The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 64.15:

“Questioner: Thank you. Ra mentioned the ones Stuart and Douglas in a recent session. These are members of what we call our medical profession. What is the value, overall value, shall I say, of modern medical techniques in alleviating bodily distortions with respect to the purpose for these distortions and what we might call karma and other effects?

Ra: I am Ra. This query is convoluted. However, we shall make some observations in lieu of attempting one coherent answer, for that which is allopathic among your healing practices is somewhat two-sided.

Firstly, you must see the possibility/probability that each and every allopathic healer is, in fact, an healer. Within your cultural nexus this training is considered the appropriate means of perfecting the healing ability.

In the most basic sense, any allopathic healer may be seen to, perhaps, be one whose desire is service to others in alleviation of bodily-complex and mental/emotional-complex distortions so that the entity to be healed may experience further catalyst over a longer period of what you call the life. This is a great service to others, when appropriate, due to the accumulation of distortions toward wisdom and love which can be created through the use of the space/time continuum of your illusion.

In observing the allopathic concept of the body complex as the machine, we may note the symptomology of a societal complex seemingly dedicated to the most intransigent desire for the distortions of distraction, anonymity, and sleep. This is the result, rather than the cause, of societal thinking upon your plane.

In turn this mechanical concept of the body complex has created the continuing proliferation of distortions towards what you would call ill-health due to the strong chemicals used to control, and hide, bodily distortions. There is a realization among many of your peoples that there are more efficacious systems of healing, not excluding the allopathic, but also including the many other avenues of healing.”

Stuart and Douglas were Carla’s family doctor and rheumatologist, and Don wanted to know what the value of modern medicine is when applied to conditions which may be pre-incarnatively chosen and used for growth by the one to be healed. First, Ra confirmed that our modern medical doctors are healers as they desire to reduce the distortions in their patients that the patients might enjoy living and learning in a longer life span. In 66.34, Ra described how many physical aliments are acquired on Earth:

Questioner: This planet, to me, seems to be what I would call a cesspool of distortions. This includes all diseases and malfunctions of the physical body in general. It would seem to me that, on the average, this planet would be very, very high on the list if we just took the overall amount of these problems. Am I . . . is my feeling correct in this assumption?

Ra: I am Ra. We will review previous material.

Catalyst is offered to the entity. If it is not used by the mind complex it will then filter through to the body complex and manifest as some form of physical distortion. The more efficient the use of catalyst, the less physical distortion to be found.

There are, in the case of those you call wanderers, not only a congenital difficulty in dealing with the third-density vibratory patterns, but also a recollection, however dim, that these distortions are not necessary or usual in the home vibration.

We over-generalize as always, for there are many cases of pre-incarnative decisions which result in physical or mental limitations and distortions, but we feel that you are addressing the question of widespread distortions towards misery of one form or another.

Indeed, on some third-density planetary spheres catalyst has been used more efficiently. In the case of your planetary sphere there is much inefficient use of catalyst and, therefore, much physical distortion.

Then Ra took aim at the portion of our modern medical practice that they feel is most in need of revision, and that is the view that the body is a machine and that all bodies are alike. Ra said that since our society seems dedicated to “distraction, anonymity, and sleep” we are easily led to believe that the body can be adjusted like the mechanic who works upon our cars. And the tools used for such mechanical adjustments are very often strong chemicals that only treat the symptoms of the disease and which also are likely to cause damaging side-effects in the patient. In 54.8, Ra offered an alternative view as to the nature of the body complex:

Questioner: OK. Once a mind/body/spirit complex becomes aware of this process, it then decides that in order to have the abilities, the full abilities of the creation and the Creator (of which it is a small part yet at the same time, all of), in order to have the abilities that go with the entire creation, it is necessary to reunite its thinking or reharmonize its thinking with the Original Creative Thought in precise vibration, or frequency of vibration I will say. In order to do this it is necessary to discipline the personality so that it precisely conforms to the Original Thought, or Original Vibration, and this is broken into seven areas of discipline, each corresponding to one of the colors of the spectrum. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This statement, though correct, bears great potential for being misunderstood. The precision with which each energy center matches the Original Thought lies not in the systematic placement of each energy nexus, but rather in the fluid and plastic placement of the balanced blending of these energy centers in such a way that intelligent energy is able to channel itself with minimal distortion.

The mind/body/spirit complex is not a machine. It is rather what you might call a tone poem.

Within the New Age Movement are many more ways of accomplishing the healing of distortions for which people seek relief. The best of them start with a consideration of the actual cause of the diseased or distorted condition being a result of the thinking of the patient needing realignment, along with changes in diet and other lifestyle behaviors. This “holistic” approach is more in alignment with the knowledge that we choose our life patterns with the hopes of learning specific lessons, but sometimes we misrepresent our thoughts or distort our behaviors. Including such enlightened approaches of a more holistic approach to healing, with a selective use of allopathic techniques, is Ra’s suggestion for a better way to go than completely ignoring one or the other approaches. In 66.9, Ra described the general approach of any kind of healer when dealing with the distortions in the one to be healed:

Questioner: Now as the healer approaches an other-self to do the healing we have a situation where the other-self has, through programming of catalyst, possibly created a condition which is viewed as a condition needing healing. What is the situation, and what are the ramifications of the healer acting upon a condition of programmed catalyst to bring about healing?

Am I correct in assuming that in doing this healing, the programmed catalyst is useful to the one to be healed in that the one to be healed then becomes aware of what it wished to become aware of in programming the catalyst? Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. Your thinking cannot be said to be completely incorrect but shows a rigidity which is not apparent in the flow of the experiential use of catalyst.

The role of the healer is to offer an opportunity for realignment, or aid in realignment, of either energy centers or some connection between the energies of mind and body, spirit and mind, or spirit and body. This latter is very rare.

The seeker will then have the reciprocal opportunity to accept a novel view of the self, a variant arrangement of patterns of energy influx. If the entity, at any level, desires to remain in the configuration of distortion which seems to need healing, it will do so. If, upon the other hand, the seeker chooses the novel configuration, it is done through free will.

This is one great difficulty with other forms of energy transfer in that they do not carry through the process of free will as this process is not native to yellow ray.

I will be having another friend coming to spend some time with me next week, so I decided today to work both in the morning and the afternoon to get projects done before the visit so that they won’t need to be done during the visit. So this morning I decided to blow the leaves from my front yard into position so that I could use my big mower to crunch them into leaf dust. But my neighbors to the south of me are out of town and asked me to blow the leaves off of their newly sown grass to keep the leaves from choking the grass. I was not able to use my mower in their yard because they are not ready for the grass to be cut, so I blew the leaves in their front yard into the street and crunched them into leaf dust there. Then I blew the leaf dust into the drainage ditch on the other side of the road.

This afternoon I used my vacuum cleaner to clean the clothes dryer’s lint vent tubing that leads from the back of the dryer to an opening that goes outside. This required me to used the wand portion of the vacuum cleaner so I could stick it up the flexible tubing and suck out all of the lint that had accumulated there in the past year. I always do this procedure when the Daylight Savings Time changes to Standard Time in the fall as it will do this coming Sunday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 4

Time To Blossom

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of love.

Love, beauty, truth, the ideal and the absolute are greatly appealing to those who are seeking for that which does not perish. They are irrelevant to many others. This is an individual matter. Thus, it is well for those who seek and wish to serve to find an endless tolerance.

As one rests in hope that all may seek the truth, one releases that hope to the infinity of the appropriate time for each flower’s soul to blossom. Though your hearts may have compassion upon those who are quite different in their feelings and thoughts, yet know that each chooses.

If any appear to be unhappy, having turned from their birthright of love and service, let them appear as they will and await the moment of sharing of love, joy and peace.

There is the time of jubilee for each, a time of self-acceptance, self-forgiveness and the simple faith of the child. That time cannot be forced. It can only be given thanks for when it occurs. Rest in your jubilee or rest waiting faithfully for that same jubilee. There is all the time and space necessary for each to grow, to learn, and to come at last to that heavenly kingdom whose name is love.

We leave you in that love and peace which is of the principle of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 64.10:

“Questioner: In a previous session you mentioned the gateway of magic for the adept occurring in eighteen-day cycles. Could you expand on that information please?

Ra: I am Ra. The mind/body/spirit complex is born under a series of influences, both lunar, planetary, cosmic, and in some cases, karmic. The moment of the birthing into this illusion begins the cycles we have mentioned.

The spiritual, or adept’s, cycle is an eighteen-day cycle and operates with the qualities of the sine wave. Thus there are a few excellent days on the positive side of the curve, that being the first nine days of the cycle—precisely the fourth, the fifth, and the sixth—when workings are most appropriately undertaken, given that the entity is still without total conscious control of its mind/body/spirit distortion/reality.

The most interesting portion of this information, like that of each cycle, is the noting of the critical point wherein, passing from the ninth to the tenth and from the eighteenth to the first days, the adept will experience some difficulty, especially when there is a transition occurring in another cycle at the same time.

At the nadir of each cycle the adept will be at its least powerful but will not be open to difficulties in nearly the degree that it experiences at critical times.”

Ra had mentioned the spiritual or adept’s cycle previously, and here they expanded upon it in response to Don’s question as to how it worked. Ra began by saying that all of us are born under various influences which give our lives a particular potential, various strengths and weaknesses. The position of the moon, the planets, the stars, and even our karmic balances at the moment of our birth into the world all figure into our potential life pattern. Ra said that the adept’s cycle is 18 days long and was new information in the realm of bio-rhythms. Previously the three bio-rhythms were the physical which was 23 days; the emotional was 28 days; and the intellectual was 33 days long. All four of these rhythms function in the way of the sine wave which moves above and below a base line. In each cycle the seeker is at its best when the sine wave is above the base line. It is at its least when it is below the base line. And there could be difficulties when the since wave crosses the base line. However, in 64.13, Ra suggested that since we were a group of three these cycles were not critical, only interesting:

Questioner: I have no ability to judge at what point, at what level of abilities the adept would reach this point of being, shall we say, independent of the cyclical action. Can you give me an indication of what level of “adeptness” that would be necessary to be so independent?

Ra: I am Ra. We are fettered from speaking specifically due to this group’s work, for to speak would seem to be to judge. However, we may say that you may consider this cycle in the same light as the so-called astrological balances within your group; that is, they are interesting but not critical.

Ra said that this adept’s cycle was interesting and in effect only when the adept was not yet in “control of its mind/body/spirit reality” or personal distortion of it. I would take this to mean being in control of one’s catalyst. The more in balance the adept is, the less it is subject to the predictive quality of the adept’s cycle or any of the other bio-rhythmic cycles as well. Ra always suggested to us that when evaluating any such reading—and this would include astrological, tarot, tea leaves, etc.—that it is well to look at the general qualities of the reading, the wide places or narrow places in the road and to not be overly concerned with all the little details. As there were three of us in our group it was also well to consider the blend of these wide and narrow places in the road between the three of us as Ra noted in 61.4:

Questioner: Would it be helpful to plot the cycles for the instrument and attempt to have these sessions at the most favorable points with respect to the cycle?

Ra: I am Ra. To that specific query we have no response.

It may be noted that the three in this triad bring in this energy pattern which is Ra. Thus each energy input of the triad is of note.

We may say that while these information systems are interesting they are in sway only insofar as the entity or entities involved have not made totally efficient use of catalyst, and, therefore, instead of accepting the, shall we say, negative or retrograde moments or periods without undue notice, have the distortion towards the retaining of these distortions in order to work out the unused catalyst.

It is to be noted that psychic attack continues upon this entity although it is only effective at this time in physical distortions towards discomfort.

We may suggest that it is always of some interest to observe the road map, both of the cycles and of the planetary and other cosmic influences, in that one may see certain wide roads or possibilities. However, we remind that this group is an unit.

This afternoon I did a couple of little jobs that have needed doing for some time. First, I gathered all the bed sheets, bed spreads, pillow cases and towels that the three kitties upstairs have in their room and washed them, dried them, and put them back in place. My second little job was to vacuum the interior of Stanley, Carla’s 2005 Outback Subaru as it was also getting a bit dirty, especially on the driver’s side. I took my speed walk, got a bath, and posted this Camelot Journal entry a little early this afternoon as we are having a channeling circle this evening that begins at 5 pm.+

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 3

The Birds Of Night And Day

I am of the principle of love, that full consciousness of divine love which is Jesus the Christ. I greet you in blessings and in peace.

Like a quiet bird the morning flies before you, pulling in its flashing feathers a veil of heaven and earth and all the many colored illusions of your day.

And all too soon the great night hawk will fly and in its dark feathers shall be carried the veil of darkness, nighttime and slumber. So does the illusion shift before your eyes, first light and then dark, all seemingly unattached to your consciousness, to your attention and to your caring.

Yet know that you are both birds: that which brings the day and that which brings the night. Within you lies the power of each. Choose, then, that which you prefer: radiance and light or darkness and the blank O of nothingness.

Choose the environment for your consciousness and abide in peace and love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Ra quote today comes from 64.6:

“Questioner: Could you describe or tell me of rituals or technique used by Ra in seeking in the direction of service?

Ra: I am Ra. To speak of that which sixth-density social memory complexes labor within in order to advance is at best misprision of plain communication, for much is lost in transmission of concept from density to density, and the discussion of sixth density is inevitably distorted greatly.

However, we shall attempt to speak to your query, for it is an helpful one in that it allows us to express once again the total unity of creation. We seek the Creator upon a level of shared experience to which you are not privy, and rather than surrounding ourselves in light, we have become light. Our understanding is that there is no other material except light. Our rituals, as you may call them, are an infinitely subtle continuation of the balancing processes which you are now beginning to experience.

We seek now without polarity. Thus we do not invoke any power from without, for our search has become internalized as we become light/love and love/light. These are the balances we seek, the balances between compassion and wisdom which, more and more, allow our understanding of experience to be informed that we may come closer to the unity with the One Creator which we so joyfully seek.

Your rituals at your level of progress contain the concept of polarization, and this is most central at your particular space/time.

We may answer further if you have specific queries.”

Don was hoping to get a better idea of how to be of service to others by asking Ra about their manner of seeking to serve others. The problem Ra had in answering this query was the fact that as you move up the scale of densities you also move through different levels of reality, natural laws, means of communication, and means of seeking. It’s kind of like trying to tell a first-grader how to split the atom with a cyclotron. Ra had this problem once before when Don asked them what the fourth density was like in 16.50:

Questioner: Thank you. Is it possible for you to give a small description of the conditions in fourth density?

Ra: I am Ra. We ask you to consider, as we speak, that there are no words for positively describing fourth density. We can only explain what is not and approximate what is. Beyond fourth density our ability grows more limited still until we become without words.

That which fourth density is not: it is not of words, unless chosen. It is not of heavy chemical vehicles for body complex activities. It is not of disharmony within self. It is not of disharmony within peoples. It is not within limits of possibility to cause disharmony in any way.

Approximations of positive statements: it is a plane of a type of bipedal vehicle which is much denser and more full of life. It is a plane wherein one is aware of the thoughts of other-selves. It is a plane where one is aware of the vibrations of other-selves. It is a plane of compassion and understanding of the sorrows of third density. It is a plane striving towards wisdom or light. It is a plane wherein individual differences are pronounced, although automatically harmonized by group consensus.

However, Ra tried to give us some small idea of their seeking at the sixth-density level. They said that they used an “infinitely subtle variety of the balancing exercises” that they had given to us. As we in third density balance our catalyst and seek the light in our spiritual journey, they have become the light as light is “all that there is.” This simple statement reveals a distance of travel through seeking and serving that is unimaginably vast and well out of the range of our current experience. An analogy in our third density of this becoming the light might be how the adept, functioning as the white magician becomes that which it seeks as Ra indicates in 73.10:

Questioner: In invoking the alerted light, then, it would seem to me that the visualization of the invocation would be dependent upon what the use was to be of the light. The use could be for healing, could be for communication, or it could be for the general awareness, you might say, of the creation and the Creator. Would you please speak on this process and my correctness in making this assumption?

Ra: I am Ra. We shall offer some thoughts, though it is doubtful that we may exhaust this subject. Each visualization, regardless of the point of the working, begins with some work within the indigo ray. As you may be aware, the ritual which you have begun is completely working within the indigo ray. This is well, for it is the gateway. From this beginning, light may be invoked for communication or for healing.

You may note that in the ritual which we offered you to properly begin the Ra workings the first focus is upon the Creator.

We would further note a point which is both subtile and of some interest. The upward spiraling light developed in its path by the will, and ultimately reaching an high place of mating with the inward fire of the One Creator, still is only preparation for the work upon the mind/body/spirit which may be done by the adept. There is some crystallization of the energy centers used during each working so that the magician becomes, more and more, that which it seeks.

More importantly, the time/space mind/body/spirit analog, which is evoked as the magical personality, has its only opportunity to gain rapidly from the experience of the catalytic action available to the third-density space/time mind/body/spirit. Thus the adept is aiding the Creator greatly by offering great catalyst to a greater portion of the creation which is identified as the mind/body/spirit totality of an entity.

Ra also mentioned that their process of seeking no longer used the concept of polarities, and that their search is now internalized. Since we are all the Creator, and since Ra has very likely realized that Creator within themselves, they would not need to look outside of themselves for any quality or effect. Their study would seem to be an infinitely finely focused look within their own being for the balances of love and wisdom which seem to be the basic qualities of creation and, therefore, of our Selves as well. The balancing of love and wisdom ultimately results in unity, which is the lesson of the sixth density. In 41.4-.5, Ra illustrates how they have not only become the light but help to create the light of the sun in their expressing of sixth-density love and reproduction:

Questioner: In trying to build an understanding from the start, you might say, starting with intelligent infinity and getting to our present condition of being, I am having some difficulty, but I think I should go back and investigate our sun since it is the sub-Logos that creates all that we experience in this particular planetary system.

Will you give me a description of the sun, of our sun?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a query which is not easily answered in your language, for the sun has various aspects in relation to intelligent infinity, to intelligent energy, and to each density of each planet, as you call these spheres. Moreover, these differences extend into the metaphysical, or time/space, part of your creation.

In relationship to intelligent infinity, the sun body is, equally with all parts of the infinite creation, part of that infinity.

In relation to the potentiated intelligent infinity which makes use of intelligent energy, it is the offspring, shall we say, of the Logos for a much larger number of sub-Logoi. The relationship is hierarchical in that the sub-Logos uses the intelligent energy in ways set forth by the Logos and uses its free will to co-create the, shall we say, full nuances of your densities as you experience them.

In relationship to the densities, the sun body may physically, as you would say, be seen to be a large body of gaseous elements undergoing the processes of fusion and radiating heat and light.

Metaphysically, the sun achieves a meaning to fourth through seventh density according to the growing abilities of entities in these densities to grasp the living creation and co-entity, or other-self, nature of this sun body. Thus by the sixth density the sun may be visited and inhabited by those dwelling in time/space, and may even be partially created from moment to moment by the processes of sixth-density entities in their evolution.

Questioner: In your last statement did you mean that the sixth-density entities are actually creating the manifestation of the sun in their density? Could you explain what you meant by that?

I am Ra. In this density some entities whose means of reproduction is fusion may choose to perform this portion of experience as part of the beingness of the sun body. Thus you may think of portions of the light that you receive as offspring of the generative expression of sixth-density love.

This afternoon I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into position so that I could crunch them into leaf dust. In addition to this work my neighbors to the south asked if I might blow the leaves off of their newly seeded grass so that it can continue to grow and not be smothered by the increasing numbers of falling leaves. However, since they do not yet want their grass cut it was necessary for me to blow the leaves into piles and then put the leaves into garbage cans. I gathered seven garbage cans full of leaves and put four of them on the leaves in my yard and crunched them in my yard. I put the other three garbage cans of leaves out for yard waste pickup Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 2

The Manna Of Joy And Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of the love of Jesus the Christ.

Behold, the day has been made new! Yesterday’s dew has long since passed, and the manna of dew has come once again for this special day.

Do not be fooled by the seeming imperfection of your thoughts nor the seeming inadequacy of your actions. Stay in this moment, in that point within the mind which receives this very morning’s dew, this very morning’s manna of joy and peace.

Feel! Feel the sanctity of your own true nature palpably, consciously.

Focus upon that hunger for spiritual food, for the dew of righteousness. Be still in your seeking. Be still in your knowing.

And then, when your joy is complete—only then—move forward into the world of illusion where good seems bad and bad seems good and the manna of love has been dried up by the false sun of circumstance.

You shall carry the consciousness of the soul well satisfied with spiritual food throughout the day. And then each illusion may be met with an infinite love. Such is the Father’s gift through Jesus Christ to you. Rejoice and be glad.

We leave you in the joy and peace of the consciousness of Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 64.5:

“Questioner: Can you tell me why the slight error made in the ritual starting this communication two sessions ago allowed the intrusion of one Orion-affiliated entity?

Ra: I am Ra. This contact is narrow-band and its preconditions precise. The other-self offering its service in the negative path also is possessed of the skill of the swordsman. You deal in this contact with, shall we say, forces of great intensity poured into a vessel as delicate as a snowflake and as crystalline.

The smallest of lapses may disturb the regularity of this pattern of energies which forms the channel for these transmissions.

We may note, for your information, that our pause was due to the necessity of being quite sure that the mind/body/spirit complex of the instrument was safely in the proper light configuration or density before we dealt with the situation. Far better would it be to allow the shell to become unviable than to allow the mind/body/spirit complex to be, shall we say, misplaced.”

In Session #62, there was a slight mispronunciation of one of the words associated with our walking the Circle of One which always began the Ra contact. The “narrow band” nature of the Ra contact had previously meant to us that we needed to keep our questions to Ra focused on spiritual principles and not ask transient questions. In Session #62, we found a new level of the nature of this narrow band in that Ra’s energy coming through Carla was likened unto a powerful force channeled through Carla’s very delicately balanced being. This meant that even the smallest of lapses in walking the Circle of One in the beginning of the contact could have deleterious results for Carla. The slight mispronunciation of a single word was enough to give our friend of negative polarity an opening through which it could come and work to end the Ra contact by ending Carla’s life. Carla was always the target of psychic greetings from our negative friends as illustrated in the following quotes from 39.2:

Questioner: Is there anything that the instrument could do, in addition to what she is attempting to do, to help her condition get better faster? I know that she hasn’t been able to exercise because of her foot problem for the last couple of days . . . not able to walk, but we are hoping to get back to that. Is there anything else that she could do?

Ra: I am Ra. As we have implied, the negative entities are moving all stops out to undermine this instrument at this time. This is the cause of the aforementioned problem with the pedal digit. It is fortunate that this instrument shall be greatly involved in the worship of the One Infinite Creator through the vibratory complexes of sacred song during this period. 

And from 63.1:

Questioner: Could you give me an indication of the condition of the instrument?

Ra: I am Ra. This instrument’s vital energies are at the distortion which is normal for this mind/body/spirit complex. The body complex is distorted due to psychic attack in the area of the kidneys and urinary tract. There is also distortion continuing due to the distortion called arthritis.

You may expect this psychic attack to be constant, as this instrument has been under observation by negatively oriented force for some time.

Ra also mentioned how they needed to be sure that Carla’s mind/body/spirit complex was safely with them in the density of light before they instructed us to re-walk the Circle of One, so we could safely begin the session. It wasn’t until Session #68, that we received the information on the possibility of Carla’s mind/body/spirit complex being misplaced in negative time/space, which would have required her to become a negative being for as long as it took her to reverse the negative polarity, a time quite lengthy in any measure. In 68.6, Ra gave us the general situation that Carla would have experienced if the Orion entity was successful in its attempt to misplace Carla’s mind/body/spirit complex:

Questioner: Could you tell me what the plan of the fifth-density negatively oriented entity was, and how it would have accomplished it, and what the results would have been if it had worked?

Ra: I am Ra. The plan, which is ongoing, was to take the mind/body/spirit complex while it was separated from its yellow-body physical-complex shell, to then place this mind/body/spirit complex within the negative portions of your time/space. The shell would then become that of the unknowing, unconscious entity and could be, shall we say, worked upon to cause malfunction which would end in coma and then in what you call the death of the body.

At this point the higher self of the instrument would have the choice of leaving the mind/body/spirit complex in negative sp— we correct— time/space, or of allowing incarnation in space/time of equivalent vibration and polarity distortions. Thus this entity would become a negatively polarized entity without the advantage of native negative polarization. It would find a long path to the Creator under these circumstances although the path would inevitably end well.

This afternoon I decided that the leaf fall is getting to be so heavy now that instead of waiting until the end of the week to crunch the leaves I would do the crunching twice a week, at the beginning and the end of the week. So I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front and side yards into position so that I could crunch them into leaf dust with my big mower. After the crunching was done I used my backpack blower again to clean the mower and the walkways of any leaf residue.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 1

A Heart Full Of Peace

I am the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love, that consciousness within which lies the peace in which we always end our greeting to you.

We wish you peace because it is the natural estate of the mind and the heart of one whose consciousness is that of love, regardless of the outer circumstances, regardless of the apparent helplessness of one over such outer circumstances.

The heart of one stayed on Jesus the Christ is at rest within itself, holding itself and all others in the same compassion as does Christ, in the faith that Christ has come before and opened the gates to the full consciousness of that love for all.

May each new situation this day be seen not for its outer configuration but as an environment into which you bring the inestimable value of a consciousness of love and a heart full of inner peace.

In this peace we leave you and bless you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 64.4:

“Questioner: Thank you. Could you explain the basic principles behind the ritual which we perform to initiate the contact and what I would call the basic white magical rituals—principles of protection and other principles? Could you please do this?

Ra: I am Ra. Due to your avenue of question we perceive the appropriateness of inclusion of the cause of this instrument’s transitory vital-energy distortion. The cause is a bias towards the yearning for expression of devotion to the One Creator in group worship.

This entity was yearning for this protection both consciously in that it responds to the accoutrements of this expression, the ritual, the colors and their meanings as given by the distortion system of what you call the church, the song of praise, and the combined prayers of thanksgiving, and, most of all, that which may be seen to be most centrally magical: the intake of that food which is not of this dimension, but has been transmuted into metaphysical nourishment in what this distortion of expression calls the Holy Communion.

The subconscious reason, it being the stronger for this yearning, was the awareness that such expression is—when appreciated by an entity as the transmutation into the presence of the One Creator—a great protection of the entity as it moves in the path of service to others.

The principle behind any ritual of the white magical nature is to so configure the stimuli which reach down into the trunk of mind that this arrangement causes the generation of disciplined and purified emotion, or love, which then may be both protection and the key to the gateway to intelligent infinity.”

When Don began this session with his usual query as to the condition of the instrument, Ra responded that there was a transitory distortion that was somewhat lessening the flow of vital energy through the instrument. So Don said that since it was transitory that he would not question Ra about it. Then he asked this question which related directly to the transitory distortion and gave Ra a chance to speak upon both topics. This was the only Sunday that we ever held a session with Ra. On Sundays Carla was always singing in the choir at Calvary Episcopal Church in downtown Louisville. During that service there was always communion, and both the singing of sacred music and taking communion were two ways in which Carla’s soul was fed in the metaphysical sense, and she also felt great protection come from both as well as she served as an instrument for those of Ra. In 2.6, Ra gave us instructions as to the accoutrement that we should use in making contact with them as these items were part of Carla’s church experience since she was a member of the Altar Guild and dressed the altar in just these items when it was her turn to do so:

This is a sensitive instrument, by which we mean the distortions which enter her mind/body/spirit complex come from any of her senses. Thus, it is well to do the following:

Place at the entity’s head a virgin chalice of water.

To the center, the book most closely aligned with the instrument’s mental distortions which are allied most closely with the Law of One, that being the Bible that she touches most frequently.

To the other side of the Bible, a small amount of cense, or incense, in a virgin censer.

To the rear of the book symbolizing One, opened to the Gospel of John, Chapter One, a white candle.

The instrument would be strengthened by the wearing of a white robe. The instrument shall be covered and prone, the eyes covered.

We feel that, though this is a complex of activity/circumstance and may seem very distorted from a purposeful teach/learning experience, these elaborations on the technique of trance will ease the mind distortions of those about the instrument as they perceive improvement in the instrument’s distortions with regard to fatigue. We add only that if these teach/learning sessions are held during time/space during which your sun-body does not light your room that it is best to call the instrument before the lighting of the illuminatory mechanism.

This type of configuring of Carla’s subconscious mind to be able to accept the singing, the communion, the worship, and the praying helped Carla to generate the basic quality of love that is the basis for any white magical ritual. This love, then, provided protection and the gateway to intelligent infinity as she was able to contact those of Ra through this gateway. In 3.4, Ra gave more specific information as to how these items aided Carla as she served as the instrument for the Ra contact:

Questioner: [After making the correction.] Is this satisfactory?

Ra: Please check [by] your eye to make fine correction. We will explain the process by which this becomes a significant distortion balancer.

The incense acts as energizer to the physical body of this instrument, signifying its humanity. This is, therefore, a necessity that the wafted smoke is perceived from the same relative angle as the instrument perceives the opened Bible, balanced by the lighted candle signify[ing] love/light and light/love and, therefore, give the mental and emotional, shall we call it, distortion complex of this instrument the sight of paradise and peace which it seeks. Thus energized from the lower to the higher, the instrument becomes balanced and does not grow fatigued.

We appreciate your concern, for this will enable our teach/learning to proceed more easily.

Today, coincidentally, was also a Sabbath Day of Rest. I enjoyed reading the information on the Law of One as related to the tenets of Jewish Mysticism which is a portion of a large work that my friend Lee has been working on for almost eight years now. I made my usual errand run at noon to buy food for the kitties at Feeder’s Supply, and then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up some non-food items.

Then I had a most unexpected and unusual experience. A friend called me this morning to let me know that there was a psychic fair in my area, and that the fellow who is now in possession of the Mitchel-Hedges Crystal Skull was there and allowing people to meditate with the Crystal Skull. This artifact has many who feel it has great ability to enhance one’s love vibrations, and some feel it was artificially manufactured and of little value. Don was one who felt that it did have great value, and he queried Ra about it in 76.22, but Ra did not want to give Don information about it because they thought it would infringe upon his free will. Ra did say that this skull “uncovered interesting material”, so I take that to mean that Ra thought it was for real. My experience while meditating with it was that my heart was opening and that my brain was buzzing with the activation of the indigo and violet rays.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 31

Rest Not Your Staff

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, the principle of love which speaks to the world today.

Welcome to a morning of the creation of the Father! Welcome to the path of the pilgrim! Allow yourself to awaken slowly, for, as you slept, so have you been taught and comforted by that which is not of understanding to your conscious mind.

Now, as you brush the sand of sleep from your eyes and gaze about you, whether your environment is the mansion or the hovel, yet before your eyes it is the pilgrim’s path you see.

Gather up your staff, then, and prepare to walk this day as a pilgrim of love; of infinite consciousness; of the kingdom of the Father. And rest not your staff until that inside heart speaks to you of a day well-accomplished in love and the consciousness of love.

Then may you lay down your staff at the end of your busy day and rest again in the everlasting arms that enfold you between sleeping and waking once again to the peace, love and joy of the consciousness of divine love, the path of the seeker.

It is on this path and in this consciousness that we leave you, now and ever, with blessings. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.12-13:

“Questioner: Approximately how many are here now who have come from other planets who are third density harvestable for fourth-density experience?

Ra: I am Ra. This is a recent, shall we say, phenomenon, and the number is not yet in excess of 35,000 entities.

Questioner: Now these entities incarnate into a third-density vibratory body. I am trying to understand how this transition takes place from third to fourth density. I will take the example of one of these entities of which we are speaking who is now in a third-density body. He will grow older, and then will it be necessary that he die from the third-density physical body and reincarnate in a fourth-density body for that transition?

Ra: I am Ra. These entities are those incarnating with what you may call a double body in activation. It will be noted that the entities birthing these fourth-density entities experience a great feeling of, shall we say, the connection and the use of spiritual energies during pregnancy. This is due to the necessity for manifesting the double body.

This transitional body is one which will be, shall we say, able to appreciate fourth-density vibratory complexes, as the instreaming increases, without the accompanying disruption of the third-density body. If a third-density entity were, shall we say, electrically aware of fourth-density in full, the third-density electrical fields would fail due to incompatibility.

To answer your query about death, these entities will die according to third-density necessities.”

Apparently in 1981, there were already 35,000 souls who had been harvested from other third-density planets who had come to Earth early to help with the harvest on Earth. Because they had been harvested already, but were incarnating into a third-density planetary experience, they had both the third-densiity and fourth-density bodies activated. Ra said that the mothers who were giving birth to such dually activated entities would feel special connections to their babies and feel a great deal of spiritual energies surrounding them during the pregnancy as these spiritual energies were necessary for manifesting the dually activated bodies of their children. Because these children have a fourth-density body in activation, along with the third-density body, they will be able to perceive and express fourth-density energies that those in third density will not be able to experience. Some authors have written about these children and have called them Crystal Children, Rainbow Children, and Indigo Children. In 63.27-.28, Ra spoke of the natural process of bisexual reproduction as that which would eventually produce the fourth-density body:

Questioner: I will make this statement, and you correct me. What we have is, as our planet is spiraled by the spiraling action of the entire major galaxy, as the big wheel in the sky turns, and our planetary system spirals into the new position, the fourth-density vibrations become more and more pronounced. These atomic core vibrations begin to create, more and more completely, the green— That is the green core vibrations complete more and more completely the fourth-density sphere and the fourth-density bodily complexes for inhabitation of that sphere. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct. To be corrected is the concept of the creation of green-ray density bodily complexes. This creation will be gradual and will take place beginning with your third-density type of physical vehicle and, through the means of bisexual reproduction, become, by evolutionary processes, the fourth-density body complexes.

Questioner: Then are these entities of which we spoke, the third-density harvestable who have been transferred, are they the ones who then will, by bisexual reproduction, create the fourth-density complexes that are necessary?

Ra: I am Ra. The influxes of true-color green energy complexes will more and more create the conditions in which the atomic structure of cells of bodily complexes is that of the density of love. The mind/body/spirit complexes inhabiting these physical vehicles will be, and to some extent are, those of whom you spoke, and, as harvest is completed, the harvested entities of this planetary influence.

By now I would guess that the number of these dually activated entities is very likely in the millions and accounts for this new breed of being that is often called “systems-busters” because they have new ways of looking at old problems and are here to bring new energies into the Earth planet to include as many of Earth’s population in the harvest as possible. Ra mentioned that they shall experience the normal “death process” at the end of their incarnations. When the harvest is complete on Earth they will be reborn as the inhabitants of Earth’s newly activated fourth density of love and understanding. In 17.1, Ra gave a general description of the time of harvest on Earth as well as mentioning this “new breed” of entity with the dual-activated bodies:

Questioner: Thank you very much. I wish to say again . . . consider it an honor, great honor, and also a privilege, as my [inaudible]. And I would like to reiterate that my questions may sometimes go a little off because I keep going on something that I had already started to work into the applications of the Law of One to better understand primarily the free-will principle and further distortions that we discover.

I got three questions just now in meditation. I’ll ask them first before we continue.

First, we are now in the fourth density. Will the effects of the fourth density increase in the next thirty years? Will we see more changes in our environment and our effect upon our environment?

Ra: I am Ra. The fourth density is a vibrational spectrum. Your time/space continuum has spiraled your planetary sphere and your, what we would call galaxy, what you call star, into this vibration. This will cause the planetary sphere itself to electromagnetically realign its vortices of reception of the instreaming of cosmic forces expressing themselves as vibrational webs so that the earth will thus be fourth-density magnetized, as you might call it.

This is going to occur with some inconvenience, as we have said before, due to the energies of the thought-forms of your peoples which disturb the orderly constructs of energy patterns within your earth spirals of energy, which increases entropy and unusable heat. This will cause your planetary sphere to have some ruptures in its outer garment while making itself appropriately magnetized for fourth density. This is the planetary adjustment.

You will find a sharp increase in the number of people, as you call mind/body/spirit complexes, whose vibrational potentials include the potential for fourth-vibrational distortions. Thus there will seem to be, shall we say, a new breed. These are those incarnating for fourth-density work.

There will also be a sharp increase in the short run of negatively oriented, or polarized, mind/body/spirit complexes and social complexes due to the polarizing conditions of the sharp delineation between fourth-density characteristics and third-density self-service orientation.

Those who remain in fourth density upon this plane will be of the so-called positive orientation. Many will come from elsewhere, for it would appear that with all of the best efforts of the Confederation, which includes those from your peoples’ inner planes, inner civilizations, and those from other dimensions, the harvest will still be much less than that which this planetary sphere is capable of comfortably supporting in service.

I would like to let all of the readers of my Camelot Journal know that we have had a couple of months of problems with the Bring4th website that has resulted in some of my entries not getting posted on time. As things stand now, it looks like the posting should once again occur on time. In the next couple of weeks the transfer of the blogs portion of the Bring4th website to our new archive website should be complete. I am very grateful to Steve Engratt and to Austin Bridges for all of the work that they have done to make this transfer happen.

This afternoon I decided to drain a fourth of the water out of my fish pond and replace it with fresh water. The pond was professionally cleaned ten days ago, and the water clarity is very good, so I think that the ten-day cycle of cleaning the pond is now appropriate as well as going back to draining only a fourth of the water out rather than half the water as I had been doing for much of the summer in an attempt to deal with water with algae problems. While the water was draining out of the pond I cleaned the filters, which did have some dirt in them, and I fed the fish some fish food. While the pond was refilling with fresh water I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves off of the moss garden, and then I used my trimmer to slice off the thin layer of the small green-leafed vine covering the moss. Then I used my blower again to blow the moss garden clean.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 30

That Love In You Shall Love

I am the spirit of Jesus Christ, the spirit of the love that is the consciousness of the Creator Itself, greeting you in the vibration of that love which is most comforting to this instrument.

We are aware that we are precipitant this day. Yet this instrument is tuned and so we speak.

Sink your feet two miles down into the terrible maelstroms and volcanoes of the sulfurous nether regions of those who have no hope, and reach upward, grasping with your fingers the tenuous threads of the wings of angels and the lips of prophets. For if you are not aware that your nature is one with demons and angels both, then you are not aware of the fullness of the love of Christ and of the universality of the nature of your Creator.

Who shall be Lord of your life? An entity made of your ideals and dreams? A man-made shibboleth? Or the reality of deepest things, the allness of the nature of God?

Turn your understanding, then, to the acceptance of unacceptable things and the recognition of love in all situations, whether they are, to you, fragrant with virtue or reeking of vice. Such is the power of judgment that you can make lovely things ugly and ugly things wonderful. Yet, my children, is that what you desire?

Wait patiently, then, with your eyes turned to the doorway wherein dwells the spirit of Jesus Christ. For in the fullness of your time His spirit shall come unto you with the loving of love itself, that you need not love, but that love-in-you shall love, accept and understand all the universality that your humanity cannot encompass.

This can only be accomplished through the resoluteness of your will to accept and love in the spirit of the Lord of your life, who accepted all and loved to the end.

May the peace which Jesus Christ demonstrated to you rest upon you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.6-.7:

“Questioner: Could you give me a definition of vital energy?

Ra: I am Ra. Vital energy is the complex of energy levels of mind, body, and spirit. Unlike physical energy, it requires the integrated complexes vibrating in an useful manner.

The faculty of will can, to a variable extent, replace missing vital energy, and this has occurred in past workings, as you measure time, in this instrument. This is not recommended. At this time, however, the vital energies are well-nourished in mind and spirit, although the physical energy level is, in and of itself, low at this time.

Questioner: Would I be correct in guessing that vital energy is a function of the awareness, or bias, of the entity with respect to its polarity, or general unity, with the Creator or creation?

Ra: I am Ra. In a nonspecific sense we may affirm the correctness of your statement. The vital energy may be seen to be that deep love of life or life experiences, such as the beauty of creation, and the appreciation of other-selves, and the distortions of your co-Creators’ making which are of beauty.

Without this vital energy the least distorted physical complex will fail and perish. With this love, or vital energy, or élan, the entity may continue though the physical complex is greatly distorted.”

When speaking of Carla’s ability to serve as the instrument for the Ra contact, or in giving Don an idea as to Carla’s general condition at the beginning of a session, Ra would always refer to the level of her vital energy. In the first question, Don asked Ra to define vital energy. Ra defined it as the combination of the energies of mind, body, and spirit all vibrating together in “an useful manner.” In our case this meant being used for spiritual work with those of Ra. We found a way to increase Carla’s physical energy and, thereby, enhance her vital energy for the Ra contact. Ra mentioned in 87.27, how sexual energy transfers would increase the female’s physical energy:

You are correct in assuming that the energy of which we speak in discussing sexual energy transfers is a form of vibratory bridge between space/time and time/space. Although this distinction is not apart from that which follows, that which follows may shed light upon that basic statement:

Due to the veiling process the energy transferred from male to female is different than that transferred from female to male. Due to the polarity difference of the mind/body/spirit complexes of male and female, the male stores physical energy; the female, mental and mental/emotional energy. When third-density sexual energy transfer is completed the male will have offered the discharge of physical energy. The female is, thereby, refreshed, having far less physical vitality. At the same time, if you will use this term, the female discharges the efflux of its stored mental and mental/emotional energy, thereby offering inspiration, healing, and blessing to the male which by nature is less vital in this area.

Vital energy, then, was kind of like the fuel for the Ra contact. Ra added that it was possible that Carla’s use of her will could replace vital energy, and this had occurred with Carla in some Ra sessions, but it was not recommended. In 44.1 Ra told us why this was not recommended for Carla:

 Questioner: The instrument had some question as to her vitality. We were having a hard time appraising it. Is it possible for you to comment on this?

Ra: I am Ra. We scan this instrument and find that we may be of service without infringement due to this instrument’s decision to abide by the most careful appraisal possible rather than the most desired.

We have been surprised that we have been able to maintain contact on a regular basis during this most intense period of negatively influenced interference. Sexual energy transfers have at some workings given this instrument additional vital resources upon which to draw. However, this is not so at this working and, therefore, the will of the instrument drives its bodily complex. This instrument has no judgment about this service. The faculty of will, while recognized as most central and valuable, could in this application cause serious distortion in bodily complex of the instrument.

May we note that martyrdom is not necessarily helpful. We ask this instrument to examine these thoughts, judge, and discriminate the possible truth of them; and if they be deemed true, we suggest this instrument release the power of judgment to the support group whose interests are balanced far more than this instrument’s. Allow decisions to be made without expectation or attachment to the outcome. Our hopes, may we say, for long-term contact through this instrument depend upon its maturing ability to be of service to other-selves by accepting their help and thus remaining a viable instrument.

May we thank the questioner for allowing us to speak to this point, for we were aware of the distortions incumbent upon one whose will to serve is not regulated by knowledge of limitations of bodily-complex distortion.

In his second query Don offered his own definition of vital energy as an entity’s awareness of its general unity with the creation about it and with the One Creator. Ra agreed that this was also correct and went on to say that vital energy reflected an entity’s deep love of life and appreciation of the beauty of the creation and the world around it. Apparently everyone needs some of this vital energy in order to continue living because without it we die. But if we have this vital energy we can continue to live even though we may have a very weak physical complex. That was certainly Carla’s situation. She loved life to the depths of her soul and was able to continue doing so for almost 72 years even though she seldom had any measurable physical energy. In 18.4, Ra suggested that Carla had this love of life in abundance:

Questioner: Are there any foods that are helpful or harmful that the instrument might eat?

Ra: I am Ra. This instrument has body-complex distortion towards ill health in the distortion direction corrected best by ingestion of the foodstuffs of your grains and your vegetables, as you call them. However, this is extremely unimportant when regarded as an aid with equality to other aids such as attitude which this instrument has in abundance. It, however, aids the vital energies of this instrument, with less distortion towards ill health, to ingest foodstuffs in the above manner with occasional ingestion of what you call your meats, due to the instrument’s need to lessen the distortion towards low vital energy.

This morning I entertained my two nieces, from Carla’s side of the family, who had arrived here late last night on their way from Falls Church, VA. to Colorado Springs, Colorado where one of them is going to live and try to discover more of who she is. Her sister rode along to help her with the drive and will fly back home after the trip is over. We had a good time talking about what we have been doing in the ten or so years since we last saw each other and what our lives look like now.

My work this afternoon was to strip the sheets and pillow cases from the beds my nieces slept in and wash and dry them. One of the flat sheets needed some ironing as it came out of the dryer quite wrinkled whereas the other flat sheet came out …nice and flat. My last work of the afternoon was to vacuum the first floor of the house as is my ritual on Friday afternoons.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 29

The Gaze Of Jesus Christ

I greet you, my children, in the love of Christ. I am of the principle that vibrates in the consciousness of Jesus Christ to the degree that is comfortable to this instrument.

You shield yourself, again and again, from the fearsome gaze of Jesus Christ, for you fear that He gazes upon you from the cross to condemn you. And yet He gazes at you not in pain but, rather, resting upon a pillar of righteousness, He looks upon you in all of your complexities and darkness and pierces the confusion with simplicity.

For the love of Christ is a simple and singular thing, a constant amidst a sea of seeming changes and shadows. The light of your mundane world shifts and confuses with glare and shade. But the light of the love of Jesus Christ is constant and pierces to the heart of your being and your circumstance, seeing the perfection and holiness that hides in the shadows. May you find peace in your shadows and see the shadows disappear in the constant light of love.

In that peace I leave you now and hope that you may remain forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.5:

“Questioner: I know that you have already answered this question, but I feel it my duty now to ask it each time in case there is some new development, and that is, is there anything that we can do, that we aren’t doing, to lessen the effectiveness of the psychic attack upon the instrument?

Ra: I am Ra. Continue in love, and praise, and thanksgiving to the Creator. Examine previous material. Love is the great protector.”

Don was always very fastidious in continuing to probe Ra for any new information that could help us to reduce the psychic attack component that continually was aimed at Carla. Any movement, by any of us, away from the harmony that we were capable of experiencing would create a distortion that could be accentuated by our Orion visitor. But our harmony was so durable and ever present that the most promising target of opportunity for our negative friend was Carla’s pre-incarnative choice of arthritis that would limit her from being active in the outer world and cause her to focus inwardly on meditation, prayer, and channeling. So Ra gave us the best advice that they knew, and that was that we should continue to focus on “love and praise and thanksgiving to the Creator. Love is the great protector.” In 55.2, Ra gave us the material that they referred to in this answer when they said “Examine previous material”:

Questioner: Is there any specific thing that we can do that you have already told us? Or otherwise to alleviate this psychic attack or to help the instrument the most?

Ra: I am Ra. We scan this instrument and find its distortion towards appreciation of each entity and each entity’s caring, as you may call it. This atmosphere, shall we say, offers the greatest contrast to the discomfort of such psychic attacks, being the reciprocal, that is, the atmosphere of psychic support.

This each of you do as a subconscious function of true attitudinal, mental, emotional, and spiritual distortions towards this instrument. There is no magic greater than honest distortion toward love.

I love Ra’s last sentence where they equate love with magic. Remember that the classic definition of white ceremonial magic is the ability to create changes in consciousness at will. Love seems to have this all-embracing quality that can imbue us, and our third-density vibrations, with the creative power of the One Creator that It used to create the Second Distortion, Love, or the Primal Logos, which then created the universe of infinite Logoi and their infinite galaxies. It is almost as if any love that we generate in our hearts calls forth some portion of this great energetic and formative power of the primal Logos to perform Its protective magic on Itself, in the form of each of us who calls upon It. Love is the creative power of the universe, and part of that power contains protection when it is called upon. In 27.12, Ra describes this creative principle that dwells in all of us:

Questioner: I would like for you to define Love in the sense . . . in its sense as the Second Distortion.

Ra: I am Ra. This must be defined against the background of intelligent infinity, or unity, or the One Creator, with the primal distortion of Free Will. The term Love then may be seen as the focus, the choice of attack, the type of energy of an extremely, shall we say, high order which causes intelligent energy to be formed from the potential of intelligent infinity in just such and such a way. This then may be seen to be an object rather than an activity by some of your peoples, and the principle of this extremely strong energy focus being worshiped as the Creator instead of unity, or oneness, from which all Loves emanate.

This afternoon I was anticipating getting rained out because the forecast was for heavy rain in the late morning. But by early afternoon there was only a brief shower of rain, so I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into position so that I could use my big mower to crunch them into leaf dust and fertilizer for the grass. Then I used my backpack blower again to clean the walkways and mower of the leaf residue that it always collects while crunching leaves. Then I took my speed walk and, wouldn’t you know it, it started to rain, so my speed walk was a bit speedier than usual!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 28

Seek In All Places

Greetings in the consciousness of Christ. I am the spirit of the consciousness of Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

Many times it comes to each to move forward into the areas which have not been thought fruitful for contemplation. All areas of the transitory illusion which you call life are fruitful for considering, for all things are shot through with the illumination of the divine.

Very often it is in just those things which seem least fruitful that you will find the most efficient and conformable means of moving forward into a greater enlightenment in your search for the light beyond light, the love beyond love and the life beyond measure. Consider, therefore, and let nothing be beneath your notice. Rejoice in all circumstances of mind, body and spirit.

May the peace that Jesus came to bring, the peace that indwells all things, be perceived by you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.2-.3:

“Questioner: Was the original problem with the kidneys some 25 years ago caused by psychic attack?

Ra: I am Ra. This is only partially correct. There were psychic attack components to the death of this body at that space/time. However, the guiding vibratory complex in this event was the will of the instrument. This instrument desired to leave this plane of existence as it did not feel it could be of service.

Questioner: You are saying that the instrument itself then created the kidney problem at that time?

Ra: I am Ra. The instrument’s desire to leave this density lowered the defenses of an already predisposed weak body complex, and an allergic reaction was so intensified as to cause the complications which distorted the body complex towards unviability.

The will of the instrument, when it found that there was, indeed, work to be done in service, was again the guiding factor, or complex of vibratory patterns, which kept the body complex from surrendering to dissolution of the ties which cause the vitality of life.”

As he always did, Don began this session by asking Ra the condition of the instrument. Ra responded that there was a psychic greeting to the area of Carla’s kidneys and urinary tract, So in this question Don asked if Carla’s kidney failure at age 13 was also a product of a psychic greeting. Ra answered that there was a psychic greeting component at that time that enhanced Carla’s desire to leave the incarnation because she did not feel that she could be of service. Carla was a child prodigy, and her mom and dad felt that the best way to deal with her high intelligence was not through compliments but through constructive criticism. So Carla was always being told how she could do things better which resulted in her feeling that she was a failure at being of service, and she prayed to die. Six months later her kidneys failed. In 50.5, Ra explained how all of this was played out in her pre-incarnative programming where she wanted to learn how to give without expectation of return, and the constructive criticism from her parents was the means to achieve that desire:

This entity chose, before incarnation, the means whereby catalyst had great probability of being obtained. This entity desired the process of expressing love and light without expecting any return. This instrument programmed also to endeavor to accomplish spiritual work and to comfort itself with companionship in the doing of this work.

Agreements were made prior to incarnation; the first, with the so-called parents and siblings of this entity. This provided the experiential catalyst for the situation of offering radiance of being without expectation of return.

She had a Near Death Experience at this time and found herself out of pain, walking in a beautiful meadow surrounded by a magical forest, and just over the hill she could see the steeple of a temple. She knew that her friends were in the temple and were waiting for her there. But before she got there a voice-over spoke to her through the air and told her that it was not time for her to go. She was told that she had chosen much more work in service to others to do than most people ever choose, and that if she wanted to, she could split this learning into two incarnations. Or she could go back to her present incarnation and take up her life there once again. She couldn’t stand the thought of another childhood as the present one had been so hard, so she decided to come back and immediately found herself in the hospital bed with doctors and nurses surrounding her pain-filled body. Her body provided her a great deal of pain for much of her life, but she took great comfort in knowing that she did have service to offer others, and so she did for the rest of her life. This great desire to be of service to others was encapsulated by Ra in 96.2:

This entity has an habitual attitude which is singular; that is, when there is some necessity for action the entity is accustomed to analyzing the catalyst in terms of service and determining a course. 

This afternoon I went outside and decided that it was a good day to blow the leaves from the front and side yards into positions that I could then use my big mower to mulch the leaves into dust. The next few days may have a significant amount of rain, so I may not be able to get to the back yard if we do get enough rain to make the grass too wet to cut without it clumping together all over the yard.

I also threw a few hands full of bird seed onto the deck under the bird feeder so the squirrels and a little chipmunk can have some food to eat. The chipmunk is a new addition to my yard, and I hope that it can survive my cat, Dan D. Lion. I have always loved chipmunks especially. I really enjoy the whole family of squirrels, chipmunks, and the variety of birds that congregate around the bird feeder. They are all so amazingly agile and quick.

The quote from A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 27

Eternity And Unity

I am the divine spirit of the love of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in full consciousness.

The entirety of the world is broken up again and again in memory. All the theories of wholeness and entirety created by the minds of men break up and disintegrate faced with eternity.

Indeed, mankind is like the dead leaf upon the scintillating, fast-moving tide of the river which empties into the sea, a frail barque filled with death, too dry and brittle to accept the living waters of the thought of eternity, the thought of unity. Yet it is in this circumstance that Jesus the Christ stands ready, healing, giving new life, changing the dead into new and transformed existence.

May you be as trees planted by the water, not as the leaves which fall from those trees, seeking in dead intellect the spirit of truth.

We leave you in the peace of the full consciousness of love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.1:

“Questioner: Could you give me an indication of the condition of the instrument?

Ra: I am Ra. This instrument’s vital energies are at the distortion which is normal for this mind/body/spirit complex. The body complex is distorted due to psychic attack in the area of the kidneys and urinary tract. There is also distortion continuing due to the distortion called arthritis.

You may expect this psychic attack to be constant, as this instrument has been under observation by negatively oriented force for some time.”

As usual, Don’s first question for this session was to ask Ra about Carla’s condition. Ra’s report was mixed, saying first that Carla’s vital energies were now normal for her. That was an improvement over the previous couple of sessions where her vital energies were low. But Ra said that her physical body was still suffering the aftereffects of the psychic greeting of her kidneys which occurred in the previous session when we made an opening in our Circle of One ritual by misspeaking one of the words in the ritual. In 62.3-6, Ra described the effect that the psychic greeting had on Carla’s kidneys:

Questioner: Was the attack successful in creating any further distortion of the instrument’s physical complex?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.

Questioner: What is the nature of this distortion?

Ra: This thought-form sought to put an end to this instrument’s incarnation by working with the renal distortions which—although corrected upon time/space—are vulnerable to one which knows the way to separate time/space molding and space/time distortions which are being unmolded, vulnerable as before the, shall we say, healing.

Questioner: What detrimental effect has been done?

Ra: I am Ra. There will be some discomfort. However, we were fortunate in that this instrument was very open to us and well-tuned. Had we not been able to reach this instrument and instruct you, the instrument’s physical vehicle would soon be unviable.

Questioner: Will there be any lasting effect from this attack as far as the instrument’s physical vehicle is concerned?

Ra: I am Ra. This is difficult to say. We are of the opinion that no lasting harm, or distortion, will occur.

The healer was strong, and the bonds taking effect in the remolding of these renal distortions were effective.

It is at this point a question of two forms of the leavings of what you may call a spell or a magic working—the healer’s distortions versus the attempt at Orion distortions: the healer’s distortions full of love, the Orion distortions also pure in separation. It seems that all is well except for some possible discomfort which shall be attended if persistent.

In 1978, Carla and Don went to Mexico City to have Carla’s kidneys worked on by the healer known as Pachita, as Ra mentioned in 78.6:

Questioner: What was the experience that caused the healing of the time/space kidney?

Ra: I am Ra. This experience was the healing of self by self with the catalyst of the spiritual healer whom you call Pachita.

Then Ra said that Carla’s arthritis was continuing to have its negative effect on her body, which was usually a result of Carla’s exceeding the physical limits of her body. Ra completed their answer by saying that the Orion group would be constantly looking for targets of opportunity to energize any distortion that her body might experience. In 72.17, Ra gave the general outline that the Orion group used in this process:

The entity of Orion pierces the same violet ray and moves to two places to attempt most of its non-physical opportunities. It activates the green-ray energy center while further blocking indigo-ray energy center. This combination causes confusion in the instrument and subsequent over-activity in unwise proportions in physical complex workings. It simply seeks out the distortions pre-incarnatively programmed and developed in incarnative state.

As a result of this type of psychic greeting the Orion entity activated Carla’s green-ray energy center and, at the same time, intensified Carla’s desire to be of service to others. As the Orion entity further blocked Carla’s indigo-ray energy center they intensified Carla’s feeling of unworthiness. These two energy centers being intensified at the same time made Carla feel like she needed to work her body even more than usual in order to be of service to others and, thereby, feel more worthy.  But all this extra work took its toll on Carla’s body and produced a great deal of pain. In 25.1, the Orion entity utilized the same procedure to drain Carla’s body of energy during her LSD experience:

The only remaining distortion available, since this entity would not detune and would not cease sharing love universally under this chemical substance, was simply to drain this entity of as much energy as possible. This entity has a strong distortion towards busyness which it has been attempting to overcome for some time, realizing it not to be the appropriate attitude for this work. In this particular area the ingestion of this substance did indeed, shall we say, cause distortions away from viability due to the busyness and the lack of desire to rest; this instrument staying alert for much longer than appropriate. Thus much vital energy was lost, making this instrument unusually susceptible to infections such as it now experiences.

By the end of her incarnation Carla had finally balanced the indigo-ray energy center and gained that feeling of worthiness that was the pre-incarnative purpose of the dimmer indigo ray. She had balanced the giving of love without expectation of return that she accomplished as a child with the ability to accept the love offerings of others when she was bed-bound, for the last four years of her life, by the lumbar surgical wound that would not heal.

This morning I was once again a guest on Rafa Martinelli’s podcast. We spent about an hour talking about the higher self and how it helps us program pre-incarnative lessons and then serves as one of many guides during the incarnation. We talked about using catalyst to grow spiritually and how much of what we learn in our third-density incarnations is tinged with some kind of trauma. We also talked about how humanity on Earth could help to heal the poverty, suffering, diseases, and homelessness of so many on Earth by working together to give of time, talents, money and love for those in need. We always have very substantial conversations together, and I would imagine that we will do so periodically.

This afternoon I went outside and went around the yard picking up many small, dead tree limbs that blew down yesterday during the periodic rain and constant wind storms. Then I used my trimmer to trim the weeds back on the Ruins Mound. My last job of the day was to take the 5 gallons of gas that I bought a couple of days ago and use about half of it to mix in with 2-cycle engine oil for my trimmer, backpack blower, and hedge clippers. I put the rest in my big mower.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 26

Terror And Change

I am the wind and fire of spirit and I greet you in the full consciousness of the love of Jesus the Christ.

Terror and change sweep across the human scene day after day and year after year. To the eye of the keen observer it is apparent that the forces called Apocalypse move ever within the divine stew of Earth and Heaven. Each moment, crises of the life and death of the body, mind and spirit are marching in relentless step. And the tender consciousness filled with the spirit of love and reconciliation aches and yearns to heal the ever-flowing waters polluted by negativity.

Turn away from the human scene, seekers of love and service, and gaze steadily upon the inner desire to know and serve the Lord of all. No one can pray for every hurtful thing which meets the awareness, for sins and errors are numberless. Yet in the turning to silent tabernacling with the highest are all things brought into the environs of love and peace within the consciousness. Thus pray not for things, not for results, but for the presence of Christ which will then heal all things.

We leave you within the watchtower of silence and prayer. Peace be with you now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.