I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Ra quote comes from 63.1:
“Questioner: Could you give me an indication of the condition of the instrument?
Ra: I am Ra. This instrument’s vital energies are at the distortion which is normal for this mind/body/spirit complex. The body complex is distorted due to psychic attack in the area of the kidneys and urinary tract. There is also distortion continuing due to the distortion called arthritis.
You may expect this psychic attack to be constant, as this instrument has been under observation by negatively oriented force for some time.”
As usual, Don’s first question for this session was to ask Ra about Carla’s condition. Ra’s report was mixed, saying first that Carla’s vital energies were now normal for her. That was an improvement over the previous couple of sessions where her vital energies were low. But Ra said that her physical body was still suffering the aftereffects of the psychic greeting of her kidneys which occurred in the previous session when we made an opening in our Circle of One ritual by misspeaking one of the words in the ritual. In 62.3-6, Ra described the effect that the psychic greeting had on Carla’s kidneys:
Questioner: Was the attack successful in creating any further distortion of the instrument’s physical complex?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.
Questioner: What is the nature of this distortion?
Ra: This thought-form sought to put an end to this instrument’s incarnation by working with the renal distortions which—although corrected upon time/space—are vulnerable to one which knows the way to separate time/space molding and space/time distortions which are being unmolded, vulnerable as before the, shall we say, healing.
Questioner: What detrimental effect has been done?
Ra: I am Ra. There will be some discomfort. However, we were fortunate in that this instrument was very open to us and well-tuned. Had we not been able to reach this instrument and instruct you, the instrument’s physical vehicle would soon be unviable.
Questioner: Will there be any lasting effect from this attack as far as the instrument’s physical vehicle is concerned?
Ra: I am Ra. This is difficult to say. We are of the opinion that no lasting harm, or distortion, will occur.
The healer was strong, and the bonds taking effect in the remolding of these renal distortions were effective.
It is at this point a question of two forms of the leavings of what you may call a spell or a magic working—the healer’s distortions versus the attempt at Orion distortions: the healer’s distortions full of love, the Orion distortions also pure in separation. It seems that all is well except for some possible discomfort which shall be attended if persistent.
In 1978, Carla and Don went to Mexico City to have Carla’s kidneys worked on by the healer known as Pachita, as Ra mentioned in 78.6:
Questioner: What was the experience that caused the healing of the time/space kidney?
Ra: I am Ra. This experience was the healing of self by self with the catalyst of the spiritual healer whom you call Pachita.
Then Ra said that Carla’s arthritis was continuing to have its negative effect on her body, which was usually a result of Carla’s exceeding the physical limits of her body. Ra completed their answer by saying that the Orion group would be constantly looking for targets of opportunity to energize any distortion that her body might experience. In 72.17, Ra gave the general outline that the Orion group used in this process:
The entity of Orion pierces the same violet ray and moves to two places to attempt most of its non-physical opportunities. It activates the green-ray energy center while further blocking indigo-ray energy center. This combination causes confusion in the instrument and subsequent over-activity in unwise proportions in physical complex workings. It simply seeks out the distortions pre-incarnatively programmed and developed in incarnative state.
As a result of this type of psychic greeting the Orion entity activated Carla’s green-ray energy center and, at the same time, intensified Carla’s desire to be of service to others. As the Orion entity further blocked Carla’s indigo-ray energy center they intensified Carla’s feeling of unworthiness. These two energy centers being intensified at the same time made Carla feel like she needed to work her body even more than usual in order to be of service to others and, thereby, feel more worthy. But all this extra work took its toll on Carla’s body and produced a great deal of pain. In 25.1, the Orion entity utilized the same procedure to drain Carla’s body of energy during her LSD experience:
The only remaining distortion available, since this entity would not detune and would not cease sharing love universally under this chemical substance, was simply to drain this entity of as much energy as possible. This entity has a strong distortion towards busyness which it has been attempting to overcome for some time, realizing it not to be the appropriate attitude for this work. In this particular area the ingestion of this substance did indeed, shall we say, cause distortions away from viability due to the busyness and the lack of desire to rest; this instrument staying alert for much longer than appropriate. Thus much vital energy was lost, making this instrument unusually susceptible to infections such as it now experiences.
By the end of her incarnation Carla had finally balanced the indigo-ray energy center and gained that feeling of worthiness that was the pre-incarnative purpose of the dimmer indigo ray. She had balanced the giving of love without expectation of return that she accomplished as a child with the ability to accept the love offerings of others when she was bed-bound, for the last four years of her life, by the lumbar surgical wound that would not heal.
This morning I was once again a guest on Rafa Martinelli’s podcast. We spent about an hour talking about the higher self and how it helps us program pre-incarnative lessons and then serves as one of many guides during the incarnation. We talked about using catalyst to grow spiritually and how much of what we learn in our third-density incarnations is tinged with some kind of trauma. We also talked about how humanity on Earth could help to heal the poverty, suffering, diseases, and homelessness of so many on Earth by working together to give of time, talents, money and love for those in need. We always have very substantial conversations together, and I would imagine that we will do so periodically.
This afternoon I went outside and went around the yard picking up many small, dead tree limbs that blew down yesterday during the periodic rain and constant wind storms. Then I used my trimmer to trim the weeds back on the Ruins Mound. My last job of the day was to take the 5 gallons of gas that I bought a couple of days ago and use about half of it to mix in with 2-cycle engine oil for my trimmer, backpack blower, and hedge clippers. I put the rest in my big mower.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
October 26
Terror And Change
I am the wind and fire of spirit and I greet you in the full consciousness of the love of Jesus the Christ.
Terror and change sweep across the human scene day after day and year after year. To the eye of the keen observer it is apparent that the forces called Apocalypse move ever within the divine stew of Earth and Heaven. Each moment, crises of the life and death of the body, mind and spirit are marching in relentless step. And the tender consciousness filled with the spirit of love and reconciliation aches and yearns to heal the ever-flowing waters polluted by negativity.
Turn away from the human scene, seekers of love and service, and gaze steadily upon the inner desire to know and serve the Lord of all. No one can pray for every hurtful thing which meets the awareness, for sins and errors are numberless. Yet in the turning to silent tabernacling with the highest are all things brought into the environs of love and peace within the consciousness. Thus pray not for things, not for results, but for the presence of Christ which will then heal all things.
We leave you within the watchtower of silence and prayer. Peace be with you now and always. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.
