The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from August 30, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are happy to join this group, as much because of the opportunity to serve as the obvious joy and Love in which we have gathered. It is, therefore, our pleasure not only to serve, but to share, and for this we thank you.

Tonight, we would like to present to you a small story concerning a young child in the wilderness. The child, as the story goes, found himself abandoned in a wilderness in which the very milieu within which he found himself was antagonistic toward his own growth and survival, but being a child he was not aware of the circumstances surrounding him, for a child is much more aware of those circumstances which he wishes to see and to encounter and this being the actuality of his perceptions, he was unaffected by his surroundings and quite happily and successfully grew and learned in his hostile environment.

My brothers and sisters, the child is yourself, for is it not true that as a child you came to the life you now experience, a life, an illusion that is unquestionably hostile to your own spiritual growth and progression, for your illusion entitles you to a multitude of distractions and setbacks designed primarily to prevent your growth. We encourage you to see through your illusion. You have within you the power of creation. Make use of your power. Create the garden that you so fervently desire to return to, for the only return to Eden that you will experience, my brothers, is a return through the development of your innate abilities to transform disorder and chaos into balance and beauty, and, as the child in the story, by seeing in your world and in your brothers and sisters only that which you wish to see, only beauty, only Love.

In this manner will you grow, and prosper, and return to your Eden. It is very difficult, we know, to receive what often seems vague, esoteric advice and attempt to incorporate it into the daily distractions of your illusion, for your hostile environment requires your active participation to insure the maintenance of your physical vehicles within the illusion. This is as it should be in that your education requires the development of your ability to simultaneously experience the illusion, playing by its rules, so to speak, yet also rising above the illusion and perceiving it as such. In your schools it is often required that you perform the mathematics necessary to sustain and resolve an illusory problem, referring to the mysterious appearance and disappearances of numbers of apples and oranges. In a like manner, the illusion in which you live has problems that require resolution, but not immersion.

Therefore, we encourage you to see beyond your daily apples and oranges, to view them as only problems to be resolved that you might hone your skills in dealing with illusory problems and identifying them as such, for in exerting your will in choosing to be conscious of the illusion as it exists, and not immersed in it, comes the awareness necessary for perception of that which actually is real within the universe. There is a reality in the realization that all is all, that one is all, that all is one. In your daily acts of service, you achieve steps in redressing the imbalance between your race’s perception of the illusion and the reality. In redressing this imbalance, you serve not only yourself but bring more of the universe one step closer to their eventual progression to higher levels of consciousness and education.

At this time, we would like to exercise another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument and am pleased to be speaking through this instrument. We would continue, my friends, greeting you once again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator.

My friends, we speak to you this evening not of meditation, for this is not an introductory group. We speak to you of the fruits of that meditation. Those fruits are the manifestations and expressions of Love. You would call that service. To be of service to those around you is a far more subtle thing than it would seem. Many there are among your people at this time that may be likened unto weeds. Those things which they offer may appear to be pretty, but they take the place of good growing things and give back neither fruit, nor scent, nor true beauty. Many there are among your people who, in attempting to serve, judge harshly their fellow creatures. We have seen many times those who truly wish to serve speak again and again believing that they are aiding their fellow beings and all the while judging, limiting, and divorcing themselves from their fellow beings. Many of your so-called religions operate in this manner. We find it unfortunate, for there is a true service that, like the rose, not only blooms but has a sweet scent and when cut, wishes only to serve by growing again.

It is, as we have said, often difficult to feel as though the radiance of the Creator bloomed within you, for your illusion is powerful and its traps are intentionally dangerous. But it is not so difficult as you might think to remain, in many cases, conscious of the radiance and the beauty of that Love which you channel.

We have only one thought to offer you before we leave this instrument. We ask that you recall the cheerfulness, the joy, which you may experience in good company. My friends, all creatures are good company for all are the Creator. On some the illusion may hang heavy and, like an Halloween mask, protect them from your sight so that you may think some of your brothers and sisters to be those with whom we could not be cheerful, could not be joyful, could not, in fact, share Love. The essence of service, my friends, is an effortless cheerfulness, a lack of judgment, and a willingness to serve as others would have you serve them. Sometimes, my friends, this may mean you cannot serve them. Accept this with cheerfulness and let this very cheer be the service you offer to those who are not yet ready to seek whatever joy you may have, whatever gifts you may share.

Hatonn wanted to speak to this group about the value of meditation. They began by saying we speak to you this evening not of meditation, for this is not an introductory group, so we speak to you of the fruits of meditation, for those fruits are the manifestations of Love, and you would call that service, for to be of service to those around you is a more subtle thing than it would seem, and many there are among your people at this time that may be likened unto weeds, for those things which they offer may appear to be pretty, but they take the place of good growing things and give back neither fruit nor true beauty, and many there are among your people who, in attempting to serve, judge harshly their fellow creatures, so we have seen many times those who wish to serve speak again believing they are aiding their fellow beings and all the while judging and divorcing themselves from their fellow beings, for many of your religions operate in this manner, but we find it unfortunate, for there is a true service that, like the rose, not only blooms but has a sweet scent and when cut, wishes only to serve by growing again. Hatonn went on to say we have one thought to offer you before we leave this instrument, so we ask that you recall the joy which you may experience in good company, for all creatures are good company for all are the Creator, but on some the illusion may hang heavy and, like an Halloween mask, protect them from your sight so that you may think some of your brothers and sisters to be those with whom we could not be joyful, and we could not share Love, so the essence of service is an effortless cheerfulness, a lack of judgment, and a willingness to serve as others would have you serve them, but sometimes this may mean you cannot serve them, so accept this with cheerfulness and let this cheer be the service you offer to those who are not ready to seek whatever joy you may have to share. On December 9, 2002, Q’uo described the essence of service:

The essence of service is that there is not a specific right service, but rather there is an opportunity that will revolve and come about again and again, and each instance of this sort of opportunity to pursue an outer gift will, if pursued, blossom into a viable path. Consequently, you cannot make a mistake; you cannot choose an incorrect road. You can choose only between a more direct one and a more roundabout one.

At this time Laitos will join us, and we would move among you so that each in the group might experience our conditioning and contact. We will attempt to moderate our contact with the one known as R, as we discern that there has been some slight discomfort in the past due to this instrument’s sensitivity.

We leave this instrument at this time in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We shall resume after this pause through another instrument with his kind permission. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We have been attempting to contact this instrument for a free chance for him to exercise, for he needed a bit of experience, for it has been a while since his last attempt. We of Hatonn speak always of Love and wish that each of your people could or would open themselves so that they may experience beauty that is around them and that as they serve they shall become more aware of Love, for with service to your fellow beings you slowly, but steadily, grow yourselves and increasingly bask more so in the Love around and in yourselves.

We of the Confederation wish always to serve each of you in your process of growth toward a greater awareness of the infinite Creator. We will at any time be with any who wish our aid, for as we said, we seek to serve, for through service we may grow and as it is for us, so is it for you people. To serve is to grow. To serve is a great privilege, and to serve is an honor, for through this service each grows.

We are known to you as Hatonn, and will at this time transfer this contact to another instrument for the purpose and privilege of answering any questions you might have, for through answering your questions we also gain greater understanding and deem it a great teaching aid, not only for you in your quest, but also for us. We transfer now. We are known to you as Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument and we greet you once again in Love and Light. We offer ourselves at this time for the purpose of answering questions which might be of aid to those who seek . Are there any questions at this time?

C: Yes. As I was channeling—toward the end—once again I felt myself drifting, looking for the words, the concepts, looking to complete those words which I’d begun. Is there some way that I can keep myself more within myself and channel? I tried to do some things that were suggested tonight. I had my hands crossed and one leg crossed over the other leg to keep the energy field closed. Is there anything else that I can do to keep more control for myself?

I am Hatonn. My brother, in this case we feel we might best answer you by suggesting that it is simply a matter of increased practice that will be of most service at this stage of your channeling experience, for as you continue in your contact with our vibration, you have noticed that you look for the next phrase, or thought, or concept to complete the one begun. It is the free and clear opening of the self to our contact and not the seeking through the mind that allows our concepts to be transmitted through your instrument.

Therefore, we would suggest that in order to gain confidence and to open yourself more fully to our contact it is simply a matter of practice, so that you will learn by your own experience that you need not look for the next concept or word but need merely to open yourself and allow these to be transmitted through your instrument. We feel you have made great progress in this regard, and we would reassure you that it is simply a matter of practice.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, not at this time. Thank you.

Hatonn: As always, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question which may not be proper, but I was wondering if you had any comment concerning …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. The advanced course in tape changing has just been completed. To answer you, my sister, most fully, we would say that we were quite pleased with our contact with you this evening. The precautions that you have taken to remain within your physical vehicle have worked, in our estimation, quite well, and we commend the effort that is being made in this regard.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I just want to thank you for the judgment from your end. I felt that way too. I’m really pleased that I can continue to be of service. Thank you.

I am Hatonn. We thank you and look forward, as always, to future contacts through your channel. May we answer another question at this time?

D: Yes. You mentioned earlier that the distractions within this illusion that get in our way of radiating this Love, these distractions are put here purposely, and they’re designed for the purpose of distraction. Can you explain that more fully, please?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would say that it is well known to many upon your planet that each of the entities now incarnate on this planet have, before incarnation, taken part in designing at some level the experience which they encounter within their incarnation. In most cases it is what is called the higher self which designs the program that will be pursued and the lessons that will be learned. In an increasing number of cases upon your planet at this time the individuals who are called by our brothers and sisters of Ra the mind/body/spirit complex, itself designs the experience that it will encounter and the lessons it wishes to learn. The lessons are presented as what might be called obstacles, for when one exerts an energy in a certain direction seemingly against a problem or situation, there is an interaction that occurs which, if one is aware, results in learning.

It is necessary within your illusion that there be a forgetting after incarnation, or else the obstacles encountered and the lessons learned would carry no weight since they would not have been forgotten in their purpose, but when forgotten and encountered within the incarnation, present the opportunity for the learning of a specific lesson. The lesson may take many forms. Each entity has its own unique perceptions, and needs, and methods of experiencing this lesson. The basic lesson of your illusion is that all is one. There is nothing but the Creator and it is called an illusion that you dance within, for during your incarnation it seems time and again that there is nothing but opposition, separation, anxiety, frustration, hatred, even unto war. All of this illusion, all of these obstacles, are teaching devices determined by each of you before your incarnation as that which you shall experience so that you might overcome, so to speak, the perception that you have obstacles, that there is separation, that there is anything but the one infinite Creator. The experience within your illusion is intense. It is intensified by the fact that there is forgetting by each who participates within the illusion. It is your task to remember. It is your task to discover that, in fact, there are no obstacles, that there is only the one infinite Creator, that there is only Love, and that this Love might be found within each part of your experience of the illusion. Time and again you shall experience the opportunity to learn this simple lesson.

D asked: “You mentioned earlier that the distractions within this illusion that get in our way of radiating this Love, these distractions are put here purposely, and they’re designed for the purpose of distraction. Can you explain that more fully, please?” Hatonn began by saying it is well known to many upon your planet that each of the entities now incarnate on this planet have, before incarnation, taken part in designing at some level the experience which they encounter within their incarnation, and in most cases it is what is called the higher self which designs the lessons that will be learned, and in an increasing number of cases upon your planet at this time the individuals who are called by our brothers and sisters of Ra the mind/body/spirit complex designs the lessons it wishes to learn, so the lessons are presented as obstacles, for when one exerts an energy in a certain direction against a problem, there is an interaction that occurs which, if one is aware, results in learning. Hatonn continued by saying it is necessary within your illusion that there be a forgetting after incarnation, or else the lessons learned would carry no weight since they would not have been forgotten in their purpose, but when forgotten and encountered within the incarnation, present the opportunity for the learning of a specific lesson, and the lesson may take many forms since each entity has its unique perceptions, needs, and methods of experiencing this lesson, for the basic lesson of your illusion is that all is one, and there is nothing but the Creator, and it is called an illusion that you dance within, for during your incarnation it seems that there is nothing but frustration, hatred, even unto war, so all of these obstacles are teaching devices determined by each of you before your incarnation as that which you shall experience so that you might overcome the perception that there is separation, and that there is anything but the one infinite Creator, so the experience within your illusion is intensified by the fact that there is forgetting by each who participates within the illusion, for it is your task to remember that there are no obstacles, that there is only the one infinite Creator, that there is only Love, and that this Love might be found within each part of your experience of the illusion, so time and again you shall experience the opportunity to learn this lesson. On January 21, 1974, Hatonn said that there is only Love:

There is only Love. If you will radiate Love for all, you will never need to know what is right and what is wrong.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question. I have a relative who is a fundamental Christian, so fundamental that it boggles the imagination, and I sort of felt like when you were channeling earlier that I really could identify a lot of the judgmental things that my brother has said with what you were talking about. I wonder what the best service one can be to such a loved person who, on the other hand is so terribly judgmental? Is all one can do to be of good cheer and to Love, or is there some seed that one can plant?

I am Hatonn. My sister, in many cases such as this one of which you speak, there is very little that can be done in the way of overt teaching, shall we say, for all who experience this illusion, in whatever perception they may bask, each experiences a valid perception of the one infinite Creator, for there is nothing but the Creator. Each progresses through this illusion and hopefully refines the perception and the experience of the Creator. As this growth proceeds, many teachers are met, for there is nothing but teaching and learning within this illusion. Your brother and each entity upon this planet meets teachers each time he meets another human being, or another experience, or another thought or another moment within the Creation. You are one such teacher. As each teaches, so do you teach.

Your experience with your brother has been long and intense, so to speak. Many ways have you tried to share that which is of meaning to you, as each who becomes more conscious of the patterns of the evolution of the spirit attempts to share that perception with those about them. You may find after a period of time that your very being, that cheer of which you speak, is the best teacher, the best means of your teaching for your brother, for it has often been said that the actions speak much louder and clearer than do the words, and though your brother on a conscious level may seldom experience or express the learning that he gains from your being, yet within his heart, and mind, and being, your being will shine, for you do feel Love for this entity, and that is the greatest teaching device upon your planet.

Carla asked: “I have a relative who is a fundamental Christian, so fundamental that it boggles the imagination, and I sort of felt like when you were channeling earlier that I really could identify a lot of the judgmental things that my brother has said with what you were talking about. I wonder what the best service one can be to such a loved person who, on the other hand is so terribly judgmental? Is all one can do to be of good cheer and to Love, or is there some seed that one can plant?” Hatonn began by saying in many cases such as this one there is little that can be done in the way of teaching, for all who experience this illusion experiences a valid perception of the one infinite Creator, for there is nothing but the Creator, and each progresses through this illusion and refines the experience of the Creator, so as this growth proceeds, many teachers are met, for there is nothing but teaching and learning within this illusion, for your brother and each entity upon this planet meets teachers each time they meet another human being, another experience, or another moment within the Creation, for you are one such teacher, and as each teaches, so do you teach. Then Hatonn said your experience with your brother has been long and intense, and many ways have you tried to share that which is of meaning to you, as each who becomes more conscious of the patterns of the evolution of the spirit attempts to share that perception with those about them, but you may find after a period of time that your very being is the best means of your teaching for your brother, for it has often been said that actions speak clearer than words, and though your brother on a conscious level may seldom experience the learning that he gains from your being, yet within his heart, and mind, and being, your being will shine, for you do feel Love for this entity, and that is the greatest teaching device upon your planet. On June 17, 1984, Latwii said that our very being is our greatest teaching device:

The desire within your being to communicate is that which shall be communicated upon a level which one might call the unconscious, yet it shall reach into those levels of the conscious mind, and take whatever form is understood by the entity with whom you wish to communicate.

Therefore, if you feel that words fail, do not give up the words, but place them upon the firm foundation of a strong and pure desire which you shall communicate by your very being, your presence, your feelings, the movement and motion of your hands and eyes and the Love which flows from your heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Not unless you can think of a good answer to the question, “Have you accepted Christ into your heart today?”

I am Hatonn. May we suggest a simple “Yes”?

Carla: Thank you, Hatonn. Thank you very much.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

F: Yes. I’ve been told that in your spiritual seeking, that by digging many holes, as with a well—digging shallow holes—that it would be better to dig one deep hole. In other words, choosing one path, or one so-called religion. Would you comment on this please?

I am Hatonn. My sister, to your query we might respond by saying that though it would appear that an entity, by digging many holes, as you call them, is digging many holes and dividing itself in its seeking, there is only one seeking and it is the desire for this seeking that shall result in the finding. The many holes, when added up, shall we say, shall result in the one path which the entity pursues, and from moment to moment it might appear that the entity is pursuing yet another path, digging yet another hole, but we might suggest that each entity pursues the path that feels to it to be of greatest benefit and learns from each the lessons therein, for many are the paths upon your planet and within your illusion.

Each has that which might be of aid to those who travel that path. In short, may we say, it is your choice to pursue your path and there is nothing but the one path that you pursue, and we would suggest, if we might, that within the depths of your being you are quite aware of the path that you pursue, and in meditation you shall discover the path upon which you wish to tread. Do not be concerned if from time to time the path appears to change. We would suggest that the path is long and the path is one, and your journey on that path can yield nothing but success, for all paths lead to the one infinite Creator.

F asked: “I’ve been told that in your spiritual seeking, that by digging many holes, as with a well—digging shallow holes—that it would be better to dig one deep hole. In other words, choosing one path, or one so-called religion. Would you comment on this please?” Hatonn began by saying we might respond by saying that though it would appear that an entity, by digging many holes is dividing itself in its seeking, but there is only one seeking, and it is the desire for this seeking that shall result in the finding, so the many holes shall result in the one path which the entity pursues, and from moment to moment it might appear that the entity is pursuing yet another path, digging yet another hole, but we might suggest that each entity pursues the path that feels to it to be of greatest benefit and learns from each the lessons therein, for many are the paths within your illusion. Now Hatonn said each has that which might be of aid to those who travel that path, and it is your choice to pursue your path, and there is nothing but the one path that you pursue, and we would suggest that within the depths of your being you are aware of the path that you pursue, and in meditation you shall discover the path upon which you wish to tread, but do not be concerned if from time to time the path appears to change, for we would suggest that the path is long, and the path is one, and your journey on that path can yield nothing but success, for all paths lead to the one infinite Creator. On June 18, 1989, Q’uo said that all paths lead to the one infinite Creator:

The Creator, if asked, will give you what you desire. Indeed, this is so much true that in a way we fear to say the truth, for that which you wish you will surely get. And many of you wish sometimes for very self-destructive things because you are unhappy with yourself. Let no illusion trouble you, but remain in your heart, in your spirit, on your path, for all paths lead to the one infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

F: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Hatonn, I notice that you seem to be developing a sense of humor. Would you care to comment on that?

I am Hatonn. During our lone experience with this group, we have found there are certain avenues of experience and expression which have been opened to us by the needs and the desires of those to whom we speak. It has been our honor and a great privilege to speak in whatever manner is allowed and called for. We find at this time within this group there is a certain lightness, shall we say, that has not been present in such quantity before. Because it is now more possible, shall we say, to utilize the tool of humor, we are exercising this ability which we have not been able to exercise before, and may we say that it is a great honor to find yet another path of service and it is with great fervor that we do our push-ups.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I would simply like to offer a comment that more and more the conversations with you are as pleasant as a cool drink of water and we’re grateful for your presence.

I am Hatonn. We share your feeling of gratitude. This group has provided those whom you know of our people as Hatonn with many sips of nectar. Is there another question at this time?

F: May I ask for some advice on showing young children the Light and Love other than by example? Ways that they may be able to learn, maybe, faster?

I am Hatonn. My sister, in this regard we might say that there is no greater teacher for the young one of your people than the example which they see and which they experience themselves within their daily lives. To specifically guide your decision-making in this regard we cannot do, for this would infringe upon your free will, but we can say in general that to experience yourself the Love of the one infinite Creator in a manner which your children can understand and to reflect this Love through your behavior with those round about you is the greatest teaching which can be done. To find a means to daily express in some way your Love of the Creator and your desire to serve the Creator will express to your children what you value most.

If there might be some way in which you could, shall we say, regularize or ritualize this experience and expressing of devotion and Love to the one Creator with your children partaking in them, this would be a most effective means of allowing them not only to see but to experience with you this Love and desire.

May we answer you further, my sister?

F: I don’t do any ritual myself other than meditation by myself. I guess maybe I don’t understand or would ask you to go further on that [inaudible].

I am Hatonn. Many there are among your people who praise the Creator in song. Many there are among your people who praise the Creator in dance. Many there are who praise the Creator in prayer, or meditation, or in certain spoken words which convey the feelings within. Many ways have your people found of praising the one Creator. Any way will be suite sufficient for the child to learn, if practiced regularly.

May we answer you further, my sister?

F: No. Thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. May we answer another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. May we say once again how great an honor it has been to join your group this evening. As always, we find ourselves immersed in joy when we are asked to join this group. We thank you with every fiber of our being for being allowed to partake in your meditations and for being asked to share our humble message with you. By this service do we learn more of the Love of the Creator. We would say once again that at any time should any request our aid in their daily meditations, it need only be asked that we join in meditation, and we shall worship with each the one infinite Creator.

We are known to you as those of Hatonn. We shall now take our leave of this instrument and this group for this evening. We look forward to joining you in your meditations as you go about your daily lives. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We come among you at this time as we have been called to share our healing vibrations at this time.

[Carla channels Nona until the end of the meditation.]

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard to the area in between the bushes and the back of the gardens along the parking area in front of my home. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the two week’s accumulation of leaves in front of the gardens along the parking area into the area between the gardens and the bushes in front of my home. Then I went inside my home and got the five extra chairs put in their places in the living room for the channeling session this afternoon.

This afternoon there were nine attendees for our channeling meditation. In our round robin I heard some of the most heart-opening experiences that I have ever heard. During the channeling of Q’uo, some of the questions that were asked were: “How to deal with anger?” “Do positive and negative social memory complexes interact with each other in the higher densities?” “How to heal diseases?” and “How we can relate to cats?” I wish that I could explain how much I enjoyed this channeling session and each of the attendees. It was one of the best channeling sessions that I have ever had the honor of hosting.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 22

Ask For The Spirit Of Love

I am the Spirit of the living God. I greet you in the consciousness of that great name which is Love. I am of the vibration of the consciousness of Love which comforts this child.

As you perceive, more and more, the depth of lack of glad understanding which you express with regard to the consciousness of Love, you may naturally become disheartened. Although it was never intended that difficulties dishearten the seeker, it is necessary, in order to appreciate Love’s consciousness, that perceptions be had of the great dynamic between the action of the Spirit of Love and the substance upon which that action takes place.

For there is much within the consciousness that is experienced by sons of God upon the Earth which is dead to all consciousness of Love. And thus, the redemption of the action of Love upon this consciousness is all the more remarkable.

Remember that those who do not ask for the spirit of Love to come upon them shall not experience a substantial amount of grace. For even were spiritual grace to be given by another who prays for you, unless you gladly receive this grace, it shall not endure. Seek always, then, the redemption of that which is dead and do not mourn your iniquity fruitlessly.

May the consciousness of Love keep you in peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for this session comes from August 23, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great honor for us to join your group this evening. We especially greet those who are new to this group and add a special greeting to those who have joined our group once again after a long absence. We of Hatonn are members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. We have the honor and the privilege of addressing groups such as this one, those of your people who seek our service. It has been said in your holy works that as one seeks so shall one find. It is our honor and in joy we perform this honor to acquaint groups such as this one with our vibration of Love.

We of Hatonn long have sought the Love of the infinite Creator. We are no different than any of your people except, perhaps, we have journeyed that path of seeking Love a little longer than have most of the entities upon you planet. Because we have so journeyed, our seeking also has been rewarded. We of Hatonn have been blessed by the Creator that is within us all with a small understanding of the Love of the one infinite Creator. Because it is this Love that we are learning, it is also our honor and our duty to teach this Love to those who seek this learning. Only because we are students of the vibration of Love may we also serve as teachers to others who seek this knowledge.

Long have we spent in the study and the teaching of Love. Many of your people have heard our words. It has been our privilege to speak through the years to many groups such as this one. We have always felt the greatest of joy in this effort, but we also have other feelings, shall we say, for many of your people do not know of the Love of the Creator. Many of your people are not aware that this density, this illusion which they inhabit and go about their daily existences within, is an illusion. Many do not know the lesson of this illusion is the recognition and experience of Love. Many seek many other lessons. Many seek the rewards that your world has to offer. Many seek the positions of power, large or small, the rewards of money, large or small, the recognition of peers, large or small. Many seek in many directions, many goals. Few find that which truly fulfills their thirst, for though few among your people know what it is they seek, it is almost true without exception that each knows it seeks something. The power of the desire of the seeking cannot forever be denied; thus, the seeking goes on within each in many ways.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share the study of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying we have sought the Love of the infinite Creator, but we are no different than any of your people except we have journeyed that path of seeking Love a little longer than have most of the entities upon your planet, and because we have so journeyed, our seeking also has been rewarded, for we have been blessed by the Creator that is within us all with a small understanding of the Love of the one infinite Creator because it is this Love that we are learning, and it is our honor and duty to teach this Love to those who seek this learning, and only because we are students of the vibration of Love may we also serve as teachers to others who seek this knowledge. Hatonn went on to say long have we spent in the study and the teaching of Love, and many of your people have heard our words, and it has been our privilege to speak through the years to many groups such as this one, for we have always felt joy in this effort, but we also have other feelings, for many of your people do not know of the Love of the Creator because many of your people are not aware that this density, which they inhabit and go about their daily existences within, is an illusion, but many do not know the lesson of this illusion is the recognition and experience of Love, so many seek other lessons, and many seek the rewards that your world has to offer, for many seek the positions of power, the rewards of money, the recognition of peers, and many seek in many directions, but few find that which truly fulfills their thirst, for though few among your people know what it is they seek, it is almost true without exception that each knows it seeks something, for the power of the desire of the seeking cannot forever be denied, so the seeking goes on within each in many ways. On June 28, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the experience of Love as being the purpose of third density:

I am Q’uo, and, indeed, my sister, all that remains from any experience within your illusion and all that is ever recorded within the nature of the soul is Love. Whatever experience of Love one is able to create and to share within any relationship or experience within your illusion is remembered and is gathered as the true harvest of the incarnation. All else is but the means to this end.

We of Hatonn feel the great calling of your people. We feel their sorrow. We feel their pain. We feel their frustration. We feel their desire, for we are your brothers and sisters. We are as one being, and any feeling that any entity feels we feel as well, for we are as one. It is because we feel the calling of your people that we have come in the capacities which are open to us that do not infringe upon any entity’s free will, for though each, in some way, consciously or subconsciously, seeks Love, there may not be an infringement of any entity’s free will by offering the knowledge of Love without a calling for that knowledge.

Many we are able to serve in their dreams, by inspirations and intuitions, for within their minds in the manner in which they believe, this is the only method which they will accept. We come however we may. We serve wherever it is possible, but never may we infringe upon any entity’s path back to the Creator, for we cannot learn lessons for an entity. That would be robbing the entity of experience and upon your planet and within this illusion all experience has one purpose; that is, to teach. All experience teaches in some way the knowledge of Love, the Love of the one infinite Creator. Thusly, we of Hatonn respond to the callings that are made and respond in the manner in which is allowed. We have, in our own way, served long upon your planet and shall continue this service for as long as the calling exists, for we learn as we teach. You, my brothers and sisters, are teachers to us as well. We learn from you how to serve the Creator better and better, with more Love, and compassion, and understanding, and we thank you for allowing us to serve in this way. For, my friends, there is nothing but service—for there is nothing but the Creator. It has been truly said that all is one.

Hatonn continued by saying we feel the calling of your people, and we feel their sorrow, their pain, and we feel their desire, for we are your brothers and sisters, for we are as one being, and any feeling that any entity feels we feel as well, for we are as one, and it is because we feel the calling of your people that we have come in the capacities which are open to us that do not infringe upon any entity’s free will, for though each consciously or subconsciously seeks Love, there may not be an infringement of any entity’s free will by offering the knowledge of Love without a calling for that knowledge. Hatonn went on to say we are able to serve many in their dreams, by inspirations and intuitions, for within their minds this is the only method which they will accept, so we come however we may, and we serve wherever it is possible, but never may we infringe upon any entity’s path back to the Creator, for we cannot learn lessons for an entity because that would be robbing the entity of experience, and within this illusion all experience has one purpose which is to teach, for all experience teaches the knowledge the Love of the one infinite Creator, so we respond to the callings that are made in the manner in which is allowed, for we have served long upon your planet and shall continue this service for as long as the calling exists, for we learn as we teach, and you, my brothers and sisters, are teachers to us as well, for we learn from you how to serve the Creator with more Love and understanding, and we thank you for allowing us to serve in this way, for there is nothing but service, nothing but the Creator, and it has been truly said that all is one. On November 9, 2019, Q’uo said that all is one:

The Law of One says simply that all things, all beings, all is One, One Infinite Creator, Intelligent Infinity, that which is all that is. Consciousness is a portion of the One Infinite Creator that becomes enabled, or created, when the universes begins to take shape as the One Infinite Creator and through free will creates the Primal Logos or Love, which creates Light, which then condenses into the creation that is made of consciousness.

Thus, the consciousness comes from the One Infinite Creator’s unity. As each entity perceives its own consciousness, then, it discovers that it is related to all other entities through this consciousness through its various levels of consciousness within its own being that move through the roots of the tree of mind into the subconscious, into the planetary consciousness, into racial consciousness, into cosmic consciousness, into the consciousness of all that is, all that is created.

Thus, if each entity begins to examine its own consciousness, then, it discovers that it is as related to the One Infinite Creator as is any other entity or any other portion of the One Infinite Creation. Thus, to know the consciousness of the self is to know, in microcosm, that which is in macrocosm. Thus, the One Infinite Creator knows Itself in each iota of beingness of Its creation, and each iota of beingness of the creation knows Itself as the One Infinite Creator.

We would pause at this time so that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among your group and give each who requests it the conditioning vibration of the Confederation, the purpose being to deepen the meditative state. We shall pause at this time as our brothers and sisters of Laitos pass among you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument and greet you all once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. At this time, we shall transfer this contact to the one known as C so that, as a new instrument, we might speak a few words through his channel and exercise his ability to receive our thoughts. If he would relax and refrain from analysis, we shall transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. It is always a pleasure to speak to groups such as these, for there are far too few. We of Hatonn will always answer any of those who call. We bring, as always, a simple message, a message of Love, Love that is within and surrounds each and every thing. We are privileged that we may work with this group and thank each of those who have gathered to hear our humble words.

We will transfer now to the entity known as L. We are known to you as Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is said, my friends, that one must go blindly into the darkness to discover the significance of Light. There is some truth to this statement, yet as analogy it has lost something in the translation, for although blindness and darkness are not necessary to ascertain the significance of Light, they are beneficial tools toward that end. It would be more correct to say that once one has gone blindly through darkness, the value of Light is more readily perceived.

In your lives, my friends, there is a borderline across which the majority of your people meander with little cognizance of its significance. That borderline signifies the division between awareness and non-awareness; between Light and its absence, darkness. My friends, all illusions require a source of energy for their maintenance, and such is also true of your own illusion, for in your world the illusion produced through the manipulation of the Light energy can exist only with the presence of that power source. If we may examine, therefore, the consequences of a dominance of either polarity on your planet, that is, a totality of Light or a total absence of Light, we discover that in both instances, in the pursuit by the individual of either polarity until it is maximized within the individual, the illusion begins to disappear, for within darkness there is no Light energy to maintain the illusion, yet within total lightness the illusion, as in a projector, can no longer be focused. The Light penetrates and overwhelms the illusion until only that which is real stands in evidence.

My friends, it is difficult for those minds which have been trained in terms of right or wrong, good or bad, to look with Love and appreciation upon the efforts of those who struggle in efforts contrary to one’s own, yet it is important to remember that even those who strive toward darkness, the absence of Light, shall in their striving overcome the illusion. We of Hatonn would encourage you, my friends, to increase the amount of Light in your lives, for such is our path. And such is the tool which has benefited us so well, yet we would hasten to remind you that in doing so, in seeing beyond the illusion, you must learn also to see the value of your people’s struggle and appreciate your people as those struggling for spiritual nourishment even though their path may not be your own. It is a blessing to follow either path, for no matter what the path, the blessing exists in the seeking and in seeking one will always find.

We, therefore, would encourage our brothers and sisters of this planet to perceive the advice of one of their own: to love the God-ness of the universe with their entirety, to make it an expression of their lives and themselves, and to love their brothers and sisters, to love their brothers and sisters with that same intensity.

At this time, we would like to allow questions to be asked through this instrument. I am Hatonn.

R: Hatonn, when can I see your craft?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we find ourselves tempted to follow the example of Latwii and perform what they refer to as a joke, in that the term “craft” is ambiguous. In one sense, it is our craft we are describing to you this evening, for is not our handiwork our craft? However, my brother, to answer you more seriously, you yourself are all that stands between your eyes and the perception of our vehicle, for it is not visible to one within your density. When your attainment of higher densities occurs, so also will your visual experience, although we doubt it will be significant to you.

May we answer you further?

[Inaudible]

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. Is there another whose question may be answered?

M: Yes. Back in the mid-sixties there were the so-called Ohio Valley sightings in which a great number of people, a great many places and times had sightings. Were these Confederation sightings or Orion sightings?

I am Hatonn. I am aware of your question. My brother, a majority of those sightings of actual vehicles were not of the Confederation, but rather of those who would seek to cause an imbalance resulting from fear and confusion. However, my brother, you must also remember that the power of Creation resides within the individual and, being aware of this, understand that a number of the sightings were generated by those who sighted the thought forms which appeared as vehicles.

May we answer you further?

M: No—well, yes. You’re saying the people that saw a number of these sightings were creating the thought forms rather than other entities—aliens—creating these thought forms?

I am Hatonn. That is correct. There resides within the individual the ability to create shared perceptions, for as you well know, my brother, your existence is within a world of illusion, and who but yourselves create the illusion? It is possible for others to add to your illusion, but as this instrument might choose to say, the flour in the cake is your own.

May we answer you further?

M: No.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Although the beauty of the music caused by the night creatures of your world is pleasant to us, we would feel remiss in our duties should we remain for that reason. Therefore, my brothers, we bid you adieu.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow all of the leaves in the front yard to the parking area in front of my home. Then I went over to the area on the other side of the driveway to blow the leaves in the parking area, the pet cemetery, and the area between the pet cemetery into the long pile of leaves on the north side of the driveway.

This afternoon I went outside and filled four garbage cans with the Ginko Tree leaves in the back yard and put them on the side walk on the north side of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 21

You Are The First Sons

I greet you in the consciousness of Love. I am the principle of Christ’s Love in the vibration which comforts this child.

When we spoke to this instrument announcing our presence we said, “I am here, my son,” which puzzled this instrument mightily. She asked if we were aware that we had made an error. Yet we had made no error. For you play roles within the illusion of the mundane world, you souls dwelling, incorruptible, in corruptible flesh. It is necessary for you to experience the positive and the passive sides of purity and action in order that purity may teach action and action, purity.

And so, all who have sex need to know that their attributes are designed to help each other. You have been made for your fellow man and yet as souls you are sons, not male sexually, but, rather, in the sense of your laws of inheritance, full inheritors, as first sons are, of the Creator of all things, almighty God.

Know your son-ship, whomever you might be, and do not be beguiled by the seeming differences in body, attitude, and understanding. We seek to bring you peace, and yet we know that you shall find your own peace in your own time.

We wish for you peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from August 16, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have been listening in great joy to the song and the vibrations of this group, and it is a great privilege and an honor to join your group this evening. We of Hatonn have a simple mission and a simple service which we gladly offer to your group and that is sharing of the Love, the vibration of Love of the infinite Creator, with each of those who seek our service. We are old, shall we say in the way of the vibrations of Love and in the speaking to groups such as this one.

Long have we sought to share our simple message with those people of your planet who call for our service. Many are there upon the surface of your planet who seek the experience of Love. It is the lesson of your density which has escaped, shall we say, the notice of many of the students upon your planet, though everywhere is this lesson of Love taught. You cannot walk your streets; you cannot recline in any seat; you cannot climb any mountain; you cannot experience any event upon your planet that does not contain within it one facet of the lesson of Love, yet, so many upon your planet do not seem to be aware that it is this lesson they have chosen to learn at this time in your density. Many seek other lessons, other goals. Many seek the ways of the world which seem to grant those rewards which are honored by most of your people. We speak of the positions of power, the positions of social eminence, the rewards of your monetary system, the recognition of your fellow beings for achievements of one kind or another. We do not say that these seekings are irrelevant, for each contain within the core of their being the lesson of Love. We do suggest that when one seeks only the outer trappings, such as we have spoken of, that one might find the lesson learned somewhat hollow, and after due consideration, somewhat disappointing.

But this, my friends, is also an important lesson, for it points the seeker in yet another direction, for deep within the being of each of the entities upon your planet is the knowledge of why they are here, is the knowledge of their great desire to learn the lesson of Love, and each seeker in time will turn in the direction of conscious seeking of Love. How long it will take for many upon your planet, we cannot say, but always do we offer ourselves in whatever capacity we are asked to teach this lesson of Love. And what, my friends, is Love? Many upon your planet have sought the answer to this question for years and for lifetimes. Poets have written volumes concerning the nature of Love. My friends, we do not say that we can answer this riddle, but we do say that we have traveled perhaps somewhat further down this trail than have most upon your planet, and we offer our meager understandings of Love to your people when asked. Love, as we experience this vibration which is our density, is that unconditional acceptance by the infinite Creator of all that is is.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak upon the topic of our learning the lesson of Love. They began by saying long have we sought to share our message with those people of your planet who call for our service, and many are there upon the surface of your planet who seek the experience of Love, for it is the lesson of your density which has escaped the notice of many of the students upon your planet, though everywhere is this lesson of Love taught, for you cannot experience any event upon your planet that does not contain within it one facet of the lesson of Love, yet many upon your planet do not seem to be aware that it is this lesson they have chosen to learn at this time in your density, so many seek other lessons like the ways of the world which seem to grant those rewards which are honored by most of your people, and we speak of the positions of power, the positions of social eminence, and the rewards of your monetary system, but we do not say that these lessons are irrelevant, for each contains within the core of their being the lesson of Love, and we do suggest that when one seeks only the outer trappings that one might find the lesson learned hollow, and after consideration, disappointing. Hatonn went on to say this is also an important lesson, for it points the seeker in another direction, for deep within the being of each of the entities upon your planet is the knowledge their great desire to learn the lesson of Love, and each seeker in time will turn in the direction of conscious seeking of Love, but how long it will take for many upon your planet we cannot say, but always do we offer ourselves in whatever capacity we are asked to teach this lesson of Love, and what is Love? Then Hatonn said many upon your planet have sought the answer to this question for lifetimes, but we do not say that we can answer this riddle, but we do say that we have traveled somewhat further down this trail than have most upon your planet, and we offer our understandings of Love to your people when asked since Love, as we experience this vibration which is our density, is that unconditional acceptance by the infinite Creator of all that is. On June 22, 2022, Q’uo spoke of how we are able to manifest unconditional acceptance of all that is as we become the Creator:

For example, those of Ra use the catalysts of patience and impatience to demonstrate how this process is accomplished. If you have found yourself at some point in your day becoming impatient with yourself, or with another person, or with a situation that you wish would find its completion, you in your mind relive that situation that brought about the feeling of impatience. You magnify the lack of patience that you demonstrated when your patience was at its end so that it is blown out of proportion into a great lack of patience, a tremendous impatience, that calls forth from your inner being its opposite, calls to that portion of your being which has patience, which has known patience, which has become patience. And that patience then is also allowed to become the magnified, equivalent or partner of impatience. Together they are filling your inner screen of perceptions, so that the great impatience is balanced with the patience that comes from understanding.

Then, you look at yourself as a portion of the Creator, that has now been expanded to a greater portion of the Creator so that you feel that the patience and the impatience are utilized in a balanced fashion, to allow you to know more of yourself as the Creator which allows the Creator to know more of Itself through your experience.

Thus, it is the product of this balancing that which you call Love or unconditional acceptance of yourself for having these qualities of impatience and patience contained within your being so that you may grow in a spiritual fashion. This is the means by which throughout your life experience you utilize all catalyst that comes your way to become more and more, the One Infinite Creator; more and more, the creation; more and more, your true self, that one which is in all.

This is the journey of a lifetime. Perhaps the journey of many lifetimes. For this process, the utilization of catalyst within your third-density illusion is one which is infinite in potential and yet can also become that which is the Creator within you now and forever.

My friends, this may seem a simple statement, but upon reflection we would suggest that you might find within it yet more mysteries, for who is the Creator and what is the Creation? Many upon your planet have pondered these questions also for many years and lifetimes, seemingly without end. We of Hatonn are learning the lesson of Love, and it has taught us that there is nothing but the Creator. Each of you gathered this evening in this group is the Creator. Each of you are expressions of the original Thought of the one infinite Creator. Each of you have, as your foundation, the one infinite Creator, and within your being you may discover your connection to each other being upon your planet, to each facet of your existence within this density, and to all parts of the creation throughout the universe.

We know this sounds to many like a much too simple description of the nature of Love and to others sounds much too abstract. This is the nature of any search of any seeker, for the one infinite Creator begins and ends in mystery and each seeker on the path back to the Creator will experience the reality of Love in an unique pattern. Each is a unique expression of the Creator, and each shall ponder the mysteries of the Love of the creation and of one’s own being and from this pondering you will find your own solutions to the mystery, and though your solutions may seem at odds with those of others, yet are they all the same, for all lead eventually to the unity, the oneness of the Creator. For, my friends, you shall upon your journey into the depths of your own being discover for yourself which words of wisdom and of Love ring true for you. This is the nature of the quest. This is the nature of your own being. This is the nature of love.

Hatonn continued by saying this may seem a simple statement, but upon reflection we would suggest that you might find within it more mysteries, for who is the Creator and what is the Creation? Then Hatonn said many upon your planet have pondered these questions for many lifetimes, and we of Hatonn are learning the lesson of Love, and it has taught us that there is nothing but the Creator, so each of you gathered in this group is the Creator, and each of you have, as your foundation, the one infinite Creator, and within your being you may discover your connection to each other being upon your planet, to each facet of your existence within this density, and to all parts of the creation throughout the universe. Hatonn continued by saying we know that to some this sounds like too simple of a description of the nature of Love, and to others it sounds too abstract, and this is the nature of any search of any seeker, for the one infinite Creator begins and ends in mystery, and each seeker on the path back to the Creator will experience the reality of Love in an unique pattern, for each is an unique expression of the Creator, and each shall ponder the mysteries of the Love of the creation and of one’s own being, and from this pondering you will find your solutions to the mystery, and though your solutions may seem at odds with those of others, yet are they all the same, for all lead eventually to the oneness of the Creator, for you shall upon your journey into the depths of your being discover which words of wisdom and of Love ring true for you, for this is the nature of the quest and the nature of your being, and this is the nature of Love. On January 6, 1991, Q’uo the nature of our being is the nature of Love as the Creator:

When the experience of the one infinite Creator has been collected, reaped, and gathered, blessed, thanked, and honored, then a portion of the self is aware, in a way that it cannot express in words, of the nature of Love, of the Creator, and of the self. Then, this immediate, ineffable experience, which is not learning, but the result of learning, may be broken, opened, as infinite as it is, and offered as Love within the illusion, to the illusion itself, to those one meets within the illusion, and to the self.

What the paths are for is to deliver the relativistic self over to the worshipful, and open, and faithful heart. When that state has been achieved, even momentarily, by the seeking entity, the experience of unity with the infinite Creator is had, and stored, and remembered. It is at that point that all paths become one, just as all manifestations of Christed consciousness tell different stories, but in their essence are all one.

At this time, we would pause so that Laitos might pass among you and to each who requests the service of Laitos will be given an experience of a conditioning vibration of the Confederation. This is to help deepen your meditative state and to help relax your mind and your body. We would pause at this time so that Laitos might pass among you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Laitos thanks each of you for the privilege of working with you and will be conditioning the one known as C as we speak through this instrument in a gentle manner. We shall continue through this instrument.

What, my friends, can you do to most efficiently seek for the nature of yourself, of the creation, or of Love? Where can you go? What activity can you perform that will enable you to find those things that do ring true in the depths of your being? As you listen to the world about you and experience its distractions it is clear that the world in which you now live, the outer world with its jangling vibrations and its disturbed feelings, thoughts and activities, is not a place conducive to efficient seeking. My friends, there is one sanctuary which no man can bar you from, beside which no fence can be built. This is the sanctuary of your own inner self. This is the true tabernacle, for there none may pass; none may distract; none may say you nay, nor discredit you in any way.

It is often among your people that as you begin to seek you wish to share your thoughts and your feelings, your amazement at the mysteries of the unknown. And you find in the reactions of those to whom you speak little or no support for understanding, no answers, but only the confused reaction of one who does not wish to be removed from the illusion in which they have placed themself. But each of you, my friends, has the capacity to seek within, in the sanctuary of your own silence, for within you lies a great knowing of great understanding, a great peace, and a path that can guide you step-by-step through what seems to the outer eye to be more or less chaotic. To the inner eye there is a purpose; there is a learning; there is a blessedness about every circumstance that may befall you. None can take this capacity from you, nor discourage you from seeking it. You have only to meditate, to listen in silence and awaken with the echo of the still, small voice. You may hear nothing and yet, at the point at which you need to choose the way in which you must go, that Love which you have sought will speak to you in the silence and your choice will be made simple.

Hatonn continued by saying: “What can you do to seek for the nature of yourself, of the creation, or of Love? Where can you go? What activity can you perform that will enable you to find those things that do ring true in the depths of your being?” Hatonn went on to say as you listen to the world about you and experience its distractions it is clear that the outer world in which you live, with its disturbed feelings and activities, is not a place helpful for efficient seeking, but there is one sanctuary which no one can bar you from, and this is the sanctuary of your inner self, and this is the true tabernacle, for there none may pass, and none may discredit you in any way. Then Hatonn said as you begin to seek you wish to share your thoughts, your feelings, and your amazement at the mysteries of the unknown, and you find in the reactions of those to whom you speak no answers but only the confused reaction of those who do not wish to be removed from the illusion in which they have placed themselves, but each of you has the capacity to seek within the sanctuary of your silence, for within you lies an understanding of peace and a path that can guide you through what seems to be chaotic, but to the inner eye there is a learning about every circumstance that may befall you, but none can take this capacity from you, nor discourage you from seeking it, for you have only to meditate, to listen in silence, and awaken with the echo of the still, small voice, but you may hear nothing, yet at the point at which you need to choose the way in which you must go, that Love which you have sought will speak to you in the silence, and your choice will be made simple. On September 8, 1996, Q’uo described the purpose of the still, small voice within us:

And so, in meditation what you are doing is moving down to that subconscious mind, opening up that conscious mind by not using it, allowing the self to sink down, down to those roots where the information is clearer because it has no words. That still, small voice is truly silent. It is a rare entity which hears a voice which says, “Do this. Do that.” What you shall hear is nothing. But for the one who waits in faith in the tabernacle shared with Love itself there shall come a feeling of peace. It shall be either the peace which knows, “This is what I shall do,” and can point the finger just there and knows its place and is content. Or it may come with that peace which says, “I shall cooperate with whatever happens because I know that what is mine will come to me.” Both of these awarenesses are emotional feelings, and both of these awarenesses contain great personal truth. We encourage each of you who seeks to know the next step, the next way, to move into meditation seeking that next step, asking humbly to become aware of that which is destiny for you.

For Love—and by this we do not mean the love so confused by your peoples—is the great simplifier. As you seek, so you will find. The teacher known to you as Jesus was quoted in your holy works as saying, “My house shall be a house of prayer.” Houses, my friends, can be shaken, blown, and scattered. The winds of chance, the storms of happenstance may remove you from all those things which are now physically yours in this illusion. The one house which is yours, through whose lintels you may always pass, is the house of your own physical body, your mind and your spirit. Let, then, your house be habitually one in which there is meditation, silence and listening, for Love waits within. The creation, of which Love is the great ingredient, waits within. As always, we ask that you listen to our words, not as if we were wise, for we are not, not as if we are perfect, for we are not, but as if we were your brothers and sisters, for this we are. We reach out our hands to you in Love and in a desire to serve by offering this simple message.

Hatonn concluded by saying for Love—and by this we do not mean the love so confused by your peoples—is the great simplifier, and as you seek, so you will find, and as Jesus was quoted in your Bible as saying, “My house shall be a house of prayer,” for houses can be blown and scattered because the winds of chance may remove you from all those things which are now physically yours in this illusion, so the one house which is yours is the house of your physical body, your mind, and your spirit, and let your house be one in which there is meditation and listening, for the creation of which Love is the great ingredient waits within, so we ask that you listen to our words, not as if we are perfect, for we are not, but as if we were your brothers and sisters, for this we are, and we reach out our hands to you in Love and in a desire to serve by offering this simple message. On February 25, 1974, Hatonn described the purpose of our physical body in the third density:

I have said that there will be the destruction of physical bodies upon your planet. This is a necessary consequence of the physical change. We, of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, are aware that within your illusion much attachment is in evidence with respect to the physical. The body that you know as your physical body is as much a part of the illusion that you now experience as the illusion created by the people upon this planet. It is only necessary to avail yourself of the knowledge of reality to understand the reason for what you consider the physical body.

It has been stated earlier this evening that it is necessary to understand the words written in one of the holy books that have been given to your people. These stated that even though you should walk through the valley of the shadow of death that you would fear no evil. These words have reference to that which you consider as the destruction of the physical body.

We would close through the one known as C. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. Our simple message tonight is one that though it seems simple to us, we know that you in your world have great difficulty understanding. We can only, through our simple messages, hope that you shall continue to seek Love and to live in such a way that you continue to grow and seek the Love that is with you and surrounds you in all of your moments within this existence. We of Hatonn are privileged to speak our humble words of Love to such groups as this one, who seek and will listen. We will leave you now in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We were conditioning the one known as L, but we found that this instrument was somewhat distracted, and so we shall use this instrument this evening with fond thanks to the one known as L. If there are any questions at this time we would be positively thrilled to answer them. Please ask any questions that you may have at this time, and we will do our poor best at framing some kind of answer.

C: Latwii, I have a question to ask about channeling. When Hatonn transferred to me tonight—I’m still new at this—as I was channeling, I could feel a change in the vibration I was receiving. Do the members of the Confederation, when they are conditioning or channeling to an instrument, are they in a constant process of adjustment to ease the—to relax the instrument more or to find a more comfortable level? Do they just constantly, without pausing, or what was going on tonight?

I am Latwii. As you will notice, my brother, from the variations in the strength of the voice level which is proceeding from this instrument’s vocal apparatus, we do indeed attempt constantly to adjust to an instrument’s particular vibrations so that we may convey those thoughts which we have to offer without unduly causing discomfort of any kind due to the minor amount of control necessary for this type of contact.

There is an additional factor which is the constantly varying flow of energy in the group. As the group becomes more or less unified as one member perhaps becomes weary and somewhat less unified with the group, then returns to unification with the group, the energy of the group will be in flux, and this energy is working with the instrument much like a battery. Consequently, you will from time to time feel an energy change. Since you do not have an ammeter, you cannot see this, however, this does occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you also. Is there another question at this time?

L: I have a question, Latwii. I seem to be on the verge of a recurrent growth cycle, initiating again, and I realize that you’re forbidden to give specific information. However, if there are areas that you would suggest for my attention or for meditation, I would appreciate any advice you could offer.

I am Latwii. My brother, we appreciate your understanding of our complete compliance with the requirements of the Law of Free Will. We cannot speak in any specific areas which may cause changes in your future, for to do so would be a negative influence, may we say, upon your own growth. We would not have you depend upon a brother or a sister when you have yourself to depend upon, for you yourself are the greatest and strongest of your allies. There are many portions of yourself upon which you may call for aid. When you feel disheartened by your own growth cycles, we might suggest that you make use of these portions of yourself, which at this time might aid you, for there are portions of yourself which are not a part of these cycles and yet which are completely one with you and are you in your own unique vibratory configuration. Some have called this the higher self. There are other entities or guides which are with you and await your requests in order to serve as those who may support your requests for peace of mind and for confidence.

We may further suggest that you consider that the creation of the Creator is one in which there is an infinite process of growth, and that this growth cannot be halted because one has become comfortable but must then go further into that which may be unknown. The conscious self may consider explorations of the self at a certain point as being disheartening, yet these uncertainties and discomforts of the mind and spirit are a necessary part of a growth pattern. Finally, we might suggest that it is unwise to take one’s spiritual temperature. The thermometer you are using is not accurate. You are a part of the Creator, whatever may seem to be your manifestation at this time. You must realize and ponder your basic nature, and when you have come to some conclusion about this nature, you must then seek to see this nature as your true self and the behavior and manifestation as an ongoing experience in an illusion. One is real, one is a dream.

L asked: “I seem to be on the verge of a recurrent growth cycle, initiating again, and I realize that you’re forbidden to give specific information. However, if there are areas that you would suggest for my attention or for meditation, I would appreciate any advice you could offer.” Latwii replied by saying we appreciate your understanding of our compliance with the requirements of the Law of Free Will, for we cannot speak in any areas which may cause changes in your future, for to do so would be a negative influence upon your growth, but we would not have you depend upon a brother or a sister when you have yourself to depend upon, for you are the greatest of your allies, and there are many portions of yourself upon which you may call for aid, so when you feel disheartened by your growth cycles, we suggest that you make use of these portions of yourself, which might aid you, for there are portions of yourself which are not a part of these cycles and which are you in your unique vibratory configuration, and some have called this the higher self, for there are other guides which are with you and await your requests in order to serve as those who may support your requests for peace of mind and for confidence. Now Hatonn said we suggest that you consider that the creation of the Creator is one in which there is an infinite process of growth, and that this growth cannot be halted because one has become comfortable but must then go further into that which may be unknown, and the conscious self may consider explorations of the self at a certain point as being disheartening, yet these discomforts of the mind and spirit are a necessary part of a growth pattern, so finally we suggest that it is unwise to take one’s spiritual temperature because the thermometer you are using is not accurate, for you are a part of the Creator, whatever may seem to be your manifestation at this time, so you must realize your basic nature, and when you have come to some conclusion about this nature, you must then seek to see this nature as your true self and the behavior and manifestation as an ongoing experience in an illusion, for one is real, and one is a dream. On May 22, 1983, Latwii described the nature of our true self:

We can, though, speak upon this manner of sharing your being with other selves by suggesting that when you speak to those who seek from you any type of guidance, inspiration, or simple information, that you share in a manner which reflects your true self and inner being, and, that is to say, when speaking upon any subject, it is most helpful to share that which you truly feel about the subject, to share, if possible, in a way which reflects the nature of your being. For in any type of speaking or sharing with others, this is in effect what you do. To attempt to do this upon the conscious level of your being is to refine that sharing as much as is possible for you to do. It is not only the information which you share which is sought from those with whom you share, but it is also upon the deeper levels of their own being and seeking that the call is given forth to know that being who shares with them. Therefore, to give of yourself in a manner which clearly reflects your nature is most helpful and will serve to illustrate and make a more richly enjoyed experience for all those with whom you share.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: You’ve given me much to grow with. I have one other question concerning some specific detail of what you have just given me. In reference to supportive entities, at one time in the past a reference was made to other entities that I shall not name. Are these the same entities or some of the same entities?

I am Latwii. We scan this information and find that these entities are not connected with you personally, but are connected with geographical locations. The entities of which we speak have been termed by your people, guardian angels or guides. They need have no particular introduction, however, if you seek within the reaches of your mind, you may find some feelings—we shall not say advice—coming to you which you may identify as being not a portion of your own intuition, but that of a supportive influence. It is almost as though within your own confluence of energy there lies a parental or mothering and fathering influence …

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…listen to that which seems supportive, even if biased, and take the comfort that is intended by this energetic influence.

May we answer you further?

L: No, and I thank you for [inaudible].

Latwii: As always, we thank you, for without the questions we would not have the opportunity to share our thoughts with you. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes, Latwii. Ra describes this planet as going into fourth density, and there will be a subsequent harvest as third-density entities cannot stand the Light. Going into fourth density as a planet, will all spiritual entities be fourth density and above, and I ask this question in relation to the second and first-density life forms.

I am Latwii. You must realize that the one known as Ra has a density on us and therefore, has got a clearer vision. However, we will attempt to share with you our own understanding, limited as it might be. Each density is the density—a true color, as we see in your mind this terminology describes. Thus, first density will have the true color of red. The fourth density is one in which the beings of fourth density will have true color green core vibration. The environment which supports them, then, will also be a true color green. However, within this true color green density there will be the overlay of first-density red, second-density orange, and so forth, for there is no awareness beyond the appropriate density of the creatures of that density.

Thus, you have the basic vibratory patterns of fourth density enabling fourth-density creatures to experience incarnation. However, the second-density creatures, for instance the animals and the plant life, will have the characteristics of animals and of plant life without the enhancement of fourth density, just as in third density, as you have experienced, although there is true color yellow at the core of this density, still first and second-density creatures have the experiences and the overlay of colors of their densities.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: So, as Earth goes into fourth density, or green, the actual mineral expression which is normally first density—is the spiritual entity of the planet, being mineral essentially, first density or fourth? Or do they co-exist?

I am Latwii. Not only do they co-exist, but you have first, second, and fourth; the third density, at some point in your future, will cease being active. However, in the long run you have each density occurring concurrently, so that the planetary sphere has first, second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, and seventh. This is the mature planetary system of bodies. One is not discarded when another is activated; each functions concurrently with the others. This is a difficult subject, for the mind perhaps is attempting to rationalize whether the second-density tree at third density is the same second-density tree in fourth density. Yes, my brother, it is the same tree, but in the fourth density of vibration it will have slightly different characteristics and will be able to have a more conscious relationship with the fourth-density being, for instance, being able to communicate the simple second-density feelings to the fourth-density entity. It remains the same tree, but as each density observes it, it grows in its ability to be understood in its essence.

May we answer you further?

M: Just one quick one. Okay. The tree. The second-density spiritual still would be fourth-density physical after the transition. Is that correct?

I am Ra. For a time it will be second density, overlaid third density and fourth density. May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you.

Ra: We thank you. May we ask if there may be another question at this time?

R: When a planet is fourth density, it will no longer support third density forever, or just for a temporary period?

I am Ra … We correct this instrument. We are attempting to retrieve this instrument from a trance state. Please have patience.

I am Latwii. We have this instrument. This instrument was going into a trance state due to the subject matter. We are now with this instrument. We will continue talking complete nonsense through this instrument for a moment, if you will have patience, so that we can gain good control of this instrument.

L: Is there any way we can assist?

Latwii: We are achieving good control. Thank you for your offer. I am Latwii. Sometimes, my friends, we are less than careful with our contact with this instrument.

Now, to the question that was asked. The third density may be likened to a kind of body; the fourth density, a denser type of body. In fourth density there is a type of experience which goes with this type of body. This experience is new to this body, and the body, like that of any child, must mature and grow. If the fourth density were visible to third density, the processes of third density would be those with whom it would greatly interfere, for in third density there are choices to be made and lessons to be learned, and if fourth-density positive or negative were visible to third density, the entire process of choice would be abrogated.

Consequently, while the fourth density of planetary complex is young, third density remains unactivated. This is normally so only for a limited amount of time, until fourth-density entities become able, through the process of maturing and forming the social memory complex, of removing their density from the view of third density. When this is possible without strain, third-density experience may once again become available for those who are graduating, shall we say, from second density.

Latwii said that the third density may be likened to a kind of body; the fourth density, a denser type of body, so in fourth density there is an experience which goes with this type of body, but this experience is new to this body, and the body, like that of any child, must mature and grow, but if the fourth density were visible to third density, the processes of third density would be those with whom it would greatly interfere, for in third density there are choices to be made, and lessons to be learned, and if fourth-density positive or negative were visible to third density, the entire process of choice would be violated. Latwii went on to say while the fourth density of the planetary complex is young, third density remains unactivated, but this is so for a limited amount of time until fourth-density entities become able, through the process of maturing and forming the social memory complex, of removing their density from the view of third density, so when this is possible without strain, third-density experience may once again become available for those who are graduating from second density. In 62.29, Ra said that the third density experience is not activated:

You must see the Earth, as you call it, as being seven Earths. There is red, orange, yellow, and there will soon be a completed green color vibratory locus for fourth-density entities which they will call Earth. During the fourth-density experience, due to the lack of development of fourth-density entities, the third-density planetary sphere is not useful for habitation since the early fourth-density entity will not know precisely how to maintain the illusion that fourth density cannot be seen or determined from any instrumentation available to any third density.

Thus, in fourth density the red, orange, and green energy nexi of your planet will be activated while the yellow is in potentiation along with the blue and the indigo.

May we answer you further?

R: Do the non-harvested third-density individuals remain in a state of limbo, if you will, or are they allowed to recycle on another third-density planet while this one is not proper for them?

I am Latwii. As this instrument would say, “What mean we, white man?” There is no particular virtue, as far as we know, in the concept of limbo, for the entity does not stop experiencing. If any entity does not find itself in the graduating class and therefore finds itself ready to repeat third density, it will, in good time, as one might say, be taken to another sphere where third-density experience is beginning its cycle.

The use of limbo might profitably be discussed, if you will allow us a moment. This concept is profitable if you consider it to be a form of healing. This indeed occurs upon the cessation of your physical vehicle at the end of your brief experience here in this illusion. There are, at times, healings which must take place before the entity can review its lifetime, as you would call it, and therefore make some judgment as to what it might need to do with its next opportunity for experience. These hearings could be called a limbo, for they are periods of rest, but indeed they are not only rest, but also a readying for further experience.

May we answer you further?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, and may we thank this group for supporting this instrument. We were afraid that we had lost her to trance which would have been most inconvenient for all concerned.

Is there another question at this time?

C: Yes, what color are you all experiencing tonight?

Latwii: We are experiencing the red-violet color. This is a combination, a hue which we are examining. It is the shell of your planetary sphere, and we are at work at this time attempting to assess the strength and purity of this shell.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes. At the conclusion of Ra sessions there are some procedures undertaken for the benefit of the instrument. Due to the brief Ra contact here, is any of it advisable?

I am Latwii. We would ask that the instrument’s name be mentioned before a light is turned on, however, it is our judgment that this instrument is with us, as you would say. We thank you for your concern, of course.

Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Please pardon us for yelling at you for the duration of this contact, but it was our method of retrieving this instrument to full consciousness and we have found it useful. Can we say to you that we greatly appreciate our turn at sharing some thoughts with you and feeling the sharing of Love and Light which each of you offers to the Creator. We join you in that happy state of unity with the Creator at this time. I leave you, my friends, in this Love and this Light. I am one of those known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This Morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard into the pile of leaves along the parking area. Then I noticed that the netting that I had put around the Wuthering Heights Mound yesterday, to protect the Pansies that I had transplanted from the deer, had been broken through by the deer. So, I transplanted the Pansies that the deer had pulled out of the ground, and then I removed the netting and replaced it with a wire fence about four feet tall.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves from my neighbor’s driveway and my back yard into the long pile of leaves along the south side of the driveway. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the parking area, the pet cemetery, and the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond into the north side of the pile of leaves along the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 20

Tuning Your Channel With Love

I am of that principle you have called holy, and I greet you in the holy, divine consciousness of the Love of Jesus Christ.

This instrument always asks us, after challenging us in the name of Jesus Christ, “Am I now tuned to channel?” And many times, we ask the instrument to tune just a bit more. Then that which we have to say may flow effortlessly, freely, and abundantly, as is the nature of Love itself.

Each of you may ask, “Am I ready to channel?” For each of you moves through the day with the potential to channel the Spirit of the living God in Christ. Each of you, by turning again and again to Love, is tuned by Love, hollowed by Love and thus made a channel through which Light and joy may flow.

We do not ask that you gaze upon the outer world without noticing its many seeming imperfections. We ask only that your strength of faith be enough to turn from the evidence of limited gaze and seek always that consciousness which awaits within. Thus, may you become ever stronger as faith begets faith within you.

We leave you within the mighty hand which cradles all things with Love. Peace be with you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from August 9, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening, and we especially greet those new to this group, and send to each the Love and the Light which we channel from the one infinite Creator.

We would speak to you this evening of ships. You may see yourself, my friends, as one upon a ship. There are many different configurations in the sky, and there is no land in sight. The ship is equipped with rudder and sail, and the wind is keen and swift, yet there is much that needs to be done before you can set sail and move before the wind. Each of you, my friends, is upon a path which, like the trackless seas, offers no apparent signpost. The daily experience of your people is one of great confusion. How, then, to get the bearings, how to read the skies. My friends, there is within you the ability to create the knowledge which you need in order to be master of your destiny. There is, shall we say, a knowledge of constellations and the sextant whereby to measure them. It is not hidden within you at any great depth. This ability to guide your path is separated by your conscious mind only through a veil which may be penetrated by meditation, contemplation, and the desire to seek.

There are many times when it does not even seem important to find the path through this ocean, for things occur which make one feel infinitely small and at the mercy of all those elements. In our analogy they would be weather, night, day, hunger, and thirst, loneliness, despair in your daily life. You may see the vessel of your physical body as meeting far more complex elements as you deal with the many other people with whom you may come in contact and the many societal pressures which may come to bear upon your situation. How helpless can such a sailor feel, my friends?

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about ships. They began by saying you may see yourself as one upon a ship, so there are many configurations in the sky, and there is no land in sight, for the ship is equipped with rudder and sail, and the wind is keen and swift, yet there is much that needs to be done before you can set sail and move before the wind because each of you is upon a path which, like the trackless seas, offers no apparent signpost, and the daily experience of your people is one of great confusion, so how to get the bearings to read the skies, for there is within you the ability to create the knowledge which you need in order to be master of your destiny, and there is a knowledge of constellations and the navigation instrument whereby to measure them since it is not hidden within you at any great depth, so this ability to guide your path is separated by your conscious mind through a veil which may be penetrated by meditation, contemplation, and the desire to seek. Hatonn went on to say there are times when it does not seem important to find the path through this ocean, for things occur which make one feel small and at the mercy of all those elements, so in our analogy they would be weather, night, day, hunger, thirst, loneliness, and  despair in your daily life, for you may see the vessel of your physical body as meeting far more complex elements as you deal with many other people with whom you may come in contact and the many societal pressures which may come to bear upon your situation, so how helpless can such a sailor feel, my friends? On July 14, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the nature of our veil:

This conscious mind moves about in what you may call an illusion, though most within your illusion feel the illusion to be quite, quite real. The conscious mind is but the tip of the mind of an entity viewed in its entirety. There is that which has been called a veil which separates the conscious mind from the greater portion of an entity’s total beingness. A large portion of that being exists as a portion of an entity’s mind complex and within this mind complex, then, will fall some of those descriptive terms given in the query.

The unconscious mind is as the roots of a tree. The branches are as the conscious mind traveling down the trunk into the roots. One may see the unconscious mind moving further and deeper into those portions of mind which are shared with other beings so that there is seen a group mind of an unconscious nature that you may term racial, and in some cases, planetary.

We would remind you of the story spoken of in one of your holy works wherein one the disciples of the one known to you as Jesus saw this entity walking towards his boat across the water. “If you truly be he,” said the disciple, “bid me come and walk to you.” “Come,” said the one known as Jesus, and so the disciple did. As he doubted, he sank, and as he asked, he walked. In meditation, my friends, you find more than just the tools for plotting the course. You find a feeling, a sensitivity, an openness for what your course may be. This is the function of what some call faith. It is not necessary to have rigid beliefs in order to progress, in fact quite the opposite, for the path, like the ocean, is ever [inaudible] and ever changing.

It is important, however, to reach, to seek, and to dare. To step out upon the water is not a sensible thing to do, and yet, in this story it was instructed for the disciple to do what he felt. Yes, my friends, many times you may begin to sink; many times you may clamber back into your boat and wonder if you will make error after error in your search for the truth. Nevertheless, if you seek and yet again seek to know the truth of who you are, how you came to be here, and why you make this pilgrimage at this particular time in this particular way, you will find that your path opens more and more fair before you.

Then Hatonn said we would remind you of the story spoken of in your Bible where one of the disciples of Jesus saw Him walking towards his boat across the water who said: “If you truly be He,” said the disciple, “bid me come and walk to you,” so “Come,” said Jesus, and so the disciple did, and as he doubted, he sank, and as he asked, he walked, so in meditation you find more than just the tools for plotting the course because you find a feeling for what your course may be, and this is the function of faith, but it is not necessary to have rigid beliefs in order to progress, for the path is ever changing. Hatonn completed their reply by saying to dare, to seek, and to step out upon the water is not a sensible thing to do, yet in this story it was instructed for the disciple to do what he felt, so many times you may begin to sink; many times you may clamber back into your boat and wonder if you will make error after error in your search for the truth, but if you seek and again seek to know the truth of who you are, how you came to be here, and why you make this pilgrimage at this time in this particular way, you will find that your path opens more fair before you. On May 17, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our pilgrimage:

Your physical vehicle and the details of your Earthly pilgrimage are very useful to you. Without a body you would have no way to interact with those other entities that are so unimaginably rich and so incredibly unaware of who they are, with whom you come into contact each and every day. Celebrate your humanity, therefore, and do not look down upon it simply because it is very minor in terms of its importance within your identity.

Rather, take hold of that error-prone, distorted ,and heavily flawed creature that is you within incarnation, that creature that is aging and that has many false ideas that are continually being updated and the old ideas dropped. Know how much more than that you are, and yet celebrate the rags and tags of personality that are you as you are today because without them you could not go on this pilgrimage, you could not give yourself as a living gift to the one infinite Creator, and you could not have the time and the space to bloom and to be.

My brother, in all truth, you came here to give yourself to the Creator, to the world in which you live, and to yourself. The giving of yourself to the one infinite Creator is easier and easier as you go through the maturation process, for you are irresistibly drawn to that Creator out of simple devotion and the need to be ever closer to the source and ending of your identity. To be a servant of the world in which you live becomes ever easier as you grow more and more aware of who you truly are and become aware at an ever-deeper level of what that means. Once you begin to have some idea of the richness of who you are, once you come into that open heart of self and feel your kinship with and eventual identity with the one infinite Creator, that very realization draws to you with increasingly simplicity, and accuracy, and rapidity those situations in which you can be of help, those relationships within which you can be of service, and those moments when your open heart shines its truth and its Light as a lighthouse shines its beacons over a stormy sea, helping others find their safe places and alerting them to the rocks and the reefs of error that are stumbling blocks before them. Much of what you came here to do as service lies before you, and you do not have to reach out to it. Being who you are is the magnet that will draw all things that are needed to you, day by day.

At this time, I would leave this instrument that one of my sisters may speak through another instrument. We thank you with all of our hearts for allowing us to share our humble thoughts with you. It has been a great privilege to do so, and we ask you to consider what we say, not as the words of the wise, but as words to the wise, for we are your brothers and your sisters and can share in our imperfect way that which we have come to understand. I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the Creator. It is a great pleasure to speak to a group as large, and may we say, as comfortable as this one. It is much easier to transmit messages to a group that has, for the time being, managed to lay aside its individual dramas, and, in the words of one who has occupied your planetary surface, “be here now.” We would like to invite questions at this time, for we are aware that there are a number of questions yet to be answered in the minds of those participating this night. Are there any questions that we may attempt to answer? I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. It is apparent that those who bear questions in their minds have not formulated those questions into the conscious thought patterns necessary to conversion into speech. Therefore, we shall again pause to enable those present to accomplish this magnificent task, if such is your individual desires. I am, patiently, Latwii.

Carla: I have laboriously come up with a question as to what color you are into tonight. What color are you into tonight?

I am Latwii. My sister, it is wonderful to hear your voice tonight. It is wonderful to hear any voice tonight. At this time, we are experiencing a shade known as lavender, simply because we are relaxing and find this color conducive to relaxation without what would approximate to your sleep.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Well, that brings up an interesting point. I know that you’re fifth density. Do you then have work periods rather than being in a state of conscious working all the time? Do you have some sort of time sense in that dimension?

I am Latwii. Time, as the occupants of your planetary sphere refer to, does not exist in our dimension, or for that matter, in yours, but enough of the puzzles. We find it necessary to recharge, as you might describe it, if a particularly strenuous effort has been made, such as Hatonn’s efforts at producing harmony in your planetary sphere. As you are aware, this sometimes has a deteriorative effect upon Hatonn that requires some recuperation. However, we find that sleep, as you know it, is not necessary, as we have nothing to sleep with but find the state of mind, so to speak, that you refer to as meditation to be highly desirable.

May we answer you further?

Carla: You may. In other communications we’ve had some information about fifth-density beings having a much denser Light body. I was wondering if you spend the entire experience in fifth density in one body or whether you go through a process of reincarnation as does third and fourth density?

I am Latwii. My sister, it is necessary to understand that the physical apparatus that you refer to as a body is merely a tool, and as you would use a screwdriver or spoon to accomplish a task, or a book to learn a lesson, so also do we create and use our tools, but cease to retain them upon completion of the task or learning necessary. This is also within the possibility of those in your plane. However, most are not aware of this potential and do not make use of it except in dreaming.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Well, just to clarify. I didn’t quite understand. You said—are you saying that you only create or need one vehicle for the fifth-density experience or that you now use a fifth-density vehicle for each experience? In other words, do you reincarnate, or—I couldn’t quite tell what you were saying. I know from other communications that the bisexual reproduction is the same although the vibrations are quite a bit different, obviously, but the function of this being to offer other entities fifth-density lessons. It isn’t clear to me whether this would indicate reincarnation or whether you simply need one vehicle only for the entire working of the lessons of the learning of wisdom. I don’t suppose it matters a lot. If this is not information that you can share just say so.

I am Latwii. I am prepared to speak now. We cannot describe the necessities for all of those entities in our dimension, for just as your awareness is lacking concerning your own, shall we say, field of endeavor, so also is our awareness less than total for our own educational facility that is our dimension. We can inform you that we find it unnecessary at some points in our education to possess a physical vehicle, yet at others the vehicle facilitates our learning experience. It is not, however, always necessary to enter the physical realm without the awareness of our lessons or knowledge prior to what you described as incarnating.

Does this answer your question?

Carla: Yes, indeed. I think I understand now what you were saying before. You do go through the process of reincarnation in a much more conscious way than we do, but what you were saying before was that we too go in and out of bodies and use time in between incarnations as well as the time during incarnations. We’re just not as conscious of that while we’re here in the illusion. Does that sum up what you were saying?

I am Latwii. Your answer is correct, and as this instrument would say, quite succinct, although we are not sure that the instrument knows the meaning of the term, as we cannot find the definition. We will simply accept his shot in the dark.

Carla: That’s cool. Thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As we are unable to answer the last comment, we shall assume that your remaining questions shall be presented at another time. We therefore thank you for this opportunity of service and would encourage those present to continue to contact the members of the Federation at any time, however brief, for we are willing to respond at any opportunity that you will afford us. We leave you now and ask that you be aware that all who strive are beautiful points of balance within creation. With this puzzle, my friends, we bid you adieu. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends. We will speak briefly, for we realize this has been a somewhat lengthy meeting for you. We wish to offer to you an opportunity to experience the conditioning vibration which may aid you in deepening your meditative state, and for those who wish to experience the service known as vocal channeling, aid them in the perception of contact with the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. We would pass among you at this time. If you would wish us to work with you, please mentally request this and we would be most privileged to be of service.

While we are working with you, we will especially be conditioning the one known as C, and would say a few words through the one known as Jim before we close this meeting. I am Laitos, and I will pause at this time, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument, and greet you all once again in Love and Light. We are aware that the one known as C is having some difficulty this evening dealing with the increase in energy attendant with our contact. We will pause once again. If the one known as C will relax, we will again attempt contact through his instrument and attempt to say a few words to this group. I am Laitos.

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. It is again, as always, a pleasure to work with those who seek service as a vocal channel. We wish to assure this instrument that contact is good, but we ask that he relax and refrain from trying too hard, for we know that the words at first are hard to know and hard to discern from the entity’s own thought patterns. We are happy with this contact and will continue to work with this instrument.

We would now transfer this contact back to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as C for his effort this evening. We are very pleased with his progress and very grateful for the opportunity to provide this service, for we of Laitos have the specific function of introducing entities upon your planet who wish to be vocal channels to the vibrations of the Confederation of Planets in Service of the Infinite Creator. We find far too few opportunities upon your planet to exercise this service, and each time another opportunity is presented to us, we cherish it as a treasure in our hearts, and we thank each of you for your patience in allowing us to work with yet one more new instrument that might serve as a beacon of the light and the love of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Laitos, and we leave you now in that Love and in that Light of the one infinite Creator. Rejoice with us each of the moments of your days as you travel in that Love and Light with all of the creation of the Father. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves out of the area between the fishpond and Hobbs Park Road to the pile of leaves along the driveway.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Krogers to buy some Quiche. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy more food for myself. My third stop was at a clothes donation bin where I dropped off a hat and three T-shirts. My fourth stop was at AutoZone where I bought 2 containers of 50:1 2-cycle engine oil. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug store where I bought some Super Glue. When I got back home, I transplanted two trays of Pansies into the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound in the front yard. Then I put six 6 ft. plastic poles around the Mound and attached netting to each of the poles to keep the deer from eating the Pansies.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 19

Loneliness

I am the principle of divine consciousness, and I greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ.

You gaze at the day with eyes askance and skate about upon the surface of your consciousness as though moving your hand across the skin of an orange. Yet deep inside you, you ache with loneliness because you have not sought to live within the depth of the present moment of life. You have not acknowledged your nature.

Peel back, then, that thick skin of happenstance which is the continuum of your day and see your true nature in the seeds of Godhead nestled within the meat of your humanity. For the Creator has made you in His image, and, as you are consciousness, just so this consciousness cannot be anything other than the Creator.

May you search for and touch the seeds of your inner essence this day and each day. Thus shall surface activity resonate with inner meaning. Love and the consciousness of Love bless all circumstance.

We leave you in the comfort of joy and the perfect peace of Love, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn/Orcas/Latwii channeling comes from August 2, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It was with great pleasure, my friends, that we listened to your song and to the joy with which you shared your singing. My brothers and sisters, it is always a wonder to us to be able to share this contact between your race and our races, yet on times—correction—occasions such as this there is such an overflowing abundance of loving and happiness that we feel in some manner fulfilled beyond any expectations that we might have formed concerning the potentials for sharing throughout the universe.

At this time we would like to share this contact with those of another planetary entity known as Orcas. If the instrument would relax and be patient, an attempt will be made to make contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

Orcas

I am Orcas, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a pleasure to be allowed to contact this group.

Carla: May I ask you two questions, Orcas?

Orcas: I am Orcas.

Carla: Do you come in the name of Christ, whom we serve with all of our heart, all of our mind, and all of our soul?

I am Orcas. I come in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, the Is which was and is continuing to be served by that entity known to you as the Christ.

Carla: Are you a member of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator?

Orcas: I am Orcas. That is correct.

Carla: We welcome you to our group.

I am Orcas. I thank you both for your welcome and your caution, my friend. It is somewhat difficult for this instrument to receive our signal, but with patience the channel of communication may be enhanced. Are there any questions?

M:Yes. You come through Hatonn to address us. What particular area is your expertise? Laitos is in conditioning and Hatonn in bringing Love and other entities have particular areas of their talent. What do you bring our group?

I am Orcas. I have been allowed to contact this group due to an upswelling of emotional sharing between the members of your group and the subsequent reduction of residual animosities between members of your group and others of your race. To attempt to reduce this to a more understandable form, as you love one another more intensely, you overcome your residual irritation with others not in your group.

As to the purpose of my contact, I am one who may be of assistance in guidance in surviving future events on your planetary surface. There are limitations, my brother, to the amount of information that I can offer without receiving a specific request for that information. I am Orcas.

Carla: I personally am not interested at all in taking thought for physical survival. Why would such information be of use when, if we’re needed on whatever level, the means for that will be provided?

Orcas: I am Orcas. I am told that in your race is a saying that, “God helps those who help themselves.” While it is indeed not necessary to become overwhelmed with attention to the physical future, it is also of a potential benefit to receive advice concerning the interaction between your physical vehicle and the realm within which it exists. The advice or information that I may provide at your request is not necessary, just as the information provided by other members of the Federation is not necessary. Does this answer your question?

Carla: Yes. My basic area of interest is the development of the evolution of my spirit, and consequently I have no questions at all about survival. So, I will wish you well and if any one else has any questions please go ahead.

C: Orcas? Is your contacting this group due to a need of our services in regards to our fellow members of this race or was there a specific calling for you …

[The microphone was dropped]

I am … Orcas. There has been a calling from your planet of sufficient quantity or value to allow the calling to meet response. As many on your planetary surface find a likelihood for a very difficult physical future in which to complete their incarnate lessons prior to the time of harvest, it was deemed a sufficient calling to allow response.

May I answer further?

C: Not at this moment, but I might have more questions later. Thank you.

Orcas: Thank you. May I answer another in this group?

J: What is your advice on survival? What may entities do to best survive?

Orcas: I am Orcas. While I am unable to provide a strategy, for such would infringe upon your rights, I am allowed to encourage an amount of identification of one’s third-dimensional self with the Earth’s second and third-dimensional realms within which the physical body resides. The awareness that the oneness exists, traversing those realms, can be of assistance in physical survival. In essence, this understanding may assist an individual in attaining a striven-for growth in this incarnation.

May I answer you further, my brother?

J: Since you have come to share information on survival, it would suggest that the times of cataclysms perhaps are close. Do you have information as to when we might expect the necessity for survival to be present, when these cataclysms might occur?

I am Orcas. It is not within my realm to provide announcement of events, but rather to assist in the attainment of that awareness that may serve both in personal growth and the survival of the events you describe. The timing of my arrival, so to speak, was dependent, not upon physical events, but rather on a level of desire emitted from your planetary surface.

May I answer further?

J: Not at this time. I may have some questions later. Thank you.

I am Orcas. Is there another question?

C: Have you made contact with any other contact groups or is this the first for you?

I am Orcas. This is my initial contact.

C: Are there other Confederation members who would feel [inaudible] at this time?

I am Orcas. I am unaware of any entity performing my allotted task. However, my brother, as your question was somewhat vague, I am unable to answer definitively.

C: It’s just that I’m curious as to the reasons why this group [inaudible]. In other words [inaudible] for us to aid your teaching.

I am Orcas. Rather than a need—for all are complete—the ability to receive, and in awareness and desire for more information in my area of service, for example, this group, although a stronger desire exists elsewhere upon your planetary surface, the ability for communication does not exist.

May I answer you further?

C: Could you possibly know which area it is you speak of?

I am Orcas. By area we assume you refer to our area of advising. If this is so, then our area concerns advising entities to accept their surroundings as a portion of themselves, to live in a manner in which a sharing exists between themselves and the first and second level entities—correction—first, second and third-level entities of their world.

C: [Inaudible] question, what particular area of our world was this need for the information [inaudible] that you were unable to contact due to a lack of a channel.

I am Orcas. The calling exists in a primarily scattered form throughout your race as more become convinced of an impending disaster and an awareness [inaudible] concerning each entity’s lack of knowledge concerning their own planetary surface and their ability to coexist with what the Creator has placed upon that surface. The discomfort associated with this knowledge resulted in a calling sufficient to evoke a response.

May we answer further?

C: No thank you.

I am Orcas. Is there another question?

C: One more. Before you spoke of the actual probability of the cataclysms to come [inaudible] happen sooner will have increased?

I am Orcas. I am unable to answer your question, however, I would emphasize that my arrival, so to speak, results from a calling and not from impending physical conditions.

May I answer you further?

[Inaudible]

Is there another question?

J: What is your density?

I am Orcas. I am of fourth density, but feel compelled to add that I am of comparatively recent graduation to this density and have been allowed this contact …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(L channeling)

…opportunity to learn to service.

May I answer further?

J: On the third-density planet from which you have recently graduated, did you have similar cataclysms as those which appear upon the horizon of our planet?

I am Orcas. On our third-dimensional point of origin, so to speak, we attained an attunement with our third-dimensional realm, or planet, that [inaudible] the necessity of such events.

May we respond further?

J: Not at this time. Thank you.

Orcas: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Orcas. We thank you for this opportunity to serve, and if called upon will respond with the best of our ability in service, my brothers. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We would like to take this opportunity to share with our brothers and sisters and would at this time pass among you. If you will make the request that we be with you we will work at deepening the meditative state [inaudible].

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. It is a pleasure to be with each of you. At this time, we would like to exercise the instrument known as C. If he would relax, we would speak a few words through him. [Inaudible] any analysis and speak thoughts you think without hesitation and we shall speak a few words. I am Laitos.

(C channeling)

I am Laitos. [Inaudible].

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument [inaudible]. It is a great pleasure to exercise [inaudible] there is a great deal of energy [inaudible] and we experience [inaudible], however, the one known as C [inaudible]. We will continue to work with you, my brother, and we thank you for your service. [Inaudible] I am known to you as Laitos. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It has been some time since we used this instrument. We will have to step down our vibration, if you will be patient. We are working on it. We are getting better. We have good contact. We forget about this instrument in between times that we use [inaudible] this is better. This is more comfortable for the instrument.

We have been long away from your group due to the fact that the proper configuration of vibration was not present. There was a great desire for information of a certain nature that was best given you by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn and, therefore, we stayed close to you in our hearts, but did not speak [inaudible]. However, this evening we find the configuration which requests those small differences which we might offer, due to the fact that we have a certain variation in our understanding of the one simple truth of Love and Light. Since our perspective is that of Light, rather than Love, thus we see things with a slightly different point of view. It is sometimes proper to view things from this angle of total and ever joy.

The compassion with which you are so full is of great aid to those about you. And we can but encourage you to look in each moment of your daily life for opportunities to share that compassion which you have so dearly bought by many periods of thought, contemplation, meditation, and [inaudible]. There is a dimension which it also [inaudible]. It is [inaudible] for there are few people whom you may serve by sharing with them the laughter and the energy of the Light, yet with these [inaudible] which is the material of [inaudible] all that is beautiful, good and true is composed of one of the infinite complexes of vibration which you call Light.

Latwii wanted to speak to the group from their basic vibration being that of Light. They began by saying we have been long away from your group due to the fact that the proper configuration of vibration was not present, and there was a desire for information of a certain nature that was best given you by the brothers and sisters of Hatonn, and so we stayed close to you in our hearts, but did not speak [inaudible], but this evening we find the configuration which requests those small differences which we might offer, due to the fact that we have a certain variation in our understanding of the truth of Love and Light, so since our perspective is that of Light, rather than Love, we see things with a different point of view, and it is proper to view things from this angle of joy. Latwii went on to say that  the compassion with which you are so full is of great aid to those about you, and we can encourage you to look in each moment of your daily life for opportunities to share that compassion which you have bought by many periods of contemplation and meditation, and [inaudible], for there is a dimension which it also [inaudible], so it is [inaudible], for there are few people whom you may serve by sharing with them the laughter and the energy of Light, yet with these [inaudible] which is the material of [inaudible] all that is beautiful and true is composed of one of the infinite complexes of vibration which you call Light. On January 27, 1979, Latwii said that we all are made of Light:

All of you are made of that one substance in more and more sophisticated arrays of sophistication of energy, of light. You are all Light. It is for this reason that those who are fully capable of understanding this truth have been able to defy the laws of gravity, have been able to create action at a distance, have been able to cause magnetic changes and other so-called miraculous phenomena.

There is an infinite vibration. You may think of the universe as an infinite expression of joy and [inaudible] in an eternally moving and luminous form. In the shadow of your illusion when compassion itself is hard to remember and often nearly impossible to show, the thought of the [inaudible] joy laughing and ecstasy is the thought of the Creator, but we say to you, my friends, come and be the fools that we are, for there is a kingdom of such as we and in that kingdom there is not the darkness whereby compassion cannot [inaudible]. You may choose in each moment that which you [inaudible]. It is our wish to experience the beauty of the material of the various colors of your [inaudible] and our [inaudible] to share our joy and whatever Love we may have saved up from our own experience with you, our brothers and sisters.

Latwii continued by saying there is an infinite vibration, and you may think of the universe as an infinite expression of joy and [inaudible] in an eternally luminous form for in the shadow of your illusion when compassion is hard to remember and often impossible to show, the thought of the [inaudible] joy laughing and ecstasy is the thought of the Creator, but we say to you come and be the fools that we are, for there is a kingdom of such as we, and in that kingdom there is not the darkness whereby compassion cannot [inaudible], so you may choose in each moment that which you [inaudible], and it is our wish to experience the beauty of the material of the various colors of your [inaudible] and our [inaudible] to share our joy and whatever Love we may have saved up from our own experience with you, our brothers and sisters. On June 14, 1981, Hatonn said that the original Thought of the Creator is Love:

My friends, we have always spoken to you of one very simple Thought that is the original Thought of the Creator. This original Thought is love. Thus, we bring to your people the Love of the Creator. All that you see about you that is material, is made of the material of Love, which is Light, and it is for this reason that we greet you in Love and in Light. We speak always to that point and attempt in many different ways to approach it according to your various circumstances.

At this time, we would like to change the instrument through which we speak. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We had some small difficulty making contact with this instrument, but we are very pleased to once again be able to utilize this instrument in our speaking to this group.

As we said before, long has it been since we have spoken to this group and a pleasure it is to find a configuration proper this evening to once again be able to share our humble thoughts and feelings with your group. At this time it is our pleasure and our priv—correction. This instrument is somewhat tongue-tied—it is our privilege, shall we say, to be able and to attempt to answer questions that you may have.

Might we answer a question at this time?

M: Yes, please. What was the exact configuration which you are speaking of that allows you to be here tonight?

I am Latwii. The configuration necessary for our contact contains not only a desire for the sharing of the compassion in Love of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, but also a calling for a desire for the sharing of wisdom to balance that Love. Love is the moving force which creates all of creation. In the Light of wisdom might the creation be clearly seen so that Love might be used in a balanced fashion, so that one does not run, shall we say, headlong into difficulties with a completely and uninhibitedly open channel of Love.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

M: What about this particular group creates that configuration?

I am Latwii. On this particular evening there is the addition of members who have not been with this group for quite some time which adds the necessary configuration for the seeking of the wisdom or Light vibration. To those new additions, shall we say, or additions long absent from this group, we may thank for proper configuration for our speaking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Might we answer another question at this time?

Carla: May I say I’m glad to hear your cheery voice [inaudible].

I am Latwii, and we thank you for your appreciation of our liveliness. We hope we did not overdo the liveliness when we first made contact with you. We are somewhat clumsy in our attempts, as you know from your experience with our contact. This evening, it is our pleasure to be basking in the color of what you would call a violet ray, quite beautiful by any standards, and we wish that we could share it with you, but as you know, it is quite difficult to share the exact true color of any vibration which we might experience.

Might we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Might we answer another question at this time?

C: Yes. I’m needing some advice. Here of late I haven’t been very compassionate. I’ve been impatient. When I meditate, I get up with a drained, tired feeling, but I was wondering, is there something that I’m doing wrong or is it a physical deficiency? I don’t think my diet is proper to keep my body properly maintained [inaudible].

I am Latwii. My brother, we would suggest, as it is well known to you, that the work which you engage yourself in for your living, your daily existence, is quite draining upon you at almost every turn. This has been a problem for you in the past and continues to be so in your meditation. May we suggest that as you enter your meditation you perform a simple ritual in which you leave the cares of the day and the worries which may have come your way aside for these few moments of meditation. In the state of meditation you are, in effect, opening yourself to every possible energy which you have come in contact with, and an indiscriminate opening may allow such energy draining effects which you have experienced in your work to magnify in your meditation.

A simple ritual which has meaning for you in which you leave these cares by the door, shall we say, would be, may we suggest, of assistance to you as you enter the meditative state and will allow you to choose those energies or tune to those vibrations which are of an uplifting nature rather than carrying with you and magnifying those which tend to drain your energy.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes. When I do meditate there are times I have this vision of traveling at extreme speeds through space. And I almost have a feeling that I’m partially leaving my body. Is this happening or is it just a sensation of meditation?

I am Latwii. My brother, there are various explanations possible for this phenomenon which you are experiencing. A partial leaving of the body is one, but potential, may we say, explanation for this phenomenon. There are other possibilities which include your diet, which you mentioned before. Occasionally the chemical balances or imbalances within the brain may be affected by those ingredients which are ingested by your people as a normal part of your daily existence. Care in diet can often be of assistance in making the meditative state a clearer channel for the expressing of those vibrations which are attempting to be made manifest during your meditation.

In this particular case of which you speak, we may say that it is a combination of these two possible explanations which is acting and causing an imbalance in your experience of the meditative state. One is attempting to express as the leaving of the cares or the body as you experience. The other, the intake of certain chemicals or foods is inhibiting this expression.

May we be of further service, my brother?

C: Is this chemical that you speak of the ingestion of sugars?

I am Latwii. You are correct, my brother. We could not say this without your finding for yourself of this truth.

C: I guess I’ve known it for some time. Try to get off one, seems like I’m substituting one for the other. Thank you for your reassurance and information.

Latwii: As always, we thank you. May we be of further service with another question at this time?

L: Yes. I’m a member of a communal farm. I notice that there seems to be a greater amount of friction between members recently. Is this the result of an effort from negatively polarized entities? If so, what information can you give me about it?

I am Latwii. My brother, in this case we may say that though it might be somewhat glamorous to consider the possibility of negative entities inviting themselves into the affairs of your community, it is more possibly the case that those in this community are having more or less success at using the catalyst of learning and from time to time will suffer falling back, shall we say, and at other times shall be more successful in the use of their catalyst. Might we answer you further, my brother?

L: Not at this time, thank you.

Latwii: Again, we thank you. Might we answer another question?

Carla: You might. Recently the three of us that live in this house have been so inundated with a lot of scare talk about doom, imminent doom, and my reactions to it have been basic disinterest. I wonder if you might comment on the reason, the possible reason for my lack of interest.

I am Latwii. And we might make an answer at this time and, indeed, we find we shall! And we also might say that we heartily enjoy the humor of this group, and we have missed it greatly during the absence.

In answer to your question, may we say that speaking of doom which is so prevalent among your people at this time is most likely caused by the great possibility that such doom-filled cataclysms shall and, indeed, have begun occurring upon your planet. Of this there can be no denying, but we would suggest, as you have suggested yourself, that one’s response to such doom-saying is what is of most importance. You must consider for yourself that which you wish to do. Do you wish to be swayed by prophecies of doom which come your way? If so, you have your choice of many, for many there are at this time and many more shall there be, for indeed you shall continue to see more cataclysms upon your planet, but we of Latwii may or may not be able to be of assistance in this area for we are those who have what might be called a Light touch upon this matter and do not see such things with the same gravity as many who speak of them. We are very pleased that you enjoy our humor and hope that you have received our message as well.

Carla asked: “You might. Recently the three of us that live in this house have been so inundated with a lot of scare talk about doom, imminent doom, and my reactions to it have been basic disinterest. I wonder if you might comment on the reason, the possible reason for my lack of interest.” Latwii began by saying in answer to your question, may we say that speaking of doom, which is so prevalent among your people at this time, is most likely caused by the great possibility that such doom-filled cataclysms shall and, indeed, have begun occurring upon your planet, and of this there can be no denying, but we would suggest, as you have suggested yourself, that one’s response to such doom-saying is what is of most importance. You must consider for yourself that which you wish to do, so: “Do you wish to be swayed by prophecies of doom which come your way?” Then Latwii said if so, you have your choice of many, for many there are at this time and many more shall there be, for, indeed, you shall continue to see more cataclysms upon your planet, but we of Latwii may or may not be able to be of assistance in this area, for we are those who have what might be called a Light touch upon this matter and do not see such things with the same gravity as many who speak of them, so we are very pleased that you enjoy our humor and hope that you have received our message as well. On April 19, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the value of the light touch on our spiritual journey:

There is one last secret we would share with you. There is great truth in laughter. One who takes themself seriously and goes solemnly about the business of telling the truth will find themself with their leaves turned away from the sun, unfed by Light and Love. Take a light touch, each of you with yourselves. Love and care passionately, and burn for your highest ideals, but not for your own performances and behaviors. At these you may laugh, for to be human and to be foolish is to say one thing twice. You will be foolish. Enjoy the folly that allows you to care so much, too much, that you risk everything and leap into midair knowing nothing because of your love of mystery that you know only by faith and hope.

How glorious you are in your folly, oh humans! How glorious is your search for the truth and how telling are your choices! We commend each of you as you courageously seek to know the nature of Love, to know the mystery of faith and to find the gifts that you have that may serve the one infinite Creator and each other. To others you are the hands and the voice of the one Creator. Treat yourselves and each other gently, humorously, and tenderly, and you shall not be so afraid to let the branches that each of you are become close, almost as close in consciousness as is implicit within the root of the vine.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that happens to be completely with my own feelings. So, I have no more questions whatsoever. Thank you very much.

Latwii: Again, may we thank you. May we answer another question at this time?

L: I’d just like to make a comment that I think we all appreciate the punishment you’ve given us.

I am Latwii. And we have been outdone, and we yield the floor to the punster of rank among us.

May we answer another question?

M: It is my perception that many people of this group aren’t particularly concerned about their physical well-being through the coming cataclysms which may befall us. Why is it that we had the new contact tonight? It does not seem to me that that is our particular call for information that [inaudible].

I am Latwii, and, my brother, on this question we must, we are afraid, remain somewhat silent; though there is much that may be said at this time, it is not proper that it be said.

May we be of further service with another question?

Carla: May I make a statement and ask if you would confirm or deny it? Is it possible that the reason that Orcas spoke with this group is that there is a clear channel [inaudible] for information which caused this new social memory complex to find its [inaudible] in such a way that [inaudible].

Latwii: I am Latwii. It is possible. May we answer another question?

L: I’d like to formulate a hypothesis which requires that you confirm or deny it, if you would like to, that the entity Orcas is being given an initial opportunity to work through the Federation with a third-dimensional group—ourselves—and has been assigned an area with which it has greatest familiarity, as there was an area of considerable ability [inaudible].

I am Latwii, and, my brother, at this time, that we are hindered by necessity of remaining silent for fear of infringement.

May we answer another question?

Carla: Are there still fourth-density planetary entities that are working with [inaudible]?

I am Latwii, and as you know, my sister, that is correct, for your own beloved teacher, Hatonn, is one of these entities who works with those leaders of your planet who have the power, shall we say—or shall we say, it seems have the power—to determine whether war occurs or does not occur upon your planet. Many are those from the Confederation who pour their Light and Love upon your planet at this time to each entity upon the surface of your planet, not only to the leaders, but to each entity that forms the entire mind complex of your planet. Many are those upon your planet who call for this service at this time and, hopefully, it is the hope of our group, at least, of the Confederation, that these efforts of pouring Light and Love upon your planet shall be successful in averting the catastrophes of war which seem, at times, so imminent among your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you once again. May we answer another question?

L: I have one last question about Orcas. Is Orcas capable of exerting an influence on first or second-dimensional entities or is Orcas capable of instructing us in the accomplishment of [inaudible]?

Latwii: I am Latwii. My brother, we do not mean to seem obscure, but again we must remain silent in this area. There is, as we said, much that could be said in this area, but at this time we do not deem it the proper time to say that which could be said.

May we answer another question?

M: Well, since we’re getting the whole clan of contacts tonight, where’s Oxal?

I am Latwii. The one known to you as Oxal is, shall we say, waiting in the wings and though it appears may not speak—we correct this instrument once again. We believe we are tiring his tongue—though it appears Oxal may not speak this evening, there is a good chance that Oxal may speak at a future date, in your near future.

May we answer you further, my brother?

[Inaudible]

May we answer another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. And our thanks to your group, as always, for inviting us to share our humble thoughts and feelings and simple humor with your group. It is always a joy to be able to speak with those whose ears, and minds, and hearts are open to words of Love and Light, simple and humble though they be. We are known to you as Latwii, and we leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in my back yard into the existing large pile of leaves in front of Sybil that extends almost to the street. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves on the west side of the fishpond into that same pile of leaves.

This afternoon I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard and my neighbor’s driveway to the parking area in front of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 18

The Face Of God

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love which is Christ’s self, in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Whatever we would say this day must turn upon the face of God, for we find in this instrument’s mind a focus far from that face. And we question the efficacy of such concentrated efforts at separation from the source of life and health.

Do you burn with shame at your transgressions? Far more did the man known as Jesus burn with shame at the iniquity of His nature, for He was given the perfect consciousness of Christ and all the material of mind and body which belongs to the illusion of the world. What pangs he felt because of His angers, His pride, His sarcasm, His coldness, and His cowardice! Truly He condemned Himself many, many times. For His was the painful knowledge of perfection and the equal awareness of the absolute imperfection of all that partakes of illusion.

Yet if He burned in shame, He burned well for the face of His Creator, His Father, and His source. And so should each be zealous, not for the death that lies in perceived transgression but in the new life which comes from focusing upon the face of the Creator.

The face of the Creator is pure and creative Love and in Love there is eternal, perfect, and unfailing redemption, freedom from the memory of mistakes and an entrance into a new life unbesmirched by any past. Indeed, this is the nature of each moment. One who focuses upon sin denies redemption. And it is needless to do so.

Seek always the face of God. And offer to that face, to that presence, to that consciousness the precious gift of your agony.

May you who think yourself sinful be healed of pride, for you are not unique. May you be healed by the seeking of the face of God.

Peace be with you now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from July 12, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to greet each of you and we do so with Love and with joy.

We would speak to you this evening about the process of allowing that channel which is within you to flow without blockage, that channel for the original Thought which, when blocked, can cause such great misery and confusion among your people. When we observe the belief systems of your particular societal patterns, we find a frightening situation. In each area of the common social life and in each personal area there is the concept of failure or success. In your cultural patterns there is a strong drive to succeed. Thus, those who, by the standards of your society, garner great amounts of that which you call money, power, or prestige, are admired simply because they have succeeded and those whose accomplishments are modest in the eyes of the society are looked upon with kindness or with pity, but not with admiration, in spite of the fact, my friends, that this is all an illusion. You cannot know whether the work that you are doing in order to garner your money is succeeding. You can only do it with Love. You cannot judge yourself, nor can anyone judge you with any accuracy whatsoever. For it is the Love in your work, not the remuneration, that will affect your eternal self.

In your people at this time there is tremendous turmoil, and many people feel the pressure to succeed by means of relationships. Those who have many friends or a devoted spouse are considered great successes in their personal lives. Those whose relationships end in separation or who, because they are loners, have not gathered about themselves a great many of acquaintances are considered—with kindness or with pity—as those who simply somehow failed to make a personal success of the personal side of life, and yet again, my friends, it is not the length of relationships, the number of relationships; it is the Love given and received between yourself and strangers, enemies, acquaintances, friends, lovers, mates, family, any self whatsoever, that accounts for the true value of your personal channel of Love, for it is in giving that you receive. Not in this illusion, my friends, but in that which remains your eternal spirit.

In this session Hatonn wanted to let us know how we can become channels for the Love of the Creator. They began by saying we would speak to you about the process of allowing that channel which is within you to flow without blockage, that channel for the original Thought which, when blocked, can cause such confusion among your people, so when we observe the belief systems of your societal patterns, we find a frightening situation, for in each area of the common social life there is the concept of failure or success, and in your cultural patterns there is a strong drive to succeed, and those who, by the standards of your society, acquire great amounts of money and power are admired because they have succeeded, and those whose accomplishments are modest in the eyes of the society are looked upon with kindness or with pity, but not with admiration, in spite of the fact that this is all an illusion, so you cannot know whether the work that you are doing in order to acquire your money is succeeding, for you can only do it with Love, but you cannot judge yourself, nor can anyone judge you with any accuracy whatsoever, for it is the Love in your work, not the money, that will affect your eternal self. Then Hatonn said in your people there is tremendous turmoil, and many people feel the pressure to succeed by means of relationships, and those who have many friends or a devoted mate are considered successes in their personal lives, but those whose relationships end in separation or who, because they are loners, have not gathered about themselves many friends are considered—with kindness or with pity—as those who failed to make a success of the personal side of life, and yet it is not the length of relationships or the number of relationships; it is the Love given and received between yourself and strangers, enemies, friends, family, or any self whatsoever, that accounts for the true value of your personal channel of Love, for it is in giving that you receive, but not in this illusion but in that which remains your eternal spirit. On April 14, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how we can become channels of Love:

Yet the one who is able to be a witness of Light, the one who is able, if you will, to be a channel of Love, that effort and that desire to serve has reached its greatest apex. If one wishes then to accelerate the speed or rate at which one evolves spiritually then one simply attempts to spend time and attention on Love in daily meditation, listening to the silence within. One enters the inner sanctum of one’s own heart, and one feeds there on that life-giving water that ends thirst. And as one becomes able to, one attempts more and more to see each moment as a moment in the silence, to see that all is perfect beneath that surface noise and confusion that characterize mortal, human kind.  

In your religious lives you may have been familiar as children and some yet abide in a system which states that there is a judgment and that some will succeed and some will fail. What are the conditions for that judgment? In your holy works the answer is not clear, for the master known as Jesus erased the concept of morality, as you would call it, as the prerequisite for success, by the forgiveness which he showed to sinners, as your holy works called those who for some reason were not serving others to the best of their ability. This is frightening, my friends. This illusion places upon you a desire to succeed in that which is the most infinitely important of all areas, the spiritual. How does one know if one is among those who will be with the Creator? How can one monitor one’s behavior so as to be sure of this eventuality? It is easy for us to say to you that you can monitor your behavior, but we must at this point stop and say to you, my friends, there is no success or failure. There is no judgment. There is, in each of you, the Creator. This Creator seeks to express Itself through you in whatever way that It may, to a world much unused to the original Thought.

Thus, my friends, many, many values which are subjectively clear to you seem ineffectual or even perverted when offered freely, gladly, and lovingly to a world that does not believe that there are those who wish to Love without gain of any kind, who wish to Love without succeeding, who would be glad to fail in the eyes of the world if, through that mechanism, ove could best be channeled. As you find the blockages in your minds and in your hearts, turn within to the original Thought, for it, my friends, is simple, unlike your paradoxical illusion with its great ideas of success and its poor ideas of failure. There is a comfort in knowing that you cannot run out of spiritual food. You cannot be hungry; you cannot be thirsty, for you have only to turn within. To you can be opened the secrets of your birthright—the fire of Love, its joy, and its power and the radiance of the whole creation as it echoes the praises of the one unity which is all of us, my friends. Let your hearts be soothed, and when you hear the thoughts of others or the thoughts of yourself regarding the success or failure of an enterprise, of a relationship, of your own behavior, seek the comfort of the original Thought. There is work for you to do. The world may think it poor. That is nothing. It is what you feel in your heart that is all-important, for the heart is informed in meditation of many, many things far too mysterious for words, and the attempt to speak them can be but a paltry one.

Hatonn went on to say in your religious lives you may have been familiar with as children that some exist in a system which states that there is a judgment, and that some will succeed, and some will fail, so what are the conditions for that judgment? Hatonn said in your Bible the answer is not clear, for the master Jesus erased the concept of morality as the prerequisite for success by the forgiveness which He showed to sinners, as the Bible called those who were not serving others to the best of their ability, and this is frightening, for this illusion places upon you a desire to succeed in that which is the most infinitely important of all areas, the spiritual, so: “How does one know if one is among those who will be with the Creator? How can one monitor one’s behavior so as to be sure of this eventuality?” Then Hatonn said it is easy for us to say that you can monitor your behavior, but we must at this point stop and say there is no success or failure, and there is no judgment because there is, in each of you, the Creator that seeks to express Itself through you in whatever way that It may, to a world unused to the original Thought. Now Hatonn said many values which are subjectively clear to you seem ineffectual when offered freely and lovingly to a world that does not believe that there are those who wish to Love without gain of any kind, and as you find the blockages in your minds and in your hearts, turn within to the original Thought, for it is simple, unlike your paradoxical illusion with its ideas of success and its poor ideas of failure, so take comfort in knowing that you cannot run out of spiritual food, for you have only to turn within, so you can be open to the secrets of your birthright: the fire of Love, its joy, and its power and the radiance of the creation as it echoes the praises of the one unity which is all of us, so let your hearts be soothed, and when you hear the thoughts of others or of yourself regarding the success or failure of a relationship or your own behavior, seek the comfort of the original Thought, for there is work for you to do which the world may think is poor, but it is what you feel in your heart that is important, for the heart is informed in meditation of many things too mysterious for words, and the attempt to speak them can be but a small one. On August 16, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the value of our doing what we feel in our heart:

There will come before you things to do. You each have your own talents. They are each different and unique. You cannot be anyone but yourself. Yet, in your own way, you can be one who shows Love. There is an infinity of ways to show Love. It is your own judgment that will help you to know what your opportunities are, what you can and cannot do. But when you see an opportunity, my friends, turn it not down, but go forward. You will feel in your heart that which is right, and only can know the feelings of your heart.

What a treasure you have, my friends. What a wonderful treasure room is locked within you. There is no limitation and no difficulty that can remove the key to that treasure room from your hand. Feel merry then, my friends, and with utmost gladness seek the original Thought, that fire that blew upon creation and formed the planets in their courses, the suns in all their brilliance, the galaxies in their splendor and your tiny, delicate, island home, your Earth. You are inheritors of the splendor of creation. And as you channel that Love and that Light, you are co-creators with it. Be of good cheer. Understood or reviled, if your work is as it should be within your heart, there is nothing that can truly sway you to the quick, for you are covered in light.

Then Hatonn said what a wonderful treasure room is locked within you, and there is no difficulty that can remove the key to that treasure room from your hand, so feel merry, and with gladness seek the original Thought, that fire that blew upon creation and formed the planets in their courses, the suns in all their brilliance, the galaxies in their splendor and your tiny Earth, for you are inheritors of the splendor of creation, and as you channel that Love and Light you are co-Creators with it, so be of good cheer whether you are understood or reviled, for if your work is as it should be within your heart, there is nothing that can truly sway you, for you are covered in Light. On March 24, 1985, Hatonn said that we are co-Creators:

We speak with old souls, and we are old souls, for we were all at the beginning of this creation. And it is all of us, and all of you, and all those upon your planetary sphere who shall fashion for themselves a way of being, a way of living, a way of adoring, and caring, and chiding, and feeling affection, and being afraid, of being sad, a way of living and dying. 

All of these things you fashion and shall continue to fashion, each in your own way, for you are co-Creators of your mutual destinies, you who walk together upon this road. This road is as a seamless garment, a skin, shall we say. There is no hole or broken place within the fabric of your spirit or your spirit’s experiences within this illusion. Many things may seem to be broken and need to be made whole, but in fact, this is illusion, not the reality. It is for this reason that occasionally miracles, so-called, do occur.

We would leave this instrument at this time and after a brief pause, while our brothers and sisters of Laitos pass among you to offer their services to you in the deepening of the meditative state, we will transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and will speak a few more words through this instrument while we are conditioning the other instrument so that he may be in the proper state.

To observe those who are successes is not, by this token, to observe those who have somehow became derailed from the spiritual path, for those who have garnered your monies, your positions, and your prestige are in a position to share with many that which is their channel, that which is their way of expressing Love. It is simply to say that, also, those who participate in the rearing of children, those who in their personal lives are kind to those some may find it difficult to show kindness to, those who serve in jobs considered lowly, with dedication and Love, are creating for themselves the same bias, in the infinite sense. It is this thought that you may grasp and move forward using, no matter what your position, no matter what your thoughts about your life. It is an illusion designed to give you opportunities to find Love in each experience and to freely give it forth. Again, I will leave this instrument and transfer this contact. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We have been having some difficulty contacting this instrument as well as the one known as Don. We shall proceed through this instrument at this time. We would now like to offer ourselves in the attempt to answer any questions that you might have. Are there any questions at this time?

M: Can Hatonn give us any guidance on how we can recognize—with efforts toward success of one type or another, say success in society versus success spiritually—when they’re conflicting with each other?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would say to you that you recognize the success of the spiritual journey, if we will use that term, and you will accept it as the task of each entity upon your plane. The success of the spiritual journey has one mark and one mark only in this density, and that is the mark of Love, the acceptance of all about you as part of the Creator, the giving and receiving of Love as the gift of the Creator. When you see any part of this mark in your life, in whatever direction you are seeking at that time, know that you are achieving, what might be called upon your plane, a successful journey. When you do not find Love in your life, in your endeavors, in your activities, you may take this as a sign that you are, perhaps shall we say, embarking upon an empty journey or goal. It is not difficult, my friends, to recognize Love, for when you, yourself, come in contact with that which is Love you shall know it, for it shall enlarge your field of perception. Within your mind it shall enlarge your capacity to feel the glory of the creation within your heart, and it shall be unmistakable to the depths of your very being.

M asked: “Can Hatonn give us any guidance on how we can recognize—with efforts toward success of one type or another, say success in society versus success spiritually—when they’re conflicting with each other?” Haton replied by saying you recognize the success of the spiritual journey, and you will accept it as the task of each entity upon your plane, for the success of the spiritual journey has one mark only in this density, and that is the mark of Love, the acceptance of all about you as part of the Creator, the giving and receiving of Love as the gift of the Creator, so when you see any part of this mark in your life, know that you are achieving a successful journey, but when you do not find Love in your life you may take this as a sign that you are embarking upon an empty journey, and it is not difficult to recognize Love, for when you come in contact with that which is Love you shall know it, for it shall enlarge your field of perception, and within your mind it shall enlarge your capacity to feel the glory of the creation within your heart, and it shall be unmistakable to the depths of your very being. On June 19, 2021, Q’uo spoke about the nature of our spiritual journey:

The type of mental concentration that is necessary to produce a stillness within the mind, within the body, that opens unto the spirit is a type of concentration which focuses the mind upon a single point that may become the All in All, shall we say.

The concentration that focuses consciousness through the mind to be experienced as stillness is a concentration which calls upon the seeker of truth to release all attachments to the outer world for the time of the experience of the focus into one point so that there are no extraneous requirements or experiences that the seeker is subject to for the period of concentration.

This type of focus may be likened unto the overall nature of the spiritual journey for any conscious seeker of truth, for as you move through your third-density illusion, there is much that is extraneous to the purpose of seeking and serving the one in all the various types of control that you have mentioned earlier. Through the political, the social, the religious systems are those areas where there is a kind of enslavement of the mind to that exterior purpose of various institutions and entities which would remove the ability to focus one’s spiritual journey in a manner which allows an entity to express its inner awareness of the Creator within the self and within all other selves. The spiritual journey itself is a focus of extreme precision that recognizes that the One Infinite Creator exists in all, that this is to be recognized as the foundation of all creation and of all consciousness.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We, as always, thank you. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Carla: Yes. Just following up what M said—if there seemed to be a clear cut problem, where a job seemed to be requiring a great deal of time, and the harmonies in the job were such as to seemingly drain one of the Love—of the channel of Love—is this necessarily in conflict with the spiritual path, or is this a challenge for more opening of the channel in that difficult situation?

I am Hatonn. My sister, we would answer by saying that in truth, there are no conflicts on the path of Love, for as you have correctly surmised yourself, each activity or each supposed conflict is but a further opportunity to find Love, to express Love, to share Love, to be the heart of Love. Those situations which appear to be the most, in what you may call, conflict with this seeking of the sharing of Love, are those situations which offer the most opportunity for the finding and the sharing of Love, for there are no accidents or mistakes upon your plane, no truly misdirected avenues. Each path that any entity might take has the possibility of providing Love. There is nothing but Love, whatever density an entity may inhabit, and this, my sister, is most certainly true of this density which each of you inhabit at this time.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No thank you, Hatonn. That was very eloquent and most satisfactory.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. May we be of assistance in any other queries at this time?

Carla: I have a question which you probably can’t answer, but I have been attempting to surrender the control over my life totally to the Creator, and I have found it difficult because my personality is one which is much given to arrangements and control over circumstance, and in the past I have been good at it, which adds to the difficulty of letting go. Is there any specific exercise or visualization that I might do in addition to the meditations I am already doing, with which you are helping, to my great gratitude?

I am Hatonn. My sister, we would say to you that this journey which you have chosen for yourself in this life is not what might be called an easy one. As we have said before in the previous answer, difficulties, as they are known to your people, are merely opportunities offering greater service to others in a sharing of Love. The service which you perform at this time in your working is a service which requires a great surrendering. We know that this surrendering is not easy for any among your people, for upon your planet the control of the situation round about each entity is most sought, and control is the concept which pervades your planet most fully at this time.

For yourself as an individual entity upon this planet attempting to be of service, you have achieved, as you know, a great deal of surrender, yet there is more surrender which you seek and which shall be of aid to you in the work that you are now undertaking. In this effort to surrender we would simply suggest to you—the most we are able to suggest—that is, that in each moment you attempt to be totally conscious of your efforts as a channel, your efforts to open completely to remove control, to be completely free of obstructions, of thoughts of busyness, of thoughts of doing anything but what you at the moment feel the Creator would wish you to do. We can say no more, for as you know, we are most desirous of maintaining free will among each of your people at this time.

May we answer you further in any other way, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Hatonn.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. May we attempt to answer any other questions at this time?

Carla: Is Latwii off on assignment, or were they called to this group by a certain individual like E? I was wondering why they have been absent for some time?

Hatonn: I am Hatonn. Our brothers and sisters of Latwii are of the vibration of Light and have a specific purpose, as each in the Confederation has, and their sharings with those of your people who call in a certain way for their services. We of Hatonn are of the vibration of Love and at this time in your group it has been assessed that Love is the vibration which is most called, that which is most needed, and that which would be of the most service to each of the entities of your group and to your group as a unit. For this reason, we have remained with your group. We would also say that those of Latwii are in the wings, so to speak, and it is correct that when certain entities, such as the one known as E, are with this group, it is from time to time enough of a change in the calling, shall we say, so that those of Latwii might blend their vibrations with this group in addition to those which we offer as our sharing of Love.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you. That’s really interesting.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. May we answer any other questions at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Once again, my friends, may we say it has been the greatest of privileges, the greatest of pleasures to join you this evening in your meditation. We would remind each of you that we are most willing to be with each of you in your meditation at any time which you should choose to call us. We of Hatonn seek in every way possible to share that understanding which we have gained through our own seeking of the one Creator, that understanding which is known to your peoples as Love. We are known to you as Hatonn, and we leave you now in that Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai.

This morning I went outside and discovered that the reason that the height of the fountain was only a couple of inches was that, once again, the motor for the fountain had come loose from the tube that leads to the fountain. So, I used a box cutter to remove the duct tape from the motor and the tube that leads to the fountain. Then I began the process of taping the tube to the motor so that the tube was connected to the motor with more layers of tape where the tube connected to the motor and gradually reducing the layers for about a foot. Then I applied super glue to the layers of duct tape to hold them as securely as possible.

This afternoon I went back outside and put the motor in the schemer to see if the fountain worked, and it did. So, I got the small pump and garden hose and pumped out about three-fourths of the water out of the fishpond. While the water was being pumped out, I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the front yard into the pile of leaves along the parking area in front of my home. Then I used the garden hose to begin refilling the fishpond with water. While the fishpond was being filled with water, I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves from parking area next to the pet cemetery, the area of the pet cemetery, and the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond into the area along the north side of the driveway. Then I threw two cups of AquaSafe into the fishpond to neutralize the chlorine in the water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 17

Rise Up Today

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument. I greet you in the name of that Love and in the Christhood that is the birthright of all.

I ask those of you with stubborn and resilient hearts to rise up, not only this day but every day, realizing the morning of your strength, the noon of your eagerness, the evening of your peace and the nighttime of your content, dwelling in the house of the Lord.

I ask you to rise up and become citizens of the kingdom for which you yearn, that you may transform each perception of the mundane that comes before you into that of the heavenly. For this you must gird your loins and put on the battle armor of a caring and redemptive warrior.

May you go forth to wage peace everlasting. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from July 5, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great joy and privilege to be with you, and we welcome and greet each of you, especially the one known as K, whom we have not seen for some time and the one known as E, who is always with us, yet we have not seen this entity either for some time in this group. We welcome each of you and wish you to know that we are always with you at any time that you may request our aid in your meditation.

Outside your domicile, my friends, it rains upon the earth, and the great cycles of your nature move in their stately cycles through the many ways of service which the Creator offers in the creation and in yourselves, too. The rains come and moisten the surfaces of your thoughts and yet, my friends, as inspiration falls to you from the Creator it does much more than simply moisten your daily thoughts and emotions. It goes deep within the surface of your mind and your heart. This rain, which you may call grace or Love, feeds the deepest rivers which flow at the very heart of the being. These rivers are never dry, no matter what the outer surface of your reality may seem at any time. These rivers of your deepest heart and your deepest mind are always enriched and forever full of the waters of Love, and in each meditation you may come to these waters and be bathed and cleansed in their sweetness.

We speak to you of Love, for it is the original Thought and it is the cause of our being with you this evening. In the difficulties and the hurly-burly of your daily existence, how easy it is to mistake the surface weather of your moods, and your emotions, and your thoughts for the deeper sources of the being, and to think that you are as you feel. Indeed, my friends, it is good to know just how you do feel and how you do think at all times, that you may be careful to use the experiences of your daily life, yet it is well also to realize that that which is deep within you is the true reality of your being and often bears no resemblance whatsoever to your thinking or your feeling on the outer planes. For your true self, my friends, is one which is beyond the human joys and sorrows that you experience in this illusion. Your true self, my friends, is one which is part of the creation of the Creator and as such, experiences the entire creation outside of time, outside of space, outside of all things but the unity of the eternal present of the creation.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about Love and the true nature of our self. They began by saying outside your domicile it rains upon the earth, and the great cycles of your nature move through the ways of service which the Creator offers in the creation and in yourselves, so the rains come and moisten the surfaces of your thoughts, and yet as inspiration falls to you from the Creator it does more than moisten your daily thoughts and emotions, for it goes deep within the surface of your mind and your heart, and this rain, or Love, feeds the deepest rivers which flow at the heart of your being, but these rivers are never dry, no matter what the outer surface of your reality may seem at any time because these rivers of your deepest heart and deepest mind are forever full of the waters of Love, and in each meditation you may come to these waters and be cleansed in their sweetness. Hatonn continued by saying we speak to you of Love, for it is the original Thought, and it is the cause of our being with you this evening, so in the difficulties of your daily existence, how easy it is to mistake the surface weather of your moods, your emotions, and your thoughts for the deeper sources of the being, and to think that you are as you feel, for it is good to know how you feel and how you think at all times, that you may be careful to use the experiences of your daily life, yet it is well to realize that which is deep within you is the true reality of your being and often bears no resemblance to your thinking or your feeling on the outer planes, for your true self is one which is beyond the human joys and sorrows that you experience in this illusion, yet your true self is one which is part of the creation of the Creator and as such, experiences the entire creation outside of time, outside of space, outside of all things but the unity of the eternal present of the creation. On May 22, 1983, Latwii spoke of the nature of our true self:

We can, though, speak upon this manner of sharing your being with other selves by suggesting that when you speak to those who seek from you any type of guidance, inspiration, or simple information, that you share in a manner which reflects your true self and inner being, and, that is to say, when speaking upon any subject, it is most helpful to share that which you truly feel about the subject, to share, if possible, in a way which reflects the nature of your being. For in any type of speaking or sharing with others, this is in effect what you do. To attempt to do this upon the conscious level of your being is to refine that sharing as much as is possible for you to do. It is not only the information which you share which is sought from those with whom you share, but it is also upon the deeper levels of their own being and seeking that the call is given forth to know that being who shares with them. Therefore, to give of yourself in a manner which clearly reflects your nature is most helpful and will serve to illustrate and make a more richly enjoyed experience for all those with whom you share.

Many there are upon your sphere who have dabbled their toes in these underground rivers of consciousness and, finding them too deep, have turned back. We realize that each of you seeks these deep rivers of Love within your being. We ask that you imagine where this rain, that you now experience upon the roof of your domicile, is coming from. Does it come from elsewhere, from some outside source? No, my friends. This rain that falls from your sky was once a part of the deepest underground waterways, surfacing in sea, and lake, and stream, to be taken up into the air, to fall once again in service upon the good earth. So, it is with Love, my friends. It is not something that you need seek upon the outer planes, for it is within you. And as it comes to you, so it has flowed from you. Thus, to seek Love is to give Love in the unending cycle of service.

Hatonn went on to say many there are upon your sphere who have dipped their toes in underground rivers of consciousness and, finding them too deep, have turned back, and we realize that each of you seeks these deep rivers of Love within your being, so we ask that you imagine where this rain, that you now experience upon the roof of your domicile, is coming from: “Does it come from elsewhere, from some outside source?” Hatonn said, no, the rain that falls from your sky was once a part of the deepest underground waterways, surfacing in sea, lake, and stream to be taken up into the air, to fall once again in service upon the good Earth, so it is with Love, for it is not something that you need to seek upon the outer planes, for it is within you, and as it comes to you, so it has flowed from you, and to seek Love is to give Love in the unending cycle of service. On June 5, 1983, Hatonn described the value of our seeking Love:

The decision that you may make which will profoundly affect the many choices that you make is the decision to seek Love—not any kind of love, not any description of love—to seek Love. To seek Love is to seek one of the primal distortions from the infinite Creator. To seek Love is to seek the great intelligence that fills the energetic consciousness of the universe with purpose. To seek Love is to seek that which is omnipotent, omnipresent, and closer to you than anything that you will ever experience or seek to experience. The experience of finding that Love is rare. Even so, that Love is so close, and so near, and so transparent, and so powerful that it will pick up your life and move it at an ever-increasing acceleration towards truth.

At this time we would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We would at this time offer ourselves in the service of answering questions which might be upon your minds. Are there any questions that we might attempt to answer?

Carla: I would like to take this opportunity to thank you, Hatonn, for being with me in my meditations in these last few days.

I am Hatonn. My sister, we may say it has been a great honor and privilege to join you in your meditations, for always do we seek to serve those who request our assistance. In this way we provide the means whereby we also progress. Those whom we serve, hopefully, are aided in their progression, and the Creator is aided yet one more step further in the recognition of each entity as the Creator. We thank you, my sister.

Is there a question which we might attempt to answer at this time?

C: Hatonn, could you talk to me a little bit about the value of solitude as an aid to growth?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, my brother. We would answer by saying there are many ways which an entity may use for growth in this illusion which you now experience. The most common method is the everyday experience which you share with the entities round about you, for each entity is likened unto a mirror and reflects back to you that image which is the part of yourself which most needs attention and acceptance at that moment. For fewer entities, but for all from time to time, a method of experiencing solitude is also of great use. Solitude, though it does not provide the easy access of a mirror which the entities around you provide in your daily life, still provides a great mirroring for the entity who is alert and aware of the fact that each experience one encounters is part of your very being.

In the situation of solitude you must be aware that, though you do not have other entities around you, yet you are surrounded by the Creator, you are surrounded by yourself in forms not so easily recognizable. The experience of solitude has the effect of driving the attention of the entity deeper within the self of the entity, for your experience in solitude is a focus, a focus into your being which has the ability to show you that all about you is your being, that all about you is your experience, that you create your reality in your response to that which you experience. Solitude must be carefully used, may we say, for it is a more powerful tool for the entity who wishes to progress in the growth and the realization of oneness with the Creator, for though many entities experience the reflecting of the part of themselves needing attention by other-selves in their daily lives, since this occurs so often it is easy to ignore, but when one experiences solitude, the experience of the self as all is much more profound and is harder to ignore. Therefore, we would suggest for those who seek to progress upon the path of realization the use of solitude as a tool upon this path, but the use of this tool with discretion, for it is one of the more powerful tools which entities upon your plane have at their disposal.

C asked: “Hatonn, could you talk to me a little bit about the value of solitude as an aid to growth?” Hatonn said there are many ways which an entity may use for growth in this illusion, and the most common method is the everyday experience which you share with the entities around you, for each entity is like a mirror and reflects back to you that image which is the part of yourself which needs attention and acceptance at that moment, for fewer entities, but for all from time to time, a method of experiencing solitude is also of great use, so solitude, though it does not provide the easy access of a mirror which the entities around you provide in your daily life, still provides a mirroring effect for the entity who is aware that each experience you encounter is part of your very being. Now Hatonn said in the situation of solitude you must be aware that, though you do not have other entities around you, yet you are surrounded by the Creator and by yourself in forms not easily recognizable, so the experience of solitude has the effect of driving your attention deeper within yourself, for your experience in solitude is a focus into your being which has the ability to show you that all about you is your being, your experience, and that you create your reality in your response to that which you experience, so solitude must be carefully used, for it is a more powerful tool for the entity who wishes to progress in the realization of oneness with the Creator, for though many entities experience the reflecting of the part of themselves needing attention by other-selves in their daily lives, this occurs so often it is easy to ignore, but when one experiences solitude, the experience of the self as all is much more profound and is harder to ignore, and we would suggest for those who seek to progress upon the path of realization the use of solitude as a tool upon this path, but use this tool with discretion, for it is one of the more powerful tools which entities upon your plane have at their disposal. On June 13, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the value of the use of solitude:

The next great category of reasons people yearn for solitude is the category which is a dynamic of sensitivity. There are many to whom relating to the self has been in some way blocked. This usually occurs in the younger years of incarnation. Part of the young experience has caused the entity to seek solitude in order to be comfortable, for there is perceived the discomfort in company, and this discomfort builds up within such an entity. When such a one reaches a solitary place, there is the feeling of safety and of relaxation. It is almost as though the mind and emotions constituted another organ such as the lungs, and as the lungs need to breathe for the organism to live, so the entity must be solitary in order for the emotional and mental faculties to remain acute, for if this need is ignored, there is the equivalent lack of oxygen to the brain—that is, oxygen to the emotions and mind.

Such an entity is correct in assessing the need for solitude. However, it is well for a seeker of this character type to look well to the right use of solitude, for the potential is there for distraction and the lessening of the impact of this gift to the self by a lack of considered thought as to how to create within solitude.

“Create what?” this instrument asks us irritably. However, we leave this a blank on purpose, for those who seek solitude are often given within that solitude, when it is used well, creations and fantasies of the heart, the mind, the emotions, and of the spirit.

Thusly, we say to those seekers whose way is solitary, be aware of the joy of this gift, and if riches pour into you, pour them through yourself and into manifestation, so that that which has been given you, and you alone, in the darkness of the sanctum sanctorum within you may open-handedly allow such creation to occur through yourself and bless all who may hear or see.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you very much.

Hatonn: We thank you. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: My friend B just wrote a letter and said that she thought that a lot of new age babies were being born right now. Is this perhaps the reason that some of my friends, say that who didn’t expect to start families and then later in life did start families, are experiencing childbirth and the beginning of families at this time? Are there many new souls, or are these souls trying for graduation?

Hatonn: I am Hatonn. And we would answer you, my sister, by saying many are the ways in which service may be provided, and at this time upon your planet, as your peoples approach graduation in the great harvesting of souls in your near future, many of the entities upon your plane are providing a service for souls wishing to incarnate upon this planet and this dimension at this time. Since the harvest grows near, those who have but a short distance to travel or a few lessons to learn, those able with a small amount, shall we say, of experience needed, do now wish to incarnate upon your plane. Those who have a chance for graduation realize that chance is now.

Many are the souls which knock upon the door of your plane. Many are the entities who now open themselves to this service, providing a channel, shall we say, for these souls to enter upon your plane. Those entities being born now and for the last few years, shall we say, as you measure time, are those souls which are old, as time is reckoned, and which have experienced enough of the catalysts of your dimension that graduation is near at hand for them, and many are the souls which seek this graduation. Yes, my sister, we would say that the service of providing that which is called by your people parenthood, many are those which shall provide this service in these days approaching the harvest.

Carla asked: “My friend B just wrote a letter and said that she thought that a lot of new age babies were being born right now. Is this perhaps the reason that some of my friends say that those who didn’t expect to start families and then later in life did start families, are experiencing childbirth and the beginning of families at this time? Are there many new souls, or are these souls trying for graduation?” Hatonn went on to say at this time upon your planet, as your people approach graduation in the harvesting of souls in your near future, many of the entities upon your plane are providing a service for souls wishing to incarnate upon this planet in this dimension at this time, and since the harvest grows near, those who have a few lessons to learn, and those able with a small amount of experience needed wish to incarnate upon your plane, for those who have a chance for graduation realize that chance is now. Hatonn continued by saying many are the souls which knock upon the door of your plane, and many are the entities who now open themselves to this service, providing a channel for these souls to enter upon your plane because those entities being born now, and for the last few years, are those souls which are old, and which have experienced enough of the catalysts of your dimension that graduation is near at hand for them, and many are the souls which seek this graduation, so we would say that in the service of providing parenthood, many are those which shall provide this service in these days approaching the harvest. On January 21, 1990, Q’uo described the value of providing parenthood:

The path of service that is most often overlooked is the path of service called parenthood. There is no more difficult path of service. It is an extremely sacrificial, daily, and devotional path of service.

Those who realize that they are dealing with imperishable spirits, that they are nourishing metaphysical entities in small physical bodies, may aid those entities as they grow by paying attention to those questions that are asked and answering them in all seriousness when the question is a serious one. It is a path of service that shall either separate a mated couple or bring it forcefully together, joyfully together, so that each offers the other consolation as they gaze in constant bewilderment at the chaos which is inherent in the process of rapid growth, the rapid growth of each child. You may best be of service to that entity by being a steady influence. For instance, if there is no formal worship within the family group, no sense of wonder or mystery explored, no time set aside for the beauty and the love and the peace of the infinite One, then the guidance that each intends to give to the young ones who have been given into your care is greatly diminished. Allow and expect your little ones to participate in some ritualistic recognition of the great mystery of the one infinite Creator. Talk about faith and abiding, talk of peace, and consolation, and forgiveness. Talk of those principles and ideas which are worn so shabbily and made so ragged by consensus reality, which is indeed an extremely skewed and distorted perception of that which truly is.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Hatonn. That’s fine.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. May we attempt to answer another question at this time?

E: When one feels that one has not accomplished that which they came here to do and feels that the time, perhaps, is short, what would be your advice?

I am Hatonn. My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

May we answer you further, my sister?

E: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: This is really off the wall, but I would just like to know if, in this density, in this cycle, in this particular universe, were there ever dragons? Where did that come from? Is it a parallel universe, or is it a deep thought form in our being, or what? It must be real somewhere—dragons and magic.

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you, my sister, by saying that thousands of years ago, in the measure of time as your people measure time, as the circumstances and the level of living and understanding was much simpler, there were seen by the entities upon your planet many dangers and many threats, not only of the world of survival from day-to-day and of what you would call neighboring tribes and entities and of animals of various natures of temperament, but the weather, the very world itself, appeared to the simpler understanding as a great threat to existence. Many were the means by which the simpler entities imagined the world about them, and many were the deities, and powers, and gods, and beings which these entities beseeched for assistance and worshipped for power.

It is difficult to separate the group or mass mind of your peoples from these times, the many influences and forces which shaped the images of fear and power which your people have contained within their collective consciousness. But we might say in relation to your question about dragons, there have been many types of images or powers which your people have experienced in their past. Many of these have taken the forms of dragons, or serpents, or monsters as explanations for the unknown powers which ruled the world these people experienced. There have not been, to the best of our understanding, the types of dragons which are commonly portrayed in your comic books and upon your movie screens, though there have been many types of beasts, shall we say, that have walked your planet and have come quite close in their effect upon the population of your planet.

Carla asked: “This is really off the wall, but I would just like to know if, in this density, in this cycle, in this particular universe, were there ever dragons? Where did that come from? Is it a parallel universe, or is it a deep thought form in our being, or what? It must be real somewhere—dragons and magic.” Hatonn said that thousands of years ago, as the circumstances and the level of living and understanding was much simpler, there were seen by the entities upon your planet many dangers and many threats, not only of the world of survival from day-to-day and of what you would call neighboring tribes and animals of various natures of temperament, but the weather, the very world itself, appeared to the simpler understanding as a great threat to existence, and many were the means by which the simpler entities imagined the world about them, and many were the deities, and powers, and gods, and beings which these entities beseeched for assistance and worshipped for power. Hatonn continued by saying it is difficult to separate the group mind of your people from these times, the many forces which shaped the images of fear and power which your people have contained within their collective consciousness, but we might say in relation to your question about dragons, there have been many types of images which your people have experienced in their past, and many of these have taken the forms of dragons, serpents, or monsters as explanations for the unknown powers which ruled the world these people experienced, but there have not been the types of dragons which are commonly portrayed in your comic books and upon your movie screens, though there have been many types of beasts that have walked your planet and have come quite close in their effect upon the population of your planet. On April 13, 1986, Latwii spoke about the nature of dragons:

Now, of course, you understand that in order to be a good student, it is necessary first to determine that you seek the lessons of Love, that you seek to serve, and that you seek to intensify your learning and your service through meditation, so you see, we have come back to our main subject after all. However, may we suggest once more that your daily life, your everyday life, is a veil beyond which lies fantasy, imaginary beings, wondrous dreams, terrible dragons, and the most amazing of stories.

When one who is dull of sight looks, one layer is seen; one layer of the illusion. But you are dreaming your own dream, and you can look at as many dimensions and layers and parts of your dailyness as you wish. Miracles are exploding about you every second. Perhaps it is merciful that so much is veiled to you.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just to follow it through. I was, of course, referring to the movie, “Dragon Slayer,” which I just saw, and I was pondering why it is that something within me responds to a certain fineness and goodness in bravery, or whatever myth it is, that is the “dragon slayer,” like St. George or like some fine sorcerer of old that has the ability to slay the dragon. I was wondering why I respond so deeply to that image. Is it possible that it’s just a part of the mass mind that I’m aware of or that it’s a strong image?

I am Hatonn. We would answer, my sister, by saying that the imagery of the dragon, of the force which threatens, is an old image upon your planet. As we said before, many are the images and the feelings of fear which your people have experienced. There has been, in your illusion, the illusion of separation, of having to contend or compete against another entity, another nation or another force to win the survival, to win the day. Many have been the forces which have been seen as being in opposition; many have been the unknown threats. It is the conquering of the unknown, the winning of the day by one means or another, that has been the allegorical story for your people throughout their history.

For each entity, in his or her life faces many unknowns, many dragons, many threats, and many are the opportunities, therefore, for each entity to confront, to face and to slay the dragon by one means or another and thereby pass yet one more test, shall we say, in this course of learning within this density. It is an old and noble image and story, that of the dragon, that of the unknown, that of the one who slays the dragon and frees people and frees the self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Hatonn. The answer was a lot better than the question. Thank you very much.

Hatonn: Again, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: Hatonn, about the new births coming in close to the harvest that are many souls that are ready to go into the next density. Will their physical bodies be able to go into the next density, for those that make it?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would answer you simply by saying there shall be, as it appears at this time, a remnant that shall remain with your planet, as even at this time your planet has begun movement into the fourth density, and there are, as you know quite well, many entities upon your planet now experiencing this transition. As the harvest grows near, and the various signs of the transition take place, there shall be yet remaining with each transition and each difficulty, a remnant, and many shall pass to the fourth density inhabiting that which is known as a physical body complex.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. May we say it has been a great privilege to be with you this evening in your meditation. We hope that in some small way our simple message has been able to shine a bit of Light upon your understanding, and we have been able, hopefully, to share the Love that we feel, the Love of the infinite Creator, with your group this evening.

We would say once again that should at any time you request that we be with you in your meditations or in your daily life, we would be most honored to join you at that time. Always, we are with you, for always we are one in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Hatonn, and we leave you now in the Love and in the Llight of the infinite Creator. Adonai.

This morning as I was getting ready to do some work on the fishpond, I saw that another racoon had been trapped in the Hava-hart trap. This is the fourth racoon that I have trapped, so I decided to drive it to southern Indiana and release it in very rural area where I had released one earlier this month.

This afternoon I visited my neighbor, Calvin, who is living in a nursing home in Mount Sterling, Kentucky. I brought her a chocolate malt without any whip cream. We talked about her son and grandchildren and how they were doing. Then I showed her some photos from my iPhone of the racoon, my living room that is full of various kinds of house plants, a male deer lying down in front of the Wuthering Heights Mound, and a video of three robins taking a bath in my bird bath. She told me that she had made friends with a couple of women who also lived in the nursing home, and she had lunch with them every day. She also let me know that one of our neighbors who had broken her leg a couple of months ago had come to visit her. As I left, I told her that I would be back again next month, and then I gave her a hug and told her that I loved her, and she said that she loved me too.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 16

Surrender Your Daily Schedule

I am the voice of the Son of Man that speaks to the world today. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love that is the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

Whatever you feel that you have before you this day, we offer this suggestion to you: release it now into the hands of that Almighty Father which watches over each thought and each moment of your life.

For events may fall unexpectedly and meanings and nuances may be lost if, in your mind, you know already what the day will bring.

Keep your ears open and your eyes wide and, most of all, your mind and your heart alert, for things are not always what they seem, and the spiritual lessons gained by those whose ears are open, whose eyes can see, and whose heart can understand are very great.

The Comforter is with you and will aid in releasing, seeing with new eyes, hearing with new ears, understanding with cleaned and blessed hearts. Surrender your trust to the Creator of all things, to the lover of your soul, to the source of your being.

Allow Love and power to move within you, through you and out into the world, knowing it is not your doing after all, not your schedule but the righteous schedule, the rhythmical and right action of a soul working together with the Comforter.

We leave you in the peace and the joy of that surrender, of that faith and that Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for today comes from June 14, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that I speak with each of you and send you our Love. We have spoken to you very often, my friends, about how Love can be realized and manifested between yourself and the other people who are your fellow travelers in this your life experience at this time.

Tonight, we would like to say a few words about Love, the original Thought, and how you may manifest and realize this in relation to the world of things. Each of you has been taught by those who mean very well that is a good and proper thing for people to gather about them an amount of useful or decorative items—what you would call your furniture, your clothing, your transport, and many other items with which you may decorate your domicile or use in your daily life, and each of you has, to some extent, performed and manifested this understanding, that it is good to have these things. When one begins to tread in an earnest manner the path of the pilgrim, one becomes immediately aware that there is too much emphasis placed upon things, and there is, in many cases, a great reaction against things, as if things were intrinsically not spiritual or conducive to spirituality.

You, my friends, are one portion of the original Thought. The first thing which you possess is your physical vehicle. The important entity is yourself, but without this vehicle you would not be manifested in this density. Therefore, this vehicle has a justification and deserves appropriate, loving care. So it is, my friends, with your possessions. If you are able, as part of the original Thought, to view your things as those things invested by you with Love, you are then able to create in them the vibrations of peace, harmony, Love and Light, which will touch all who come within the vicinity of your possessions.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how the original Thought of Love is related to the consensus reality. Hatonn began by saying we would like to say a few words about Love, the original Thought, and how you may manifest this in relation to the world of things, for each of you has been taught by those who mean well that it is a good thing for people to gather about them an amount of useful items such as your furniture, your clothing, your transport, and many other items with which you may decorate your home or use in your daily life, and each of you has manifested this understanding that it is good to have these things, so when one begins to tread the path of the pilgrim, one becomes aware that there is too much emphasis placed upon things, and there is a reaction against things, as if things were intrinsically not spiritual. Then Hatonn said you are one portion of the original Thought, and the first thing which you possess is your physical vehicle, and the important entity is yourself, but without this vehicle you would not be manifested in this density, so this vehicle has a justification and deserves loving care, and so it is with your possessions, for if you are able, as part of the original Thought, to view your things as those things invested by you with Love, you are then able to create in them the vibrations of peace, harmony, Love and Light, which will touch all who come within the vicinity of your possessions. On March 27, 1991, Q’uo described how we may use the vibrations of Love and Light:

Many find that there are difficulties which are more intensive and in need of attention than any previous time within the incarnation. This is due in large part to the current experience of the planetary sphere itself, as this may be seen to be the most critical period in this birthing process. We say critical in that there is movement towards polarization in both the positive and in the negative sense, so that those entities which are able to welcome and enjoy the more intensive vibrations of Love and Light are doing so in the manner which is helpful to each entity as an individual in that its choice of polarity begins to be apparent.

Perhaps you have experienced entering the domicile of one whose heart is serene and whose mind is placed upon the will of the Creator. In that place each thing seems comforting and comfortable, and there is an atmosphere which is exuded from the very walls. It is in this light that you may observe your relationship to your possessions. In and of themselves they have no importance. If within you there is a love of them greater than the Love of the Creator, they are an unfortunate influence upon your spiritual path. If you may imbue your possessions with love while remaining unattached to them, it does not matter what the amount of your possessions may be, for through them, as through everything else in the radiant Being, you are being of service.

Then Hatonn said perhaps you have experienced entering the home of one whose heart is serene and whose mind is placed upon the will of the Creator, and in that place each thing seems comforting, and there is an atmosphere which is exuded from the very walls, so it is in this light that you may observe your relationship to your possessions, for they have no importance, but if within you there is a love of them greater than the Love of the Creator, they are an unfortunate influence upon your spiritual path, so if you imbue your possessions with love while remaining unattached to them, it does not matter what the amount of your possessions may be, for through them, as through everything else in the radiant Being, you are being of service. In 17.30, Ra described the best way that we can be of service:

The best way of service to others is the constant attempt to seek to share the Love of the Creator as it is known to the inner self. This involves self-knowledge and the ability to open the self to the other-self without hesitation. This involves, shall we say, radiating that which is the essence, or the heart, of the mind/body/spirit complex.

Speaking to the intention of your question, the best way for each seeker in third density to be of service to others is unique to that mind/body/spirit complex. This means that the mind/body/spirit complex must then seek within itself the intelligence of its own discernment as to the way it may best serve other-selves. This will be different for each. There is no best. There is no generalization. Nothing is known.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We are aware of the weariness of the one known as C and would attempt to keep this communication fairly short. We would at this time wish to extend our gratitude to this entity for the sharing of his seeking for the truth that brings him to this circle in spite of this weariness. It is a privilege to share our thoughts with those who seek. I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in the Love and the Light of our Creator. Is it not strange that we who are on a path of development seem to spend so much time combating the path with all of our skill and daring? We use those tools which have been provided for our advancement to prevent that very act. Our minds, the complex and infinitely wonderful tool that we have created to serve our needs in the embodied state, have become the master instead of the servant, and must be constantly subdued in order to even set foot on the path, much less advance upon it. The choice is ours.

We have made what we have made, and only we can undo that which, with more wisdom, we would have not made. Each of you must experience again and again a very individualized Armageddon, an end of the world, for it is in ending your personal world, your concepts, your treasures, the physical illusion to which you so dramatically cling, in the ending of all this comes growth. For just as an eagle cannot rise to the heights and soar through the heavens while chained to a perch or clinging to an overly large prey that has been conquered, you also must release that to which you cling so fervently. The value or lack of value in the physical object lies not in its existence, for that is part of the illusion, but rather in the use to which one puts it. If one uses a chair as a tool, a means of supporting one comfortably, while at rest or at work, then that chair acts in service and is used as a tool toward advancement, but, my brothers, that same chair used as a throne becomes a different matter altogether. In the first case, the chair releases. In the second, the chair, through your will, restrains. Therefore be not overly concerned with the quality or the quantity of possessions. Be concerned, rather, with the service accomplished through the use of those tools which have been given you.

At this time, we of Hatonn would seek to be of service in answering those questions which we are able to answer. I am Hatonn.

Carla: Hatonn, I have a question for S. She says: “I feel that the increase of negative influence or path of service to self in the various media arenas—that is, movies, books and music—is having a very, very subtle effect on people individually and as a whole. I am referring to a far more subliminal level or door that has been found and used by the Orion Confederation. Am I correct, and could you expand on this concern?”

I am Hatonn. To our sister, S, you are correct in your assumption. As the time grows near in which each member of your race must decide their direction, a battle, a very subliminal battle is being fought. The battle, however, is not a tug of war in which the negative and positive polarities seek to drag the individual to their own polarity. Rather, the struggle is within the seeking of the individual. He or she is torn between seeking for self and seeking for others. Just as we are capable of providing information, suggestions, and advice, so also are those which we term of negative polarity, capable, in their own manner, of providing service.

One must be careful to perceive them as a goodness in their own right and not an evil to be avoided. One such as this instrument would shrink from contact with that herb referred to as poison ivy, but would not regard it as an evil. Rather, as a goodness that must be avoided so that it might continue to perform its service without interference. In the examples provided it is true there are many subliminal suggestions, as you call them, toward polarization, but it is important to realize that those suggestions are toward polarization and not toward a single polarity, for just as many of those suggestions encourage one to gravitate toward a negative or self-serving polarity, there are also many suggestions to gravitate toward a positive or other-serving polarity. We of Hatonn know that if you seek, you shall find. This applies also to those areas of your concern. If we may be of further service on this subject, we would encourage you, our sister, to question us further. I am Hatonn.

Carla: Thank you, Hatonn, for S. I’ll see that she gets it soon as D is kind enough to type it up.

Hatonn: We thank you, my sister. May we be of further service?

Carla: I have a couple of questions of my own. Hopefully they will be brief for C’s sake. I found myself with the necessity of dealing with a person whom I conceive to be a negatively-oriented person. I have no trouble loving him at all, none whatsoever. I can love him with all my heart and see him as part of myself. However, there’s a necessity for not only dealing with him, but possibly entering into contracts with him, and I have not been able to find myself feeling completely free of the desire to avoid this person and his contracts. Is this an acceptable reaction to negative polarity, or should I strive more to balance that reaction with indifference or is even that not enough?

I am Hatonn. We understand your question. My sister, all reactions are acceptable. It is a misconception to regard any honest reaction as insufficient, in that these reactions, as you so accurately term then, are guideposts on your personal path, telling you your mileage, so to speak. My sister, each person who enters your life is your teacher, for a true teacher is one who stimulates or prompts the student to teach themself. Therefore, we might suggest that you attempt to perceive this individual as one who, on a non-physical level, chose to enter your life at this time to assist you in your growth. The fact of his consciousness or lack of consciousness concerning his role in your life is not significant. What is significant, my sister, is your choice of words. You speak not of action freely undertaken, consciously chosen, but rather reaction which seems to imply a non-conscious response to a stimulus.

My sister, emotions are simply tools. Some serve to teach; others serve to warn and correct or advise. If you were to attempt to serve a meal, my sister, the preparation of that meal might entail the use of a pan known as a skillet. The skillet would serve to warm a certain type of food, but would you continue to cling to the skillet after it has served this purpose, even to the point of retaining your hold on the skillet throughout the meal? My sister, your reactions serve a purpose of warning and preparing you, but if we were to advise you on this matter, we would say that you should consider releasing the skillet once it has served its purpose. Your actions are yours and can be consciously chosen. Your reactions are a conscious choice to place your actions before the whims and will of another. We would ask you to consider this in dealing with the teachers who surround you, my sister.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Just one sub-question. In my dealings with this person, in all the actions I’ve ever had with him I have, as far as I know, carefully chosen a blameless path, which is my normal way of dealing with people, no matter what I think. What I’m concerned about is my thoughts. I take it, then, that what you are speaking of is mental action rather than physical action.

I am Hatonn. My sister, the mind is your tool. You may use it as you wish. If you wish to retain an image of the individual and create within your mind additions to the illusion before you, those things which are termed daydreams or suppositions, then you are protecting yourself from that which does not exist even within your illusion. My sister, there is no wrong or imbalance in perceiving a warning when dealing with individuals of questionable intent. It is our suggestion, however, that if you would seek a course of action, follow this one: perceive the warning less within your mind and heart, both the source of the warning and the individual against whom you are warned, and as soon as possible put both from your mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you Hatonn.

Hatonn: We thank you for this service that you do us, my sister. Is there another question?

Carla: I had one more. Just a comment I wondered if you wanted to make. Up until this time in my life I had always thought that the most aid one could be to another was to be as clear a communicator as possible, and I feel that I have been discovering lately that there is a kind of restraint which is in some cases more helpful than seemingly clear communication which ends up just being words. Do you have a comment on this?

Hatonn: My sister, within your heart a comment exists concerning pearls and swine. May we answer you further?

Carla: No, I really don’t think I know any pigs, but I think I know what you mean. Thank you.

Hatonn: My sister, we would further advise you, if we might.

Carla: Please.

Hatonn: The pig referred to is a blessed creature, equal in standing in the eyes of the Creator with us all. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: No, thank you Hatonn.

Thank you. I am Hatonn. Although it is pleasant to listen through the ears of this instrument to the night creatures sing, we are aware that darkness is also a time for rest of many of those present. Therefore, at this time we bid you all good night, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. Adieu, my friends. I am Hatonn.

This morning I used Huff & Puff to blow the leaves out of my neighbor’s driveway into my back yard, and then I blew all of these leaves into two batches into the area along the driveway in front of my truck, Sybil. Then I blew a small amount of leaves into an area on the west side of the fishpond that will become a mulch pile as I remove the flowers in my gardens that were killed by frost. Then I blew the rest of the leaves on the west side of the fishpond into the area along the driveway in front of Sybil. Then I removed the dead Impatiens from the two flowerpots on my front porch and put them in the new mulch pile. Then I transplanted one tray of pansies into the flowerpot on the north side of the porch. Then I put netting on six 16-inch poles that surround the flowerpot, and then I secured the netting with two bungie cords around the flowerpot.

This afternoon I went outside and transplanted a second tray of pansies into the flowerpot on the south side of the porch. Then I put six 16-inch poles around the flowerpot and attached netting to them which I secured with one bungie cord around the flowerpot. Then I watered both pots of pansies.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 15

How Precious You Are!

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, the Spirit and consciousness of divine Love. In this great peace and power we greet you.

How special each of you is. How precious! Perhaps you are undervaluing yourself. Perhaps you accept the yardsticks of a foolish and materialistic world and judge yourself to be other than acceptable to the Father.

It is inevitable to experience in oneself the exceeding of limitations; that which aids the growth but is painful to the emotions. Attempt not to lose courage as you learn, and change, and transform, for you are indeed special, unique, whole, and worthy.

It is within this illusion that you fight the shadow battles that bring the spirit to choice; the choice of Love for others or of self. May you Love, forgive and value your unique being, for so does the Father do.

We leave you in this divine Love and peace, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from June 21, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have had some difficulty initiating contact this evening. The difficulty has to do with our pleasant problem, shall we say, of an abundance of instruments from which to choose. This instrument was finally able to speak our contact after doing a bit of manipulating with the machine.

As always, it is a great honor and privilege to be asked by your group to share a few of our thoughts with you. We of Hatonn strive through such meetings as this to share a simple, but, we feel, profound message with your people, with those who are willing to open their hearts and their minds to new experiences and new understanding of the one infinite Creator. The new understandings are always built upon the never changing original Thought which the Creator used to create all of the creation. This thought, my friends, as you know, is based on the concept of Love and the concept of unity. Throughout all of the creation, the creation is unified by Love. Love is the moving force, the foundation upon which all is built.

We of Hatonn have the simple task, it would seem—though it has not always proven simple in our past—we have the task of sharing our insights and our understandings of how Love works within the density which you inhabit at this time. We hope through these communications that we are able to provide means whereby you might see Love in action in each of your waking moments, for that is the task of your density. That is the learning which each must, to a certain degree, master before passing on to the next lesson, shall we say. We have not always been able to find means whereby we might be able to explain Love to those who seek our guidance in every manner, but through continued communications with your people we have learned much in the realm of explaining and experiencing that concept of Love, whichever is sought by those of your people.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about confusion and its relationship to Love. They began by saying we strive through meetings as this to share a simple and profound message with your people who are willing to open their hearts and their minds to new experiences and new understanding of the one infinite Creator, and the new understandings are built upon the never changing original Thought which the Creator used to create all of the creation, so this thought is based on the concepts of Love and unity, for throughout all of the creation, the creation is unified by Love, so Love is the foundation upon which all is built. Hatonn went on to say we have the task of sharing our understandings of how Love works within the density which you inhabit at this time, and we hope through these communications that we are able to provide means where you see Love in action in each of your waking moments, for that is the task of your density, and that is the learning which each must master before passing on to the next lesson, but we have not always been able to find means whereby we might be able to explain Love to those who seek our guidance in every manner, but through continued communications with your people we have learned much in the realm of explaining and experiencing that concept of Love, whichever is sought by those of your people. On February 25, 2023, Q’uo described the concept of Love:

The Primal Logos may be seen as also the Great Central Sun where the beginning of creation takes place. This Primal Logos is what you would also call the concept of Love. The concept of Love is created when the one Infinite Creator focuses Its desire to know Itself through this Love, this creative power that then becomes able to create what we call the infinite creation.

Within the infinite creation there are various other Logoi that create galaxies, such as your Milky Way Galaxy. The Logoi of each galaxy then create sub-Logoi such as your sun. Each takes part in sharing the Love, the creative power of the One Infinite Creator, with all those beings that exist upon the infinite number of planets within this infinite creation. This is the means by which the power of the Creator is recognized.

And when the Creator shines its Love in this fashion, expressing Its free will, then the creation itself is made by the power of Love and manifests as what you call Light. The Light is that which is the enlivening feature or principle of the creation that allows the Creator to know Itself.

This evening we would speak a few words upon the concept of confusion and its relationship to Love. It might not seem, at first glance, as an area which could be connected to Love, but consider, my friends, the state of confusion. Surely, each of you can remember many times when you found yourself in such a state. Look at the response which is confusion. Confusion is, as you know, a state whereby there is little activity, for activity has been brought to a halt because certain messages do not, shall we say, jibe with your ideas or your preconceived notions about what should be. We would suggest that in such a situation described as confusion that it is most beneficial to rest within that position for a few of, what you might call, your moments of time.

Consider now and place yourself now in such a state for a few moments, if you will. Look within the boundaries of confusion. See? There appears to be no exit. Within the confusion you have a status of motionless being. You have traveled a path up to that point, and the path leads no further. You are unsure of which way you should go. Look now at the directions which present themselves, most usually in a multitude, so that you are yet more confused. Each path a possibility, yet each path an impossibility. Confusion. Consider carefully, now, what response will take you yet further in clear understanding of your journey. At this particular time, how shall you approach the problem, the predicament? Shall you blindly go forward upon the first path which presents itself? And if this path is the incorrect choice? More confusion. Shall you wait and shall you assess the many paths that present themselves? Still you find yourself in confusion. Shall you do nothing? The confusion persists. What must you do to move from confusion and to the proper path for your next step of growth?

Then Hatonn said we would speak a few words upon the concept of confusion and its relationship to Love, and it might not seem an area which could be connected to Love, but consider the state of confusion when you can remember times when you found yourself in such a state, and look at the response which is confusion which is a state where there is little activity, for activity has been brought to a halt because certain messages do not match your preconceived notions about what should be, so we suggest that in such a situation described as confusion that it is most beneficial to rest within that position for a few moments of time. Hatonn continued by saying place yourself in such a state for a few moments, and look within the boundaries of confusion where there appears to be no exit, and within confusion you have a status of motionless being because you have traveled a path up to that point, and the path leads no further, and you are unsure of which way you should go, so look at the many directions which present themselves so that you are more confused, for each path is a possibility, yet each path is an impossibility, so consider carefully what response will take you further in clear understanding of your journey, and: “At this particular time, how shall you approach the problem, the predicament? Shall you blindly go forward upon the first path which presents itself? And if this path is the incorrect choice? More confusion. Shall you wait and shall you assess the many paths that present themselves? Still you find yourself in confusion. Shall you do nothing? The confusion persists. What must you do to move from confusion and to the proper path for your next step of growth?” On November 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke of how we may move from confusion:

You may ask, “Am I supposed to flounder in this sea of confusion for my entire incarnation? Is there no way that I can improve at moving from the surface of a situation in which I experience catalyst to a deeper appreciation of the opportunities that this catalyst offers?” And we say to you, you may well attempt to become ever more quickly aware of the true situation and move from confusion to faith, but do not ever begrudge these irritations and annoyances in relationships that bring you to yourself.

Consider this for a few moments, if you will. As the confusion fills your being, what shall you do? Look within your being, my friends. Can you find an openness and acceptance of your state of confusion? It is, after all, your state at the moment. Could you not perhaps claim it? It is no sin, shall we say, to be confused. Indeed, perhaps it is of great benefit, for if you can accept the situation in which you know that you do not know, then might there be the openness, the acceptance, the love within your being of this state of confusion; the openness that will allow the proper course of action of thought to be drawn to you as a magnet draws the filings of iron. For if you are open as an empty cup, then more can be added, or poured into your being, but if you persist in believing that you know exactly what you need to do to keep up the image, shall we say, and to bull ahead with any plan simply to have a plan of action, then you are likened unto the cup that is full and no more may be added until the cup is empty.

Within this state of confusion, when the state of confusion can be accepted as a part of the being that is yourself, then, through this acceptance you may find within yourself the openness to draw wisdom unto your being. Wisdom is much likened unto the forces which fill a vacuum. It is all about you. It is always available; available for the learning; available to those who make a place within their being for it; available to those who seek it, seek it, perhaps, by realizing that they do not know all the answers that they need at any moment, though at every moment most entities console themselves by thinking that they know much. We of Hatonn would counsel foolishness, my friends. We would counsel that you know very little, that we ourselves know very little, but that this state of confusion, shall we say, is a state of infinite possibilities to those who accept it as part of their being and who use it as a method of drawing wisdom unto then.

Hatonn went on to say consider this for a few moments as confusion fills your being to consider what you shall do, and look within your being, and: “Can you find an openness and acceptance of your state of confusion? It is, after all, your state at the moment. Could you not perhaps claim it?” Hatonn said it is no sin to be confused, and perhaps it is of benefit, for if you can accept the situation in which you know that you do not know, then might there be the openness within your being of this state of confusion that will allow the proper course of action of thought to be drawn to you as a magnet draws the filings of iron, for if you are open as an empty cup, then more can be poured into your being, but if you persist in believing that you know what you need to do to keep up the image and to bull ahead with any plan simply to have a plan of action, then you are likened unto the cup that is full, and no more may be added until the cup is empty. Now Hatonn said within this state of confusion, when the state of confusion can be accepted as a part of your being, and through this acceptance you may find within yourself the openness to draw wisdom unto your being, for wisdom is like the forces which fill a vacuum since it is all about you, and it is always available for learning, and it is available to those who seek it by realizing that they do not know all the answers that they need at any moment, though at every moment most entities console themselves by thinking that they know much, so we would counsel foolishness that you know very little, but this state of confusion is a state of infinite possibilities to those who accept it as part of their being and who use it as a method of drawing wisdom unto them. On June 11, 1974, Hatonn said that a state of confusion could help us understand the Love of our Creator:

We are very privileged to have those of you who join with us in this great service at this time in the history of your planet. For, my friends, this is a very great time, a great transitional period in which many of the Earth’s people will be raised from their state of confusion to a simple understanding: the Love of their Creator.

We would at this time pause for a few moments so that Laitos may pass among you, and to those who request assistance in their meditation, Laitos will contact each and deepen the meditative state. We would pause now for a few moments. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We would at this time transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn and I greet you, my friends, again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Yes, my friends, there is much in your illusion which seems to you to be inconvenient, and which does bring confusion, and yet, we suggest to you that without some disorder there is no creation. Perhaps you have known entities or perhaps you have even found within yourself some tendency towards the desire for the ultimate orderliness of existence. And perhaps you have noted the sterility which this brings. Just as that which is fruitful multiplies with a minimum of neatness and an excess of enthusiasm, so does confusion offer you a minimum of neatness. It is to you, my friends, that the decision is handed: enthusiasm, or its opposite. It is often difficult to be enthusiastic about the unknown. It is difficult to be enthusiastic when you truly do not know what to do. It is difficult to count oneself lucky when one seems to be lost in a sea with no shore in sight.

But this is the breeding ground of new beginnings, of transformations, and of wisdoms. Where are you, my friends? Where do you see yourselves at this moment? Do you see yourselves in a room or in a dwelling or in a city or a nation? Can you pull away and see yourself upon the surface of the planet, sitting in darkness? Can you pull further, further away and lose sight of the planet altogether as you view the galaxy in which you have your being at this time? Is there any meaning to so small a piece of consciousness as one entity—you—seated in darkness on a small planet in a minor solar system in a reasonable-sized galaxy among billions of other galaxies? Or is it all confusion?

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about confusion. They began by saying there is much in your illusion which seems to you to be inconvenient, and which brings confusion, and we suggest to you that without some disorder there is no creation, and you have known entities, or perhaps you have found within yourself some tendency towards the desire for the orderliness of existence, and perhaps you have noted the sterility which this brings, for just as that which is fruitful multiplies with a minimum of neatness and an excess of enthusiasm, so does confusion offer you a minimum of neatness, for it is to you that the decision is handed: enthusiasm, or its opposite, but it is difficult to be enthusiastic when you do not know what to do, and it is difficult to count oneself lucky when one seems to be lost in a sea with no shore in sight. Hatonn went on to say this is the breeding ground of transformations and of wisdoms, and: ”Where are you, my friends? Where do you see yourselves at this moment? Do you see yourselves in a room, or in a dwelling, or in a city, or a nation? Can you pull away and see yourself upon the surface of the planet, sitting in darkness? Can you pull further, further away and lose sight of the planet altogether as you view the galaxy in which you have your being at this time? Is there any meaning to so small a piece of consciousness as one entity—you—seated in darkness on a small planet in a minor solar system in a reasonable-sized galaxy among billions of other galaxies? Or is it all confusion?” On March 30, 2019, Q’uo spoke about the value of our confusion:

The intention, and desire, and exercise of will to seek the truth is one which goes through a process of what you might call trial and error, learning step by step what seems to be the most appropriate manner in which the self may view itself, the world about it, and other selves within it. These interactions create catalyst, as you are aware, which most often has its roots in misperceptions, in disharmony, and in incorrectly perceiving the communications and intimations of other entities so that confusion results. This confusion, then, offers the seeker an opportunity to rectify, or clarify the nature of the confusion so that there is a greater likelihood that the seeker may be able to harvest a kind of understanding, if you will pardon the misnomer, that might enlighten it in a greater way regarding all of its questions that revolve around the nature of its being, the progress of its seeking, the goal of the journey, and so forth.

This type of exercise of free will that produces confusion, that offers catalyst, that offers further direction in the seeking, is a process which is predominantly undertaken within your third-density illusion so that the choice of polarity may be made, and the polarized choice for service to others or service to self may then be promulgated in higher densities. Now, the higher densities do not have the veil of forgetting, so there is less likelihood that there will be as much confusion in the exercise of free will in those densities, as there is in the third density. However, the higher densities do still utilize the exercise of free will that produces in its own way, a kind of confusion that offers a need for examination for further growth in the inner sensing of the way to unify with the One once again.

We suggest to you, my friends, that confusion is balanced by meaning and meaning by confusion. You will not find the meaning within each moment of your existence without the acceptance of the confusion, of the foolishness of the limitations of our understanding as entities which are part of a vast and mysterious universe. The meaning is there, my friends. We have seen the laws of creation, and their working never falters, to the best of our understanding. Yet, from moment to moment, the great laws disappear, and confusion often reigns. If you can remain conscious both of how small a part of creation you are and of how perfect a part of it you are, you will have achieved a great deal. And this, my friends, as you know, cannot be done without meditation. We offer these thoughts to you at this time, for we know your desire to be of service to others, but we suggest to you that you first must align yourself with the original Thought of the Creator in whatever situation you may find yourself, including the greatest confusion. Then and only then, can you be of maximum aid to those about you.

Hatonn continued by saying we suggest to you that confusion is balanced by meaning and meaning by confusion, so you will not find meaning within each moment of your existence without the acceptance of the confusion, of the foolishness of the limitations of our understanding as entities which are part of a mysterious universe, but the meaning is there, for we have seen the laws of creation, and their working never falters, yet from moment to moment the great laws disappear, and confusion often reigns, so if you can remain conscious both of how small a part of creation you are and of how perfect a part of it you are, you will have achieved a great deal, and this cannot be done without meditation, and we offer these thoughts to you, for we know your desire to be of service to others, but we suggest that you first must align yourself with the original Thought of the Creator in whatever situation you may find yourself, including the confusion, for only then can you be of aid to those about you. On January 26, 2003, Q’uo described how the mysterious universe we live in gives us opportunities for growth:

It often seems very clear what is service to self and what is service to others. However, many are those who have found that there are courses in polarity given to them by the school of life which are exceedingly subtle and worthy of study. For those who are attempting not only to choose but to choose with grace and deftness and skill, not the most obvious service to others but the highest, there is a never-ending and very rich palate of choices to be made, options to be considered. And always, ever-new each day; a new and newly mysterious universe to comprehend, behold, and give thanks for.

At this time we would open the meeting to questions.

C: Yes, I have a question. We were discussing before the meditation about entities sort of getting together before their incarnation here to set up the lessons that they need to learn and to work with each other, but it seems that many times second-density creatures aid us in our lessons. And I was wondering, is there some coordinating force who coordinates the second-density creatures to aid in the lessons of third-density creatures, referring to an event like what happened this week with the turtle?

I am Hatonn. The cart is basically before the horse in your question in that third-density entities may be of great service to second-density entities by offering them love. The second-density entity then mirrors that emotion and develops the responses which it is taught by the third-density entity.

May we answer you further?

C: Then, so our expression of love toward second-density creatures aids them in their evolution. I can see that, but it seems they’re also a reinforcement for us and it seems like many times more than a coincidence that situations arise where we serve them, or they serve us.

I am Hatonn. We had to keep this instrument quiet while the machine was being changed. We understand your question and find it slightly difficult to respond to, for there are random events which, when responded to, are invested with meaning according to the response given. Thus, if a second-density creature, whether it be a tree, or an animal, or some other second-density entity, is aided voluntarily by a third-density entity, this may well be a random choice and yet, it is catalyst for growth for the third-density entity as well as the second-density entity. The greatest help that can be given is that of the pet, as you may call a domestic animal or plant, whereby love is shared and the second-density entity invested with love. This second-density entity then becomes a mirror reflecting the third-density entity, both in good and bad habits, as you may call them, according to your own judgment.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, I guess not. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: How does one get in touch with the infinite intelligence? Ra has spoken of the infinite intelligence at length, but how do we get in touch?

I am Hatonn. My brother, the answer to this question would be impossible to share except in a joking manner. We may say to you, to get to Carnegie Hall you must rehearse, and yet that does not give you all the information which you need to know. To follow the path of Love is to achieve unity with infinite intelligence, as you call it, or the one infinite Creator. There is no other possibility in the end, for it is the ultimate attraction towards which we all are drawn. To achieve this contact within your present illusion it is necessary to achieve within the self a serenity and love of self, a peaceful love of others, and an overriding desire to seek the truth.

There are many avenues to intelligent infinity, all having to do with the use of the creative force of Love. Meditation, healing, communication, what you may call ritual and ceremony, the proper use of the body, the mind, and the spirit, all these are ways and keys of achieving intelligent infinity contact, as you call it. We would simply say Love and serve and seek to know. This has been our simple message always.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Yes. Ra has spoken of several entities, both positive and negative, that were able to be of great service to others or to themselves because they were in touch with this cosmic consciousness, yet, how did they reach that point in this particular plane and with all its confusion?

I am Hatonn. As we said, my brother, there is a great amount of discipline involved in this seeking. This is the seeking of the adept. It cannot be achieved quickly or lightly, for the most part, but must be sought fruitlessly and seemingly without any achievement in all patience, through all confusion, through all self-doubt, through all tribulation, constantly seeking, constantly asking, constantly waiting, constantly knowing that that which is sought will be found, and at some moment when all is completed within your being, at some moment unknown it will occur, and in that moment you will know the joy of Love and Light and infinity. This will happen to you and to each. This is your destiny. If you consciously seek it, it will simply occur more quickly in your time measurement.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you also. Is there another question at this time?

L: Could you speak to us on the subject of relationships between men and women on this planet? The proper state, as opposed to a number of rituals and games we’ve developed for interrelating?

I am Hatonn. My brother, in your question lies the answer. The relationship between any two entities among your people would hopefully be that of love freely given and freely received, of aid and service freely given and freely received. There are difficulties inherent in your cultural or societal structure having to do with possession of property, and this causes entities to consider other entities much as one business would consider another when contemplating a merger. This is not an appropriate method of polarizing towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, nor does it give the greatest opportunity for freely given service, each to the other. It is not necessary to participate in such ritualized activities in order to form deep and lasting relationships. It is, in fact, possible, and we have seen it among your people, for entities to engage in what you call the marriage bond and remain in free and open love and service one to the other. This, however, takes a great amount of conscious awareness of the dangers of impersonal thinking on the part of each entity involved in such a relationship. In any relationship, the key is to consider service to the other entity above all things.

L asked: “Could you speak to us on the subject of relationships between men and women on this planet? The proper state, as opposed to a number of rituals and games we’ve developed for interrelating?” Hatonn began by saying the relationship between any two entities among your people would hopefully be that of love freely given and freely received, of aid and service freely given and freely received, but there are difficulties in your cultural structure having to do with possession of property, and this causes entities to consider other entities much as one business would consider another business when contemplating a merger, but this is not an appropriate method of polarizing towards the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, nor does it give the greatest opportunity for freely given service, and it is not necessary to participate in such activities in order to form deep and lasting relationships, for it is possible, and we have seen your people engaging in the marriage bond and remain in free and open love and service one to the other, but this takes conscious awareness of the dangers of impersonal thinking on the part of each entity involved in such a relationship, for in any relationship, the key is to consider service to the other entity above all things. On August 6, 1981, Laitos described the nature of the marriage bond:

The relationship known among your people as marriage is a vehicle for service. The polarity between two entities draws them together and forms within each a bias to be of service. This is the basis of the relationship. This relationship is heavily laden with heavy difficulties inherent in the non-flexible structure which is lacking in the bias toward service.

Thus, when dealing in the illusion with this relationship, it is well to clear from the mind all possible thoughts of the necessity which the marriage bond seems to suggest and to focus instead upon the bias toward service to another which caused the genesis of the relationship.

There are several responsibilities in this relationship. There is the responsibility of offering the self for service. There is the responsibility of expressing the self in as undistorted a manner as possible, so that yours may be to the other entity a clear self, a self that communicates and is therefore of service by teaching or by offering the ability of one in need of teaching.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. You made the phrase, “the dangers of impersonal living.” I believe I quoted you correctly. Could you expand upon that please?

I am Hatonn. When there are contracts between business entities, the contract gives each entity rights, and privileges, and duties. This contract then binds the entities in an agreement. This is an impersonal arrangement which dehumanizes a relationship if it is between two entities on a personal level, and causes each to think of his or her rights and privileges and how to minimize the responsibilities. It is difficult not to succumb from time to time to thinking of these rights and privileges due to one who has so carefully written out this agreement and signed it, for much is given by one who signs such an agreement. These contracts between entities are of a serious nature, and this seriousness is felt by both and often becomes burdensome, thus entities begin dealing with each other in an impersonal way, working for their rights and privileges and forgetting that the entire source of the relationship was the boundless joy of the other company and a great desire to serve that entity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you.

Hatonn: It is a pleasure to share our thoughts with you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. If there are no more questions at this time we would close the meeting through another instrument. We will contact him now. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again. It has been a great pleasure for us in that, by performing this insignificant service for you we have been able, ever so slightly, [inaudible] the Light of the universe, to further illumine an area which has, shall we say, drawn its blinds in the past. It is our wish that we be allowed, at any place or time in your lives, to assist you in whatever manner possible, for it is through you and others such as yourselves that the blind may once again be raised and the Light allowed to permeate your sphere. Again, we thank you. I am Hatonn.

[Carla channels Nona until the end of the meditation.]

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the back yard on this side of Little Locust Creek to the area in the driveway in front of my truck, Sybil.

This afternoon I drove over to southern Indiana to visit Connie. I took her some bananas, Choc-Zero chocolates, and some protein bars. Then I read to her from a book that Don had just gotten the Introduction and Chapter One written. So, I only read the Introduction to her, and she found many instances of humor and Love in his thoughts. We talked about my visit with my Physical Therapist yesterday and the exercises that she gave me that required a great deal of balance. Connie and I meditated together, and then I gave her a hug and told her that I loved her and would see her again next month as I left.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 14

Expect Your Good

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Today we ask you to expect your good. The instrument speaking our thoughts is a living example of this principle. For in expectation of this contact with Love, the instrument and her partner placed the recording device, set the proper buttons, placed the microphone in the proper place, and prepared with readings and meditation for inspiration through this contact. Good was expected and prepared for, and now, in this example, the good comes freely, gently, lovingly, and surely.

So good comes to all, expected or unexpected. Yet it is well in each and every morning, in each and every beginning, to affirm, hope for and confidently expect the good that is yours.

And when it comes to you, we ask that you accept that good though it may not seem good, knowing that all things work together for the good and seeing in your own experience the good that has come before. In this state of mind, in this expectation of things unseen, you are dressed in the armor of Light and hope, and the course of your day may be significantly changed, more peaceful, more harmonious. This is what we hope for you. This is what we ask you to expect.

We leave you in the peace and the Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from June 14, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It gives us great pleasure to greet each of you, and especially do we welcome the one new to our group and assure this entity that we are most honored to be able to share our thoughts with her at this time.

My friends, we have always spoken to you of one very simple Thought that is the original Thought of the Creator. This original Thought is Love. Thus, we bring to your people the Love of the Creator. All that you see about you that is material, is made of the material of Love, which is Light, and it is for this reason that we greet you in Love and in Light. We speak always to that point and attempt in many different ways to approach it according to your various circumstances. Tonight, we would approach this understanding of Love by speaking to you of a concept which is generated by your people. That concept is security. Among your people, my friends, it is understood that security is desirable, and yet rare is the person that feels secure. Where is security to be found, my friends? Is it to be found in the accumulation of your worldly goods? It would seem that this is not the case, for there are many among your people who have amassed a comfortable amount of worldly goods and yet are painfully insecure. Is it the occupation of your hours, of what you call work, that gives you security? This seems to be a widespread concept among your people that what an entity does lends to that entity reality, which the entity alone does not have. To do, then, is to be, and to do represents security.

And, yet, if an entity is at all thoughtful, this security too will pall, for it will become clear as experiences accumulate for an entity, that he is more than what he does, and thus this security too will vanish. We have often asked you to meditate, my friends, and we suggest it once again in this regard, for there is only one security: that is the knowledge of the nature of yourself. To know that you are not a transient being is to be secure. To know that this is an illusion and that though you participate in it and play your part, that there is an infinity which is part of your makeup, which is to feel secure. This knowledge of the self may come spontaneously to a few, but for the most part it is a hard-won knowledge. Serenity, long sought after, is seldom won permanently and so, day by day, you must seek knowledge of your true nature, of your true oneness with Love in meditation. It does not matter what the technique may be for your meditation. It matters only that you desire to seek the truth of your own nature and of the nature of the creation.

This session Hatonn wanted to talk about the relationship between Love and insecurity. They began by saying we have always spoken to you of one Thought that is the original Thought of the Creator which is Thought of Love, so we bring to your people the Love of the Creator, and all that you see about you that is material is made of the material of Love, which is Light, and it is for this reason that we greet you in Love and in Light, and we speak always to that point and attempt in different ways to approach it according to your various circumstances, so tonight we would approach this understanding of Love by speaking to you of a concept which is generated by your people, for that concept is security, and among your people it is understood that security is desirable, and yet rare is the person that feels secure, so: “Where is security to be found? Is it to be found in the accumulation of your worldly goods?” Then Hatonn said it would seem that this is not the case, for there are many among your people who have amassed a comfortable amount of worldly goods and yet are insecure, so is it the occupation of your hours of work that gives you security? Hatonn said this seems to be a concept among your people that what an entity does lends to that entity a reality, which the entity alone does not have, so to do is to be, and to do represents security. Hatonn continued by saying if an entity is thoughtful, this security too will become less appealing, for it will become clear as experiences accumulate for an entity that they are more than what they do, and this security will vanish, so we have often asked you to meditate, and we suggest it once again in this regard, for there is only one security: that is the knowledge of the nature of yourself, for to know that you are not a transient being is to be secure, and to know that this is an illusion, and though you play your part, there is an infinity which is part of your makeup, which is to feel secure, so this knowledge of the self may come spontaneously to a few, but for the most part it is a hard-won knowledge, for serenity is seldom won permanently and so, day by day, you must seek knowledge of your true nature, of oneness with Love in meditation, but it does not matter what the technique may be for your meditation, for it matters only that you desire to seek the truth of your own nature and of the nature of the creation. On February 15, 2023, Q’uo described our true nature:

Your spirit complex is that which is the least distorted of your mind, body, and spirit; that which partakes then of the unity of all creation more fully. This type of spirit that you feel and know to be the heart of your being, is that which you are expressing when you feel the experience of joy. The joy that all is One, that you are part of that oneness, of that unity, in every moment of your existence. This type of knowing of joy could be seen as an expression of what you would call ecstasy, so that you are realizing more and more of your true nature in every moment that you feel the experience of unity, of Love, of Light, of the Creator being everywhere around you, within you, and without you. There is nothing but the One Creator. And to know that in any degree, in any time period, as you would call it, is that which is most fulfilling.

As you look about you, you may see great evidence, my friends, of your people striving for security. As you sit within this domicile, you sit within a location which has been carefully planned to increase security of entities and so it shall do for a brief period of your time. One day, my friends, these entities will be in this dimension no more. They will leave their shell, their securities, their misconceptions of what security is, and they will embark upon a very interesting journey, my friends. In meditation you may begin that journey now. You may become aware of the infinite nature of yourself while in this illusion and, knowing this, your behavior may be such that the Creator’s Love may find its way through the channel of your being with more ease.

Hatonn went on to say as you look about you, you may see evidence of your people striving for security and as you sit within this domicile, you sit within a location which has been carefully planned to increase security of entities, and so it shall do for a period of your time, for one day these entities will be in this dimension no more, and they will leave their body, their securities, their misconceptions of what security is, and they will embark upon an interesting journey, so in meditation you may begin that journey, and you may become aware of the infinite nature of yourself while in this illusion and, knowing this, your behavior may be such that the Creator’s Love may find its way through the channel of your being with more ease. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the Creator’s Love being within us:

We would suggest to you that the very first job of all of you, because you are human, because you are part of third-density Earth, is to hold the frequency of Love and allow a space for it to flow through you. My friends, do not attempt to love from your yellow-ray energy center. Do not use your will to bring forth your human love. Use that precious commodity of will and desire to allow the Creator’s Love to flow through you.

Unlike your surface emotions, the Creator’s Love is not limited. It is infinite, and it is already flowing through you. Consequently, you have only to hold the frequency of Love. Hold your heart open, let your mind and your emotions be at peace, and feel the Love flow through you and out into the world. As you feel the Love flowing through you, bless it. Set your intention to serve and you shall serve beyond your wildest dreams.

We speak here of the inner purpose of living, not the outer work, but the inner work. It is the most valuable. It makes the most difference. And it never shows. In fact, the only way it shows is that when you are Loving, Love flows back to you from the most unexpected sources, ten-fold, a hundred-fold, and a thousand-fold. Love is reflected in Love.

At this time, I would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our Creator. The concept of security in its reality is not difficult to understand, for true security lies not in that which one possesses, but rather in that which one gives away. If you would seek security, seek it in service, for service is the path upon which the soul, as you call it, rises through the planes of the universe. As one performs service, either in the path of service to oneself or in service to others, this act functions as a sort of solvent which reduces one’s density just as water, for example, will dissolve away crystalline forms that might be adhering to a less solid formation, thus freeing it of unnecessary weight and rigidity which might be holding it back.

Consider, if you will, how a spring might be pressed and then coated with a solid substance that, if allowed to remain, would keep the spring forever compressed, never allowed to release its pent energy to grow and expand. Service, for the individual, is that which dissolves away the denser actions, the denser perceptions and prejudices that we use to force ourselves to retain a form which needs to be dissolved away, allowing us to use the energy contained within us and release ourselves from our self-imposed bondage. Therefore, if you would be secure, then be secure in your striving. Find your contentment in accelerated growth. Hitch your wagon, as the saying goes, to the nearest star, and let it bear you where it will, as ever onward and ever upward. And that is the objective of your striving. At this time I would transfer this contact to another instrument, I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We would now offer ourselves in the service of answering questions—or attempting them, to be more precise. Are there any questions which we might attempt to answer?

Carla: I have a very minor one. I was just wondering if the reason that there was a pause there was because two of our numbers were asleep, and I woke them up, and as soon as I woke them up you were able to come through. Was that the blockage? Is there a drain on the energy of the group if there is someone asleep?

I am Hatonn, and we would answer you, my sister, by saying that, in part, you are correct, For the most efficient contact to be made, as you know, your tuning device, whichever you may use for the evening, serves the purpose of making each of the entities within your circle as one, each with the other, and it is to this total entity that we communicate. There was also another problem, shall we say, and that was this instrument was not concentrating as precisely as necessary, for his attention was also drawn to those who had, shall we say, momentarily departed our group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That does it except I was also interested in whether the children that were with us were content that we were meditating, and that was why the contact was such a good one tonight.

I am Hatonn. We would say in this answer that the young entities which are resting now in the upper part of this dwelling are a, shall we say, gentling influence upon the group if they are not within the earshot, shall we say, of the group and the message, for if they are located too closely, then they may serve the opposite purpose of keeping the contact from occurring, for they are not yet of the age of decision, whereby they may decide that they wish to participate in this group, and as you know, each person within the circle must, of their own free will, choose to be within the circle and to experience the message which we have to offer. Thus, entities such as the young children may play either role and on this occasion they are, what might be called, a gentling influence, helping each within the circle to find that openness of child within the self which wishes to hear a message such as the humble and simple message which we of Hatonn have to share with your group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. May we answer another question?

C: I don’t know if it’s so much a question as just me wanting to talk. I work at a … we have grocery stores … and I see a lot of food and things just wasted because of laws that have been established by our lawmakers. But, this past week there was an incident in which I was a part, and which afterwards I was kind of regretting having done to begin with. I remember before the incident happened, I thought what a waste it was going to be that we had to destroy all this food, and then I got to thinking—according to the laws made by our lawmakers to protect people, since this food was not exactly as it should have been according to guidelines that have been established, that perhaps it was the best thing to get rid of it, but I didn’t really want to have a part in it, but then when it came down to the time to destroy the food, instead of … I did not have to do it, but something in me made me want to do it. I don’t know what it was, how or what … to destroy this stuff, and like I say, after it all occurred it was just … at first it didn’t hit me … the waste. I didn’t think anything about me doing it, then later I couldn’t figure out why I had done this … why I even enjoyed doing this, I mean, in this particular case I knew the exact nature of the problem with the food stuff was nothing serious. It was nothing major. It was nothing to hurt anyone. It was just a little too much of water in the product. But the fact that I did it and really almost felt compelled to, just wanted to do it, bothered me. It was not the first time it’s happened. It’s happened other times with things they throw away which are really still useful, but I don’t know. I just … in this instance it just hit me. I’m just wondering, as we progress, will we gain enough sense not to destroy just because some law says we should or we grow out of need for an established code of laws. What can we expect as we leave this density?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we would answer you by saying, as we have spoken earlier this evening concerning security, that those laws which your culture has conceived are laws which deal with your material world and deal with matters which are not the heart of your being. You may concern yourselves with them as much or as little as you like, for they are, if we may say, of little consequence in the overall picture of your life, the journey which you are making, and the goal towards which each of you move.

When you leave this density, you will, for a greater or shorter period of what you call time, depending upon your own individual need and place, shall we say, be able to tune into the universal laws which govern all creation. These laws are based upon the foundation of the Love of the infinite Creator. These laws are those which shall guide you as surely as the stars have guided your sailors for centuries. These laws are those which are, at this moment, available to each of those upon your planet. Available for the seeking; available to the seeker. We would suggest that you use each of the instances, such as the one which you have spoken of this evening, as what might be called a catalyst to discover the underlying or greater law, the law greater than the one on the surface, greater than appearance, greater than rules, regulations in the amount of water in a product. We would suggest that you use each puzzling circumstance as a riddle in your own mind and let your consideration of it take you deeper and deeper until you discover for yourself the true law at its foundation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Something that’s beyond this last instance was brought forward in my mind. I don’t know. It just seems like for years now it’s been little power games going on in my mind, rethinking situations, having hindsight of what I should have done, what I will do so that I’ll have the upper hand, I won’t be the one under the other person. I don’t believe that I physically manifest them to a great extent, as far as physical actions to carry things out, but sometimes I worry because it seems like they just keep reoccurring, reoccurring, just like a steady stream. It’s not so much here and there, but just isolated situations—seems like a constant thing. Then I get situations like this week we had a chance to just let out this thing, that I had all this power to destroy all this stuff, exhilarating for the moment but really, it really made me feel bad. Should I just spend more time in meditation, why these things are occurring?

I am Hatonn. Again, my brother, we would say that you have discovered for yourself the necessary step to take. Indeed, meditation might be that procedure which would aid you in your balancing as you go about your daily activities, for most of the activities of the people of your planet do not have balance, do not have harmony. It is as if there is disease, and those who participate within the daily activities of your planet are susceptible to this disease, or imbalance, and by using the technique of meditation you will find within yourself the ability to balance, so that the activities in which you participate during the day might become part of a larger understanding within your own being and might become, for you, catalysts to learn and to grow further and further into the understanding and the oneness of the infinite Creator. We cannot urge too often for you people to consider meditation as the opportunity to find any answers to the puzzles which are presented daily in your lives.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No. I think I just felt like talking a little bit tonight, thank you. Thank you for your answers.

Hatonn: We thank you. It is always a privilege and an honor to be able, not only to share our simple thoughts with your group, but to listen to those thoughts which are of concern to you. Is there another question at this time?

L: I have a question I’d like to ask, Hatonn. I have a small child that I’m responsible for, and I find that this service to him of being a parent frequently conflicts with my desire to attend these meditations. He is, as yet, too young to be able to converse or understand your advice and the teachings you convey to us, therefore, would it be proper to bring him along to the meditations or would this interfere with the meditations?

I am Hatonn. My brother, as we have mentioned earlier this evening, each entity which joins this circle must join of their own free will, and in most cases this means that entities must be able to decide and be of the age of decision whereby they may decide to join this group. We have, on some occasions, spoken to groups which contained entities who were of, what might be called, a young age. But these instances have been few, and we have in those instances been required by the decision of the group and of the young entities to speak in much more general terms than we are able to speak on this occasion, for instance. We would, in your case, suggest that as an alternative to bringing your young child to this meditation that you attempt through your own words to explain to your child those concepts which have meaning to you, that you have derived from this meditation. And when your child is of an age whereby through this dialogue with you, he is able to choose for himself to come to a meditation such as this and partake, then that shall be the time when it is proper to include your child.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I have two questions. One is, could you define more fully the age at which a child is capable of making that decision and second, to the best of my understanding, my child is not yet able to understand even single sentence explanations. He’s still functioning on the basis of communication through single words and very limited word associations. I find it difficult to believe that I could explain any concepts to him at this time. Is there any further advice you could offer in that area?

I am Hatonn. In this instance, my brother, we would say that it is difficult to determine precisely the age at which a child …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. As we were saying, it is not easy to determine the age at which a child may be able to decide for itself, but we might suggest that the age of decision-making for most children, a range, shall we say, for those of your people, is somewhere between the ages of approximately four to the age of seven. It varies according to individual circumstances. We would suggest further that in the case of your own child that you might proceed first, if he is unable to understand complete sentences, that you explain words or concepts individually by actions which have meaning for your child. In this area you will, of necessity, need to rely upon your own creativity, a type of communication which your child is able to understand and which you are aware through experience with your child that he is able to understand and to connect with words and phrases.

We would suggest as a next step that when your child is able to understand sentences, that you continue as we previously suggested, to provide, may we say, your child with those concepts which are of value to you, and in this way begin the education on a spiritual level which will enable your child to understand those concepts which we present here. For when your child is able to understand those concepts spoken from your lips, as we speak to you, then he will also be able to understand what it is we have to share with each who attends these meditations, for we are none other than your other selves, or should we say, your brothers and sisters, who speak to you as brothers and sisters. Therefore, when your child is able to understand through dialogue with you, then you will know that he is also able to understand that which we have to share with those in your group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I feel you’ve answered my question. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. It has been a great privilege and an honor to be able to speak a few of our simple thoughts with your group this evening. We greatly appreciate each opportunity to join you in your meditations. It is a source of great joy for we of Hatonn to be able to join any group or any entity as their meditations are conducted. We would assure each in this circle tonight that we would be most happy to join them in meditation at any time, whether they are with this group or alone, meditating. We would be most happy to join you, and your request is all that is needed. We are known to you as those of Hatonn, simple messengers of the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and in that Love and Light we leave you now. I am Hatonn. Adonai.

This morning I had an appointment with my Physical Therapist where she had me do a number of exercises to help strengthen my legs and to increase my balance. Then I ran some errands with my first stop being Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself, and I also bought a sack full of non-perishable food that the Boy Scouts will pick up from my front porch this Saturday. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription, and I bought some Tylenol and a case of bottled water. When I got home, I was very pleasantly surprised to see that Faithful had been caught in the Hava-Hart trap. So, I called my vet and asked when they could see Faithful and give him the meds to cure the worms that are making him eat as much as six cans of cat food a day. The vet said that 2:30 would be the earliest that they could see him. So, I put my groceries away and continued putting the Ginko Tree leaves into garbage cans. After I filled six garbage cans with the leaves I decided to take a break for lunch. Then I had my after-lunch meditation.

This afternoon I went back outside and finished putting the Ginko Tree leaves in a total of twelve garbage cans. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all the rest of the leaves in the back half of the yard into a separate pile from the remaining Ginko leaves. Then I took Faithful to the vet where they put the meds to cure his worms on his shoulder blades. When I got Faithful back home, I put some cat food put in a paper plate, and I then let him go.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 13

The Doorway To Freedom

I am of the principle of Jesus Christ, the Love of almighty God, the Creator and preserver of all things. I greet you in that self-same consciousness of Love which enlivens the dead and causes the still to dance with joy.

You cling very tenaciously to your ideas of right and wrong and assume that your perceptions operate not only on your own behalf but also on behalf of all. Yet you have not the authority to make that assumption. It is only in the desires and biases of those who contend with you that you may find the doorway to a more gracious concept of rightness which allows the freedom of others to find their own rightness in their own way and at their own time. How can you know the perceptions of another?

How do you dare to assume that you have the perception of Christ? We rebuke you not to break your love of right into little pieces but rather to scatter your presumption in living an unexamined life. Ask for the grace to be given a wider view, and I shall be there.

May the peace that you seek be with you always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.