The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal channeling for this session comes from June 29, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is, as always, our privilege to greet each of you and send you our blessings and our gratitude at being able to share these moments of [inaudible] with you. This instrument was not aware of the reason for her desire to play the music which she played while you were tuning the group. However, it is our desire that the message of those particular songs simply leave their message, for we feel that it is very much in the mind of each of you that this is the time to consider each designed journey and how you shall make it.

We have listened to you speak about those things that are to come and those things are happening now in fulfillment of messages that this group has received in the past. We are sorry, my friends, that your people are never able to understand that the friction between them is the true cause of the planetary change. This the scientists cannot understand no matter how they shuffle their papers or hone their computers, but it is true, my friends. Your transition into fourth density has occurred, though apparently being somewhat difficult. Each of you, my friends, has a program of action to carry out at this time, and we say this not only to those in this room but to each person upon your sorrowing planet.

For some, a very few, my friends, there is the program of the shepherd, and those of you who have made contact with that portion of what you may call your oversoul that allows you to be a shepherd that guards the sheep will find it very compelling at this time to take some sort of action in order to better establish yourself that you may survive. We confirm those feelings that you have at this time although we cannot tell you specifically, as you know what you must do. We can urge you only to be aware of your own program. We do not wish to be the element among those things which you have heard that causes you to become estranged from those whom you may love. We do not wish to encourage or discourage any specific action. We know that each of you has more urgency of the feelings of wanting to help and of thinking of the past. The time has come to activate whatever there is in your program.

Oxal wanted to talk about the planetary changes that were occurring at this time and how they could be dealt with by spiritual seekers. They began by saying we have listened to you speak about those things that are to come, and those things are happening now in fulfillment of messages that this group has received in the past, so we are sorry, that your people are never able to understand that the friction between them is the cause of the planetary change, and scientists cannot understand this no matter how they hone their computers, for your transition into fourth density has occurred, though apparently being somewhat difficult, so each of you has a program of action to carry out at this time, and we say this not only to those in this room but to each person upon your sorrowing planet. Oxal went on to say for some there is the program of the shepherd, and those of you who have made contact with that portion of what you may call your oversoul, that allows you to be a shepherd that guards the sheep, will find it compelling to take action in order to establish yourself that you may survive, so we confirm those feelings that you have at this time although we cannot tell you what you must do, for we can only urge you to be aware of your own program because we do not wish to be the element among those things which you have heard that causes you to become estranged from those whom you may love, so we know that each of you has more urgency of the feelings of wanting to help and of thinking of the past, and the time has come to activate whatever there is in your program. On November 28, 2004, Q’uo described the nature of our transition into the fourth density:

We would encourage you to see yourself as a secret agent of fourth density at this time. Have you heard the phrase, “Perform random acts of kindness”? This is the very essence of being a secret agent for Love. The ones known as Ra long ago channeled through this instrument, “When faced with a situation, ask yourself the question, “Where is the love in this moment?” And we say to you, be an agent of that Love, and be an instrument of peace. In all situations, there is at least a tiny peephole, a tiny window that lets in the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator. Do what you can to find it. Make this transition into fourth density personal.

If you think in terms of world powers and world wars, you have no control, and you can do no useful thing. However, that is a mental projection. You are the center of your universe, and you have power. You are a magical being and you are the face of the Creator in the little place that you occupy in this vast creation. Be an agent. Be proud and happy to be an agent of the Creator and part of the creative principle. And let your light shine, let your love embrace.

We do confirm that we wish to be of help, but it is the time when many will seek out those who can give them hope or understanding of any kind. The great majority of you, my friends, are what you would call the sheep, because they have not yet become consciously aware that they are programmed entities programmed by their higher selves for service to others and for learning in this illusion. They move through the illusion easily herded by any and all forces that surround them. When trouble comes near, those sheep that have some hope of being awakened to themselves will be your charges. Thus, we ask you to be aware of who you are and of what you wish to be.

It may seem very strange for us to speak to you on a calm evening, for trouble is not now. You are peaceful, you are not hungry. But, my friends, in some variations of your future things have already happened. You are hungry and you are not peaceful. Because of your free will, we do not know which of the many futures is yours, but a very large percentage of them include what you would call catastrophe. Therefore, my friends, look to yourselves, cherish each other and serve the Creator. There may be many whom you cannot help just as there are many now that you cannot help, and even the stimulus of trauma will not be enough to awaken those who sleep to the miracle of creation, and they will sleep on while their lives and their consciousnesses pass before them and they do not budge. You must let these go, my friends, secure in the knowledge that each sphere has an infinite amount of time to discover the desire to know the Creator.

Oxal went on to say we confirm that we wish to be of help, but it is the time when many will seek those who can give them understanding of any kind, for the great majority of your people are sheep because they have not yet become consciously aware that they are entities programmed by their higher selves for service to others and for learning in this illusion, so they move through the illusion herded by all forces that surround them, and when trouble comes near, those sheep that have some hope of being awakened to themselves will be your students, so we ask you to be aware of who you are and of what you wish to be. Oxal continued by saying it may seem strange for us to speak to you on a calm evening, for trouble is not now, since you are peaceful, and you are not hungry, but in some variations of your future things have already happened, so you are hungry, and you are not peaceful, and because of your free will, we do not know which of the many futures is yours, but a large percentage of them include what you would call catastrophe, so cherish each other and serve the Creator, but there may be many you cannot help just as there are many now that you cannot help, and even the stimulus of trauma will not be enough to awaken those who sleep to the miracle of creation, and they will sleep on while their lives pass before them, and they do not budge, and you must let these go secure in the knowledge that each sphere has an infinite amount of time to discover the desire to know the Creator. On February 10, 2024, Q’uo the was that we can come to know the Creator:

The experience of samadhi, which has various other names in various cultures, is the experience of union with the Creator which has been brought about when one has removed the blockages of the lower energy centers of the red, of the orange of the yellow, the green, the blue, the indigo and moving then into intelligent infinity, or the experience of samadhi. This is the experience that each entity seeks within the life path at some point, whether this incarnation or another, for it is the great goal of each spiritual seeker of truth to know the Creator intimately, to become the Creator, to shine the Creator’s Love and Light about one. And the experience of samadhi is that which has the ability to do so.

The path leads to Love, but it may be a long one. You cannot help, and you must accept this and open yourself always to those who ask for help. Many people ask for help in such a way that you cannot truly comprehend what they wish, for help comes in many different shapes and sizes, types, and varieties. Therefore, instead of following the golden rule we ask you to listen to the requests of those about you and do unto others as they would have you do unto them, not as you would have them do unto you, for what you need may not be what they need. And always, my friends, be grounded in meditation, spending time in a tabernacle, seated with the blessed One who comes in the name of the Lord. This is written in your holy works, and it refers to consciousness, the consciousness of Love. And this consciousness is most peaceful, and without it you as a shepherd will grow very lean. Thus, do not forget to minister to yourself by meditation and awareness of the blessing of Love.

Then Oxal said the path leads to Love, but it may be a long one, and you must accept this and open yourself to those who ask for help, and many people ask for help in such a way that you cannot comprehend what they wish, for help comes in different varieties, so instead of following the golden rule we ask you to listen to the requests of those about you, and do unto others as they would have you do unto them, not as you would have them do unto you, for what you need may not be what they need, so be grounded in meditation, spending time in a tabernacle, seated with the blessed One who comes in the name of the Lord, for this is written in your Bible, and it refers to the consciousness of Love which is peaceful, and without it you will grow very lean, so do not forget to minister to yourself by meditation and awareness of the blessing of Love. On January 4, 1976, Hatonn described the consciousness of Love,

Such service as this is what links you to your center; is what keeps you within reality. The consciousness of Love will continue forever. Your consciousness of Love will be your spiritual personality for eternity. Within this consciousness, the cycles of life and death are merely periods which seem as meaningless as the ticking noise of a clock seems in a year.

Within the consciousness of the physical illusion, life and death are weighty and serious matters, and shocking even to discuss. Within the consciousness of Love, all is one and there is nothing to fear. And no one to resist. All that you see is Love. We say this to some of you especially who are anointed with the ability, yet who have not used this ability on all occasions.

I will at this time leave this instrument so that Laitos may speak. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Oxal. Adonai.

I am Laitos, and am delighted to greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry that we were unable to speak through the one known as [inaudible]. However, it is our desire that [we] do something quite unusual and [inaudible] he is of a [inaudible] valuable in channeling. However, it will mean a great deal to me if he is able to speak without being assigned [inaudible]. Therefore, we attempt to contact him. This is not our usual method, but each time that [inaudible] comes a little closer to channeling we feel that he is gaining confidence in a way that is [inaudible] to him. [Inaudible] We would like now to transfer to the one known as C. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We have good contact with the one known as C. However, he is somewhat fatigued and also seems to [inaudible] the context which we give him. We will continue working with him [inaudible]. We would like at this time to transfer the contact to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is again a pleasure and a joy to share our thoughts and our feelings through this new instrument. It is not always the easiest task to put aside the analyzing portion of the mind, but when this is done it is a very simple matter to be able to pick up and receive our thoughts. We know that this instrument desires very much to be of that type of service and it is with joy that we are able to assist this instrument in that endeavor. Again, we would like to say that we are adjusting our beam. The instrument is so pleased to be channeling that he also wishes to analyze. We again remind him of the necessity to refrain from such dual endeavors. And now we would again transfer to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. We are very happy to [inaudible] contact[inaudible]. We would like to briefly touch and condition the one known as M, if she would allow herself at this time to refrain from [inaudible]. If she would make [inaudible] we will attempt to make our presence known. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos, and we [inaudible]. [Inaudible]. I am Laitos. I leave you love [inaudible]. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I have been waiting for my chance to speak with you and greet you also in the name of the Creator. We have come to offer ourselves to you in case you wish to ask us any questions. Is there a question?

C: [The question is mostly inaudible, but it was about tiredness.]

I am Latwii. I understand your question, my brother, and far be it from us to attempt to influence…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…the vital energy of the universe which some call prana and some call shiva filling your lungs and your blood with this life-giving force. And when you exhale, my brother, picture all the weariness, all the carbon dioxide that stifles your muscles and your mind flowing away from your body so that it may be used by the plant life which in turn gives you back the oxygen. This is the cycle of being that aids you both. In meditation you tune in to the infinity and the strength of this source of energy. You can also open yourselves to the teachings and the understandings which you need to have hour by hour and day by day. If you do this in a waking state then your lack of sleep will not be so fatiguing because, as we have said before, your main need for sleep is so that you may be in harmony with the teaching which you need in order for your spirit to be whole.

Does this aid you, my brother?

C: Yes. I have another question [inaudible] during the daylight hours [inaudible] sleep [inaudible] mostly awake [inaudible] any difference [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. My brother, there is a substantial physiological difference between night sleep and day sleep among your species due to the diurnal rhythms of [inaudible]. It is possible to lessen severity of the damage caused by turning your schedule…

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and extend greetings to the one known as Carla. We will continue through this instrument. It is possible to lessen the severity of the effect of these changes in diurnal rhythm by means of creating as darkened a portion of the living area as possible for the purpose of day sleeping. There are very heavy drapes, heavy shades or even that which in your density is known as black gardening plastic which may be attached to windows close to your bed so that you may feel darkness instead of light. This will help. However, the diurnal rhythms are such that a person cannot make a complete adjustment to that particular turnaround unless that person has for reasons of growth a particular affinity for the night. There are such people. We can see clearly that you are not one of them.

May we answer further, my brother?

C: No.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Jim: I’m going to be leaving Kentucky soon and moving to Oregon in the next few weeks. I would like to be able to take this skill of channeling with me so that I might be able to share the message of Love and Light to any who is open to it. Can you tell me about any additional exercises with meditation or besides meditation that might aid me in acquiring this skill before I leave?

I am Latwii. There are two skills to learn in addition to daily meditation. One is humility. When you have learned to meditate you will understand that you cannot speak. Therefore, you are free to be a channel. Humility is one of the greatest freedoms in the universe and relieves the fever of many problems. In humility you understand what you may or may not do. When you see messengers of Light, whether in a [inaudible], you may speak without being concerned as to whether or not you are part of the evil. And we say to you, my brother, you are part of the evil, for we are all one. The universe is one Being in Love and in service to Itself. Many parts of that universe have become very confused, but this does not alter base reality.

There is another habit that, if embellished, may cause you to become better and better at being a clear and prayerful channel for the Creator. This, my brother, is resolve. We are aware that you have a very strong resolve for this service. Nurture that desire as you would a plant, a cactus. Nurture its purity, its strength. Nurture it knowing that many would rather sleep. As it is written in your Proverbs, “When those who turn away have done so, shake the dust from your feet and move on.” For your desire must be nurtured and this can only be done by yourself. Let it burn within you, not consuming you, but flowing freely like a river of Love that you may be the channel which you wish to be. This instrument which speaks to you now prays before each channeling the prayer of St. Francis. It begins. “Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace.” It is possible that you too would find that particular arrangement of words, one which strengthens your resolve, which says use it or whatever else you may need to use in order to appreciate and conserve the desire that is within you, your soul.

Jim asked: “I’m going to be leaving Kentucky soon and moving to Oregon in the next few weeks. I would like to be able to take this skill of channeling with me so that I might be able to share the message of Love and Light to any who is open to it. Can you tell me about any additional exercises with meditation or besides meditation that might aid me in acquiring this skill before I leave?” Latwii began by saying there are two skills to learn in addition to daily meditation, and one is humility, so when you have learned to meditate you will understand that you cannot speak, but you are free to be a channel, and humility is one of the greatest freedoms in the universe and relieves the fever of many problems, for in humility you understand what you may or may not do, so when you see messengers of Light, whether in a [inaudible], you may speak without being concerned as to whether or not you are part of the evil, and we say that you are part of the evil, for we are all one, for the universe is one Being in Love and in service to Itself, but many parts of the universe have become confused, but this does not alter reality. Latwii continued by saying there is another habit that may cause you to become better at being a clear and prayerful channel for the Creator which is resolve, and we are aware that you have a strong resolve for this service, so nurture that desire as you would a plant in its purity and its strength, knowing that many would rather sleep, for your desire must be nurtured, and this can only be done by yourself, so let it burn within you, flowing freely like a river of Love that you may be the channel which you wish to be. On October 20, 2002, Q’uo described how we can increase our resolve:

When you feel yourself moving away from that which is part of your being, take note, perhaps pause for a moment in your own contemplation or meditation, seek to heal that which is in need of healing, to make whole that which is broken, to make straight that which is curved, to become that which is your highest ideal. Do not chastise yourself because you have fallen short. Rather, use this opportunity to increase the resolve, to follow the path of the seeker of truth and the one who would serve the Creator in all he or she would meet during the daily round of activities.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes, very well. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother, very much. Is there another question?

Questioner: I was wondering, is it possible to receive information similar to what we are receiving now in a hypnotic state?

I am Latwii. We greet you, my brother. We are sorry that you missed out on all the good stuff and have to be [inaudible], but we will attempt the answer to your question, for it is simply done. It is possible to hear the message of Love and Light riding in your car, talking with friends, going to your place of worship, sitting in a redneck bar, or in a bathroom. It is also possible in a hypnotic state. This information is not to be learned. This information is already part of you, merely something of which you may become aware. The techniques of becoming aware of this information include the use of channels such as this one and entities such as we are, but there are so many ways to begin to understand Love that it is quite amazing to us that your people called us to come with a cry so loud it shook the heavens.

Why do you sorrow? Where is your grief? For the answers are all about you. We only speak the most simple truths, for it is the simple truths that are the whole truth. Complexity has no part of the truth. It is written in the holy works of those of your planet with whom you are not familiar, “The way that is known is not familiar.” You must go beyond any information that you get from us, any information that you get in your bathtub, or in your regular form of [inaudible]. Wherever you get it, my friends, go further, go beyond the ways to refine that which is unspeakable, unknowable and ineffable, and that will be the heart of Love.

Does this aid you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, it does. One more question. Are there ones who use this method to, say, send bad information and lead us away from [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother. It is a very crowded universe. We can understand your troubled mind. That is why we emphasized before to go beyond the rules, whatever they may be. The crowded planetary spheres which you inhabit contain many, many souls whose chief delight in consciousness is to baffle, confound and confuse those who are seeking for spiritual truth, because those who seek the truth must be gullible to a certain extent. Thus, you may think of yourself as being part of “Gullible’s Travels.”

Therefore, if you allow hypnosis, which is often an uncontrolled situation instead of a controlled situation where you have tuned as a group and where you have experienced channels to guide you, you may well come up with some bozo from the lower astral planes who will tell you anything that you want to hear in order to speak to you. It happens quite often, especially with what this instrument would call a Ouija board. Thus, we have cautioned this group before not to use the Ouija board because, unfortunately, they do work. It is much better to develop one’s abilities in an orderly manner, not going beyond one’s ability to cope with the information they receive.

May we help you further, my brother?

Questioner: That satisfies my questions.

Latwii: We are grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have one other question. In my studies I have come across a person who has known an altered state of consciousness called Zen. It’s like [inaudible] has taken a person’s will and [inaudible]. Is this what it appears to be? Am I stating it correctly?

Latwii: Yes. Do you wish to understand further in this area?

Questioner: Is there anything you can add to that?

Latwii: You realize, my brother, that we are very careful to maintain total free will with our own conscience. We do this for a simple reason. We care for you. The entities who manifest through instruments, putting them in a “trance” state or a state without free will, may or may not have a tendency not to care to any great extent about the precious life-force of the instrument as that particular entity understands it. Thus, we are more comfortable using the method we use.

There are very positively-oriented entities who use those who have prayed to be used in a trance state. We are sure you are familiar with the one known as Edgar Cayce. It was his prayer to be used as he was used, and ultimately, he died because of the extraordinary strain of such constant trance channeling had upon his physical being. Any entity in the spectrums of positive to negative can be an instrument who is capable of trance and there are many who get into a situation of this kind without realizing they haven’t ability nor have they any protections necessary or any tuning provided them.

Have we helped you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We are receiving an unspoken question and would like to send a concept to the one who asks at this time, if he will be patient.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We thank you for your patience. Sometimes there is desire [inaudible]. This is not a question that we wish to verbally give the answer to. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, we thank you. We would close through the instrument known as Jim. I will transfer at this time.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we would say in closing that the tasks which each of you have set for yourselves are worthy tasks, and we would aid you in every way that it is possible for us to do so in the accomplishing of your tasks. Your work will not be easy, but you will discover the greatest rewards in serving your brothers and sisters on your planet at this time. Your world has never needed your service more, and it is with this knowledge that you must go forth each in your own way and be of whatever service you can be. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you in the Light and Love of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I had an appointment with my dentist to have my teeth cleaned and have X-rays taken of them. After that I ran some errands with my first stop being at Krogers to buy some Pepsi-Zero, some sugar-free Mango juice, and some Sharp Shredded Cheddar Cheese. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be filled.

This after noon I took my long grabber outside and used it to get a hold of the inch thick stone that came loose from under the plastic fountain, and put the stone back under the fountain so that the height of the water will be about 6 inches higher than it was without going out of the fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 1

Divine Hunger

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

Look you ahead to your day. Your work lies ready for you. And you are ready for the work.

Your establishment and domicile, your daily bread, your expectations for the future: these are the things at which you gaze as creator of your little world, to look and see that all things are pleasing and satisfactorily arranged.

Look you to every physical aspect of the arrangements of your life day by day. Look till you come to the end of them. Now ask yourself: have you still the divine hunger or are you satisfied?

The spirit speaks to those who hunger, to those who ask, and to those who face the door of non-complacent doubting and say, “My deeper self hungers and thirsts for that which all my tidy arrangements cannot give me.”

We of the principle of Love bless that divine hunger which calls into manifestation those powers of creation which alone express the unity betwixt the soul and divine Love.

We leave you in the peace of that love, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal channeling was from June 22, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Oxal are members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator and we, like the man whom you call John the Baptist, are drawn to you as messengers to bear witness to the truth as we know it. We are very grateful to be with you this evening and greet each of you and especially the one known as [inaudible] who is new to this group. We hope that we may say those things which you may need at this time to hear with your outer ears in order that your inner ears, the ears of your spirit, may be awakened to those vibrations which you have the most need of at this time. For although we speak through these instruments in intellectual patterns, the truth that we bring to you is so simple that it is difficult for your intellectual mind to accept it. Therefore, we attempt to find many different methods by which we may present this simple truth.

[Pause]

We are sorry for the pause, my friends, but this instrument was distracted. We now again have good contact again with this instrument. We do not speak to your group very often, but because we are of the vibration of Light and yet closely connected with the vibrations of Love, we are drawn to you on these days when your planetary sphere is bathed in more Light than at any other time during the year.

We speak of a simple truth, and we would express it to you by saying that to serve the Creator is perfect freedom. This, my friends, is a universe of Love. The entities upon your sphere, being co-Creators, have distorted that Love in many ways. But if you can look about you to see the world the Creator has made for you, you can learn the lessons of Love, of service to others that we bring to you. The sun that rules your daytime and shines upon you so abundantly at this time of your planet’s travel about that sun offers its nearly infinite supply of Light in service to all who dwell upon this planet that you call Earth. Without it your ability to survive would be negative, for you are creatures developed in your physical vehicles to be adapted to that which the sun can give, its warmth and the life that it brings to plants, the evaporation that it gives to water so that there may be rain.

Yes, my friends, even your nights are illuminated by the reflection of the Light of the sun. There is a darkness that exists in your density in order that you may understand the Light. As it has been written in one of your holy works, light may come into a dark world and the world may not comprehend it, but still, my friends, it exists. The Light of which we speak is Love. For when we of the Confederation greet you in Light and Love we are saying the two manifestations of the one thing that animates all of creation.

Oxal wanted to talk to the group about the truth of the Love and Light of the Creator. They began by saying that we speak of truth, and we would express it to you by saying that to serve the Creator is perfect freedom, for this is a universe of Love, but the entities upon your sphere, being co-Creators, have distorted that Love in many ways, but if you can look about you to see the world the Creator has made for you, you can learn the lessons of Love, of service to others that we bring to you, so the sun that rules your daytime and shines upon you so abundantly at this time of your planet’s travel about that sun offers its infinite supply of Light in service to all who dwell upon this Earth, so without it your ability to survive would be negative, for you are creatures developed in your physical vehicles to be adapted to that which the sun can give, its warmth and the life that it brings to plants, the evaporation that it gives to water so that there may be rain. Oxal went on to say even your nights are illuminated by the reflection of the Light of the sun, and there is a darkness that exists in your density in order that you may understand the Light, so as it has been written in one of your holy works, Light may come into a dark world, and the world may not comprehend it, but it still exists, and the Light which we speak of is Love, for when we greet you in Light and Love we are saying the two manifestations of the one thing that animates all of creation. On September 25, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the dark world that we all live in:

My friends, it is as if you took a suitcase, not a large suitcase but an overnight bag—it’s a small stay, one incarnation, after all. You do not need much—a few gifts, a few relationships. You pack your bag. You pack your limitations, you pack your challenges, and you set out to plunge into a dark world. For the sun may shine upon the Earth but in terms of spiritual seeking, all is in darkness. Nothing can be seen, nothing can be known or proved, and it is up to you to disengage yourself from your culture, your parenting, your hard-learned lessons of fitting in, to become, as this instrument was saying, a witness to yourself.

And what is your role as you bear witness to a world of duality, darkness and Light? For those of you who seek to know the truth, your role is one of seeking the Light. For in the Light is unity. In the Love is Light. And these things speak to the inner self of a deeper reality. Yes, my friends, it is true that some seek the dark and separate themselves from the rest of your kind and attempt to gain power over others of their kind. There is indeed power in darkness. The power that is in Love, the power that is in Light, is like the flaming wheel that moves eternally, unifying all those who seek its wisdom and its warmth. It is necessary that you gain firsthand knowledge of this Light and this Love through meditation or prayer. It is not enough, my friends, that you study, for study will not bear fruit without the catalyst of understanding. And spiritual understanding comes in silence.

Seek, then, within yourself that spark of the infinite Love and Light of the Creator and then, my friends, we ask you to make the giant step, to cease being observers of your own light, and to speak, when asked, of those things in which you may believe. We do not ask you to volunteer information or to press thoughts and ideas upon people who may not request these concepts, for each student is ready in his own time. But when you are asked, be courageous and speak of those things which are within you, bearing witness to the Light in your own way and with your own words. For the kingdom which is called heaven by many on your planet is within you. And as you manifest it in your love, light begins to shine from you, and your being begins to touch those who may need you. This, my friends, is the kindliest service that you can perform for your fellow beings. So be aware when someone asks for your aid, and plant the seed of thought where you may. It does not matter whether or not you may think that they have borne fruit for that is not within your provenance. It matters only that you have been true to the understanding that you now possess, just as we are true to the understanding that we now possess in sharing our thoughts with you.

Oxal continued by saying what is your role as you bear witness to a world of darkness and Light? Then Oxal said for those of you who seek to know the truth your role is seeking the Light, for in the Light is unity, and the Love is Light that speaks to the inner self of a deeper reality, so it is true that some seek the dark and separate themselves from the rest of your kind and attempt to gain power over others of their kind, for there is power in darkness, and that power of Love, the power that is in Light, is like the flaming wheel that moves eternally, unifying all those who seek its wisdom, so it is necessary that you gain knowledge of this Light and Love through meditation or prayer, but it is not enough that you study, for study will not bear fruit without the catalyst of understanding which comes in silence. Now Oxal said seek within yourself that spark of the infinite Love and Light of the Creator, and then we ask you to make the giant step, to cease being observers of your own light, and to speak, when asked, of those things in which you believe, but we do not ask you to volunteer information to people who may not request these concepts, for each student is ready in their own time, but when you are asked be courageous and speak of those things which are within you, bearing witness to the Light in your own way and with your own words, for the kingdom of heaven is within you, and as you manifest it in your love, light begins to shine from you, and your being begins to touch those who may need you, so this is the kindest service that you can perform for your fellow beings, so be aware when someone asks for your aid, and plant the seed of thought where you may, but it does not matter whether or not you think they have borne fruit, for that is not within your provenance, for it matters only that you have been true to the understanding that you possess, just as we are true to the understanding that we possess in sharing our thoughts with you. On March 7, 2020, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the kingdom of heaven:

We suggest, however, that when it is finally realized by any conscious seeker of truth that to desire the highest within one’s realm of comprehension of the spiritual journey (the union with the One Creator, the service of all, therefore seeking first the kingdom of heaven) allows all else to be added unto one. Yet this seeking of the kingdom of heaven, shall we say, is that which is sustenance itself, is relative and appropriate, is enough for any seeker, for there will be added unto such seeking all else that is necessary for the survival and movement forward of the seeker.

We have greatly enjoyed speaking to you through this instrument. It has been some time since we used this instrument, and we thank her for allowing us speak through her at this time. We will leave this instrument now. We feel the rhythmic exhalations of your spirits as they sway in gentle harmonious waves of meditation, and we thank you for allowing us to mingle our meditation with yours. I am known to you as Oxal. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I send you the greetings and Love of the entities of Hatonn and am standing in for them as a pinch hitter and am very glad to be with you at this time. At this time I would like to ask for questions.

Jim: I would like to know what the relationship between the mind, and the brain, and the will is, how they function together.

Latwii: Ah, my brother Jim, you ask a difficult question. However, we are aware of the question and will attempt to answer it. The brain is a type of computer with various stages of programming. The deepest programs which have been termed metaprograms by some of your authors are those involving your survival, the reproduction of your species, your social position, and other items that are very big on the agenda of third-density living. The mind is a function of the spirit which is an amalgam of the effects that a wealth of experiences in various incarnations have had upon the basic spiritual personality. This mind is a collection of biases, emotions, and feelings. Depending upon the uses to which the mind has been put in prior incarnations, it may consist of a large intellectual factor or little intellect. It is, however, a mind function rather than a brain function. However, standing between mind and brain is that which you call the will. If a person does not use the faculty of his will there will go into effect an automatic metaprogram which will cause that person’s mind to become linked to his brain in a fashion predetermined by his circumstances.

Thus, native intellect, native biases, native emotions, which are brought in from the immortal spirit may be completely buried in the personality of the brain due to lack of will. However, in some instances the faculty of will is developed in the individual and in those cases the mind is able to impress its own metaprogramming much more carefully over the basic metaprogramming of third-density survival mechanisms. Any changes in metaprogramming will be developed and successfully completed by the use of the will. As you sit here this evening you are exercising the faculty of will. It has been written, “Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be opened unto you.” The will is that faculty of seeking, desiring and wishing. When it is developed to perfection, the will of the individual becomes the will of the Creator, and you become a clear channel so that you may function through your mind and not through the lower programmings.

Jim asked: “I would like to know what the relationship between the mind, and the brain, and the will is, how they function together.” Latwii began by saying the brain is a type of computer with various stages of programming, and the deepest programs which have been termed metaprograms are those involving your survival, your social position, and other items that are on the agenda of third-density living, so the mind is a function of the spirit which is a blend of the effects that a wealth of experiences in various incarnations have had upon the basic spiritual personality, so this mind is a collection of emotions, and feelings, and depending upon the uses to which the mind has been put in prior incarnations, it may consist of a large intellect or little intellect, but it is a mind function rather than a brain function, and standing between mind and brain is the will, so if a person does not use the faculty of will there will go into effect an automatic metaprogram which will cause that person’s mind to become linked to their brain in a fashion predetermined by their circumstances. Latwii went on to say native intellect and emotions, which are brought in from the immortal spirit, may be buried in the personality of the brain due to lack of will, but in some instances the faculty of will is developed in the individual, and in those cases the mind is able to impress its own metaprogramming carefully over the basic metaprogramming of third-density survival mechanisms, and any changes in metaprogramming will be developed and completed by the use of the will, so as you sit here this evening you are exercising the faculty of will, for it has been written, “Seek and ye shall find, ask and it shall be opened unto you,” so the will is that faculty of seeking, and when it is developed to perfection, the will of the individual becomes the will of the Creator, and you become a clear channel so that you may function through your mind and not through the lower programmings. On May 18, 1980, Latwii described the purpose of metaprogramming:

There are many secretions of the brain, as you call it, which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies. They do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs. However, the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can then say that the possibility of using humor is excellent.

The ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s little tiny area is very important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality. In order for this to occur there must be some agent. Most often in your recent years, those who have experimented in this area used chemical substances, such as that which you call LSD. These are also those who have used meditation and other less, shall we say, outward going therapies, in order to achieve reprogramming. There is a plethora of pseudo-reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual. However, if a person once discovers how to laugh, this person will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, in any given incarnation.

In order to release oneself completely through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe or trusted place; this is a prerequisite. What occurs when one is able to trigger the mechanism of laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your very kindly Creator. Thus, you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties.

Do you wish to question us further on this subject, my friend?

Jim: Just one follow-up. It seems occasionally when I think intellectually on a topic that I wish to share with someone—my feelings of that—and then forget that topic for a while—hours or days—and then speak to them later without thinking of it, a continuous flow of information occasionally occurs that I was not aware it was there. Is that the release of the information of the mind and has the will been used there in that process?

I am Latwii. That is correct, my brother. As you yourself described, preliminary to the experience of the information flow, you had the desire to share this information. What you desire you will get. Thus, we always remind you to take care in your desires. For you will receive all that you desire before you leave this density.

Does that answer your question, my brother?

Jim: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: May I ask what level you come from?

Latwii: We are happy to share with you our level, however we cannot take it as seriously as some. We are at a level you would call five. You are at a level called three. We are honored to be able to speak to you. We have not been able to speak to a group before this and are enjoying the contact very much, although we realize we still sound a bit awkward. Do you wish us to speak more about the level five?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: What would you wish to know, for as you can imagine there is much to say about any vibration or dimension of existence.

Questioner: Does level five as opposed to level three have to do with understanding?

I am Latwii. No, my sister. Level five is not the level of understanding. Level five is a level of Light or enlightenment. We do not any longer understand. Rather, we are. We exist as Light and dwell as Light beings. Our ability to be has made us into what you would call scientists within the Confederation. We are attempting to monitor and understand or feel, as you would say, all of the sub-densities of Light that are within your planetary sphere in each of the seven octaves of your density. We are enjoying this greatly, for you see, because in the end all things are one, those who feel become the best technicians, as you would say, and those who are the best at what you would call understanding or wisdom work best with philosophy and the understanding of the personality. This would be backwards from what your vocational advisors would tell you in your high school. However, as one becomes more experienced one learns that the skills that seemed to be the best for scientific endeavors are those best suited for abstract thought and vice versa.

Thus, we who are Light beings feel your universe and are able to place that feeling or enlightenment about your creation into our central bank of thought which you might call a very, very vast computer. The dimension of Love is level four. The dimension of understanding is level five. The dimension of unity is level six. Our teachers come from the dimension of unity. We do not know if there is an end to the progression, for our teachers do not know this. But that is what we can tell you.

Does this aid you in your understanding, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We indeed are grateful to you for allowing us to share with you what little we do know. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I would like to ask a question. Is there truth in the science of astrology?

Latwii: Ah, my brother, there is truth in everything, but truth with a capital T is found in nothing. We are aware we must be more specific, but this is a very important principle which we would like to share with you. There is no truth in your density. There are intimations of the mystery of truth which you can find in every rock, in every scene, in every face, in every word that you may hear. But truth, as this instrument would see the cartoon character standing upon a pedestal marked “TRVTH” does not exist in your illusion or maya.

Now to astrology. The planetary configurations are as they are. And this in itself is a truth. That there are basic confluences and influences having to do with the stars, and the planets, and the relationship to each individual is also true. The confusion comes in most cases when one attempts to find too much truth in what is only the type of predictive statement, “Cats like to chase mice.” Well, my friends, this is quite true of many cats. However, the cat seated upon this instrument’s lap runs from mice and indeed most other things.

Just so with the indications of an astrological chart. The chart is one of a general geography. It may show what particular material you might best work upon in smoothing out a rough personality, in determining the dynamics of a personality conflict between two people, and this sort of general use. However, to use it predictably is to assume that the universe is mechanical and predetermined and this is patently false. The universe is in the process of being made at all times and you have complete free will. Regardless of the road map you can always strike off cross-country. You can develop your own version of yourself. Again, the question of will, as the one known as Jim brought up, is very relevant here. To the one who does not exercise his will, influences such as those of the stars will, along with the influences of mother and father and friends and experiences of all kinds, shape the individual pattern. With meditation and the application of the will, those things which are desired, freedom from any confines, astrological or otherwise, is assured.

Questioner asked: “I would like to ask a question. Is there truth in the science of astrology?” Latwii began by saying now to astrology where the planetary configurations are as they are, and this in itself is a truth, so there are basic influences having to do with the stars, the planets, and the relationship to each individual is also true, and the confusion comes in most cases when one attempts to find too much truth in what is only the type of predictive statement like “Cats like to chase mice,” so this is true of many cats, but the cat seated upon  Carla’s lap runs from mice and most other things. Latwii continued by saying, so it us with the indications of an astrological chart that is one of a general geography, and it may show what areas you might work upon in smoothing out a rough personality, or in determining the dynamics of a personality conflict between two people, but to use it predictably is to assume that the universe is predetermined, and this is false because the universe is in the process of being made at all times, and you have free will, so regardless of the road map you can always strike off cross-country, and you can develop your own version of yourself, so the question of will is relevant here, for to the one who does not exercise their will, influences such as those of the stars will, along with the influences of parents, friends, and experiences of all kinds shape the individual pattern, so with meditation and the application of the will, those things which are desired, freedom from any confines, astrological or otherwise,  are assured. On February 6, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the general nature of the astrological chart:

With regard to the query asked by the one known as E concerning the use of the sidereal astrology as opposed to the tropical astrology, we cannot confirm the choice of one type of reading over another, and we would make a few comments about our inability to confirm this preference.

It is our understanding—and we offer it humbly since we feel that it is only a rough approximation of the truth rather than the precise truth—that the use of both sidereal and tropical astrological charts is appropriate when studying the influences which make up the geography of an entity’s interior landscape. There are two aspects to a density. One aspect is relatively fixed; one aspect is relatively unfixed. The masculine side of the study of astrology is that of the tropical astrological chart. It represents that which is fixed into the Earth by the occasion of your birth into third-density existence.

There is another aspect which influences the use of astrology and this is the feminine aspect of the density. In this focus of astrology, the information is considerably helpful, but it does differ from the tropical chart in that it embraces more of the unfixed or soul-driven, if you will, aspects of personality. Therefore, if an entity is actively investigating their own soul aspects, it is quite likely that they will find sidereal astrology more helpful in describing the environment in which they find themself in their inner work than if they use the tropical astrological chart.

Gazing at the differences between a sidereal and a tropical chart will give an entity an interesting view of the various aspects of their own character. The sidereal aspects describe more the soul aspects of the entity, whereas the tropical chart describes more the personality or applied incarnational aspects of a personality. Looking at the difference between the two gives to the student of their own personality an idea of the dynamics of the earthly self with respect to that self which entered incarnation and that self which shall remain after incarnation.

Neither aspect is higher than the other aspect. We wish to make that clear. The two aspects are, as it were, the vertical aspect and the horizontal aspect of that cruciform nature of personality. There is that vertical aspect that touches down into the earth and holds into incarnation certain aspects of the personality, and there is that floating or horizontal aspect to the personality that is never completely nailed down by incarnation, but rests within the energy body as the deeper aspects that the soul has brought forward into incarnation at this time.

Does this answer your question, my friend?

Questioner: Yes. Thanks.

Latwii: We are pleased. We see further in your mind, however, that there is something we should answer which is not particularly relevant to astrology but is relevant instead to a general mass of predictive pseudo-sciences which are grouped under the term occult or metaphysical. You must understand that there are individuals whose psychic abilities may remain largely unknown even to themselves but who use astrology, or Tarot, or other occult mechanisms in order to focus their abilities to see clearly those things which may help the individual. In those cases, the so-called astrologer sees much more than in a chart; the reader of Tarot reads much more than cards, and so forth. When you run across an individual such as this, recognize that individual for what he or she may be and treat the information accordingly without putting too much stress upon the mechanism by which this information…

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This morning I replaced the blue fitted sheet, the flat sheet, and the two pillowcases on my bed with the green ones. Then I put the blue sheets and pillowcases in the washer and then the drier. Then I ironed the flat sheet and the pillowcases. Later, I went outside and emptied the old sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and the one at my neighbors across the street. Then I filled all three hummingbird feeders with fresh sugar syrup and put them back on their post, tree, and nail on the corner of the garage.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard and the side yard into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery. Then I filled eleven garbage cans with the leaves for yard waste pickup Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 30

Call The Light To You

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

See yourselves seated, just as you are, taking moments precious to you. For each is busy. So, alter your consciousness that the ensuing period of time may be altered by the Light which you have called to yourself in these moments.

Picture yourself opening as a flower to the wonderful sunshine of perfect Love, being drenched by the freely given dew of strength, quietness, and peace. Store this up within your heart, that through your eyes may shine this transcendental Love which has the power of touching all those about you with a Light which they may not know, but which they yet recognize as that which lifts the spirits, heals the mind’s pain, and cheers the emotions.

Allow that Light to be stored within you more and more, that you may become an active spirit, a practicing and moving force for Love, not by direct action, necessarily, but merely by the glow within the eye, the smile upon the lips, and the words spoken from a simple and cheerful peace.

We leave you in that peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from June 15, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the Infinite Creator. We apologize for the delay and realize that it was not the conscious desire of any of you present that we now speak. There are sometimes subconscious feelings and doubts, which cause those of us who respect free will to refrain from speaking. But we would not speak if our thoughts were not, for some reason [inaudible]. We are [inaudible] in that we have the names [inaudible]. And we thank each of you for allowing us to share our heart with you for whatever use they may be to you. As you know, we of the Confederation of Planets in Service are very [inaudible] beings and have no ultimate truths to tell you. We come to bring a simple message. And we are grateful to you for seeking our words and [inaudible].

I would like to tell you a story, for Hatonn has begun to teach me the art of storytelling, and I will practice it upon you this evening. I hope that I can tell you a good story and one that would give you some good advice.

There was once, my friends, a young tree. And this tree was a very intelligent tree. And it decided that it wished to become the best fruit tree of its kind that had ever been made in all of creation. And so, my friends, it began to plot how to grow its blossoms and its fruit, and to calculate just when its leaves should fall and when each leaf should turn to get the greatest amount of fruit from the vine. And it spent a great deal of time in attempting to fruit. In time, the tree was very widely noted, for no two pieces of fruit were just the same but were different from each other. However, the tree was much less capable of caring for itself than the other trees. And this it could not understand because it was, after all, a very, very intelligent tree and capable of complex and vast abstract thinking. In time, my friends, this tree withered and perished, while the other fruit trees in the orchard, who had never given a thought to who they were or how to become better, flourished as was their nature.

That is our story, my friends. Now we will attempt to speak on the story. You must understand that each of you is just as the tree – rooted in what we are forced to call Love. That is an oversimplification, but it is the best word that we can find in this instrument’s mind to simply express that which is a part of creation. You, like the tree, are perfect. And instinctually, you will turn towards the sun and bear fruit for the season. However, my friends, unlike regular trees, we talked to you about a tree who was very intelligent. That, my friends, is your greatest [inaudible] in the spiritual [inaudible]. When the Creator, in infinite wisdom, sent us all into the void upon the great circle of becoming, It gave each entity the power of co-Creator. That is, my friends, It gave each of you free will. You can become whatever you desire, spiritually speaking. Thus, you can cause your world to become very complex. And the fruits that you bear to the many [inaudible]. However, my friends, do consciously attempt to control the flow of Love from the Central Sun of your existence, which is Love. If you do not let Love speak to Love, you then begin to distort the Love from which all is made. The more you calculate, my friends, the more opportunity there is for distortion.

Latwii wanted to tell the group a story about a young tree and how it grew that the group could use as an analogy of how they might grow on their spiritual journey. Latwii began by saying there was once a young tree, and this tree was an intelligent tree, and it decided that it wished to become the best fruit tree of its kind that had ever been made in all of creation, so it began to plot how to grow its blossoms and its fruit, and to calculate just when its leaves should fall, and when each leaf should turn to get the greatest amount of fruit, so it spent much time in attempting to fruit, so the tree was widely known, for no two pieces of fruit were the same but were different from each other, but the tree was less capable of caring for itself than the other trees, and this it could not understand because it was a very intelligent tree and capable of complex thinking, so in time this tree perished, while the other fruit trees in the orchard, who had never given a thought to who they flourished as was their nature. Latwii continued by saying now we will attempt to speak on the story, for you must understand that each of you is just as the tree–rooted in what we Love since it is the best word that we can find in Carla’s mind to express that which is a part of creation, and you, like the tree, are perfect, and you will turn towards the sun and bear fruit for the season, but unlike regular trees, we talked to you about a tree who was very intelligent, and that is your greatest [inaudible] in the spiritual [inaudible], when the Creator, in infinite wisdom, sent us into the void upon the great circle of becoming, It gave each entity the power of co-Creator which is your free will, so you can become whatever you desire, spiritually speaking, and you can cause your world to become complex, but consciously attempt to control the flow of Love from the Central Sun of your existence, which is Love because if you do not let Love speak to Love, you then begin to distort the Love from which all is made, so the more you calculate the more opportunity there is for distortion. On October 1, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the Central Sun:

The concept of a Central Sun is one which many sources, including us, have used in discussing the energies that pour from the center of a galaxy or the creation itself. It is a challenge to discuss this concept of the Central Sun because of the relationship of the space/time or physical world, which is that which houses your consensus reality, and the metaphysical universe or time/space which houses your consciousness, infinity, eternity and the great mystery of non-locality.

In the space/time universe, there are layers of physical laws which, to some extent, work in order to create information which is helpful in making the gadgets that your civilization enjoys.

In a time/space universe, the work done is unseen. The values are not local, and one is freed from the relativity of space/time. Nevertheless, as the creation presents itself to the physical eye, especially that physical eye that is enhanced by those instruments that enable you to see farther and to see closer, there are an increasing number of ways in which scientific eyes have been able to see things that they cannot explain.

You must understand that we do not suggest that you go through life without using the tool of your mind, for it is an excellent tool and well-suited to serving. But you must be sure that you do not serve it too much for if you attempt to design and calculate your being, you will surely begin to falter. Each of you has his or her own path. Each of you needs a different meditative or prayer life for work in service to others. In order to maintain that link, the Love of the Creator that speaks to the Love in the moment each of you will find a different instinctual pattern that you must adhere to. To deviate from your instincts once you are upon the path towards the seeking of the truth, you have to some extent distorted your perception of the truth.

Because of the fact, my friends, that each of you dwells in the world in which there is a great deal of human creation, much of what you have been taught has been considerably distorted and results in your feeling antipathy, separation, or lack of love for some entities in some parts of the creation. This, my friends, does not mean that you are without nurturing. But you must understand from the beginning that your basic material on what you call the physical plane was not promised. Your intellect, my friends, is part of that physical material and is designed to deal with [inaudible]. They are not designed to deal [inaudible] but to create in the Love that creates all. There have been many in your culture who have called entities a word that we dislike. That word is “sinners.” We do not believe in the concept and have not found it to be truth. We have, however, found that there are many distortions of Love and that each of you [inaudible] pray [inaudible] and is therefore [inaudible] intellectually. Thus, if you seek the kingdom of heaven, you cannot reason yourself there. You cannot contemplate or encapsulate or understand that which you seek.

Then Latwii said you must understand that we do not suggest that you go through life without using the tool of your mind, for it is an excellent tool and well-suited to serving, but you must be sure that you do not serve it too much, for if you attempt to design your being, you will begin to falter since each of you has his or her own path, and each of you needs a different meditative or prayer life for work in service to others, so in order to maintain that link, where the Love of the Creator that speaks to the Love in the moment, each of you will find a different instinctual pattern that you must adhere to, but if you deviate from your instincts once you are upon the path towards seeking of the truth, you have distorted your perception of the truth. Now Latwii said because of the fact that each of you dwells in the world in which there is a great deal of human creation, much of what you have been taught has been distorted and results in your feeling lack of love for some entities in some parts of the creation, but this does not mean that you are without nurturing, but you must understand from the beginning that your basic material on the physical plane was not promised, for your intellect is part of that physical material and is designed to deal with [inaudible], but they are not designed to deal [inaudible] but to create in the Love that creates all, and there have been many in your culture who have called entities a word that we dislike which is “sinners,” but we do not believe in the concept and have not found it to be truth, but we have found that there are many distortions of Love and that each of you [inaudible] pray [inaudible] and is therefore [inaudible] intellectually, so if you seek the kingdom of heaven, you cannot reason yourself there, and you cannot understand that which you seek. On March 7, 2020, Q’uo described the kingdom of heaven:

We suggest, however, that when it is finally realized by any conscious seeker of truth that to desire the highest within one’s realm of comprehension the spiritual journey (the union with the One Creator, the service of all, therefore seeking first the kingdom of heaven) allows all else to be added unto one. Yet this seeking of the kingdom of heaven, shall we say, is that which is sustenance itself, is relative and appropriate, is enough for any seeker, for there will be added unto such seeking all else that is necessary for the survival and movement forward of the seeker

There is another thing which is called faith, and this also is a very misunderstood word. But, my friends, that quality of the human heart comes closer to providing some insight into the process by which you may seek the truth than any other would. We do not ask that you have the faith of Christians that in your tales from one of the holy books [inaudible]. We ask that you have the faith in yourself to follow your instincts, and to do what you feel is good and right. You are here because you seek the truth. Beginning from that point, there is much, much to learn. But it is all learned within yourself. No matter how much you think to yourself you can never understand it. It is only through a combination of close observation of [inaudible] and analysis of the spiritual kind, and daily meditation or prayer of service to others, that your journey may be experienced.

We are aware that glass covers your hearts, and that it is much easier to love from the intellect. It is easier to go to books of others than it is to simply compose yourself [inaudible]. We also realize that, in action, it is extremely easy to forget what you were learning. But we ask you to press on with confidence in the self that comes from love. And although you have free will, you also have your roots on the metaphysical ground well-watered and loved. You have to reach for that Love to turn yourself to the sun to receive the Light and such. We ask you, as always, not to take yourself too seriously because you have a long time to grow, a long time to build yourself, a long time to follow the path. When you have failed, pick yourself up and be easy on yourself. And when you think you have done well to pick yourself up, don’t break your arm as you pat yourself on the back.

Then Latwii said there is another thing which is called faith, and this also is a misunderstood word, but that quality of the human heart comes closer to providing insight into the process by which you may seek the truth than any other would, but we do not ask that you have the faith of Christians that in your tales from the Bible [inaudible] ,but we ask that you have faith in yourself to follow your instincts, for you are here because you seek the truth, and beginning from that point, there is much to learn, but it is all learned within yourself because no matter how much you think for yourself, you can never understand it, so it is only through a combination of close observation of [inaudible] and analysis of the spiritual kind, and daily meditation, or prayer of service to others, that your journey may be experienced. Now Latwii said we are aware that glass covers your hearts, and that it is easier to love from the intellect, and it is easier to go to books of others than it is to simply compose yourself [inaudible] ,for we realize that, in action, it is easy to forget what you were learning, but we ask you to press on with confidence in the self that comes from Love, and although you have free will, you also have your roots on the metaphysical ground well-watered and loved, so you have to reach for that Love to turn yourself to the sun to receive the Light and such, and we ask you not to take yourself too seriously because you have a long time to grow, to build yourself, and a long time to follow the path, but when you have failed, pick yourself up and be easy on yourself, and when you think you have done well to pick yourself up, and don’t break your arm as you pat yourself on the back. On June 21, 1981, Hatonn described what it is like when we follow the path:

To follow the path of Love is to achieve unity with infinite intelligence, as you call it, or the one infinite Creator. There is no other possibility in the end, for it is the ultimate attraction towards which we all are drawn. To achieve this contact within your present illusion it is necessary to achieve within the self a serenity and love of self, a peaceful love of others, and an overriding desire to seek the truth.

There are many avenues to intelligent infinity, all having to do with the use of the creative force of Love. Meditation, healing, communication, what you may call ritual and ceremony, the proper use of the body, the mind, and the spirit, all these are ways and keys of achieving intelligent infinity contact, as you call it. We would simply say love and serve and seek to know. This has been our simple message always.

I will pause at this time so that my friend may speak through this channel. I am Latwii.

[Thirty-second pause]

I am Laitos, and I also greet you in Love. I would like to attempt to exercise the channel known as B and will attempt to [inaudible] if she will do that. I am Laitos.

[Fifty-second pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We are satisfied with the one known as B, and we thank her for the contact and the chance to work [inaudible]. We thank you all for being willing to serve [inaudible]. At this time, we would like to work with the instrument known as C. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. We would like to attempt again to transfer to the one known as C. We would like to make an adjustment to the [inaudible]. We will again transfer. I am Laitos.

[One-minute pause]

We thank the one known as C for his allowing us to move through him at this time. We are aware that he is somewhat confused, and we will continue to work with him. At this time, we would like to work with the instrument known as Jim. We would [inaudible]. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is a gift to be able to speak a few words through a new instrument. It is necessary for new instruments to be able to put aside their analysis long enough to receive the thoughts which we send. It is not always an easy task for new instruments to accomplish. But with practice, it becomes much easier. We again wish to thank this instrument for allowing us to say a few words through him. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. I thank you very much for your patience, my friend, and will continue to work with you while our brothers and sisters of Latwii have a question period so that you may ask for information you would wish to. At this time, I will leave this instrument so that the one known as Latwii may [inaudible]. I leave you only in [inaudible], for you must know that we are all one being, and I could no more leave you than you could your very being. I leave this instrument in Love and Light. I am Laitos.

[Forty-second pause]

I am Latwii and am very glad to be back with this instrument, who is kind enough to allow us to work with her. We thank her and each instrument that we are able to use. At this time, if you have a question to ask, please ask it, and we will attempt to share what information that we can.

Questioner: I have a question. [inaudible] and I don’t know if I will be able to say this right. But she wanted to know if at this time, all souls that have lived on this planet are incarnated [inaudible].

I am Latwii and am aware of your question. My friend, if all of the souls that belong to the spheres of your planet were incarnate at this time, you would have a population problem. The incarnated souls on your particular sphere of existence is a very small percentage of the planetary consciousness, which includes entities from many levels. The inner levels of which we speak are known to you by many different names. The heaven worlds, of which there are seven general categories, are those closest to you. However, within your planetary influence, you also have higher beings who still remain with the planet and teach those who are open to inner teaching. And these seven levels are called by some among your people Devachanic. And within each of these levels, there are many subdivisions, so that, as you can see, there are many, many worlds within your planetary sphere.

So, the answer, my brother, is that no. Only the entities that need to incarnate in order to attempt to alleviate their karma and, shall we say, passed their testing at the end of the school grade which you are now finishing, are incarnate. It is true that there are many souls who wish very much to incarnate. The reason for this is simply that it is their last chance to work through their karma, as this instrument uses the word, during this master cycle. However, the total number of the souls who wish to incarnate is perhaps 8-10% of those who dwell within the lower four of the seven worlds which you would call the heaven worlds. This is a small percentage, indeed, of the total number of entities that belong on your planet.

Questioner: “I have a question. [inaudible] and I don’t know if I will be able to say this right. But she wanted to know if at this time, all souls that have lived on this planet are incarnated [inaudible].” Latwii replied by saying if all of the souls that belong to the spheres of your planet were incarnate at this time, you would have a population problem, for the incarnated souls on your planet is a small percentage of the planetary consciousness, which includes entities from many levels, and the inner levels of which we speak are known to you by many different names, and the heaven worlds, of which there are seven categories, are those closest to you, but within your planetary influence, you also have higher beings who still remain with the planet and teach those who are open to inner teaching, so these seven levels are called Devachanic, and within each of these levels there are many subdivisions, so there are many worlds within your planetary sphere. Latwii continued by saying the answer is no, for only the entities that need to incarnate in order to attempt to alleviate their karma and passed their testing at the end of the school grade which you are now finishing are incarnate, and it is true that there are many souls who wish to incarnate, and the reason for this is that it is their last chance to work through their karma during this master cycle, but the number of souls who wish to incarnate is 8-10% of those who dwell within the lower four of the seven worlds which are called the heaven worlds, and this is a small percentage of the total number of entities that belong on your planet. On October 8, 2006, Q’uo described the nature of the heaven worlds:

My brother, you are correct in realizing that these heaven worlds do not have a physical location. They do have an arrangement in orders of magnitude, perhaps we would say, so they nest together without disturbing each other. There is in each focus of the Creator, which is you and each other human being upon your planet, a gateway into those inner planes. And again, it is one of those situations where, unless you are very, very experienced and sophisticated, if you are able to penetrate the gateway and move into the inner planes, you will pretty automatically be taken to the location which matches your needs or your desires the most.

The solution of each of the seven inner planes being connected to a corresponding locality is not correct, as far as we are aware of the situation. All of the inner planes are connected back into the one physical locality of the influence of planet Earth.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes, it does.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Jim: I’m curious about an experience that happened this morning and has for 7 or 8 years in my sleep in which I’m conscious of sleeping. It usually takes the form of a pulse of pleasure and pressure, focusing mostly in my frontal lobes and spreading through the entire brain. Occasionally, voices or visions that are difficult to discern appear as well. I’m wondering what this phenomenon is. If it’s valuable to growth or enlightenment. Can you shed any light on this phenomenon?

Latwii: The instrument is aware of your question. However, she may have difficulty with some of [inaudible]. I am Latwii and am aware of your question. The sleeping period of entities who dwell within the heavy chemical atmosphere of your density must have relief from the prison in which your physical body represents. In sleep this sustenance is possible. In most entities, it is not possible in any other way. And therefore, during sleep, you are instructed. We have gone over this material. However, in your case, due to your training, you have more of a sensory experience of being what this instrument would call “out of physical body,” which is indeed what occurs during teaching sleep. When you are in this state out of your physical body, the nature of your reality becomes one, which is much lighter and is filled with energy. When the two energies of teacher and pupil–or two students learning together–touch, the pleasure of this contact is similar to an electrical experience. Although we cannot find in this instrument’s vocabulary the proper explanation of this phenomenon.

However, it is as though what you would call an orgasm in your physical body were the constant state of contact between any two entities who vibrate properly together, such as teacher, or two pupils studying together. Thus, as you are awakening, my brother, you are experiencing the last of this reality, as you reenter your physical vehicle and are able to enter into consciousness which looks out through physical eyes inwards [inaudible]. There are advantages to not having a physical vehicle. However, we assure you that each of you has chosen a physical vehicle because of the profound difficulty of achieving a true understanding of this extremely pleasureful, lovely, joyous union with the Creator. When in this vibration, you can bring that feeling, too, in your dealings with others, then you have indeed learned to serve the Creator in your brothers and your sisters.

Jim asked: “I’m curious about an experience that happened this morning and has for 7 or 8 years in my sleep in which I’m conscious of sleeping. It usually takes the form of a pulse of pleasure and pressure, focusing mostly in my frontal lobes and spreading through the entire brain. Occasionally, voices or visions that are difficult to discern appear as well. I’m wondering what this phenomenon is. If it’s valuable to growth or enlightenment. Can you shed any light on this phenomenon?” Latwii replied the sleeping period of entities who dwell within the heavy chemical atmosphere of your density must have relief from the prison in which your physical body represents, so in sleep this sustenance is possible, but in most entities, it is not possible in any other way, and during sleep, you are instructed, and due to your training, you have more of a sensory experience of being what this instrument would call “out of physical body,” which is what occurs during teaching sleep, so when you are in this state out of your physical body, the nature of your reality is one, which is lighter and is filled with energy, so when the two energies of teacher and pupil touch, the pleasure of this contact is similar to an electrical experience, and although we cannot find in this instrument’s vocabulary the proper explanation of this phenomenon. Now Latwii said it is as though what you would call an orgasm in your physical body was the constant state of contact between any two entities who vibrate properly together, such as a teacher, or two pupils studying together, so as you are awakening, you are experiencing the last of this reality as you reenter your physical vehicle and are able to enter into consciousness which looks out through physical eyes inwards [inaudible], and there are advantages to not having a physical vehicle, but we assure you that each of you has chosen a physical vehicle because of the difficulty of achieving a true understanding of this joyous union with the Creator, for when in this vibration, you can bring that feeling in your dealings with others, and then you have learned to serve the Creator in your brothers and sisters. On March 7, 1982, Latwii described the nature of union with the Creator:

The integration of the mind, the body, and the spirit in the evolutionary progress of union with the Creator is that process which is most necessary for each entity to accomplish upon this planet at this time. This process is most carefully watched over by those entities we have previously described as being the guides, the guardians, the angelic presences.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you and apologize for this instrument’s lack of proper vocabulary. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I’ve got a question of physical [inaudible], and that is: In life… I remember your saying [inaudible] the color is always [inaudible]. And I would like to know what you’d say about whether or not there are octaves of color [inaudible]… What I’m getting at is: is it possible that we see one octave of color? And, uh, just to get a sense of the next higher octave of color.

Latwii: I am with this instrument. That is completely correct, my brother. However, you have not gone far enough in limiting your [inaudible]. You do not see a full arc of colors. You see a partial amount of colors that are available in your physical spectrum. However, there are instruments which can detect the rest of the octave. You see through your physical eyes that which is needed for survival of the physical body. The physical body is, shall we say, a crude instrument that is very effective for [inaudible]. The octaves of color are, as far as we know, endless; and that is why we of Latwii have primarily devoted ourselves to cataloging colors of your various [inaudible]. We ourselves do not dwell in a [inaudible]. We go from color to color in the various densities of your planet as we work with each vibration to achieve proper understanding. For each of the creators created the spheres of energy to be unique. We have never found two that are the same. We are at this time dwelling in what you would call a type of blue, which we will now attempt to share with you.

We find it very helpful in our joint process of [inaudible] as this instrument would attempt to [inaudible]. Does this answer your question?

Questioner: [inaudible]

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [inaudible]

I am Latwii. My friend, I can only speak in clichés to you, but I will attempt to be helpful, for there is no more universal question than that which you asked. The way of the teacher is always to lead and to serve. If you wish your young one to walk the ways…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We think that she does that very well. I am Latwii. May we answer another question at this time?

[Thirty-second pause]

Latwii: May we say to you how very pleased we are that you have not asked us any questions about the wars and rumors of war, and natural disasters, and earthquakes, and all of the things that seem to be on everyone’s minds, to the exclusion of the philosophy which we now teach. We are always happy to answer your questions on this subject. But to feel the vibrations of this group tonight, my brothers and sisters, is a joy because we know that you are seeking at this particular moment, not in the realms of survival and physical understanding, but in the realm of seeking the Kingdom of the Creator. And as you know, we are one with you in the quest, whereas we are not too crazy about earthquakes. This is not to say we are not [inaudible] which usually is not very decipherable for precisely asked questions about the future. For the future, as you know, is always unknown until it is the will of the present moment.

If there are no more questions at this time, we would like to exercise the instrument known as A. Our contact is different from that of Laitos, and the instrument will have to tune himself to a somewhat higher pitch, for we vibrate in Light rather than Love. We would like to give an experience in this contact. However, we caution the one known as A to remain fully conscious, for we do not wish to violate his free will at any time. We will leave the contact for the one known as A. I am Latwii.

[One-minute pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We will again attempt to contact the one known as A. Our beam is much tighter and comes in at a sharper angle than those of Laitos and Hatonn. Therefore, it is a stronger beam, but one which must be more precisely [inaudible]. We will adjust to the extent of our ability to, which is not great, and again attempt to speak through the one known as A. I am Latwii.

(A channeling)

[inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We had originally intended to close through the one known as A. However, our vibration is very fatiguing to him, for he is not yet used to it. Therefore, we will say our goodbyes to this [inaudible]. We wish to press upon you again that you must enjoy yourselves a great deal and laugh at your misfortunes and your fortunes alike. For they are all material for your learning, and you may find the Creator in each and every moment. We realize that this is easier said than done, but then we assure you that [inaudible]. It is only [inaudible].

Now my brothers and sisters, we leave you in lots of Love and Light. We send you our happiness and our Love from the boundless majesty of the Creator and Its creation. We ask you to take what you can use from all of our words and, as this instrument would say, to chuck the rest and do precisely what you need to do. Know that we leave you always in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed and some cat food.  My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Pepsi-Zero, Kleenex, and dropped off a prescription for toothpaste to be filled.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in my back yard and my neighbor’s driveway into a pile. Then I put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup this Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 29

This Holy Day

I am the Spirit of the living God, and I greet you in the full consciousness which is the Love of Jesus the Christ.

See before you now an holy day!

Hold your hands before you and know that if you dwell within the Spirit of Love these hands may be instruments of Love to do divine work in a divine world.

Gaze at your feet, holy feet which may carry you to no place which is not holy.

Sense the pounding of your heart and the movement of blood in the veins. This is an holy body in and of itself, and more and more full of self-awareness of Love as the mind and heart Love and dedicate this body to the principle of Love.

Ask the mind and heart to Love and dedicate this body to the principle of Love.

You do not know what you might manifest within this day and night to come. You do not know what troubles shall arise which seem so persuasively to point to things that are not blessed. Yet within each abuse of body, mind and spirit there lies that soul, that infinite intelligence which is masked to the human eye but which is never absent from the spiritual picture of your day.

Know, and know in a deep and final way, that all things tend to good; that all disharmony tends towards love; that all despair tends towards hope, and all loss tends towards inner realization. And embrace each and every aspect of your experience in the firm faith of Christ, seemingly crucified, forever alive.

We leave you in Christ’s own peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Latwii channeling for this session comes from June 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I have been given special dispensation to be with you this evening, for it was the wish of our planetary consciousness that we be here to speak, those members of our Confederation whose work is the Creator’s, whose grief is the most difficult to bear. For you, my sisters, have been sent into the [inaudible] and although you freely [inaudible] for the sake of the planet. We Love you, and you know that we do not flatter you when we say this, for you are doing [inaudible] We are grateful that you have [inaudible] forgotten.

[Several minutes of recording are inaudible.]

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry we are disturbing your cat. However, we are most privileged to be able to add our voice to the sister who was speaking from the planetary confluence of [inaudible]. We thought that she was a bit gloomy, but that is understandable considering the duty that Hatonn is doing at this time, working with those in the Middle East would make anyone gloomy.

Myfriends, we ask you at this time to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy. You do not know what the road will bring. It bends, it curves, it will have branches; accept it now. When you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment. We are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come. Those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience. We ask that you experience the road of today. Your people are very nice for the most part and sincerely want to help, but they are very serious. And we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy. If a person has never felt joy, it can cause tremendous damage, for it is a profound emotion. You will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often. For this is the expression among your people of sorrow, and yet it is also the expression of joy. That is how unused your people are to joy.

We ask you to remember your heritage. Invest this portion of your life with the full power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet. There is no need for you to hide, as your holy work says, your life under the bushel. In whatever your situation, be yourself. And in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy. We do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter up the mind and keep you from radiating this joy. You are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness. And yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the minor difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth. We ask you to consider how you feel, each about the other. Each of you finds the other to be beautiful, and joyful, and most adored. If all of you feel that way there must be something to it. Therefore, we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other.

Latwii wanted to talk about the road that we travel on our spiritual journey. They began by saying we ask you to look at the road ahead of you and accept it with joy, but you do not know what the road will bring, and as it curves it will have branches, so accept it now, for when you have eased your mind, then you will be able to be free in the present moment, so we are aware that you are becoming conscious of the times to come, and those are parts of a road that has not yet turned up in your experience, so we ask that you experience the road of today, for your people are nice for the most part and want to help, but they are very serious, and we feel that healing lies in a true understanding of joy, but if a person has never felt joy, it can cause damage, for it is a profound emotion, so you will find people who have been overjoyed in tears very often, for this is the expression among your people of sorrow, yet it is also the expression of joy, so that is how unused your people are to joy. Latwii went on to say we ask you to remember your heritage, and invest this portion of your life with the power of yourselves, for you are joyous people who dwell on a sad, dark planet, but there is no need for you to hide your life under the bushel, so in whatever your situation, be yourself, and in being yourself, your joy will flow from you like wine from a new bottle, for each of you has within you the spring of eternal joy, but we do not understand why you allow so many insignificant details to clutter the mind and keep you from radiating joy, for you are aware that this is your primary function in altering the planetary consciousness, yet it is a continual difficulty within each of your lives to allow the difficulties of the day to be as they are and to allow your native joy to shine forth, so we ask you to consider how you feel about each other since each of you finds the other to be beautiful, joyful, and adored, so if all of you feel that way there must be something to it, and we ask you to have confidence in yourself as well as in each other. On June 19, 1994, Q’uo spoke about how our native joy moves into our lives, moves out of our lives, and is the end of our lives:

The infant comes into the world in a state of unrestrained joy. This is the path upon which entities begin. Often before the entity has opened the eyes to the physical world that joy has been compromised. Certainly, within the first year or two of incarnation that native joy will be compromised, and the entity plunges into the myriad catalysts of this rich illusion which you now enjoy. As one watches the growing child one can see this joy more and more compromised by circumstance.

Where are the teachers of the path of joy? Why is this path not more used? There is a simple answer; that being that the path of joy is the path of the adept and to the adept all things are loss, except the infinite Creator and serving that Love which is the Creator. All things whatever may be counted as loss except that service. It is for this that each has come into this incarnation, to learn this path. This shining goal waits for each and becomes the path of fourth density. But third density still is being processed by each. This joy is still to be experienced fully except in many moments for each seeker where there is the click of sliding into that presence, which is electric, which is the Creator within.

At this time, I would open the meeting to questions.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. In two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic. That is, if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer. It is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you, and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint. There is nothing specific that you can do. It is, to be simply stated, a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible].

To answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator. And, each Creator has complete free will to mold their own universe. Those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, unless they are greedy. If they simply use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts; this is their birthright. Negativity is a very viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children. The choice is theirs. The only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. We are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right. However, your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence. This is not understood by your people. Therefore, it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen. Therefore, we are able to prevent it.

The Questioner seems to have asked how the psychic projections of the Russians can be dealt with. Latwii began by saying in two parts, the defense against the psychic is metaphysically another psychic, so if you vibrate in Love and Light that is the best defense you can offer, and it is a generalized one but unless you wish to engage in metaphysical warfare, thus stooping to the level of those who are attacking you and becoming adept at certain kinds of magic that are not without taint, there is nothing that you can do, so it is a matter of somewhere between five and twenty years of research that the United States has not done because it was pure research and that the Russians have done because they have a long view of [inaudible]. Latwii went on to say to answer the second part of the question, you must understand that each entity upon your planet is the Creator, and each Creator has free will to create their own universe, so those who wish to use their psychic powers in a negative capacity are completely able to do so, but if they use them for the supposed good of their world, as they understand it, they are able to maintain their gifts, for this is their birthright, so negativity is a viable alternative to the people on Earth, and it is not denied by the infinite Creator to Its children, for the choice is theirs, but the only thing that is denied at this time, by us, is the murdering of souls on the inner planes by nuclear devices. Latwii continued by saying we are aware of the possibility of nuclear war and have no intention of stopping it, for that is not our right, but your people do not understand that the emanations from such devices penetrate into the finer densities of existence in your sphere and can disrupt vibratory patterns and personalities so that they must revert back to the very beginning of the cycle of existence, but this is not understood by your people, so it is not against their free will if we do not allow this to happen, so we are able to prevent it. In 26. 23, Ra described how they were able to save the souls whose bodies were killed by nuclear bombs in Hiroshima and Nagasaki:

Questioner: Could you please give me an example from, let us say, Hiroshima or Nagasaki of how this is done?

Ra: I am Ra. Those who were destroyed, not by radiation, but by the trauma of the energy release, found not only the body/mind/spirit complex made unviable, but also a disarrangement of that unique vibratory complex you have called the spirit complex, which we understand as a mind/body/spirit complex, to be completely disarranged without possibility of re-integration. This would be the loss to the Creator of part of the Creator and thus we were given permission, not to stop the events, but to ensure the survival of the, shall we say, disembodied mind/body/spirit complex. This we did in those events which you mention, losing no spirit or portion or holograph or microcosm of the macrocosmic Infinite One.

Do you wish to question us further, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: My sister, by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves. We are here for the transition. We expect the transition to take some more time of your years. We are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is approximately thirty of your years. The effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established. Once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your physical beings have such a short life span. Those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other. They will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality and not a phase.

Questioner may have asked about how nuclear devices would affect the transition of Earth’s population into the fourth density of Love and understanding. Latwii said by the time your people become aware of the finer dimensions they will not want to use nuclear devices [inaudible] themselves, so we are here for the transition, and we expect the transition to take some more time of your years, but we are terrible at naming your years, but we believe that it is thirty of your years, so the effects will be complete, and the new vibration will be established, and once this is done, those who are not able to stand the higher vibrations will have perished, either by war, or by natural calamity, or by the simple maturation of old age, as your beings have such a short life span, so those who remain in the higher vibration will not want to part from each other because they will be able to see the unity of humanity as a reality. On September 21, 1974, Hatonn described the new vibration as Love:

There is much joy and much beauty in constant presence of the Creator of us all very apparent within the new vibration. The new vibration is Love, as is the old vibration and yet, my friends, the truth of Love becomes a little more obvious with the higher vibrations.

Through meditation, my friends, you may begin to see the heart of Love in all the clumsy actions of all those who enter your atmosphere in your daily activities. There may be a great deal of difficulty. There may be misspent time and mistaken words and yet, my friends, each action and each desire is, in truth, a manifestation of Love, shadowed and twisted sometimes, for all people are also Creators and can cause the shape of Love to change. Yet, the heart of all action is Love. Know this in your inmost self, and then you cannot be touched by that illusion which attempts to strike you. The freedom that this gives you to give forth Love in its original state, at all times, to all people is a very precious gift, we think. This is why the Confederation is here.

Do you wish to question further?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We cannot speak in any certainty now. There are so many possibilities that it is as if a teacup had two hundred cracks in it, and you knew it was going to break, but you did not know which one would go first, and how it would fall, or if, when it fell, how it would hit. There are probabilities due to the fact that some of the faults that run through your Earth’s crust are very unstable. By that, of course, we refer to the fault that runs from California to what you call Alaska. And also, the fault that runs through what you call England. These are somewhat unstable. There are many, many other unstable areas in the country, but we do not know, shall we say, how the dice will fall.

The forces of Light upon your planet have so far done a tremendous amount of alleviation of destruction. So that those natural changes that have taken place have been much less difficult and dangerous to human entities than they might have been, had not Light centers such as yours been [inaudible]. Thus, we of course urge you to continue to send love to your troubled planet as we [inaudible]. We feel that you are already aware of some of the dangers of your dwelling place. Is this not true, my sisters?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct. That is also correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are extremely correct.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Those would be good.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Less good. There are places in the east which are very stable, but those places in the west which are in your mind have great potential for not only being stable but for attracting those of like mind. So those who dwell there will be able to work together. That is [inaudible]. There is less possibility of stability as we head towards the west coast. You must not place too much emphasis upon our words, for we are looking at a probability sheet and, as you know, long shots do come in. However, the favorite at this point is not the mountains of the east or the mountains of Canada but rather, those mountains called the Rocky Mountains.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I do not know my sister. That will be up to you. You may not yet be tested. However, we would advise you to practice, as this instrument would call it, being cool. The only way to present yourself to destiny is with the knowledge that if you live, you live, and if you die, you die. And since you are an eternal being it does not matter. With this attitude you can work your way through most situations with a minimal of disquiet. It may sound cold-hearted but believe me, the time to sit on your emotions is the time when you most want to express them. You must realize that in the creation of the Creator, there are many distortions of Love. When you view a distortion of Love, you may not intellectually realize in that moment that this distortion will eventually begin its positive evolution towards Love in its true state. But, if you train yourself from time to time, the muscle memory, shall we say, will give you strength.

As you know, we are with you. And, although we cannot keep you from losing your physical vehicle, if a mountain falls upon you, or sea washes over you, we can certainly guard your infinitely precious soul. That will never be in any danger. We hope that this gives you some comfort. We realize also, this will not stop you from being afraid, but we like to point out that most brave people are afraid.

Is there another question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. You are correct in a sense. Do you wish any further information?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: You are coming in contact with your teacher who has been dealing with you for some time. Your lessons do not have any connection with your physical life in this density, at this time, rather, with the continuing evolution of your true self in its whole capacity. This part of your education is something that you could not do without. Nor could most of those who are called “apples” or “wanderers” by this instrument. The vibrations of your adopted dwelling place are such that it is very difficult for most of you to receive consciously the continuing lessons that you desire in your spirit self. Therefore, they must take place when your spirit is released through sleep.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: No, my sister, that is not precisely the reason for the separation. You were brave and desired to help the planet on which you now dwell. However, you were extremely reluctant to leave the very concentrated study, it was your whole existence previously. Thus, you did not invest your Earthly personality with a giant helping of your true personality but reserved a generous portion of it for continuing your study. This has caused you to feel as you described. The possibility of uniting the astral or ethereal self and the S self, as you may put it, is quite good and would only require that both the S self and the astral or spiritual self requested the adjustment. However, we find that you are doing very well in aiding the planet, just as you intended. And therefore, any changes that you make in your personality are entirely up to your own personal discretion. For you are doing what you came to do. And, we realize that is your answer.

Does this aid you, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am Latwii. We believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible]. We have to agree with you. It is a difficult place at best. Now, let us seriously address your question. As we said before, there is no need for you to feel that you are shirking your responsibilities to your adopted planet. For you have invested your personality with a tenacity towards helping the planet. There is nothing lacking in that part of your personality. Also, you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education. This was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations. Therefore, your fears are groundless. And you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home. For you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you. And we repeat, those who are fond of the man-made creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are somewhat negatively polarized.

You have a beautiful sphere upon which to live in. It is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others. We would find it very, very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere. The instrument through which we speak, for instance, has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of distrust and hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave. The one known as B is the most serene soul of the three of you. However, she too would give anything to be at home again. Therefore, rest easily, for each of you having made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision are doing what you came to do. And there is nothing more to be said, and not guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere. We ourselves have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]…

Questioner seems to be a wanderer who is feeling very uncomfortable within the third density of Earth. Latwi began their reply by saying we believe that you are describing the sphere known as Earth [inaudible], and we agree with you, for it is a difficult place, so let us address your question, for as we said there is no need for you to feel that you are avoiding your responsibilities to your adopted planet since you have invested your personality with a dedication towards helping the planet, so there is nothing lacking in that part of your personality, and you have not cut your ties with your teachers but are continuing your education because this was a prerequisite to your coming here, for you could not have survived, or you could not have taken the vibrations, so your fears are groundless, and you do not have to feel guilty about yearning to go back home, for you have made arrangement to bring a little bit of home with you, so those who are fond of the creation upon your planet are either not paying attention or are negatively polarized. Then Latwii said you have a beautiful sphere upon which to live, but it is unfortunate that the entities upon that sphere are not as beautiful in their manifestations of love and service to others, and we find it very unusual that a wanderer could feel at home in such an atmosphere, so Carla, through which we speak has never been able to live well in this atmosphere of hostility, and the vibrations have affected her body, although her spirit is very brave, and B is the most serene soul of the three of you, but she would give anything to be at home again, so rest easily, for each of you has made the sacrifice and followed through with your decision, and you are doing what you came to do, so there is nothing more to be said and no guilt to be felt because you do not like some of the excesses of negativity in this sphere, for we have spent most of our time working in the inner dimensions and [inaudible]… In 12.30, Ra spoke of the difficulties that many wanderers have when they incarnate on Earth:

Questioner: I just had a thought. Do any of these Wanderers have physical ailments in this Earth situation?

Ra: I am Ra. Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters for the fountain on the fishpond.

This afternoon I went on an errand run to Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 28

Go Forth Rejoicing And Glad

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

It is the wish of the principle of unconditional and creative Love that each particle of the Creator’s Love, each of your cells, go forth into the world rejoicing and glad.

Whatever your troubles, whatever your sorrows this day, we ask you to treat them as gently as honored guests. For each of those beautiful and less beautiful things that you may meet is something which may catch you, as a twig along the river; as that which may snag your attention and curl you into the outwardly blinded and inwardly gazing position of the fetus.

Let not your troubles bend you over or bring you to the dust, but rather stand in faith and enjoy each small and great blessing that you may find before you this day, offering praise and thanksgiving with a strong heart. Thus, may the Father’s Light shine in your world.

We leave you in peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for today comes from June 1, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am having to use a somewhat stronger control with this instrument this evening due to her condition, which is somewhat fatiguing to her. However, she is willing for this to happen, and we will speak to this group, for we are very appreciative of your coming together to seek the truth and realize that you have a desire for the words of the Confederation through an instrument such as this one, no matter how imperfect or desultory they may be.

The brothers and sisters of Hatonn send you their Love and Light also. They are again on duty, again in the Middle East. They have become regular Henry Kissingers these days and regret their being unable to be with you, for they are by nature those who desire to teach. And, it is always their desire to have a student who wishes to learn rather than a student who wishes to leave the classroom and go about other business. Unfortunately, my friends, the classroom upon your planet is your entire life, so that you cannot play hooky. You can only experience the gradations of feelings that you call emotions and states of happiness and sadness that are part of the catalyst of experience, which bring about thought and a greater understanding of the process which you as a soul are growing and evolving.

There is always one important point that we wish to make to those who meditate and truly seek the way of the pilgrim. That point may perhaps be illustrated rather than explained. Let us say, my friends, that you all have known an explorer, a treasure hunter, whose desire in life was to seek out the greatest and the best treasure of all time. Your friend sought out old maps and read old stories and talked to many archaeologists and experts, seeking a good trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that was priceless, a treasure that would be his. Because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure. “But,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure. If you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.”

So, my friends, our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every conceivable hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the deep, dark grotto in which the treasure lay. Bravely, he proceeded, tracking down many meaningless dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a remarkable tenacity of purpose. Finally, he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle. Finally, the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor. There was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward. Onward he moved in total darkness again, now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and came he then to the treasure chamber. Upon a pedestal stood a beautiful filigree box, locked with an intricate lock. He felt of it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak to the group about how to become seekers of truth. They began by saying there is one point that we wish to make to those who meditate and seek the way of the pilgrim, so that point may be illustrated rather than explained, and let us say that you have known an explorer whose desire was to seek the greatest treasure of all time, so your friend sought old maps, read old stories, and talked to many archaeologists seeking a trail to the best treasure of all time, a treasure that would be his, so because all desires become reality, this young man found an old man who knew of the greatest treasure, “but,” he said, “this great treasure is guarded by a three-headed dragon, and you must go down into dark caves to find this treasure, so if you can get past the dragon, you will have the only priceless treasure upon your planet.” Latwii continued by saying, so our explorer sold all that he had and set out to find the cave, and after traveling in every hardship he reached a part of a great wilderness in which he found the dark grotto in which the treasure lay, so he tracked down many dead ends, retracing his steps, moving in the dark but with a tenacity of purpose, and he heard the hiss of the dragon and saw it, as it glowed an unearthly green in the great vault where the dragon had its nest, and there was a great battle, and the explorer had slain the three-headed dragon, and the beast had poured its green life-fluids upon the damp dark stone of the cave’s floor, but there was no more hissing, and the explorer could move onward, so onward he moved in darkness again now that the dragon-light had been extinguished, and he came to the treasure chamber where upon a pedestal stood a beautiful ornamental box, locked with an intricate lock, and he felt it in the darkness and knew that it was the treasure, or it contained the treasure, he knew not which. On May 18, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the treasure that we have within us:

It is well for each to remember that no seeker travels alone, though each may feel great loneliness. It is well to remember that unseen hands—teachers, friends, and companions from before time—move with each entity and offer guidance and counsel whenever sought by the seeker. It is well again for each seeker to remember that the course being traveled was chosen, that this is not the density of understanding, for it is the density where little is understood, yet within this environment and these circumstances it is possible to so strengthen the will and the faith that the experience gathered is vivid and unique, pure and of great variety that would not be possible were there great understanding here. Thus, this is the treasure of this illusion. The constant need to understand what cannot be understood builds great strength of faith and will.

Painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came again unto the light of day. He was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto. The light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered. He set about to try the lock, with the infinite patience of those who truly desire the priceless. He tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, and lo, he opened the box. In the box lay a brown leather book, or so it seemed. He picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for the insides of the book, my friends, were two twin mirrors. We ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path. Spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life. They may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon. They may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found?

You, my friends, are the treasure, the one priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness. If you look at yourself in the mirror you may see many surface faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, what do you see? Deeply buried is treasure that lies within you. How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live? We ask you to trust not any outer garment of word, idea, thought, fact, message, dream or action but to go instead into meditation. Leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them. If you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, the knowledge that you seek. The more that you know, the less you will be able to speak. Until finally, you will become one who shows people the map and warns people of the dragon and assures them of the treasure. That is the path upon your particular sphere at this time.

Latwii went on to say painfully, slowly, he retraced his steps until he came into the light of day, and he was starved, for he had not eaten since he entered the grotto, and the light blinded him, but days passed, and he recovered, so he set about to try the lock with the patience of those who desire the priceless, and he tried every combination until he found how to open that lock, so he opened the box, and in the box lay a brown leather book, so he picked up the book and opened it and saw his own face, for inside of the book were two twin mirrors, and we ask that you think of this story as you proceed upon your path because spiritual friends and guides have a function in your life, for they may tell you where to find the cave, and they may warn you of the dragon, so they may assure you that there is a treasure, but once you have found the treasure, what have you found? Then Latwii said you are the priceless treasure of the universe, for you are life, and this pricelessness you share with all who have life and consciousness, so if you look at yourself in the mirror you may see faults in your appearance, but if you look in your inward mirror, for buried there is treasure that lies within you, so: “How much love, how much patience do you need to uncover yourself to yourself, for yourself, and for the world in which you live?” We ask you to go into meditation, and leave all of these things as if you were cleansed of them, for if you make a habit of this, you will find the treasure that you seek, and the more that you know, the less you will be able to speak until you will become one who shows people the map, warns people of the dragon, and assures them of the treasure, so that is the path upon your sphere at this time. On September 24, 1989, Oxal said that we are the treasure that we seek:

We would suggest that a support group of those who are of like mind, but who are considered colleagues, is a more natural and honest way of attempting to pierce the illusion, of attempting to see the truth, of attempting to move past the dragon and find the treasure that lies so deeply within you, each of you.

May we ask anyone in this room what you perceive the treasure as being?

Questioner: Man and angel.

Latwii: The blendingof those two answers, my friend, is the Amen of existence. We thank you for allowing us to tell our poor tale to you and will leave this instrument momentarily in order that Laitos may pass among you. I am Latwii.

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We also greet in Love and Light and would like to exercise those who desire to become channels at this time. If the one known as Jim would relax and not attempt to analyze his thinking processes. We would at this time transfer our contact to him and Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I would like to express my appreciation for the privilege of exercising this instrument. It is always a joy to be able to say a few words through this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

We were attempting to transfer our contact to the one known as E without speaking that thought. And we wish to confirm that he was receiving a contact. Now that we have confirmed it, we would like to transfer to the one known as E, that he may have the experience of vocalizing our thoughts. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as E and are aware that we got as far as the first word. That is the first step, my brother. Please feel very free and know that we are grateful to be working with you. At this time we would like to transfer contact to the one known as C. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. [Inaudible].

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos and we are very, very glad to make contact with our brother, C. We are sorry about the phenomenon which you might call a “rush,” which causes one to blank out. However, as one continues to work with the group this will become very manageable, for it is only the energy of a group as it is directed to you with the contact.

We are somewhat concerned about the brother who is going too deep. We will attempt to bring him back to a more conscious state at this time. If you will be patient, we will work with him. We ask you now, our brother, do you feel that you wish to work with us this time?

Questioner: Yes.

Laitos: We feel that you are very sensitive, and therefore we wish you to be very conscious as we work with you. For you have a capacity for other types of mediumship, and we do not wish to interfere with your studies. If at any time we trouble you, we ask that you mentally request that we leave. Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: I understand.

Laitos: In that case, we feel that we need only ask if your guides would wish us to work with you. If you will be patient we will speak with them at this time.

I am Laitos. We have permission and at this time we will attempt to transfer to the one known as M.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. [inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I thank the one known as M. We will continue working with him as we talk through this instrument to bring him up to a more conscious level. We continue to be concerned that he will go into a more trancelike state. This is not desirable, for we do not wish to interfere with his free will or the work of his other teachers on other planes.

We have greatly appreciated all of your patience, and we thank each of you. To our sisters, we give our Love and will continue to send our conditioning ray at any time that you may request it, not only to become channels, as you call it, but to enhance your own meditations. We will be with all of you if you request it. And if you find yourself in a situation in which you wish that we not be with you, please simply mentally request us to go, for our greatest desire is for your free will. For you are citizens of the universe of the Creator, and freedom is your birthright, that is the Law of creation.

I will leave this instrument at this time. You know, my friends, that I can only leave you in Love and in Light. It may seem an impossible feat upon a planet that is torn with strife, but it also seems impossible that a hummingbird can fly, for you cannot see its wings. Yet, you live upon a world fashioned completely of Love. And there is nothing that you do not look at that is not part of your self. I leave you in the wholeness and the unity of all that there is, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii, and am now establishing contact again with this instrument. I again greet you in Love and Light. I realize there is some thought in this room that now all philosophy is over, we can get down to business. But, my friends, let me tell you all of the questions about the world as you see it are questions about illusion. Our philosophy, as flimsy as it is, is much more to the point and much more “survival oriented,” as you people are fond of saying, than knowledge of a specific type. However, we are glad to share with you whatever information we do have, on any subject about which we can answer without interfering with your free will. Therefore, at this time we will open the meeting to questions, if you have any. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument, and I am aware of your question. We answer you very simply. You are not able to use this information at this time due to your lack of purity of thought. This is the problem not only of yourself but of many highly evolved people upon your plane of existence, and it is, shall we say, a touchy one. Therefore, it may take years for you to work toward a purity of thought that understands that there is something beyond good uses and bad uses and something beyond the vices. And when you get to the place where you wish only to serve the Creator in purity, then the information that you are now concerned about will have a free passage into your awareness.

Do you understand, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

C: [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am with the instrument. That is a question that is less easy to answer. There is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument. In the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally. We are dwelling in an illusion. Our illusion is much denser than yours. And, we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience. Most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will. We can work with our teachers at a conscious level. We are at a dimension called five. Our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion. We do not know where illusion stops. However, we can say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as this instrument would put it. Each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen. Once again, that becomes the illusion. We know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle. This is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so.

Questioner may have asked what the nature of Latwi’s illusion was. Latwii began by saying there is a clear answer, so we will tackle it through this instrument, so in the first place there is nothing but illusion until you get to a level in which words are not used at all, not telepathically, nor vocally, for we are dwelling in an illusion, but our illusion is denser than yours, and we have the facility to move into other illusions and vary our experience, but most of all we have the facility of moving into dimensions higher than our own at will, so we can work with our teachers at a conscious level, so we are at a dimension called five, and our teachers are higher, and they too live in illusion, but we do not know where illusion stops. Latwii went on to say that reality is like a carrot that is dangled in front of the nose of the donkey, as Carla would put it, and each reality, once gained, becomes the illusion, and a new reality is seen, so once again, that becomes the illusion, for we know that the path is infinite but suspect that it is also circular, that in the end we do dwell completely in reality, but without individual consciousness and then are sent forth again to complete the circle, but this is only a suspicion on our part, as even our teachers do not know that this is so. On October 16, 2010, Q’uo explained what it means when we complete the circle:

The Law of One suggests not that you follow the Creator or Its prophet or representative, but that you become aware that you are the Creator. Therefore, it suggests that you take responsibility for your life, your choices, and the way you live, day by day and hour by hour. It is not a philosophy that places urgency upon this quest for the truth. It is a philosophy that says that you have all the time that you need to make your choices and to follow your evolutionary path to complete the circle that you have begun, from the Creator, moving through densities and densities of experience into the heart of the one Creator once again, so that your source and your ending are the same and so that you never end.

You are a citizen of eternity. You are an infinite soul-stream. What you do not learn in this lifetime, you shall once again take up, and study that which you have not yet completed once again, and if necessary, once again, until in the fullness of time you move through the densities of Choice, Love, Light and Unity, and finally that density of Foreverness that is a mystery even to us.

Some of our teachers are stars and have lived a long time in…

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This morning I arranged the chairs in the living room for the public channeling meditation that will be held this afternoon. Then I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves off of the walkways and the parking area in front of my home.

This afternoon the channeling meditation began at 1 pm with 13 seekers of truth. We began with our round robin sharing of the most recent spiritual experiences that were found to be of the most importance on our spiritual journeys. During the channeling Q’uo was asked questions about how to set up the people and place for having a channeling session, the potential fate of planet Earth and Her population, how to tell if we are infringing on someone’s free will, and how to determine what we are living for and what we would be willing to die for. After the channeling session was over many conversations were occurring around the living room on a great variety of topics. Eventually attendees began leaving, and some went out to dinner together. It was a truly blessed event!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 27

The Touch Of The Spirit Of Love

Greetings. I am the Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

When you experience for the first time the touch of the Spirit of Love, you are as a bride who goes to her marriage bed, becoming a new being, one in flesh and Spirit with the beloved.

Although a virgin may be irresponsible, yet a wise householder has the passive responsibility of being an instrument through which new life may be channeled. There is also the active responsibility of a discriminating stewardship of all those gifts which are held in trust from the Father and which should be used to the glory and celebration of the consciousness of Love.

My peace I leave with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from May 25, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great pleasure for us to be with you again. We have missed our chances to speak with you very much. But we are afraid that at your present level of planetary intensity of political feelings we may well be absent from time to time, as you would say. We come to you upon the winds of Love and are very honored to take a small part in your meditation. This evening we would talk to you of freedom, my friends.

There was once a young man who desired freedom, for he was a young man of great sensitivity. And when he saw the poverty, the hunger, the suffering in the world about him, he could not understand how these people could be bound to their suffering. This young man spent years working actively to alleviate suffering and promote personal freedom for his brothers and sisters, wherever he found the need. But ultimately, he was betrayed by his own bitterness, for he knew that no matter what he did, it would never be enough to alleviate prison, which hunger and poverty had caused for so many upon your sphere.And so, he set all his daily work aside and went upon a journey, to seek an understanding of the reason why people must be bound by suffering, and why they could not be free. And he asked many people and received many answers. For there are those who believe many different things upon your planetary sphere, my friends. And each of those believes that they are the percipience of the truth. Some believe there is no such thing as freedom. Others believe that some must pay a price and are bound by their own previous errors. But with none of these answers was he satisfied.

One day he stopped upon an isle, for his ship needed supplies. And he was free to roam about this small tropical place. And he saw poverty again and conditions which were not conducive to health. And he found a native upon the island who spoke his language. And he told this native of his great dilemma. The native was a large man, and his laugh was equally loud. And his laughter rang through the small room in which they sat. And the native man tapped his forehead, “Freedom,” he said, “Here is freedom, nowhere else.” And the young man cried, “But what about all of those who are starving, or ill, or poor?” And the big man reached out and tapped the seeker upon the forehead, “Their freedom is in your head,” he said, “You must let them go, then, their freedom will be in their heads.”

Oxal wanted to share a story with the group about a young man who desired freedom by helping people who were suffering. Oxal began by saying there was a young man who desired freedom, for he was a young man of great sensitivity, and when he saw suffering in the world about him, he could not understand how these people could be bound to their suffering, so he spent years working to alleviate suffering and promote personal freedom for his brothers and sisters wherever he found the need, but he was betrayed by his own bitterness, for he knew that no matter what he did, it would never be enough to alleviate the prison which hunger and poverty had caused for so many upon your sphere, so he set his daily work aside and went upon a journey to seek an understanding of why people must be bound by suffering, and why they could not be free, so he asked many people and received many answers, for there are those who believe many different things upon your planet, and each person believes that they are the holders of the truth, so some believe there is no such thing as freedom, and others believe that some must pay a price and are bound by their own previous errors, but he was not satisfied with any of these answers. Oxal continued by saying one day he stopped upon an island, for his ship needed supplies, and he was free to roam about this small tropical place, and he saw poverty again and conditions which were not conducive to health, so he found a native upon the island who spoke his language, and he told this native of his dilemma, so the native was a large man, and his laugh was equally loud, and the native man tapped his forehead, “Freedom,” he said, “Here is freedom, nowhere else,” and the young man cried, “But what about all of those who are starving, or ill, or poor?” And the big man reached out and tapped the seeker upon the forehead, “Their freedom is in your head,” he said, “You must let them go, then, their freedom will be in their heads.” On March 4, 1990, Hatonn said that in the third density freedom was what we think it is according to our free will:

Yet the third density was not intended to be one which remained at the level of unquestioning faith. Rather, it was specifically designed to encourage each entity to seek, to think, to acquire, and to learn the vices, as you would call them, of humankind. Thus, the divine plan moved entities into groups which had awareness not only of themselves, but of other and differing groups, of other and differing gifts, of other and differing territories, arts and personalities. And so, the learning process began many, many thousands of your years in the past. That which drove the spirit forward was an inner quest for freedom which we have often called the Law of Confusion, or free will. The concept of freedom is a paradox, for as one thinks of freedom one is bound by one’s thought of freedom. One distorts the concept even as it is used in a reasoning and intellectual manner. Thus, freedom became infected with that trait of humankind which is absolutely necessary to set the stage for the making of choices, and that is the chaos of complete free will.

My friends, you do not live in an objective universe. All those things which you see about you are in fact not what they seem, as you are well aware. Any limitation which you might experience is a limitation only because of your perception of the way things should be as opposed to the way things are. If you desire to be what you are, and if in that being you discover that you seek the truth by nature, then, my friends, you will have achieved a type of personal freedom that is not known by those who are swayed by their perceptions of what should be but is not. If you are fully grounded in your knowledge of who you are, then, my friends, you are free to fulfill your desire to know the truth and to express that truth in any way that you may need. There are as many different works as there are people. The great secret, my friends, is that there is only one spirit, and that is Love, that provides all works for all people who dwell in Love.

If you try to change the world, if you try to help others, if you only modestly try to help one person, and try to do it upon your own, thinking and puzzling and perception, you will almost surely fail. For your perceptions are not their perceptions. And indeed, my friends, unless you allow yourself to flow into the channel of Love, your help will often be unpalatable to the ones you seek to help. You are free only when you snap the cords of your own desire to be somebody in this world and to do things in this world as your own person. When you have accomplished the dismantling of your desire for reputation, then, you have no more bonds or limitations, and you are free.

Oxal went on to say you do not live in an objective universe, for all those things which you see about you are not what they seem, and any limitation which you experience is a limitation because of your perception of the way things should be as opposed to the way things are, so if you desire to be what you are, and if in that being you discover that you seek the truth by nature, you will have achieved personal freedom that is not known by those who are swayed by their perceptions of what should be but is not, and if you are grounded in your knowledge of who you are, then you are free to fulfill your desire to know and to express that truth in any way that you may need, and there are as many different works as there are people, so the great secret is that there is only one spirit, and that is Love that provides all works for all people who dwell in Love. Then Oxal said if you try to help one person, and try to do it upon your own, thinking and puzzling, you will surely fail, for your perceptions are not their perceptions, and unless you allow yourself to flow into the channel of Love, your help will often be unpalatable to the ones you seek to help, so you are free only when you cut the cords of your desire to be somebody in this world and to do things in this world as you are, and when you have accomplished the dismantling of your desire for reputation, then you have no more limitations, and you are free. On May 31, 1981, Hatonn said that we all can be a channel of Love:

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you by saying that the process of loving the self may begin at any point, for all is one. And when an entity can truly love any other entity or any other idea that seems to be other than self, then the entity has made a start in loving the self which will, shall we say, become as a chain of reactions, each feeding the other—the Love of the self for the other for the self for the other for the self, and so on until the channel of Love is open within the entity and flows freely, the waters of Love touching all.

There are still those who are hungry, who are poor, and who suffer. This is so, my friends. We would never attempt to cause you confusion by stating that we do not know that your planetary influence is a difficult one. But each person is free if they desire to be. And you yourself are free of whatever limitations you may choose to have brought upon yourself in the moment in which you allow yourself to be one who desires to know the truth, one who seeks to know the Love of the Creation, for this Love, my friends, is a very powerful thing. Those who need you will be drawn to you, for you are not responsible for the world. You are responsible for yourself and in yourself dwells the world. Those who are drawn to you will ask and as you open yourself to Love, you will know that which is of help. We urge you never to volunteer esoteric information to those who have not asked, nor to withhold it from any serious student.

But pay attention, my friends, always, to the only person who can be free, and that is yourself. A desire for freedom is an impossible desire, for you dwell in the prison of a body, of a gravity well, of an illusion that is heavy. And yet, you are willing prisoners of the catalyst of the experience of this planetary sphere. The way to freedom lies in accepting the conditions of your particular incarnation and in asking to know the truth. It is written in your holy works, my friends, “Seek and know the truth, for the truth shall make you free.” Freedom does not come without a commitment, not to self, not to what you would call ego, but to the truth and to service in the name of that truth.

Now Oxal said there are those who are hungry, who are poor, and who suffer, and we would never attempt to cause you confusion by stating that we do not know that your planetary influence is a difficult one, but each person is free if they desire to be, and you are free of whatever limitations you may choose to have brought upon yourself in the moment in which you allow yourself to be one who desires to know the truth, one who seeks to know the Love of the Creation, for this Love is a powerful thing, so those who need you will be drawn to you, for you are not responsible for the world, but you are responsible for yourself, and in yourself dwells the world, for those who are drawn to you will ask, and as you open yourself to Love, you will know that which is of help, so we urge you never to volunteer metaphysical information to those who have not asked, nor to withhold it from any serious student. Then Oxal said pay attention to the only person who can be free, and that is yourself, for a desire for freedom is an impossible desire, for you dwell in the prison of a body and an illusion that is heavy, and yet, you are willing prisoners of the catalyst of the experience of this planetary sphere, and the way to freedom lies in accepting the conditions of your particular incarnation and in asking to know the truth, for it is written in your holy works, “Seek and know the truth, for the truth shall make you free,” but freedom does not come without a commitment to the truth and to service in the name of that truth. On July 21, 1991, Q’uo said that we must desire to know the truth:

You have produced a fruit, each of you, according to your seeking and your desire to know the truth. This fruit is a quality of your being that shines forth without effort as you spontaneously engage in your daily round of activities and touch that quality in some form in each other entity and call it forth by that touch.

We are aware that you have a great desire to be of service and that you feel a responsibility to your kind, especially in these days that you face now in the unfoldment of your planetary experience. But, you must work on yourself, and know that as you achieve a state of true desire to know the Love of the Creator, a burning desire to feel the Spirit of that Love which created you, you will then find all else that you seek added unto you. It is not an easy path, my friends, but it is a fruitful one.

[Pause]

We thank you for having patience during this pause, and we greet our brother S. Therefore, my friends, we ask you to be at peace with the world as it is, knowing that it is in each person’s grasp to perceive his world in any way in which they see fit. This is difficult for you to imagine, for you have never starved or suffered in the way some of your brothers and sisters have. But you must take stock of how you came to be where you are, what advantages this has given you as a channel for the Love and the Light of the Creator. And then you must seek to do the will of that Love that created you, and set you in this particular place at this particular time. We all, my friends, have work to do. Ours is to be available to you and to those upon your planet who desire or require our Love. Yours is whatever you make it. For indeed, my friends, you are free. You have only to break the tiny chains that keep you from your desire.

Oxal continued by saying we are aware that you have a great desire to be of service, and that you feel a responsibility to your kind, especially in these days that you face now in the unfoldment of your planetary experience, but you must work on yourself, and know that as you achieve a state of desire to know the Love of the Creator, a burning desire to feel the Spirit of that Love which created you, you will then find all else that you seek added unto you, for it is not an easy path, but it is a fruitful one. Oxal said we ask you to be at peace with the world as it is, knowing that it is in each person’s grasp to perceive the world in any way in which they see fit, but this is difficult for you to imagine, for you have never suffered in the way some of your brothers and sisters have, so you must take stock of how you came to be where you are, what advantages this has given you as a channel for the Love and the Light of the Creator, and then you must seek to do the will of that Love that created you, and set you in this place at this time, for we all have work to do, and ours is to be available to you and to those upon your planet who desire our Love, and yours is whatever you make it, for you are free, so you have only to break the tiny chains that keep you from your desire. On June 29, 1986, Hatonn said that we are free:

You are given freedom in totality. There is no holding back upon the part of the Creator; there are no hidden loopholes or clauses. You are free. You are free to do nothing. You are free to work diligently upon a personal agenda which has no contact with other selves. You are free to create a rigid agenda in which things for the self and things for the other self are compartmented. You are free to throw yourself into service of other selves at every available opportunity, whether service is requested or not. And finally, you are free to leave yourself open to the potential for the opportunity of being of service to others whenever that opportunity is offered. We have found more virtue in the latter course, and this brings us to freedom.

At this time my sister Laitos will pass among you and work with each of you, while we attempt to continue this contact through the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are aware that the one known as Jim is the recipient of a great deal of energy, and this group is a well-charged one. And therefore, we will attempt to focus this energy in a more manageable way, in order to facilitate the contact. We will again transfer to the one known as Jim, if he will simply speak without analyzing that which he receives. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

[Inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We may say, for the sake of his confidence, that we do confirm that the next thought was to thank him for the privilege of using him as an instrument. We are aware of the problem of analyzing thoughts and we are very sympathetic, for it is not easy to speak when you do not know what the end of your sentence will be, much less what the thought will contain. However, once the one known as Jim achieves a better state of confidence, may we say that he will be a very good channel. We would like to transfer now to another instrument, while Laitos continues to work with you on your conditioning. We would now transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We have a very strong contact. You must stop analyzing [inaudible]. I am Hatonn. We thank you for this contact, for it is a privilege to work with each of you [inaudible]. I will transfer to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We are aware that the one known as M would like the experience of feeling the contact and as Laitos concentrates upon him, we will attempt to [inaudible] him, so that he may feel what our contact is like. I am Hatonn.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. Thank you, my friends, for your patience. It is one of our desires to develop as many channels as we can of the vocal type, because there are so many who desire to hear the type of information which we share. But, we assure each of you that in your own way all that you do is your way of channeling the Creator. Each time that you serve your brother or your sister, you serve the Creator. Therefore, let your mind be at rest and let your heart be happy. We leave you in the temple of the creation. We leave you in the present, for there is no time. And we cannot even leave you, for there is no place, for all of creation is here. And the Creator is you, and your brothers and your sisters and all those things that live that consciousness of Love. We leave you in that Love and that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn. I thank you for the opportunity to speak. Adonai, my friends.

I am Latwii. I also greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. As a member of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Creator, I am always at your disposal. We have been having a great time here, watching the spectra of your planetary energies as your Earth changes take place. You have a very beautiful planet, my friends. We enjoy the one known as Hatonn and are very glad to be here with you. We come to answer any questions that you might have at this time, if this instrument might by any chance be able to channel them. Is there a question at this time?

M: I have a question. Since I was a young age, I felt I saw a UFO. Can you tell me why I have been searching ever since then? I have studied and tried to understand what it was that I saw and the related fields that I studied. Can you tell me why, or what, lies in the future for me? Why the purpose besides trying to get people more awake to the greater? But I feel I’m singled out.

Latwii: I am aware of your question, my brother. Much of it we cannot answer due to the necessity for your will to be free, However, you answer your own question. If you have not thought it through, I will attempt to help you. You are not to help others, given the phenomenon you describe, but did it not awaken you? What, my friend, is the purpose of what this instrument would call the two-by-four applied to the forehead of the mule, is this not to get his attention? That is why we are here. We are attempting to engage the planetary attention and to, shall we say, give a soft sell, that is not provable but is subjectively available to the people, that will catch their attention and make them begin to seek. That is the reason for this experience, my friend. Your life experience has to do with your evolution as a spirit. You now have your attention upon this fact. Do you now see the place of that experience in your early life, in what has happened to you subsequently?

M: Yes.

Latwii: Does this answer your question, my brother?

M: Yes, it does, but I feel that, could there be another reason besides [inaudible]. Do you understand?

Latwii: We understand what you wish to hear but, we will not speak what you wish to hear. But rather, admonish you to remember that the creation waits for no one. Nor should anyone wait for the creation. You are a part of all that is. That which you do is a part of all that is. Each of those who sit in this circle has a purpose in life or perhaps more than one purpose in life. And the road upon which that purpose lies is a many-branched road, so that you cannot stray from your purpose. You can take a longer or a shorter road. You can only go slowly or quickly or sit down; the purpose remains. However, the purpose of each of you is simple, my friends, and has to do with knowing the Love of the Creator. As was said earlier, once you have established contact with the Creator and the creation, you are then one with the flow that will bring to you that which you need, and will give you the opportunity to do the work that your higher self has prepared for you. Thus, worry not about your purpose in life, but instead, desire to know Love. And in that Love, to share that Love with others. In this way alone will your purpose become evident and its termination final. Does this answer your question?

M: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Jim: I have a question. Ruth Montgomery [inaudible].

I am Latwii. I am establishing contact with this instrument. If you will be patient, we must deepen contact, for she lost her state of calmness for a moment. I am Latwii. I am, I am, I am. I am aware of your question, my brother.

The number of people, or as you would call them, planetary entities or societies in our Confederation varies, but the number is between five and six hundred. However, they are broken down into various subgroups and these are the groups a channel known as Ruth was speaking of. Those of Latwii have only begun to work with the teaching branch of the Confederation with your group. Previously we had been what you might term scientists, and that is still our primary duty. But we were attracted to your group, for we have found that although it is not, shall we say, a greatly advanced or tremendously bright group, it is amazingly consistent in its desire to seek the truth, and this has attracted our interest, for we have a turn of mind which is similar. And therefore, we asked permission of the teaching branch of the Confederation to speak to this group. You may have noticed that we are not entirely smooth, but we hope we are getting a little better. However, the information about the sixty subgroups is basically correct, although you must understand this number does vary, depending upon the needs of the planet and the terms of stay, shall we say, of the various members of the Confederation. Some are here for the duration; some are here for less time.

May we in any way enlarge upon this question for you?

Jim: Yes. I would like to know if this Confederation is of this galaxy or of more galaxies than our own?

Latwii:My brother, this instrument is not particularly well equipped to answer this question, but we will do our best through her. Your contemplation of the galaxy is somewhat humorous to us, for we realize that we see that which you cannot, that is, the many planes of existence. That is our specialty, that is the study of vibrations. We are not only an intergalactic Confederation but also interdimensional.

For instance, your group speaker who has been with you since your beginnings as a group is from, what you would call, Andromeda. Were you to go to that dimension you would not find Hatonn, for it vibrates in a dimension which is two octaves above your own. We have many here from various parts of your skies, some in your density but not very many, most are from a density beyond yours, because in our densities we are able to accomplish what you would call travel by thought, and without the experience of duration which you are bound to in your illusion.

Does this answer your question?

Jim: Yes.

Latwii: May we help you further, my friend?

Questioner: Yeah, I’d like to know if you cover the entire known universe or just a portion of it?

Latwii: This instrument has trouble relaying the concept we gave her. We must learn to curb our levity. We showed her the picture of us as paint being tossed over the galaxy and dripping down on the sides, what covers the, as you put it, known galaxy. What covers the infinity, that is, the creation, is Love. We have, shall we say, arrived at a vibration of experience in which we are conscious of that Love, in which we can see that Love, and therefore, are desirous only of following that Love, wherever it may lead us. When we are needed, we hear that call, regardless of the so-called distance and those who call, and we come and give what aid we can.

And meanwhile, we study what is occurring in the creation. For at this particular point in our own evolution of spirit, we do not fully understand the plan of the Creator, and we collect all the information that we can to further our understanding of this plan. Our basic understanding is that there is indeed a plan, and with this, shall we say, article of faith, we go forth and do our work, while the teaching branch sends forth its Love and its Light to the individual entities dwelling upon spheres such as yours who have cried out so greatly that we could not help but hear you. Were you in the farthest reaches of the farthest density in this infinite creation, we would hear you, for our ears are only those receptors which hear the cry of the child in need of Love, and that is your planet. Your planet is fearful and is in great need of what it does not have. And we are not able to give to your planet that which it truly desires, that is, a sign which shall be obvious to all. For we cannot interfere with the free will of your planet. Therefore, we remain somewhat hidden, somewhat questionable, and available only to those who are led to hear us by their own desires. In that way, we do not infringe upon the free will of any who may wish not to hear what we have to say.

Questioner asked: “Yeah, I’d like to know if you cover the entire known universe or just a portion of it?” Latwii began by saying we showed Carla the picture of us as paint being tossed over the galaxy and dripping down on the sides of what covers the known galaxy, so what covers the creation, is Love, so we have arrived at a vibration of experience in which we are conscious of that Love, in which we can see that Love, and are desirous of following that Love wherever it may lead us, so when we are needed, we hear that call, regardless of the distance and those who call, and we come and give what aid we can. Then Latwii said we study what is occurring in the creation, for at this point in our evolution of spirit, we do not fully understand the plan of the Creator, and we collect all the information that we can to further our understanding of this plan, for our understanding is that there is a plan, and with this article of faith, we go forth and do our work, while the teaching branch sends forth its Love and its Light to the individual entities dwelling upon spheres such as yours who have cried out so that we could not help but hear you, for were you in the farthest reaches of the farthest density in this infinite creation, we would hear you, for our ears are those receptors which hear the cry of the child in need of Love, and that is your planet, and your planet is fearful and is in great need of what it does not have, and we are not able to give your planet that which it desires, that is, a sign which shall be obvious to all, for we cannot interfere with the free will of your planet, so we remain hidden and available only to those who are led to hear us by their own desires, so in that way we do not infringe upon the free will of any who may wish not to hear what we have to say. On February 6, 2016, Q’uo spoke of how the free will of our planet has worked:

Realize my friends that the free will of your planet is most difficult to predict, for there are forces moving from ancient of days that would work against such harvest, those entities of a darker variety which seek in their own manner to be harvested by controlling the Light of this harvest. And yet they shall fail, for the legions of the service-to-self entities will have only a short day when they shall reign supreme, and then their day shall be over, and the Light shall shine, and the harvest shall be complete. And those who seek service to others shall find a new fourth density home upon this planet, for this planet shall be a fourth-density positive planet, even with all the seeming darkness, strife, wars, control, and negativity that have plagued this planet for thousands of your years.

Thus, you may see that though there are difficulties ahead, the difficulties shall be surmounted. All compassionate Love shall find not only its day, but its cycle upon this planet, and this planet shall be as bright as a star in the heavens of a new creation.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: We are so happy, and hope that it is not a “TV dinner,” as this instrument would call it. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. [Inaudible].

Latwii: I am aware of your question. I am Latwii. We are having trouble with our solemnity, if you will pardon us. Sometime you people are very serious, and we find that hilarious.

May we say to you that all things in your experience are very useful for your understanding, and this definitely includes dreams, for one third of your life, if you are lucky, is spent in garnering these messages from parts of your mind and spirit that are forced into quietude during your active, daily work-a-day world. Sometimes your dreams will simply attempt to work out frustrations in your daily life and are simply a means of helping you to adjust to a situation which is less than perfect. However, if you become a student of your own dreams, that is, if you begin to write them down as soon as you awaken, you will begin to understand things about yourself that you did not understand before. For you are, in your dreams, conversing with parts of yourself that are in touch with your higher self and with those whom we would call your angels or your guides. Once you have begun to pay attention to your dreams, you will begin to have memories of being instructed or even of instructing others, depending upon your particular vibratory pattern as a personality coming into this incarnation. Eventually, you will be able to use faculties of your consciousness in dreams, so that you will have a much better communication with yourself in your deeper or subconscious, as this instrument would call it, mode of being.

Therefore, we would of course encourage you to pay attention to your dreams, just as you would pay attention to those things that occur when you are awake. It is widely known among your people that sleep is necessary only because of dreaming. If sleep occurs without dreaming, the entity becomes ill. In your dreams you are in contact with your higher self and with the Creator. This is your spiritual rest. There are many, many of your people to whom this is the only comfort, for whom this is the only contact. Thus, the more that you meditate or pray, the less that you will need sleep. If you were to totally spend your time in an inspired or loving state, conscious of the Creator, and in ecstasy with the joy of the creation and Love, you would not need your sleep. And, there have been those among your people who have achieved this level of contact with Love. However, for the rest of those upon your planet, as this instrument, for instance, you will continue to need a sufficient amount of sleep, so that you can make contact with those deeper parts of your being.

M seems to have asked a question about the value of dreams. Latwii began by saying all things in your experience are useful for your understanding, and this includes dreams, for one third of your life is spent in getting these messages from parts of your mind and spirit that are forced into quietude during your active, daily world, and sometimes your dreams will attempt to work out frustrations in your daily life and are a means of helping you to adjust to a situation which is less than perfect, but if you become a student of your own dreams, and you begin to write them down as soon as you awaken, you will begin to understand things about yourself that you did not understand before, for you are, in your dreams, conversing with parts of yourself that are in touch with your higher self and with those whom we would call your angels or your guides, so once you have begun to pay attention to your dreams, you will begin to have memories of being instructed or even of instructing others, depending upon your particular vibratory pattern as a personality coming into this incarnation, and eventually you will be able to use faculties of your consciousness in dreams, so that you will have a much better communication with yourself in your subconscious mode of being. Then Latwii said we would encourage you to pay attention to your dreams, just as you would pay attention to those things that occur when you are awake, for it is known among your people that sleep is necessary only because of dreaming, and if sleep occurs without dreaming, the entity becomes ill, for in your dreams you are in contact with your higher self and with the Creator since this is your spiritual rest, so there are many of your people to whom this is the only comfort, for whom this is the only contact, so the more that you meditate or pray, the less that you will need sleep, and if you were to totally spend your time in a loving state, conscious of the Creator, and in ecstasy with the joy of the creation and Love, you would not need your sleep, and there have been those among your people who have achieved this level of contact with Love, but for the rest of those upon your planet, as Carla for instance, you will continue to need a sufficient amount of sleep, so that you can make contact with those deeper parts of your being. On January 2, 2016, Q’uo spoke about how we can use our dreams to contact our subconscious mind, our guides, and our higher self:

If you pay attention to your dreams and persistently apply yourself to gain access to your dreams, you will find that there are many messages available. These come from a variety of sources: from your subconscious mind (the high priestess who awaits your seeking to illuminate your conscious mind), by intuition, by messages within the dreams that are symbolically coded in a way which you can untangle and understand and apply to your life; from your higher self as well, from your guides.

Does this answer your question my brother?

M: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We certainly hope so. We would hope so for everyone because there is so much beauty in your world, it is a shame to miss the night with all of its sparkling splendor.

Is there another question, my friends?

Questioner: [Inaudible] Although I know on a deep level [inaudible] relationship to the planet, to a new civilization. I would like insight from you of [inaudible] my relationship [inaudible].

Latwii: I am with this instrument. We are aware that you desire this information, but there are things which we cannot share with you, due to our desire for your unimpaired free will. The information that you request is within you, as you stated, and we do not wish to influence any life decisions or understandings that you might obtain. Remember that the information that we give you is basically quite meaningless. The information that you truly need comes from within yourself. You have the information that is necessary for you. We are here, as the one known as E said, to give you food for thought, never, ever to influence your decisions. We are sorry that we cannot speak freely upon this, but we do not wish to become advisors, but only friends along the way. Can you understand our position, my friend?

Questioner: Yes. [Inaudible]

[Laughter]

Thank you.

Latwii: Now, my brother, you are beginning to enjoy yourself. We are very glad. We were afraid that you would get mad at us.

Questioner: That would be impossible.

Latwii: We will take a little break here while we are getting ourselves sober again. We are very much enjoying the mood of this session, for it is a very good one this evening. Thank you for your beautiful vibrations. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]… mentioned… eruption of Mount St. Helen… in the future some sort of activity somewhere to the south…

Latwii: I am Latwii. We are aware of your question, and due to the fact that someone has informed this dull instrument of the Ring of Fire, we now are able to give her a much clearer picture than we could last week. The probability of a problem occurring in an arc of approximately twenty minutes, starting out to sea and crossing land near South America, but north, is greater than it was last week. The probability at this time is approximately two one (21 percent). This is a significant rise in probability. This is due to the fact that there are pressures generated by heat within the planetary sphere, which must come into balance. We are showing this instrument fire. We are having difficulty pinpointing our concept.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We were unable to give this instrument the precise information she needs, due to the fact that we know that she would be interrupted. You must realize that it is very difficult for us to give precise information through a channel such as this one. And in this case, we do not speak of her particular educational and life experience, which have prepared her more to channel philosophy and words of beauty than to speak words of specific information. Rather, it is due to the type of contact which we of the Confederation prefer to use with our channels, for the amount of control that is necessary for a perfect contact is very uncomfortable in the conscious state. We do not like to work with trance, due to the fact that we wish the entity at all times to be able to reject or accept our thoughts. Thus, we do not infringe upon the free will of our channels. Therefore, we will attempt to give information, but you must understand that these are simply probabilities.

Questioner: [Inaudible]… mentioned… eruption of Mount St. Helen… in the future some sort of activity somewhere to the south…Latwii began by saying we are aware of your question, and due to the fact that someone has informed Carla of the Ring of Fire, we are able to give her a clearer picture than we could last week, so the probability of a problem occurring in an arc of approximately twenty minutes, starting out to sea and crossing land near South America, but north, is greater than it was last week, and the probability at this time is approximately two one (21 percent), and this is a significant rise in probability due to the fact that there are pressures generated by heat within the planetary sphere, which must come into balance, so we are showing this instrument fire, but we are having difficulty pinpointing our concept. Latwii went on to say we were unable to give Carla the information she needs due to the fact that we know that she would be interrupted, so you must realize that it is difficult for us to give precise information through a channel such as this one, but we do not speak of her life experiences, which have prepared her to channel philosophy and words of beauty than to speak words of specific information, but it is due to the type of contact which we of the Confederation prefer to use with our channels, for the amount of control that is necessary for a perfect contact is very uncomfortable in the conscious state, so we do not like to work with trance, due to the fact that we wish the entity to be able to reject or accept our thoughts so we do not infringe upon the free will of our channels, and we will attempt to give information, but you must understand that these are simply probabilities. On August 16, 1981, Latwii spoke of the amount of control that they used with Carla:

As you will notice, my brother, from the variations in the strength of the voice level which is proceeding from this instrument’s vocal apparatus, we do indeed attempt constantly to adjust to an instrument’s particular vibrations so that we may convey those thoughts which we have to offer without unduly causing discomfort of any kind due to the minor amount of control necessary for this type of contact.

The greatest probability of an occurrence is that of another eruption upon an island which will be fiery. There are probabilities of earthquakes on land or under the ocean which would cause tidal waves. However, as the land shifts, these probabilities will also shift, and we do not know for certain how the Earth will release the pressure which has built up within it. If you wish to send your love to the planet, it will use it to release pressure on the inner planes, and perhaps you would like to do this. This is acceptable, for you have the right to aid your planet, because you are incarnated upon it. We can send Love to it but cannot directly influence it, for we are not of your planetary being.

Then Latwii said the greatest probability of an occurrence is that of another eruption upon an island which will be fiery, and there are probabilities of earthquakes on land or under the ocean which would cause tidal waves, but as the land shifts these probabilities will also shift, and we do not know how the Earth will release the pressure which has built up within it, so if you wish to send your love to the planet, it will use it to release pressure on the inner planes, and perhaps you would like to do this, so this is acceptable, for you have the right to aid your planet, because you are incarnated upon it, and we can send Love to it but cannot directly influence it, for we are not of your planetary being. On February 24, 1987, Laitos spoke about the nature of the inner planes:

There are many entities who are a part of what we find is called the inner planes of this particular planetary sphere who also seek to speak through instruments for the purpose of not only inspiring an instrument but of sharing information through an instrument with those who may seek in a fashion which is congruent with the entities making the contact. Thus, in whatever manner you choose to continue this service, we wish you to know that we appreciate the opportunity of working with you and we join you in expressing the desire to be of service to the one Creator and to those about you through this kind of service. On October 19, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the inner planes:

Now let us say here that in discussing the inner planes, we discuss a universe vaster than the physical universe and greatly populated with a very wide gamut of personalities. The most tremendous wisdom, compassion, and mastery live within the inner planes. We ourselves dwell in, shall we say, a parking garage in fifth density, as it were, as we are involving ourselves with your vibrations at this time. We are part of that network of inner planes that includes all of the spirits that seek to serve.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Yes, my brother. The greatest probability would be off into the—we must search this instrument’s mind—off to the north-east of that area, where there are islands. However, there is also some probabilities of adjustments in the Earth’s crust occurring along the line that you mentioned. We are still looking for the name of the waters of your planet.

Questioner: Could it be the Caribbean Sea?

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. This is what we were attempting to pull out of this instrument’s mind, for it was in there, but she does not use the word very frequently. That is correct.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question about that area. Could this be near the area that the continent of Atlantis is supposed to be?

Latwii: We are consulting the computer. I am Latwii. The continent of Atlantis was, in fact, several bodies of land, which stretched over a large body of water. Therefore, the question that you ask is confusing. However, part of Atlantis is near the area, yes, my brother.

Questioner: Will this activity uncover any of the remains of the part of Atlantis that is in that area or will it destroy it even more?

Latwii: We are with this instrument and have a picture of what you ask, from the computer. We do not have knowledge of this particular part of your planetary experience. However, computer knowledge indicates that your people have already rediscovered parts of Atlantis. However, there are many who doubt everything, and therefore evidence which should be quite apparent is not. For some reason there are people upon your planet who wish to be the only ones who are upon your planet. It is an interesting phenomenon, my friends. Perhaps, in their incarnations in Atlantis, before the end of the last cycle, when they failed to go on and were forced to repeat over another cycle of experience, they had experiences that they would rather not remember. Therefore, they deny Atlantis.

However, there are those among your people who can show you artifacts and places that the shifting sands uncover that are quite definitely made by humans, and quite definitely too old to be of this civilization. Thus, Atlantis is with you already and will continue to rise, as other parts of your planetary land masses sink. The water, my friends must go somewhere. However, all things eventually become less whole than they were, due to the nature of magnetic fields. So, as time passes there will be less undisturbed evidence of Atlantis.

Questioner: Will this activity uncover any of the remains of the part of Atlantis that is in that area, or will it destroy it even more? Latwii began by saying we are with Carla and have a picture of what you ask from the computer, but we do not have knowledge of this part of your planetary experience, but the computer knowledge indicates that your people have already rediscovered parts of Atlantis, but there are many who doubt everything, and evidence which should be apparent is not, for some reason there are people on your planet who wish to be the only ones who are on your planet, and it is an interesting phenomenon, so in their incarnations in Atlantis, before the end of the last cycle, when they failed to go on and were forced to repeat over another cycle of experience, they had experiences that they would rather not remember, so they deny Atlantis. Latwii continued by saying there are those among your people who can show you artifacts and places that the shifting sands uncover that are made by humans and too old to be of this civilization, so Atlantis is with you and will continue to rise, as other parts of your planetary land masses sink, but the water must go somewhere, but all things eventually become less whole than they were due to the nature of magnetic fields, so as time passes there will be less undisturbed evidence of Atlantis. On May 23, 1982, Latwii shared information about the entities of Atlantis today:

Questioner: Are there any entities upon this planet presently who experienced the demise of Atlantis?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, there are many entities upon this planet which experienced that action. Indeed, almost every entity which was a part of the population of that continent known in your history as Atlantis now resides upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: And I’m assuming they’re both of the positive and negative polarity?

I am Latwii. In general, my sister, this is correct, although the greatest portion of your people have not yet chosen their polarity but swing back and forth between the two, both upon the conscious and unconscious levels.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: Yes, it does. It brings some other questions to mind too. In that area, as it settled, a crystal was found there inside a pyramid, in a shaft of metal. Is this a storage device for energy or could it have been an energy source?

Latwii: Are you familiar, my brother, of the person with power who works with a crystal? You think of this person perhaps as a gypsy, who gazes into the crystal ball. Are you familiar with this concept?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: You must understand that as one disciplines the personality and becomes aware of one’s true nature, one begins to achieve powers and can come into attunement with crystals, for weal or for woe, to heal or to destroy. The crystals were used to a very large extent in the civilization which you know of as Atlantis. They were also misused in the end. As you proceed with your own seeking and as you find yourself becoming a more powerful personality, keep in mind the responsibility for good or for evil that you carry within you, for you must always make that choice. This may sound simple, but it is not, unless you let the Creator move you as the wind blows the trees. We realize we have gotten a bit off the subject of crystals. However, there was a lot of trouble because of those crystals ,and we ask you to take that to heart.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank all of you for allowing us to speak to you.

Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible] advanced civilization [inaudible]. Had they achieved higher level of consciousness [inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct, my brother.

Questioner: Is that similar to what happened between [inaudible].

Latwii: No, my brother, it is not similar. The name we have for that planet is Maldek. That particular planet chose consciously the evil way. Thus, it destroyed itself. In the case of Atlantis, there were, even at the end, very advanced beings on the side of Light. They escaped and helped to form very advanced civilizations in South America and in the region which you call Tibet. Thus, the two situations are not alike. Maldek was a pure planet, and if you can appreciate evil as the polarity of good, you can appreciate the dark magnificence of that planet as it destroyed itself.

We do not have the sentimental hatred for evil, as you call it, that those among your people do when they speak of evil, that which Lucifer has become, that is, the devil. We find evil useful, because it delineates the good, giving you the choice that makes you learn. You have only to be conscious that you have that choice in order to have a great head start upon vibrating always towards the positive, towards Love. Because of this you may well suffer. However, each tear that you let fall is gold, for you learn as you grow. And with each trial you become more able to be above good and evil, so that you seek only the Creator.

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This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. When I got home, I vacuumed the first floor of my home.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow all of the leaves from my neighbor’s driveway and my front yard into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves into leaf dust.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 26

May Your Soul Be Tempered

I am of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, and I greet you in the fullness of divine Love.

The unconditional nature of Love is not fully understood by those who wish each other a pleasant day, a happy day, a good day. For to one full of the Spirit of Love, each day is, first, that which is dipped in fire and held to the rising sun, a tempered sword of unity so that all things are one, the seemingly good, the seemingly difficult situations alike, blending into Love, turning into chances for renewal and growth.

May your soul be so tempered in the grace of Jesus Christ that the Spirit may speak through you this day, regardless of the circumstances of your existence, to a world hungry for the Love of Christ.

In the peace of Christ, we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator. We ask that the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energies in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Oxal channeling for today is from May 18, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are most grateful for the opportunity to share our thoughts with you at this time and are very pleased to greet the one known as E and each of you. As you are probably aware, I and my brothers and sisters of Laitos have been working with you to balance the circle, for there has been some imbalance of energy, and we are more happy now with the unity of this group. We ask your kind permission to join you in your meditation and to share with you some thoughts on the subject of Love.

If you can picture with me now, my friends, a field distant from any neighboring settlements or domestic dwellings, a field, my friends in which butterflies fly freely, and clover lies beneath the wildflowers. We ask you to go to that place which you have imagined and to feel the sun of a warm day down upon you. Feel your body, my friends, as you stand in this field, your senses completely filled with the Love of the Creator. You can hear the wind whispering its ever-changing song through the trees and grasses, and weaving the sounds like ribbons through the air or birds who call to each other in hunger and pleasure. The flowers smell sweetly, my friends, and you can touch the fragrant petals of the wild and rambling roses. As you view all these things and feel the heat and Light of the sun, you are experiencing the creation. You are part of the creation, and you are a rightful dweller in what is truly paradise. Allow your consciousness to sink deeply within that body, standing in that warm field, until you are aware of that bird song and the sweet smell of the wild flowers, and the lovely colors of the field, and the touch of the grasses about your bare skin are all a part.

This, my friends, is the simplicity of that which we have to give to you. It is a simplicity that has proved fatal for us, for you in your complexity desire complex answers and you feel that were we advanced we would have advanced in complexity. However, my friends, that extrapolation is not true. I am Oxal not because I am of greater intellect than you who sit in meditation; I am Oxal because I Love. I know this Love, see this Love, and feel this Love. We ask you to come out of the field now, my friends, and enter another field of existence that is much more difficult to dwell within, that is, the field of life, in which the flowers that you touch are papers and people.

Oxal wanted to share some thoughts on the topic of Love with the group. They began by saying if you can see a field distant from any neighboring settlements in which butterflies fly freely, and clover lies beneath the wildflowers, then we ask you to go to that place which you have imagined and to feel the sun of a warm day down upon you, and feel your body as you stand in this field, your senses filled with the Love of the Creator, and you can hear the wind whispering its song through the trees and grasses, and weaving the sounds like ribbons through the air, for the flowers smell sweet, and you can touch the fragrant petals of the rambling roses, so as you view all these things and feel the heat and Light of the sun, you are experiencing the creation since you are part of the creation, and you are a rightful dweller in paradise, so allow your consciousness to sink within your body, standing in that warm field until you are aware of the bird song and the sweet smell of the wild flowers, and the lovely colors of the field, and the touch of the grasses about your bare skin are all a part of your senses. Now Oxal said this is the simplicity of that which we have to give to you which has proved fatal for us, for in your complexity you desire complex answers, and you feel that were we advanced we would have advanced in complexity, but that extrapolation is not true, for I am Oxal because I Love, so I know this Love and feel this Love, and I ask you to come out of the field now and enter another field of existence that is difficult to dwell within, that is, the field of life, in which the flowers that you touch are people. On September 1, 2019, Q’uo described how we may feel Love:

If you are able, in your daily round of activities, to find this open heart functioning as fully as possible with every entity that you meet, every entity with whom you exchange any kind of energy, then this Loving vibration that is set up between two of you or more is then felt by each other entity upon the planet that seeks Love and Light, for you are truly all one being. All entities upon the planet, whether positively, negatively, or neutrally polarized, would feel this Love if all were conscious seekers of truth. However, because most are not conscious seekers of truth, this Love vibration, then, goes into the subconscious mind of the being, to be used as it is possible when this entity is able to realize, in any degree, the conscious nature of its purpose for being on the Earth at this time. That is, of course, as we said, the opening of the green-ray energy center.

So, as you are a seeker of truth, consciously aware of your journey of seeking, as you are able to consciously share your Love vibration with any other entity, at any other time, this vibration becomes available to all other entities upon this planetary sphere to be used as possible, when the time is right for that entity.

And often, my friends, you cannot touch but must instead grapple with difficult communications because you cannot understand each other’s creations completely. The ever-changing wind gives way to the creations of human beings. And even near your dwellings, my friends, have you not seen entities who bring their noise with them and drown out the wind, and know not the message it whispers through the branches of the trees? Can you see the Creator, my friends, as you look at the distorted creation of human beings? We would be very amazed if indeed you were fully able to see the Creator in every man and every woman. There is a reason for this, my friends. We have free will, and so do you. We are not the clay; we are the potter. The clay consists of our actions and our thoughts, but we are the potter that forms these actions and these thoughts. We are the potters of our existence. And if our thoughts are seemly and lovely to behold, then it will be more possible for us to be a person through whom the Creator may work the magic of Love. But most of you, my friends, have dwelt ever so long in an environment in which Love is not understood and in which, therefore, the free will of each of your associates has caused them to distort that magic of love into shapes that are almost indiscernible as Love.

And yet, my friends, there is no place that Love does not go. There is no action that Love does not allow. It is written in your holy works, “If a man go to the depths of Hell, he cannot escape the Creator.” We ask you to begin with yourself and to end with yourself in your attempts to discover Love. We ask you to forgive yourself of any and all errors that you may commit. We ask you to love yourself in whatever imperfect state you may judge yourself to be. We ask you to release from yourself the responsibility for your nights and days, for your tasks and responsibilities. For those responsibilities belong to a part of yourself but not to your whole self. They belong to a shell of yourself that is dwelling in this experience. And of course, my friends, you will do the best that you can. Were this not so, you would not be in this room at this time, in this dwelling, seeking the truth in this manner. But an infinitely greater part of you is not dwelling within your experience at this time, it is one with the Creator and you may draw upon it as you will.

Then Oxal said often you cannot touch but must instead deal with difficult communications because you cannot understand each other’s creations completely, so the changing wind gives way to the creations of human beings, and even near your dwellings: “have you not seen entities who bring their noise with them and drown out the wind, and know not the message it whispers through the branches of the trees? Can you see the Creator as you look at the distorted creation of human beings?” Oxal said we would be amazed if you were able to see the Creator in every man and woman, and there is a reason for this, for we have free will, and so do you, but we are not the clay, but we are the potter, so the clay consists of our actions and our thoughts, but we are the potter that forms these actions and these thoughts, so we are the potters of our existence, and if our thoughts are lovely to behold, then it will be possible for us to be a person through whom the Creator may work the magic of Love, but most of you have lived long in an environment in which Love is not understood, and in which the free will of each of your associates has caused them to distort that magic of Love into shapes that are not see as Love. Now Oxal said there is no place that Love does not go, and there is no action that Love does not allow, for it is written in your holy works, “If a man go to the depths of Hell, he cannot escape the Creator,” so we ask you to begin with yourself and to end with yourself in your attempts to discover Love, and we ask you to forgive yourself of all errors that you commit, and we ask you to love yourself in whatever imperfect state you may judge yourself to be and to release from yourself the responsibility for your responsibilities, for those responsibilities belong to a part of yourself the shell of yourself that is dwelling in this experience, and you will do the best that you can, for were this not so, you would not be in this room at this time seeking the truth in this manner, but a greater part of you is not dwelling within your experience at this time, for it is one with the Creator and you may draw upon it as you will. On May 19, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the value of our forgiving our self:

So, we would suggest, my sister, that in order to stop the wheel of karma in your life as it is connected with this entity, it is necessary for you to forgive yourself, again and again and again, every time this trigger is pulled that catapults you back into toxic thoughts concerning your actions. Forgive the thoughts. Forgive the other entity. Forgive the situation. And most of all, forgive yourself.

If you were in a drunken stupor and you tripped, would you not forgive yourself in the morning? That is your situation, my friends. You dwell in a very heavy chemical illusion. It is a difficult and challenging experience. However, in it you learn quickly, and that is why you have put yourself in this experience. So, learn what you can, my friends, but above all, allow that great portion of yourself that dwells with the Creator to indwell within you consciously each day in meditation so that you may bring it forth into manifestation, into whatever area you need its magic worked within. For, my friends, you are all magical, as the greatest miracle that you might ever imagine. Each of you has an infinite history, and yet here you are, my friends, through an extremely amazing set of circumstances, dwelling in one room, pondering a set of thoughts, and experiencing the Love and the unity of the group in which you sit. Let that love be as a candle to you, my friends, a very bright taper that has no end but burns mightily as does the sun. Desire to know that Love.

Oxal continued by saying you dwell in a heavy chemical illusion, and it is a challenging experience, but in it you learn quickly, and that is why you have put yourself in this experience, so learn what you can, but allow that portion of yourself that dwells with the Creator to be within you each day in meditation so that you may bring it forth into manifestation into whatever area you need its magic worked within, for you are magical, as the greatest miracle that you might ever imagine, for each of you has an infinite history, and yet here you are through an amazing set of circumstances, dwelling in one room and experiencing the Love and the unity of the group in which you sit, so let that Love be as a candle that has no end but burns mightily as the sun, and desire to know that Love. On September 18, 2006, Q’uo said that we all are magical beings:

Whether you work at mowing a lawn, writing a paper, fixing a window, or responding to a correspondent, you work as an agent of the transformative power of the one infinite Creator. You are magical. And what you do is effortless when you remember that you are only here to bear witness to the Light. You are here to dance, to play the pipe and timbrel and to be a part of the whirling, rhythmic pattern of all that there is.

I will leave this instrument at this time. It has been a great privilege to share my humble thoughts with you and if you have a use for them, we urge you to use them. If not, we urge you to forgive them, for as this instrument has said many times on our behalf, we are indeed like yourselves, those who seek the truth. We are not those who can speak the truth without error. We send our Love, and through us, the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends.

I am Laitos, and I greet you also. I am delighted to be with you and send you Love and Light. We wish for the one known as Jim to know that we were working with him before this instrument began to speak, in order to build up his confidence. We say this in confirmation, so that in future times when there may not be a confirming channel, you will have had an experience of knowing that we were indeed contacting you.

At this time, we would like to condition and say a few words through the one known as C, if he would relax and speak each word as it comes to his mind. I will transfer now. I am Laitos.

We are aware that the one known as C is somewhat fatigued, and therefore, we will adjust the conditioning wave a slight amount and work a little bit further with him. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We would thank the one known as C and assure him that at any time that he wishes, we will be with him. At this time, we would like to exercise the instrument known as Jim, if he would also relax and completely refrain from analyzing any concepts that he might receive. Simply speak forth one concept at a time, as they enter. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We have a good contact with the one known as Jim, but he requires a bit more of the conditioning, and we will therefore adjust our contact so that he may have more confidence. I will again attempt to speak a few words through the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. We are aware that the one known as Jim is having some difficulty due to analysis, and therefore, we will simply continue to work with him, through his own desire to experience conditioning. We may say that perhaps one of the greatest stumbling blocks to a new channel is that the first concept he receives is the identification of the so-called channel. And since the instrument already knows who the channel is going to be, it sets up the conditions for analysis. We could trick you by saying, “I am Herbie,” or “I am Hillary,” but we do not think that would be in the interest of genuine work such as you desire to do.

For those humans who have need of our thoughts, therefore, it is simply a matter of overcoming the desire to make sure that you are being contacted and that you are not speaking for yourself. Perhaps the best way to achieve this is simple practice. And, as this instrument always does, a prayer of intent is very useful in tuning and protecting the instrument from stray channels, as you would call them, who might attempt to speak through you. These stray channels would include portions of your own consciousness and entities who are of this planetary sphere but have nothing particularly informative to offer to you. Thus, the tuning is important in channeling the work. We thank each of you for your patience as we work with the newer channels. And we will pause for just a moment and condition each one of you as it may aid you in achieving a more deep meditative state.

I am Laitos, and I would leave this instrument at this time. But, if in your daily meditations you desire our help in achieving a good meditative state or in working on conditioning, you have only to ask, and we will be glad to work with you. I bid you peace and Love, in the name of the Creator of all things, my friends. I am Laitos.

I am Latwii, and I am very glad to greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am very glad that it is my turn, for I have waited patiently in order to speak to you this evening.

I have been enjoying the spectacle that your planetary disturbances have had in some of the spheres of color, which are beyond that which can be seen by your eyes. It is very beautiful, my friends. Although, we are, of course, sorry for any grief that you may feel at the rearrangement of certain molecules of some of the entities which now dwell in another plane of existence, due to this colorful display. We were waiting in the wings, as you might say, so that we could answer any questions that you might have at this time. Does anyone have any questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We are aware of your question, my brother. This instrument will have a hard time answering this question because her mind is not furnished properly. However, we will attempt through this instrument, since we do not have a proper one. The use of humor in altering the genetic personality is only now beginning to be appreciated by some of those among your researchers, whom this instrument would call, “holistic health experts.” There are many secretions of the brain, as you call it, which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional and spiritual bodies. They do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs. However, the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can then say that the possibility of using humor is excellent.

The ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s little tiny area is very important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality. In order for this to occur there must be some agent. Most often in your recent years, those who have experimented in this area used chemical substances, such as that which you call LSD. These are also those who have used meditation and other less, shall we say, outward going therapies, in order to achieve reprogramming. There is a plethora of pseudo-reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual. However, if a person once discovers how to laugh, this person will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, in any given incarnation. In order to release oneself completely through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe or trusted place; this is a prerequisite. What occurs when one is able to trigger the mechanism of laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your very kindly Creator. Thus, you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties.

Latwii wanted to speak to Questioner’s question on the topic of using humor to alter the genetic personality. Now Latwii said the use of humor in altering the genetic personality is only now beginning to be appreciated by some of those among your researchers, whom Carla would call, “holistic health experts,” for there are many secretions of the brain which will control and reprogram the self-healing of the physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies, but they do not have as much luck with mental body difficulty due to the fact that in mental problems it is more difficult to achieve mental breakthroughs, but the brain being relatively unimpaired, we can say that the possibility of using humor is excellent. Then Latwii said the ability to remove one’s consciousness from one’s tiny area is important in the reprogramming of the genetic personality, and in order for this to occur there must be some chemical agent such as LSD, and there are also those who have used meditation and other less outward going therapies in order to achieve reprogramming, so there is a lot of reprogramming effects which may or may not last, depending on the sincerity of the individual, but if a person discovers how to laugh they will have a good chance of reprogramming basic metaprograms, which affect the life essences of the personality as it is manifesting in the genetic mode, so in order to release oneself through laughter, it is necessary to be able to feel that one is in a safe place, and what occurs when one is able to trigger the laughter is that the secretions of the brain, having to do with metaprogramming, do the work of LSD or other powerful chemicals, but do it in ways already arranged by your kindly Creator, so you do not have to go outside your own being for the remedies for your difficulties. On September 8, 2007, Q’uo suggested that we remember how to laugh in order to balance our spiritual journey:

If you wish to work upon your personality, it is always well to think in terms of balance. There is a tendency in those who wish to be truly devoted to the infinite One to toss aside all things except the highest and best. And yet entities who do this are off balance. They have forgotten how to laugh and to enjoy the transient pleasures of food and drink and the way the air smells on a summer’s day when it has just rained and the dust rises off the tar on a country road.

Who would wish to lose the small delights of the personality in order to be ever more devoted, serious, and sober? We would not recommend this approach to seeking the one infinite Creator. For the personality is that which notices and remembers the little things that would mean nothing to the impersonal self. Therefore, open your arms and embrace yourself, for your personality is a sturdy, useful, even necessary garment.

We realize that we have not covered the subject adequately and therefore, if you wish to ask further questions we will attempt through this instrument to answer them.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: This is not a correct concept which you have generated within your mind. We are not sure that the true reprogramming concept can be generated intellectually. You can, for instance, decide what you wish to reprogram. But, you will never know in your normal, shall we say, work-a-day state of mind, the mechanics of this reprogramming. It is not so much a state of objectivity that you need to reach, as a state of freedom, and this is not a freedom from yourself. It is a freedom to yourself. For in reality, in the physical illusion, you are separated from yourself by all the concepts which have been generated in your mind as distortions of the truth, by those about you whom you trusted since your early childhood. These distortions are many and varied, and at a very young age you chose which distortions you felt comfortable in living with. Therefore, various people have various distortions. So, the laughter releases you not to objectivity but to yourself, which is the ultimate subjectivity, since each person’s universe is unique and unreplicable.

In response to Questioner’s follow up question Latwii said this is not a correct concept which you have generated within your mind, but we are not sure that the true reprogramming concept can be generated intellectually, so you can decide what you wish to reprogram, but you will never know in your normal state of mind the mechanics of this reprogramming because it is not so much a state of objectivity that you need to reach, as a state of freedom, and this is not a freedom from yourself, but it is a freedom to yourself, for in the physical illusion you are separated from yourself by all the concepts which have been generated in your mind as distortions of the truth, by those about you whom you trusted since your childhood, and these distortions are many and varied, and at a young age you chose which distortions you felt comfortable in living with, and people have various distortions, so the laughter releases you not to objectivity but to yourself, which is the ultimate subjectivity, since each person’s universe is unique. On October 15, 2005, Q’uo said that each entity’s universe is unique:

Be aware that you are the sole arbiter of what comes into your mind and what is released from being considered by you. Each entity’s universe is unique. Each person is a being that creates their own universe. Consequently, what is true for you at one time may not be adequate for you at another time. And what is true for you may not be true for someone else.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: May we answer you further?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We thank you and certainly hope so. Working with this instrument on some subjects is like chewing rye bread.

May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Are you referring to the life-forms which are so-called test tube babies, or life-forms which are the constructions of scientists having to do with the computer design of life-like beings?

Questioner: The second. The latter.

Latwii: Both governments are attempting to do various things, The most basic is to achieve an interface between a computer—this instrument does not have the word; the closest we can come to it is terminal—within the head or brain of an individual, thus allowing a living being, not a man-made being, to interface with all the bits of information which could be stored in a computer.  This has not been successfully accomplished yet, due to the extreme delicacy of the synapses involved, so that the interface is difficult. There are already many mechanical and computer-led devices upon both sides, especially since it is part of the scenario of both governments that there may be necessity for beings which are not affected by radiation to perform certain tasks, in order to preserve the lives of the more fragile humans who exist in the same ecosphere. To run through the number of experiments on each side would take some effort. Is there some specific category that you would like this instrument to channel information upon?

Questioner: I was thinking specifically of our leadership and the leadership of Russia and what it all amounts to [inaudible] on what they are… on whether or not they are artificial life forms?

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. The question that you ask is answerable upon two levels. In the first level, the leaders of Russia and the United States are people; they live and die. There is however, another level which is equally important to those who are attempting a serious study of this particular time in the evolution of humanity. The battle that is waged upon this other level has been called Armageddon. Must we terrify you by such a flagrantly biased word? Let us assure you that we mean the war of polarity. The polarity which you may call good and evil has little to do with national boundaries, although the vibrations of the land mass which you call North America are much more positive in nature than those of the land mass which you may call Russia.

This battle is not in the physical and is certainly not fought with people but with thoughts. Moreover, there are, from previous cycles of civilization upon this sphere, machines which have intelligence, which dwell within some of the deeper rock formations of your planet, the product of a civilization which long ago ended. They are not positive but rather, negative in nature, and therefore are the pawns of the thought forms that are strong enough to penetrate this particular form of machine. Thus, as you see, we are speaking of two levels here. The level of your own daily life is peopled with humans, but underlying this drama which you are witnessing, is a deeper and age-long struggle between good and evil, light and darkness. And although there is no question of the ultimate outcome, there are, shall we say, some dicey moments. Certainly you are experiencing the transitional period, in which these moments may come rapidly, for some time to come. We are glad that you did not ask about the Chinese, for that is another subject, and one which we would rather not go into at this time, since that situation has passed.

Questioner asked: “I was thinking specifically of our leadership and the leadership of Russia and what it all amounts to [inaudible] on what they are… on whether or not they are artificial life forms?” Latwii said the question that you ask is answerable upon two levels, and in the first level the leaders of Russia and the United States are people that live and die, but there is another level which is equally important to those who are attempting a serious study of this time in the evolution of humanity, so the battle that is waged upon this other level has been called Armageddon, and we mean the war of polarity which you may call good and evil has little to do with national boundaries, although the vibrations of the land mass which you call North America are more positive in nature than those of the land mass which you may call Russia. Latwii went on to say this battle is not in the physical and is not fought with people but with thoughts, for there are, from previous cycles of civilization upon this sphere, machines which have intelligence, which dwell within some of the deeper rock formations of your planet, the product of a civilization which long ago ended, but they are not positive but negative in nature, and are the pawns of the thought forms that are strong enough to penetrate this form of machine, so we are speaking of two levels here: the level of your daily life is peopled with humans, and the level underlying this drama which you are witnessing is a deeper struggle between good and evil, and although there is no question of the ultimate outcome, there are some dicey moments because you are experiencing the transitional period in which these moments may come rapidly for some time to come, and we are glad that you did not ask about the Chinese, for that is another subject, and one which we would rather not go into at this time, since that situation has passed. On June 13, 1976, Hatonn described the battle of Armageddon:

Although we dislike that term, you may indeed think of darkness and light in a battle. We refrain from calling it the Battle of Armageddon due to the great fear which this term engenders, for it is a fearful story as it is written in your holy works.

Yet the forces of Light and the forces of darkness have battled long and hard for this planet and, indeed, you may think of a disease entering the body. Those defenders of the body come, surrounding and destroying those diseases. In such a way may you consider those apparitions which are of the darkness, for the forces of Light are many times the strength of these. And the battle is never in doubt as to its ultimate end but only as to individual, shall we say, skirmishes.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: It gives me food for thought.

Latwii: We are always glad to give someone a mental snack. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. We must decline to answer this question. We are sorry for that, but we feel that attempting to channel that particular information at this time would be premature.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

We are checking the computer. I am Latwii. The one known as Hatonn is working hard and doing fairly well. The prayers of many have joined the entities of that planetary society. There are gains registered on both sides. The probability of the most serious consequences is down somewhat. However, there is, shall we say, a semi-critical situation, and we continue to ask for your love and support of Hatonn and of those leaders with whom Hatonn is working.

Is there another question?

Questioner: How can we help people to get through these heavy times we are going through?

Latwii: I am aware of your question, my brother, but it is so general that we have to go back to “Go” and collect $200.00. You can only help those people who ask you for help. That eliminates a large number of people. Thus, you must not worry when you cannot help people. Help is only appreciated if it is requested. Unwanted help is unnecessary help, and it will not help but only interfere, for all have a sovereign free will, and no matter what occurs in this physical illusion there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn and understand the truth.

Thus, abandon your desire to help everybody. We realize this is not a conscious desire, but it is a common subconscious desire, due to the fact that those who seek to know the truth are also those who have a love for other beings with whom they share this planetary surface of yours. There are a few whom you may help, and they will ask you for that help. There are as many ways to help as there are requests. Some people may require a smile; some may require food. There are endless ways to share the bounty and the Love of the Creator. If you are able to offer seed thoughts for the promotion of change for the individual who requests it, then, you have done the greatest help of all. For the greatest help is a spiritual help. And, the spiritual help can only be truly accomplished by the person, with you acting as a catalyst. Thus, think of yourself as a watershed, over which many will flow. There are a few whom you may help with a word, a few with a touch, a few with generosity of food, or speech. Whatever is needed, it will be asked for, and it will be a matter of your own understanding as to what you can do to fulfill the needs of those who ask.

Questioner asked: “How can we help people to get through these heavy times we are going through?” Latwii began by saying you can only help those people who ask you for help, and that eliminates a large number of people, so you must not worry when you cannot help people, for help is only appreciated if it is requested, but unwanted help is unnecessary help, and it will not help but only interfere, for all have free will, and no matter what occurs in this physical illusion there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn the truth. Latwii went on to say abandon your desire to help everybody, but we realize this is not a conscious desire, but it is a common subconscious desire due to the fact that those who seek to know the truth are those who have a love for other beings with whom they share this planetary surface, but there are a few whom you may help, and they will ask you for that help, so there are as many ways to help as there are requests, and some people may require a smile or food, for there are endless ways to share the Love of the Creator, and if you are able to offer thoughts for the promotion of change for the individual who requests it, then you have done the greatest help of all, for the greatest help is a spiritual help, and spiritual help can only be accomplished by the person, with you acting as a catalyst, so think of yourself as a watershed over which many will flow, and there are a few whom you may help with a word, a few with a touch, a few with generosity of food, or speech, but whatever is needed will be asked for, and it will be a matter of your understanding as to what you can do to fulfill the needs of those who ask. On December 17, 1989, Hatonn described the nature of our being of spiritual help:

The greatest of active services as opposed to passive services of being is loving in such a way that you are able to hear the words between the lines that plead for spiritual help. We pray you may have the subtlety of wit, the intelligence to take that information which is important to the other, and find a tongue to speak that does not create a stumbling block, while many have been damaged by guilt and excessive judgment in some of your saddled religions.

We ask you to remember that the Creator’s supply of Love, whether it be food, caring, thought, words, or any deed, is completely and totally infinite. So that, if you are a channel for the Love of the Creator, you do not have to worry about running out of steam or being unable to help in one way or another. You need only to work upon yourself, so that you are a clear channel, unmoved by the ridiculousness of many situations, and in great humor when others find a situation quite grim. For you see, you dwell in the midst of a great cosmic joke and a great cosmic tragedy. And the ability to see both polarities of this truth equally is a very helpful one in dealing with yourself. And when you have dealt with this polarity within yourself, laughing at your grief and solemn in your joy, you may be of balanced help to others, for you may not then be touched by their difficulties to the point where you will be unable to respond in the way the Creator within you would respond.

There are many who make the mistake of caring without asking how to care for their higher self. Ask that, my brother, and that will be a greater source of information than any arbitrary way of helping that we could give you. You know, the one known as Jesus said, “If you do these things to the least of these, my brother, you do them unto me.” That is the secret, my brothers: you and your brothers are one. You are the Creator, and he is the Creator. Your brothers and sisters, and you, and we, and the Creator, are one being, the cells of which sometimes get themselves all mixed up. Let your cell of existence be calm; be joyful, and be one body of the creation.

Now Latwii said we ask you to remember that the Creator’s supply of Love, whether it be food, caring, thought, or any deed, is infinite, so if you are a channel for the Love of the Creator you do not have to worry about being unable to help in one way or another, for you need only to work upon yourself, so that you are a clear channel, unmoved by the ridiculousness of many situations, and in great humor when others find a situation quite grim, for you dwell in the midst of a cosmic joke and a cosmic tragedy, and the ability to see both polarities of this truth equally is a helpful one in dealing with yourself, so when you have dealt with this polarity within yourself, laughing at your grief and solemn in your joy, you may be of balanced help to others, for you may not then be touched by their difficulties to the point where you will be unable to respond in the way the Creator within you would respond. Latwii continued by saying there are many who make the mistake of caring without asking how to care for their higher self, so ask that, and that will be a greater source of information than any way of helping that we could give you, for you know Jesus said, “If you do these things to the least of these, my brother, you do them unto me,” and that is the secret, my brothers: you and your brothers are one since you are the Creator, and he is the Creator, for your brothers and sisters, and you, and we, and the Creator, are one being, the cells of which sometimes get themselves all mixed up, so let your cell of existence be calm, joyful, and be one body of the creation. On August 15, 1976, Latoo said that we should be aware of our we can see our lives as a cosmic joke:

You must allow your brain and your body to rest. Our other suggestion is always good for anyone, and that is to allow yourself to seek the light touch. To allow yourself to remember that life, as you know it, is a cosmic joke. It is not good to take things too seriously. All of your busy thoughts and all of your worries are, at best, little cartoons. When you pass from this physical existence, you will spend some time laughing and some time crying. And the tears will come because you took things so seriously, that you forgot to laugh and praise the Creator that gave you this marvelous cartoon. This attitude is all-important in maintaining the balance that allows you to go through your physical experience learning and also enjoying yourself.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: We are truly enjoying ourselves, for we have developed a great affection for this group, and we thank you for allowing us to talk to you, for we do not have any other groups upon this planet who we can talk to. You are our first, and we are really enjoying this a great deal. So, we hope that you have another question.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct. We are observing in your northern hemisphere at this time. And also, in your southern hemisphere there is another buildup at this time which is creating very beautiful colors in your spectrum. However, these are not the same precise vibration as the colors of your sun and do not have the same properties. So, we are very busy cataloguing them all. And we thank the Creator for allowing us to see a transition in action. It is a very awe-inspiring thing, and we are specialists in what you would call spectroscopic analysis in many dimensions of space/time. Therefore, we are especially appreciative of the vibratory nature of your transition.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: Yes, my brother. This instrument does not know geography. We are having difficulty. The [inaudible].

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: The chain of disturbance that we are showing this instrument occurs south of your country and to the east, in the ocean, with not very much land. There will be difficulties. We cannot see yet from the [inaudible] of the color whether it will be of what you would call of a volcanic nature or an earthquake. However, there will be an adjustment of the plates, as you call then, of the planetary [inaudible]. If you would desire for this to be less violent you may, of course, send…

[The rest of the tape is inaudible.]

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the backyard, and from my neighbor’s driveway, into areas where I could mulch them with Venus, my big mower.

This afternoon I cleaned the filters for the fountain in my fishpond. Then I found a rectangular stone about an inch thick that I put under the plastic tube that the fountain flows out of to allow the fountain to flow higher. Then I used my trimmer to weed the Moss Garden in the backyard. Then I used my blower to blow the weed cuttings out of the Moss Garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 25

Seek The Wisdom Of Love

Greetings in the Love of the most compassionate Christ.

You have many things upon your minds, judgments to make and tasks to perform this day. It is good to will to do these things if you seek the grace to do them well. Yet you must know that your point of view is ever less informed than the greater will of consciousness in Christ.

Plunge, then, into the waters of everlasting life and seek not the hot and fervent faith that shall cool by evening but the peaceful, calm certainty that wishes only to move deeper and deeper, breathing the waters of rich and unending wisdom and Love, forsaking the dry and barren breath of human judgment and decision. Let your decision be to turn to the faith that is your everlasting consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from May 4, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator, and give you the blessing of the Confederation of the Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. It is our privilege to work with you this evening. We have not spoken to this group as the, shall we say, keynote speaker for some time now, for this is not our usual task, as you know.

But your teachers of Hatonn, because they are of the vibration of Love, are at this moment very, very busy elsewhere upon your planet, for there are many in your Middle East and in that country which you call Russia, who would like to make war at this time. Our fear is not for your physical bodies, but simply for the timing of this global conflict, for such it would be if those in Russia, as you call this land mass, had their way, for at this time they are capable of superiority in weaponry of a type which is not part of the normal repertoire of armaments among the people of your culture. They are what you call mind control weapons, and your people do not have a defense for them. Therefore, there is a clear advantage at this time to a global conflict.

We do not wish to stay the conflict forever, if that is the will of your people, but we wish to send as much Love as possible to your leaders of all nations, of all beliefs, and of all polarities, in the hopes that we can, for just a little while longer, continue to offer the pathways of observation, convocation, and evolution to your people. We are trying to offer to your people—those who wish to seek—an understanding of the true nature of observation. For to see with eyes of Love is to see for the first time that which is real. For those few sheep among your people who wish to be saved, and who seek a group of like-minded people, we offer them the principle of convocation and give them the knowledge that they may find such groups and raise their voices as one in their desire to know the truth.

Latwii said that they were contacting this group to share their thoughts on how to deal with the possibility of war in the areas of the Middle East and of Russia. Latwii began by saying your teachers of Hatonn, because they are of the vibration of Love, are busy elsewhere upon your planet, for there are many in the Middle East and in Russia who would like to make war at this time, and our fear is not for your physical bodies, but for the timing of this global conflict, for if those in Russia had their way they are capable of superiority in weaponry of a type which is not part of the normal type of armaments among the people of your culture, for they are mind control weapons, and your people do not have a defense for them, so there is a clear advantage at this time in a global conflict. Then Latwii said we do not wish to stop the conflict forever, if that is the will of your people, but we wish to send as much Love as possible to your leaders of all nations in the hopes that we can continue to offer the pathways of observation and evolution to your people, and we are trying to offer to your people who wish to seek an understanding of the true nature of observation, for to see with eyes of Love is to see for the first time that which is real, for those people who wish to be saved, and who seek a group of like-minded people, we offer them the principle of convocation and give them the knowledge that they may find such groups and raise their voices as one in their desire to know the truth. On October 27, 1985, L/Leema spoke of how we can use our eyes of Love to resolve difficulties with others:

There appears in each idea that there are ramifications and considerations of various levels of thinking so that one who is more mature in years shall think differently upon the same subject than one who is young. All of these appearances are appearances of separation. In truth, there is one creation, there is one consciousness, and for each density there is one Thought. In your density you are seeking to know the thought of Love, not intellectually or by any guidebook but rather from the inside out, from the heart outwards, through the mouth, through the ears, through the eyes. One who has the heart of Love also has ears that hear with Love; one who has a heart of Love sees that which it passes before its gaze with eyes of Love.

When it seems apparent that there is a lack of communication between two entities, that there are hurt feelings and insults, one must look to the Love in the insult and the Love in the hurt feelings, for both of these pains belong to the emotional self and are a distortion of Love.

And above all, we find each moment in which we can speak to your people of evolution an infinitely precious moment, because, although your people cannot go backwards, they can certainly drag their heels. And the majority of your people have dug in their heels and are resisting with a great deal of effort the relentless march of evolution towards the light. Yes, my friends, you can resist. There are a few planets who have resisted so completely that there is no Light. But evolution is inevitable, even upon such lost planets. Yours is just in the middle, my friends. There are not so many who would be evil, but my friends, there are not so many who would be good. The great majority of your people would be neither good nor evil, but do not seem to have a predisposition to either. Hence, they are as pawns in a game which they know not of.

You, my friends, have begun to understand the game, and have begun to aid in your own evolution by understanding the value of being polarized toward Love. This is not an easy polarization and that teacher named Jesus would never have promised that it was easy. For He said, “If you would be my disciple, take up your cross and follow me.” Did he mean, my friends, that all of you must go through life in some kind of terrible martyrdom, suffering in order to be wholesome? No, my friends. Your teacher laughed at weddings and changed water into wine so that His friends might make merry and rejoice. He had a very deep sense of humor and rarely felt sorry for Himself. He knew the ways of Love, and He knew that the path involved is a stony path. The path of evolution is a rocky path.

Latwii went on to say we find each moment in which we can speak to your people of evolution a precious moment, because although your people cannot go backwards, they can drag their heels, and the majority of your people have dug in their heels and are resisting the march of evolution towards the Light, so  you can resist, and there are a few planets who have resisted so completely that there is no Light, but evolution is inevitable, even upon such lost planets, but yours is in the middle, so there are not many who would be evil, but there are not many who would be good, for the majority of your people would be neither good nor evil, but do not seem to have a tendency towards either, so they are pawns in a game which they know not of. Latwii continued by saying you have begun to understand the game, and have begun to aid in your evolution by understanding the value of being polarized towards Love. This is not an easy polarization, and Jesus would never have promised that it was easy, for He said, “If you would be my disciple, take up your cross and follow me.” Did he mean that all of you must go through life in some kind of terrible martyrdom, suffering in order to be wholesome? No, your teacher laughed at weddings and changed water into wine so that His friends might make merry and rejoice. He had a very deep sense of humor and rarely felt sorry for Himself. He knew the ways of Love, and He knew that the path involved is a stony path. The path of evolution is a rocky path. On August 5, 1984, Latwii said that our path of evolution can be difficult:

Each seeker of truth finds the path laid before it in a manner which leads inevitably to the one Creator. For in each moment the one Creator is all that is. Yet as the one Creator seeks to know Itself and has portioned Itself throughout the one creation in the positive and negative senses, those entities who travel this path of evolution will find that path, though inevitably leading to the one Creator, can be a path which has many surprises for those whose step is not sure and whose attention has been diverted for the moment. And it may be necessary from time to time for the seeker to learn lessons which may be described as difficult. Yet each lesson teaches Love, wisdom and unity for those who are alert to the possibilities within difficulty.

The reason for this is very simple, my friends. Say that you are not aware of the process of evolution. You are therefore not responsible for your lessons. You react in a completely instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many, many lifetimes’ experience you begin very slowly to develop. You may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it. However, when this student takes on the responsibility of the path towards truth, he will be given small quizzes along the way.

Now, everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them. The student recognizes them, and therefore has the responsibility for meeting them. If you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it. If you have trouble with one enemy, that enemy may go away, but you will have another. If you are having trouble with some addiction either in thought, in action, or in temperance, the source of that addiction may go away but you will be challenged again. Each time that you have the choice between anger or some other negative emotion and calm acceptance and creative understanding and you choose the release of anger or some other negative emotion, you know—those of you who are on the path—that you must do it again, you have made an error, and that it will meet you, most surely.

Then Latwii said that the reason for this is simple, so say that you are not aware of the process of evolution, and you are not responsible for your lessons, so you react in an instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many lifetimes’ experience you begin slowly to develop, so you may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it, for when you take on the responsibility of the path towards truth, you will be given quizzes along the way. Now Latwii said everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them, but the student recognizes them and has the responsibility for meeting them, so if you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it, and if you are having trouble with some addiction in thought or in action the source of that addiction may go away, but you will be challenged again, for each time that you have the choice between some negative emotion and calm acceptance, and you choose the release of anger or some other negative emotion, you know that you must do it again, as you have made an error, and that it will meet you, most surely. On May 4, 1980, Latwii spoke of the nature of quizzes along our spiritual path:

Say that you are not aware of the process of evolution. You are therefore not responsible for your lessons. You react in a completely instinctual manner, and through the catalyst of many, many lifetimes’ experience you begin very slowly to develop. You may have a hard life, but the aspect of learning lessons will not seem a great part of it. However, when this student takes on the responsibility of the path towards truth, he will be given small quizzes along the way.

Now, everyone is given these quizzes, but most do not recognize them. The student recognizes them, and therefore has the responsibility for meeting them. If you are having difficulty loving an enemy, you will be faced with that problem until you have conquered it.

Your entire planet, as a planetary consciousness, has not yet reached the level of conscious development. It is simply reacting as it has reacted for many thousands of years in a warlike and somewhat negative fashion. It would be well, my friends, if you would meditate briefly for the success of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and for peace in the world, for there are very critical occurrences at this time. We wish we could tell you how this will all come out because we like a good story as well as you, but we do not know the answer. We do not know the timetable, but we do know the final outcome, for there is only one final outcome. In the battle between good and evil, that which survives will be neither good nor evil—but Love. Good and evil are the light and the shadow of Love. Love will prevail, but we do not know when, and we do not know what will occur during these days while good and evil struggle upon your land.

We ask you especially to understand that in such a situation as you face now, each side is convinced of its own rightness and goodness, and no one in this particular situation feels evil. No one accepts the role of the bad guy. Each feels that God, Allah or history is on their side. You may ponder that, my friends, for it will give you an insight into the true meaning of Love, into the true nature of the Creator, and into the true oneness of all mankind upon your planet. You are fighting a civil war, my friends, for you are all planetary beings, and your national feelings and tribulation, difficulties, secret missions, secret weapons, and all the rest, remind us of a finger plotting against its hand, or one foot plotting against the other knee. We do not understand totally why you would wish to mutilate yourself. However, we accept that it is so. Nor do we judge you, for you are not unlike many of our brothers and sisters who have gone through similar sections of learning in their own evolution.

Now Latwii said your planet has not reached the level of conscious development, and it is reacting as it has reacted for thousands of years in a warlike and negative fashion, so it would be well, if you meditate for the success of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and for peace in the world, for there are critical occurrences at this time, and we wish we could tell you how this will turn out because we like a good story as well as you, but we do not know the answer or the timetable, but we do know the final outcome, for there is only one final outcome because in the battle between good and evil, that which survives will be neither good nor evil—but Love–for good and evil are the Light and the shadow of Love, and Love will prevail, but we do not know when, and we do not know what will occur during these days while good and evil struggle upon your land. Latwii continued by saying we ask you to understand that in such a situation as you face now, each side is convinced of its own rightness, and no one in this situation feels evil, an no one accepts the role of the bad guy, for each feels that God, Allah or history is on their side, so you may ponder that, for it will give you an insight into the true meaning of Love, into the true nature of the Creator, and into the true oneness of all mankind upon your planet, for you are fighting a civil war since you are all planetary beings, and your national feelings, secret weapons, and all the rest, remind us of a finger plotting against its hand, so we do not understand why you would wish to mutilate yourself, but we accept that it is so, nor do we judge you, for you are not unlike many of our brothers and sisters who have gone through similar sections of learning in their own evolution. On August 9, 1996, Hatonn spoke of good and evil as two roads to the great Central Source of Love:

We refer to the question of good and evil. It is one to record, my friends. We ask you to understand that like all opposites, that it is the result of being in motion. When one is in motion, there is that which is ahead and that which is behind. If you could understand yourselves as beings which have been sent out from a great Central Source, and which are at varying speeds making a great circular return to that Central Source, then you can begin to understand good and evil.

At one point in your evolution, my friends, you were at the farthest point from the central source, which we call Creator for want of another word. There was nothing behind and nothing in front of you, when you began your travel. As you moved toward that great Light, that great Central sun, Light is before you and darkness behind you. Wisdom before you and ignorance behind you. Those who wish to gain power may gain it in one of two ways—by aiding and abetting that journey towards the Light, which is called good, or by, shall we say, applying the brakes in progress and attempting to reenter that portion of the cycle which has already been which is called evil. If you can understand that at the end of your journey, when you are without motion, there will be no good or evil.

We ask you to lift up your hearts now, my friends, for we vibrate in the Light and in the Light there is no disharmony. We ask you to let these things drop away and to cleanse your soul as you would a garment, rinsing it in the cool, clear waters of a mountain stream until it is completely and utterly cleansed of nationalism, pride, glory, and righteousness. We ask you to see those who you think are your enemies. Lift them up into the light, my friends, for they are your brothers and sisters. They are sad; they are puzzled; they do not know the Light; they cannot recognize the Light. Your own leader, my friends, knows the Light, and in his own way, is of a very pure nature. Many of your people do not understand the quality of Light in the one who is your president at this time. We are aware, my friends, that it is not a practical or a prosperous characteristic. Nevertheless, it is inspiring to us to find anyone in a position of authority who is in the Light. Lift him up also, my friends, for he knows where he is.

Feel the peace of this place which exists, my friends, inside yourselves. The Light is white, but is not blinding, and so may your understanding be to you. Keep that white Light in your heart, my friends. Release all of the thoughts which we have given you, and settle back into your bodies now. You are of the Light. You have understanding available to you. It will not blind you to action, however, it will make you more thoughtful. It will make you less understood, but it will make you more understanding.

Latwii continued by saying we ask you to lift up your hearts now, for we vibrate in the Light, and in the Light there is no disharmony, and we ask you to let these things drop away and to cleanse your soul as you would a garment, rinsing it in the clear waters of a mountain stream until it is cleansed of nationalism and pride, so we ask you to see those who you think are your enemies, and lift them up into the Light, for they are your brothers and sisters, and they are sad because they do not recognize the Light, but your leader knows the Light, and he is of a pure nature, but many of your people do not understand the quality of Light in the one who is your president at this time, so we are aware that it is not a practical characteristic, but it is inspiring to us to find anyone in a position of authority who is in the Light, so lift him up, for he knows where he is. Now Latwii said feel the peace of this place which exists inside yourselves, and its Light is white, but it is not blinding, and so may your understanding be to you, so keep that white Light in your heart, and release all of the thoughts which we have given you, and settle back into your bodies now, for you are of the Light, and you have understanding available to you, so it will make you more thoughtful, and it will make you less understood, but it will make you more understanding. On March 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of how we all have the Light in our hearts:

It is almost as if there was a tide of judgment in the world that wants to put out the Light, that wants to make differences that judge people, that wants to make people not okay. And against that rising tide of darkness stands the candle, the frail, feeble, flickering candle of the Love that is moving through your heart at this time. Yet all of the darkness in the world cannot put out the Light in your heart. So, “this Light of yours, you can let it shine,” without fear that by loving, instead of judging, you shall be diminished in some way.

I will pause at this time, so that you may rest for a moment in silent meditation.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, my friends, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is my privilege to join our brothers and sisters of Latwii in sharing our thoughts with you. We would like to pass among you at this time to work with each of you in the conditioning wave. If you would relax, we will be with each of you for a few moments.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument, and I thank you for your help in opening yourself to us. We very much enjoy working with each of your vibrations and find them most enjoyable. We are always with you. We ask you to think of us not as a wiser source than yourself, but only as a more experienced brother or sister, for we never know which you will get when you request our presence. We are more experienced, and we share it with you just as your older brother might do. That is what we are here for, that is our mission here.

We can do so little for you, my friends, and we are so filled with the fire of Love, and wish so dearly to give it to your people. As we dwell above you in our ship, we spend much time in prayer for your people, for we have heard your call for help, and we are here, and yet we can do so little. We ask those of you who meditate to meditate just a bit more, we ask you to be on fire with Love, for the Creator has made a mighty and beautiful creation, and it is one with you and you are one with it, and all divisions are nothing but illusion. Reach out, my friends, when you feel that it is in you to do so, reach out in Love. Feel that inner glow, the warmth of that fire that is within you. It is real, it is not an illusion. That is who you are, that glow, that spark, that power created you from nothing and you are eternal.

Before this world rolled in a circle, you existed. A soul on a long path. Here you are, my friends, in this place, in this time, on your path. Your Creator can only speak through you. Its hands can only reach through you. The words of Love are only spoken through you. Thus, be open to inspiration; be open to kindness; to cheerfulness, to the simple actions, the smiles, the courtesies, the gentle touch, that make the people around you know, not that you are such a fine fellow, not that you are such a wonderful girl. No, my friends, that is not it. But that the Creator has created a marvelous and wonderful creation. One in which gladness is the total truth. Love is the total truth. Love is the total reality. Meditate, my friends, and feel this, and then let it shine forth in your eyes, through your lips, and by the service that you do.

Laitos wanted to share information with those in this group as to how they could be of service to each person that they meet. Laitos began by saying we can do so little for you, and we are filled with the fire of Love, and wish to give it to your people, so as we dwell above you in our ship, we spend time in prayer for your people, for we have heard your call for help, and we are here, so we ask you who meditate to meditate just a bit more, and we ask you to be on fire with Love, for the Creator has made a mighty and beautiful creation, and it is one with you, and you are one with it, so all divisions are nothing but illusion, so reach out in Love when you feel that it is time for you to do so, and feel the warmth of that fire that is within you, for it is real, and it is who you are, that spark that created you from nothing, and you are eternal. Laitos went on to say before this world rolled in a circle, you existed as a soul on a long path, so here you are in this place on your path, and your Creator can only speak through you, and its hands can only reach through you, for the words of Love are only spoken through you, so be open to inspiration, to kindness, and to the gentle touch that make people around you know, not that you are such a fine person, but that the Creator has created a wonderful creation in which gladness and Love are the truth, so meditate, and let it shine forth in your eyes and by the service that you do. On March 7, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the value of our being open to inspiration:

The unseen help, the unseen presence is tremendous at this time for those who seek to be healed. Purify your intentions; discipline those forces of personality that block your heart. Open to inspiration and trust intuition. And know that each has tremendous power to make a difference and to achieve effective and transformational improvement of the harvest of planet Earth.

I am Laitos, and I thank you for listening to me. But I felt that you had a desire to hear this this evening, and though I do not usually spend so much time speaking of philosophy, this evening I felt that while I was giving the conditioning wave, I would speak to you about Love. I thank you for listening to me, and I will at this time pause and say Adonai so that Latwii may again speak with you. I leave you in Love and Light. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. We are having trouble with this instrument, for she smells food, and her concentration is wandering. We will work with this instrument, if you will have patience. I have a better contact with this instrument at this time, and would wish at this time to open the meeting to questions. Is there a question?

Questioner: [A question is asked about nationalism.]

Latwii: I am with the instrument. That is a very good question, my brother, and we must answer it not in your terms but in ours. There is no should or shouldn’t to evolution. There is only the inevitable. At a certain point in your evolution you will no longer have groups that are smaller than the planetary consciousness, for you will have discovered that you are all men and women of Earth, as you call your planet. We call your planet Sorrows. There are many names depending upon the quarter of the sky from which our ships have come. When that occurs, there will not be a feeling “nationalism,” there will be a feeling of planetary oneness due to the fact that the true geographical entity upon your planet is the planet.

You will notice upon the maps that you have of your states and countries that say, for instance, you may have the state in which you reside colored pink, while the state called Indiana by your peoples colored yellow and the state called Ohio by your peoples colored blue. However, if you take off in what you call your airplane and achieve an altitude sufficient for you to see parts of those three states which is possible even in a small plane, you will notice that there is no obvious demarcation between your Kentucky, your Indiana, your Ohio, and moreover you will notice that they are not pink, yellow, and blue, but are indeed all of a camouflage color of brown and green and some black, with ponds sparkling and rivers flowing here and there, knowing no boundaries other than the natural boundaries of altitude.

Questioner: [A question is asked about nationalism.] Latwii said That is a very good question, and we must answer it not in your terms but in ours, for there is no should or shouldn’t to evolution as there is only the inevitable, for at a certain point in your evolution you will no longer have groups that are smaller than the planetary consciousness, for you will have discovered that you are all men and women of Earth, and we call your planet Sorrows, so there are many names depending upon the quarter of the sky from which our ships have come, and when that occurs, there will not be a feeling “nationalism,” but there will be a feeling of planetary oneness due to the fact that the true geographical entity upon your planet is the planet. Latwii continued by saying that you will notice upon the maps that you have of your states and countries that say you may have the state in which you reside colored pink, while the state called Indiana is colored yellow, and the state of Ohio is colored blue, but if you take off in an airplane and achieve an altitude sufficient for you to see parts of those three states which is possible even in a small plane, you will notice that there is no obvious demarcation between Kentucky, Indiana, or Ohio, and you will notice that they are not pink, yellow, and blue, but are indeed all of a camouflage color of brown and green and some black, with ponds sparkling and rivers flowing here and there, knowing no boundaries other than the natural boundaries of altitude. On September 13, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the problems that come with nationalism:

As we watch the people of the world in which you now reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism, and all of the pride and vain glory which that causes, of the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations and ideologies. These things are increasing, in spite of the great tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years. The vibrations are very strong on your planet. It is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood.

You have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test and thus you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied. But you were fighting against great odds, and so are we. We still fight on, and so do you. And we do not consider the situation hopeless; for there is an eternity in which to work it out.

This is true of your entire planet. The feelings of nationalism are proper to your situation at this time. However, it is good for you and for all those who wish to live a loving and thoughtful life, to be aware that nationalism, while appropriate to the circumstance in which you find yourself, is part of an illusion. This illusion is taking place that you may grow. We are not speaking of physical growth but spiritual growth or, as we have said before, the evolution of spirit. Thus, if you can view the situation which you call political which demands nationalism at this time, in a light which includes the understanding that this is not the ultimate reality, only an illusion, then you may observe the illusion and attempt to understand the lessons which this particular illusion at this particular time is attempting to show you.

We earlier brought you to a place of Light and specifically brought rulers, leaders of three nations deadlocked in a near war with each other, so that you could feel in your heart that the reality was that they and you are are one being. How can you serve the Creator with nationalist feelings? My friends, you will; you will serve the Creator, and it is not inappropriate to have the feelings that you have. However it is appropriate both to respond as the situation in the illusion requires you to respond, and to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it is an illusion, and that you are, in truth, a child of the Creator. That whatever actions are necessary, you will do, but you will not do them with hate, with obsession, with pride, with righteousness, but only with compassion, both for yourself and for those who are of other nations, and for your Earth in its tribulation.

Then Latwii said this is true of your entire planet, and the feelings of nationalism are proper to your situation at this time, but it is good for all those who wish to live a loving life to be aware that nationalism, while appropriate to the circumstance in which you find yourself, is part of an illusion, and this illusion is taking place that you may grow, but we are not speaking of physical growth but the evolution of spirit, so if you can view the political situation which demands nationalism in a light which includes the understanding that this is only an illusion, then you may observe the illusion and attempt to understand the lessons which this is attempting to show you. Latwii went on to say earlier we brought you to a place of Light and brought rulers and leaders of three nations locked in a near war with each other, so that you could feel in your heart that the reality was that they and you are one being, so how can you serve the Creator with nationalist feelings? Latwii said you will serve the Creator, and it is not inappropriate to have the feelings that you have, but it is appropriate both to respond as the situation in the illusion requires you to respond, and to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it is an illusion, and that you are a child of the Creator, so whatever actions are necessary, you will do them only with compassion, both for yourself and for those who are of other nations, and for your Earth in its tribulation. On December 31, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we are part of an illusion that allows us to grow spiritually:

That understanding is the simultaneity of all time, all space, and all action. This present moment is eternal. The past, the future, the feeling of being in the river of time, are part of an illusion which gives you who seek an enormously powerful opportunity, consciously to accelerate the rate of your spiritual growth.

Have we made this clear to you, my brother?

Questioner: Yes.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [A question is asked about Russia’s mind control weapons.]

Latwii: We are aware of your question and are examining this instrument’s mind. However, as in the past, we find this instrument lacks many of the virtues of a scientific training. However, we will attempt to speak through her.

Themind has an electrical field, and so does the Earth, and so does every living thing. Weapons of a psychic or psychotronic nature—may we correct this instrument, for she is not familiar with this subject matter. The pronunciation is “psy-ca-tronic.” Those weapons known as psychic or psychotronic weapons are capable of sending a wave or electrical field through the Earth in any direction they may wish and at any power that they may wish, so that the minds of those in the field of that particular weapon are no longer capable of functioning normally. Various physical disabilities will occur, such as nausea, blinding headaches, rage, fury, and other extreme emotions which are finally turned to self-destruction, so that you have those who would fight the enemy instead, fighting themselves, and, at the extreme, dying.

This is one type of weapon; there are others. However, this is the most generally effective and the one best tested by their scientists. The USSR has also spent many years developing what seem to be random psychic powers among certain gifted individuals, so that they may be used by the state, alone, in groups, and in conjunction with machines. Those of your scientists in the early ’60s debated the use of such weapons, but decided not to spend a large amount of revenue upon that type of research. As this instrument would say, they dropped the ball. There is now what you call a definite gap in the efficiency of the weapons deployed by Russia, as you call this country, and your own country. Both of you have weapons to destroy each other with physical means, but only one country has the ability to destroy through energy.

Questioner: [A question is asked about Russia’s mind control weapons.] Latwii began by saying the mind has an electrical field, and so does the Earth, and so does every living thing, and those weapons known as psychotronic weapons are capable of sending an electrical field through the Earth in any direction and at any power that they may wish, so that the minds of those in the field of that particular weapon are no longer capable of functioning normally, so various physical disabilities will occur such as nausea, headaches, rage, and other extreme emotions which are finally turned to self-destruction, so that you have those who would fight the enemy, instead, fighting themselves, and, at the extreme, dying. Then Latwii said this is one type of weapon, and there are others, but this is the most effective, and the one best tested by their scientists, so the USSR has spent many years developing what seem to be random psychic powers among certain gifted individuals, so that they may be used by the state, alone, in groups, and in conjunction with machines, for those of your scientists in the early ’60s debated the use of such weapons, but decided not to spend a large amount of revenue upon that type of research, and as Carla would say, they dropped the ball, so there is now a gap in the efficiency of the weapons deployed by Russia and your own country, but both of you have weapons to destroy each other with physical means, but only one country has the ability to destroy through energy. On August 2, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how one may develop their psychic power:

Perhaps the best use of astrology and many of the other disciplines, such as tarot, numerology, and the others, is as a focusing point, shall we say, for the psychic power of the individual. It may be quite small to begin with, but by working through this particular system, your own power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars, or in the cards, or in the numbers, and you see better. You, unlike the stars, are creatures of compassion and love. The stars in their courses are, indeed, determined. You, my friends, have free will. Thus, we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting most reliably on your own senses, both outer and inner—your common sense and your intuitive sense.

You can well imagine the possibilities of this in balance or grace. However, Russia is vulnerable to determined and prolonged attacks upon power sources for the great machine that developed the psychotronic devices. Therefore, they are not quite bold enough to move in the face of world opinion at this time. However, you will have observed that they are becoming more and more bold, and are very, very seriously thinking of increasing that boldness beyond the level of open warfare.

Have we been able to explain through this instrument that which you wish to know, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Is there any way of escaping the psychotronic weapons?

Latwii: No, my sister, not at the level of vibration you find yourself. If you could all leave your bodies, it would be just fine.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. We apologize for the delay, but this instrument desired to change the tape. We do not wish to speak long upon this question for this instrument knows of some of the experiments that have been done by those you call Russians, with the instruments you call psychotronic. Therefore, it is not necessary for us to channel this information through her, she will be able to speak to you herself. However, in simplicity we will say, “no.” There is not any shield, not earth, not stone, not metal, not any shield whatsoever, that can block the extremely low frequencies of the psychotronic weapons.

Is there another question?

[Pause]

If there is no question, we would like to answer a question that has not been asked, but which we feel is general enough that we may answer it without embarrassing anyone.

My friends, we realize that there is a great deal to worry about, and we do not blame any of you in this illusion for being concerned and worried about situations which seem beyond your control. We ask you to have faith in the great continuum of Love and Light, and to know that if your heart desires truly, that heart’s desire will one day come true. Thus, take time out from your worry, let it slip from your shoulders, and envision what you need, what you desire, and what you wish to be so. It is the Creator’s good pleasure to give you Its kingdom. Thus, it is said in your holy work called the Bible, ‘’The Creator is not far from you,“ and It knows your worry, and It must let you have that worry until such time, if you are through with that particular worry, as long as you worry.

No matter what happens in your life you will find something about which to worry. Think instead of that which is good, let the solutions appear, in time, and meanwhile view all of those connected with the situation with as much love as you can muster in very difficult circumstances. That which is broken will be healed, and that which is unbroken is so precious, we ask you to put it first. Seek out the lovely, the living, and the good. We hope that this has helped you and we will leave you in your privacy. We will pause to see if there is another question at this time.

[Pause]

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii. I feel that your group is at peace, and we join you in that peace and that serenity. We ask you to carry it with you in memory and know that we Love you as brothers and sisters. May you enjoy yourselves, my friends, to the fullest in the week ahead. May you laugh and be joyful and know that all things in the creation are the Creator’s. They are distorted, and they are shadowed. Look through, my friends, look through the distortion and see Love.

I will leave this instrument now in great thanksgiving for our time together. It has truly blessed me and my brothers and sisters. I leave you in the infinite Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at AutoZone where I bought four bottles of 50:1, 2-cycle engine oil. My next stop was at Speedway gas where I bought 5 gallons of regular gas to use in my lawn mower, and then I filled Stanley’s tank with premium gas. My second stop was a PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal.

This afternoon I finished weeding the Ruins Mound Garden by hand. Then I went on another errand run where my first stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 24

Laughter And Quiet

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

We noted the surprise which this child showed when we joked at the challenge she offered to us. This is no cause for surprise. Jesus’ Love is based upon a consciousness in which ecstasy is the steady-state experience and laughter as natural as breathing.

Do you distract yourself so that you cannot feel this joy? Quiet yourself, then, until the tides of ease and laughter inundate you and offer blessing in your experience.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for this session comes from February 3, 1980:

H channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is indeed a privilege, as always, to speak to you. We of the Federation of the Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator have come to you to share with you our thoughts this evening. You have gathered for this purpose, and for this we are grateful. For this is our greatest means of touching with your people and serving them in this manner as it is at the present time our best means of relaying our thoughts, our energy, and our Love to your civilization.

We speak through many instruments such as this one around your planet. And we of the Confederation wish to grow closer to your people. For as all of you may witness, your people, which are divided into segments called countries are driving down what you might call the darkest avenue of their experience. Yet at the end of this avenue ,they shall find the Love and the Light of the Creator. Your planet is experiencing great turmoil. Yet if you had the ability to look into what you would call your future, as in some extent we do, you could see the great benefit that can be derived from your present difficulties. Your planet must grow. It must grow rapidly. And with this growth there shall be the accompanied pains of growth.

As you travel throughout your life, you hold dear to many concepts. Many of these concepts as you grow older are altered. And many times, you are separated from them for you have seen an alternative. And the people upon the planet Earth now must learn to expand their awareness. And they must be willing to separate themselves from many of the concepts that they hold so dearly. For in holding to a fixed concept, allowing for no variation, as your people seem to do, you limit your ability to grow. Yet, indeed, the growth shall occur for the planet on which you reside grows in spirit as do you. Its growth is undeniable by any of your people. You may share in it, or you may be consumed by it. The choice is yours.

Many of your people are focusing their energies at this precise moment on the concept of what you would term as war. We must say that as things stand, we do not foresee an immediate large-scale warfare. Yet farther down the road it looms largely in the possibilities. And it is indeed brought even closer to happening by the present thoughts of each of your people. For every one of you that consider this concept, in doing so, you add energy. And with enough energy added to the concept, it will indeed be created. For all of you upon this planet, as all of your brothers and sisters throughout the galaxies were, as your Bible states, “created in the image and likeness of your Creator,” thus meaning that you have the ability to create also.

The creation itself is a magnificent thought energy, to the best of our realization. Your thoughts are energy, and indeed shall materialize on one plane of life. Therefore, we urge your people to turn from this concept. And consider not the warfare that may loom so largely in your future, but concentrate on the dawning of awareness and the coming of your so-called messiah. We of the Confederation wish to assist your people in utilizing their thought energies to the greater benefit of all civilizations. By speaking through instruments such as this one we are doing the greatest amount of good that we can do at this time. We hope that in the future we can work with you, amongst you, and grow with you, if this is the choice of your people. When you are ready, we shall come to you.

We of the Confederation are weary, for we have waited a long time, as you would consider years. We are weary because we have watched over your people. And we have seen them struggle, struggle beyond that which is imaginable by any of us, searching for the answers to your existence, the meaning of your life. And we have grown weary because the answers are so simple. In fact, each of you already know them if you would but look within yourself and discover your own reality. The purpose of your life on this particular planet, or shall we say, in this particular classroom, is to learn to love one another without any vice, without any stipulation, without any envy or regret. If your people learn even half of this lesson they shall advance into a civilization which is compatible to ours. And they shall grow to work with us and to travel with us throughout the universe, and to spread what they have learned to their unfortunate brothers and sisters on other planets who have yet to come to these realizations. The simplicity of your existence, the meaning of your existence, the reason for your existence is Love. Love encompasses all things. For it is the ingredient upon which all things were created.

I shall transfer this communication to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are sorry for the interruption and greet the instrument known as Don. We again greet you in Love and Light.

And what is that subject of which we speak, my friends? What is that strange and much sought after thing that is called Love among your people? It is not what you think it is, my friends. We ask you to visualize in your mind’s eye an individual whom you admire, an individual whom you would be like. What is the nature of this individual, my friends? What in this individual inspires you in this admiration? The answer is something different in each person’s experience. But we suggest that the one thing that there is in common is that people who are loved and admired are themselves the open channels for that which is truly Love. Not Love as it is known among your people. Not something that is done or said or spoken or thought. But something that is.

There are some people that you know that have the gift of being. And whoever they are, and whoever type of being that they show, they show it in such a way that the Love of the Creator shines through. And they become windows in which is reflected the fire of Love. Yes, my friends, Love is a very intense fire. Love is that which you experience, when you experience all that you experience. You yourself are Love. All that you experience is Love. The creation is a creation of Love, Love impressed upon waves of Light in many, infinitely many, combinations giving the universe infinite densities, and giving the entities that dwell in this universe their infinite varieties. But all, my friends, all are varieties of Love. Who are you, my friends? What variety of Love have you experienced this particular day? What Love did you see today? What Love showed through you today? We ask you these questions.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group on the topic of what Love is. They began by saying what is that strange and much sought after thing that is called Love among your people? It is not what you think it is, so we ask you to visualize in your mind’s eye an individual whom you admire, an individual whom you would be like, and: “What is the nature of this individual? What in this individual inspires you in this admiration?” The answer is something different in each person’s experience, but we suggest that one thing that there is in common is that people who are loved and admired are open channels for that which is truly Love, not something that is done, or said, or thought among your people, but something that is. Hatonn continued by saying there are some people that you know that have the gift of being, and whoever they are they show it in such a way that the Love of the Creator shines through, and they become windows in which is reflected the fire of Love, for Love is an intense fire which you experience when you experience all that you experience, and you are Love, and the creation is a creation of Love impressed upon waves of Light in infinite combinations giving the universe infinite densities, and giving the entities that dwell in this universe their infinite varieties, but all are varieties of Love, but we ask you: “Who are you? What variety of Love have you experienced this day? What Love did you see today? What Love showed through you today?” On January 25, 1987, Q’uo described the Love of the Creator:

And we would suggest that it be remembered at all times that one moves within the limitless Love of the Creator within this illusion in order that through your experience the Creator might become aware of the possibilities for Love to be placed in situations that will require an increased experience of Itself in order to uncover that Love which has been carefully hidden. Thus does the Creator find Its beingness expressed in your experience in manners vivid and pure as a result of the constant effort to uncover Its own face through your efforts.

Thus does the Creator move within the tiniest, the grandest, the most joyful and the most difficult of circumstances in order to enable each seeker at every portion of its journey to both become aware of the ever-present sustenance of the Love of the Creator when appropriate and also to find those times within the experience of an incarnation when the price, shall we say, for such joyful discovery is far greater in order that that discovery might be imbedded more deeply and securely within the seeker’s total being. Thus, one may see a relationship evolve in which the more difficult seeking provides the opportunity for the more deeply experienced and securely seated revelation of Love and unity which ever underlie all experience. Thus, that which is cheaply bought is easily forgotten; that which bears the greater price is that which remains as sure foundation stones upon further experience and service of the One is possible.

We ask you these questions because there is a point in your seeking at which these questions will become very, very important. And that is the point at which you decide that you want to take responsibility for yourself. Your life in this particular experience is short. And each experience that you have is fleeting. And if you know that each experience is one of Love, you then, my friends, are in command over that experience. You know what to look for. You know what you are seeking. You are seeking to understand the Love that created the observer in yourself that is observing the experience. And you are seeking through that observer to find the Love in your experience. You are Love and you are waiting to be reflected.

When you see that Love distorted around you, when you see anger, when you see global anger, or when you see personal anger, when you see fear, trepidation, unhappiness, all of the negative emotions, be they small or great, if you are looking with the knowledge that all things are Love then you can see that all these things are distortions of a basic vibration of Love. And that which is unlovely you can have compassion for. And that which is difficult you can surround with your own desire to give comfort and rest to those things around you which need comfort and rest. You cannot do this from the stores of your own love, for they are but limited, my friends. You can only do this when you make contact with the source of all that is. We are speaking of that one experience which is the source of all experience, that one Love which is the source of all Love, that one Thought which is the source of you, and this channel, and we ourselves as we speak through this channel.

Hatonn went on to say we ask you these questions because there is a point in your seeking when these questions will become important, and that is the point at which you decide that you want to take responsibility for yourself, for your life in this experience is short, and if you know that each experience is one of Love then you are in command over that experience, so you know what you are seeking, for you are seeking to understand the Love that created the observer in yourself that is observing the experience, and you are seeking through that observer to find the Love in your experience, so you are Love, and you are waiting to be reflected. Hatonn went on to say when you see that Love distorted around you, when you see global anger, or when you see personal anger and all of the negative emotions, and if you are looking with the knowledge that all things are Love, then you can see that all these things are distortions of a basic vibration of Love, and that which is unlovely you can have compassion for and surround with your desire to give comfort and rest to those things around you, but you cannot do this from the stores of your own love, for they are limited, so you can only do this when you make contact with the source of all that is, and we are speaking of that one Love which is the source of all Love, that one Thought which is the source of you, and this channel, and we ourselves as we speak through this channel. On August 31, 1986, Latwii described that one Thought that is our source:

I am Latwii, and indeed this is so, my brother, for each seeker of truth has discovered in one way or another that that which may be seen as the stream of consciousness is without beginning and without end, and moves in many ways throughout all of the one infinite creation, for the one creation is held in its place by that one Thought of Love, given birth ageless eons ago by the one Creator, that the one Creator might through the movement of various portions of Its own Love come to know Itself in ways not available to It without such division of Itself into the infinite portions and expressions of Love that move throughout this same creation in order that each portion may come to know itself by gaining the experience of evolution in a unique fashion that will, at its culmination, bring the harvest of experience to the one Creator, that all may again know the heart of being as Love, and may continue the process of movement, and growth, and seeking, and gaining the experience that will reveal each portion of the Creator to each portion of the Creator as the one Creator.

Seek the Creator, my friends, in meditation. For it is the Creator’s Love that is infinite and can carry you through all those experiences of your days, giving you the sweet and precious understanding of the truth, the fine and lovely contentment that only Love can bring, and the happiness that the divine laughter of joy in Love will produce. We speak to you from a place which you would call the Kingdom of Heaven, for it is a place where Love is visible. We wish that you could join us here. And you can join us in thought. And that is why we ask you to call upon us whenever you might be ready. For we would gladly assist you with our conditioning wave so that you will find it easy to meditate.

Hatonn continued by saying seek the Creator in meditation, for it is the Creator’s Love that is infinite and can carry you through all those experiences of your days, giving you the precious understanding of the truth and the happiness that the divine laughter of joy in Love will produce, for we speak to you from a place which you would call the Kingdom of Heaven, for it is a place where Love is visible, and we wish that you could join us here in thought, so that is why we ask you to call upon us whenever you might be ready, for we would gladly assist you with our conditioning wave so that you will find it easy to meditate. On January 25, 1976, Hatonn said that we should seek the Creator in meditation in order to deal with our difficulties:

There is a cliché that is within this channel’s mind, that every cloud has a silver lining. And we would add to that that sometimes a fruit may seem to be inedible, for the skin may be tough and pitted. Yet when you peel it, the fruit within is still succulent, and tasty, and delicious. Experiences are like this, even the most inconvenient. Be of good cheer, my friends, and remember to attempt not only to seek the Creator in meditation, but to seek the Creator within the people around you. With the armor of your inner guidance, and your light before you on the path, there is nothing that can harm you.

We have wanted to give you these words of comfort, for each of you is undergoing at this time some difficulty, not the same, yet as we have said, all difficulties within the physical have one thing in common, that is, the emotional, or physical, or mental pain. Be of good cheer. There is no pain within the garden, and the garden is within you.

At this time, I will leave this channel, briefly, so that Laitos may work with the conditioning wave. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. And I have been working with each of you. I greet you in Love and Light. And I wish to tell the instrument known as H, the instrument known as W, that we have been attempting to speak through each of them. However, they were not properly conditioned to accept our words, and thus we simply conditioned each of you, attempting to make our presence known to each of you. We thank you for your grateful attention, and we will leave you at this time. As always, we leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. And I return to this instrument to ask that if you have any questions at this time, you ask them of this instrument. Is there a question at this time?

[Pause]

We are aware that there are two questions, but we prefer to wait until the questioner decides to ask them of us, rather than speak before we are specifically invited. If there are no more questions we will leave you.

We are sorry, my friends, for any and all difficulties that may face you this day. We know that your illusion is a difficult one. And we send you our Love and support, as always. You must remember the value of insubstantial things. For the rainbow that was the promise in the covenant of Abraham was only a bridge of Light. Take that bridge, my friends. It cannot be felt. It cannot be touched. It cannot be weighed. But you can see it and know it. And there is promise for you in each moment. For you too have a covenant and birthright, for you are children of the Creator. And in that Creator resides all Love. Desire then, my friends, to experience that Love, and to know that one original Thought. Knowing that simple thing, you then have access to all that there is.

We leave you with these few pitiful words, knowing that we cannot touch you in any important way, but that only you can choose your own spiritual path. We hope that we can encourage you along that path. Adonai, my friends. We leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at the vet’s to pick up some medication for the little kitty who has been eating so much food on my porch for a few weeks now, and he seems to have worms that could make him sick. My third stop was at the Post Office to mail a book to a friend in Virginia. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some Pepsi-Zero, some paper plates, and some Gorilla Glue.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves from both sides of the front yard into a pile. Then I blew the leaves from my neighbor’s driveway, my parking area, and the pet cemetery into a long pile. Then I used Venus to mulch the leaves in both piles into leaf dust.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 23

It Is Your Dance

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Let your spirits rise! Let your laughter sound forth! For there is a great victory in realizing that, truly, you are improvising upon the stage that is so seriously called life. You are an artist, a comedian, a tragedian, a philosopher, and a fool. You are any part you wish to play. It is your improvisation; it is your dance; it is your day and your life.

Take nothing to be troublesome, but gaze at it as though it were in a play. How shall you amuse yourself, beautify that which is not beautiful, or glorify that which is mundane in the situation you see? To you come the improvisational opportunities to change the atmosphere, the tone and the very plot of your improvisational life,

Because that play is so dear to you, you hold it too close and see it not well. Back away in Love, in total engagement, with the attempt to be the best, the finest, and, hopefully my friends, the one with deep, strong humor.

To see life too seriously is to miss the comedy and the merriment, to feel that joy may not be appropriate although it always is. And as you have this point of view, so shall you radiate it, for it is the point of view of the living Christ: total compassion, total unity, and merry, merry laughter.

See the comedy on your stage and make it graceful, dancing through it with the skill of those born of Light and Love.

We leave you in the peace of Jesus the Christ, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Oxal channeling for this session was on January 20, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. And I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I and Oxal were attempting to speak through the one known as N in order to increase his confidence for times when he might be the solitary channel for a group meditation. And we will attempt again at this time to begin this meditation through the instrument known as N. I am Hatonn.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings, my friends, in the [inaudible]. My brothers and sisters are greatly pleased that you have gathered here this evening to seek truth. We know there are many ways to do this. And it is [inaudible] that, my friends, we always seek the truth [inaudible] they will [inaudible] for it is a wall, so to speak. Many paths have led up to this particular form where the paths cross. Let this time be a time to gather each of your vibrations together so that in this group effort you may feel more easily this light of the Creator which is in each of you. You may branch out seemingly far away from your true desire to know truth and Love, but you cannot go far enough away to escape the Love of the Creator, for It forgets no one, for It is everyone. Deep beneath your layers of illusion runs the true life. All the knowledge you wish to receive is within you already, my friends. You only have to discover this as you have already done so. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator know of the troubles upon your planet happening [inaudible].

Remember for each problem, my friends, there is a solution. And through the practice of meditation answers to these problems will be made aware to you. No matter who you are, how obscure you may seem to feel, the Love and Light is in you, and you will shine forth. You only have to desire this for it to happen. It may happen overnight while you sleep or take a longer time. But the time is not important in this respect. For if you truly seek Love for your effort you shall be rewarded.

At this time, I will transfer this contact. I am Oxal. I leave you in the Light and Love of the infinite Creator.

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am Oxal. I will continue through this instrument, if you will be patient, for we must condition this instrument briefly, for she is attempting to balance our contact. We believe we have better contact now; we will continue.

Your minds are full of many things, my friends. As we were saying, your world is full of words, full of guns, full of negativity at this moment in your space/time continuum in your illusion. All of you are at this time obeying the only wisdom known to people. And that is you are silent and in search of the single Thought that created all of you, to which all of you belong, your original Thought, the Creator, my friends, which is Love. We will tell you a small story to see if we can inspire you with a greater respect for meditation and the art of silence.

It was winter and beneath the cold [inaudible] the pine cone gave up a seed to the soil. And when Spring loosened the earth the [inaudible] blessed it. The seedling became a sprout. The years passed and the small pine tree began to grow. Many things occurred about the pine tree. There was a forest fire not far from it  and it felt the agony of many of its kind. There were woodsmen who killed others of its older kind and again it felt their pain. But they did not speak, but always stretched living fingers to the sky as if to touch the sun. For all things in Nature know to turn to the sun, although they do not call it Love, for they have no words. They do not die but the great Sun-body, symbolic of Love and Light, is to them their source.

Latwii wanted to speak to the nature of the difficulties that were being experienced on Earth, so they told a story that was an analogy of these difficulties and how they could be dealt with. They began by saying your world is full of words, full of guns, full of negativity at this moment in your space/time continuum in your illusion, and all of you are at this time obeying the only wisdom known to people, so you are silent and in search of the single Thought that created all of you, to which all of you belong, the original Thought of the Creator which is Love, so we will tell you a small story to see if we can inspire you with a greater respect for meditation and the art of silence. On July 6, 1979, Laitos spoke of the original Thought of the Creator which is Love:

Your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite Love expressed in Light. This Light has formed all creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations. All things are Light. As you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you.

Eventuallya little boy moved close to this forest, and he cared about this tree and became very fond of it, and one Christmas he dragged his father to the tree and begged him to bring it home as a Christmas tree. And the father, very fond of the young boy, dutifully dug the tree up, put it in a bag and after Christmas planted it by the old family house. The boy and the tree grew together and the boy, first so childish, became grown. He became wiser and wiser, and he asked many questions of the tree. For he felt very close to this tree that had grown nearly as tall as his house while he had grown to be a man. And at each question the tree would lift his fingers to heaven and point toward the Kingdom of the Creator.

And as an old man, this person found finally that all of his questions had but one answer, and that was in the Kingdom of Heaven; not the kingdom of humanity, for there are words. And he had found there are no answers but only that which is. And as he died, he asked of his family only one thing. He said to them, “I am ready to say good-bye to all things on this plane, for I love you all, and I have no enemies. And I have nothing more that I wish, but I would that you would bury me near my friend. And they looked puzzled, for they did not know he had a friend. And he said to them, “The tree—the silent tree beside the house.” And so it was that in eternity, he and the tree became one.

Then Latwii said eventually a little boy moved close to this forest, and he cared about this tree and became very fond of it, and one Christmas he dragged his father to the tree and begged him to bring it home as a Christmas tree, and the father dug the tree up, put it in a bag and after Christmas planted it by the family house, so the boy and the tree grew together, and the boy became grown, and he became wiser, so he asked questions of the tree, for he felt close to this tree that had grown nearly as tall as his home while he had grown to be a man, and at each question the tree would lift his fingers to heaven and point toward the Kingdom of the Creator. Latwii went on to say, and as an old man, this person found that all of his questions had but one answer, and that was in the Kingdom of Heaven, not the kingdom of humanity where there are words, for he had found there are no answers but only that which is, and as he died, he asked of his family one thing, so he said to them, “I am ready to say good-bye to all things on this plane, for I love you all, and I have no enemies, and I have nothing more that I wish, but I ask that you would bury me near my friend, and they looked puzzled, for they did not know he had a friend, and he said to them, “The tree—the silent tree beside my home,” and so it was that in eternity, he and the tree became one. On April 25, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the Kingdom of Heaven:

When you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session. This white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and calmness, and, indeed, does lift up your consciousness into a realm which may be considered to be the kingdom of heaven. When you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience. All the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you. The white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences.

Anything that we can say to you, my friends, is folly. For words cannot reveal anything of importance. We speak through these instruments to hopefully give you the encouragement and the inspiration to seek through meditation the truth, the Creation. We, well-grounded in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, are as helpless before you as trees pointing their fingers to the Kingdom of Heaven. We can show you the way, but we cannot give you the desire to seek. You are here tonight because of that desire. Have that desire on a daily basis, my friends. Continue in your seeking; and you will find that your path becomes ever more light and that your questions become ever more few.

Latwii continued by saying anything that we can say to you is folly, for words cannot reveal anything of importance, so we speak through these instruments to give you the inspiration to seek through meditation the truth, the Creation, and we, well-grounded in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, are as helpless before you as trees pointing their fingers to the Kingdom of Heaven, for we can show you the way, but we cannot give you the desire to seek, so you are here tonight because of that desire, so have that desire on a daily basis, and continue in your seeking, and you will find that your path becomes ever more light and that your questions become ever more few. On August 4, 1984, Latwii revealed the power of our desire to seek:

The seeker is most enabled by the conscious increase of the desire to seek the truth, for within such an illusion as that which you now inhabit, the grace of the one Creator which exists in all portions of the illusion is that which carries you beyond all true harm. Your desire to seek that one Creator is that which shall find its goal, for indeed, it contains that which it seeks.

I will leave this instrument now so that one of my brothers or sisters may address the meeting. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. Greetings again from… Many of your people sometimes feel they have no purpose in living besides the seemingly unimportant things on this planet. When we tell you you live in an illusion, and this is true. As you know, these objects that you see from your planet are not the same things; are not really what they appear to be. They are comprised of much smaller units you call atoms which come together, form the illusion of being solid.

You may wonder why you are here to begin with in this illusionary world. My friends, we say to you that if you did not truly desire to be here, you would not be. We can compare your planet to a school: many lessons to be learned through your experiences. The only difference is with your schools on Earth you receive grades, but in the plan of the infinite Creator you receive not grades but the experience of learning and when you have learned something, my friends, you evolve.

At this time, I would like to send you what we call a conditioning wave. We will attempt to make known to you our presence by intensifying our vibrations, so to speak. And at this time, we pause for a moment. In order to do this, if you desire this, we will attempt to make ourselves known to you.

[Pause]

(N channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. It has been a very great honor and privilege to speak through this instrument to you this evening. My friends, we sincerely hope you have benefited from this meditation. And if you desire [inaudible] our presence you only have to make it known, and we are with you wherever you may be. We send you our Love. I will leave you now. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. And I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, as we do all of us of the Confederation. We have no choice, for that is all that there is. My friends, I come to you only to offer my services in case you may have a question for us at this time. If you do, please ask now.

We have a question from one who is not present at this time. But we would wish to address to the one known as S our Love and constant devotion to her as she is physically very alone in her seeking at this time. We are aware that she has again become comforted by our presence, and it makes us very happy that we have been able to reestablish contact with her. Along with the one known as Hatonn, we of Latwii have been requested to monitor the desires of the one known as S so that she may draw comfort from our presence whenever it is necessary. We cannot say the words that she wishes at this time. However, we are aware that she will understand that this has to do with her own free will and therefore our metaphysical hands are tied. Again, to sister S we send our Love.

Is there a question among those in this group at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, I think I am losing my touch, for I cannot answer any of your questions this evening. However, I offer my Love and my thanks for your patience, for the one known as S was much desirous of our speaking. I will leave you this time, as always, in Love and Light. And may you find some laughter along the way. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Latwii.

This morning I drove to Baptist Hospital on Breckenridge Lane and was able to confirm that Dr. A would be glad to be my new Primary Care Physician since my old PCP was charging way too much money for one fasting lab and one physical exam per year. Now I will have more money to donate to the Red Cross and The Salvation Army when tornadoes, fires, and flooding cause people to need shelter, food, medicine, and clothes. Just as I was pulling out of the parking lot I saw a hawk sitting on the top of a telephone pole which told me that I had made the right decision because the hawk has been my totem animal since the Ra contact.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into areas where I could mulch them with Venus, my big mower.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 22

Senses Are Illusions

I greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this child.

It is well, in the face of difficulty, that you seek to perceive that your senses are illusions which regard illusions. For then consciousness is not squandered on that which cannot offer the Love of Christ. How much better and productive to use that unsquandered energy to regard that which underlies all illusion: the consciousness of Love, which is Christ consciousness.

Peace be with you.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.