focus upon, for it is necessary for the seeker to seek the heart of its plan for its incarnation and not shop about overlong for one skill, and it is helpful for each seeker to know the self, to become aware of those attributes which it has provided for its learning and its service, to guard and use these attributes well since each will have an unique selection of such attributes. On April 18, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the potential for healing:

We are quite happy to speak upon these topics, weighing the kind of information we share with the continual suggestion that the healer must first heal the self and see the healing process as that which is possible when the realization of unity takes place deep within the one to be healed. This realization may be aided by one serving as healer. The one serving as healer will serve most efficiently when it is able to find this unified point of being within itself as a result of its own work of an inner nature and persistent reapplying, shall we say, the techniques of looking within for the balance and sense of wholeness, from which all healing efforts must proceed.

Thus, we are happy to speak to any specific topic or modality of healing, and will add that information which we feel is important in precisely placing the focus as the healer does its work of offering the potential for healing to another.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes, please. Well, in that respect, we each have a certain amount of karma, and we accumulate this, evidently, through prior incarnations. Then as you have just stated, we should seek the purpose or directness… how best can we seek this if we can have the veil of forgetfulness, or how can this veil of forgetfulness be, shall we say, severed to a certain extent so that we can peer into our prior incarnations to sort of direct this present one?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. It is not necessary, my brother, to see the incarnations that have preceded your current one in order to know what the plan, shall we say, for the current incarnation is. If you seek that, shall we say, karmic balancing process that is underway within your own incarnation, there are many quite simple ways in which you may do so. You may simply observe the patterns which continue repeating within your own experience. Where you find difficulties of one nature, strengths of another nature, weaknesses of yet another nature, you may begin then to piece these parts of your incarnational puzzle together and find that as you continue adding, there is, indeed, a pattern that emerges. Your life is contained in each thought, in each moment; just as the holographic negative contains the entire picture, so does each thought, and each experience. Therefore, meditation is the most valuable tool of which we know that can be used to examine the life, the experience, and its purpose and meaning.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: There are other questions, but thank you very much. I’m sure someone else has need for a query.

Carla: I have a follow up on that one because I’ve wondered this before. It seems almost as though if you know a relationship and the nature of it before, it becomes a mechanical thing to, you know, like homework or something, to just sort of fill in the blanks, you know, and do the right thing to balance the karma. In other words, you’re working from the end back to the beginning, and it seems like it might be even more effective if you didn’t know, and of your own free you balanced that which was unbalanced simply because it was unbalanced, and you wanted to be of more service than you were in that unbalanced condition. Is that a correct thought?

I am Latwii. Yes, my sister, in general we may agree with your comment, for with the forgetting that each experiences before the incarnation, there is provided a greater opportunity for the finding to carry greater weight within one’s total beingness than if one operated without this veil of forgetting. There would be little challenge in solving what you have correctly described as a fill-in-the-blank test. The veil, then, provides the challenge, the weight against which each seeker pushes in order to gain the spiritual strength that is its goal.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Not on that subject, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is becoming somewhat fatigued, and we would therefore suggest one or two more queries before the ending of this contact.

Carla: Well, I have one I’d really like to ask because I’m like T. I’ve never had a high opinion of myself; I’ve always had a pretty low opinion of myself, a real low self-image. And I’ve noticed that in my life I’ve gotten a whole lot of Love; a lot of people really Love me. And I’ve also noticed that it makes absolutely no difference to my self-image. Why is that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. For one whose lesson is to learn the value of the self and to learn that the one Creator dwells within this self, the acceptance of Love from others has little impact when this self does not feel worthy of receiving the Love which is so freely offered. Yet this entity can use the fact that others give this Love so freely in its attempt to find the value and the worth of the self, for if the question be asked, “What is Love when others Love me?” and “Why is this Loved?” then one can begin to trace that path that leads from the self to the one Creator and back again to the self.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: So one can be transparent enough to be a channel for the Creator and give Its Love and Light while as a human being, being very muddled. Is this correct? I mean, it’s got to be correct, because it describes me.

I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my sister. Indeed, in some cases where an entity has low opinion of the self, there is then seemingly little to get out of the way in order to serve as an effective vessel or channel through which the One may communicate to the One. In the case where an entity has a great opinion of the self, this opinion may be a hindrance in opening such a channel, for there is too great a weight to move from the mouth of the cave.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we shall keep this stand open for one more order. May we attempt one final query?

T: If no one else has a question that they’d really like to ask, I’d like to just follow up a little bit. I don’t quite understand how a person—cause I’ve known Carla long enough to know that very few people that I’ve known put out more Love to other people and at least more empathy and more understanding of other people’s situations. And I’ve not seen too many people who do receive more good feeling from other people, that anyone I’ve ever known, almost, that comes in contact with Carla gives back this to her. How can this interaction be going on, which—I mean I’m fairly certain it is—how can this be going on, and how can Carla or anyone else’s, in that situation, own-self image just not automatically improve? You may have answered this,  and I missed it, but I don’t see how it can help but improve when there’s such an interaction of Love between Carla and people that she meets.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Ah, perhaps you are addressing the wrong entity, and should address the one known as Carla, yet we shall attempt this query. The opinion that the self has of itself is an opinion that is developed within the confines of the self. Each entity throughout each portion of the incarnation resides within the heart of its being and makes contact with the world about it from the center of the being; the center of the being, then, is that self which is formed moment by moment according to preincarnative design. An entity such as the one of whom you speak may decide before the incarnation that in order to develop a greater opinion of the self and the corresponding energy which this self-worth corresponds to, that all catalyst which it shall come in contact with shall be seen in a certain light; no matter what the catalyst may appear to another, it shall appear to this self as something other than adds to the self-worth. This then allows a great imbalance to develop. The self-worth is greatly reduced. It has been well stated that it is the nature of such distortion or imbalance that in order to balance this distortion it must first be accentuated. Seeing the catalyst in this manner thus accentuates the distortion so that at some point there is a choice to be made. The entity becomes so aware of its own low opinion of itself that it turns its efforts in seeking the one Creator directly inward that the one Creator might be found more fully even in that lowly center of the self, for indeed therein it does reside.

The patterns and programs of each entity’s incarnational patterns are most difficult to easily discern. Your illusion is one which allows the great amount of variety, and an infinite choice of points of attack, shall we say, for any particular lesson or service. Thus, each entity wends its way through each incarnational experience with the coloration of its mind determining how it sees and experiences its illusion, this coloration having been determined before the incarnation in order to add to one facet or another of the overall being of the entity.

B asked: How can Carla or anyone else’s, in that situation, own-self image just not automatically improve? You may have answered this, and I missed it, but I don’t see how it can help but improve when there’s such an interaction of Love between Carla and people that she meets.” Latwii said the opinion that the self has of itself is an opinion that is developed within the confines of the self, and each entity throughout each portion of the incarnation resides within the heart of its being and makes contact with the world about it from the center of the being which is formed moment by moment according to pre-incarnative design, and an entity such as Carla may decide before the incarnation that in order to develop a greater opinion of its self and the corresponding energy which this self-worth corresponds to, that all catalyst which it shall come in contact with shall be seen in a certain light no matter what the catalyst may appear to another, it shall appear to her as something other than adds to the self-worth, so this allows an imbalance to develop, so the self-worth is reduced, for it has been well stated that it is the nature of such distortion that in order to balance this distortion it must first be accentuated, seeing the catalyst in this manner thus accentuates the distortion so that at some point there is a choice to be made, and the entity becomes so aware of its low opinion of itself that it turns its efforts in seeking the one Creator directly inward that the one Creator might be found more fully even in that lowly center of the self, for therein it does reside. Now Latwii said the patterns of each entity’s incarnational patterns are difficult to discern, so your illusion is one which allows variety, and an infinite choice of points of attack for any lesson or service, and each entity wends its way through each incarnational experience with the coloration of its mind determining how it sees and experiences its illusion, this coloration having been determined before the incarnation in order to add to one facet or another of the overall being of the entity. On May 28, 1989, Q’uo spoke of each of our incarnative experiences:

The support of one seeker for another is crucial in those times during which the night of the soul is experienced, and despair descends upon the perception of the one who is experiencing the battle of learning and of service. For there is much to untangle within each incarnational experience, and when one seeks to speed this process, one is asking to suffer in the mundane world in order that the limits of ability might be enhanced and enlarged. Thus, there is much comfort, solace, and support that each may provide the other as the goal of learning and of serving is achieved.

May we attempt a short clarification, my brother?

T: Well, I could ask questions all night, but no, thank you. That’s fine. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is somewhat fatigued and is not completely comfortable with the clarity of its abilities at this point. If there are further queries, and if the one known as L is willing and able, we would therefore transfer this contact to the one known as L.

L: I’m willing. Are there more questions?

[Pause]

L: Got out of that one, didn’t I?

[No further questions.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to each of you, my friends, for without your heartfelt queries we would have no voice, no service, and no purpose within your illusion at this time. We leave you now in the respect of speaking only, for always we are with you in thought and in service. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “The basic secret of mind is that there is only one mind, and that mind is the mind of individual being—your mind and my mind. The implications of this profound statement have never been fully understood. The world at large does not know this, although it has been known to metaphysicians of all schools. When it has come to actual practice, however, an entity separate and apart from the one mind called mortal mind or the human mind has always been introduced and accepted as a power.

Actually, there is only one mind, and this mind is unconditioned: it has not qualities of good or of evil; it is a state of being, not good and not bad. In reality, there cannot be intelligent mind and ignorant mind; there cannot be healthy mind and diseased mind, for mine is unconditioned; and, therefore, body is neither well nor sick, tall nor short, thin nor fat. Body is as unconditioned as the mind, which is the essence of its form. Mind and body, being unconditioned, are a state of absolute being and perfection until the belief of good and evil is accepted into thought.

Human experience is in reality the perfect mind, your mind and my mind, which manifest as perfect being and body, but which as human experience is influenced by the knowledge of good and evil. This belief in two powers is the essence of what is called the carnal mind. To return to God’s house and once more become the son or daughter of God, it is necessary that we individually—for no one can do this for us because it is an individual experience—give up the belief in good and evil through an activity of our consciousness.”

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Thieneman’s Nursery where I bought another flat of Snapdragon Flowers and a flat of Dianthus Flowers. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up two prescriptions, and then I bought some Kleenexes.

At 10:45 this morning I had my root canal at Springhurst Endodontics. Dr. Sauer drilled through my crown on the third tooth on the right side of the top of my mouth from various directions, stopping occasionally to take X-rays see if she had gotten all of the dead nerves that were causing pain when I chewed any food. After the third X-ray she suggested that I make an appointment with my regular dentist about two weeks from now.

This afternoon I went outside and transplanted another flat of Snapdragons in the Clay Tile Pyramid. I will need five more to finish the transplanting. Then I covered the back part of the pyramid with netting to protect the Snapdragons from deer. Then I watered today’s transplanted Snapdragons with fertilized water. Then I transplanted a Forsythia Bush on the south side of the back yard. Then I watered it with fertilized water. Then I transplanted two flats of Dianthus along the parking area in front of my home. Then I watered them with fertilized water. It looks like I will need another flat of Dianthus to fill this area.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 17

The Power Of The Presence

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of unconditional Love.

As we scan the concerns that fill the minds of those present, we find this instrument suffering for a planet which has been damaged by its own kind. We find this concern, too, in all those whose minds we touch who are praying to the Spirit at this time.

Know that the spirit is powerful. There is a prayer this instrument says daily and because it is the creation of a truth applicable to this situation, we repeat it using this instrument’s mind,

“Come Holy Spirit! Fill the hearts of your faithful, and kindle in us the fire of your Love. Send forth your Spirit, and we shall be created, and you shall renew the face of the Earth. O Thou Who by the Light of the Holy Spirit did instruct the hearts of the faithful, grant that by the same Holy Spirit we may be truly wise and ever enjoy Its consolation. Through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.”

Do not feel powerless! Seek and ask for the Spirit of living Love, the powerful consciousness of the Christ. That power is no power without each of you. So, pray, not to renew the face of the Earth upon your own but rather that the Spirit may come upon you and transfigure and transform you. For in that process alone shall the creation be made new, whole, lovely, and perfect.

We urge each to experience within itself the power of the presence of Love. Let it renew you. And then, by being yourselves and acting as you must, shall your sphere become once more a lovely, healthy dwelling place for consciousness.

In Love, healing and peace we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii, and Yom channelings for this session come from June 9, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We feel most privileged to be with you this evening, especially because each instrument is somewhat fatigued and, therefore, we are most grateful to each instrument who enables us to use the words and the thoughts that go into each life, each experience, and each personality.

We would speak to you this evening concerning that item on the agenda of each seeker which often takes up a great deal of the seeker’s time when the problem is first presented. It has been a little while since we dealt with this subject, and periodically it seems necessary to work with our understanding on the subject of earth changes and the progression of your world’s sphere into fourth density. Like most natural happenings, my friends, that are not blessed in people’s minds with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, but only with the subconscious hunches of the universal mind speaking in human counterpart, one finds this group of concepts surrounded by mythology and misunderstanding. The heart of the matter is that there is a transition taking place from third to fourth density upon your planet. However, it would be incorrect to think in terms of the time scale which is so often used by your people. It is not well to think in terms of days or months or even years. For this, shall we say, transitional period where the Earth is literally in travail on many planes has been occurring for approximately 2300 of your years, if we read this instrument’s mind correctly as to time. We apologize for being less than perfectly accurate about time, but it is a difficult concept for us to grasp.

The nature of third density is that of the choice. Consequently, on the subtler planes, the inner planes of your third density, those whom you call angels began the noble quest that still partakes of polarity, the armor of Light in battle with the forces of darkness. This has been occurring upon the inner planes for many years, and upon the planes closest to you for approximately 250 years. Again, we apologize for any inaccuracies in our time. The Earth’s travail will increase as it has been increasing for the last approximately 40 of your years. The people’s travail will increase also as polarity offers its final manifestation within this particular group of conscious entities, this particular group which strives now to make the choice in time for the great harvest. We were sent out to harvest if we possibly could those who wished to make the transition from third to fourth density at this particular opportunity. It is our service, hopefully, to inspire those who wish to be made aware of the situation to seek to graduate from third density, to be able to use the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator to an extent which will not impede each of your progresses into the fourth-density quality of Light and experience. We have propelled ourselves because you have called. You are now in the valley of the shadow of death, as this instrument would say, steeped as she is within the so-called Christian religion.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the coming Earth changes into the fourth density. They began by saying we would speak to you this evening concerning that item on the agenda of each seeker which takes up much of the seeker’s time when the problem is first presented, and it has been a while since we dealt with this subject, and often it seems necessary to work with our understanding on the subject of Earth changes and the progression of your world’s sphere into fourth density, so like most natural happenings that are not blessed in people’s minds with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, but only with the subconscious hunches of the universal mind speaking in the human counterpart, one finds this group of concepts surrounded by misunderstanding, for the heart of the matter is that there is a transition taking place from third to fourth density upon your planet, but it would be incorrect to think in terms of the time scale which is so often used by your people, for it is not well to think in terms of days, months, or years, for this transitional period where the Earth is in travail on many planes has been occurring for about 2300 years, and we apologize for being less than perfectly accurate about time, but it is a difficult concept for us to grasp. Then Hatonn said the nature of third density is that of the choice, so on the inner planes of your third density, angels began the noble quest that still partakes of polarity, the armor of Light in battle with the forces of darkness which has been occurring upon the inner planes for many years, and upon the planes closest to you for approximately 250 years, so we apologize for any inaccuracies in our time, for the Earth’s pain will increase as it has been increasing for the last 40 of your years, and the people’s pain will increase also as polarity offers its final manifestation within this group of conscious entities which strives to make the choice in time for the harvest, so we were sent out to harvest those who wished to make the transition from third to fourth density at this time, and it is our service to inspire those who wish to be made aware of the situation to seek to graduate from third density, to be able to use the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator to an extent which will not impede each of your progressing into the fourth-density Light and experience, so we have come to you because you have called, for you are now in the valley of the shadow of death. On December 25, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the nature of fourth-density Light:

My sister, the weariness which spiritual seekers feel at this time is, indeed, an artifact of the changing energy at the waning of Light in third density and the dawning of Light in fourth density. Fourth-density Light more and more interpenetrates third-density Light and, as we said in response to an earlier query, this Light is loaded with information. It is the Light of Love and understanding, and the burden of information that it carries is heavy. It carries more truth than third-density Light. It carries more truth than third density can use comfortably. This means that those who are already awake and already seeking are now seeking under more of a strain than they might have, say, thirty or forty years ago even, and certainly more than one hundred or two hundred years ago.

Very well, then, my friends. These are the preliminary outlines, the sketches of what shall occur, far more gradually than most expect, far more naturally than most expect, but certainly not without inconvenience, discomfort, and what will seem to be enormous tragedy as masses of entities leave their physical bodies during natural catastrophes when they are killed by the forces within the planet, the forces of anger and hostility that have been stored within the Earth itself and which shall come forth. Many things shall occur. Much has been written about that which shall occur. We ask that you step back from the drama of the illusion and find that within yourself which has two realizations, the first being that you who are infinite shall leave no part of consciousness when you leave this physical body. The second awareness, hopefully, that of a desire to be of service to others. In no event do we wish to encourage you to set up areas of safety, for there is no such thing as safety from the self, and it is within the self that the transition shall truly occur. That which occurs at harvest is within the self; that which occurs within the planet, although interesting, is a separate subject from the one which might well be considered far more interesting to the self. And that is that it is likely that this lifetime or at the very most, for those who die soon from the physical body, one more lifetime, shall be the last opportunity before graduation to refine the polarity of self to the point at which you the seeker might accept the quality of Light which is the native Light in fourth density.

This is your judgment. It is as simple and straightforward as that. If you can walk into that Light within your indigo-ray body, as this entity would call it, you are graduated to fourth density. If you cannot step into that Light because of its overbrightness, then you shall have another cycle of third-density illusion during which you may hone even further the choice which you have begun to make. We encourage you on the quest, and we encourage you to avoid distraction whenever possible. There is much distraction possible when one deals with the unseen and the invisible, and that is that with which we deal exclusively. Attempt in your meditations to remain aware of the simplicity of the original Thought and the corresponding simplicity of the path. When there is great complexity surrounding a subject such as the movement into the so-called Golden Age, that may be a sign to you that there is less to it than meets the eye. When shall this and that happen? We hope that it is not as interesting to you to know that as it is for you to continue to seek the truth. It is that seeking that shall enable you to graduate, not knowledge of when earthquakes shall occur.

Hatonn went on to say these are the preliminary outlines of what shall occur, more gradually and more naturally than most expect, but with what will seem to be tragedy as masses of entities leave their physical bodies during natural catastrophes when they are killed by the forces of anger that have been stored within the Earth, and which shall come forth, so we ask that you step back from the drama of the illusion and find that within yourself which has two realizations: the first being that you who are infinite shall leave no part of consciousness when you leave this physical body, and the second awareness of a desire to be of service to others, but we do not wish to encourage you to set up areas of safety, for there is no such thing as safety from the self, for that which occurs at harvest is within the self, but that which occurs within the planet is a separate subject from the one which might well be considered far more interesting to the self, and that is that it is likely that this lifetime, or at the very most for those who die soon from the physical body, one more lifetime, shall be the last opportunity before graduation to refine the polarity of self to the point at which you might accept the quality of Light which is the native Light in fourth density. Hatonn continued by saying this is your judgment, so if you can walk into that Light within your indigo-ray body you are graduated to fourth density, but if you cannot step into that Light because of its overbrightness, then you shall have another cycle of third-density illusion during which you may hone even further the choice which you have begun to make, so we encourage you on the quest, and we encourage you to avoid distraction whenever possible for there is much distraction possible when one deals with the invisible, and it is that with which we deal exclusively, so attempt in your meditations to remain aware of the simplicity of the original Thought and the corresponding simplicity of the path, for when there is complexity surrounding a subject such as the movement into the Golden Age, that may be a sign to you that there is less to it than meets the eye, and we hope that it is not as interesting to you to know when this will happen as it is for you to continue to seek the truth, for it is that seeking that shall enable you to graduate, not knowledge of when earthquakes shall occur. On December 16, 1984, Latwii spoke of the value of our seeking the truth:

My brother, as one looks upon the journey of the seeker, one may see that there are limitless ways to seek the one Creator and to seek that which is called truth. One may, as the hero of the story of which you speak, spend a great deal of time and money, learn many rituals, speak with many sages, climb to the top of many remote mountains, and in general make a great deal of commotion in the process of seeking, and yet until an entity looks within the mirror of the self, the seeking has not begun. There is no amount of money that can purchase the sincere desire to look within the self for that which resides therein. There is no ship, plane, or means of conveyance that can take one where one does not wish to go as a result of one’s own efforts. You may speak with many wise and loving beings, and hear many words of inspiration. Yet, if within your own heart of hearts there is not the desire to look within your own being for that which you seek, all else is as nothing.

So, my brother, you need not worry about the expense or the time required to seek the truth. If you have the desire to seek the truth, you may do so each moment of your existence as you see yourself in each entity that you meet, as you see yourself as the Creator in each situation in which you find yourself. There is no end to the opportunities for seeking the truth, the Creator, and yourself, for all are one thing. You live in that one thing as that one thing.

We leave this instrument at this time, thanking her most heartily for the opportunity to speak. We are those of Hatonn, who leave you glorying in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We leave you in the thunder and the storm and the serene calm [inaudible]. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are honored to be here again, and we hope that we can utilize this instrument effectively this evening in the mode in which we left this group at its last meeting. The joviality was delightful, and we would hope that we can share again in that fashion. May we begin with a query, my friends?

L: Latwii, I spent some time today with a person that resulted in me feeling psychically drained. Can you give me any information as to what went on, the mechanics of how this occurred, why it occurred, anything along that line?

I am Latwii. We may speak generally, my brother, for when entities group themselves in the pairs in order that the life to which your peoples have been accustomed may be carried on, and there may be the order, the livelihood, the rearing of young and the continuation of society, there is presented to each the opportunity to learn much and to teach much, for within such a closely knit relationship, the bonds between two entities grow in many and varied fashions. When the relationship has its difficulty, or we should say, when the entities within the relationship have difficulty maintaining the relationship due to one factor or another, and this difficulty grows to such an extent that the entities find it more beneficial to continue apart than to continue together, there is within each the feeling and perhaps the realization that an opportunity has, shall we say, left, and perhaps each entity feels as though there has been a loss and feels a vacuum or a hole where once there was opportunity, and as you have called it, a mirroring effect.

When there is at a future time, as you would call it, any portion of a reconciliation or attempt to complete circuits that were left open and incomplete, one entity may feel this in a greater degree than the other. This is usually the entity with the, shall we say, larger pull, the greater feeling within that there has been a loss and the renewed desire to complete a previous circuit then is a request from this entity to the other that there be an exchange of energy, a giving, if you will, in order that this hole may be filled somewhat. Thus, have you given and thus has what you have given been received. For the moment the feeling is that of being drained, but we can assure you, my brother, that you have given freely to the one Creator.

L asked: “Latwii, I spent some time today with a person that resulted in me feeling psychically drained. Can you give me any information as to what went on, the mechanics of how this occurred, why it occurred, anything along that line?” Latwii replied we may speak generally, for when entities group themselves in the pairs in order that their life may be carried on there may be the rearing of the young and the continuation of society, and there is presented to each the opportunity to learn to teach, for within such a closely knit relationship, the bonds between two entities grow in many ways, but when the entities within the relationship have difficulty maintaining the relationship due to one factor or another, and this difficulty grows to such an extent that the entities find it more beneficial to continue apart than to continue together, there is within each the realization that an opportunity has left, and each entity feels as though there has been a loss and feels a vacuum where once there was opportunity for the mirroring effect. Then Latwii said when there is, at a future time, any portion of a reconciliation one entity may feel this in a greater degree than the other, and this is usually the entity with the greater feeling within that there has been a loss, and the renewed desire to complete a previous circuit then is a request from this entity to the other that there be an exchange of energy in order that this hole may be filled, so thusly have you given, and what you have given has  been received, but for the moment the feeling is that of being drained, but we can assure you that you have given freely to the one Creator. On January 11, 2011, Q’uo spoke of the best way to achieve reconciliation with another self:

Free will is at its most expressive as it chooses the will of the infinite One and releases attachments to outcomes within the illusion in favor of what that mystery shall bring about in the way of deeper reconciliation and return to balance.

The human will, the individual will, is very powerful. Each of you is a magical entity, an entity capable potentially of creating changes in your own consciousness by thought. It is seductive and tempting to use one’s individual will, pushing against perceived reality, for a desired goal. It is easy to think that one is doing one’s part by willing that this perceived responsibility be completed or that service be rendered. And all of those energies are excellent. The expressing of one’s desires and the setting of one’s intentions are ways of experiencing the self as powerful. And this is an helpful experience.

Yet the most powerful choice, in our humble opinion, for any entity is the choice of doing the will of that agent which created all that there is and which is aware of all of those elements which shall constitute the balance point in any situation. It takes courage, in fact, to turn over the will to the infinite One, for the outcome is unknown. Those personal desires which one has may or may not be part of that balance and rhythm of the dance that is appropriate. There is the element of perceived sacrifice.

May we answer further, my brother?

L: No, you’ve given me quite a bit to look at. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. May we attempt another query?

N: Yes, Latwii. When do we enter the Aquarian Age?

I am Latwii. My brother, if you will look upon the spectrum which you call the rainbow, you shall see each color loses some of its brilliance towards the boundary with the next color and gains some of that coloration as the progression is made from one color to the next. So, it is with the ages which pass upon your planet. The age which now leaves and the age which now joins, each have blended with the other so that there is a period of what you may call transition. At the heart of each entity and each atomic cell structure, the beginning of fourth density vibration is apparent. Yet there are many, many third-density vibrational patterns which yet hold sway.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: In other words, we have already begun the Aquarian Age but we’re not into it very far?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my brother. May we answer further?

N: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and again we thank you. May we attempt another query?

Carla: Yeah. I’ve got a question, but I don’t know if you can answer it. Is the social memory complex, L/Leema, hoping just to get some experience with a group by working with us, or it is hoping to come through regularly?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your query, my sister. Those of L/Leema wish as do we to be of service in whatever manner possible, yet within the general desire to serve there exists a more specific desire that the service may be more specific, that is, that if this group is able to focus from time to time upon a topic which has great interest in awakening the desire to know the truth, then this group may form the query with the words and the thoughts and hopefully with the meditation aspect, and those of L/Leema may in turn respond through your instrument, my sister, or perhaps in time through others as well, for all are instruments with the capabilities necessary. The responses that those of L/Leema can make are those which add another flavor, shall we say, to the experience of channeling which each in this group enjoys.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. It has to do with the probable length of such contact. The contact itself is different than any contact that I’ve experienced before in that I was, as far as I knew, quite conscious, and yet I was not at all conscious of the passage of time, and forty-five minutes went by, and I was the most surprised person in the world when the tape recorder clicked off. I’d been the one that was channeling; I didn’t feel tired, and I had no idea that the channeling had been going on for so long. Is this typical?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Well, as yet, there is no “typical.” We can suggest, however, that those of L/Leema, as each with the Confederation, have some difficulty in reckoning time as you call it. Each attempts to be conscientious in making responses to queries or the delivery of messages fit within what your people would discern as a comfortable period of time, for we do not wish to wear you out with words. Yet those of L/Leema are the least familiar with your means of reckoning time, and you may from time to time discover that you have spent a good deal of this time listening. Yet these entities are also desirous of serving in each way possible, and will attempt to make their deliverance more concise.

Your instrument has been utilized for the training that you have been undergoing of late has been that of word-by-word transmission. This type of transmission is more helpful in delivering the more specific type of information. Thus, it is likely that your instrument would be the most frequently utilized as the other instruments hone their abilities to partake in the vocal channeling and perhaps also in the word-by-word transmission of this type of channeling.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. It seemed to me when I thought back over the session—haven’t read it yet—that there weren’t any excess words, that it was just a matter of systematically going through the subject. Is this a correct perception?

I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my sister. For when the subject is large, to do such a subject justice one must attempt to cover, shall we say, all the bases, and you may expect variation in the length of deliveries according to the depth and breadth of the subjects you choose.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Okay, so I understand. We need to be specific on our questions to get specific answers. Okay. The only other question was subjectively interesting to me, what state of mind was I in that erased my awareness of time without erasing my awareness of consciousness?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, the state of which you were is that which is much the child. For the word-by-word transmission mode is that which focuses quite concentratedly upon the present moment and each word which enters that moment. Thus, the type of contact which we were utilizing, and the message that you were transmitting, served to cause your reckoning of time to be put aside in order that you operated in what is your analog of a timeless portion of experience.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Did others experience the same thing? I mean, is this simply concentration, or is it a deeper state of trance than is normal in conscious channeling?

I am Latwii, and we find that your last supposition is more nearly correct. The word-by-word transmission mode of channeling is one which requires both a greater concentration and a deeper state or level of mind to be utilized. It would be more correct, we find, to suggest that the more focused the concentration, the deeper the level of mind that is being utilized.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister.

A: Out of curiosity, what density is L/Leema?

I am Latwii, and those of L/Leema are of the density of Light, which as you number the density is that of five.

May we answer further, my sister?

A: Thanks.

I am Latwii. We appreciate your fill-in-the-blank queries. Is there a fill-in-the-blank, a multiple choice, or perhaps an essay question we may answer further?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Ahh, my friends, we can’t compete with the thunder and the rain. We were considering answering the query of the thunder, but we found that this instrument was unwilling to vocalize our response. Perhaps in time. We thank each of you for requesting our presence, for sharing the Love of your hearts, queries of your minds, the pleasure of your company. We are those of Latwii. We shall leave now in the channeling thought sense only. Always are we with you. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Yom. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator whose number is One. We are called to you by the one known as A, and because there are so few queries which make sense to a group which is not made completely of your scientists which we may answer, we shall be brief. However, the entity known as A wished to experience our presence. Therefore, we shall speak briefly and then dwell with the one known as A, as it is possible our vibration may be comforting.

We would speak briefly of electricity and gravity. The energies involved are spiritual and spiritually integrated with the ratio of space and time. Because this is not understood by your people, electricity is not understood by your people. It is merely used by your people. Because the spiritual nature of gravity is not understood by your people, the universe loses the unique cosmology which it deserves, that is, the cosmology of spirit and consciousness. We use a very poor instrument to transfer thoughts of this nature, for this instrument does not have vocabulary or even concept for what we would speak of. However, we give you these few thoughts to provoke further thought within yourself as to the spiritual nature of the physical as well as the metaphysical universe.

You have pondered Light, we assume—what Light is, how Light works, and so forth. You have not come up with any answers yet, we also assume. Remember, we greet you in Light. Ask yourself what the attractive power of that which is sent away shall be if all things are, indeed one. Ask yourself if children grow up and return to complete a cycle of growth.

We leave this instrument, rejoicing, as do all in the Confederations of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, in the Love and in the Light of that one Source of all that there is. We are known to this instrument and now to this group as Yom. It has been enjoyable to speak with an engineer once again. We bless you all, even those who are not scientists, and leave you. Adonai, my friends.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Ever since that illusory experience known as the Fall of man, however, mind has been used as a creative faculty, and that is what is at the root of our troubles and problems today. Therefore, when called upon to help our family, friends, or others, or even when in need of help ourselves, instead of trying to change the person or condition or instead of condemning ourselves or others we should realize that this is just another form of mind presenting itself to us. The healing agency lies in our realization that mind is not a power: mind is an avenue of awareness.

We can watch how miraculously this works whenever we are tempted with any form of error—whenever it may be—if we do not fight it, but quietly realize:

God is the great and only creative principle of life, the source of all being. God alone! “Thou shalt have no other gods before me”—no other power, no other creator but One. God alone is, and this that is troubling me cannot be of God, so it must be of mind. It is mind presenting a picture to me of a lack of some kind.

Those who live in the Spirit have flashes of the real or spiritual creation and are able to discern the real person made into God’s image and likeness, and to see that nothing has ever interfered with the harmony of the development and unfoldment of a spiritual person.

On the human level, however, mind governs our body and all creation, and it governs it for both good and evil. It gives us health one day, and sickness another day; it gives us wealth one day, and lack the next day because the mind, being of the earth, earthy, is made up of the two qualities of good and evil, and, therefore, it manifests and expresses itself as these extremes. Until we rise above mind, we cannot rise above the pairs of opposites.

When we transcend mind and touch the realm of Spirit, we live in a different consciousness. No longer do we resort to the use of affirmations or denials, physical or mental remedies; now we contact that spiritual center where we find peace, and then we find that we have transcended the activity of mind both as to good and evil and are living what the world calls a normal life, but which in reality is a spiritual life, a life that to a great extent is untouched by the activity of the unillumined mind.

Correctly understood, mind is an instrument of God, created by God. Therefore, mind itself is an effect, just as the product of mind is an effect. It is not a cause; it is an effect. God, Soul, Spirit alone is cause, and both mind and body are effects.

If we dwell with spiritual truth in our consciousness, none of the evils of this world will come nigh our dwelling place because the truth entertained in consciousness takes over and begins to live our lives. Living in an atmosphere of spiritual wisdom and feeding consciousness with truth, there comes a moment when that truth takes over the mind, and then no longer is it necessary to fill the mind with truth. From then on, the flow is the other way. It is not we who are thinking truth remembering, declaring, or meditating on truth: it is Truth using our mind for Its expression, always using us, always flowing through us.”

Later this morning I called my dentist and made an appointment to see what was causing the pain in my teeth in the right side and top of my mouth. Some X-rays were taken that he said would need the help of an Endodontics dentist. So, he made an appointment with the Endodontics Dentist for 15 minutes later. When I got to her office more equipment was used that circled my head while my chin was resting on a platform. The results said that I needed a root canal as soon as possible. So, I made an appointment for 10:45 am tomorrow morning to have my root canal surgery.

This afternoon I went outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters for the pump in the fishpond. Then I began having half of the water pumped out of the fishpond. While the water was being pumped out, I fertilized each of the five water lilies. Then I began transplanting a tray of Snapdragon Flowers into the clay tile pipes in my backyard that are built in the shape of a pyramid. When I was done transplanting the Snapdragons I watered them with fertilized water and covered them with netting to protect them from the deer. Then I refilled the fishpond with water and threw three cups of Aquasafe into the water to neutralize the chlorine in the water.

This afternoon I drove to the Glenview Trust Company to have a meeting with my team to see if my monthly donations to The Redd Cross and the Family Scholar House are sustainable at their current level.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 16

At One With Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Become very quiet. This moment is the linchpin of your busy day. This is your moment of communion. This is your heavenly meal.

For in this silence, in this moment, as your heart opens its inner door, so may you become Christed, at one with Love. Thus, the roots of your spirit are fed, and you are given the strength to do that which it is for you to do this day.

Perhaps you will move very quickly this day. The Spirit moves quickly with you. Remember as the day goes by to touch into that place of communion in the heart and you will find that Love is always with you, as Jesus the Christ said, until the end of the age.

Root yourself in heaven and give your fruit to the world of the Creator that many think is the world of humankind. Let the smile upon your face be a smile knowing of the untruth of a world ever without Love.

For Love is in the midst of you. Love has created you. Love sustains you. And Love will give you work to do. At the end of your silence, at the end of your listening, go gladly to that work and rejoice that you are alive to experience the Love in this day, with these challenges.

We leave you in love and peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The L/Leema and Latwii channelings for this session come from June 2, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is a pure delight to us that you have in your discussion this evening asked for information on a certain subject, that being the only way we may channel answers through this instrument for this instrument is not allowed, nor should she be, to use the question and answer format, lest this instrument move into that which you call the trance state.

We would then speak to you this evening of service. There is a road that always seems to lead upward. To the seeker, perhaps the most burning question of daily living is the question of how to serve those about you. For those who do not seek, the question remains, yet is phrased differently, depending upon the polarity of the entity. To those who are neutral, the question is how to get along with those about you, how to impress those about you, how to live among other people. For those negatively oriented, the question is how to manipulate other people, how to use other people, and how to enslave other people. In this way we bring you to the questions that one asks if one is of positive polarity. Those of the positive polarity are of service when by action or thought, or even intention, another entity or the self is freer to seek his or her own path than before the intended service was performed.

The seeker who loves others wishes them to be free. When that seeker is intimately associated with others, that desire can become so far misted and confused by the glassy illusion of societal demands, of shoulds and oughts, that it is often beyond any conscious understanding to reason out how to be of service. Often, in order to grant another freedom, the greatest service is to remain anonymously and impersonally compassionate and supportive. In other words, to pull the point of view backwards, to remove oneself from the microcosm of the relationship to the macrocosm of the perfection of all that is conscious and of the infinity of time that each conscious being has to choose freely, first this path, then this one, and then another.

In this session L/Leema speaks of the concept of service. They began by saying there is a road that leads upward, and to the seeker, the most burning question of daily living is the question of how to serve those about you. For those who do not seek, the question remains, yet is phrased differently, depending upon the polarity of the entity. To those who are neutral, the question is how to get along with those about you, how to impress those about you, how to live among other people. For those negatively oriented, the question is how to manipulate other people, and how to enslave other people, and in this way we bring you to the questions that one asks if one is of positive polarity, so those of the positive polarity are of service when by action or intention, another entity or the self is freer to seek his or her own path than before the intended service was performed. L/Leema went on to say the seeker who Loves others wishes them to be free, and when that seeker is intimately associated with others, that desire can become so confused by the glassy illusion of societal demands, of shoulds that it is often beyond any conscious understanding to reason out how to be of service, for often in order to grant another freedom, the greatest service is to remain anonymously compassionate and supportive, and to remove oneself from the microcosm of the relationship to the macrocosm of the perfection of all that is conscious and of the infinity of time that each conscious being has to choose freely, first this path, then this one, and then another. In 15.7, Ra described the greatest service:

There is but one service. The Law is One. The offering of self to Creator is the greatest service—the unity, the fountainhead. The entity who seeks the One Creator is with infinite intelligence. From this seeking, from this offering, a great multiplicity of opportunities will evolve depending upon the mind/body/spirit complex’s distortions with regard to the various illusory aspects, or energy centers, of the various complexes of your illusion. Thus, some become healers, some workers, some teachers, and so forth.

Let us begin at the beginning of service to others. The beginning is meditation. Many have called this meditation prayer. The overwhelming concept that we wish to instill in you when we speak of meditation and the reason that we use the alternate word, prayer, is that there is a surrender in what this instrument knows as Christian prayer, a surrender that says, “Thy will, not mine, be done.” The separation of the self from the Creator is a distortion, for you are co-creators—you and the Creator. Nevertheless, within you, there is a self that is like a clay vessel that deals with mundane things, and that shall not last. Within that clay vessel there is a great treasure. That is your other self—that is, your consciousness. You feed your physical vessel in order that it may supply you with the movement which you need; the surrender in meditation and prayer is the opening of the door to a great dining room, a dining room in which there is a food and a drink that your clay vessel will never know nor need, but without which your consciousness gradually becomes embittered, bowed down, and weary beyond words.

Thus, service to others begins with cleansing the self and sitting down to the feast of silence. In that silence there is a perfection. That perfection is reached first by faith. There is no reasonable or logical way to find or accept perfection within the self, for it is unseen yet never unknown. We listen in silence and are fed and answered in silence. Let us pause for a moment and give an example of one who could not surrender. It is within this instrument’s mind and we take it from her. We find this instrument to be strongly Christian in the contents of the mind, and so we shall use this imagery, asking forgiveness for the limitations of its viewpoint. Remember, there are great truths within any philosophical and spiritual system, and we shall use this example from the holy work which is called the Holy Bible.

L/Leema went on to say the beginning of service to others is meditation, and many call meditation prayer, so the concept that we wish to instill in you when we speak of meditation and the reason that we use the alternate word, prayer, is that there is a surrender in what Carla knows as Christian prayer, a surrender that says, “Thy will, not mine, be done,” and the separation of the self from the Creator is a distortion, for you are co-Creators—you and the Creator, but within you there is a self that is like a clay vessel that deals with mundane things, and that shall not last, so within that body there is a treasure that is your other self, your consciousness, and you feed your body in order that it may supply you with the movement which you need, and the surrender in meditation and prayer is the opening of the door to a dining room in which there is food and drink that your body will never know nor need, but without which your consciousness gradually becomes weary beyond words. L/Leema continued by saying service to others begins with cleansing the self and sitting down to the feast of silence, for in that silence there is a perfection which is reached by faith, but there is no logical way to accept perfection within the self, for it is unseen yet never unknown, so we listen in silence and are answered in silence, yet let us pause for a moment and give an example of one who could not surrender, and it is within Carla’s mind, and we take it from her, so we find her to be strongly Christian in the contents of the mind, and so we shall use this imagery, asking forgiveness for the limitations of its viewpoint, for there are truths within any spiritual system, and we shall use this example from the Holy Bible. On May 8, 1974, Hatonn described the goal of meditation:

Meditation, my friends, is a much more basic, and much more general technique than you may think. It is not part of a daily life, my friends. It is the beginning of a completely new life. It is a replacement. The two types of life, that is, that not in meditation and that in meditation, are two completely different vibrations. The reason for this is that, one, the normal physical existence dwells and deals completely within the illusion. The meditation is an attempt to contact your original identity, the consciousness of the All. This consciousness is a much different reality, a transcendent reality to that of the illusion. We might even call it the reality were it not for the fact that we know that there are transcendent states to any reality until such time as we are truly aware of unity with all that there is. This is a higher state than we have yet achieved, and we, too, are seeking towards it.

The one known as Moses was going about its daily work, and suddenly it looked up and saw the bush that burned but was not consumed. This entity was afraid. A voice called from the bush, identifying Itself as the Creator and calling Moses by name. The one known as Moses in this day and age responded by affirming that he was indeed there, yet he was afraid. The voice informed him that he was on holy ground. The very ground upon which he stood was holy, and yet Moses was afraid. There was not the surrender. Because of the fact that there is nothing that is not holy, because of the fact that there is nothing that is not of the Creator and that is not the Creator in all of Its perfection and infinity, the seeker will constantly be exposed to stimuli which may be seen to be sanctified. Sorrow, terror, and ill negative emotions, feelings, and thoughts are sanctified just as much as those positive thoughts that take you very high very quickly. There is nothing that is not holy, that is not the Creator. It is always your choice, each of you, whether or not you shall be afraid, whether or not you shall see, whether or not you shall hear, whether or not you shall understand. This is the work of the self, of the discipline of the self, of the growing Love of the self, not on the mundane level, not because of anything that could be considered within the confines of the clay vessel, but because you are upon holy ground, you are sanctified. You are perfect.

This step is so central as the beginning step of service to others and is so difficult compared to action that we emphasize it. You will find that action is far easier than the discipline of the turning of the mind to the Creator, to those things which a child of the Creator may feel as his or her birthright, those things being joy, lightness, power, courage, perseverance, patience, and the compassionate forgiveness that is endless. It is as though with the meditation we are focusing upon reality that is far deeper than the clay vessel. That which is your ability to be of service begins to shine as if the clay became more and more transparent, and the treasure within became more and more visible to others as well as to the self. Indeed, among those who are of service to others, it is rare that the one who serves is even one-tenth aware of the beauty of the self and could multiply by ten times the amount of service, the quality and the depth of that service in action by expanding knowledge of the nature of the being of self.

L/Leema continued by saying as Moses was going about its daily work, and suddenly it looked up and saw the bush that burned but was not consumed, and he was afraid, so a voice called from the bush, identifying Itself as the Creator and calling Moses by name, so Moses responded by affirming that he was there, yet he was afraid, but the voice informed him that he was on holy ground, and yet Moses was afraid, for there was no surrender, but because there is nothing that is not of the Creator in all of Its perfection and infinity, the seeker will constantly be exposed to stimuli which may be seen to be sanctified, for sorrow, terror, negative emotions, and thoughts are sanctified just as much as those positive thoughts that take you high quickly, so there is nothing that is not the Creator, and it is always your choice whether or not you shall be afraid, whether or not you shall see, hear, or that you shall understand, for this is the work of the discipline of the self, of the growing Love of the self, not because of anything that could be considered within the confines of the clay vessel, but because you are upon holy ground you are sanctified, and you are perfect. Then L/Leema said this step is central as the beginning step of service to others and is difficult compared to the action that we emphasize, and you will find that action is easier than the discipline of the turning of the mind to those things which a child of the Creator may feel as their birthright, those things being joy, power, courage, patience, and the compassionate forgiveness that is endless, for it is as though with meditation we are focusing upon reality that is deeper than the clay vessel, yet that which is your ability to be of service begins to shine as if the clay became more transparent, and the treasure within became more visible to others as well as to the self, but among those who are of service to others, it is rare that one who serves is even one-tenth aware of the beauty of the self and could multiply by ten times the quality and the depth of that service by expanding knowledge of the nature of the being of self. On March 23, 2024, Q’uo spoke of the nature of forgiveness:

Thus, when you forgive, whether you are asked for it or not, you exercise this power to stop the wheel of karma for the one who has perhaps wronged you, or created dissension, or difficulty between you, or has been in your sights, shall we say, looking around the world, and seeing places where there are difficulties and workings of one entity against another that have caused problems that would need forgiveness. If the entities were able to do so consciously by sending the Love of forgiveness to them, you surround them with that quality, which they may be able to perceive, so that there is forgiveness and the stoppage of the wheel of karma, which is being created by the disharmony between them. This is what any spiritual seeker of truth can do to provide the seeds of forgiveness to the world around you, so that they may grow by the Love that is called forth by your meditative qualities of sending the seeds of Love and forgiveness to all who may need such.

We next offer you the image of the shepherd. A shepherd is of service to sheep in very simple ways. A shepherd is not necessarily wise. A shepherd is a simple person, doing a simple job, keeping the sheep safe because the shepherd sees that which the sheep does not. If the sheep is caught, the shepherd can see how to disentangle it; if the sheep has gone astray, the shepherd can find it and bring it back so that it may eat, and drink, and be comfortable. The sheep, you see, have already been provided for. The universe in which they live is complete without the shepherd. However, without the shepherd, the quality of the life of the sheep may well be much less, for to be eaten by wolves is not considered to be a good thing, and the shepherd comes to stand on guard. Furthermore, the shepherd helps the sheep to be useful and give its service to others in ways the sheep itself would never imagine. Can you imagine a sheep walking under its own power and will to be sheared so that it might offer its wool to warm a wintry world? How the sheep love being shorn, for in the warm, soft breezes of summer it is well to be without the heavy overcoat. Nothing is lost to the sheep, and the sheep have gained by giving, and this would not have happened without the shepherd.

What we are saying to you is that each of you is shepherd to each other, to each other that you meet, but more especially with whom your lives are more closely entwined. You tell those about you when they have gone astray. You reach a hand to disentangle that which is tangled; you nurse that which is sick. You provide the best of what the natural second density creation has to offer. And because you are dealing with entities such as yourselves and not sheep, the dimension of the shepherd as a cheerful giver arises. Animals such as sheep respond, of course, to a peaceful, cheerful and serene shepherd. So do those about you.

L/Leema went on to say we next offer you the image of the shepherd which is of service to sheep in simple ways, and a shepherd is a simple person, keeping the sheep safe because the shepherd sees that which the sheep does not, so if a sheep is caught, the shepherd can see how to release it, and if the sheep has gone astray, the shepherd can find it and bring it back so that it may eat, and drink, and be comfortable, for the sheep has been provided for since the universe in which it lives is complete without the shepherd, but without the shepherd, the quality of the life of the sheep may be less, for to be eaten by wolves is not considered to be a good thing, and the shepherd comes to stand guard, so the shepherd helps the sheep to be useful and give its service to others in ways the sheep itself would never imagine, so the sheep loves being shorn, for in the warm, soft breezes of summer it is well to be without the heavy overcoat, yet nothing is lost to the sheep, and the sheep has gained by giving, and this would not have happened without the shepherd. L/Leema continued by saying each of you is as a shepherd to each other, and you tell those about you when they have gone astray, and you nurse that which is sick, so you provide the best of what the natural second density creation has to offer, and because you are dealing with entities such as yourselves, and not sheep, the dimension of the shepherd as a cheerful giver arises, so just as animals such as sheep respond to a peaceful and serene shepherd, so do those about you. On December 21, 1975, Hatonn described our nature as a shepherd:

It is enough, my friends, if you accept a certain lighthearted desire to pretend, shall we say, to be somewhat similar to a compassionate shepherd. You are not attempting to fool the sheep into thinking you are compassionate. You are attempting to fool yourself, from a condition of illusion to a condition of reality. You know, my friends, you cannot bludgeon yourselves into this state of shepherd. Yet you must shepherd yourself, gently and coaxingly and with humor. You may act similarly to that which you would consider to be compassionate and slowly you will discover that you are not acting. But allow yourself that imperfection of ambition which is within the illusion. For you are learning, my friends.

A great deal of what is considered to be a highly complex subject is actually very simple, for those things which are complex are also those things which entities must for themselves do. You may hold the mirror to an experience for one to whom to you wish to be of service. You explain your point of view and offer all of yourself in the situation which you see before you that confronts another. But how and when can you walk for another, can you see for another, can you feel for another? You cannot be effective if you consider that change is the result of service to others. Surrender—always surrender will give it. Release it and let it go. The shepherd is one who watches, one whose life is dedicated to the care of those entities that have come into its care. And you as shepherds shall more and more vibrate with that compassion. But as you wish to be of service, look always to the freedom of each individual whom you serve. After you have used all of your resources, after you have lifted from the snare that sheep which is caught, after you have fed your friend, your mate, your acquaintance, the stranger who comes to you and says, “Help me,” you then remain at peace within your own being, for the choices that shall be made shall be the result and the free will of each individual.

If you have spoken clearly, if you have done the commonplace things, and if you have taken difficult situations and given them your best discernment, shown how another can be more peaceful, more harmonious, less antagonistic, or have done whatever you see to do for another, you then step back and realize that you have had the intention to serve, you have formulated the thought as to how to serve, and perhaps, if you have been fortunate, you have had the opportunity to put the intention and the thought into action, for that is not only the easiest part but the most naturally joyful part of being of service. Then all is released, all is let go, and you remain aware of the perfection that was and is and shall be. There is much to be said for the serenity of the one known as Siddhartha, the one who is central to another great philosophical and spiritual system upon your sphere. That serenity is possible because of the surrender of the self to the vicissitudes of the still and the not-still waters of existence and consciousness. You are most of service in and of yourself, and if you can cast your mind towards those who are of service to you, you shall perceive the truth of this statement. Those who are of service to you are as touchstones as much for what they are, who they are, how they are, and why they are as for their actions toward you.

Now L/Leema said a great deal of what is considered to be a complex subject is simple, for those things which are complex are also those things which entities must do for themselves, and you may hold the mirror to an experience for one to whom to you wish to be of service, and you explain your point of view and offer all of yourself in the situation which you see before you that confronts another, but you cannot be effective if you consider that change is the result of service to others, so always surrender will give it, for the shepherd is one whose life is dedicated to the care of those entities that have come into its care, and you shall vibrate with that compassion, but as you wish to be of service, look to the freedom of each individual whom you serve, and after you have used all of your resources to lift from the snare that sheep which is caught, after you have fed your friend and the stranger who comes to you and says, “Help me,” you remain at peace within your own being, for the choices that shall be made shall be the result and the free will of each individual. Now L/Leema said If you have spoken clearly, if you have done whatever you see to do for another, you step back and realize that you have created the thought  of how to serve, and you have had the opportunity to put the intention into action, for that is not only the easiest part but the most joyful part of being of service, and then all is let go, and you remain aware of the perfection that was, and is, and shall be, for there is much to be said for the serenity of Siddhartha, the one who is central to another spiritual system upon your sphere where serenity is possible because of the surrender of the self to the unpleasant changes of the still and the not-still waters of consciousness, so you are most of service in and of yourself, and if you can cast your mind towards those who are of service to you, you shall perceive the truth of this statement, for those who are of service to you are as touchstones as much for who they are and why they are as for their actions toward you. On October 4, 1998, Q’uo described the waters of our consciousness:

And each of you as seekers have plunged into those infinite waters of consciousness and you have become aware of those deep voices within the mind, those presences, those principles that are personal and yet impersonal, that are the self and yet the oversoul of the self. And in the silence, you can put the question: “What do I truly desire?” and then you can listen. Listening to that graceful and yet muscular silence is a discipline of the personality that will never disappoint the persistent listener. Simply allowing the distortions of the moment, the confusions of the day to slip away can put one into the heart’s sanctum sanctorum, that inner sacristy of silence and prayer where the Creator waits infinitely and patiently. The Creator awaits each of you within your own heart, within that deep silence that is within that room within the heart, for truly the holy of holies is within you, and within you are not only all of the instructions for this life and for this period of learning but, indeed, all of the instructions whatsoever for the you that you are before time was.

To conclude. In being of service to others, begin with the largest picture, that of infinite, everlasting consciousness, the one original Thought, the Logos. In meditation, in focused silence, fall into the deep ocean of that infinite space, that infinite Light, that everlasting Love, and lose yourself, lose your small clay vessel. When you come back to this reality as you may call it of the planetary sphere and its day-to-day occurrences, you shall have brought back a treasure—yourself—in the larger sense. Each moment shall seem so much more precious to you, for there are so few of them while you are within this clay vessel, while you are able to interact as you do within the illusion which you enjoy.

Then take upon yourself the cloak of the shepherd. Take up your crook, and do not count the cost of giving nor begrudge any outcome. But within yourself, refine your intentions until they are true; refine and hone your perceptions until they do not fail you. And when you offer them, give them away. Support, Love and set those about you free. With that surrender, you have again entered the Logos, the one original Thought. We wish you well upon your journey. Each of you is of service when you know it and when you do not know it. It does not bear analysis after the fact. Work upon your own powers of discrimination and perception, empathy and sympathy, and compassion and most of all, surrender, so that that which is the most positive may shine through regardless of how it is seen by the one whom you wish to serve.

We smile in our hearts as we imagine each of you attempting to picture the perfection of those about you or of yourself. How foreign these thoughts are to you. That is why it is difficult to be of service. Your minds are full of opinions, my friends, your hearts are full of hidden corners, walled-off rooms, and fear. There is nothing to fear. You are free and in the third-density illusion. You can be of the greatest assistance to each other that you shall ever be to anyone. We cannot possibly emphasize enough the height, the breadth, and the depth of the possibilities for service in your earthen vessel, for yours is the density of choice. You shall choose your priority or have already chosen, and as you serve, you are aiding the one whom you serve to choose his or her polarity or to increase it. The opportunity will not come again. After the density which you now enjoy, the process of refining begins in earnest, and the steps you take become smaller and smaller as they become more and more refined. We share with you our excitement at the very thought of being where you are. We share with you our enormous sympathy and compassion for the pain, disappointment, and confusion which you must endure to be where you are now. And we share with you our understanding, such as it is, that you have chosen these moments, these few precious moments of eternity to make your choice and to aid others as they go forth to choose between the light and the dark use of Love.

Then L/Leema said in being of service to others, begin with the largest picture, that of infinite consciousness, the one original Thought, the Logos, and in meditation fall into the deep ocean of that infinite Light, that everlasting Love, and lose yourself, and when you come back to this reality of the planetary sphere and its day-to-day occurrences you shall have brought back a treasure—yourself—in the larger sense, so each moment shall seem more precious to you, for there are few of them while you are able to interact as you do within the illusion which you enjoy, and then take upon yourself the cloak of the shepherd, and your crook, and do not count the cost of giving nor begrudge any outcome, but refine your intentions until they are true, and refine your perceptions until they do not fail you, and give them away, yet support, Love, and set those about you free, for with that surrender you have entered the Logos, the one original Thought, so we wish you well upon your journey, for each of you is of service when you know it, and when you do not know it, and work upon your powers of discrimination and compassion, but most of all, surrender, so that that which is the most positive may shine through regardless of how it is seen by the one whom you wish to serve. L/Leema concluded by saying we smile in our hearts as we imagine each of you attempting to picture the perfection of those about you or of yourself, and how foreign these thoughts are to you, so that is why it is difficult to be of service, for your minds are full of opinions, and your hearts are full of hidden corners, but there is nothing to fear since you are free and in the third-density illusion where you can be of the greatest assistance to each other that you shall ever be to anyone, yet we cannot emphasize enough the height, the breadth, and the depth of the possibilities for service in your physical body, for yours is the density of choice, and you shall choose your priority–or have already chosen–and as you serve, you are aiding the one whom you serve to choose his or her polarity, or to increase it, but the opportunity will not come again, for after the density which you now enjoy, the process of refining begins in earnest, and the steps you take become smaller as they become more refined, so we share with you our excitement at the thought of being where you are, and we share with you our compassion for the pain and confusion which you must endure to be where you are now, and we share with you our understanding that you have chosen these precious moments of eternity to make your choice and to aid others as they go forth to choose between the Light and the dark use of Love. On March 25, 1989, Latwii said that this third density is where we make our choice:

This is your time of choice. This is the heavy illusion in which you must make your choice. It was designed that you would have very few clues of a clearly overt nature as to the true nature of the mystery of the Creator. You make your choice in darkness, a shadowland where you can see nothing clearly. Wrong seems not-so-wrong and right seems questionable. There is nothing within the illusion that suggests ideals, ultimates, or superlatives. Yet, we say to you that you, yourself, are absolutely unparalleled by any other spirit within the infinite creation. You are unique. You are very, very important to the Creator and much Loved. When you know this, perhaps it is easier to open the heart to Love in return. Perhaps it is easier to open your mouth to words of praise and thanks. Perhaps it becomes slowly easier to think of things from another person’s point of view or from some larger point of view which alters provincial and petty thinking.

We are those of L/Leema, and again we cannot tell you how grateful we are that you have settled upon this format, for it enables us to use this instrument as we had hoped to. We hope that we have been of some small service to you and wish to…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and am again with this instrument. We leave you as we bask together in the glow of your eventide, in the small sounds that we may hear through your ears, sounds of contentment, birdsong, the humming of the domicile about you, the pets that live about you and speak now to each other. There is blessing in the wind, my friends. When it calls your name, do not be afraid. You shall not be consumed by the fire of life. We of L/Leema bid you farewell in the Love and in the Light of the One Who Is All. Adonai. Adonai. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of that same Creator. We have been privileged to listen with you as those of L/Leema have spoken of that most difficult service, that is, the experience of your lives, and we join you in seeking to purify our service. Our service is a humble one. We shall attempt to answer any queries which may remain. May we begin, my friends, then with your first query?

Carla: In general, is it possible for a service-to-self person living on this planet at this time to appear to be service-to-others oriented, even to close scrutiny?

I am Latwii. My sister, this query is one which requires an understanding which your people are frequently without, for to pierce to the heart of service to self, it is as difficult a task as understanding that concept of service to others. For, indeed, to serve in a polarized sense, one must be able to perceive the intentions with which an entity enters into its actions and with which it conducts its thoughts. One who is adept at pursuing the path of serving the self first and foremost is one who has for a great portion of its incarnation been what you would call a conscious seeker, and has sought consciously to gather about itself those powers and items which it has determined will best suit its purposes. A portion of the ability to accomplish these tasks is the ability to conceal from others the intentions and the purposes for the actions and the experiences, for few would consciously choose to give over the will to another if they knew that they then in any sense whatsoever would become enslaved by such a choice of action.

Thus, it is, indeed, possible for an entity to seem quite of service to others but to be at the heart of its intention of quite the polar opposite polarity. The ability of entities to determine the actions and intentions of another is that factor which makes the recognition of such negatively-oriented [inaudible] difficult. Yet if one gives with a whole heart, with a desire to serve and Love all about it, one need not fear the meeting of such an entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, my motive for asking that question was personal. I had run into a fairly powerful entity over the weekend, a fellow named P, and subsequent experiences that I’ve had have seemed to me—have had to do with the openness with which I met this entity, due to the fact that I had just had a healing and my taking on of some of the vibrations which he offered which I would not normally have done. I guess there’s a lot of fear in the motivation for asking the question, so I suppose the corollary to that is, in what way does one cease to fear that which is hurting one?

I am Latwii. My sister, begin first with the foundation of all creation, that is, unity. From this unity the one Creator, the one original Thought of Love, springs all the infinite variety of forms of life and directions for each. Look then to any which seem of a fearful or doubtful nature. See there the Creator that rests as well within your own being. Love that Creator as if It were yourself, for in truth It is. See that which is feared; bathe it in Love; see it as self, bless it, bid it travel its journey, and then bathe your own being in the Love and the Light of the One. In so doing, you have affirmed the unity of all creation, for in truth that is all that there is. To move from that truth and to see any separation is to step upon the grounds which the entities of the negative polarity rule when fear and separation are with the entities there.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you as well. May we attempt another query at this time?

N: Yes, Latwii, along this same line. I too encountered a number of entities, many of which were very loving and positive, and some which were negative. Yet those which seemed to be negative seemed to have a very great psychic awareness, of the ability to interpret past lives of an individual just by sight, perhaps future lives and… Is this psychic awareness the same as service—I meant gleaned through service to others as well as service to self?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, may we suggest that the tools which the one Creator has placed before each of Its portions may be utilized in either the positive or negative sense. An entity may choose to use any ability in either manner.

May we refine our answer in any degree, my brother?

N: Well, perhaps I’m seeking direction for increased psychic awareness, perhaps for myself. I don’t know whether that’s service to self or service to others. I previously was much more oriented in service to others and would like to redirect myself in that respect again but I’m having trouble.

I am Latwii, and, my friends, we have from that comment perhaps found a point, a comment upon which we may also comment. As one seeks to serve others in the manner which our brothers and sisters of L/Leema have expressed, that is, to allow the entity to be freer, to do that which they choose, we may make this attempt in one of two basic ways. One which is the most common among your people is to attempt to decide with the intellectual mind what one may do to serve, how one may develop one’s abilities, and just how these abilities shall be utilized. This is an attempt, shall we say, to fashion and structure the manner and mode in which one serves. It is a noble attempt, one borne of the best of intentions, yet the one most often to fail, for the one Creator moves unseen and quite often unfelt within each entity and each entity has in the deeper portions of its being decided to serve as a channel for the One. How this service shall be manifest is that which is unknown.

To surrender the self, to surrender the decision-making ability in a large degree and to give over the self to the use of the one Creator is the second manner which is most successful and least often chosen among your people. To await that which is within is difficult, for you see others seeming to serve very effectively in a manner which is apparent and seems to bear fruit. That you are not first on your block to do so is discouraging, but that you shall eventually do so gives you comfort, and that you shall choose to do so in such and such a manner seems to give more comfort. But, my friends, may we suggest that you give over your desire to do this or to do that in this or that manner and pray that the one Creator moves through you in the way most salubrious, shall we say, for true service to be manifested through being. For each has at least one ability which shall be developed. It may not be showy; it may not be flashy; it may not draw oohs and ahhs from a great crowd. Yet, my friends, the One shall move through you. Know that in your hearts, and calm your minds.

N asked: “Well, perhaps I’m seeking direction for increased psychic awareness, perhaps for myself. I don’t know whether that’s service to self or service to others. I previously was much more oriented in service to others and would like to redirect myself in that respect again, but I’m having trouble.” Latwii began by saying we have found a point upon which we may comment, for as one seeks to serve others in the manner which our brothers and sisters of L/Leema have expressed to allow the entity to do that which they choose, so we may make this attempt in one of two ways, so one is to decide with what one may do to serve, and how one may develop one’s abilities, for this is an attempt to structure the manner in which one serves, but it is a noble attempt, yet the one most often to fail, for the one Creator moves unseen and quite often unfelt within each entity, and each entity has decided to serve as a channel for the One, but how this service shall be manifest is that which is unknown. Latwii continued by saying to surrender the decision-making ability in a large degree and to give over the self to the use of the one Creator is the second manner which is most successful and least often chosen among your people, and to await that which is within is difficult, for you see others seeming to serve effectively in a manner which seems to bear fruit, but that you are not first to do so is discouraging, but that you shall eventually do so gives you comfort, and that you shall choose to do so in a certain manner seems to give more comfort, but we suggest that you give over your desire to do this in this way, and pray that the Creator moves through you in the best way for service to be manifested through your being, for each has at least one ability which shall be developed, and it may not be showy, yet the One shall move through you, so know that in your hearts, and calm your minds. On October 26, 1980, Latwii described how we may calm our minds:

Would that we could say to all of your peoples who live upon your troubled sphere at this time, “Please, beloved people whom we serve, can you but calm your minds, and see the beauty of Love.”

People find their minds to be like stone, their opinions and their biases etched in the stony surface with great deliberations and, therefore, people do not change. Yet in truth, my friends, all living things are in a constant state of change, and thus the mind is water, not stone. For water can adapt itself to any circumstance, and in the end is stronger than any rock. For you can see, as you look about you at your rivers and your canyons, that given time, as you call it, water erodes that hard and unforgiving stone, absorbing life-giving minerals, and is flowing, always flowing, giving beauty and life, rain from the sky, waves along the shore.

That is the secret of your consciousness, my friends. Your mind is much stronger than you may think. Not because of its firmness, but because of its incredible ability to learn, to change, to adapt, and to transform itself, just as water becomes part of the air and is then reformed as a life-giving substance watering the crops.

May we attempt another query?

N: Then, it is a suggestion that we continue to try to develop this oneness through meditation. And even though the first on the block as you suggest, I would like to be one of those on the block sooner or later, but seemingly with great difficulty at this particular time and place.

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we have perceived an incomplete query upon your part. Yet we do feel that therein lies another point which we might be of service in uncovering. That is that each of you in the heart of your being as you move through your daily experiences is truly of service, for you can do  nothing else but serve. You seek to refine that service in a manner which you may amplify and thereby increase the service. To begin by knowing that you serve is a good beginning. To await that amplification that will point a way that seems more clear is our suggestion. Rather than attempting to, as it has been said, push against the river, move with that river, and in the appropriate moment you shall set sail and call upon many ports and be of service in yet another manner. Do not forget that you serve at all times though, my brother.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. It’s nice to know that we serve at all times. It just seems that sometimes we seem to have more or less direction of service to self. May I ask why the general knowledge of the Council of Nicaea, with reference to the elimination of Christ’s teachings and all other teachings concerning reincarnation, is not generally known and, if known, isn’t very well accepted?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, many within your organized religious circles are unaware of such information, for who wants to hear bad news? And if such were brought to the attention of these entities, there could be no proof that would be powerful enough to convince them, for one will see what one will see, and one will believe what one wishes. Is that not true for each? Let each travel that path that each has chosen, for all paths, as it is said, lead to home, if we may paraphrase.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, yes. In a way it would seem that a deliberate deletion from what was previously the handwritten bibles is an infringement of free will to a certain extent. Why should it be considered “bad news” to such an extent that the news should be shielded or the views should be shielded from the masses? Not that everything is shielded in many of the metaphysical writings, but many of the metaphysical writings are not accepted by the—particularly by the fundamentalists?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, it is not true that those who are willing and able to hear this message of which you speak do indeed hear it. Thus, the shield is not complete; it works for those who wish it to work.

May we answer you further?

N: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you very much. May we attempt another query?

Carla: Just to follow up on that. I have a human opinion, and that was that those at the Council of Nicaea were afraid that the punch would go out of the story of Christ’s death on the cross and his resurrection if it were known that you didn’t just have this chance to become “saved” but have an infinite number of chances. Could you confirm that?

I am Latwii, and this is in part correct, my sister. To continue, it is also a point which makes what may be called the priestcraft important to the general population, for the one known as Jesus had shown what all could do, and if it were generally known that all would live again, then each would have a closer relationship, shall we say, a direct access, not only to the one known as Jesus but to the model and the kind of life, and experience, and possibilities which that one exemplified, and there would be less need for an intermediary to speak to the great for the lowly, for the lowly and the great would be seen as one.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query at this time?

A: Is the instrument weary?

I am Latwii, and this instrument has a good deal of energy, for it is fresh in the channeling this evening for those of the brothers and sisters had a good deal of the stage for this evening, and we are fresh upon it. May we attempt another query?

N: May I ask if there is a method of meditation which will more truly focus our ability to become, shall we say, in macro contact, or shall I say, in contact with the universal mind?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, there are many, many means of meditation which can allow one to experience the unity of all creation. It is, however, not so important the means by which one meditates as it is the desire which fuels the meditation. Whatever path is chosen must be chosen with a desire that burns incessantly, for that which you desire is that which you shall gain, and that which you shall realize. You shall realize it in direct proportion to that desire. Choose whatever means you wish, whatever feels right to you, my brother, whatever means you seem to have a natural ability to exemplify in your meditations, whether it be to watch the breath, to focus upon one point, to focus upon a concept, be it Love or Wisdom, to focus upon a mantra, to do this or to do that. Whichever you do, do with a desire to be one with all.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Would you address, please, a consideration for the fact that whether there is or is not going to be an Armageddon?

I am Latwii, and this is a very humorous question, my brother. We hope that you do not think that we have an unusual sense of humor. But it is as if one at a dance had asked us, “Where was the dance?” My brother, you live within the Armageddon. The times, as it has been said, are indeed a’changing. You live within times that are most uncertain, in which all portions of the life experience change and change with great rapidity. Look about you, my brother. You see the battle of Light and dark in all places, in all hearts. You see the doubts and the fears, you see the prophets, the sages; you see all that has been foretold and, yes, you are at the dance.

May we answer you further?

N: Thank you very much. You seem to confirm what I thought, whereas many people feel that it is a future battle rather than a current elevation. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my brother. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Ahh, my friends, we see that we have quickly exhausted the queries. Yet, we have enjoyed ourselves immensely. This instrument seems to be loosening up somewhat. Perhaps we should subject him to long conversations with discarnate entities more regularly, and tire his overactive mind out. Ah, perhaps this is the formula—we shall remember. We leave you now. We are those of Latwii. We are with you always upon your requests for the meditation and the deepening of your meditation. We leave you in Love and Light, for there is nothing else around. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “We look at the creations of God through the instrument of the mind, and the forms we see take on the color and complexion of the mind interpreting them. When a person comes to us and says, “I have a diseased body” or “I have a sick mind” or “I have an empty pocketbook,” they are beholding creation through limited, finite, material sense; but if we can ignore what the person is seeing, feeling, and experiencing and realize that our mind is but an interpreter, and if we can become sufficiently still so that the true picture can register, then out of the Silence we may hear, “Thou are my child, my beloved child, in whom I am well pleased” or “This very place is the kingdom of God” or “all that I have is thine.” In other words, there comes an assurance from within that the scene, as mortal sense interprets it, is incorrect; and in the Silence what is actually there is revealed to us.

A person struggling with a problem is judging by appearances, and their mind is interpreting their world in the light of prenatal conditioning, environment, education, and later, personal experiences; whereas, when the mind interprets the scene through the pure activity of Soul, all judgment is set aside while we wait in the Silence. “God, I have no judgement.” And in such humility, spiritual vision illumines the scene.

In the human scene, the mind is creative. It can create good, and it can create evil—and does. In the spiritual scene however, the mind is not a creative faculty but an avenue of awareness. For example, if we had a blank canvas in front of us and if instead of racking our brains as to what to put on it, we learned how to be still and waited, taking the attitude, “Here is the canvas. God, You paint the picture,” we would find ideas flowing freely, and into our consciousness would come the directions which our mind and hands would execute.

In such a state of receptivity, inventions, discoveries, plans on the trestle board, or whatever idea is necessary would unfold, and the ability would be given us to carry these ideas into execution. That is because the real sea of intelligence is Soul or Spirit, and divine Intelligence functions through Its instrument, the mind. The whole secret lies in making the transition from a thinking, plotting, planning, scheming mind to a mind at rest in a state of awareness, through which divine ideas can flow.”

Later this morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Thieneman’s Nursery where I bought some more Sun Patiens, two flats of Impatiens, and one flat of Snapdragons. My second stop was at Walmart where I bought 5 more bags of Epsom Salts. My third stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food, some birdseed, and some fish food. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off two prescriptions to be refilled, bought some Tylenol and Kleenexes and some more food for myself. When I got home, I transplanted the two flats of Impatiens into two small gardens on the south side of the Flower Fall. Then I watered them and covered them with netting to protect them from the deer. Then I transplanted the Snapdragons into a small garden on the north side of the Flower Fall, watered them, and covered them with netting to protect them from the deer.

This afternoon I was once again honored to co-host the European Law of One Telegram Group. This week I read Ra Session #69 to the group, and then I was asked: “How did Don, Carla and I feel after the session where the topic was how Carla was almost led into negative time/space by our fifth-density negative friend?” “Had Carla ever been in trance before the Ra contact?” “Why was it so important that Carla’s hair be combed into place for a Ra session?” “How could Carla’s use of her will cause her to become a martyr?” and “Why did Don call Carla alrac?”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 15

You Seek The Uncreated Things

I am of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

I am the Spirit, created before all worlds and uncreated, attaching creation to un-creation in the fullness of the Father.

Before your minds lie things created. And yet you seek the uncreated things, that which you call the mystery. You need seek no further than the depths and recesses of your being. Each soul is uncreated as well as created, potential as well as active, unstructured as well as infinite, full and whole, with a wholeness of that which is not created but merely is a gift.

For Love is that substance which not only is created but creates its own creation from itself. Never fear that you shall lack, in the Spirit of Love, to be able to offer Love in any amount if you but seek the uncreated strength and fullness of the Spirit of Jesus Christ. Infinity lies within you and Light which seems inaccessible to the eyes is accessible in prayer.

We leave you in the peace of wholeness, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii, and L/Leema channelings are from May 26, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We thank you most heartily for allowing us to share this meditation with you, and are overwhelmed by the pleasant peacefulness that seems to surround your domicile. We are working with this instrument one word at a time and, therefore, there may be pauses. We apologize for the pauses, but there is some gain in accuracy in working in this manner, although it leaves the instrument without any idea of what is to follow, not even one concept ahead, and therefore it is not often attempted until the instrument has had some experience.

Jupiter or Jove is no longer worshipped. The great interrelationships that held so much meanings in cultures and mythologies other than your own are no more, except in the lasting bounds of literature, poetry, and so on. Yet, it is often a good and worthwhile thing to gaze back upon other cultures’ seeking for the truth, others’ seeking for definition of who they are, and what the nature of the world in which they live is. Indeed, it is helpful to gaze at your own culture in this way. You might move ten thousand of your years into the future in your mind and then gaze back at the passion and the majesty of the Jewish and the Christian saga. Much would be put in perspective, both about the nature that the saga teaches that truly is and about the nature of the world in which people live.

This is similarly so of any of the other current belief systems. There are those in any culture who have the capacity financially to do precisely what they wish. What many wish to do is to skim the surface of their lives as if the conscious mind were a frozen pond and the waters beneath too dangerous to examine. There are those who do not wish to cook, and so they go to restaurants and eat other people’s cooking. It is possible that the same food cooked carefully and in small portions, might taste better made at home, but it is not the quality of the food that interests those who go to restaurants as much as the convenience and the lack of personal labor involved in the ingesting of someone else’s food. Such is the nature of any dogmatic religion.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the mythologies of other cultures like Jupiter, Jove, Christianity, and Judaism. They began by saying Jupiter or Jove is no longer worshipped, for the interrelationships that held so much meanings in cultures other than your own are no more, except in the lasting bounds of literature, poetry, and so on, yet it is often a good thing to gaze back upon other cultures’ seeking for the truth, others’ seeking for definition of who they are, and what the nature of the world in which they live is, for it is helpful to gaze at your culture in this way because you might move ten thousand of years into the future in your mind and then gaze back at the passion and the majesty of the Jewish and the Christian saga, and much would be put in perspective, both about the nature that the saga teaches that truly is and about the nature of the world in which people live. Then Hatonn said this is so of any of the other belief systems, and there are those in any culture who have the capacity financially to do what they wish, so what many wish to do is to skim the surface of their lives as if the conscious mind were a frozen pond and the waters beneath too dangerous to examine, but there are those who do not wish to cook, and so they go to restaurants and eat other people’s cooking, yet it is possible that the same food cooked carefully and in small portions, might taste better made at home, but it is not the quality of the food that interests those who go to restaurants as much as the convenience and the lack of personal labor involved in the ingesting of someone else’s food, for such is the nature of any dogmatic religion. On July 12, 1981, Hatonn spoke about some of the belief systems of our culture:

When we observe the belief systems of your particular societal patterns, we find a frightening situation. In each area of the common social life and in each personal area there is the concept of failure or success. In your cultural patterns there is a strong drive to succeed. Thus, those who, by the standards of your society, garner great amounts of that which you call money, power, or prestige are admired simply because they have succeeded and those whose accomplishments are modest in the eyes of the society are looked upon with kindness or with pity, but not with admiration, in spite of the fact, my friends, that this is all an illusion. You cannot know whether the work that you are doing in order to garner your money is succeeding. You can only do it with Love. You cannot judge yourself, nor can anyone judge you with any accuracy whatsoever. For it is the Love in your work, not the remuneration, that will affect your eternal self.

The believer chooses to accept a spiritual food which has been prepackaged for convenience. In a dogmatic religion, the questions are ever-fresh, but the answers are often unsatisfying if one wishes to prowl to the extent of looking beneath the surface for the answer. We disclaim any criticism of your religions for it is in the cradle of systematized religious knowledge that those young souls who come into third density thirsting for spiritual truth are given the greatest chance of making contact with themselves in a spiritual sense at a young enough age that the self may eventually use all the knowledge of organized religion to gain courage to take the plunge beneath the surface thought. Do you long, then, for the Greek mythology? Do you still gaze hopefully at the enchanted glades of yesteryear, awaiting the dryads to peek out from the trees and the nymphs to smile from the waters? It is doubtful. Do you, to some extent, regret loss of Buddhism, Christianity, Confucianism or any so-called organized religion? It is not necessary. It is possible for you to both know of the surface nature of dogma and to know that is also a valuable key which, used by a seeker, may open the door to the self.

During your meditations, you can come very close to a door. Even if you do not meditate daily or not at all, it is possible to attain fairly quickly a certain level of awareness of exactly what sort of thing it is that you are seeking, what kind of journey you wish to make, and what equipment you wish to take with you emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. The kind of equipment that you look for, the kind of tools, the kind of thoughts that you wish to pack in your bag, are those things which produce fertility or leaven for change, giving good fruit, giving heavenly bread, causing transformation in your journey. It is written in the Christian holy-work that the Kingdom of Heaven is like leaven, and that in time a little leavens the whole loaf. Again, it is like a grain of mustard seed that grows until the birds of the air may nest in its branches.

Hatonn went on to say the believer chooses to accept a spiritual food which has been prepackaged for convenience, but in a dogmatic religion the questions are ever-fresh, but the answers are often unsatisfying if one wishes to prowl to the extent of looking beneath the surface for the answer, so we disclaim any criticism of your religions, for it is in the cradle of systematized religious knowledge that those young souls who come into third density thirsting for spiritual truth are given the greatest chance of making contact with themselves in a spiritual sense at a young enough age that the self may eventually use all the knowledge of organized religion to gain courage to take the plunge beneath the surface thought, so: “Do you long, then, for the Greek mythology? Do you still gaze hopefully at the enchanted glades of yesteryear, awaiting the dryads to peek out from the trees and the nymphs to smile from the waters? “It is doubtful. Do you, to some extent, regret loss of Buddhism, Christianity, Confucianism or any so-called organized religion?” Hatonn said it is not necessary, since it is possible for you to know of the surface nature of dogma and to know that is also a valuable key which may open the door to the seeker. Hatonn continued by saying during your meditations you can come close to a door, and even if you do not meditate daily it is possible to attain a certain level of awareness of exactly what sort of thing it is that you are seeking, what kind of journey you wish to make, and what equipment you wish to take with you emotionally, mentally, and spiritually, for the kind of equipment that you look for and the kind of thoughts that you wish to pack in your bag, are those things which produce  a transformation in your journey, so it is written in the Christian Bible that the Kingdom of Heaven is like leaven, and that in time a little leavens the whole loaf, so it is like a grain of mustard seed that grows until the birds of the air may nest in its branches. On August 18, 1984, Hatonn spoke of the Kingdom of Heaven:

This evening we would speak with you about that which one might call a kind of reality that is hard to discover within the heavy chemical illusion within which you live, think and act. It has been sometimes called the Kingdom of Heaven. The most apparent condition of this reality which each seeks—as it is more closely aligned with what you would call truth than is your experience—day by day is its harmony.

These similes are not meant to be taken literally, but the feeling of growth, of a more vivid life or a more clarified existence becomes familiar to the seeker, and its lack is a lack that causes an emptiness that cannot be filled by worldly pursuits no matter how enjoyable or how productive they may be, for what each is engaged in is the seeking of the deeper self. If you are choosing the tools to climb a mountain, you would choose carefully, for your life depends upon your equipment. If you chose to go diving, again you would be very careful. Not only would you take care that you had the right equipment, you would work on your skill.

The skill that you need is something which is often called meditation. Meditation has no dogma; it is a form of what this instrument calls prayer. It is a different experience for each person, but in each person, it furnishes the skill necessary to use the tools which are given you by your experience and the growing harvest that you have reaped from your experience. If there is not a smile within your heart as you awaken to a new day it may be possible that you have lived upon the surface for a day, an hour, a moment too long. It is time to dive within, into yourself, to find that pearl of great price, the self, or, to put it another way, again as it is written in your holy works, the Kingdom of Heaven. We offer you the caveat, the one that you have already, by your very natures, committed yourselves to change. It may be reluctant change. You may fight against it tooth and nail, for you may not be able to back off for ten thousand years in your mind and view the circumstances which are causing change with a calm mind and cheerful heart. Nevertheless, the change will come.

Hatonn continued by saying these similes are not meant to be taken literally, but the feeling of growth or a more clarified existence becomes familiar to the seeker, and its lack is a lack that causes an emptiness that cannot be filled by worldly pursuits no matter how enjoyable they may be, for what each is engaged in is the seeking of the deeper self, for if you are choosing tools to climb a mountain, you would choose carefully, for your life depends upon your equipment, and if you chose to go diving, you would be careful, so you would take care that you had the right equipment, and you would work on your skill. Now Hatonn said the skill that you need is meditation, for meditation has no dogma, and it is a form of what Carla calls prayer, and it is a different experience for each person as it furnishes the skill necessary to use the tools which are given you by your experience, but if there is not a smile within your heart as you awaken to a new day it may be that you have lived upon the surface for a moment too long, so it is time to dive within yourself to find that pearl of great price, for we offer you the warning that you have already committed yourselves to change, but it may be a reluctant change, and you may fight against it, for you may not be able to back off for ten thousand years in your mind and view the circumstances which are causing change with a calm mind and cheerful heart, yet change will come. On September 10, 1989, Yaum spoke of how change will come for us:

We may see each seeking heart, each thirsting soul, and we realize that many upon your planet are asleep, but that there are those who have awakened, and are seeking deeper answers. Indeed, it is our belief that change will come about for your people when they start discovering which questions to ask of themselves and others before acting.

We encourage you in your growing transformations. Know that all of nature rejoices with you when you have touched upon that central joy that is the Creator within you. Know that it cannot get so deep that you cannot resurface if your seeking is always with the light touch, always with the grain of salt. Your innate seriousness, that is, the innate seriousness of your journey, of your nature, and of your being guarantee that you who have once become aware of terms such as consciousness and Love and brotherhood shall not be able to lay those things down but shall carry them in your heart. That heart need not be heavy. The sunshine is within you; the bubbles that sparkle in your mineral waters are within you. The metaphysical humor of consciousness within your clumsy physical vehicles is within you. Circumstance may seem to assail you, but that which can heal and save with room to spare is within you.

So let us never bid farewell to Jupiter, nymphs, and dryads, and satyrs. Let us leave Gautama with His boat and the joys of Christ risen in the kingdom. Let us praise the way with Buddhists and rejoice at truth with the calm stoicism of Confucius. But most of all, let us trust in our own discrimination, in our information. Each of you, my friends, has a critically unique path. What is extremely valuable for one entity may not inspire another. Therefore, again stepping back, release the rest of the population on your sphere from all judgment, for its spiritual search, for its dogmas, for its conceptions of the divine, and the nature of the self. What matters to you and what shall matter to you long after the physical vehicle which you wear is dust, is the deep self. And how shall you find the deep self? How shall you know yourself, and therefore the universe? One step at a time, my friends.

Now Hatonn said we encourage you in your growing transformations to know that all of nature rejoices with you when you have touched upon that central joy that is the Creator within you, but know that it cannot get so deep that you cannot resurface if your seeking is always with the light touch, for the natural seriousness of your journey and of your being guarantee that you who have once become aware of terms such as consciousness, Love, and brotherhood shall not be able to lay those things down but shall carry them in your heart, but that heart need not be heavy, and the metaphysical humor of consciousness within your clumsy physical vehicles is within you, so circumstance may assail you, but that which can heal and save with room to spare is within you. Then Hatonn said let us never bid farewell to Jupiter, nymphs, and dryads, and let us leave Gautama with His boat and the joys of Christ risen in the kingdom, and let us praise with Buddhists and rejoice at truth with the calmness of Confucius, but most of all, let us trust in our own discrimination, for each of you has an unique path, but what is valuable for one entity may not inspire another, so stepping back, release the rest of the population on your sphere from all judgment, for its spiritual search, and the nature of the self, for what matters to you after the physical vehicle which you wear is dust, is the deep self, and you shall know yourself and the universe one step at a time. On June 17, 1982, Latwii described how we may know our self:

For this, a great discovery of the self, is that prime moving element which has set all that you see occurring upon the stage of your world in motion. Indeed, it has been well said that all the world is a stage, and each entity upon this stage plays many parts in its time, with many exits and entrances, and yet the play is the thing. And the purpose of this play, my friends, is that you shall know yourself. For you have authored the play, and you sit in the audience; you raise the curtain, you sell the ticket; you are the critic and you are those who know not that a play is in progress.

You, my friends, shall discover yourself in all these positions and many more, for you are the Creator and all that is exists so that the Creator might know Itself. As your age ends there will be many events, many lives lived successfully, shall we say, so that the self is found, many deaths to be lamented in the respect that the self still remains hidden to the entity. All that shall occur will have but one purpose—that is, to aid in the revealing of the self to each entity who seeks the self.

Be prepared for anything, from years to sudden brilliant revelation. What meditation does in one vibratory system of energy fields may take years, it may take days, it may take instants. Each entity is totally unique. Each entity has its own tools, and it should and it must claim biases, things that seem to the intellect to be crutches, things that you bring to meditation, not things that you keep in meditation. We leave you to your search. Others wish to speak if they can, and so we would shorten the message tonight to accommodate our brothers and sisters. But we must take this moment to thank you with all of our hearts for sharing the mortal evening with its intimate and personal sounds, the sounds that make a life on the surface, and for sharing the depths of your seeking and your Love of the truth with each other with us and with the creation.

We are sorry to counsel patience so often, for we know that it seems from your vantage point to be a real drawback to the spiritual search. Patience is difficult; patience is necessary; and a compassionate acceptance of yourself and your worth, while you exercise the patience and wait in faith for that revelation which has not yet come, for that presence of the Creator which you do not yet feel, is a very great and important part of your learning of the lessons of Love. We are your brothers and sisters of Love and would spend just one moment energizing the heart area of each before we leave this group. We salute each of your open hearts and trust they may be filled with cheer and the joy of life, both life as you know it now, and life in its infinite form which you carry within you as a seed, and for which this mortal life is good rich earth for the flowers that shall bloom an eternity upon your selfhood and your consciousness of the one Creator.

Hatonn continued by saying be prepared for anything from years to sudden brilliant revelation, for what meditation does in one vibratory system of energy fields may take years, days, or minutes, so each entity is unique, and each entity has its own tools, and it must claim biases, things that seem to the intellect to be crutches, things that you bring to meditation, so we leave you to your search because others wish to speak so we would shorten the message tonight to accommodate our brothers and sisters who wish to speak, but we thank you with all of our hearts for sharing the depths of your seeking and your Love of the truth with each other, with us, and with the creation. Hatonn completed their reply by saying we are sorry to counsel patience so often, for we know that it seems to be a drawback to the spiritual search, and patience is difficult but necessary as a compassionate acceptance of your self-worth while you exercise patience and wait in faith for that revelation which has not yet come, for that presence of the Creator which you do not yet feel is an important part of your learning of the lessons of Love, so we are your brothers and sisters of Love and would spend just one moment energizing the heart area of each before we leave this group, for we salute each of your open hearts and trust they may be filled with the joy of life as you know it now, and life in its infinite form which you carry within you as a seed, and for which this mortal life is rich earth for the flowers that shall bloom upon your selfhood and your consciousness of the one Creator. On May 4, 1986, L/Leema spoke of our consciousness of the one Creator:

It is a good thing to be what you are, and what you are will grow, and change, and transform, yet it is likely that one pattern or another is most likely congruent with your vibratory energy pattern. Thusly, not all of you will be Christians, not all of you will be Sufis, and so forth. Yet all these structures yield the same living water. All are channels through which this water may flow, and it is the discipline, and devotion, and firm intention to follow the example set before you that will open to you the consciousness which all have come to give—that one Consciousness of the one Creator. You have within you that one Creator, and, in fact, in the end you shall be that one Creator.

We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you in that same Love and Light, my friends, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have so graciously left you within. It is our privilege again this evening to be asked to join your group. We thank you, and we join you with joyful hearts and with the hope that we may in some small way aid your search by answering your queries. May we begin now with the first query of this evening?

Carla: Well, I was going to wait until last because mine isn’t very important, but since nobody asked first, I’ll begin. Our L/L Research company has never asked for any money, and somehow we’ve always been able to reprint books. Whenever we’ve done a new project, however, someone has always had to make a sizable contribution, which we’ve never had to ask for. There’s a novel that Don and I wrote in 1968 and 1969 which many people who have read it in the group feel has a lot of spiritual aid in it for people who might read the book. It would cost several thousand dollars to publish for the first time. Would it be metaphysically appropriate to state the above in our newsletter? As I said, we have never asked for money, but would it be appropriate to explain a situation wherein we were attempting to make material available and we’re asking for help?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest that in the metaphysical sense, one deals with a range of appropriateness which provides you with the opportunity for purity. You may do as you wish in whatever case. Each choice bears some fruit. There is in any situation the opportunity to provide a service and the opportunity to ask others to join in that service. Depending on the point of view which is chosen, the correctness, shall we say, will be more or less enhanced. This, of course, you already know and are in this case seeking a more precise declaration or clarification of that which shall be the most efficacious choice.

We cannot make this choice for you. We can suggest, however, that you look within the heart of your own being to see what is the basic desire that motivates your actions and your efforts. If you desire to serve with all your heart, then in this choice you cannot be incorrect, for the intention to serve is that which is seen and that which carries weight. We do not mean to seem obscure. We, in this instance, deal with a most delicate matter, for how to serve is the crucial question which each of your people who seeks in conscious sense must deal with and in some way reconcile, for to serve is not a case of the black and white easily made choice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, though we fear that our response was somewhat over-complex, yet we were attempting to transmit, shall we say, the most clear and detailed description which would fit through this instrument’s mind.

Carla: Well, I thought it was full and clear—that is, pithy. I was caught up in the realization that it did boil down to how does one serve. Because I had assumed that we serve by making as much information available as possible. Perhaps that needs reexamining. Thank you for the answer. It was not overly complex for me. This time.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, and are pleased that there was a gist for you to grab within our response. May we attempt another query?

L: Yes. A number of people have experienced what might be referred to as temporary death in the sense that all their body functions stop, their brain stops entirely. Clinical death is a state of being, yet after a period of time they return to their body, having meanwhile experienced a number of, I guess you would call it “other side” experiences. In regard to this and ignoring the difference in time, what is the essential difference between this type of experience and the experience of Jesus Christ in coming back after three days?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. In the basic sense, the difference may be seen as one of purpose, for each entity incarnates with a purpose for the incarnation. There are lessons; there are services. Each decides before the incarnation how the mix between the two shall be made. The one known as Jesus had a purpose which was heavily weighted, shall we say, in the services offered to others, for in its incarnation, it attempted to provide a model by which each entity might provide itself with the means to learn and then to serve others. As the cycle of experience was drawing to a close, this entity, knowing that only a few incarnations for each were left, was providing, shall we say, hints and clues for those still remaining within the testing room, shall we say.

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[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument, and we shall continue, my friends. Those who experience what has come to be called the near-death experience are those who have, in a conscious and unconscious manner, felt that the testing for the incarnation was complete, yet as the papers were handed in, the higher self, which may be seen as the teacher in this instance, asked the entity if perhaps it would care to consider an answer or two which had not quite been completed. Seeing then through the experience that there was more left that could be done in the sense of learning and serving, such entities then return. Having experienced firsthand the realization that, as Jesus taught, death is only a doorway and may be passed through and passed through again, these entities then are experiencing that which was a portion of the master known as Jesus’ message to mankind that the lessons may continue apace until they are learned, through however many incarnations are necessary, and for however many so-called deaths may be experienced.

L asked: ’’ A number of people have experienced what might be referred to as temporary death in the sense that all their body functions stop, and their brain stops entirely, for clinical death is a state of being, yet after a period of time they return to their body, having experienced a number of, “other side” experiences. In regard to this and ignoring the difference in time, what is the essential difference between this type of experience and the experience of Jesus Christ in coming back after three days?” Latwii began by saying the difference may be seen as one of purpose, for each entity incarnates with a purpose for the incarnation, and there are lessons and services, and each decides before the incarnation how the mix between the two shall be made, so Jesus had a purpose which was heavily weighted in the services offered to others, for in Its incarnation, It attempted to provide a model by which each entity might provide itself with the means to learn and then to serve others, so as the cycle of experience was drawing to a close, this entity, knowing that only a few incarnations for each were left, was providing hints and clues for those still remaining within the incarnation. Then Latwii said those who experience a near-death experience are those who have, in a conscious and unconscious manner, felt that the testing for the incarnation was complete, yet as the papers were handed in, the higher self, which may be seen as the teacher in this instance, asked the entity if it would care to consider an answer or two which had not been completed, and seeing then through the experience that there was more left that could be done in the sense of learning and serving, such entities then return, so having experienced the realization that, as Jesus taught, death is only a doorway and may be passed through, and these entities are experiencing that which was a portion of Jesus’ message to mankind that the lessons may continue apace until they are learned, though many incarnations are necessary, and for however many so-called deaths may be experienced. On November 19, 2016, Q’uo described the nature of the near death experience:

The near-death experience is that which is not an accident, shall we say, it is that which is brought to an entity as an opportunity to reinvigorate the incarnational experience. There are some entities who have programmed such reinvigorations into their incarnations previous to the incarnation, knowing that there would be the need for reviewing that which was planned aforetimes.

May we answer further, my brother?

L: No, that’s given me quite a bit to think about. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and, my friends, though the queries were few, we feel a great honor at having been asked these few treasures, and we shall at this time, with the same joy in our hearts that we began this session, leave you, as always, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema and greet you through this instrument in the Love, the Light, and the joy and the truth of the one infinite Creator. We have, we confess, been working diligently throughout this session upon the noggin of the one known as L. We hope we have not caused any inconvenience through this. However, we would like to make contact with this instrument as we have not built up familiarity with this instrument yet and would greatly find honor in that possibility. We shall, therefore, attempt to contact the one known as L. We will now transfer. We are those of L/Leema.

(L channeling)

I am L/Leema. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and I am overjoyed at the prospect of being able to speak so clearly through this instrument, for we have heard our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, and LaitosL and Latwii through this instrument but until now have not been able to make contact ourselves; so we of L/Leema have been stymied in our efforts to achieve communication through this instrument. We are making adjustments in our signal to facilitate this instrument’s ability to identify and process our communications, which of necessity requires a continuous broadcast, so we beg your patience with this seemingly endless run on of communication, for we are refining our signal as rapidly as possible and would like to do so without overloading the instrument’s capacity to receive by accelerating too quickly to keep up with our broadcast. This is achieving the desired objective, but we must tune our broadcast to the instrument’s speed so we can beg your indulgence as we refine. There. We have it.

We are of L/Leema. We are of the Confederation and seek to communicate with your group so that we may offer our services in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We of L/Leema have recently begun to communicate with your group, and the desire to offer our services such as they are and interacting with your group also creates the blessings of your service in extending your learning and communicative opportunities to ourselves that we may further progress along our own path of service to others. We of L/Leema are pleased to have been able to communicate through this instrument and will now relinquish our use of that instrument that it may recover from our efforts to shove it all in one box at one time. In the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, we are known to you as L/Leema. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When you and I permit our minds to be filled with ignorance, superstition, and selfishness, that mind produces its own image and likeness, which is mirrored forth as the sins and diseases of the world; but when the mind is purified, so that it becomes an instrument for the pure Soul, then the mind produces the image and likeness of the Soul which is “according to the pattern showed to thee on the mount”—spiritual perfection.

The creations of God are incorporeal, spiritual, and infinite, not physical, material, or finite. God is Spirit, and, therefore, the universe of God and the body of God are spiritual. However, as the creations of God present themselves to our human sense, they appear to be physical, material, and limited. The reason for this anomaly is that our mind in its unillumined state is interpreting to us only what we can become aware of through our senses. We do not behold what is: We behold the interpretation of our mind.

For example, if there were a bowl of yellow roses in the room, you and almost everyone in the room would see them as yellow; but to the person who is color-blind, they might be interpreted as some other color; or while these same roses might be beautiful to you, they might precipitate an attack of rose fever or asthma in another person. Clearly, it is not what we become aware of that is important, but how the mind interprets that of which we are aware.

There are artists whose interpretation of roses might startle us because they are able to perceive some underlying spiritual truth about them, whereas we see only their finite physical form and color. Some of us might visit an art  gallery, look at masterpieces, and call them daubs of paint; and yet others could look at the same pieces of canvas and live in an ecstasy because through their developed understanding of art, their knowledge of line and color, they could appreciate and see what the artist saw when they put their vision on canvas. If we have developed any appreciation in the field of art, then we can stand before the artistes’ canvas fully aware of what they have placed there; but if our mind has no knowledge of art, we would then see nothing but splotches of paint.

When our mind is free of judgments, we can look out at this world and enjoy the sky, the air, the earth, the oceans, the sun, moon, and stars, but if our mind is filled with material concepts, we shall query as a friend of mind did years ago, “I don’t’ see why people travel. There are only two kinds of earth—it goes up and, they call it mountains; it goes down, and they call it valleys. Or it is wet and they call it water. Now what can anyone see in travel? What difference is there between one place and another?”

We rarely see what is before us. Everything that we observe in the world, we see through the eyes of our background—our parents’ attitude toward life, our racial and religious roots, our national heritage, our early environment, our education, and then later the experiences that we garner after leaving school.

These concepts are formed by prenatal influence, early environment, education and personal experience, which make of you and me what we are, human beings. So, it is as if our world is a world of harsh, bitter, and disagreeable people, that it sometimes is because four factors have conditioned us and influenced our interpretation of what we encounter. On the other hand, if we are meeting with a world of cooperative, understanding, and loving people, that, too, is probably due to our particular frame of reference.

Right where we are is the very kingdom of God. All that is in heaven is on Earth; but whether we find Earth a heaven or a hell depends upon whether we are seeing the Earth through spiritual or through material vision. The mind’s interpretation of experience determines whether it is heaven or hell.”

This morning I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed all of the walkways on all sides of my home. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of these walkways clean. Then I put the sprinkler on the newly planted Sun Patiens in the Flower Fall Mound on the south side of the front yard. While the sprinkler was running, I watered the Pansies on both sides of the sidewalk, beside the parking area, with my watering can. After about 30 minutes I put the sprinkler on the Wuthering Heights Mound on the south side of the sidewalk in my front yard to water the Pansies, Hosta, Creeping Phlox, and Mayapples.

This afternoon I walked around all sides of my home and picked up the small tree limbs that have fallen in recent winds, and I put them in a garbage can. Then I put the garbage can at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 14

May Your Spirit Speak

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love and in its Spirit.

As one person looks upon another, creature looks at creature and Spirit looks at Spirit. In the eyes of some the creature is awake and the spirit quite asleep. In the eyes of others the Spirit has so far awakened that the creature needs no expression, for all has been sublimated to the transformation of Spirit.

In each glance, in each touch, and in each word with other entities, may your spirit speak mutely and creatively to those about you, and may you rejoice to find the lively Spirit when and where you will.

Indeed, the Spirit is in all. And it is well that all encouragement be given by you, that it may be awakened. To each creature which has the Spirit underneath, there are awakening and enlivening words and graceful gestures of Love and compassion which can be made which do not preach in words but speak volumes to the spirit within others in a sense which goes far deeper than words. Thus may your spirit speak, and thus may you aid in recreating and transforming all to Spirit.

We leave you in the lively, creative and transformational peace of the spirit of Christ.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Yadda and L/Leema channelings for this session come from May 19, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Yadda. I greet you in the Love and in Light of infinite Creator. We have difficulty deciding how to arrange meeting. Each want another person to speak. We all must speak briefly. I shall not, therefore, take up much of the time, that priceless commodity. Yet time is what you came here to take up.

Statement made earlier this evening, “Are feelings hurt because of comments about us?” First, no feelings to hurt. We do our best to share with those who have a legitimate metaphysical interest. When one does the best, then one is not apologetic. Moreover, is to be noted in the way the channeling works that the nature of the group vibration and the desires and level of the group together maintain the approach that we use to speak. You come here to spend time, yet each moment you spend time you come here, you spend time seeking the truth. Yet, each moment you can seek the truth. If we are a focus for the truth, that is all that can be hoped. However, never forget that you are the guardians of your own truth. That is why the question, “Who are you?” is so central. Seek well, my friends. We glad to speak with you. We come in the Love and the Light, in the indwelling nature of all that is the Creator. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like to confirm to the one known as A that we were attempting to adjust our vibrations to that instrument’s vocal mechanism. However, we are clumsy and new to this, and we apologize for the discomfort we may have caused the instrument. We also feel the need for briefness, not because we wish to be the soul of wit, but because there may be substantial questions and we wish to make room for them.

However, there is one point which seems to be worth making at this juncture for those in this group. That, my friends, is that you are all chosen. We work with third-density individuals which are not aware to full extent of their selfhood, of their specialness, of their being chosen, yet they, too, are chosen and have been since before you can imagine, before there was time, before there was any created thing. Older than all the galaxies are the souls that move through levels of consciousness within those galaxies. More experience do you have in yourself than does this planet or the star which warms it. Many, shall we say, consciousness groups inadvertently foster an elitism based upon a truth which is seen but not comprehended logically, and that is that each person who believes in the ideals of Love and service is chosen, is special, is anointed or passed by special vows, and that this specialness is a metaphysical and enduring specialness enduring far beyond what you think of on the surface as life. You may see those who have almost no consciousness at all apparently, and those whose consciousnesses, though competent, do not admit metaphysics. Yet these are not those who are lost forever; these are those who are learning a different lesson, taking a different road, going more slowly. There is time enough for all of consciousness which has been created to fully tap the birthright of that consciousness.

There is no elite, my friends. There is, in truth, only in relative time, as you know it, the so-called remnant. There are no permanent wailers and gnashers of teeth, as this instrument would put it. All shall be made one. For some it will take more cycles of experience than others. Those who speed up their experience speed up both the pain and the joy of that experience, for in using catalyst completely those side effects will occur. We wish you the fullness and richness of that joy and the understanding of pain which it contains.

In this session L/Leema spoke about the concepts of Love and service. They began by saying there is one point which seems to be worth making at this time for those in this group, and that is that you are all chosen, for we work with third-density individuals which are not aware to full extent of their of their specialness, and of their being chosen, yet they, too, are chosen and have been since before there was time, or before there was any created thing, yet older than all the galaxies are the souls that move through levels of consciousness within those galaxies, but more experience do you have in yourself than does this planet or the star which warms it, so many consciousness groups inadvertently foster an elitism based upon a truth which is seen but not comprehended logically, and that is that each person who believes in the ideals of Love and service is chosen and anointed by special vows, and this specialness is metaphysical and enduring far beyond what you think of on the surface as life, for you may see those who have almost no consciousness at all and those whose consciousnesses do not admit metaphysics, yet these are not those who are lost forever, but they are learning a different lesson and going more slowly, for there is time enough for all of consciousness which has been created to fully tap the birthright of that consciousness. L/Leema went on to say there is no elite, for there is only in relative time the remnant, but there are no permanent wailers as Carla would put it, so all shall be made one, but for some it will take more cycles of experience than others, so those who speed up their experience speed up both the pain and the joy of that experience, for in using catalyst completely those side effects will occur, and we wish you the richness of that joy and the understanding of pain which it contains. On April 4, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the nature of cycles of experience:

Each young spirit in incarnation discovers things that it likes, things that it wishes to avoid. As the incarnation progresses there are repetitions and cycles of experience that lead the entity repeatedly to the crossroads of incarnational choice, not simply once in an incarnation but reliably and dependably again and again. Each spirit will face one or more basic incarnational questions.

And we leave you now through this instrument, secure in the knowledge that you shall not judge our words to be perfect or our thoughts to be riveting. We are merely those in converse with you, not those who truly teach. We are comrades of the same road; we are in fact, your own selves. There is no boundary. Take what you wish for inspiration and leave the rest. We shall transfer.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and we are pleased to have successfully transferred our contact to this instrument, and we greet you once again in Love and Light, my friends. We are hopeful that we may be able to answer a few of your queries this evening, and with that hope in our hearts, may we ask if we may begin with the first query?

A: L/Leema, I have two questions. The first one, in going through life people deal with fear, and with fear comes worry and also doubt. And I was wondering what some of the opposites of doubt would be. Could you comment on this?

I am L/Leema, and we are happy to give our efforts in the comment, my sister. The doubt which springs from the fear of which you have spoken has as its balancing factor elements which are not contained within your third-density experience when we speak of metaphysical surety and the understanding which erases all doubt. Within your illusion, it is necessary that the seeker move within a darkness of knowing, that is, that the seeker shall move by the motivations of the power of will and faith and shall not have, shall we say, even one small shred of irrefutable proof, for in your illusion the choice of paths must be made as a function of your free will. To offer proof—for proof to be available to any seeker, then, is to bias that free will and to reduce the potential power of the will and the faith that shall continue to motivate the seeker after it has been, shall we say, graduated from your illusion.

May we attempt a more clarified response, my sister?

A: No, that was fine, that’s kind of what I’ve been thinking. It’s been a topic of conversation. Another thing that we’d been discussing was the similarities and the contrast between the words transmit and translate. We were kind of interested in your point of view on what the differences were.

I am L/Leema, and we hope that our ability to define these terms may be adequate to your needs. To transmit is, in our perception, to relay a message in the exact form in which it has been given. To translate, then, is an effort which seeks to, shall we say, share a perception which is not understandable in one form by means of placing it in another form and thereby altering or distorting to some degree the message. The former term contains no potential for distortion; the latter, however, contains great potential for such distortion, depending upon the entity’s ability at the sharing of perceptions.

May we answer further, my sister?

A: Hmmm. I can’t think of the way to word the question I have, so it’s going to have to do for right now.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister, for your queries and your patience with our responses. May we attempt another query?

J1: What kind of a name is L/Leema?

I am for the moment that name, L/Leema, and this is a name which we have chosen for its personalized connotation to this particular group, for within this group there are those who have for a large portion of their incarnation pursued a path of seeking and sharing the Love and Light of the one Creator, and who have, therefore, chosen their own name to reflect this service. We, in our choosing of a name to use with this group, sought to harmonize our service to this group with the service that this group has chosen to offer.

May we answer further, my brother?

J1: Thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we shall add one small point, and that is that we are not normally known by name, for the naming concept is not one which many entities utilize. It is quite popular, we find, within your own illusion, thus we use it as well, and have tailored our use of it to this group, the first through which we speak.

May we attempt another query at this time?

N: May I ask if L/Leema will transmit to other groups, will he also use the same name and why was it just particularly adapted for our group?

I am L/Leema. We have chosen this name for this group for the reasons given in our previous response, and should we have the honor of speaking with another group of seekers upon your planet, we shall utilize a name which suits that particular group while offering the information that we have spoken through another group while utilizing another name. Thus, we shall, hopefully, remove confusion amongst those entities through which we speak.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, as stated earlier that we were all chosen for this group, is that because we’re a rather homogeneous group, or because there is a certain amount of variance within each individual entity?

I am L/Leema. My brother, look at that statement: “You have been chosen.” Now—who has done the choosing? That you were chosen is obvious, but we did not state who had done the choosing. We made this statement in hopes that not only would it be asked to us, “Who had been chosen and why?” but that each should ask this of itself. As you have moved into the incarnation, you have set for yourself certain possibilities, certain services and lessons that are the purpose of your incarnation. Much you have chosen; much you have laid in store for yourself. That you shall find yourself within various groups is no accident. This is the primary fact which we wished to illustrate by suggesting that you had been chosen.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: No, thank you very much. Do you mean we all knew each other in another lifetime?

I am L/Leema, and, my brother, may we strike to the heart of this concept and suggest that not only do you know each other on the surface level of incarnational experience, but each is the other.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother.

J2: I have a question that was given to me by some friends. They’ve been experiencing some pain and confusion and asked for some help in dealing with a sense of loss in things like changing life situations—death of a pet, death of a parent, and so on.

I am L/Leema, and we are happy to attempt to respond to this most central experience which each upon your planet experiences at some point within the incarnation. As you gather about you those friends, positions, opportunities, ideas, locations and possessions with which you identify and feel a connection of Love and purpose, you gather about you those factors, shall we say, which give you support upon your journey. As you become the conscious seeker of truth, the journey most frequently becomes a lonely process. Friends, family, locations, ideas, and so forth are the friendly confines or furnishings of one’s mind and experience that give the seeker reassurance when times are difficult and give the seeker joy when times are happy. Yet, at various moments, the seeker will lose, through perhaps a seeming random accident or chance occurrence, a friend, a loved one, a valued possession, a position, a home. These are the tests, shall we say, that all shall face and which shall present the seeker with the inner question of what truly supports and sustains the seeker’s life, and what is the life that passes so quickly in but a moment when it seemed so solid and sure.

These losses are central motivations, shall we say, provocations indeed, for the seeker to look deeper within its own being for the answers to these questions that become undeniably apparent when loss occurs. Then the seeker must seek with such an intensity and such a desire that the commensurate truth is drawn unto it. Thus, the seeker presents itself through such trauma with the opportunity to see the unity of all things that does not allow true loss in any degree. The seeker also sees the motion of experience that includes the seeming losses and gains of small and great magnitude, that these losses and gains are but the illusion of the One moving in and out of one’s life, that indeed, One, as the Creator, is the One as the seeker and this One teaches each of Its portions to yearn for It, to treasure It, to experience It, and through all such experiences of loss and of gain does the seeker then piece together the puzzle of its own existence.

May we answer further, my sister?

J2: Yes, thank you. I want to really thank you for that answer, that will help a lot. I have another question, and that is about the feeling and the experience of separation that comes from both separation between people and within a person, feeling a sense of loss of self. Can you speak to dealing with feelings of separation?

I am L/Leema, and we are happy, my sister, to speak to this point. Your illusion in its very basic nature is a fine example of separation or that which seems to be separated, for within your illusion, does not each entity and grouping of entities seem to be quite separate, one from the other? Do you not have the trees, and the sky, and the ground, and the seas, and mountains, and the valleys, and the cities, and the cars, and the trains, and the planes which move, separate, one from the other? Is there any true unity within your illusion? Is there any possibility for finding a unifying purpose within your illusion?

It would seem to many of your people that there is only separation, one entity from another, one group from another, one continent from another, one type of this or that from another, and indeed, within an entity, one desire separates from another, one way of thinking at one time separates from another. Throughout your illusion, separation seems the only verifiable fact. Indeed, so powerful is this illusion that many pass an entire incarnation without finding even a small degree of the unity of thought which binds all things within each portion of your illusion. Yet, my sister, the concept of separation is a great opportunity to learn the balancing concept of unity. That portion of your experience which seems separate, quite unaligned with any other portion, is that portion which offers the greatest of opportunities to find the unity which binds together all portions of your experience.

Thus, it is so with the concept of separation, where ever it may be found. As you see any such concept placed before your notice, you may note within your mind that there is a polar opposite concept awaiting your discovery just, shall we say, behind the one which seems apparent.

May we answer further, my sister?

J2: No, thank you, that was really helpful.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

N: Yes. It has been said that we can keep open all the switches, but unless we’re plugged into the generator, we’re not going to turn on, so to speak. And in that respect, how do we, shall we say, turn on to the fact that there is a complete unity when we are at least separate at this particular moment, or how do we become more progressed in the Law of One?

I am L/Leema, and, my brother, may we suggest that each of you is indeed, “plugged in” to the generator. There is no true separation; there is no true removal of your plug from the power source. Each of you has, however, chosen a path of conscious realization of the one Power which generates all creation. You have placed before yourselves a unique means by which you shall, shall we say, “throw your own switch,” and illumine your own being. Each is unique, for each of you has had a great many incarnational experiences through which you have gained certain biases, tendencies, characteristics. You have learned a great variety of lessons in a unique manner and in this present incarnation you seek then to complete lessons which you have left undone and to balance those biases which you have developed previously.

Thus, each has a unique journey that leads to the same point, the same source of power that is found in all portions of creation. Each day you partake in a sacred experience, the experience of your own life. Though mundane it may seem at the time, this is not truly the case. There is great joy imminent in every moment if you will but look deeply enough; there is the unification of all portions of your experience possible if you but search within your own being for the point of viewing which allows this unity to be seen…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and as we have finished our response, may we ask if there is a further response which we may attempt?

N: Well, may I ask if it is the lot, shall we say, of those of us in third density on this particular physical plane to experience difficulty even though we more or less understand the path of Love and Light, and Light and Love, and the Law of One, yet it is more difficult for some of us to follow that path and, not in our thinking or understanding, but in our everyday life—such as when someone who does something deliberately, like, pulls in front of you in a car—you lose this tendency to love, and sometimes, in other instances—it occurs when someone deliberately steps on your toes, figuratively speaking, of course—we can with only great difficulty, and sometimes not even then, follow the path of Love and Light, and Light and Love of the one infinite Creator. Would you address this particular point or speak to this fact?

I am L/Leema, and we are happy to, my brother. It is true that it is the lot, as you have said, of entities upon your planet and within this illusion to experience that which seems most difficult, for how else shall you test your own ability to express the Love and Light of the one Creator. The journey that you are upon is one that has no end, thus you must continue in some way to provide yourselves with further opportunities to develop this potential to Love all entities and to see Light within all experience. If you have no such difficulties, then these abilities would remain at a given level with no further opportunity for enhancement.

Within your illusion that which seems difficult, that which seems unforgivable, that which seems unacceptable, are those experiences which test your strength to Love those who seem unlovable and to forgive that which seems unforgivable. Thus, you are as the one who lifts the weight: as the strength is gained, further weight must be added if further strength is desired. When you have passed from this illusion, and you look back upon it and thumb through your own book of life, you will have quite a different point of view. You will see those times which seemed most difficult as being of the greatest opportunity to Love, and those times then will seem as great treasures, whereas now they seem as they seem as great burdens. It is all a matter of the point of view, my brother. You have the narrower point of view now in order that you may test and strengthen your ability to widen this point of view.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you. I understand this particular concept, but even though I understand it, I can’t seem to overcome it when it occurs, particularly in driving and so forth when there is some thoughtless gesture, or some deliberate gesture, I should say. Yet I understand what you’ve expressed. Is some of this a result of some karma from past life or is it, when you understand it, why can you not follow it more easily after repeated experiences?

I am L/Leema, and, my brother, we do not wish to annoy you by suggesting that none upon your planet understands Love. We may suggest that there is a great difference between intellectually knowing and being able to explain a concept and actually becoming that concept. Each of you attempts to become that which you believe or feel that you know with your rational minds. Yet, until Love has found its roots within the heart of your being, you cannot truly know Love. Each of you seeks to know Love, and you have consciously sought such for a great portion of time and may feel that you understand, yet understanding is not of your illusion; it is that which you seek.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much. I can understand what you’ve said. May I ask a question about—it is said that the Maldekians had a great deal of difficulty in interrelating with our particular third-density physical plane. May I ask what the Maldekians—what their appearance was like, their physical appearance?

I am L/Leema, and, my brother, these entities were much like your own third density in their physical appearance. The choice of this particular sub-logos under whose care you reside for the third-density physical vehicle has been without exception the bipedal erect ape-like form, and those who inhabited the planetary influence of what you have called Maldek had much the same culture and experience as you find now upon your own planet. Indeed, many of these entities now work as third-density entities upon your own planet to alleviate or balance those actions which they set in motion upon their own home planet before its destruction.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No, thank you. I’m sure someone else has some questions.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

A: How is the instrument doing?

I am L/Leema, and we find that this instrument is available for another few queries. It has some difficulty in its posture, shall we say, but shall be able to respond through the next few queries. May we attempt such at this time?

A: Well, I had a question that popped in earlier, I don’t know where it came from but, but it’s just—how is the harvest coming?

I am L/Leema, and we cannot give any definitive response to this query, for upon your planet at this time there are many who are, shall we say, varying in their polarization around the level which is necessary for graduation. There are upon your planet many moves, many directions of energy and choices inherent in these energy movements that can influence great numbers of people. Therefore, we cannot give any definitive response to this query and apologize for our inability.

May we answer in any further capacity?

A: Well, actually you gave a pretty definitive answer to what I was asking. Thanks.

I am L/Leema, and we are grateful to have been able to serve. Is there another query at this time?

N: In relationship to Amy’s question. There was a consideration for a thought about the harvest in that before the fifth ecumenical council in Nicaea, called Nicaean, Constantinople, in, I think it was 553 AD, there was much talk about reincarnation and even in Christ’s teaching—at the Fifth Ecumenical Council it was deleted from the Bible. Has this affected the harvest, and how great has been the effect on those who would have considered reincarnation in the Western world?

I am L/Leema and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that the concept of reincarnation is a concept which allows an entity to view with a greater scope the forces which form one’s present experience. Yet, when this concept is absent within an entity’s thinking, those forces yet remain in motion, and the opportunities that these forces provide an entity are yet viable. Thus, as a concept in itself, it is of small value in the actual process of evolution. Those entities who were of the authority or upper echelon levels of the church at that time felt that entities would work more diligently within a lifetime if it were not known that future lifetimes were available to complete work left undone in the present lifetime. Though this is a choice which is a basic infringement upon the free will of others, it has had some effect in the causing of entities to work with that desired diligence.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you. I assume at that time… is the instrument still in good shape?

I am L/Leema, and we find that this instrument is more comfortable at this time. May we attempt further queries?

N: At the time that the Council of Nicaea deleted this from the Bible, I assume that all Bibles were handwritten, and, as such, is there any interpretation in any Bible that does have all of Christ’s teaching of reincarnation or other teachings of reincarnation?

I am L/Leema. You are correct, my brother, in your assumption that at that time those few Bibles which were available were written by hand. It is also to be stated that these Bibles were most usually possessed by those elders and priests of the church who were able to read and were, shall we say, in charge of the members of the church and their spiritual teaching which was done orally. Thus, there are very, very few remaining copies of such Bibles, and none to be found or available to the current researcher, for it is difficult to preserve those pages upon which such scriptures were recorded over great periods of your time which have passed since that council.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: It has been said that once we have been introduced in whatever way to our spirit guides that we become more and more aware. Is this true, and in what way can we accelerate this introduction?

I am L/Leema, and, my brother, we can state that as you continue to seek the one Creator and unity of all things, you shall become more and more aware, as you have stated. It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother.

J2:  Can you say anything about the history of the moon? Did it used to be a planet?

I am L/Leema, and we may say, my sister, that according to one’s definition, the moon at this time is a planet. It is not usually described as such within any of your cultures, for there is no known life as you know it upon this sphere and it itself revolves about your own planet, and by so doing, according to most views, then relegates itself to the stature of a lesser body. This body, however, is inhabited from time to time by entities of other dimensions and serves as an entity in its own right that proceeds through its own process of evolution in its close connection with your own Earth influence.

May we answer you further, my sister?

J2: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. We find that we have in this instrument the energy left for another query before closing. Is there such a query at this time?

Carla: I’d like to just ask a question about meditation. I noticed that in all of the discussion this evening there wasn’t any discussion of meditation—no one was talking about how to speed up the process of manifesting what one intellectually is. I wondered if that was because this particular group was already doing it or because some people are ill-suited to meditation but well-suited to contemplation or what?

I am L/Leema, and, my sister, we are most grateful to you for reminding not only this group but our own humble selves of the great necessity and benefit of meditation; for as you move within your illusion; and as we move within ours; and as any entity would move within any illusion, the fruit of such movement can only nourish the heart of one’s being when one has drunk of it deeply to the core of one’s being through the process of meditation. That which the conscious mind has placed within its own boundaries of understanding has value to an entity in the metaphysical or spiritual sense only insofar as the meditative state has incorporated this small understanding into the heart of one’s being. Otherwise, one is as the—we find you call it—duck that sheds the water from its back.

Without the meditation, the various concepts and ideas with which one comes in association in the conscious seeking, there are no roots formed and no lasting connections to such concepts, and the entity then must reacquaint itself with that which is consciously sought in order to provide the opportunity once again for meditation to do its work. Meditation is as the watering of the plant which has been set in fertile ground. The plant must be good, it must be strong, it must be consciously formed and analyzed, it must be placed within the fertile ground, the intuition must then serve as the analog to the fertile ground and connect through meditation the concept with the inner being or heart of one’s being. This is the watering and the nourishing of the plant that was consciously formed. Thus, in meditation one is as the gardener, plucking those weeds and leaving the flowers and the fruit that shall form the harvest.

Carla asked: “I noticed that in all of the discussion this evening there wasn’t any discussion of meditation—no one was talking about how to speed up the process of manifesting what one intellectually is. I wondered if that was because this particular group was already doing it or because some people are ill-suited to meditation but well-suited to contemplation or what?” L/Leema replied we are grateful to you for reminding not only this group but our own humble selves of the great benefit of meditation, for as you move within your illusion, and as we move within ours the fruit of such movement can only nourish the heart of one’s being when one has drunk of it deeply to the core of one’s being through the process of meditation, for that which the conscious mind has placed within its boundaries of understanding has value to an entity in the spiritual sense only insofar as the meditative state has incorporated this small understanding into the heart of one’s being, or one is as the duck that sheds the water from its back. L/Leema went on to say without the meditation the various concepts with which one comes in association in the conscious seeking, there are no roots formed and no lasting connections to such concepts, and the entity then must reacquaint itself with that which is consciously sought in order to provide the opportunity for meditation to do its work, for meditation is as the watering of the plant which has been set in fertile ground, so the plant must be consciously formed and analyzed, and it must be placed within the fertile ground, so the intuition must then serve as the analog to the fertile ground and connect through meditation the concept with the heart of one’s being, for this is the watering and the nourishing of the plant that was consciously formed since in meditation one is the gardener, plucking those weeds and leaving the flowers and the fruit that shall form the harvest. On October 26, 2019, Q’uo described the qualities of the meditative state:

We would recommend, as always, the meditative state as that opportunity to assess the nature of any catalyst or experience that one may feel is prominent at a certain time for the life pattern. In the meditative state, one can access those deeper levels of the conscious mind and the upper levels of the subconscious mind where there are clues and indications of relevancy, shall we say, that can be obtained by meditating upon the catalyst at hand. There is the quality of seeking in the meditative state that is enhanced by one’s desire to know how to serve more effectively, how to open the heart more fully, how to give unconditional Love more frequently.

If one can see past the outer parameters of the catalyst in front of one in the meditative state, and have the question within the mind and the heart how to more fully Love and serve, then through this lens one may more accurately see the features and resonances that are facing one and offering to one the opportunity to do just that, to Love, to serve, to accept, to give, to give praise and thanksgiving for the opportunity to be.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. We find that we have, for this particular instrument, reached the limits of our ability to speak without undue fatigue. We are grateful to each for once again requesting our presence. We hope that you will continue to have patience with us as we learn to utilize these instruments without undue fatigue resulting. We are with each of you at your request in your meditations and shall be honored to join you at any time in your future that you may request our presence. We leave you now in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We are L/Leema. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When God, or Soul, becomes the activity of the mind and appears as form, then all form is spiritual and can be multiplied. When we rise above the level of mind and thought to the Silence, that is where I, God, becomes the activity and substance appearing as matter or form. For example, in every miracle in the four Gospels it was the mind of Jesus Christ which appeared outwardly as health and harmony and as an infinity of loaves and fishes. Health and wealth are not matter: they are mind formed. Once the mind becomes permeated with truth, truth becomes the substance and the essence of all form, and then the form can be multiplied, but it can be multiplied only because it is not matter.

There was a time when there were only one billion people on Earth. Now there are four billion, but no more of God is on Earth. The same God is here, the same life is here, but what has happened is that mind has multiplied form, not divided it. This is the same principle that was in operation when Jesus performed the miracle of the loaves and fishes. What He did was to multiply the visible form to satisfy the sense of need at that particular moment.

There is only Spirit and Its spiritual formations; but mind, as the instrument of Spirit, forms and governs itself as outlined form, and this is called our physical form. Actually, it is mind because matter can be reduced to the mental and eventually back into the spiritual; but mind appears to us as finite forms, and it is mind that forms that form. Mind will even transform this body and provide for it. Mind will form for us everything of which we seem to have need, and yet no new thing will have been added to Soul or God and appears only as an harmonious universe. This does not mean that when we think good thoughts, our perfect spiritual universe appears; it means that when we have risen above both mind and thought into the realm of Silence, Soul, or God now manifests as our spiritual identity, being, body, and universe.”

Later this morning I kept an appointment with my dentist. When I got home, I finished putting netting on the south side of the Flower Fall to protect the Sun Patiens from the deer.

This afternoon I went outside and use my limb loppers to cut all of the dead Red Climbing Rose Vines into pieces, and then I put them into a garbage can which I put at the end of the driveway. Then I used my chainsaw to cut a small, dead Arborvitae Tree into pieces, and then I put the pieces into another garbage can and put the garbage can at the end of the driveway. Then I used my limb loppers to cut up dead Lilac stalks into pieces, and then I put the pieces into a third garbage can which I also put at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 13

You Are Love

I am the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

I am of the Spirit or principle of Love that moves from age to age, from eon to eon, and from creation to creation: a principle of that which you call the Father; a principle which moves beyond imagination; a principle that is Love created and uncreated, and a principle of power that is unimaginable.

This principle is the heart of each of your beings. You are potent, strong, and loving beyond your greatest hopes. Equal to this is the power of the illusion to distort the power of Love.

Thus must you take care in using your power and in expressing your Love. For you and all others of your kind are outwardly children. And that of you which is grown into infinity must pass through a narrow gate, safely to dwell consciously within the soul while living within your illusion, within your world. But Love is of yourself. You are not mundane. You are Love. Your heart is the heart of the universe. And within your eyes lies infinity.

May these thoughts bring to you an appreciation of the self you truly are. Rest in that understanding, and know that you are cherished infinitely by the Spirit.

We leave you in love and peace, both now and ever. Amen

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I would like to let my readers know that I accidentally posted most of this Camelot Journal entry yesterday because when I shut the lid on my computer down before I go to bed, sometimes, when I open the lid in the morning, my computer has my Camelot Journal entries for the next few days out of order. This happened yesterday morning, but I didn’t notice that until this morning. So, you will have already read all of the channelings in this session, and the new material will begin with the quote from The Thunder of Silence.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii and Yadda channelings are from May 12, 1985:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are pleased to greet you this evening in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased to be with this instrument once again, for it has been some time since we have spoken through her. We are grateful for the opportunity. We come, as always, dear friends, when we hear your call, and we are always grateful for the opportunity to share our simple message.

The thought we send may seem at times complex, but the message may be brought down to one simple phrase: that you shall Love one another is one of the greatest services that you are able to provide to your fellow beings as you inhabit those physical vehicles that have become your temporary home; to look beyond that which is apparent but not always concrete, as this instrument would put it, and to see that essence which lies behind and beyond the physical; to look into each other’s eyes and see the Love and the Light of the Creator reflected and to ignore that which is often a very convincing illusion. Strive to seek that which lies beneath and beyond the illusion, for the essence of the Creator may be seen in all and may be grasped, and held, and felt, reflected, and returned. The wholeness is there, dear friends. Strive for that wholeness in what appears to be a world divided into portions.

We shall transfer at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. We attempted to contact the one known as A, and the one known as N, and were with the one known as R before we came to this instrument, and we hope that you will bear with patience our method of taking an opportunity to attempt to offer our service to you. We find that this instrument is having some reception trouble. However, we would greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator and request that each in the circle continue to tune that we may have a good level of contact and that we may speak to you.

Have you ever observed, my friends, the younger of your species? The span of attention seems short and yet, for the few moments that something has absorbed a child’s interest, it is completely absorbed. When one Loves another, it is well to tune that spiritual Love with the same intensity and purity with which the child watches the ant crawl over the stick and, therefore, almost becomes that experience. Each entity that you meet is a portion of the Creator, and yet, of course, many times this is anything but obvious. There is another purity within many children and that is the openness to ask direct questions. There seem to be no limits as to what may be asked, for the young child is completely interested in everything about you or whichever person the child questions. This is an enormous secret, my friends. When there are difficulties between two entities, the difficulties are normally due to the lack of effort upon the part of the entities to imagine the creativity and accuracy, the actual situation and emotional and mental biases of the young.

To love one another, my friends—how much easier it is to talk about meditation and the discovery of what you may conceive to be creative; how much easier it is to speak of the one original Thought that lies within you within that deep, vast, and dark silence. And yet you go through a variety of experiences within your lifetime which puts you in close proximity to a number of other entities. You still look at the Creator. The Creator wears a face as biased and full of self-contradictions as your own. How much more difficult it is to penetrate not only your own confusion but that of another and achieve communication. Yet this is an expression of Love.

In this session Hatonn spoke about how we can Love each other. They began by saying the span of attention of your younger species seems short, yet for the few moments that something has absorbed a child’s interest, it is completely absorbed, and when one Loves another, it is well to tune that spiritual Love with the same purity with which the child watches the ant crawl over the stick and almost becomes that experience, for each entity that you meet is a portion of the Creator, but many times this is not obvious, so there is another purity within children, and that is the openness to ask direct questions, yet there seems to be no limits as to what may be asked, for the young child is interested in everything it questions, but this is an enormous secret, for when there are difficulties between two entities, the difficulties are due to the lack of effort upon the part of the entities to imagine the actual situation and the emotional and mental biases of the young. Hatonn went on to say to Love one another it is easier to talk about meditation and the discovery of what it is to be creative, yet how much easier it is to speak of the one original Thought that lies within your deep and dark silence, and yet you go through a variety of experiences within your lifetime which puts you in close proximity to a number of other entities, for you still look at the Creator that wears a face as biased and full of self-contradictions as your own, so how much more difficult it is to penetrate, not only your own confusion, but that of another and achieve communication, yet this is an expression of Love. On November 21, 1982, Latwii describe the one Original Thought:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

As the evening rays begin to fall upon your dwelling, you can feel before you the swelling maturity of the earth about you, the weighty roll of the waters onto the earth, and the majesty of the eternal sky. It is a wondrous creation, and the silence of the Creator pervades it, deeper, more quiet, more peaceful than can be imagined outside of meditation. And yet, just as much a part of the Creator are all the sounds made by children, colleagues, wives, husbands, children, and friends. Each is the voice of the Creator, filtered through many biases. There are times when two recognize each other and for a magical period of the incarnation there seem to be no biases, communication seems clear and life seems ebullient. It is rare that these periods extend throughout the incarnational experience. Nevertheless, we may suggest to each of you that memories of times when closeness had been achieved are very helpful in orienting the self towards the discovery of the biases that separate you from that same harmony at a more difficult time. To Love another is a challenge, and cannot be done without the inner underlying silence, the peace and poise of the powerful forces that unites you not only with each friend, and mate, and acquaintance but with all of the creation. As the light slowly fades from the skies and your sphere turns upon its rotating center into the zone of darkness and the kingdom of the moon and stars, we offer you meditation and Love.

Then Hatonn said as the evening rays begin to fall upon your dwelling, you can feel the maturity of the Earth about you, the roll of the waters onto the Earth and the majesty of the eternal sky, and it is a wondrous creation, and the silence of the Creator is within it deeper and more peaceful than can be imagined outside of meditation, yet just as much a part of the Creator are all the sounds made by children, wives, husbands, and friends, for each is the voice of the Creator, filtered through many biases, so there are times when two recognize each other, and for a magical period of the incarnation communication seems clear, and life seems cheerful, but it is rare that these periods extend throughout the incarnational experience, yet we may suggest to each of you that memories of times when closeness has been achieved are helpful in orienting the self towards the discovery of the biases that separate you from that same harmony at a more difficult time, for to Love another is a challenge which cannot be done without the inner silence, the peace and poise of the powerful forces that unite you not only with each friend, mate, and acquaintance but with all of the creation, so as the Light fades from the skies, and your sphere turns upon its rotating center into the zone of darkness and the kingdom of the moon and stars, we offer you meditation and Love. In 49.8, Ra spoke of the nature of our inner silence:

The passive meditation involving the clearing of the mind—the emptying of the mental jumble which is characteristic of mind complex activity among your peoples—is efficacious for those whose goal is to achieve an inner silence as a base from which to listen to the Creator. This is an useful and helpful tool, and is, by far, the most generally useful type of meditation as opposed to contemplation or prayer.

We are known to you as Hatonn. We leave you, as always, in the Love and the magnificent Love of the one infinite Creator whom we serve with all of our beings. We find your heart bent toward the same original Thought, your hopes turned to the same star. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are once again overjoyed and honored to be asked to join your group. We shall, as is our custom, ask if we may serve by attempting to answer those queries which you have brought with you this evening. May we begin with the first query?

R: Yes, Latwii, I’d like to go back to something Hatonn spoke of earlier, and ask—it seems that our daughters, nine and six-year-olds, are much more—well, they’re not really violent, but more aggressive, and it just seems hateful towards each other, and I remember being with my sisters, and the same for S with her brother and sister. I was wondering if you could comment on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. To some extent we may comment. We can suggest that as the time moves forward and approaches that which you have come to know as the harvest, there is to those who are sensitive to it an increased opportunity for expressing the energy, shall we say, of the one Creator. In each entity this energy will express in an unique fashion. This will be determined by the entity’s, shall we say, distortions or tendencies, those characteristics which make each entity unique and those characteristics which each entity seeks to balance in some fashion in order that it might learn and serve as it has incarnated to do.

The entities of which you speak are most sensitive to any presence or energy, and in their perception of this greater available resource of energy, each has channeled it in a fashion which meets the design of the personality. The design of any personality is that which is the pre-incarnative choice and pattern. These choices in many cases are made as a result of previous experiences together. These previous incarnational experiences then have a harvest which becomes the seed for the next incarnation. When one observes certain behaviors within an entity, or in this particular case, between two entities, it is possible, though not always the case, that the expression of energy and relationship between these entities is due in some degree to previous incarnational experience and current incarnational balancing.

May we attempt further clarification, my brother?

R: That was most helpful. I wonder, how do we respond when they’re at each other’s throats? Just keep them from hurting each other, and pull them apart, or is there more going on there that we should know about?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. You speak now of what we may metaphorically call the firing line, the heat of the battle, those portions of the incarnation in which the ideals are tested and in some cases formed. As you look upon your own incarnational pattern of lessons and services, you will see that you have before you a pattern of experience which has the desired result in its foundation to express Love, to express and experience acceptance, to express and experience forgiveness, and so forth with the various characteristics of that energy known as Love. In any such experience, whether it be with the children of whom you speak, with your friends, with acquaintances, or with strangers, you have the ideal constructed within your inner mind in a fashion which is to the best of your ability whole and perfect. To translate this construction of the ideal into the daily experience and those testings of the ideal we have called the firing line, or the heat of the battle, is the challenge before you.

In your particular case, not only do you have this challenge before you, in your response in answering such a challenge you set a pattern for those of whom you speak. This pattern is your model or role of excellence. These young entities will learn from you according to what you do. Therefore, it is upon your shoulders, shall we say, to creatively fashion that response which most purely reflects your ideals, those guideposts and high metaphysical standards which you have as your own staff to support you on your journey. You, then, must in your own way construct the response which will in a disciplined fashion teach by repetition that concept of Love as you can perceive it and translate it in this case.

May we attempt further response, my brother?

R: No, Latwii, that was most helpful. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother, for the opportunity to serve. May we attempt another query?

Carla: When a childhood experience is full of harmonious relationships between sister and brother, and the harmony continues throughout the life experience, sometimes bearing fruit, such as my brother’s and my singing, could it also be considered to be pre-incarnative choice of being together?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This is quite correct. Each entity as it incarnates has those souls with whom it has traveled many journeys through many of what you call incarnational lifetimes. Each entity then will make agreements with a variety of others, and these agreements will allow certain relationships to develop, certain characteristics to be expressed, certain lessons to be learned, and certain services to be offered. Therefore, the relationships between entities upon your planet at this time are many and varied, infinite in variety, and full of the opportunity for sharing the Love and Light of the one Creator.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Can a plan go wrong?

I am Latwii, and we may respond to this query by saying yes and no. We do not mean to confuse. Let us clarify. To begin with, yes, a plan may unfold its outline and its specific experience in a manner other than that which was planned, yet it cannot be said to be wrong, for each entity in each experience may observe the infinite opportunity to learn the lesson of Love. In some degree all plans will incorporate this lesson and will reflect this lesson in an unique fashion. When a plan has deviated from the course laid before the incarnation, there are, shall we say, certain fail-safe devices, as we may use this term, which also have been incorporated that have the hoped-for effect of bringing the plan once again back into congruency with that which was determined before the incarnation. There are an infinite number of these devices which are preprogrammed, and there are an infinite number of opportunities for the incarnational entity to utilize these devices or to ignore them, for, indeed, within the incarnation, free will needs that which you may call determinism, and the incarnation then becomes a balance between these two forces.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Is the will of the individual superior to any pre-incarnatively determined path?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest the will can be superior to any preprogrammed plan, yet it must be remembered that the will as it is manifested in each incarnation is colored, shall we say, or influenced by the preplanned pattern of experience, and is unlikely to vary from it in an absolute manner for a very long portion of what you would call time.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I don’t think so, I’ll just tell you what was on my mind, and that was I’ve been pondering whether Don Elkins’ death, his leaving this plane of existence, was his plan or his deviation from a plan. There isn’t anything in my experience by which I can judge the answer to this. And by what you’re saying, I would say the bias would go towards there being at least a portion of Don’s dying and going on that was part of the plan. This is the kind of bias you’re talking about, is this not correct?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. It is correct that the one known as Don had incorporated within his incarnational experience before it began the opportunity to cease viability within your illusion in a number of ways. It may be that this entity had not precisely planned to exit the incarnation in the manner in which it did, indeed, find its exit, yet one may rest assured that there are no mistakes, though the surprise may be most disturbing at the time. It is most usual for one to leave a dwelling through a door rather than through a window.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have a question that is on a totally different subject, but I’ve been pondering it off and on. Some people can see auras around people’s heads, especially, but also around their whole bodies. And I’ve wondered for a long time whether people were seeing inner dimensional but real in the other dimension colors and the natural force of the body, or whether the gift of clairvoyance had its focus in such people in seeing color around a person instead of, say, seeing a reading from a Tarot card throw or from a look into a glass ball, or from tea leaves, or from whatever other focus that people use? In other words, is it an objective or subjective phenomenon?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This phenomenon of seeing that which you have called the aura may be a combination of that which you have called a subjective experience and objective observation. We may suggest that to each entity within your illusion is given the opportunity to use the infinite intelligence, the energy of the one Creator. Many will manifest it in a great variety of ways, some in a few ways, and others will attempt perhaps in an unconscious fashion to use this energy in an unmanifested and more metaphysical sense, showing little manifestation of that all-encompassing Love and Light of the one Creator. When an entity experiences one of the manifested means of channeling this energy, one may see this manifestation as an aside, shall we say, to the primary seeking for truth behind all manifestation.

Within your illusion it has become, shall we say, somewhat the fashion to manifest this channeled energy in some fashion which may be observable. Seeing of the auric force field about your other selves is one such means of manifesting this energy. What is seen is most usually the combination or balance of energy centers which have cooperatively provided coloration or vibratory energy in their channeling of this energy, and the result is that which, in general, is called the auric field. The entity so seeing this auric field sees through eyes which are both inner and outer in their manifested sense. That is to say, the entity sees with a mind which has been conditioned in such and such a fashion, and sees with an inner eye which explores for the first time that which is seen as the aura. Therefore, that which is objectively observed is subjectively interpreted, and those having the aura read then receive this combined objective and subjective interpretation.

Carla asked: “Some people can see auras around people’s heads, especially, but also around their whole bodies. And I’ve wondered for a long time whether people were seeing inner dimensional but real in the other dimension colors and the natural force of the body, or whether the gift of clairvoyance had its focus in such people in seeing color around a person instead of, say, seeing a reading from a Tarot card throw or from a look into a glass ball, or from tea leaves, or from whatever other focus that people use? In other words, is it an objective or subjective phenomenon?” Latwii began by saying this phenomenon of seeing the aura may be a combination of that which you have called a subjective experience and objective observation, so we may suggest that to each entity within your illusion is given the opportunity to use the infinite intelligence of the one Creator, and many will manifest it in a variety of ways, and others will attempt in an unconscious fashion to use this energy in a metaphysical sense, showing little manifestation of that all-encompassing Love and Light of the one Creator, for when an entity experiences one of the manifested means of channeling this energy, one may see this manifestation as an aside to the primary seeking for truth behind all manifestation. Latwii continued by saying within your illusion it has become the fashion to manifest this channeled energy in some way which may be observable, and seeing the auric force field about your other selves is one such means of manifesting this energy, so what is seen is the balance of energy centers which have provided vibratory energy in their channeling of this energy, and the result is that which is the auric field, for the entity seeing this auric field sees through eyes which are both inner and outer in their manifested sense, yet that is to say the entity sees with a mind which has been conditioned in a certain fashion and sees with an inner eye which explores for the first time that which is seen as the aura, for that which is objectively observed is subjectively interpreted, and those having the aura read then receive this combined objective and subjective interpretation. On April 21, 1985, Latwii described the nature of our aura:

To begin, the thickness, shall we say, of the auric energy field about any entity is variant and unique to each entity. There are various portions of the aura which are discernible to those with the finer sight that extend for even greater distances than the twenty-five feet which you have mentioned. The activity within any chakra or energy center lends a hue or coloration to a certain portion of the auric field. There is a portion of each entity’s aura which records and illustrates the entity’s unique balance between mind, body, and spirit. This portion of an entity’s aura, therefore, is that portion which those known as healers may read in order to ascertain the relative health, as you would call it, of any particular entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, it seems that if perceiving auras is a matter of perceiving various rates of vibration, there would be color surrounding a lot things, notably music. Sometimes I think I can feel the color of music as it varies from piece to piece, from artist to artist, but there are people that go around talking about that sort of aura. Is it because of the fact that there is no personal consciousness in that art form?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we may suggest that it is indeed a greatly crowded and varied universe including the small portion of it which is your third-dimensional experience. There are, indeed, entities who experience your third-density illusion in just the fashion which you have described. Yet this description is not ordinarily accepted as a representation of that which is. Therefore, one does not hear so much of this kind of description…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument, and we shall continue. There are many, many ways in which the experience of your illusion may be expressed, and if the hearts of all those who experience in an unusual manner were known, one would, indeed, be surprised at the great variety which is available to your peoples.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that for the evening we have exhausted the queries and perhaps one or two of the listeners. We apologize if any of our words have seemed too long and our sentences too rambling. We do not mean to overburden the listener with a great quantity of verbiage, but we are most privileged and overjoyed to speak to this group, and we thank you each and every one for inviting us this evening. We shall, therefore, take our leave at this time of this instrument and this group, leaving you, as always, in the Love and Light of our one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and Light of infinite Creator. Once again, we passed the challenge. Once again, we speak to you, for we are called to this meeting. And yet, we tell you something. We are nothing. We are fools. We are full of error and mistake, folly and fun. We are mostly full of a fun which amounts to enlightenment. We pass from folly to joy. Not because we have learned wisdom, steps to take, rituals to practice. No, we find ourselves.

We come to you to make you happy. To show you through our speaking that there is a wonder, and a magic, and a lightheartedness that causes us to be full of joy. We are aware that we have spoken in groups which were so tuned that we made not so much of the sense, but, oh, we enjoyed the laughter. For you see, you come for inspiration. You come to be lifted up. You come to experience something that you feel that those who speak through instruments such as one may have. You wish to partake in that. And yet, we go away; the meeting ends, and you go to your own domicile, to your own joy, to your own fun, or to the denial of this life force that is so great in each. Your joy is hidden in your very nature. Your inspiration is within you. You call us, but we are nothing. Your outside life, it is but nothing. But if your heart can be happy, if you can laugh, if you can find joy, you have flown on the wings of the eagle, and there are no more prison bars in your life and in your experience. All we ask you, do not take the husk so seriously. Find the kernel of infinity which lies within you.

We are sorry that we must sometimes speak to one group, for one group, in a way which does not please another. We assure you this information would not please some, when there are so many spiritual seekers who sure, positive, and without any doubt know that if they can find the right teacher, if they can find the right ritual, the right outward behavior, enlightenment will come. We tell you what come: day come, and night and day and night and soon your life is over. You live in Love and Light. It is your natural habitat. Your darkness is as noon, and above the rain shines the everlasting sun.

We leave you in joy, in light, in love, in possession of your birthright. We Yadda. Farewell.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: The mind is an instrument for something higher than itself, and that something is the one Self. When we come to the point where the mind is governed by the Self, we will be embraced in a peace that passes understanding. Then we do not control the body or the mind, but the activity of Truth in our consciousness, of which we become aware through the mind, keeps the mind clear, clean, harmonious, and vital; and it in its turn manages, controls, and governs the body, acting as the purifying agent of both mind and body.

There is a spiritual center within every one of us, and in that center is stored up our entire spiritual heritage. This center is not within the body, but in our consciousness, and we can draw out of the infinity of our consciousness all that is necessary for our unfoldment from this day unto the end of the world and beyond it into infinity.

The original and basic creative principle and substance of life is God, Soul, or Consciousness, but mind is the instrument through which God’s activity takes place because properly understood and utilized, mind is an instrument of God. When the mind is open to receive the divine Impulse, harmonious and perfect form flows out from it.

Through Adam, the mind of people accepted a belief of good and evil and from that moment on, instead of being a pure instrument of the Soul, mind began forming itself material forms of both good and evil, just as if it were a mold similar to a muffin tin—whatever the shape of the muffin tin, that is the shape in which the muffins come out. Similarly, the product of mind appears as form. If there is evil in the mind, it appears as evil form, and contrariwise, if there is good in the mind, it appears as good form.

The mind produces its own image and likeness, and if we who stand behind the mind permit it to be filled with superstition, ignorance, or fear, all of which stem from the belief in two powers, that is what the mind produces in our experience. Mind is the substance of every form of sin, disease, death, false appetite, lack, limitation, wars, rumors of wars, and all the other things listed under the word evil.

A mind filled with evil thoughts—fear hate, injustice, lust, or malice—must appear outwardly as inharmony and discord; whereas a mind filled with good thoughts—charity, purity, benevolence, or co-operation—must appear outwardly as the good life. That is the karmic law as taught in Scripture: “Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.” The mind in its unillumined state, filled with materialistic beliefs, theories, opinions, doctrines, and creeds can only manifest its own state of chaos; but a mind freed of these beliefs becomes the instrument through which the creative Principle of life can flow as harmonious and eternal form. The external appearance is always mind-formed. A we sow mentally, so shall we reap materially.

Matter is matter only to the material state of consciousness, but once we rise to a mental state of consciousness, matter is not matter, but mind. Mind is the essence and substance of which matter is formed, and it appears to us as form or effect. Mind is the principle, the life, and the law, of all material and mental form.

This is not an easy concept to grasp, but if we draw an analogy between this and a substance with which we are all familiar, it may clarify the idea. The combination of two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen is called water, but water can be changed into steam or into ice, and whether this particular substance appears as water, steam, or ice, it is jus a different form of one essence—two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen.

In this same manner, mind is the basic substance, but matter is the name given to mind when it takes form. Mind appears as many forms: flesh is one of them; blood is another; bone another, and hair yet another, but every one of these is mind made visible, mind appearing as specific form. Mind in one form is flesh and in another it is bone, gristle, blood, hair, or skin; but always the substance, or essence, is mind.

Mind functions as thought; mind appears as thing; and on this level, mind is the essence of creation as described in the second and third chapters of Genesis. Therefore, if matter is mind, a process of mind can change the product, matter.

Mind—your mind and my mind—imbued with spiritual truth becomes the instrument through which God manifests, and God appearing becomes the body of our outer world. Therefore, never do we live in a material world with material surrounding it because God, Itself—Truth in your consciousness and my consciousness—is the very substance and essence of our world.”

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy 3 bales of pine straw and 2 more Sun Patiens. My second stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Speedway Gas Station to fill all four of Stanley’s tires with 32 psi of air. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought 2 Haagen Dass Vanilla Ice Creams and a case of Purified Water bottles. When I got home I transplanted the 2 Sun Patiens into the Pond Area of the Flower Fall Mound. Then I covered half of the Pond Area with netting to keep the deer from eating the Sun Patiens.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 12

The Healing Love Of Christ

I am the spirit of living Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is Christed.

The Light of your world comes only physically from the sun and shines in truth more greatly from the eyes of those who have the consciousness of Love than from any other source.

Worlds of darkness vanish before the morning light and the most obscene horror grows pitiful in the gentle rays of sunlight. So, too, let the light of your eyes rest on things seemingly good and seemingly evil, seeing the Christ in all and the good in each. Whatever sadness or horror there has been, let your eyes heal it. Let your heart know the healing has occurred. For within each is the power of the Spirit; within each, the healing Love of Christ.

We leave you in the peace of infinite Love. May you never grow weary of the Spirit of Love.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii and Yadda channelings are from May 12, 1985:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are pleased to greet you this evening in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased to be with this instrument once again, for it has been some time since we have spoken through her. We are grateful for the opportunity. We come, as always, dear friends, when we hear your call, and we are always grateful for the opportunity to share our simple message.

The thought we send may seem at times complex, but the message may be brought down to one simple phrase: that you shall Love one another is one of the greatest services that you are able to provide to your fellow beings as you inhabit those physical vehicles that have become your temporary home; to look beyond that which is apparent but not always concrete, as this instrument would put it, and to see that essence which lies behind and beyond the physical; to look into each other’s eyes and see the Love and the Light of the Creator reflected and to ignore that which is often a very convincing illusion. Strive to seek that which lies beneath and beyond the illusion, for the essence of the Creator may be seen in all and may be grasped, and held, and felt, reflected, and returned. The wholeness is there, dear friends. Strive for that wholeness in what appears to be a world divided into portions.

We shall transfer at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. We attempted to contact the one known as A, and the one known as N, and were with the one known as R before we came to this instrument, and we hope that you will bear with patience our method of taking an opportunity to attempt to offer our service to you. We find that this instrument is having some reception trouble. However, we would greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator and request that each in the circle continue to tune that we may have a good level of contact and that we may speak to you.

Have you ever observed, my friends, the younger of your species? The span of attention seems short and yet, for the few moments that something has absorbed a child’s interest, it is completely absorbed. When one Loves another, it is well to tune that spiritual Love with the same intensity and purity with which the child watches the ant crawl over the stick and, therefore, almost becomes that experience. Each entity that you meet is a portion of the Creator, and yet, of course, many times this is anything but obvious. There is another purity within many children and that is the openness to ask direct questions. There seem to be no limits as to what may be asked, for the young child is completely interested in everything about you or whichever person the child questions. This is an enormous secret, my friends. When there are difficulties between two entities, the difficulties are normally due to the lack of effort upon the part of the entities to imagine the creativity and accuracy, the actual situation and emotional and mental biases of the young.

To love one another, my friends—how much easier it is to talk about meditation and the discovery of what you may conceive to be creative; how much easier it is to speak of the one original Thought that lies within you within that deep, vast, and dark silence. And yet you go through a variety of experiences within your lifetime which puts you in close proximity to a number of other entities. You still look at the Creator. The Creator wears a face as biased and full of self-contradictions as your own. How much more difficult it is to penetrate not only your own confusion but that of another and achieve communication. Yet this is an expression of Love.

In this session Hatonn spoke about how we can Love each other. They began by saying the span of attention of your younger species seems short, yet for the few moments that something has absorbed a child’s interest, it is completely absorbed, and when one Loves another, it is well to tune that spiritual Love with the same purity with which the child watches the ant crawl over the stick and almost becomes that experience, for each entity that you meet is a portion of the Creator, but many times this is not obvious, so there is another purity within children, and that is the openness to ask direct questions, yet there seems to be no limits as to what may be asked, for the young child is interested in everything it questions, but this is an enormous secret, for when there are difficulties between two entities, the difficulties are due to the lack of effort upon the part of the entities to imagine the actual situation and the emotional and mental biases of the young. Hatonn went on to say to Love one another it is easier to talk about meditation and the discovery of what it is to be creative, yet how much easier it is to speak of the one original Thought that lies within your deep and dark silence, and yet you go through a variety of experiences within your lifetime which puts you in close proximity to a number of other entities, for you still look at the Creator that wears a face as biased and full of self-contradictions as your own, so how much more difficult it is to penetrate, not only your own confusion, but that of another and achieve communication, yet this is an expression of Love. On November 21, 1982, Latwii describe the one Original Thought:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

As the evening rays begin to fall upon your dwelling, you can feel before you the swelling maturity of the earth about you, the weighty roll of the waters onto the earth, and the majesty of the eternal sky. It is a wondrous creation, and the silence of the Creator pervades it, deeper, more quiet, more peaceful than can be imagined outside of meditation. And yet, just as much a part of the Creator are all the sounds made by children, colleagues, wives, husbands, children, and friends. Each is the voice of the Creator, filtered through many biases. There are times when two recognize each other and for a magical period of the incarnation there seem to be no biases, communication seems clear and life seems ebullient. It is rare that these periods extend throughout the incarnational experience. Nevertheless, we may suggest to each of you that memories of times when closeness had been achieved are very helpful in orienting the self towards the discovery of the biases that separate you from that same harmony at a more difficult time. To Love another is a challenge, and cannot be done without the inner underlying silence, the peace and poise of the powerful forces that unites you not only with each friend, and mate, and acquaintance but with all of the creation. As the light slowly fades from the skies and your sphere turns upon its rotating center into the zone of darkness and the kingdom of the moon and stars, we offer you meditation and Love.

Then Hatonn said as the evening rays begin to fall upon your dwelling, you can feel the maturity of the Earth about you, the roll of the waters onto the Earth and the majesty of the eternal sky, and it is a wondrous creation, and the silence of the Creator is within it deeper and more peaceful than can be imagined outside of meditation, yet just as much a part of the Creator are all the sounds made by children, wives, husbands, and friends, for each is the voice of the Creator, filtered through many biases, so there are times when two recognize each other, and for a magical period of the incarnation communication seems clear, and life seems cheerful, but it is rare that these periods extend throughout the incarnational experience, yet we may suggest to each of you that memories of times when closeness has been achieved are helpful in orienting the self towards the discovery of the biases that separate you from that same harmony at a more difficult time, for to Love another is a challenge which cannot be done without the inner silence, the peace and poise of the powerful forces that unite you not only with each friend, mate, and acquaintance but with all of the creation, so as the Light fades from the skies, and your sphere turns upon its rotating center into the zone of darkness and the kingdom of the moon and stars, we offer you meditation and Love. In 49.8, Ra spoke of the nature of our inner silence:

The passive meditation involving the clearing of the mind—the emptying of the mental jumble which is characteristic of mind complex activity among your peoples—is efficacious for those whose goal is to achieve an inner silence as a base from which to listen to the Creator. This is an useful and helpful tool, and is, by far, the most generally useful type of meditation as opposed to contemplation or prayer.

We are known to you as Hatonn. We leave you, as always, in the Love and the magnificent Love of the one infinite Creator whom we serve with all of our beings. We find your heart bent toward the same original Thought, your hopes turned to the same star. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are once again overjoyed and honored to be asked to join your group. We shall, as is our custom, ask if we may serve by attempting to answer those queries which you have brought with you this evening. May we begin with the first query?

R: Yes, Latwii, I’d like to go back to something Hatonn spoke of earlier, and ask—it seems that our daughters, nine and six-year-olds, are much more—well, they’re not really violent, but more aggressive, and it just seems hateful towards each other, and I remember being with my sisters, and the same for S with her brother and sister. I was wondering if you could comment on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. To some extent we may comment. We can suggest that as the time moves forward and approaches that which you have come to know as the harvest, there is to those who are sensitive to it an increased opportunity for expressing the energy, shall we say, of the one Creator. In each entity this energy will express in an unique fashion. This will be determined by the entity’s, shall we say, distortions or tendencies, those characteristics which make each entity unique and those characteristics which each entity seeks to balance in some fashion in order that it might learn and serve as it has incarnated to do.

The entities of which you speak are most sensitive to any presence or energy, and in their perception of this greater available resource of energy, each has channeled it in a fashion which meets the design of the personality. The design of any personality is that which is the pre-incarnative choice and pattern. These choices in many cases are made as a result of previous experiences together. These previous incarnational experiences then have a harvest which becomes the seed for the next incarnation. When one observes certain behaviors within an entity, or in this particular case, between two entities, it is possible, though not always the case, that the expression of energy and relationship between these entities is due in some degree to previous incarnational experience and current incarnational balancing.

May we attempt further clarification, my brother?

R: That was most helpful. I wonder, how do we respond when they’re at each other’s throats? Just keep them from hurting each other, and pull them apart, or is there more going on there that we should know about?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. You speak now of what we may metaphorically call the firing line, the heat of the battle, those portions of the incarnation in which the ideals are tested and in some cases formed. As you look upon your own incarnational pattern of lessons and services, you will see that you have before you a pattern of experience which has the desired result in its foundation to express Love, to express and experience acceptance, to express and experience forgiveness, and so forth with the various characteristics of that energy known as Love. In any such experience, whether it be with the children of whom you speak, with your friends, with acquaintances, or with strangers, you have the ideal constructed within your inner mind in a fashion which is to the best of your ability whole and perfect. To translate this construction of the ideal into the daily experience and those testings of the ideal we have called the firing line, or the heat of the battle, is the challenge before you.

In your particular case, not only do you have this challenge before you, in your response in answering such a challenge you set a pattern for those of whom you speak. This pattern is your model or role of excellence. These young entities will learn from you according to what you do. Therefore, it is upon your shoulders, shall we say, to creatively fashion that response which most purely reflects your ideals, those guideposts and high metaphysical standards which you have as your own staff to support you on your journey. You, then, must in your own way construct the response which will in a disciplined fashion teach by repetition that concept of Love as you can perceive it and translate it in this case.

May we attempt further response, my brother?

R: No, Latwii, that was most helpful. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother, for the opportunity to serve. May we attempt another query?

Carla: When a childhood experience is full of harmonious relationships between sister and brother, and the harmony continues throughout the life experience, sometimes bearing fruit, such as my brother’s and my singing, could it also be considered to be pre-incarnative choice of being together?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This is quite correct. Each entity as it incarnates has those souls with whom it has traveled many journeys through many of what you call incarnational lifetimes. Each entity then will make agreements with a variety of others, and these agreements will allow certain relationships to develop, certain characteristics to be expressed, certain lessons to be learned, and certain services to be offered. Therefore, the relationships between entities upon your planet at this time are many and varied, infinite in variety, and full of the opportunity for sharing the Love and Light of the one Creator.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Can a plan go wrong?

I am Latwii, and we may respond to this query by saying yes and no. We do not mean to confuse. Let us clarify. To begin with, yes, a plan may unfold its outline and its specific experience in a manner other than that which was planned, yet it cannot be said to be wrong, for each entity in each experience may observe the infinite opportunity to learn the lesson of Love. In some degree all plans will incorporate this lesson and will reflect this lesson in an unique fashion. When a plan has deviated from the course laid before the incarnation, there are, shall we say, certain fail-safe devices, as we may use this term, which also have been incorporated that have the hoped-for effect of bringing the plan once again back into congruency with that which was determined before the incarnation. There are an infinite number of these devices which are preprogrammed, and there are an infinite number of opportunities for the incarnational entity to utilize these devices or to ignore them, for, indeed, within the incarnation, free will needs that which you may call determinism, and the incarnation then becomes a balance between these two forces.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Is the will of the individual superior to any pre-incarnatively determined path?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest the will can be superior to any preprogrammed plan, yet it must be remembered that the will as it is manifested in each incarnation is colored, shall we say, or influenced by the preplanned pattern of experience, and is unlikely to vary from it in an absolute manner for a very long portion of what you would call time.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I don’t think so, I’ll just tell you what was on my mind, and that was I’ve been pondering whether Don Elkins’ death, his leaving this plane of existence, was his plan or his deviation from a plan. There isn’t anything in my experience by which I can judge the answer to this. And by what you’re saying, I would say the bias would go towards there being at least a portion of Don’s dying and going on that was part of the plan. This is the kind of bias you’re talking about, is this not correct?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. It is correct that the one known as Don had incorporated within his incarnational experience before it began the opportunity to cease viability within your illusion in a number of ways. It may be that this entity had not precisely planned to exit the incarnation in the manner in which it did, indeed, find its exit, yet one may rest assured that there are no mistakes, though the surprise may be most disturbing at the time. It is most usual for one to leave a dwelling through a door rather than through a window.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have a question that is on a totally different subject, but I’ve been pondering it off and on. Some people can see auras around people’s heads, especially, but also around their whole bodies. And I’ve wondered for a long time whether people were seeing inner dimensional but real in the other dimension colors and the natural force of the body, or whether the gift of clairvoyance had its focus in such people in seeing color around a person instead of, say, seeing a reading from a Tarot card throw or from a look into a glass ball, or from tea leaves, or from whatever other focus that people use? In other words, is it an objective or subjective phenomenon?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This phenomenon of seeing that which you have called the aura may be a combination of that which you have called a subjective experience and objective observation. We may suggest that to each entity within your illusion is given the opportunity to use the infinite intelligence, the energy of the one Creator. Many will manifest it in a great variety of ways, some in a few ways, and others will attempt perhaps in an unconscious fashion to use this energy in an unmanifested and more metaphysical sense, showing little manifestation of that all-encompassing Love and Light of the one Creator. When an entity experiences one of the manifested means of channeling this energy, one may see this manifestation as an aside, shall we say, to the primary seeking for truth behind all manifestation.

Within your illusion it has become, shall we say, somewhat the fashion to manifest this channeled energy in some fashion which may be observable. Seeing of the auric force field about your other selves is one such means of manifesting this energy. What is seen is most usually the combination or balance of energy centers which have cooperatively provided coloration or vibratory energy in their channeling of this energy, and the result is that which, in general, is called the auric field. The entity so seeing this auric field sees through eyes which are both inner and outer in their manifested sense. That is to say, the entity sees with a mind which has been conditioned in such and such a fashion, and sees with an inner eye which explores for the first time that which is seen as the aura. Therefore, that which is objectively observed is subjectively interpreted, and those having the aura read then receive this combined objective and subjective interpretation.

Carla asked: “Some people can see auras around people’s heads, especially, but also around their whole bodies. And I’ve wondered for a long time whether people were seeing inner dimensional but real in the other dimension colors and the natural force of the body, or whether the gift of clairvoyance had its focus in such people in seeing color around a person instead of, say, seeing a reading from a Tarot card throw or from a look into a glass ball, or from tea leaves, or from whatever other focus that people use? In other words, is it an objective or subjective phenomenon?” Latwii began by saying this phenomenon of seeing the aura may be a combination of that which you have called a subjective experience and objective observation, so we may suggest that to each entity within your illusion is given the opportunity to use the infinite intelligence of the one Creator, and many will manifest it in a variety of ways, and others will attempt in an unconscious fashion to use this energy in a metaphysical sense, showing little manifestation of that all-encompassing Love and Light of the one Creator, for when an entity experiences one of the manifested means of channeling this energy, one may see this manifestation as an aside to the primary seeking for truth behind all manifestation. Latwii continued by saying within your illusion it has become the fashion to manifest this channeled energy in some way which may be observable, and seeing the auric force field about your other selves is one such means of manifesting this energy, so what is seen is the balance of energy centers which have provided vibratory energy in their channeling of this energy, and the result is that which is the auric field, for the entity seeing this auric field sees through eyes which are both inner and outer in their manifested sense, yet that is to say the entity sees with a mind which has been conditioned in a certain fashion and sees with an inner eye which explores for the first time that which is seen as the aura, for that which is objectively observed is subjectively interpreted, and those having the aura read then receive this combined objective and subjective interpretation. On April 21, 1985, Latwii described the nature of our aura:

To begin, the thickness, shall we say, of the auric energy field about any entity is variant and unique to each entity. There are various portions of the aura which are discernible to those with the finer sight that extend for even greater distances than the twenty-five feet which you have mentioned. The activity within any chakra or energy center lends a hue or coloration to a certain portion of the auric field. There is a portion of each entity’s aura which records and illustrates the entity’s unique balance between mind, body, and spirit. This portion of an entity’s aura, therefore, is that portion which those known as healers may read in order to ascertain the relative health, as you would call it, of any particular entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, it seems that if perceiving auras is a matter of perceiving various rates of vibration, there would be color surrounding a lot things, notably music. Sometimes I think I can feel the color of music as it varies from piece to piece, from artist to artist, but there are people that go around talking about that sort of aura. Is it because of the fact that there is no personal consciousness in that art form?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we may suggest that it is indeed a greatly crowded and varied universe including the small portion of it which is your third-dimensional experience. There are, indeed, entities who experience your third-density illusion in just the fashion which you have described. Yet this description is not ordinarily accepted as a representation of that which is. Therefore, one does not hear so much of this kind of description…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument, and we shall continue. There are many, many ways in which the experience of your illusion may be expressed, and if the hearts of all those who experience in an unusual manner were known, one would, indeed, be surprised at the great variety which is available to your peoples.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that for the evening we have exhausted the queries and perhaps one or two of the listeners. We apologize if any of our words have seemed too long and our sentences too rambling. We do not mean to overburden the listener with a great quantity of verbiage, but we are most privileged and overjoyed to speak to this group, and we thank you each and every one for inviting us this evening. We shall, therefore, take our leave at this time of this instrument and this group, leaving you, as always, in the Love and Light of our one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and Light of infinite Creator. Once again, we passed the challenge. Once again, we speak to you, for we are called to this meeting. And yet, we tell you something. We are nothing. We are fools. We are full of error and mistake, folly and fun. We are mostly full of a fun which amounts to enlightenment. We pass from folly to joy. Not because we have learned wisdom, steps to take, rituals to practice. No, we find ourselves.

We come to you to make you happy. To show you through our speaking that there is a wonder, and a magic, and a lightheartedness that causes us to be full of joy. We are aware that we have spoken in groups which were so tuned that we made not so much of the sense, but, oh, we enjoyed the laughter. For you see, you come for inspiration. You come to be lifted up. You come to experience something that you feel that those who speak through instruments such as one may have. You wish to partake in that. And yet, we go away; the meeting ends, and you go to your own domicile, to your own joy, to your own fun, or to the denial of this life force that is so great in each. Your joy is hidden in your very nature. Your inspiration is within you. You call us, but we are nothing. Your outside life, it is but nothing. But if your heart can be happy, if you can laugh, if you can find joy, you have flown on the wings of the eagle, and there are no more prison bars in your life and in your experience. All we ask you, do not take the husk so seriously. Find the kernel of infinity which lies within you.

We are sorry that we must sometimes speak to one group, for one group, in a way which does not please another. We assure you this information would not please some, when there are so many spiritual seekers who sure, positive, and without any doubt know that if they can find the right teacher, if they can find the right ritual, the right outward behavior, enlightenment will come. We tell you what come: day come, and night and day and night and soon your life is over. You live in Love and Light. It is your natural habitat. Your darkness is as noon, and above the rain shines the everlasting sun.

We leave you in joy, in light, in love, in possession of your birthright. We Yadda. Farewell.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “The world can never rise above the idea of using one power over another and into the realm of no power until the mystery of Genesis is solved. In this first book of the Bible, are found two completely contradictory and conflicting records of creation: The first chapter is obviously the work of a mystic who had achieved complete union with God, and who saw that this entire universe is Consciousness appearing as form; whereas subsequent chapters contain an account of the creation of mind.

The first record of creation is a revelation of the activity of Consciousness in all its purity and eternality. It recounts the unfolding of a spiritual universe where there is Light before there is a sun or a moon, where the crops are in the ground before the seeds are planted, and where there is man before there is woman. That which is formed of Consciousness is never born: It is merely an emanation of Consciousness, which not only has no beginning but has no ending because as long as there is Consciousness there is Consciousness formed. When Consciousness appears as form it can appear as a seed or as a completely developed tree without ever having gone through any process of growth.

Consciousness, or Soul, which we call God, reveals and expresses Itself as a spiritual universe in which there is no conception and no birth. In other words, creation is the immaculate conception of God revealing Itself as individual identity, an identity expressing as human, animal, vegetable, and mineral forms; so that in reality, God, Consciousness, is the very essence and substance of the Earth—even of what appears as stones, rocks, sand, and soil—just as that same Consciousness is the substance of our true identity.”

Later this morning I went back to Thieneman’s Nursery and bought 80 more Sun Patiens. When I got home, I transplanted them into the bottom area of the Flower Fall Garden. Then I watered them with the garden hose and watering wand.

At about 10:30 this morning I put all of the five extra chairs into place in the living room in preparation for our public channeling meditation this afternoon.

This afternoon we had ten attendees and three instruments in the living room. We began our session with a round robin where each person shared some spiritual experiences that have occurred to them in the recent past. During the channeling of Q’uo some of the questions that were asked were: “How do we contact our higher self?” “Do we have the same higher self in all of our incarnations.” “How should we prepare for the death of our body?” “How do we decide which of our potential decisions have the most Love in them?” “How do we communicate with our pets that are on the inner planes?” I always enjoy hosting these channeling sessions where connections are made that can last a lifetime.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 12

The Healing Love Of Christ

I am the spirit of living Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is Christed.

The Light of your world comes only physically from the sun and shines in truth more greatly from the eyes of those who have the consciousness of Love than from any other source.

Worlds of darkness vanish before the morning light and the most obscene horror grows pitiful in the gentle rays of sunlight. So, too, let the light of your eyes rest on things seemingly good and seemingly evil, seeing the Christ in all and the good in each. Whatever sadness or horror there has been, let your eyes heal it. Let your heart know the healing has occurred. For within each is the power of the Spirit; within each, the healing Love of Christ.

We leave you in the peace of infinite Love. May you never grow weary of the Spirit of Love.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 21, 1985:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are very pleased to be with you this evening. We have enjoyed listening to your conversation and we have enjoyed those questions and comments that each has offered the other.

My friends, when we speak to you through instruments such as this one, we are also offered the opportunity of joining in such a conversation and in your seeking for truth as you call it. We cannot tell you how privileged we feel to be able to speak with you in this manner, for though words are most inadequate to describe those deeper feelings and motivations that the seeker shares with all other seekers, yet words are most direct in the communication of thoughts between two entities. We, through words, may speak those concepts which may have some meaning in your daily experience, whereas if we were not able to utilize words, we would need to wait until you called in a fashion which would allow us to, perhaps, provide inspirational thought, the vivid dream, or the moment’s hunch that affirmed a thought, for in these manners we are frequently able to answer the call of an entity and provide the feeling of inspiration or protection that the entity sought. With words we may attempt in our humble fashion to clothe those concepts in such a way that the message is brought into a somewhat sharper focus.

Again, my friends, we thank you for allowing this phenomenon to occur. Yet we ask, as always, that each take only those words we speak which have value in the personal journey of seeking and that each leave any word or concept that we may speak which does not seem to have that value. As you spoke this evening, you were manifesting the means by which seekers of truth have from ages long past been able to accelerate their own journey of seeking; that is, you have shared yourselves, your thoughts, your experiences, your opinions in a way which has offered to others the harvest, shall we say, of your lives to this point. When one offers such a gift to another, it is an enhancement of the seeking of each for that gift to be offered, for each of you, being the one Creator and having chosen in this particular incarnation to express some facet or facets of the one Creator in your own way, have therefore a great deal which to offer another.

In this session Hatonn spoke about our spiritual journey. They began by saying when we speak to you through instruments such as this one, we are offered the opportunity of joining in a conversation and in your seeking for truth, and we cannot tell you how privileged we feel to be able to speak with you in this manner, for though words are inadequate to describe deeper feelings that the seeker shares with other seekers, yet words are direct in the communication of thoughts between two entities, so through words we may speak concepts which may have some meaning in your daily experience, whereas if we were not able to utilize words, we would need to wait until you called in a fashion which would allow us to provide an inspirational thought, the vivid dream, or the moment’s hunch that affirmed a thought, for in these manners we are able to answer the call of an entity and provide the feeling of inspiration or protection that the entity sought, for with words we may attempt to clothe those concepts in such a way that the message is brought into a sharper focus. Hatonn went on to say we thank you for allowing this phenomenon to occur, yet we ask that each takes only those words we speak which have value in the personal journey of seeking and that each leave any word that we may speak which does not seem to have that value, for as you spoke this evening, you were manifesting the means by which seekers of truth have from ages long past been able to accelerate their journey of seeking by sharing yourselves in a way which has offered to others the harvest of your lives to this point since when one offers such a gift to another, it is an enhancement of the seeking of each for that gift to be offered, for each of you, being the one Creator and having chosen in this particular incarnation to express some facets of the one Creator in your own way have a great deal which to offer another. On March 4, 2017, Q’uo explained how our seeking for truth can affect the world around us:

The strength of the polarization of each entity may be illustrated by the strength or, shall we say, density of the aura, in its ability to express the various qualities of each energy center. The individual vibratory level or aura of each seeker of truth, then adds unto the group’s ability to express Light in an organized fashion, that is an upward spiraling line of Light, that your seeking for truth expresses in a combined fashion, and that is what we were speaking of when we described the tower of Light that we are aware of when we approach this group, having been called by it, to address a query of its concern, and fashion a response to that concern.

The ability of each seeker and of each such group of Light, such as this one, to affect the planetary consciousness is significant, for as entities are able to balance mind, body, and spirit, and their expression within the energy centers, this lightens the planetary vibration itself, which has, for thousands of your years been degraded, shall we say, in its vibratory level due to the tendency towards your peoples to engage in bellicose activities. Thus, you are able to affect this lower, or denser, baser, energy expression, by the quality of your own seeking that is reflected in your auras, and in your various energy centers which make up the aura.

Often it is felt among seekers that a great deal of time and effort has been spent in a wasted fashion, for the attempt to measure the progress is made again and again and again and seems to come up short. Seekers often become disheartened when they do not see clear and unmistakable markings or milestones upon their paths. It is at some point in each seeker’s journey, then, a common phenomenon that the seeker will feel the efforts have failed and have been wasted. At this point it is often easy for the seeker to decide that such a seeking is foolish, for there is no way of knowing what progress has been made.

Yet, when you gather in a group such as this one and others, you can in your own sharing of experience discover that you are much like all others. You seek to know the nature of your reality, the nature of your own being, the purpose for your being in this reality, and your means by which you move and learn in this illusion. You see that no seeker who is honest about his own journey has any surer knowledge than do you, for each moves in the same illusion, the one in which there seems to be great separation and disharmony, and each seeker attempts to learn from that experience which is placed before it. Each seeker also feels that there has been more failure than success, for no seeker has the clear vision to see through the illusion and beyond the illusion for but a short moment, though glimpses of such are offered to many. All who remain within this illusion are subject to its power.

Then Hatonn said often it is felt among seekers that a great deal of time and effort has been spent in a wasted fashion, for the attempt to measure the progress is made, and it seems to come up short, so seekers become disheartened when they do not see clear milestones upon their paths, for it is at some point in each seeker’s journey that a common phenomenon will be that the efforts have failed and have been wasted, but at this point it is easy for the seeker to decide that such a seeking is foolish, for there is no way of knowing what progress has been made. Then Hatonn said when you gather in a group such as this one, you can discover that you are like all others because you seek to know the nature of your own being, and your means by which you move and learn in this illusion, but you see that no seeker who is honest about their journey has any surer knowledge than do you, for each moves in the same illusion, the one in which there seems to be great separation and disharmony, and each seeker attempts to learn from that experience which is placed before it, yet each seeker feels that there has been more failure than success, for no seeker has the clear vision to see beyond the illusion for but a short moment, though glimpses of such are offered to many, and all who remain within this illusion are subject to its power. On October 4, 1992, Q’uo spoke about nature of the third-density illusion:

In most cases of unintended exit of the physical vehicle, the finer bodies carrying the consciousness are within the same illusion, or, depending on the vibratory patterns of the individual, there may be the precise location which one enjoys in the third density, but the out-of-body experience may be in fourth density. This still appears to the consciousness senses as a normal, solid, seemingly third-density illusion, and though the electrical nature of energies between people is far more apparent, nonetheless the work which might be done in this out-of-body environment is no more or less effectual in creating new polarity than experiences within the third-density physical vehicle.

The power of your illusion, my friends, is to provide you with the one Creator in a form which seems to be other than the one Creator, a form which seems to be other than Love, other than Wisdom, and other than unity, joy, peace, and compassion. The power of your illusion is to, shall we say, persuade you that there may be that which is not Love, that which is not the Creator, that which is not whole, perfect, and balanced. Yet the seeker, as you have discovered in your sharing of experience, can find within any experience the wholeness and Love of the one Creator if the effort is made in a sufficient degree and with the purity of will that each is developing. As you talk amongst yourselves, you discover the one Creator residing in a greater portion of your existence, for you discover that each has had the experiences that might be described as difficult, even traumatic, and yet you will find the inspiration of those who have through their own efforts learned great lessons from such experiences. You then can look within your own experience and discover the same opportunities have been placed there for you and that you have to a greater or lesser degree also discovered them in some fashion.

As we observe conversations such as the one you shared before this meditation began, we are pleased to find that each has shared the heart of its own being in a fashion unique to itself. For, my friends, Love is always and ever the same; it is one thing. Yet there are many, many ways of perceiving and expressing that Love. Each of you in your experiences in your daily round of activities express and experience that same Love in a unique fashion. You add another hue to the infinite colors of the experience of the one Creator. You thereby glorify the one Creator in all as you in your own individual fashion move through your daily experience, and as you share those experiences with your fellow seekers you enhance their own journeys as their experiences enhance yours as well.

Hatonn continued by saying the power of your illusion is to provide you with the one Creator in a form which seems to be other than the one Creator’s Love and Wisdom, for the power of your illusion is to persuade you that there may be that which is not Love or the Creator, yet the seeker can find within any experience the wholeness and Love of the one Creator if the effort is made in the purity of will that each is developing, for as you talk amongst yourselves you discover the one Creator residing in a portion of your existence, for you discover that each has had difficult experiences, and you will find the inspiration of those who have learned lessons from such experiences, so you can look within your experience and discover the same opportunities have been placed there for you, and you also discovered them in some fashion. Now Hatonn said we are pleased to find that each has shared the heart of its being in a fashion unique to itself, for Love is always one thing, yet there are many ways of perceiving and expressing that Love, and each of you in your experiences in your daily round of activities experience that same Love in an unique fashion, so you add another hue to the infinite colors of the experience of the one Creator, for you glorify the one Creator in all as you in your fashion move through your daily experience, and as you share those experiences with your fellow seekers you enhance their own journeys as their experiences enhance yours as well. On January 7, 2008, Q’uo described one way to express Love:

How have you Loved them, perhaps you wonder. And yet we assure you, my sister, that you have Loved them very well. And you continue to Love them very well with all of your heart. Perhaps you feel you have been imperfect in expressing that Love. And yet you have always given your very best and your highest to them, and this is your hope at this time in continuing.

Consequently, we say to you that the spiritual principle involved is that of service to others. You have taken entities that made an agreement with you, before either of you came into incarnation, that you would have this special relationship. And you have done, and you continue to do, your best to offer them all the Love in your heart. Your greatest gift to them is this simple unconditional Love.

You are as the many portions or cells of the mind of the one Creator that begin the communication which make many cells one. You gain the knowledge of others, and they gain yours. The One comes to know the One in a myriad of fashions. We applaud your incarnations and your experiences, no matter how mundane they may seem at the moment; they are yours; they are unique to you. They hold the wholeness and the perfection of the one Creator, thus through each experience at each opportunity you have before you the wholeness of the one Creator awaiting your discovery. There are layers and levels to each experience: the seeming negative rests upon the outer; the mundane, slightly below; as you continue to move to the deeper levels, you find the nature of the experience approaches that that we have described love. The one Creator awaits at the heart of each experience. How deeply shall you delve, my friends? How carefully shall you search each day’s experience? The choice is yours. You may search and dig as deeply as you choose from one moment to the next. There are no requirements that any make upon you for how deeply you shall dig, other than those that you make upon yourself. You do, indeed, have the complete free will to choose what you shall learn, and how well you shall learn it. We salute you in your choices, for they are the choices of the one Creator.

Now Hatonn said you are as the cells of the mind of the Creator that begin the communication which make many cells one, and you gain the knowledge of others, and they gain yours, so the One comes to know the One in a myriad of fashions, for we applaud your experiences, no matter how mundane they may seem at the moment since they are uniquely yours, yet they hold the perfection of the one Creator, and through each experience that you have before you the wholeness of the one Creator is awaiting your discovery, and there are levels to each experience: the negative rests upon the outer; the mundane, slightly below, so as you continue to move to the deeper levels you find the nature of the experience approaches Love where the one Creator awaits at the heart of each experience, and: “How deeply shall you delve, my friends? How carefully shall you search each day’s experience?” Now Hatonn said the choice is yours, for you may search and dig as deeply as you choose from one moment to the next, but there are no requirements that any make upon you for how deeply you shall dig, other than those that you make upon yourself, for you have free will to choose what you shall learn, and how well you shall learn it, so we salute you in your choices, for they are the choices of the one Creator. On November 19, 2016, Q’uo said that we have free will:

My friends, this is an illusion, your third-density experience, but it is an illusion with a purpose. It is not mere misdirection or misrepresentation. It is an opportunity, my friends, for you to polarize more positively in your seeking of the One Creator all about you, within you, without you, within every other soul with whom you share this planetary influence. This is not an easy task, my friends, it is one which requires great dedication upon each level of your being. You have within you the power to decide. You have free will. How to exercise this free will is your question.

With each situation that you approach, and which approaches you, or times such as the one which you now experience, it seems that you have been approached by that which is most difficult, disharmonious, and most distasteful. And yet we tell you, my friends, that there are truly no mistakes. This is not just a convenient saying or a cop-out for refusing to face an unpleasant truth. There can be no mistakes because there is only one Creator. There are not two powers in this universe, there is not good and evil, for there is only the Creator in various aspects.

At this time, as we observe those who have gathered this evening, we find that it would be appropriate to attempt to speak through each instrument present, for those present desire to serve by means of providing vocal channels for thoughts such as ours. We would, therefore, remind each new instrument that the analysis of our thoughts is neither necessary nor helpful at this process, and we would suggest the forgetting of the analysis that it might be better saved for later, and that each might then speak whatever thought appears within the mind and speak freely after having provided the challenge to assure the self that the surrender to another source is the surrender to a positive source. We are happy to answer your challenges, and we are honored to be invited to speak through each instrument.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as N, if this instrument would relax and speak our thoughts. We now transfer this contact. I am Haton.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. It is said that he who travels on a distant journey sometimes must forfeit considerations for a peaceful, nontraumatic existence. It is not for the entity to judge what is correct or incorrect. The entity must decide on its own what is free choice. Free choice is reserved for those entities that are seeking on your plane. It is inconceivable that one on your plane would know all the answers. It appears to be enough that even minute answers are obtained… I thank you Hatonn, but I think I’ve become too analytical. Please transfer to either Jim or J.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We are overjoyed that we have been able to speak those words through the new instrument known as N. Those concepts which we attempted to express through this new instrument were not particularly easy concepts to perceive, and we congratulate the one known as N in his progress in vocal channeling. We are greatly honored to be able to utilize a new instrument such as the one known as N. At this time we would attempt to speak a few words through the one known as J. If this instrument would also relax and refrain from the analysis and speak those words and thoughts that it perceives within its mind, we might also then be able to speak through this instrument. We now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(J channeling)

Welcome. I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Light and in the Love. It… Thank you.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are with this instrument once again. Welcome, indeed, to the new instrument known as J. We are most happy to have been able to speak a few words through this new instrument, and we encourage the one known as J in its efforts to refrain from analysis. It is most difficult, we know, to refrain from analyzing that which seems to be originating within one’s own mind, yet from another source without, shall we say. Yet each new instrument will find that as it is able to step aside, shall we say, and to remove the analyzing portion of the mind, that the process of receiving and speaking our thoughts is greatly enhanced. This is a skill which each shall develop with practice. We are honored to be asked to aid you in your practice, and shall be with you again in this capacity.

At this time, we shall take our leave of this group and this instrument that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might provide their service of attempting to answer those queries which each may provide. We, as always, leave you in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you also in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are honored as well to be asked to join your group this evening. We are always overjoyed to be able to provide voice to thoughts that may communicate with another portion of the Creator in yet another fashion. May we then begin with the first query of the evening?

N: Yes, I have a number of questions, but I’ve often been wondering, what language “Adonai vasu borragus,” or the terminating words that Hatonn and you, Latwii use, what language it is, and what is the interpretation of it, besides “God.” I’m sure Adonai is God or the Creator.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The words of which you speak are words which are taken from what has been called by some upon your planet a solar language, that known as the Solex Mal. These words are those which fellow seekers might leave other seekers, expressing those concepts which each seeks within its life, that is, the one Creator, the Love and the Light of that one Creator, and the unity which binds all as One. The words may be taken to mean in general, “In the name of the One, Its Love and Its Light, we leave you, we salute and we are with you.”

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes. Thank you very much for that definition. Was the word, “Adonoi” or “Adonai” channeled to the Hebrews as that of the Lord God the Creator?

Latwii: I am aware of your query, my brother. There have been various cultures upon your planet in your past, as you call it, who have received various, shall we say, words of power in response to their call, shall we say. These vibrations which compose the Hebrew language and the vibrations which compose the Sanskrit language are those vibrations which are quite close in many instances to a more pure and less distorted expression of the concepts of unity of Love and of Light and these languages, as do others in a lesser degree, contain what may be seen as mathematical relationships that embody certain key concepts within the evolutionary process.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, then, thank you very much. But, the word “Adonai,” then, is many, many eons or multiple centuries older than we have any interpretation or I have any interpretation of, is that correct?

I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my brother, for this particular language was, shall we say, given upon your planet within the Hebrew race by those which answered the call of this race, therefore the language is from a source other than your own planetary influence.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much again. I had many questions to ask, but I have sort of a personal consideration, since Hatonn was so familiar with our discussions earlier in the evening, I had really asked—I hadn’t asked anything personal, but in the past life regression that I had, I was on a planet that had several suns, a larger one and a smaller one and four or five moons, as well as no people or plants other than grass. Could you say what kind of catastrophe happened that eliminated them or is this a valid consideration?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that the experience of which you speak was one which was drawn through the roots of your own personal unconsciousness or subconscious mind in a fashion which was meant to be symbolic to your conscious mind. Much, therefore, needs to be seen in another light, shall we say. There might be more to be gained by looking at the symbolic nature of the experience rather than looking too specifically at those images which were presented to the conscious mind.

In this particular experience you have, shall we say, a solitary view of that incarnation, and in that particular view the experience was presented in a fashion to lack fellow beings. We feel that we have extended our response to the limits offered by your own free will.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No. I was just a bit disturbed by why I was so sad, and I was crying during the hypnotic regression, because all the other entities seemed to have been gone, and that I was all alone and that there was no one else there, and that’s primarily the reason why I asked that. I didn’t know whether—is there another planet, or is that our choice of free will, the name of the planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. There are many within the creation who within the third-density illusion do not utilize the naming concept, for their means of communication has not moved from that which you call telepathic. When one is able to communicate in the so-called telepathic manner, the naming of portions of the experience is not as necessary as when telepathy has been greatly removed from the means available for communication. As words are utilized in the spoken fashion common to your planet at this time, there is the natural tendency, then, towards the naming. Therefore, the experience which you have recalled is one which is difficult to tag, shall we say, with names, for it was not of that nature.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I don’t know whether I understood all of the considerations for the telepathic communication, but I assume that you’re referring to the fact that I was communicating with a prior life and that I was a third-density individual. Is that so? Or entity?

I am Latwii, and we find that your assumption is correct in its foundation, yet to carry it further within that experience which was recalled, the means of communication was more towards the telepathic and less towards the naming, therefore your planetary influence was not known by name.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Only the fact that—are you referring to the fact that I was a third-density individual at that time, and was that the last life? Last incarnation, excuse me.

I am Latwii, and we feel that we are aware of your query. Please requestion if we have not responded in a fashion which is satisfactory. We may suggest that your assumption of the third density as the density of this remembrance is correct. We feel it inappropriate to answer as to whether this remembrance was that immediately preceding your current incarnation, for this would be removing an opportunity which is available presently to you to, shall we say, solve this riddle for yourself, for it contains a greater possibility of providing food for your spiritual journey.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I have many questions about other areas, but I think I should allow J an opportunity to ask first.

J: Thank you, N. Is Latwii tired, or is he all right to answer more questions?

I am Latwii, and we always are energetically available for answering queries. The instruments through which we speak, though, from time to time do become fatigued, for we tend to use a number of words to express concepts. We find, however, that this instrument is also energetically available for queries. May we attempt your query?

J: Yes. I’d like to know more about you, Latwii. Were you ever in human form?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We of Latwii, in our evolutionary progress, have experienced the third density which you now inhabit. Our experience of that particular density was one which utilized a vehicle which was in many ways similar to your own as it was also bipedal and erect. We were, however, enough dissimilar in our general bodily configuration, and especially in the area of the, shall we say, cranium, that we would appear quite different from any of your races currently inhabiting your planet.

May we answer you further?

J: Yeah. What did you look like?

I am Latwii, and though we find this information is not, shall we say, very helpful upon your own spiritual path, it is somewhat harmless. We of Latwii were somewhat larger in shape in the area of the frontal lobes, extending to the occipital lobes. This, shall we say, protrusion of the skull area was for the purpose of containing a brain which was of a slightly larger portion than your own. Our eyes were also somewhat larger and darker. We had smaller appendages in the location of your ears, for our ability to…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. We were lacking most of the appendage that you call the ear, for our utilization of the spoken word was far less than your people utilize. Our communication, therefore, was of the telepathic nature. Our arms and legs were, shall we say, somewhat less developed than your own, and were of a thinner and more delicate nature, for we were able to utilize the powers of our mind to a greater proportion than are most of your own populations. Our physical vehicle, therefore, was more frail and delicate.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Well, this isn’t for my spiritual growth, but I’m fascinated. Can I continue on, or would you rather I stop?

I am Latwii, and we are happy to attempt to answer queries of this nature, but may respond in more general terms than perhaps you would desire, for we do not wish to focus undue attention upon our own selves. We are messengers.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Well, okay, I’m fascinated. I’d like to know more, but I’ll get off it. Tell me about the aura colors. I’ve noticed that Hatonn mentioned colors. Would you like to comment something on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find two concepts within this query. Those of Hatonn spoke of colors in relation to the experiences which each seekers offers that are unique in their nature. This uniqueness was approached in description by those of Hatonn by the expression of colors, unique experiences being then additional colors. The aura of which you speak is, however, another subject and has colors of another nature, yet there is a relation between the experiences of an entity and the colors of the auric energy field which surrounds each entity. As you are aware, each energy center may be correlated to a color of your known spectrum, red through violet, and when an entity is utilizing any particular experience which comes before its notice, it may utilize one or more of these energy centers, thereby causing a more brilliant expression of color to be manifested at those centers being utilized. This expression of color, then, moves within the auric field and may be read by those who can partake in the discerning of these finer energies.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Yes. Yes, he also spoke about incarnations. How do we find about our past lives unless we are regressed?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. For the most part, it is not the purpose of an entity according to its own choice to remember previous, as you call them, incarnations or patterns of experience during the current incarnation, in order that the current incarnation might be kept pure, shall we say. When an entity attempts to remember a previous incarnation, this then becomes a possibility and may be pursued in a number of fashions.

Regressive hypnosis, as it has been called amongst your people, is the most popular means of partially penetrating the veil of forgetting which separates the conscious from the unconscious mind. An entity may also utilize the dreaming state for such remembering, utilizing the brain and the mind which moves through it to program a remembering of previous experiences. Meditation is also a means by which an entity may move itself or its conscious focus to a time previous to its current incarnation. This technique, however, is one which requires a great deal more skill than the two previously mentioned techniques.

Even greater skill is required for the conscious remembering or putting together the memories of previous incarnation, yet there are some few upon your planet who have been able to do this. This faculty is usually one which is aided by the entity’s remembering such experiences from an early time within the current incarnation and having them as, shall we say, friends, which have always been with the entity and which move through the veil of forgetting with the entity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: No. I think I’ll… How’s the instrument doing?

I am Latwii, and we find that the instrument still is able to provide the necessary energy for queries. May we answer further?

J: Well, I do have a few more questions, but I’ll turn it over to N.

N: Well, now I’ve got some questions to follow J’s. Thank you very much, Latwii. About the aura. The chakras, then, help determine the auric range, and does the aura extend as we have been told, twenty-five feet around a person so that others may see it that have that capability, and did I understand you to say that if certain chakras aren’t balanced, then one chakra may add a significant red or yellow or orange glow, when otherwise it… Well, I don’t really understand how I’m asking the question. But the chakras do influence the aura?

I am Latwii and am aware of your queries, my brother. To begin, the thickness, shall we say, of the auric energy field about any entity is variant and unique to each entity. There are various portions of the aura which are discernible to those with the finer sight that extend for even greater distances than the twenty-five feet which you have mentioned. The activity within any chakra or energy center lends a hue or coloration to a certain portion of the auric field. There is a portion of each entity’s aura which records and illustrates the entity’s unique balance between mind, body, and spirit. This portion of an entity’s aura, therefore, is that portion which those known as healers may read in order to ascertain the relative health, as you would call it, of any particular entity.

May we answer you further?

N: Do these healers read by sight or by intuition, the chakras?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. A healer who is able to see the auric energy patterns then reads the aura by the sight so that various colors and configurations of colors are translated as representing the balances between the energy centers and these balances being expressed in mind, body, and spirit. There are healers who are able to ascertain this same information by the intuitional means which you also have mentioned.

To be able to read an aura in any fashion is a great aid to any who would serve as the healer, for not only may those imbalances which may be in need of the balancing or healing be read, but also the healer may become more aware of the process of balancing and healing as it is occurring, and may be able then to allow the healing process to continue for the appropriate length of what you call time, and may also be able to alter or adjust the energies as they form their new and more balanced configuration.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you very much. Can we as individuals balance our chakras within a relatively given limit with simple considerations, or must we have others do it?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Indeed, each seeker must balance its own energy patterns and chakra configuration. When one known as a healer aids in this process, it is much as though the magnifying glass has been provided to a situation which is always and ever being completed or undertaken, shall we say, by the seeker. In all cases the balancing or the healing is a product of the will and the faith of the one to be healed. The healer lends its abilities to intensify this process to the one to be healed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, just one more question that refers to the previous incarnation in which Latwii was in third density form. I seemed to get a mental picture before it was described, and I just wondered if the form of movement that Latwii referred to was psychokinesis rather than muscular energy, and I would also like to know if those of third density from which Latwii originated at that particular point are still in existence, and how many years ago it was, in our time sequence.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We of Latwii have moved from that experience, and though there are others who inhabit vehicles similar to those which we inhabited, they are of their own identity as we are of ours. The portion of time which has removed itself since our experience in that third density is a portion which is great in your measure, and yet is mostly meaningless, for a great portion of our experience since third density has been in realms which are, as you would call them, timeless. Therefore, the interpretation and translation of time is most misleading but can be roughly put at a great many million of your years.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, only the other question about a method of movement. Was it a form of psychokinesis or the ability to move by brain power?

I am Latwii and am aware of that portion of the previous query which we had neglected to respond to. We were able to move both by manual appendage motion as you are familiar with, and by a means of levitation which those of the contact known as Sirius were also able to manifest in the contact with those of your planet in the location of Pascagoula, Mississippi, in 1973.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Is levitation, or what you might convert to brain power, the same as what we would consider as psychokinesis—were able to move—I understood that you could move manually but that your appendages were very frail and could not do great things. I assume that you’re referring to the incident in 1973 where the entities did visit the people on the river or shore by levitation, but is not levitation similar to psychokinesis, or is—I perhaps am referring to the method of our ability to move, but perhaps levitation is an accentuation of psychokinesis, but still by brain power pushing against or holding you up?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may define levitation as perhaps being psychokinesis applied to the self. This is a rough definition and lacks the necessary refinement that one would need in order to utilize such a faculty. We may also add that the mind is that portion of the entity which is utilized rather than the brain. The brain is much as the pipe which allows the water to flow through it in such and such a fashion.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: I’m sorry, I meant the mind—I’m confused. Only one other question, and then I’m sure J has some more. And that is, the entities that visited in Pascagoula, Mississippi, in 1973, were they of the Orion group, and what was their purpose in being here?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We shall attempt a short response to this query, though there is more information available in the source that has come to be known as the Ra material. These entities of the Sirius influence were third-density entities who had evolved from second-density forms of life that might be likened unto your own trees. These entities, therefore, of this derivation of physical vehicle experienced their lives in a fashion which you would liken to meditation. Therefore, in order to balance this experience that was greatly peaceful and centered, they found the need to explore movement and action of all kinds and chose those known as Charley Hixson and Calvin Parker for their experiences in what you would call bellicose action or war, and viewed their memory banks, shall we say, for such experiences that would serve as a balance to their own more, shall we say, meditational experience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. There are many questions, but I’m sure J has others if the instrument—is the instrument tired or fatigued?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is available for two or three more queries, depending upon their length. May we attempt these queries at this time?

J: Why did you want to know about these two guys in Pascagoula or wherever it was? I thought you had knowledge about us on this Earth? And why did you pick those two guys?

I am Latwii, and if we understand your query correctly, my brother, we feel there has been a misconception. We did not contact the entity; these entities were contacted by those of the Sirius influence, and were contacted in order that these third-density entities might balance their own third-density incarnational experiences.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: The third density—I really don’t understand all that. But listen, can I ask you some questions about Jesus and Christianity?

I am Latwii, and we are quite happy to attempt responses to these queries, my brother.

J: Okay. N gave me a tape by a man name Yadda, and Yadda said that Jesus was crucified for Himself, not for the sins of the world, and it was for His own experience. Would you like to comment on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother, and we would be happy to give you our interpretation of this particular entity’s purpose for incarnation. This entity was one of what you might call a group of wanderers, that is, entities from other vibrational frequencies seeking to be of service to your own planetary population by incarnating and moving through the same illusion in the same general fashion, yet in such movement providing a lightening effect, that the Light of the one Creator might be made more available in some fashion to all who viewed and interpreted that incarnation for themselves. Yet each entity of a wandering nature which incarnates in such a fashion also has a portion of its own incarnation by which it intends to progress in a, shall we say, more personal manner. The entity known as Jesus to your people was one which attempted to express the lessons of your illusion in as pure a fashion as was possible. The lesson of your illusion, then, being Love and compassion, this entity sought to express this Love in the total giving of Itself including its physical life, that a way might be made more clear or illumined by Light. The way was to symbolize the means by which the lesson of Love might be learned.

The entity spoke and taught many times during Its incarnation. Always Its teachings focused on the heart of Love. This entity then, after a significant portion of its incarnation had been spent in the teaching fashion, felt that, as you would say, a picture is worth a thousand words. There came to this entity the realization that a certain act or giving of Itself would be necessary in order to more vividly create the image in mind and heart, shall we say, within those who would look upon its incarnation, that the giving of the life was then the embodiment of the teachings that the entity spent its life in sharing. The crucification, as you call it, of this entity, then, provided the, shall we say, keystone in the building of the structure of the eternal life of which this entity spoke. The victory over that called death, then, was to illustrate to those who would study this entity’s teachings that the teachings allowed an entity not only to move within this incarnation in a pattern which afforded the spiritual evolution but would allow the entity through and beyond this incarnation, and to continue its evolutionary progress in a greater reality, shall we say.

J asked: “N gave me a tape by a man name Yadda, and Yadda said that Jesus was crucified for Himself, not for the sins of the world, and it was for His own experience. Would you like to comment on that?” Latwii replied this entity was one of a group of wanderers from other vibrational frequencies seeking to be of service to your planetary population by incarnating and moving through the same illusion in the same fashion, yet in such movement providing a lightening effect, that the Light of the one Creator might be made more available in some fashion to all who viewed and interpreted that incarnation for themselves, yet each entity of a wandering nature which incarnates in such a fashion also has a portion of its own incarnation by which it intends to progress in a more personal manner, so Jesus was one which attempted to express the lessons of your illusion in as pure a fashion as was possible, for the lesson of your illusion being Love and compassion, this entity sought to express this Love in the total giving of Itself, including its physical life, that a way illumined by Light, so the way was to symbolize the means by which the lesson of Love might be learned. Latwii went on to say the entity taught many times during Its incarnation, and always Its teachings focused on the heart of Love, so this entity then, after a significant portion of its incarnation had been spent in the teaching fashion, felt that a picture is worth a thousand words, for there came to this entity the realization that a certain giving of Itself would be necessary in order to more vividly create the image in mind and heart within those who would look upon Its incarnation, that the giving of the life was then the embodiment of the teachings that the entity spent Its life in sharing. The crucifixion of this entity provided the keystone in the building of the structure of the eternal life of which this entity spoke, and the victory over death was to illustrate to those who would study this entity’s teachings that the teachings allowed an entity not only to move within this incarnation in a pattern which afforded the spiritual evolution but would allow the entity through and beyond this incarnation to continue Its evolutionary progress in a greater reality. On November 23, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the crucifixion of Jesus:

Eventually, as this one known as Jesus was able to commune with the Father, this unity together became union, so that at the time of His crucifixion and burial, He was one with the Father, and was able to dissolve one form and take up another, thusly, moving after His crucifixion and resurrection into various portions of the third-density illusion, being able then to shape Himself as it was necessary to serve the purpose of His revealing Himself to those disciples and followers of the entity while He was imparted within the third-density illusion.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Do you mean he’s still around?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This entity in the incarnation of which you are familiar was able in the personal sense by its service to others to expand and promote Its own evolutionary progress in such a fashion that it now exists in what you would call a higher vibrational frequency, for as it gave of itself in a pure and undistorted fashion, the bread, as it is called, which was cast upon the waters returned manyfold to the one who gave it freely. Thus is the nature of the service-to-others polarity. As one gives to others, one accelerates one’s own progress, thus the self is eventually served, as we might call it, a byproduct of the serving of others. And this entity therefore does indeed yet exist, but upon a vibrational frequency that is not apparent to your own.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: If one were to ask this entity for help, would He come? Or can He be reached, or what?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This entity, in its incarnation those two thousand or so years in your past, began a service which did not end with that incarnation, for as It assumed a role as a way-shower, shall we say, It then also assumed the responsibility of answering the calls of those who chose to follow the way which It showed to them. Thus, this entity in some fashion answers all calls. The fashion utilized is unique for each individual so calling. Each individual is able to perceive an answer in some way that is discernible or available, shall we say, according to an entity’s unique nature, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Yeah. But I think N has a question. Is the instrument doing all right? Can we go a little further?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is growing somewhat fatigued but is yet available for another query or two. May we attempt such at this time?

N: The last response to J’s question, Latwii, focused upon something I think most interesting. Number one, I imagine, is the entity previously known as Jesus able to answer all the queries, and even if He can answer, can He grant favors or so forth, other than guidance, and something that J mentioned earlier, the result of the—or what happened to the physical body with which Jesus inhabited previously, the entity known as Jesus?

I am Latwii and am aware of your queries, my brother. To take the last first, this entity’s third-density physical chemical vehicle went the way of all such vehicles, and that is ashes to ashes and dust to dust, for as an entity takes off the garment that has served it well and moves on without the garment, the garment then goes the way of all garments. This entity in its attempts to answer those calls which are made to it by those who follow its way may be of service in the same fashion as one’s own higher self, shall we say. Each seeker, whether calling upon the entity known as Jesus, upon its own guides, upon its teachers, or upon its higher self may be aided in whatever manner is appropriate to that entity at any specific time. This aid then is variably dependent upon an entity’s grasp of the metaphysical level of the lessons and its own desires which are symbolized or contained within the situation for which it prays or for which it calls for assistance.

Therefore, though all calls and prayers are answered, the answers must fit the needs of the entity, for often an entity asks for that which would not be truly beneficial in its overall spiritual growth. Yet in the asking, at the heart of the asking, is the desire to be of service or to receive service in a way which is truly service. Thus, the answer to such a call must speak to the heart of the call and entities are not always aware of the heart of their own call, yet each may rest assured that each call and prayer is answered.

May we answer you further?

N: I don’t want to over-fatigue the instrument, but I guess I didn’t understand part of it in that I think I interpret the fact that the entity known as Jesus’ physical vehicle was buried and became dust; it did not rise as stated in the Bible, or did it, or—and the fact that the entity known as Jesus can grant hearings or, well, for whatever, if the entity requests a path or… Could you clarify that just a little bit more, please?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The physical vehicle of the one known as Jesus was eventually laid down by the one known as Jesus, yet this was done in a private setting after the, shall we say, demonstration of victory over death was made to those who were its followers. The, shall we say, granting of desires is possible only when those desires do not violate one’s free will. The free will of an entity is always the focus about the opportunity to learn and to serve. Many entities are not consciously aware of the most appropriate learning and service which is moving through their life pattern. These entities may ask in prayer for that which would not truly serve this process of evolution occurring within them. An entity such as the one known as Jesus would not desire to be of anything but the greatest service to any such entity calling for its aid. Thus, as it answers that called prayer, whatever the nature of the prayer, the answer shall be fashioned in such a way that the one calling or praying is, shall we say, truly served or served in the heart of its call, though its conscious call may be for another manifestation than the one which finally occurs.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you. I’m sure the instrument is fatigued. I’d like just a yes or no answer. There have been other entities, I’m sure over the span of many, many, many centuries and cycles and so forth. Can those other entities also answer…

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “It is only those who are ready to give up all their concepts of God, to stop dreaming, thinking, and outlining, who in that complete surrender can let God reveal Itself:

God, I know not what You are, or even how to pray to You. I know not how to go in or how to come out; I know not what to pray for.

I cannot believe in the God that the world has accepted, for I have seen the fruitlessness and frustration which follow such blind faith. I must find the God whom no person knoweth, the God that is, the one true God that created this universe in His own image and likeness—perfect, harmonious, and whole—and who maintains and sustains it in its infinite and eternal perfection. In such a God I can believe.

Reveal Yourself, Father; show me Your will. Never again will I dishonor You by trying to tell You what I need and then attempt to coerce You into delivering it; never will I expect You to do my will or my bidding—to be my messenger boy.

I place my life, my hand, my being, and my body in Your keeping. Do with them what You will, Father. Take my sins, my fears, and my diseases; take my health, and my wealth; take it all. I ask only one gift—the gift of You, Yourself.

We can come to this state of receptivity and respond to it only at the point of our readiness, and our readiness comes only when we have experimented with all the different forms of God that the world presents to us—the God of the religious world, the metaphysical God, the God we think we can use, the God that demonstrates things. Every kind of God we try, and only when we come to the end of trying are we ready for this surrender, ready to give up seeking a great power to destroy our enemies or to shower us with gifts. We give up the desire for that kind of a God, and we rest in this word, “God is. Thy grace is my sufficiency—not power or outer things, but by the Word.”

Long ago those of us who have delved into metaphysics lost our faith in material power and material means. Now when we take the next step of giving up our faith in mental means—mental powers and remedies—we come to the real God who can be experienced but who can never be known with the mind, and who cannot be used.”

Later this morning I completed the weeding of the pet cemetery with Whip Lash. Then I blew the Daffodil leaves in the pet cemetery into a pile and put them in a garbage can. Then I went on an errand run to Thieneman’s Nursery to buy one Forsythia Bush and 88 Sun Patiens.

This afternoon I vacuumed the first floor of my home, and then I went outside and transplanted the Sun Patiens into the top of the Flower Mound in my front yard. Then I watered the Sun Patiens.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 10

Offering The Self

I am of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in that Love which is Jesus the Christ.

Gaze upon the qualities of Love divine. See the body broken, the life split and sacrificed. See that in the breaking and in the offering lie the secret of infinite Love. Each life may be offered up and thus broken, and from that break may come an infinity of gifts.

We do not suggest for one instant that all sacrifice is good. Rather, we suggest, for one who would Love, that there is a blessing and sanctification in offering the self to be used, to be broken, to be opened, and to be shared that is most godly. “When He had given thanks,” it is written, “He took the bread and broke it and gave it to each of His disciples, saying, ‘Take. Eat. This is my body. Do this in remembrance of me.’” May your day and your life, day by day, be a process of thanksgiving, breaking, offering, and remembering.

We leave you in the peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 14, 1985:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to speak to this group this evening. As always, we come to share that which as a group you call for this evening. We had some difficulty initiating contact, for each potential instrument was desirous of allowing the other to speak. We are grateful that each instrument makes itself available whenever it is within its ability to do so. Each instrument and each present in seeking our presence allows us to be of service in a manner which would not be possible if such a group did not call in such a fashion.

This evening we would speak a few words upon a subject which is ever and always the focus of our being: that, of course, is Love. There is much upon your planet that is written concerning this concept that is described so inadequately by the word “Love.” Many upon your planet over all portions of time within your past have sought to express the experience of Love. These in some fashion or other have been what you would call seekers of truth, those who seek the nature of the reality in which they move and have their being, for the human creature upon your planet is one to which has been given great self-awareness, and with such a great gift then it is a natural function of that gift being exercised to seek the nature of the environment in which the entity finds itself.

When you move past the ordinary descriptions of Love, you find a concept which becomes difficult to describe in words and most attractive to seek in experience. Beyond that which you know as romantic love or the love of brothers and sisters, parents, and children, teacher, and student, there is a greater Love, or shall we say, greater and greater perceptions and experiences of that called Love. Indeed, my friends, as you pursue the path of seeking what you call truth, or the nature of your reality, you will find that within each portion of it is embedded a creative force which is described in many ways by those who discover it within your physics.

In this session Hatonn is speaking about Love. They began by saying we would speak a few words upon a subject which is always the focus of our being which is Love, for there is much upon your planet that is written concerning this concept that is described by the word “Love,” and many upon your planet within your past have sought to express the experience of Love, so these are called seekers of truth, those who seek the nature of the reality in which have their being, for the human being upon your planet is one to which has been given self-awareness, and with such a gift it is a natural function of that gift being exercised to seek the nature of the environment in which the entity finds itself. Hatonn continued by saying when you move past the ordinary descriptions of Love, you find a concept which becomes difficult to describe in words and attractive to seek in experience, for beyond that which you know as romantic love or the love of brothers, sisters, and parents there are greater perceptions and experiences of Love, and as you pursue the path of seeking truth you will find that within each portion of it is embedded a creative force which is described in many ways by those who discover it within your physics. On March 9, 1998, Hatonn spoke of the experiences of Love:

In life, as you know it, in the experiences of Love, there are many times that the balls—the thoughts, the perceptions—are dropped, misplaced, thought about past the point of ethical consideration, pulled and puzzled and torn, and so the flow stops, just as in the channeling process. So, then the experienced student chooses that moment of gazing at the dropped balls and without blame of self or rancor of any kind, delivers themself over to the ministrations of patience, for there are those times within the illusion when the channeling stops, the channel being blocked. Then it is that the instrument of life, of Love, or of service may sit patiently upon the mound, still in the ball game, but, shall we say, between innings, doing work which is just as difficult and just as important as active channeling, that is, waiting, and in the waiting, knowing that success is inevitable, that this ball game of Love, of life, and of service, shall always go on. It is those who walk away from the game, disappointed in themselves or in others, who may find it difficult, then, to remain balanced and centered in faith.

There are those seekers called scientists that attempt to describe the first principle, shall we say, upon which your universe is built. The matter and the energy being two paths presented to such entities soon dissolve into one as all is seen in the clearest sense as a universe of motion in which nothing is static, but all changes. Then this energy is seen as a primal force by others who attempt to describe the nature of their reality in the more mystical sense, that which seems to be closer to the heart of that which is the experience of all, and in this means of describing Love. Love is seen as a focus through which the will of the Creator moves and makes that which is made. Love, then, in this description, is seen as a force which creates, and creates, and creates that the one Creator in many portions might seek Itself, might then experience Itself. Seen in this fashion, Love as the energy becomes the container or the vessel in which the Creator places Itself and moves through Its own being in form as well as essence, for before there was anything created, there was that which had no form and was merely what you would call essence. This essence of the one Creator, then, has found its form and seeks its expression through that called Love.

That is a statement of what you may call a principle, not only of physics, but of that called metaphysics, for you are as the magnet attracting the iron filing. That which you desire, being a portion of yourself, then is made available to you by a greater portion of yourself. As you are able and as you are willing to open your being, your mind, your heart, and your experience to the unknown of Love, then is it brought into your awareness from deeper portions of your own being, those portions which are, shall we say, less distorted and more aware of the connection between all things and your own being. This Love, then, that is such a mystery to your peoples and to each of you as seekers reveals itself in your experience as you continue to seek it, and as you continue to accept the fact that you know not the fullness or even a brief description of that which you seek, but seek with blind abandon, shall we say, that which is beyond your grasp, it would seem.

Now Hatonn said there are seekers called scientists that attempt to describe the first principle upon which your universe is built, and the matter and the energy, being two paths presented to such entities, soon dissolve into one as all is seen in the clearest sense as a universe of motion in which nothing is static, but all change, so then this energy is seen as a primal force by others who attempt to describe the nature of their reality in the more mystical sense, that which seems to be closer to the heart of that which is the experience of all, and in this means of describing Love, for Love is seen as a focus through which the will of the Creator moves and makes that which is made, so Love, then is seen as a force which creates, so that the one Creator might experience Itself, and seen in this fashion, Love as the energy becomes the container in which the Creator places Itself and moves through Its own being in form as well as essence, for before there was anything created, there was that which had no form and was called essence so this essence of the one Creator, then, has found its form and seeks its expression through that called Love. Then Hatonn said that is a statement of what you may call a principle, not only of physics, but of that called metaphysics, for you are as the magnet attracting the iron filing, so that which you desire, being a portion of yourself, is made available to you by a greater portion of yourself, and as you are willing to open your heart to the unknown of Love, then is it brought into your awareness from deeper portions of your being, those portions which are less distorted and more aware of the connection between all things and your own being, yet  Love is a mystery to each of you as seekers, and It reveals itself in your experience as you continue to seek it, and as you continue to accept the fact that you know not the fullness or even a brief description of that which you seek, but seek with blind abandon that which is beyond your grasp. On September 28, 2019, Q’uo described the purpose for us to open our heart:

As you know, the purpose of this experience which each of you shares upon your Planet Earth is to begin to open your heart energy center in unconditional Love for all those about you, for this is a choice which is available within your third-density illusion that can become transformative. For each seeker of truth that earnestly desires to begin this opening process, it is the desire and its strength that begins to prepare each seeking soul for this transformation, that which you call empathy, or the ability to feel what another person feels clearly and profoundly within your own being. This is the beginning of the opening of the green ray or heart energy center. The empathy that is becoming a stepping stone, shall we say, to the open heart is the product of the times in which you live, the frequency of vibrations of your very planetary sphere that is finding itself engulfed in more and more streamings from the cosmic sources beyond your planet that signal the transition period of your planet in its population into a higher vibration.

At this time, we would pause for but a moment that we might pass amongst this group and make our presence known to those who would mentally request it. We shall attempt to adjust our conditioning vibration to each in order that it not only be aware of our presence, but not be made uncomfortable. We shall pause at this time. I am Hatonn.

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(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are with this instrument once again. We thank you for requesting our presence. We hope that our vibration was of a comfortable level for each. At this time, we would attempt to close this contact through another instrument if this is acceptable. We shall now transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are making necessary adjustments so that this instrument may better vocalize our transmission. We would like to conclude our contact with a thought about the Love, the Love that we have spoken of. It is within each and is to be strived for in the sharing and of the learning that we will all attempt to do when we are on the path for the truth. We will at this time take our leave so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii can be with you, so that they can perform their service. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We are with this group and we rejoice in our having been asked to join you, my friends, and greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We also are humble messengers who have but a single theme, that which we share with all creation, that of Love. We present ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer queries that might fall somewhere within this topic, my friends, for, indeed, it is that which underlies all that is. Might we begin, then, with the first query?

L: Latwii, I have a couple of questions I’d like to put to you. The prayer that we call the “Our Father,” am I correct in my assumption that the wording has been altered somewhat due to translation, transcription, the number of people who verbally relayed the message prior to it being written, other sources? Is that correct?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, you have done such a fine job in answering your own query, that we might consider you for a position on our team, shall we say. We may add that, indeed, as is the case with this particular prayer, so is the case with almost all teachings, rituals, prayers, and procedures which those seekers of truth have codified and attempted to record in verbal written form throughout all of your history, for there are in some languages words which are more expressive of various concepts than are available in other languages. There are those groups, councils, and committees that organize themselves from time to time and change those written translations and so forth, as you have mentioned, my brother.

Is there another query?

L: Yes. In meditating upon this particular prayer and its meaning, I have decided to attempt to reword the prayer to reflect my own personal distortion of its true meaning as an effort to more fully understand it, which progressed well until I began, because in trying to correctly interpret and more accurately word what I understood to be meant with them, the opening phrase, “Our Father,” I failed to come up with anything less than approximately a dozen words. Would you have any suggestions to offer in a more accurate wording that would more fully capsulate the meaning?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. In your attempt to re-word this prayer, you perhaps can appreciate the difficulty any entity or group would have in attempting to verbalize that concept which lies beyond the boundary of the word. Yet in your attempt, you can find that when you are able to put a phrase or a word in another manner that has meaning to you, you increase, shall we say, the power of the prayer or ritual for yourself, for the words within any prayer or ritual may be seen as the clothing that one would wear to protect the self, shall we say, from the storms and inclement weathers that journeyer would experience. If the cape that covers the shoulders is too small or too large, then, and does not fit in just the precise manner, the journeyer will find that either it has too great a load to carry or is not covered in all areas which are necessary for this particular entity.

As you attempt to fit any particular prayer or ritual to your own needs, you must of necessity look carefully at your own distortions in order that you may not only describe them with preciseness and purity, but perhaps balance where there are those imbalances that have perhaps gone unnoticed. The unique nature of this process makes it most difficult for us or for any to comment concisely as to what word or phrase would best fit any entity. Therefore, we must leave this task to you, my brother.

May we answer further, my brother?

L: No, that was very helpful in itself. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my brother. Is there another query?

S: Yes, Latwii, I have a question. Last time I was here, something happened during the meditation, and I was wondering if you could tell me what happened so that I know more or can learn more from that experience? And in particular the experience that I assumed was some type of attack.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that in this area in which you have query there is a perception of that which occurred that has been, shall we say, colored by your own distortions or preferences. As each seeker attempts to be of service in its own fashion, it will develop those ways of looking at its experience which are useful to it, that is, ways in which the experience might be understood and might be perceived and perhaps might then be shared with others. You are aware, my brother, that as one attempts to be of service to others in a purer and purer fashion, there is also the effect that one may notice within one’s life pattern those experiences which may be described in various ways, but which you have described as the psychic attack or greeting, for as Light shines within darkness, it is noted by those who appreciate Light. Those who appreciate Light may also be of the negative, as it is called, polarity, and an entity in attempting to serve another may from time to time find that it is greeted or “attacked” in the area of its, shall we say, weaker or more pronounced distortions. This is the nature of all such greetings by those of negative polarity, for it is not within their ability, nor would it be proper to place within a seeker’s path the obstacle which that seeker had not of its own free will chosen. Therefore, those distortions that are less balanced and more distorted within an entity will be those which shall be intensified, shall we say, and will be noted by the seeker in a certain manner that alerts the seeker to the potential difficulty.

We may not comment specifically as to the, shall we say, nuts and bolts description of this particular occurrence, for that is within the realm of your own seeking, and is an honor which we would not take from you, for all such attacks, as you my call them, are great opportunities to polarize even more profoundly in the positive sense, for any added catalyst, as you may see it, provides the seeker with a spiritual food that the seeker might utilize, and by processing, shall we say, increase its own spiritual strength. In this type of experience, the welcoming of a negative entity and its sending into one’s own heart and seeing this entity as the one Creator and as the other self and bathing this entity in Love is that magical, shall we say, expression which transforms what seems negative to that which within your experience is positive.

S asked: “Last time I was here, something happened during the meditation, and I was wondering if you could tell me what happened so that I know more or can learn more from that experience? And in particular the experience that I assumed was some type of attack.” Latwii said we find that in this area in which you have a query there is a perception of that which occurred that has been colored by your own distortions, for as each seeker attempts to be of service it will develop ways of looking at its experience which might be understood and might then be shared with others, and you are aware that as one attempts to be of service to others in a pure fashion, there is also the effect that one may notice within one’s life pattern as those experiences which you have described as a psychic attack, for as Light shines within darkness, it is noted by those who appreciate Light, yet those who appreciate Light may also be of the negative polarity, and an entity in attempting to serve another may find that it is attacked in the area of its weaker distortions because this is the nature of all greetings by those of negative polarity, for it is not within their ability, nor would it be proper to place within a seeker’s path the obstacle which that seeker had not of its own free will chosen, for those distortions that are less balanced and more distorted within an entity will be those which shall be intensified and will be noted by the seeker in a manner that alerts the seeker to the potential difficulty. Latwii went on to say we may not comment specifically as to the nuts and bolts description of this particular occurrence, for that is within the realm of your own seeking, and is an honor which we would not take from you, for all such attacks are opportunities to polarize more profoundly in the positive sense, for any added catalyst provides the seeker with spiritual food that they might utilize, and by processing it increase their own spiritual strength, so in this type of experience, the welcoming of a negative entity and its sending into one’s own heart and seeing this entity as the one Creator and, as the other self, bathing this entity in Love is that magical expression which transforms what seems negative to that which is positive. On April 21, 1995, Q’uo described the way to deal with a psychic attack:

And we would respond by suggesting that this is the greatest protection and is sufficient for those experiences which are usually described as the psychic attack or greeting. It is important for the entity upon the path of service to others to attempt to see the Creator within all beings at all times, to give praise and thanksgiving for the Light of the Creator that exists in all, to seek and know that Creator in each, to offer within the meditative state the heartfelt Love for all who send greetings or attacks, and to surround the self, then, in that Love and Light of the infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: No. As I phrased the question, I wanted to learn from it, and you’ve helped me to learn a great deal. It was a greeting, and I do grow from it and gain in confidence in myself, and I responded to it in the proper way of acknowledging that it was there, and I returned Love and Light and thanked it for its service, which I believe is what you just described basically as the appropriate response. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

L: Latwii, that stimulates a question in itself. If I understood you correctly, there is a value derived from receiving such a greeting and responding to it in a manner that might be regarded as successful for one following a path of service to others. However, there seems to be almost a situation where there are points scored, in effect, for doing such a thing, therefore the implication seems to be that one should seek out such contacts so as to gain more points, as it were. This seems somewhat skewed to me. Could you go into that a bit?

I am Latwii, and we would be happy, my brother, to comment to the best of our limited ability. In general, you are quite correct. The honor and the opportunity that accrues to one experiencing such an attack or greeting is great. But you need not, my brother, fear that you shall ever fall short in gaining the ability or the opportunity to score the points, for within each seeker’s incarnation there are those times of traumatic catalyst, shall we say, during which the entity will have the opportunity to make that same magical response, to see the one Creator before and within the self, no matter what disguise the Creator might be wearing, whether that Creator wears the disguise of anger or hunger, of love, of joy, of jealousy, of war, of poverty, of illness, of dissension. No matter what the disguise, if the seeker can see and experience the one Creator, and Love that which has been placed before it as spiritual food for its nourishment, then that entity shall have rung up another few points, my brother.

Within this particular kind of service, that is, the vocal channeling, there is the honor of standing, shall we say, somewhat closer to that which you would call Light, and there is the balancing responsibility of reflecting that Light as purely as possible. There is the added, shall we say, benefit of that Light’s attraction of those entities that are called negative, so that the seeker in this particular type of serving increases not only its service but the opportunity to continue that service or to detune its service as it finds itself greeted in the manner that each is greeted from time to time as one serves as a vocal instrument. Therefore, you need not, my brother, seek out more of these types of greetings, for they shall in their own time seek you out, for in your choice to enter this incarnation, you placed before your table, shall we say, a great plenty of catalyst, the spiritual food that you have prepared for yourself in hopes that your service and your learning might be propelled by these catalytic experiences, may we say, “catalytic converters” of another type.

L asked: If I understood you correctly, there is a value derived from receiving such a greeting and responding to it in a manner that might be regarded as successful for one following a path of service to others. However, there seems to be almost a situation where there are points scored, in effect, for doing such a thing, therefore the implication seems to be that one should seek out such contacts so as to gain more points, as it were. This seems somewhat skewed to me. Could you go into that a bit?” Latwii continued by saying the honor and the opportunity that goes to one experiencing such an attack is great, but you need not fear that you shall ever fall short in gaining the opportunity to score the points, for within each seeker’s incarnation there are those times of catalyst during which the entity will have the opportunity to make that same magical response, to see the one Creator before and within the self, no matter what disguise the Creator might be wearing, whether that Creator wears the disguise of anger, love, joy, or of illness, for no matter what the disguise, if the seeker can experience the one Creator, and Love that which has been placed before it as spiritual food for its nourishment, then that entity shall have rung up another few points. Then Latwii said within vocal channeling, there is the honor of standing closer to  the Light, so there is the balancing responsibility of reflecting that Light as purely as possible, and there is the added benefit of that Light’s attraction of those negative entities, so that the seeker in this type of serving increases not only its service but the opportunity to continue that service or to detune its service as it finds itself greeted in the manner that each is greeted from time to time as one serves as a vocal instrument, yet you need not seek out more of these types of greetings, for they shall seek you out, for in your choice to enter this incarnation you placed upon your table plenty of catalyst, the spiritual food that you have prepared for yourself in hopes that your service and your learning might be propelled by these catalytic experiences. On September 21, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of enhanced catalytic experiences:

Indeed, one may see such a process of providing the enhanced catalyst as a kind of preordained dance in which there is the exchange of energies as of the melody of movement of beingness that is able to become more available to the growth of the mind, the body, and the spirit as these catalytic experiences are shared back and forth, as though there were a type of dance step being placed into the life pattern.

These opportunities are, indeed, chosen by each entity as a portion of each entity’s life experience, offering the enhanced growth possibilities at a time in which there is more and more work, shall we say, in consciousness that is able to be accomplished by such entities, and this work in consciousness then, becomes likened to a beacon to others about each entity experiencing the enhanced vibratory catalyst. This beacon of Light is created by the burning off, shall we say, of karmic residue that may be seen as the opportunity to move in a certain direction that is also pre-incarnatively chosen.

May we attempt further response, my brother?

L: No, that was interesting. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my brother. Is there another query?

S: Yes, I have another—which is always typical of me. Several weeks ago, I had an experience that I would call a vision. I felt that I had been taken to a place in front of three, as the native Americans would call them, grandfathers, which could be that they were masters of a kind, basically. And they gave me a certain message, and they also called me by a certain name, “Meechi.” They said that that was my name before coming into this life that I’m in now. Could you comment on the name and maybe upon the message and whatever else you could add to it, please?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may affirm that such experiences do occur for those upon the path of seeking the truth of the experience that one finds oneself in. We may not, however, comment upon this experience which you have described in any specific fashion, for it is, once again, the great honor and the great responsibility of each seeker to interpret those experiences which it finds have been left as gifts upon its doorstep. If we were, for example, to comment as requested in this particular instance, we would be doing that which has great value and holds great treasures for you in your seeking.

You may, as you continue your seeking, move from entity to entity or group to group and discover that there are those who will comment and perhaps tell you precisely what each portion of your experience means. But as you review such comments, you must remember that each is expressing an individual, and unique, and oftentimes fallible point of view. In the final analysis, it is still upon your shoulders that this seeking rests, for it is not likely that a conscious seeker of truth shall long accept that which another says without thinking it over and accepting or rejecting for the self that which was said. This being true, to the best of our knowledge, we would rather leave you, in the final analysis, than confuse you by distorting your perceptions and your seeking of the heart of that which has been given as a gift upon your path.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: No. That helps me a great deal. Basically, I had a feeling you were going to say that. I thank you.

I am Latwii, and once again we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

N: Yes. I have some information about the plains of Nazca. Evidently, somewhere between 1500 and 3000 years ago, the Incas used a balloon to send their dead into the Pacific. They thought they were sending them to the sun, evidently. Can you tell me how they made the fabric that was so well woven at that time that we can’t duplicate it today?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find, however, that in scanning the possibility, shall we say, of this query, that we are unable to answer in any specific fashion, for in queries of this nature we find that we move too far afield from that which is, shall we say, our chosen specialty. We hope that when we are unable to answer to queries that do not lie within our scope that we have not offended any, but have perhaps reminded each that we gather with you to pursue a greater understanding of the process of seeking and sharing the one infinite Creator and Its various distortions of Love, Wisdom and unity. If we answer in a specific fashion questions of this nature on a too frequent basis, we then partake in a moving of the focus or the dial, shall we say, of this group from that which is at its heart’s desire and moves, shall we say, too quickly and abruptly into those areas which are of but momentary interest.

May we answer in any further way, my brother?

N: Well, it is said that the Incas thought they were sending the physical remains back to the one infinite Creator or the sun. Can you elaborate on that particular thing?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The philosophy of those that have been called Incas was, as are all upon your planet, a distortion of a concept of unity. Many have been the entities and cultures upon your planet who have sought the one Creator in a fashion which included the worship of that body which you call the sun. The entity that is in this sun body has from time to time throughout many cultures in your past been seen as the creative force behind all creation, and has therefore been, as you would say, worshipped as such. Those called Incas attempted to join those who had passed the gates of death with the one Creator which they saw as the sun in a symbolic fashion…

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this response. Though various physical devices were utilized by those called Incas in this process of attempting to unite those passing the gates of death with the one Creator seen as the sun, this process was in truth symbolic. The devices of a material nature which were used were utilized as are all material devices in what you may call the magic ritual in order that the ritual might be grounded, shall we say, within the third-density reality. In the minds of those called Incas, then, this ritual and its material accouterment, shall we say, were used in order that a path might be fashioned from this illusion to the next. The entity being so sent off, and having passed those gates of death, then was seen to be carried into the infinity of experience and beingness and to be joined in its higher self sense once again with that entity seen as the sun and as the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you very much. Then did the Incas formulate this bit of knowledge as to the physical accouterments or was this introduced extraterrestrially, the ability, that is, to fashion a balloon for a flight?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We feel that though this is a somewhat difficult query to answer that there is value in the attempt, for the process of inspiration and invention, no matter the time period in which it occurs, is one which invites and often includes those resources that may be called extraterrestrial, though this is a gross distortion as a term. To be more specific, let us say that as one seeks in a certain fashion with a great intensity, there is, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn mentioned, a process that is much like the magnet attracting the filing of iron. As one seeks in the capacity you would call of an inventor, there are inspirations that may come while one sleeps, while one contemplates, while one meditates, while one thinks upon the problem, shall we say. Inspirations are often answers to seeking that are provided by, shall we say, deeper portions of one’s own unconscious mind, by entities that may be called guides, by another portion of the self called the higher self, and by various friends and teachers that are attracted to an entity according to the type of seeking or, shall we say, frequency or vibrational displacement of the entity. Therefore, many inventions have been aided, shall we say, by sources unseen, and such a process is not relegated to any particular period of your planet’s historical experience but has been a constant portion of its process of evolution.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Then what you’re actually saying is that the ability to fly may have preceded the Inca’s burial rite or flight to the sun?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We were not specifically aware of having said this particular statement, but of itself, there is some specific correctness in it, for the ability to, as you call it, fly, has been known to various cultures and groups within cultures and entities within groups for a great portion of what you call time. The further one moves backward, as you would say, in your planetary history, the more likely one is to find the knowledge of this ability to have been saved or put aside, shall we say, for the uses of a few. In many cases this few was a portion of what would be called today mystery schools that were able by various individuals within such schools being able to discipline the personality to such a degree that the, shall we say, ability to accomplish that called flight within not only the astral body but within the physical body was recorded and from time to time taught. It is not usually the case that mechanical devices were made as analogs to this discipline of the personality, but from time to time this has also occurred upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much. We don’t seem to have very much recorded before, say, 1709 or 1783. Is it possible to find any information relative to these mechanical devices as well as their utilization or whether they were only, in other words, used by individuals in our dimension, not extraterrestrials as we think of them or other dimensions?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, as you move further and further back into that called time and the history of your planet, the fewer are the available recorded leavings of your people, for much has been lost and misplaced, shall we say, by the various planetary changes that have occurred.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well… No. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

L: I have one more, Latwii, and I promise not to run it very far. There is in our history stories of a great library at Alexandria in Egypt, in very early times of our civilization, that was burned for some reason. What was the reason?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may speak in general in the philosophical sense, and suggest that the destruction of this great storehouse of knowledge of your peoples was accomplished by those forces which felt that if such knowledge were generally available to the great masses of the population, that such entities then would be more difficult to govern in a coherent, or shall we say, unified manner. Therefore, the forces which wrought this destruction were those who were bent upon conquest, and who felt that this conquest would be best aided in the long run, shall we say, if this great storehouse of knowledge were not available to the population which was seen as future subjects.

May we answer you further?

L: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

S: Hopefully a very short query, talking about libraries that exist with ancient knowledge. I’ve read of one that is full of gold tablets that is in, I believe, the northern part of South America. Does this exist?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that in the past, as you would call it, of your various planetary cultures, that there have been many libraries of the mystical variety that have been constructed in many portions upon your planet’s surface. These storehouses or libraries have been constructed for the purpose of saving and secreting those teachings felt to be of a sacred nature, those teachings which would aid the seeker of truth in its process of finding that truth within itself. There are many such libraries with various kinds of materials utilized in the storage of the information deemed sacred. Gold, as you have mentioned, is one of these materials, silver being another, granite another, crystals another. There have also been those less substantial forms of material such as parchment and wood utilized, but for the most part, such insubstantial materials have not been utilized to save those greater secrets, as they are called.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: I think that’s enough. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

L: What is the condition of the instrument?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is only slightly fatigued at this time and is willing to continue if there are any further queries.

A: Latwii, this is a quicky. How is the tuning of the group by this time of the session?

I am Latwii, and we may suggest, my sister, that as the concert violinist proceeds through the concert from piece to piece, it may be noted that the instrument upon which it plays will by its very exercise suffer that called the detuning, and need the attention for the reaching of the proper notes. Just so is the case within a group such as this one. As the evening grows in length, and the meditation and the questions continue, there may be noted the movement of the attention of the group in an unified fashion from its one-pointed focus with which it began the seeking. This is a natural process that each seeker may note within its own meditation, for holding the attention upon a point or a purpose for a prolonged period of time is more difficult the longer the period grows. It is a very good exercise, though, my friends, for in such a focus one finds oneself more and more able to discipline the wild and rambunctious mind which is the, shall we say, channel through which the creative energies present themselves.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have for the evening exhausted those queries and partaken of that gift which each has presented to us. We thank you, my friends for your gifts of queries, for they are also of the nature of spiritual food for our own being. As you query, you present that which is ours to share, and by this sharing, we ourselves discover more and more the subtle nature of that known as service and that known as Love. We continue our journey much enriched by these gifts of queries which you have given us this evening. Upon our journeys and within our seeking, these queries are as treasures, for we would not have thought of them without you. We shall leave you at this time, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one Creator Who Is All in All. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Tunder of Silence is: “In the same way every time we are tempted to think of some power, some negative, evil, erroneous power that apparently is dominating our life, rendering it futile and fruitless, and which we want destroyed, let us smile at it as we realize, “No, I have no need of any power with which to overcome this discord. There is a God, even though I do not know what God is. I cannot know what God is because It is beyond the utmost comprehension of the human mind. If I could think something that I believed to be God, or Truth, I would ultimately find that that is not It. And so, it would go on unto eternity until we come to the realization that if we can think It, It is not That.

How could anyone possibly believe that a thought of God in their mind could be God? That would surely be localizing and finitizing God. The great Solomon realized fully that even the magnificent Temple he had built could not house God. Nothing is great enough to house God. Not all the world can house God, and yet we build a little doghouse in our minds, or a pigeon coop, and think that God is there simply because we have changed God’s name to Mind, Life, or Love, trying to anchor God in thought where we think we can hold onto God. How foolish that is! How impossible it is to build a mentality big enough for that! Why, this whole universe of people is not big enough to embrace God!

Let us be satisfied to know that God is, and that there is evidence of that in the life all around us—in the law of like begetting like in the abundance of Love that there is in a world as loveless as this world sometimes seems to be, in the immeasurable beauty of a world where so much beauty is being destroyed continuously.

What God is, we do not know, but there are many, many ways in which to observe and witness the is-ness of God—not by knowing God, but by seeing the effects of God. We do not know how God functions, but in The Infinite Way we have discovered that God operates in Silence when thought is stilled and when the human sense of self is so humble that it really and truly believes that “I can of mind own self do nothing,” and then has the patience to wait for God’s glory to be revealed.”

Later this morning I went outside and set the sprinkler on the Wuthering Heights Mound. Then I used Whip Lash to complete the weeding of the Liriope Garden on the west side of the fishpond, between the fishpond and the pet cemetery, and the front of my home. Then I used the garden hose and watering wand to water the Pansies at the end of the sidewalk in the front yard.

This afternoon I drove to a care home in Mount Sterling to visit my former neighbor, Calvin. I showed her some pictures of flowers and trees around her home across the street from my home. Then I showed her some pictures of perennial flowers and bushes that are in bloom in my yard. Then I read her a couple of Carla’s poems from The Poetry of Carla Lisbeth Rueckert. After we talked a while about her family and putting her home on the market to rent, I gave her a hug and headed back home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 9

The Moment’s Inspiration

I am the Spirit, the breath, of the consciousness of pure Love, and I radiate the name of Jesus the Christ and greet you in Its fullness and glory.

When things done by others seem to have been done so beautifully and well, it may seem to the one who beholds that there is no need for fresh inspiration, for that which is and can be held in the hand is already enough.

For Spirit, that which is in the past is never enough. For the Spirit lives in the moment. Thus, it is to the moment that the mind is to be made open, that the freshness and the glory of the creation may astound and stun the senses and the intellect anew each moment.

There is a peace in the resting in beauty that is full of the lively excellence of the word, “Love.” May all that you conceive, and manifest be filled with the present gift of Love, for there is no need to rely upon the past for the moment’s inspiration. Turn only within and seek peace and Love.

We leave you in peace, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.